#like literally sobbing

[beanghostprincess]

oda did not need to make sanji so relatable but here we are. and by "here we are" i mean i want to die.

[ireallywishiknew]

*Spoilers to Word of Honor Ending*

Can I just share that I was absolutely sobbing, crying, throwing up, at the supposed death of Wen Kexing.

All that time, Zishu was slowly losing his senses, and it devestated me to think that his senses would return only for him to feel his Lao Wen becoming cold.

He would never truly experience the warmth of his touch or embrace, and honestly, I was ready to go to China to fight the writers and everyone involved.

But it brings me great joy they became Gods and can "fight" till the end of time. My head cannon is that Chengling visits every so often with his family/juniors, and they have tea or something together.

They still call Chengling little idiot and teach him opposing things, and then bicker like the old married couple they are.

[lotus-pear]

lore accurate teen soukoku. the worsties ever

[mwagneto]

turn left is literally the most insane episode ever written. yeah the main character would kill himself if he didn't meet his best friend and the UK government is like 2 bad days away from putting all non-english people into labour camps. also all your favourite characters died trying to do what little they could. wouldn't that be crazy? anyway time for the daleks again

[blueribbs]

doggy bridget

[bibbysstuff]

Your new home

"Inside my code, you'll always live

Endless fun that we can do

In a world I built for you"

(full image)

[kokoasci]

taking a break from my probability hw

[chiricat]

ryomina demons are winning

[niuniente]

Oh wow, I knew I was really sick with the anemia but I never realized just HOW sick I was. Feels like I was living like a zombie in a body bag with only 10% access to the world.

I didn't expect anemia to affect my eyesight this much! I have been admiring colors around my for days and I just can't stop admiring them. The first day back at home I walked around my apartment looking at all the postcards and posters on my walls, because they were so bright and vibrant. Even a candle light looked brighter! I went to my favorite café afterwards to celebrate this milestone and I never realized how brightly green their plants are and how beautiful the café's plates are, too.

Other things I have noticed with the improved iron levels:

I fall asleep in 5-10 minutes when I'm sleepy instead of tossing with insomnia for 3-5 hours.

I sleep really well and soundly, and have lots of dreams which is always a good sign for me.

I don't sweat as much and as easily anymore.

My mysterious anxiety, bad mood and feelings of doom (which are not who I am!) which have been looming on the background for 24/7 and never left no matter what I did are almost all gone. Digestion and traveling still causes some anxiety but I can live with that.

My natural walking speed is a lot faster.

My heart isn't trying to kill me when I get up stairs to my apartment.

I'm REALLY happy and excited 24/7, even when I'm tired! That's who I am! I feel like a fast and luxurious Ferrari when it comes to my mood and excitement for life!

Breathing is easier, even when resting/sitting.

I have energy to clean the house, for example I have done dishes daily without issues. Starting something isn't hard anymore.

I can think clearly and my horrible brain fog is gone.

No more restless feet when trying to sleep.

I'm not exhausted 24/7 for no reason but I can actually do things that I like and I enjoy of them (before they exhausted me, too, like watching something).

My body doesn't ache 24/7 as much as it used to.

Period pains are easier.

I think that my appetite has improved a bit and there's less of nausea.

I can't wait for the time when I can live like this every day! <3

P.S. I've been a bit sleepier than normal but in a good way like "Ah, sleep! <3 I love sleeping!" I don't know if it's a side effect from the treatment or is it because my body finally gets a chance to rest for real, and it's catching up with the years of loss of a proper rest.

[flwrstqr]

❛　꒰⠀　 ⊹ FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH ENHYPEN

(PREC𝓲S) 🪽 ⋆ enhypen hyung line and you being in a secret relationship ♡ fem!r fluff !! && oneshot 1728wc. 𖥔 ݁ ARCHiVE 𓈃 ◌

𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆

“this is so wrong,” you whisper, your breath mingling with his in the dim light of your secret spot. heeseung’s hand tightens around yours, pulling you closer, his forehead resting against yours. “but it feels so right,” he murmurs, his voice a soft plea, eyes searching yours for any sign of doubt. you smile, unable to resist the warmth in his gaze. “how did we end up like this, baby?” you ask, tracing the line of his jaw with your fingers. “we shouldn’t, but i can’t stop,” he confesses, his lips slightly in a pout.

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐉𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐆

“we shouldn’t be doing this,” you whisper, feeling jay’s breath warm against your lips, his hand cupping your cheek. “but i can’t help it,” he murmurs back, eyes searching yours as if looking for permission to continue. his thumb brushes over your skin, sending a shiver down your spine. “i don’t care what they say, baby. i want you.” “just one kiss,” he pleads softly, his lips hovering inches from yours, “please.”

𝐒𝐈𝐌 𝐉𝐀𝐄𝐘𝐔𝐍

“jake, someone’s gonna see us,” you hiss, glancing nervously over his shoulder as he tugs you behind the door, his lips already ghosting over your ear. “let them,” he whispers back, a grin playing at the corners of his mouth. “i just want one kiss.” before you can argue, his lips are on yours, making you forget where you are. your fingers curling into his shirt, but then footsteps echo down the hallway. “jake—” you gasp, pulling back, but he just laughs softly, eyes sparkling with mischief. “relax, they’re gone,” he murmurs, stealing one more quick kiss before stepping away, a teasing smirk on his lips. “see? no harm done.” “you’re impossible,” you mutter, though you can’t help but smile. “and you love it,” he grins, holding you a little closer, and you know he’s right.

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐍

sunghoon’s jaw tightens as he watches someone flirt with you at the party, his hand gripping his drink a little too tightly. he knows he can’t react, not here, not with everyone watching. but it’s killing him inside, seeing someone else so close to you. when the night finally winds down and you’re alone, he pulls you into a quiet corner. “who was he?” he asks, voice low. “and god, why was he so close?” you smile, “are you really that jealous?” you tease, but before he can answer, you press your lips to his, cutting off any further questions. he melts into the kiss. when you finally pull away, he smirks, his voice dropping to a whisper. “where were we...?”

[loves2spwge]

they just want to be one...

commissions @jolyonvane did for me where i asked if he could please please please make stan look as desperate and exhausted as he usually does but is being kept together by all his love for his sbf kyle

[moodyvoid]

[fumifooms]

I don’t like minimizing the importance and gravity of Laios and Toshiro’s fight into just being a childish squabble, even if to a degree it is framed that way, because to both of them it has a lot of personal significance and emotional weight and runs very deep to their characters… The fight isn’t nothing it’s a LOT, they made up but it’s not something easy to express and to get over for either of them which makes it all the more meaningful! I’m on both sides but there very much are sides, there’s no "they’re both having a ball, Toshiro and Laios hand in hand yay" side to the fight, that comes after

The fight with Toshiro WAS very scary to Laios, almost existentially so, but it’s moreso the "I thought I’d made a friend!!" bit and my god. My god actually

Like it’s not "just" about oh his friend liking him less than he thought, THAT IS SO MUCH. It’s a bond he thought he had being a lie it’s all the time and moments spent together either being a lie from his perspective or marred now looking back. It’s not only being upset at Toshiro for lying but upset at himself that he’s so easy to fool, it’s being upset that there’s something so wrong with you that you can’t even tell if your "close buddy" even actually likes you or not, it’s like. Holding my head. He can’t trust his own vision of events that happened do you see. There’s always this film of distrust that it could be a lie that should be there when he interacts with people there’s always this sense of cloak and dagger to expect backstabs out of nowhere because you CAN’T see it coming you CAN’T you CAN’T there’s something about you which makes it impossible so you CAN’T-

He’s so scared of not being able to read people. He knows it’s a weak spot he has, he’s always known. All of these bits are centered around social expectations and betrayals, the assumption that he doesn’t belong either in society or with other humans.

And Laios’ level of awareness is actually sort of complex to analyze, but it’s there, there’s how out of him and Falin he was the one sensitive to the ~aura of hatred~ he felt from the townspeople, there’s of course his nightmares whispering to him about the mocking looks, and how yeah actually he realizes that his gold stripper coworker was taking advantage of him. There’s of course the Winged Lion speech about his trauma and how he fundamentally mistrusts/dislikes humans to some deep seated degree, this distrust that he still keeps under control always. There’s how pre-canon he often wanted to suggest eating monsters but never worked up the courage to bring it up with the others. There’s how he gets across as stoic when he isn’t being enthusiastic…… We don’t know how aware and wary he is exactly in the moment but we do know he has some anxiety around social stuff, and looking back he does notice and aughh augh, the sense you have to hide yourself to not get hurt and be on your guard and shit and.

When you don’t know what to look out for and when to look out for it, the general ‘common sense’ of not always trusting people or noticing when someone’s messing with you becomes hypervigilance in social settings

"Man they really know what you hate huh". Being socially unaware literally plagues him, he knows, he knows it so well.

It’s so quick that it’s almost hard to digest how literal and blatant Laios summoning his monster to crush all the people who’ve hurt him is. His literal go-to coping mechanism for comfort in his literal monster-induced emotionally intense nightmares, saving him by taking away the upsetting element (the humans)

"Monsters are his coping fantasy, where they can whisk him away from humanity, all the hurt it’s caused him and its arbitrary rules" with the subtlety of a brick. Monsters are his comfort safe zone "because they kill humans" yes but no it’s because he pits them as the guardians against humans who to him are in the role of the agressors. To him they represent freedom from the shackles of what it means to be part of humanity, a fundamentally social species

[purplebehittindifferent]

I have added a quirky comment here for the last year and a half, however now… I have no words.

jk I have all these words 👇

I know it is very bitter sweet, but this is the end of Reconnecting. Thank you all for coming along on this journey with me. I plan on making a behind the scenes video on my YT sometime soon. Feel free to send any asks you have I want to answer them all!

Please know I am not going to dissapear! I still plan on making content consistently, and my original comic RULE 5 is already underway, and if you’d like I’m certainly not against writing some exposition fics for Reconnecting 💜

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[orykorioart]

Guess I’m continuing the tradition of sliding in a Blups just before pride month ends just like last year lol (special shout-out to all the folks who tagged last year’s post with T4T 🏳️‍⚧️)

[Image description: Illustration of Lup and Barry from TAZ. They are dressed in casual wear, happily holding a trans pride flag over them as they smile happily at each other.

Lup is a slim elven woman with light brown skin, her brown hair is partially dyed a light pink, and held in a messy bun. She is wearing a red top with a golden phoenix pin, and a light-grey skirt with a thin bi-pride trim. She is also wearing a demiromantic themed bracelet.

Barry is pale older man with a chubby, stocky build, his hair is dark-grey with some salt-and-pepper, and is slightly pushed back. He is wearing a jean-jacket over his white t-shirt, adorned with the bi and demiromantic pins, and blue jeans.

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+Close-up cuz I love them 💖 (also, click for better quality, cuz oops)

[lightacross]

something about the wand choosing the wizard and wands with unicorn hair cores being the most faithful yet when Harry needed it most Draco’s wand worked for him and helped him