i only had like less than 4 hrs of sleep
whatever it is, this is karma
i saw a spoiler, i don't know what I feel about it -- but it just made me sexually frustrated GOD WHY
i want to be sucked in by the hiddleston fandom again TO CLEANSE but IM STARTING TO HEAR ANOTHER VOICE IN MY BRAIN IN ANOTHER ACCENT TELLING ME THAT THIS ISN'T RIGHT AND ITS NOT FAIR IF I UNDO THE PROGRESS THAT HAS BEEN DONE
and another voice in ANOTHER FUCKING ACCENT THAT ISN'T BRITISH telling me "I shouldn't do that (go back to cursed fandom) to myself"
i blame @lowbrowcomicinterludes. i will pedro pascal sebastian stan oscar isaac ben barnes you to death when I get the chance. Bitch.
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Just reminding myself over and over again that other peoples’ opinions of me do not define my worth.
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Donate to Congo:
Help Congo 🇨🇩 you do not need the latest iPhone yours works absolutely fine.
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They’ve been rotting in my brain for a while so naturally this is the result
Anyways I like to think if marvel weren’t COWARDS they would 1.) make Lokius canon (obvious) and 2.) explore Lokis shapeshifting. Because I want to see him as a cat
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I want everyone to look at this image and tell me if that's not the look of someone longing but knowing it's not the time for what he wants.
This happened multiple times before and he knew how to respond to Mobius so he could stand back and let him continue.
But that leaves me thinking, how did he figure out? How did he first reacted to Mobius demanding his attention? What did he have to say first to get to the conclusion that he just needed to say "trust me" and "watch" ?
Did he ever tried explaining it to him? How did that go? I need so much answers and that's a perfect opportunity for heartbreaking fics (or in the best of cases a cannon spin off)
But I can't sleep and my heart aches with Loki's tragedy. I feel like a child having watched a very well performed Shakespeare play for the first time in my life.
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In the hospital right now getting ready to have surgery tomorrow. This is after suffering in silence since last Monday. Loki finally convinced me to call an ambulance on Friday and it turns out I’m probably need to have my gallbladder taken out😂🙃😭
Tomorrow I’m being admitted to surgery to have a gallstone dislodged cause it needs to be removed or else my pancreas might explode. Seriously, I have pancreatitis and that’s why my gallbladder might be removed. And also gallstones are a fate worse than death. It feels like you’ve been stabbed in your lower right abdomen and someone is twisting the knife in the wound.
All weekend Loki has basically been talking me down like, “Don’t worry, all that matters is that you’re gonna feel better afterwards.” And like, dude, I know but I really don’t wanna be here — I hate the hospital and I miss my fur babies😭😭😭😭
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