#lyrics about trauma

[phoenix-positivity]

OnlyOneOf Nine - ‘나의 사춘기에게’ (To My Youth) BOL4 Cover

At one point in the past, I wanted to disappear from this world The entire world was so dark and I’d cry every night Would my heart feel more comfortable if I’d just disappear I’m so afraid of how everyone looks at me It was such a beautifully beautiful time back then, but I was hurt I couldn’t be loved and I hated myself Mom and dad are both just counting on me But that’s not how I really feel I’m being pushed further away What do I do Close your eyes and scream (My voice won’t come out) I don’t want to just stay being hurt like this Close your eyes and scream again It will be alright Everything’s gonna be alright For me who feels intimidated It was such a beautifully beautiful memory, but I was hurt It won’t go away although I’ve been dealing with that pain as much as I’ve been hurt My friends and others are just counting on me But that’s not how I am. I’m being pushed further away But still, I thought maybe that I Could be a bright light in this world So perhaps I’ll shine that light even for a short bit after overcoming all the pains I can’t give up I couldn’t even get a single night of good sleep But seeing how I’m trying to get back on my feet like this I guess it’s because I might Or you might End up looking for me It was such a beautifully beautiful time back then, but I was hurt I couldn’t be loved and I hated myself It was a time that I’d be missing and miss, but I was hurt I had no courage to be just fine Must’ve been so painful Must’ve wanted it so badly

[huepou]

brat summer

[nmzuka]

"Holy be thy words, Dangling swords above the herds"

A piece inspired by Vulture by Bear Ghost

[mamulgogi]

Redraw of my favourite panel from issue #21 of Posehn & Duggan's run

[youngster-monster]

You're gonna carry that weight

Cowboy Bebop | All These Things That I've Done, The Killers | On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous, Ocean Vuong | Mattress Performance (Carry That Weight), Emma Sulkowicz | You're So Cool, Nicole Dollanganger | Every Day I Am Trying New Techniques To Make Myself Disappear, E.E Scott | Papyrus of Ani | Impossible Weight, Deep Sea Diver | The Gang Carries a Corpse Up a Mountain, It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia | an old poem about reflections, Grendel Menz | @jb-blunk | @intactics | The Glass Essay, Anne Carson (thank you @grapecaseschoices )| Henry V, Kenneth Branagh | I, Carrion (Icarian), Hozier | Carrying the Skeleton, Marina Abramović | Atlas, Serhii Hetmanchuk | Dark Knight questline, Final Fantasy XIV

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[kev-day]

neil, kevin, and jean are so girl, so confusing coded i am shakinggg

[suncaptor]

easier than lying // sam winchester

[blueautumngrave]

Got in a car wreck with my bf in the passenger seat so long live the car crash hearts or whatever the fall out boys said

[phykoha]

Listening to Rabbit Hole and thinking about Lee

[phoenix-positivity]

OnlyOneOf Nine ‘Twenty-three’ '스물셋' (IU Cover)

I'm twenty-three I'm a mystery Even for me, it's a (question) I'm twenty-three Let's not get it wrong (because) I'm very sensitive One bunch, twenty-three I seem a bit adult-like Even if I act all grown up, believe it in moderation Obvious twenty-three You've still got a long way to go, hon Even if I act like I haven't fully grown up Just kind of act like you buy it please Well, I definitely like now better No, no, I just want to quit everything Okay fine, I just want to be in love Actually no, I just want to close my eyes Guess which one's right? You can't tell just by looking at my face Showing a different facial expression than how I really feel It's actually very simple (guess which one is right?) Actually, I don't even know the truth From the beginning, there was not even a single line of lie that I've written A fox trying to look like a bear trying to look like a fox Or something completely different Whichever one I am whatever it is, just pick one I'm now used to be seen through jaundiced eyes To me, who thought to be always confined You said, of all the things, that wouldn't be the case I said I shouldn't go through such tough times But there are times like that I will be all right Just quit it, whatever You turned your back on me Where are you? You listen good Wait Over the same thing, I always try not to be disappointed So I think deeper To make it no longer visible My mind falls in deeper Well, I definitely like now better No, no, I just want to quit everything Okay fine, I just want to be in love Actually no, I just want to close my eyes Guess which one's right? You can't tell just by looking at my face Showing a different facial expression than how I really feel It's actually very simple (guess which one is right?) Actually, I don't even know the truth From the beginning, there was not even a single line of lie that I've written A fox trying to look like a bear trying to look like a fox Or something completely different Whichever one I am whatever it is, just pick one I'm now used to be seen through jaundiced eyes I'm twenty-three I'm a mystery Guess which one it is

[excelsior9173]

i think one of my favourite things about the sleep token fandom is the general consensus* to discuss and portray sleep as feminine

like the band has been consistently posting for years that sleep is “him” and use male terms and yet. like “and now he rests” things like that. the old tweets used to be a lot about “praise Him”

it’s really neat to me to see the different way of interpreting the lore/music

*(edit: consensus among the circles i run in fandom-wise)

[precious-little-scoundrel]

those who can vibez || Bucky & Ida

[wrestlezon]

oh lol i was so distracted by excalibur i didnt catch this small bit the first time around

[the-troll-book-of-mormon]

of course i brought an elephant to the most delicate place

[symbolicbluecurtains]

"I've got soul but I'm not a soldier"

[katanation]

not to be back on the song recommendation text posts again but !!!! if you are a fan of onewaybroadcast (one-sided radiostatic) and staticmoth, consider!!!! headfirst by sir sly (vox has an inner monologue about whether or not to be with valentino, plagued by anxiety about alastor's rejection)