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going through my old journals as part of therapy homework and i'm reading a section written in the emotional wreckage of a full-on breakdown when i get hit with this line:
There is never a satisfying answer to ‘Why didn’t they love me?’
like wow babe. good fucking point
#like you were on the ground biting the carpet and dry sobbing while you wrote that and still. good fucking point#not a shitpost#cptsd#and it's true. there's never a satisfying answer#the truth is i know why i wasn't loved#i analyzed my parent's traumas and abuse to death. i understand why i alienated and was alienated from my siblings#i know why my mom was too overwhelmed to be capable of nurturing#i know why my dad vanished into addiction and avoidance#the details of our cycles of trauma and cptsd and family history i have a phd in all of it#i understood perfectly. i spent years studying and now i knew the answer#and guess what? IT WAS NOT SATISFYING!!!#because they still didn't love me! and i still couldn't change that!#it was still a completely unsatisfying state of affairs!#so like. when the people who are supposed to love you...don't.#when the people who are supposed to take care of you...fail to#you can look for answers and reasons and explanations#but that's not actually going to FIX your situation.#and it's probably not within your ability TO fix the situation. (and definitely not your job)#because you don't need answers--you need a new situation#*inserts Just Walk Out. You Can Leave!!! (Running Skeleton) Meme*#and yes. walking out isn't always possible.#but for you i hope it will be one day soon. and i hope you build the courage to take that leap.#stepping away from the people who failed to love you...it feels like being untethered but also like being lighter than air#new and scary. immensely relieving. the future opens up. empty but empty like a canvas. blindingly bright until your eyes adjust#like climbing out of a pit you called home and for the first time realizing how bright the light of day can truly be#when you aren't just getting glimpses from the bottom of a hole
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egophiliac · 1 month
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roll out the red carpet guys we're going to the SHAFTLANDS
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zegalba · 3 months
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Edward James, patron of the surrealists, was so besotted with his wife, the dancer Tilly Losch, that when he saw the trail of wet footprints she left up the stairs after her bath at Monkton House, he had them woven into the carpet.
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themakeupbrush · 4 months
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Margot Robbie at the 2024 Golden Globes
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sofiaruelle · 3 months
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Commission for the lovely @flowerandthesongstress of our fave triad, Sam, Abigail and Sebastian basking in the afterglow of a very productive band practice.
The Companion piece
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sadbeautifulttragic · 5 months
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surprise appearance at the Renaissance World Premiere
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peppermintjonas · 1 year
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wandavisionedits · 4 months
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—Elizabeth Olsen arrives at the 81st Golden Globe Awards
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morganbritton132 · 8 months
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Dustin posts a Tiktok with that “What two clips give off the same energy” video that’s just:
(1) A video of Steve tossing Eddie’s shoes to him like, “Chop, chop, chop, we got a middle school basketball game to go to, Munson.”
Eddie responds in a full whine like, “Why??? What did I do to the king to receive this cruel and unusual punishment?”
Steve, ignoring his theatrics, throws a t-shirt with the school logo on it at him like, “Represent.”
And (2) a video of Steve and Eddie lounging on the couch when Steve asks, “Can you get tickets to the Barbie movie premiere?”
Eddie doesn’t even look up from his phone when he says, “Probably. Only if you walk the carpet with me though.”
Steve throws his head back and groans, “Ughhhh, I hate that.”
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horreurscopes · 2 months
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i like my body when it is with your body.
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namchyoon · 5 months
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he's so endearing 😭
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getosugurusbangs · 3 months
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bleaching the bathtub puts me at ease.
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egophiliac · 8 months
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this chapter has been so absolutely nuts that I actually low-key forgot that I had a couple of new UM posters to do! wild! anyway, I gotta think about Lilia's some more, so here is my beautiful electric crocodile son in the meantime. god I hope this reads properly
(I went with Volt to go with his name, but there's a Bolt version too in the print-size folder!)
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deckardsdwelling · 1 year
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[Harrison Ford at a press conference for “Indiana Jones and the Dial of Destiny” at The Cannes Film Festival - 5/19/23]
This is PURE GOLD.
— WDD
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papertowness · 3 months
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most unrealistic thing ab house is people acting like james wilson isn’t funny as hell
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mizgnomer · 2 months
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David and Georgia Tennant looking gorgeous on the BAFTA red carpet - February 2024
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