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rotinmycore · 6 months ago
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It’s 3am, my room is dark, my ceiling fan is humming, and the only thing I can think of is my grandparents home in the trailer park. Well, their old home, the one we sold after they passed. It’s been years, but I remember the sight, the smell, the taste. It’s must and dirt and fire. The wood burning stove in the sunroom. The shag carpet. The wood panels. The lace curtains. The pull out bed in the living room with the florals where my cousins and I would sleep for sleepovers. Running a finger along the ripple in the carpet that lifted. The faded photographs and portraits in the hallway of my mother and aunt and Jesus Christ. The fax machine and china cabinets in which collected dust and vhs movies we’d play, rewind, play rewind play rewind play rewind. It’s the cross above their beds. The bowing of heads before meals. It’s the garden in which I buried my face, smell the earth and fresh vegetables. It’s the tiny, ripped, plush, rainbow soccer ball my cousins and I would kick around in the sunroom while over for holidays. It’s the neighbourhood kids who would ask us to play. It’s the broken, squeaky fence that would slam shut in our departure. It’s my grandfather’s old car in which harboured three sun bleached flies. Dead, frozen, thawed, reborn. Covering my child-like head in the backseat once summer came, convinced they would fly again. Anger in their buzzes, thinking I was their captor. Driving into town as I roll my window down by hand, braids a mess, hair swarming in wind.
This is where I want to live. This is where I wish I never ended.
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zorangezest · 2 months ago
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rafael the 12 year old of all time. he should’ve been on hypixel bedwars
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soundwave was not in fact hacking
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redstonedust · 5 months ago
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having a bad memory sucks but it's even worse when you have an inconstantly bad memory. first kiss? no clue. when i realised i was trans? i dunno, some time in highschool i think. drinking orange juice in my grandma's car when i was 6? crystal clear, baby.
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chloesimaginationthings · 6 months ago
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Michael Afton’s happiest day in FNAF
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wearenotjustnumbers2 · 2 years ago
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These two kids are Hamza (the oldest) and Qusai (the youngest).
Their mother shares this video and bids them goodbye. They were both killed by Israeli bombardment 5 days ago. She says:
[Two days before Hamza and Qusai were killed, hamza asked me: "mom, when we die, where will I go?" And I told him: "you will be a bird in heaven, my love." He said: "and Qusai?" "Just like you inshallah."
And indeed, two days later, he left and took his brother with him. It's like he was preparing me for saying goodbye to both of them. Heaven is more beautiful than any place on this Earth, habibi. We will meet and be reunited one day, me, your dad and you two].
Our kids don't deserve to die already thinking about what will happen to them, they don't deserve to die already terrified, anticipating their death because the world failed them and decided their lives mean nothing. We are not numbers. Remember their names and their stories.
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hinamie · 1 year ago
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surprise it's yuri!!!in 2024
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egophiliac · 9 months ago
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buckle up lads we're going BACK INTO THE BOOK
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#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#(the origin of halloween huh) (oooh)#why yes i did wake up way too early to watch the stream and will have no memory of drawing this later#anyway THE MAGIC BOOK IS BACK TO EAT US ONCE AGAIN!!!!#this does make things make a lot more sense if it doesn't have to. y'know. actually take place in the established world#like how jack and sally are apparently just gonna be THERE as themselves WHY NOT#i'm certainly not complaining mind you#scully looks like he's gonna be super adorable and i love him already#spooky scary skeleman who just goes :O a lot and is excited for halloween#he seems like he might actually be more of a fusion of jack and sally? or maybe i'm just reading too much into it#still getting jazzy vibes off of him though. is not scully j graves an incredible jazz musician name.#does this open up the possibility that the last time we went into the book there was a sexy anime boy stitch just offscreen the whole time#...maybe some things are best left uncontemplated#god everyone in this event looks fantastic i'm so glad i saved up some keys after all#a little sad that there's no lilia but you know what the fact that a halloweentown malleus exists is still pretty dang good#and sebek's hat is SO tall#the biggest hat for the loudest boy#i hope oogie is here too i need him and jamil to meet#i need jamil to be faced with a guy who's just a bunch of bugs standing on each other's shoulders in a trenchcoat#i am not coherent right now i just needed to get this out before i go pass out again
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eliduck · 3 months ago
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mama root
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vitreouspositive · 6 months ago
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optimus "i can fix him" prime
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vs megatron's "i can make him worse"
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teshiee · 4 months ago
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@doliminuz hi i spent too long searching for it.....but alas i could not find the post 💔 so i made a whole comic! wahoo!!
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hydrossity-zone · 1 month ago
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brotherly shenanigans
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Fic Idea where Fiddleford helps Stan rebuild the portal, but Stan finds out that Fiddleford has a wife and he's like
"You have a WIFE?? That DIDN'T marry you to steal your car and money???? What are you DOING here???"
"Yeah, well.... She's better off thinking I'm dead somewhere....."
"A WIFE. That LOVES you. Get outta here and go explain yourself, Idiot!!"
"She and our son shouldn't have to deal with--"
"YOUR SON???!!?!!??"
Anyways, so Stan helps Fiddleford reach out and explain himself to his wife, but expresses that he wants to keep being in Gravity Falls, so his wife and kid go to live with them in The Shack instead.
Blah blah blah, bonding happens, Stan bags Fiddleford AND his wife and becomes a step dad, God bless 🙏
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technically-human · 23 days ago
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Once Stone recovers from almost passing out he is going to be a like Victorian with an ankle about the doctor’s shoulders, my god (Robotnik has freckles!!!)
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Shoulders, eh?
ko-fi
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teh-inggris · 8 months ago
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pvp civ nation...... this aint much but pls take my contribution for this series bc im going insane i love hate this man so much get him out of my head
#pvp civilization#pvp civ#I'LL MAKE A PROPER ONE I SWEARR I JUST NEED TO GET THIS OUT OF MYSYSTEM FIRST#if it turns out he gets a bad ending in ep 6 i dont think i'll be ok like#he deserves a good ending . or a villain arc at least. he deserves to go batshit crazy after how everyone treated him#ALSOO the chekovs gun video journal device thing?? The excessive 4th wall breaking?#Is it just me or does jt feel like evbo is gonna lose his memory/already lost his memory and was sent to the wood sword lvl with tabi#or like . Idk?? It feels kind of truman show ish. Well maybe not that but its just the vibe im getting w the way that everyone has their-#-own secrets. How the diamond swords seems to know who evbo n tabi is. How princezam knows about the diamond swords#and then theres also parrot whos just?? Weird overall?? Idk whats going on w him but i need to know his backstory wdym u think evbo will-#-hate you if he knows what you did??#ANYWAY BACK TO THE VIDEO JOURNAL AND POTENTIAL MEMORY LOSS.#I dont want jt to go that way (mostly bc i dont want to see evbo suffer more than he already did) but it rlly does seem like its heading to#that direction w the way that it also has become a way to narrate what he went through (ie when the ep shows his attempts to beat the-#gold sword lvl but hes narrating it from the future. from his video journal. where he already beat the lvl)#im going insane#Wait also what i meant by the truman show vibe in relation to the excessive 4th wall breaks it makes it sound like pvp civ is just a -#simulation#wait i just remembered its the matrix not that mb umm#anyways.#empty chattering#kokotehart
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hawkinsbnbg · 29 days ago
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Eddie woke up remembering absolutely nothing except his uncle, the Hellfire guys, and the gorgeous Adonis who looked exactly like his husband.
Gareth: He's not your husband, dude.
Eddie: Yes, he is.
Gareth: How?? You hated him.
Eddie: I was dumb.
Gareth: Okay, how about this? He's the reason you ended up in the hospital.
Eddie: What did he do?
Gareth: He ran over you. With his 'douchebag beamer'.
Steve, in the background: I said I'm sorry!
Eddie: So I did fall for him.
Gareth: No Eddie. No.
Eddie: Yes Eddie. Absolutely.
When Eddie finally got back his memory, he was already too neck deep in the domestic bliss with Steve Harrington to call off the whole thing anymore. He still had beef with the guy, but nothing a few kisses and a bed couldn't fix. They were husbands, after all.
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