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It’s 3am, my room is dark, my ceiling fan is humming, and the only thing I can think of is my grandparents home in the trailer park. Well, their old home, the one we sold after they passed. It’s been years, but I remember the sight, the smell, the taste. It’s must and dirt and fire. The wood burning stove in the sunroom. The shag carpet. The wood panels. The lace curtains. The pull out bed in the living room with the florals where my cousins and I would sleep for sleepovers. Running a finger along the ripple in the carpet that lifted. The faded photographs and portraits in the hallway of my mother and aunt and Jesus Christ. The fax machine and china cabinets in which collected dust and vhs movies we’d play, rewind, play rewind play rewind play rewind. It’s the cross above their beds. The bowing of heads before meals. It’s the garden in which I buried my face, smell the earth and fresh vegetables. It’s the tiny, ripped, plush, rainbow soccer ball my cousins and I would kick around in the sunroom while over for holidays. It’s the neighbourhood kids who would ask us to play. It’s the broken, squeaky fence that would slam shut in our departure. It’s my grandfather’s old car in which harboured three sun bleached flies. Dead, frozen, thawed, reborn. Covering my child-like head in the backseat once summer came, convinced they would fly again. Anger in their buzzes, thinking I was their captor. Driving into town as I roll my window down by hand, braids a mess, hair swarming in wind.
This is where I want to live. This is where I wish I never ended.
#nostalgia#trailer park#grandparents#late night thoughts#nothingness#lost in memory#religion#poet#reflection#mine#southern aesthetic#ruralcore
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rafael the 12 year old of all time. he should’ve been on hypixel bedwars
soundwave was not in fact hacking
#when i was 12 i was getting raging mad in bedwars and naturally im channeling that into raf#i have amassed an impressive 500+ beds lost in that game#good times. so many memories#me when I combine my two very specific interests#lil fun fact but if my ocs had usernames they would be what they are in here heh heh#transformers#maccadam#transformers prime#tf prime#tfp#tfp raf#tfp bumblebee#soundwave#tfp soundwave#zorangetf#fanart#bedwars#hypixel#minecraft#gamerwave#its so funny to me how absolutely cracked raf is in this show. singlehandedly overthrows the decepticon security system#hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby aah
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having a bad memory sucks but it's even worse when you have an inconstantly bad memory. first kiss? no clue. when i realised i was trans? i dunno, some time in highschool i think. drinking orange juice in my grandma's car when i was 6? crystal clear, baby.
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Michael Afton’s happiest day in FNAF
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#fnaf vanessa#vanessa shelly#michael afton#david afton#evan afton#elizabeth afton#fnaf 4#afton family#fnaf world#yall ever think about that one ending in fnaf world#where it’s happiest day where 3 kids watch tv together#I always took it as that being Michael’s happiest day minigame#for his brother is his birthday for him it was him with his siblings#where they weren’t fighting or being dysfunctional#just the times they could just watch tv together#I don’t think Michael would have the strength to tell anyone else about it#even Vanessa and would understand#cause it would be confronting those feelings of lost again#even if fnaf world is dubiously canon#I do like this being Michael’s happiest memory#I think it fits him a lot#merry christmas
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These two kids are Hamza (the oldest) and Qusai (the youngest).
Their mother shares this video and bids them goodbye. They were both killed by Israeli bombardment 5 days ago. She says:
[Two days before Hamza and Qusai were killed, hamza asked me: "mom, when we die, where will I go?" And I told him: "you will be a bird in heaven, my love." He said: "and Qusai?" "Just like you inshallah."
And indeed, two days later, he left and took his brother with him. It's like he was preparing me for saying goodbye to both of them. Heaven is more beautiful than any place on this Earth, habibi. We will meet and be reunited one day, me, your dad and you two].
Our kids don't deserve to die already thinking about what will happen to them, they don't deserve to die already terrified, anticipating their death because the world failed them and decided their lives mean nothing. We are not numbers. Remember their names and their stories.
#if any of you have information/ a story of a Palestinian live lost send it to me and i will share it too#we have to keep their memory alive with us#Palestinian lives#palestine#gaza#israel#important#current events#free palestine#ethnic cleansing#free gaza#gaza strip#gaza under attack#gaza under genocide#usa#america#joe biden#video#we are not numbers#free palestine 🇵🇸
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surprise it's yuri!!!in 2024
#my art#yuri on ice#yuri!!! on ice#yoi#fanart#katsuki yuuri#victor nikiforov#victuuri#yoi fanart#this was the secret 4th thing that lost the poll jdsfgsdfjj#id been thinking about doing a tribute since getting that one ask but i didn't anticipate how Into it i would get once i started#the way i flew through this piece .. just over 1 day??? insane#yuri is /that/ ingrained in my muscle memory#I was looking at refs and ?? id forgotten how wild this show was#we just got all of that?? a pole dance a proposal a kiss a pair skate....and it was ALL canon? incredible#AND YEAH UNPROMPTED HISTORY MAKER PLAYS IN MY YT MIX#dean fujioka jumpscare#also looking back at my old yoi pieces was so wild. that ws really 8 years ago huh.#little bit of an ego boost looking at how far ive come#but also im just grateful idk sry 2 b sappy on main#i hope 16 year old me is happy that i did this bc im happy i did this#edit bc i forgot a bunch of white outline i am a fraud
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buckle up lads we're going BACK INTO THE BOOK
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#(the origin of halloween huh) (oooh)#why yes i did wake up way too early to watch the stream and will have no memory of drawing this later#anyway THE MAGIC BOOK IS BACK TO EAT US ONCE AGAIN!!!!#this does make things make a lot more sense if it doesn't have to. y'know. actually take place in the established world#like how jack and sally are apparently just gonna be THERE as themselves WHY NOT#i'm certainly not complaining mind you#scully looks like he's gonna be super adorable and i love him already#spooky scary skeleman who just goes :O a lot and is excited for halloween#he seems like he might actually be more of a fusion of jack and sally? or maybe i'm just reading too much into it#still getting jazzy vibes off of him though. is not scully j graves an incredible jazz musician name.#does this open up the possibility that the last time we went into the book there was a sexy anime boy stitch just offscreen the whole time#...maybe some things are best left uncontemplated#god everyone in this event looks fantastic i'm so glad i saved up some keys after all#a little sad that there's no lilia but you know what the fact that a halloweentown malleus exists is still pretty dang good#and sebek's hat is SO tall#the biggest hat for the loudest boy#i hope oogie is here too i need him and jamil to meet#i need jamil to be faced with a guy who's just a bunch of bugs standing on each other's shoulders in a trenchcoat#i am not coherent right now i just needed to get this out before i go pass out again
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mama root
#i wanted to draw so many vessels but i got lazy#too many babies 💔#is it still epic#eliduck#hk#hollow knight#hollowknight#hk fanart#hk white lady#hk thk#hk pure vessel#lost kin#hk vessels#if only i know how to like uhh put more images than 10 in tumblr or sum like that#since i have ton of unfinished stuff but i still wanna upload for memory#posting this one than keeping it hidden since I'm technically not finishing this and it's been months a
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optimus "i can fix him" prime
vs megatron's "i can make him worse"
#maccadam#my art#transformers#transformers fanart#transformers prime#tfp#megatron#orion pax#megatronus#optimus prime#megop#to the sick fucks who storyboarded the arc where optimus lost his memories...#well wishes upon you and your entire lineage#I LOVE YOUUUU#AUGHHHHH#ratchet#i'm sorry ratchet fans#he's merely a chibi in this
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@doliminuz hi i spent too long searching for it.....but alas i could not find the post 💔 so i made a whole comic! wahoo!!
#ninjago#comic#ninjago kai#ninjago jay#plasmashipping#its a slow burnnnn#did my best to put them in an understandable order as possible;; if confused you can check the alt text#i feel like this is painfully ooc dialogue for Rogue/Jay ...AGH.#I'm not sure about Kai's reaction too;; would he really let an old friend#-who lost his memory; hug him out of the blue?? or say all of those things?!??! I DONT KNOW#okay i'll go now#teshfarts#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago rogue
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brotherly shenanigans
#sonic the hedgehog#miles tails prower#tails the fox#unbreakable bond#sonic#wsatw#yeah Im tagging it even though its monday Im not waiting again bc it was SUPPOSED to be done on wednesday anyway#and then. I lost all progress due to a memory error </4#sonic fanart#hydro.art#still need to make an animation tag.
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Fic Idea where Fiddleford helps Stan rebuild the portal, but Stan finds out that Fiddleford has a wife and he's like
"You have a WIFE?? That DIDN'T marry you to steal your car and money???? What are you DOING here???"
"Yeah, well.... She's better off thinking I'm dead somewhere....."
"A WIFE. That LOVES you. Get outta here and go explain yourself, Idiot!!"
"She and our son shouldn't have to deal with--"
"YOUR SON???!!?!!??"
Anyways, so Stan helps Fiddleford reach out and explain himself to his wife, but expresses that he wants to keep being in Gravity Falls, so his wife and kid go to live with them in The Shack instead.
Blah blah blah, bonding happens, Stan bags Fiddleford AND his wife and becomes a step dad, God bless 🙏
#I don't see enough of Fiddleford's wife ngl#i just want Stan to be loved#this fic idea has been in my mind for ages 🙏#LET THEM BE POLYAMOROUS AND IN LOVE!!!! RIGHT NOW!!!!#Stan is such a poly bi-con TRUST 🙏#Stan and Fiddleford's wife help Fidds stop using the memory gun#Fiddleford and his wife help Stan feel loved#JUST HEAR ME OUT THEY COULD HAVE A BEAUTIFUL RELATIONSHIP#Tate gets 2 dads for the price of 0#cause in canon Fiddleford left when he was a baby and lost his mind so he didn't get any dads#let that kid grow up in an unbroken house hold 🙏#omg you know how in canon Tate works at the bait shop next to the lake#Stan would SO take Tate fishing#he would be such a good dad guys give him a chance���#cole's talking#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddlestan#fiddleford x stanley#fiddleford x fiddleford's wife x stanley#just hear me out guys 🙏#fiddleford's wife
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Once Stone recovers from almost passing out he is going to be a like Victorian with an ankle about the doctor’s shoulders, my god (Robotnik has freckles!!!)

Shoulders, eh?
ko-fi
#ask ask ask#stobotnik#agent stone#doctor ivo robotnik#sonic movie universe#what even is happening at this point#this is particularly funny because my stone is ace (yeah)#the holoscreen says how to erase my own memory#rob knows he has seen too much and he won't be able to unsee it#everyone lost their minds about rob's shoulders on my inbox
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pvp civ nation...... this aint much but pls take my contribution for this series bc im going insane i love hate this man so much get him out of my head
#pvp civilization#pvp civ#I'LL MAKE A PROPER ONE I SWEARR I JUST NEED TO GET THIS OUT OF MYSYSTEM FIRST#if it turns out he gets a bad ending in ep 6 i dont think i'll be ok like#he deserves a good ending . or a villain arc at least. he deserves to go batshit crazy after how everyone treated him#ALSOO the chekovs gun video journal device thing?? The excessive 4th wall breaking?#Is it just me or does jt feel like evbo is gonna lose his memory/already lost his memory and was sent to the wood sword lvl with tabi#or like . Idk?? It feels kind of truman show ish. Well maybe not that but its just the vibe im getting w the way that everyone has their-#-own secrets. How the diamond swords seems to know who evbo n tabi is. How princezam knows about the diamond swords#and then theres also parrot whos just?? Weird overall?? Idk whats going on w him but i need to know his backstory wdym u think evbo will-#-hate you if he knows what you did??#ANYWAY BACK TO THE VIDEO JOURNAL AND POTENTIAL MEMORY LOSS.#I dont want jt to go that way (mostly bc i dont want to see evbo suffer more than he already did) but it rlly does seem like its heading to#that direction w the way that it also has become a way to narrate what he went through (ie when the ep shows his attempts to beat the-#gold sword lvl but hes narrating it from the future. from his video journal. where he already beat the lvl)#im going insane#Wait also what i meant by the truman show vibe in relation to the excessive 4th wall breaks it makes it sound like pvp civ is just a -#simulation#wait i just remembered its the matrix not that mb umm#anyways.#empty chattering#kokotehart
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Eddie woke up remembering absolutely nothing except his uncle, the Hellfire guys, and the gorgeous Adonis who looked exactly like his husband.
Gareth: He's not your husband, dude.
Eddie: Yes, he is.
Gareth: How?? You hated him.
Eddie: I was dumb.
Gareth: Okay, how about this? He's the reason you ended up in the hospital.
Eddie: What did he do?
Gareth: He ran over you. With his 'douchebag beamer'.
Steve, in the background: I said I'm sorry!
Eddie: So I did fall for him.
Gareth: No Eddie. No.
Eddie: Yes Eddie. Absolutely.
When Eddie finally got back his memory, he was already too neck deep in the domestic bliss with Steve Harrington to call off the whole thing anymore. He still had beef with the guy, but nothing a few kisses and a bed couldn't fix. They were husbands, after all.
#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#another amnesia au where eddie's still the final winner#steve's just sad that eddie doesn't hate fuck him anynore#eddie to everyone: ugh i hate him so much.#eddie to steve: can you like slap me on the face? to calm me down?#plot twist: eddie is a simp#plot twist 2: eddie and steve fight a lot because it's their foreplay#plot twist 3: eddie already proposed to steve before he lost his memory#plot twist 4: they already have a child together. it's dustin.#post-credit scene: wayne is drinking coffee from his 'world's coolest dad' mug#sionewrites
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