#livinginthedark

[ao3feed-dilucnkaeya]

I am Your Ghost

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by LivingInTheDark

Kaeya never wanted to die. But he never wanted to live either. He just wanted for the voices to leave him alone. For the thing that used to be Kaeya to leave him alone. OR Author had some thoughts and self-projects on to Kaeya

only the prologue rn first chapter coming on monday

Words: 328, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: Gen

Characters: Kaeya (Genshin Impact), Diluc (Genshin Impact), Ying | Lumine (Genshin Impact), Jean (Genshin Impact), Lisa (Genshin Impact), Klee (Genshin Impact), Bennett (Genshin Impact), Albedo (Genshin Impact), Beidou (Genshin Impact), Kaedehara Kazuha, Shikanoin Heizou, Ningguang (Genshin Impact)

Relationships: Diluc & Kaeya (Genshin Impact), Kaeya & Rosaria (Genshin Impact), Kaeya & Lisa (Genshin Impact), Jean & Kaeya (Genshin Impact), Kaeya & Klee (Genshin Impact), Bennett & Kaeya (Genshin Impact), Albedo/Kaeya (Genshin Impact), Kaeya & Ying | Lumine (Genshin Impact), Beidou & Kaeya (Genshin Impact), Kaedehara Kazuha & Kaeya, Kaeya & Thoma (Genshin Impact)

Additional Tags: Faked Suicide, Suicidal Thoughts, Grief/Mourning, Diluc and Kaeya Reconciliation (Genshin Impact), Kaeya Angst (Genshin Impact), Khaenri'ah Royalty Kaeya (Genshin Impact), Sad Kaeya (Genshin Impact), Kaeya Needs a Hug (Genshin Impact), Kaeya is Not Okay (Genshin Impact), Kaeya is Bad At Feelings (Genshin Impact), Hurt Diluc (Genshin Impact), Diluc Needs a Hug (Genshin Impact), Diluc is Protective of Kaeya (Genshin Impact), but its a secret, Diluc is a Mess (Genshin Impact), Ying | Lumine is a Mess (Genshin Impact), Ying | Lumine Needs a Hug (Genshin Impact), Everyone Needs Therapy, No Paimon (Genshin Impact), bc i forgot abt her, Not Eating, Hearing Voices, Sad Ying | Lumine (Genshin Impact)

[dekleinekapitein]

Everyone is sharing mermaid art for #mermay. So I figured I too could share this mermaid I painted earlier this year! I wondered about those who would live deep down in the darkness, the mermaids who have dominion over the ocean floors. And what they might look like. . . . . . #mermaidart #myart #eefjesart #watercolormermaid #deepseamermaid #mermay2021 #livinginthedark #deepoceanlife #seacreature #aquarel #watercolorartist #supportyourlocalartist #underthesea #illustrationartist #illustrator #mermaidillustration https://www.instagram.com/p/COdPRytFije/?igshid=1mvxqa700hant

[captureperspectives]

".. I'm standing in the dark I ain't gettin' nowhere There's somethin' happenin' somewhere I can't stop myself from caring But all I wanna do is hide And now I'm standing in the dark dark.." . . . . ________________________________ #darknessandlight #mohali #quarantinelife #standinginthedark #quarantineindia #nightphotography #justthinking #livinginthedark (at Sector 81 Mohali) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_xBurhlrOx/?igshid=16zwgsnm9s7rl

[thecpdiary]

Working blindly

It wasn’t just living in the dark, yes there was that, but it’s others thinking it was okay to leave me in the dark that I struggle with the most, that and having to work through a blinder for all these years, until I found out my diagnosis.

So many memories but my biggest memory was finding out I was pregnant for the first time and having no idea about my disability, or how things would work out around my pregnancy and disability. 

I had already been to see a specialist about my disability to see whether he thought having cerebral palsy would interfere with having children.

I hated looking at my leg and foot, I hated exposing my disability to total strangers. I'd been doing since I was 3 years old. Had I have known about my disability at the time I was due to give birth, I could have explained. I wanted the nursing staff to know.

I was conscious of my physical issues throughout my pregnancy, not knowing how I might cope around my disability, made it even more difficult. Everyone has a right to know what they deal with, so they feel comfortable and so they have control over how they handle their particular situation.

I knew that giving birth was too important for me to hone-in on my disability and make my disability the issue, so I blocked it out. Now I can’t believe I went through the experience of pregnancy not knowing.

It horrifies me to think about it. I am also irritated by the fact that others knew and still they watched me go through two pregnancies, not knowing.

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[troubledontlast1]

TRUTH COMES BUT WE CAN’T HEAR IT. HOW CAN WE HEAR IT WHEN WE’VE BEEN PROGRAMMED TO FEAR IT. #repost FOLLOW @hueman_truther Those who are able to see beyond the shadows and lies of their culture will never be understood, let alone believed by the masses. #thewise #wisepeople The further a society drifts from the truth the more it will hate those who speak it. #lookforthetruth #mediadeception Truth is not hidden-you are hiding from it. #mediaagenda #fakenews The most dangerous liars are those who think they are telling the truth. #livingintruth #seekthetruth If you tell a lie big enough and keep repeating it, people will eventually come to believe it. #acceptinglies #acceptingtruth The general population doesn’t know what’s happening, and it doesn’t even know that it doesn’t know. #acceptthetruth #findthetruth Society has become so fake that the truth actually bothers people. #mindcontrol #programming Never worry about who will be offended if you speak the TRUTH. Worry about who will be misled, deceived and destroyed if you don’t. #beingprogrammed #lies Telling the truth and making someone cry is better than telling a lie and making someone smile. #livingalie #livinginthedark THEY ARE JUST ANGRY BECAUSE THE TRUTH YOU SPEAK CONTRADICTS THE LIE THEY LIVE. #postingstupidstuff #postingstupidshit There is a price to pay for speaking the truth. There is a bigger price for living a lie. #postingtruth #liesoftheworld #follyoftheworld #believinglies #hiddentruth Therefore, having put away falsehood, let each one of you speak the truth with his neighbor, for we are members one of another.- Eph.4:25 #hiddentruths #notseekingthetruth God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in the Spirit and in truth.- John4:24#foolishness #stupidworld This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but people loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that their deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what they have done has been done in the sight of God.- John3:19-21 (at Mount Juliet, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvmxkqKFU99/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=rxzsopt2f7vi

[frangleisner]

Walking on sunshine #whatsunshinethereis #shortdays #livinginthedark #sunshine #waffels #northberries #stillontopoftheworld #cloudoverlapland #lapland #phyä #furthestnorth #middaysun #yaasss #cloudformation #allthemfrenchies #yuhu #choooooice #frozentoes #vegetables #northofthewall @callmelucielu @ timo https://www.instagram.com/p/BspwqW0lgeBIDdT55JqL0K_4Up71vgUGVbUKjM0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=7f3x78crysbb

[charlesgonzo]

#latenight #art #lifetime #livinginthedark

[ssserendipitysue]

This is how I feel when I am depressed,this is how I feel when I have anxiety,this is how my PTSD feels,this is how my fibromyalgia outbreaks feel like I feel alone in the deep dark ocean drowning and afraid in the darkness waiting for a hand to come save me It’s lonely and depressing to feel like this for the majority of your life #keepontryinghard #movingonsoon #progressisprogresss #ivebeenworkinghardforthis #fibromya #fibromyalgiaoutbreaksarelonely #depressionislonely #anxietyislonely #PTSDislonely #lifeislonely #lifeislonelywithfibro #fibromyalgiaisreal #fibromyalgiaislonely #keeponpushingthru #fibrofogsarelonely #lifewithfibromyalgiaislonely #livinginafibrofog #livinginastateofdepression #whydoihavealltheseproblems #ridthetoxicity #livinginthedark #gonnagetthruthisoutbreak#fibromyalgiaoutbreak #fibrooutbreakssuck #itryeveryday#iresearcheveryday #fibromyalgiaresearch #dpression #anxietysucs #PTSD https://www.instagram.com/p/BwVsXg3AOTH/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1urqcrx1wh5xy

[long-live-bisexuality]

Living in the Darkness © (on Wattpad) http://my.w.tt/UiNb/kyTNDKj3MG

¡Pueden leer #LivingintheDarkness disponible en #Wattpad ! Espero que les sea de su agrado, y en ese caso, ¡háganlo saber! Los veo en mis comentarios  ♥

[acm14-blog]

You know #tfw you survive the mini Africa power outage and return to western cultural norms. I gotta say this makes this weekend memorable! #powerloss #livinginthedark #homelessforanight #walkingintheraintwice

[searchingformywelcomemat-blog]

Dark Days. Dir. Marc Singer. Perf. Marc Singer. Oscilloscope Laboratories, 2000. DVD.

            These people who live in the tunnels, may be considered homeless, but they don’t live like those who are on the street.  They don’t have to be curled up bracing against the weather or waiting for a bed in a shelter or having to carry everything that they own.  The people living in the tunnels are very stagnant and don’t have any desire to go live in a shelter.  They find scraps of this and slivers of that to create their homes, many get the comfort of living in a regular house by tapping into electricity lines getting light and even some cable.  This is how people and groups have created their existence in the dark.  Every type of person live down in the tunnels, they say that it mirrors in diversity the type of people who live above.  In the top photo are two people who live near each other cooking.  They don’t live together due to segregation of race that is not how people are sectioned off in the tunnels.  They live together more because they would have come from similar backgrounds and live their lives similarly are who live together in the tunnels.  In the background of this snapshot, one can see the amount of stuff that they own and how comfortable the people who live down here in these communities are. 

[livinginthedark12]

I'm Back!

Sorry for the hiatus guys, i forgot my password and stuff but I'm back now. Hope all u guys are ok x

[livetoday-tomorrowisirrelevant]

I don't know how this works .... Someone teach me? :3