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deduction-substitute · 5 months

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Happy birthday to me here's to more Lucky Guy content in the future 🙏🙏🙏

I wish people did more with the veterans, nevermind the fact that Kreacher doesnt have the external trait and that Lucky Guy has never met Game 4, but AUGHGGHGH

They have the messiest relationship imaginable but I swear they care for each other guys I promise (delusional). In a manor like oletus, where youre trapped in a routine of decode and survive over and over again, i think theyd be able to form at least. A civil relationship.

It only approaches friendly territory when Lucky appears- a complete outsider from their game, which means no biases. He helps them get their shit together until they can all be in a room without wishing bodily harm upon each other 🙏

The problem is that. Its not. Obvious.

They still fight, argue, send each other dirty glances, etc etc. No one knows that Freddy likes to keep stock of all of Emily's supplies in the infirmary so she can rest. No one knows that Emma lets Kreacher pick off a few flowers out of her garden whenever his urge to snatch something gets the best of him.

No one knows that Freddy lets Kreacher into his room to rest on his sofa because its just that comfy. No one knows that Kreacher is the one snitching to Emily about whoever's injured or sick. No one knows that Freddy and Emily keep each other company at the dead of night when everything gets too much

But Lucky knows. And the veterans are grateful that he does.

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buqbite · 1 month

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part 1 (on VA and being better than humans)

part 2 (on welt and being just a human)

#remember how in second eruption welt keeps getting covered in blood edgelord style whenever he fights??? yeah #wait first off #hi3 #honkai impact 3rd #welt yang #void archives #voidwelt #my doodles #okay anyways. VA isnt human but they haven't been in a “human” body for very long so i reckon there's a lot of new experiences to make #and. i dont think he gets to be dignified enough NOT to be whiny about it. cmon. itd be so funny #second of all sure welt is human but that dude's real used to not giving a shit abt how he's doing and acting like a robot instead of a per #cuz he's got more “important” shit to do #(that's so fucking real of him man ME TOO BESTIE)#also as i told kai: that last panel is not a look of surprise or horror. i tagged this as voidwelt for a reason #i think we all know what kinda look this is #edit: and why tf would they be fighting sky people? why can they bleed? dont ask me im here to draw gay people covered in blood #edit 2: oh my god i didnt add the blood in the first panel. THATS WHAT THE JOKE REVOLVES AROUND???

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gatoburr0 · 3 months

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I wanted to join idk

sharing is caring ffs Riley 😒😒 (read tags psst)

#art #fanart #my art #original art #concept #bro I was like how tf do I interpret egotism and then I remembered one of the girls in my schools #such a fucking pick me and actually an egoistic ass person #she manipulates everyone and ripped friendships apart because she came in and started being the queen around #ofc she doesn’t tell me what to do. doesn’t even come close to me lol but I still hate her like respectfully just disintegrate please #so yeah let’s not say her actual mame. im gonna call her Sophia. this character is based off of her #inside out #inside out oc #onside out envy #envy inside out #envy #inside out fanart #inside out art #inside out 2 #inside out egotism #Sophia actually will envy the shit out of other people bc there’s this really cool guy in my classroom and he has ONE SINGLE HOODIE THAT SHE #ALSO HAS. AND IT LOOKS BETTER ON HIM and she’s like ‘is he gay? he’s using a girl’s hoodie’ SHUT UP SOPHIA PLEASE #LMFAO #please excuse the mistakes with the spelling and stuff I’m on my tablet and it’s the worst thing ever

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dorothywonderland · 4 days

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I started doodling greek gods, it's over for me. I have to accept that I'm officially addicted to epic the musical

#doodle dump #epic the musical #athena #4 years.... 4 years only doodling random stfuff #now look at me drawing again #this one is only sketch BUT I'M ACTUALLY TRYING TO WORK ON SOMETHING???#2019 dorothy is back lord have mercy on me #going back to drawing made me remember how much I hate painting #Im working on something that look almost exactly as I pictured BUT I CANT PAINT FOR SHIT #I just know the second i put some colors it will ruin the drawing #maybe I should turn all my works on coloring book typa shit so other people can paint for me lol #went in a long rant about something unrelated to the doodle aint that amazing #btw this is my first time drawing an owl and im actually proud #(also unrelated but GOD have i missed posting random shit and then going onto long rants on the tags)#back to epic the musical: sometimes I'll be listening to some song and just think “wow i could do a funny comic about this-”#LIKE HOW TF AM I BACK TO THIS?? ITS HAMILTON ALL OVER AGAIN I NEED REHAB CALL THE POLICE CALL THE CHURCH CALL MY THERAPIST

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ciderjacks · 4 months

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ocd is weird bc I definitely still have it, I just got really good at identifying it and shutting it down. Like I was taking down a gross medical sticker on my wall that for some reason I stuck up there last year, and my brain was like “no don’t do it. You’ll die if you do that” so I put it back on and my brain was like “or…maybe life will get way better if you take if off. And if you leave it life will get worse. Want to make that choice” and I was like really stumped over it, then suddenly I was like ohhhhh ocd you tricky devil… and tore the sticker off. I go thru this exact experience about thrice a week.

#ocd #Just a peek into my twisted mind……#Jokes aside ik this probably still sounds weird and mentally ill #But trust me on this #It’s way better than it sounds #At least comparatively #Back in 2020 I literally didn’t piss for 2 days because I thought pissing would cause the world to end #Like me at 15 was legit contemplating suicide bc it got to a point where I couldn’t even move #Without being convinced it would end the world #So all I could do was just lay in bed and I couldn’t grab my phone either bc that would also end the world I guess #Couldn’t blink freely had to do like one blink two fast blinks one slow blink #Damn just remembering how much it tormented me before I got a handle on it is actually pissing me tf off Wtf #Fuck ocd I fucking hate ocd #I’m so glad I outsmarted it #Shit was easy too #Bc the way my ocd worked was it was just completely spontaneous #There were certain patterns especially w numbers (like I couldn’t interact w the numbers 6 or 4)#But for the most part it was just whatever my brain decided was bad in that exact moment #Which was why it got as bad as it did so quickly #But that was also why I was able to go “ok well if I obey any compulsion all my fears will come true”#And that WORKED #IT WORKED FUCKING PERFECTLY #SO FUCKING DUMB #who even needs therapy I’m fucking Mr. Mental health. Fuck uou #tw compulsions #tw ocd #tw sui mention #< sui mention is in tags

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nyanspirals · 6 months

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????? I DONT SEND PEOPLE ANON HATE IM AN ADULT IF I HAVE BEEF WITH THEM ILL SAY IT TO THEIR FACE YOU WERE MY FRIEND FOR MONTHS YOU KNOW I DONT SEND PEOPLE ANON HATE ESPECIALLY NOT ANON HATE WITH THAT LEVEL OF CRUELTY

#neon.txt #oh my god???????????#oh my god i am so mad dude YORUE the one who wont leave mw the ruck alone i havemt looked or interacted with any of your accounts since #fucking november!!! you paranoid freak fuck you!!!!!#holy shit accusing me of shit you dont even have PROOF OF im so mad im so mad im so mad #i am not like you!!!! i am not cruel enough to send you those kinds of messages youre so!!! absolutely pathetic!!!!!!#'the timing is so coincidental'??? timing of WHAT dude i havent interacted with you in months i avoid you every chance i get!!!#YOURE!!!! UNBELIEVABLE GOD #ill delete this i know ill delete this i just ugh ugh ugh ugh #ME REMEMBERING HOW I WAS KIND WHEN I SHOULDVE SAID WHO TF DO YOU THINK YOURE TALKING TO #YOU SPENT 3 YEARS ACCUSING ME OF THINGS I NEVER DID BECAUSE YOU JUST ASSUMED IT WAS ME DIDNT YOU LEARN ANYTHING!!!!

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tariah23 · 9 days

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It’s always crazy to see black celebs spew this same rhetoric because it’s such a privileged take… like, they’ve been famous for so long and have gotten their money up, moved out of the projects or whatever tf, that they’ve forgotten what it’s like to be genuinely feel. It’s impossible for them to connect anymore. As far as the qrt, oh wow ☠️.

#it’s always the same shit with these negros bro #like even recently with lil Wayne and all of these idiots crying about the Super Bowl and how he didn’t get chosen to perform #and you got idiots like Nicki and others going on about ‘taking opportunities away from a young black man-‘ (the nigga is in his 40’s bro)#despite Kendrick being younger…. and as a black person why not just be happy for another instead of trying to use race and guilt trip peopl #into caring about you over another black person when it’s convenient for you #because i remember when this dude used to say that he doesn’t care about blm or politics and he’s getting money #and that it doesn’t affect him so why should he care? now you’re crying about opportunities being taken away from you as a black man #I’m getting off topic but it’s the same sentiments similar to what Pharrell’s coon ass is saying #he’s always been one actually #rambling #whenever someone goes on about being apolitical they’re already not worth listening to #especially since politics shapes our entire lives like do you not care about what will happen to you #and what’s happening to people across the seas and in other countries like what is the real reason why sm ppl chose to play apolitical #I don’t want anyone around me if I can’t talk about politics with them or know where they stand as far as politics go #at the end of the day who cares about what a celeb has to say on politics since #I always go back to that one section in Dave Chappell standup (I know this was before he became what he is today… he was so normal back #then holy shit🗿) where he was taking about how ppl are super private about their politics and also #him going on about how ‘who tf cares about what ja rule thinks’#😭…. that’s literally it!!!#but to an extent it’s relalr dangerous to see ppl with such gigantic platforms and notoriety spew shit like this as if it’s normal #it only helps tp further push anti intellectualism and so on #like how are you an adult and you don’t care about politics #that’s embarrassing

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coridallasmultipass · 3 hours

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It took me, ugh, MONTHS (2), to get to cleaning the two shrimp tanks I have... I had IRL issues going on that would have made it extremely difficult to do a water change especially while injured, and I just had to keep putting it off. It's just shrimp, so it wasn't like, the worst situation, especially since I have established plants and the tanks are a couple years old. There was just a lot of algae build-up on the glass, and, well... Let me just say it was not contributing to my mental health and well-being while the tanks were in that state.

I tested the water before I started cleaning and the parameters were fine (like, I could have left the tanks even longer if I would be okay with selling my soul to the Algae Collective), and the plants and shrimp look fine, too (I mean, I've obviously been keeping an eye on the tanks bc I sit right next to them). Actually, I'd wager to say that the plants are looking really great (the lilies haven't died off [yet? This is the longest period of time I've seen them stay... foliage... fol... foliated? Idk.] and the cryptocoryne in the 10gal is fucking huge and needs to be rearranged, just not right now). That fucking algae was a motherfucker to get off the 10gal (it's a plastic tank and I think that makes the algae grip harder than the glass 5gal).

[Also, fyi, depending on the tank's needs and stability, recommended water changes are a small one every week or every other week. My parameters don't seem to do anything dramatic, so I usually aim for a 20-30% water change every third week (just depends on how much vacuuming needs to be done and how cooperative the shrimp are with moving aside). So 2 months is still a lot. I still did the normal 30% ish amount, since doing more will risk the shrimp's well-being if there's a sudden change in everything, and my water parameters indicated a change was unnecessary - but I don't test for more than the minimum freshwater tests, so there could be a buildup of some mineral I'm not testing for, which is why the change IS actually necessary regardless of what my test kit says - because these tanks were evaporating a lot in summer, it condenses the minerals added with each water addition, even tho I usually top up with R.O. water.]

My back is fucking killing me lol. It has been killing me since spring when it 'went out' for the first time, and I'm not getting any relief, it sucks. But this had to be done.

The 5gal is looking pretty cloudy still, since the filter was super gunked up and I accidentally spilled gunk back in, so I may need to retest the 5gal parameters tomorrow just to make sure I don't have to do another water change, but it'll probably be fine, right? Shrimp love mulm and detritus. I did give both tanks a big ole algae tab for their trouble, tho. (I need a fuckening dish for the big tank. I really wanna clean off that white quartz rock again, but being white means it's an algae magnet, and it's just gonna go green again after a month or two.)

Anyway, shrimp tax:

I lov thees widdle oange bebies.

Wish I could take better pictures rn, but I am. Like. Dying. My recommendation: never live in an A-frame style room if you have the option. The wall above my tanks is slanted, and NOT fun for my back to bend underneath the wall for maintenance. (My only flat wall in the room is for my TV/PC.) Also, treat your back nicely, in general. I unfortunately have not had the option to treat my back nicely since spring (fall now), because 'when it rains it pours,' and heavy shit that needs to be moved will not move itself. Once I get a few more things in my room in order, I will hopefully be done with the IRL chaos, bc I have Halloween socks to knit, and I'm not putting that off for another year. (I'm still mad that I couldn't make the ones I planned last year. And I found more Halloween yarn I forgot I bought, so I'm gonna try to make multiple socks.) And I just really need to fucking chill and knit and stop having panic attacks and meltdowns.

#me earlier today: oh i should bleach my hair since i havent been able to shower for 2 days it wont damage it as much #me now: i dont know if i can even stand long enough to shower after this #anyway im gonna try to eat something and then shower and pass tf out.#maybe i shouldve taken a before picture to show how much i did...#...but i do Not want to remember 'that one time i didnt do a water change for 2 months' the algae was gross lol i couldnt even get it all #but honestly idc ab the back wall having algae as long as the front and most of the sides are clear #seriously the algae was textured like sandpaper tho. does algae do pearling? if it does then its calcium buildup too #edit while typing bc i looked it up. yes algae pearls. so the bubbles it was making were drying enough to cause calcium deposits #oH also lmao i found the tiniest pinch of hornwort left in the 10gal. idk why the hornwort doesnt like that tank but its hilarious that...#...that one little fingernail sized piece is still alive floating in there. i stuck it next to the lily but the shrimp will prob dislodge it #the hornwort in the 5gal is just freefloating i cant get that shit to stick #the shrimp love that stuff and they look like little birds in a pine tree #im in so much pain im procrastinating food lmao 'order pizza' crossed my mind but my jaw wont let me eat pizza so fml #anyway. just wanted to show an accomplishment even if its not a praise worthy one since i didnt go the extra 10 miles to water change sooner #awwww tho i love seeing them glide around the tank and now i can see them clearly its so chill #shrimp #aquariums #crustaceans #bugs #Cori.exe #Post.exe #Image.exe #also my therapist started cracking up this morning when i said like 'i can finally rest now tht i dont have a Saw trap bathroom to navigate'#seriously tho it was bad and then another issue in the bathroom came up 2 days ago but theyre both fixed now. my br is normal now.#im not normal tho (normal for myself i mean) and unfortunately thats not gonna be an easy fix but im trying #man can i ever make a post where i dont type a million words lmao. inability to focus and then i start typing more stuff #oh ab the hair bleach man my roots are so dark i just trimmed off the last of the bleach from last time so i got 2tone hair rn #idk when ill get to that. dependsnon my back. i already wasnt in a great state of being when i did the aquariums but i needed to clean them #ok i rly need to try n make food and shower before i start growing algae on myself

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serendipitous-mage · 3 months

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why do fire alarm batteries

ONLY

ever need replacing when you are dead fucking asleep

did i enrage god? does she hate me now as i too hate this creation of ours? when will she replace MY batteries

#THEYRE ALWAYS CONVOLUTED AS SHIT TOO 'oh 1 beep this 3 beeps this its plugged into the wAll but also has batteries and you can press this #'button to make it stop beeping for a min but only MAYBE cos it might also just make it start shrieking or speaking in a very loud voice #how do you *get to* the batteries you ask? it would make perfect sense if you were awake but theyre only going to go off middle of sleeping #so!! who knows. this says you need to insert a pin for batteries but theres a label over it but the label has a handy little dot printed #where the tunnel for said pin is under so u can just push through the label ig. but where tf do i get a pin-#*remembers i have actual like pushpins. is unsure if thatll be long enough but all i can think of without further bothering either roommate #*they are not long enough*#*digs into closet trying to be quiet to get to my sewing box for a needle cos thats the Only thing i can think of that might work and #that i know definitely where it is* needle fits but fits....loosely-#*reexamines the beep machine* the pin. for some reason. is supposed to be inserted to LOCK the battery tray so it doesnt open #why you need to Lock a battery tray with a little stick on a device that is already going to be up on the ceiling or top of a wall idk #but in my soggy state i became jared 19 and could no longer read #anyway the reason i hadnt been able to just pull the tray out was because fool that i am i tried to just pull it..yknow....out? but #its a fuckin swivel out to the side thiing #AND WHEN I FINALLY GOT IT OPEN YALL. YALL. MOST RIDICULOUS SIZED FUCKING BATTERY THAT WE DO NOT HAVE. SO WE CANT REPLACE IT RN.#istg istG #THERES NO REASON THAT THESE THINGS CANT BE MORE UNIVERSALLY SIZED #BATTERIES WALL PLUGS PHONE AND LAPTOP CHARGERS AND PORTS #CONSISTENCY *ESPECIALLY* ESPECAILY ESPECIALLY FOR SHIT THAT IS IMPORTANT AND CAN BE LIFE SAVING LIKE THIS #WHY ARE THERE SO MANY STUPID DIFFERENCES FOR NO REASON oh good the devils lettuce has hit me praise be thank fuck #SMOKE DETECTOR<<<<thats what theyre called i rememebered ik it was smth different #anyways #just me #smoke detector #no muscle memory this ones not goin in queue jail for 2 months it is free

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transmechanicus · 1 year

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“I’ll be fine i just need to uhhhhhhh idk kill” but like…what if i did haha

#my stuff #dear diary and the several thousand mfs who can see it. Despite arguably good academic performance today feels like a bad day #bc i skipped lab to take a nap #and i feel lonely and incapable of connecting more than superficially with my classmates #like i can talk to them and i do and we get along well but i never…hang out w em #or at least not as much as they seem to without me #it’s not a malicious thing i think a huge part of it is groups of ppl living or working in the same space #and i’m in a different lab building than a lot of ppl #idk…struggling to find anything that sparks joy. unable to see the future with optimism #it’s just day after day of Job where i’ll beat myself up on weekends if i don’t do Even More Work #bc that’s the nature of grad school. always homework or literature review to do like i give a shit abt the latter #i don’t care what other people are doing i don’t wanna obsessively comb through journals to make sure i’m doing Brand New Shit #i want it to stop #i don’t want to read anymore. i don’t wanna have to worry about my job outside of work.#i want to cry and scream and #like i don’t wanna quit after i worked so hard to get here #i don’t wanna wuss out #but i’m always tired. i’m never rested or relaxed or truly enjoying myself #why is this only hard for me…how tf is everyone else able to read and remember and understand this much??#like yeah maybe i should be on adhd meds but those are fuckin spensive and a pain in the ass to get #i’m tired of being tough #i want to curl into a ball and be told it’s going to be okay and that i can rest and have it not be a lie or a half measure

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crispyjenkins · 9 months

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welcome to cj/crispy's bi-yearly ptsd rant about fireworks, you are all safe and valid here and i am mentally giving out juice boxes and animal crackers

#last year wasnt too bad i barely remember nye tbh but OH BOY are the neighbors making up for it this year #they arent like super big or anything but they are LOUD and we're just rural enough that nobody gives a shit #like i cannot tell you how much i love the idea of fireworks and their history #but id also like to not have 12 consecutive minor panic attacks because the neighbors have some money to burn #it's worse around the 4th of july ’cause that also has the caveat of ''what tf are you even celebrating fuck you''#and im much more chill when it's like families celebrating with their kids because i remember how much fun mine had #but there are no kids around us #they're all adults and i want so badly to just be like ''yeah you do you man im glad youre having a good time'' but also like #they have to sell specialised jackets and blankets and medication for pets for nye and 4th of july #we dont have too many veterans in our part of town but i will never forget that pic of the vet hiding in the subway with his hands over #his ears #i dunno man i know not every activity can be accommodating to absolutely everyone #but i also think avoiding loud triggering (for a bunch of different reasons) noises is like #doable #there are quiet fireworks #thankfully my cat couldn't give two shits about loud noises but /I/ give two shits about loud noises #shut up cj #to delete

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confused-spood · 1 month

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Where else am I gonna rant if not to a group of random strangers that barely know me, right? So ofc I'm gonna rant here cuz these people have no idea who tf I am.

....turns out I have no words to explain how I'm feeling right now so I offer this emoji instead: 😔