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khizuo · 7 months

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it's actually fucking ridiculous how bad my mental illnesses rn are like i just came back from a short trip to visit a friend (covid-safely to the best of our ability ofc) and now i'm back to constantly shaking, feeling cold, being scared of everything, ocd intrusive thoughts/sensations going haywire, and nonstop suicidal thoughts + self-hatred.

#maybe i should try weed #my text #cw suicidality #cw sui ideation

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ctommyisnt · 9 months

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Why do people drink????? This is not fun????

#both times sucked #I guess I’m not cut out for the unsober life #maybe I should try weed #ehh that’s a next year thing

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bandito7two · 2 months

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Why's they hit you so much

.....you are comparing me to a bong. got it.

#maybe I should try weed #maybe that would fix my problems

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bonni · 1 month

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cat chores done 🤗 time for a quick break with no drugs... I think part of the reason I've grown so unproductive is because whenever I want to "take a break" I immediately reach for a joint and that results in me being high for the rest of the afternoon. they should make weed that only lasts for 30 minutes!

#chatter #while my relationship with drugs bears little resemblance to what you would think of as addiction #i do think it's not always healthy and that just because i'm home alone and chilling doesn't mean i should be reaching for weed #like maybe i'll try to stop smoking before 6 pm since that's around the time of day i become less productive anyway

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2sgf · 7 days

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i want to clean my whole house real nice but im disabled so i got like. probably a good three bursts of ten minutes in me before i get too sore and need a nap

#text #calyx.txt #whatever ill blare my music and try to get hype #maybe i should smoke some weed. but im still having intrusive thoughts about getting high

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snoozy-red-panda · 3 months

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#maybe i should try weed instead of something that makes me dizzy after three sips lol

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femmefitz · 5 months

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I need the girlies who compulsively comment on every Tumblr poll about sex/drugs/clubbing/alcohol/etc that everyone who isn't partaking is "sooooooo laaaameeee" to understand that you are not coming off as the Cool Girl you think you are. You really genuinely seem insecure and unfun to be around.

No one who is actually having fun behaves like this. I don't think you guys even like these activities I think you just do them to feel a sense of superiority.

#like... sorry but i love drinking and weed and clubbing and i could not care less what other ppl do with their time #i'm having fun! i dont have the need to seek out ppl to talk down to bc i am having fun #maybe u should all try it. love and light.#💋

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girlscience · 7 months

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feel like I need to add a little intrigue, a little spice, a little danger to my life. I need to pick a vice.

#what are my options... alcohol cigarettes reckless sex weed acid ecstasy #alcoholism runs in my family but playing with fire is fun and sexy right?#cigarettes are sexy but I am concerned about the smell. it gives me headaches #reckless sex I wish. it would require me to figure out how to be sexy and to flirt but I feel like so many people do it #I could probably get there eventually. and if I am willing to sleep with straight men probably not a high barrier to entry #weed gives me the jitters but maybe I could find the elusive middle ground between no reaction and extreme full body shakes #acid and ecstacy. I could be a raver. I love concerts and the anime con raves like a LOT. not sure how I would react but I could try lol #i feel like cocaine is not my vibe. also tried snorting pixie stick once and couldn't figure out how it worked. blew it all over my friend #idk what other drugs are there that aren't meth heroin or something similar #these are all ones I hear people talking about doing recreationally #oh Shrooms. and maybe K? shrooms seem cool but also I think I would probably get overwhelmed and vomit #I know literally nothing about K #you guys should give me suggestions. I want to feel cool and sexy and dangerous and preferably not completely ruin my life

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astromechs · 7 months

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bi dating in your 30s woes: i only match with one woman for maybe about every seven men i match with on a dating app

#maybe i should start liveblogging these adventures to keep myself sane #i took several months off and now i'm trying again #and it's like. dating apps are a late capitalist hellscape that make me easily discouraged #and i keep telling myself that i just have to be persistent. work through the weeds and maybe you find a diamond #wish i could meet someone a fucking normal way but that's not really an option

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starheirxero · 5 months

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oh this is DEVESTATING that webcomic i ate up when i was in 5th grade is so much more niche than I thought 😭 how to get rid of the cat head you were my lifeblood ily......

#xero says things #genuinely i had that 'selfish' cath drawing as my school account pfp HAJABSJS #i remember a few years ago i made an insta to dredge through the creator's insta and i remember some bits n pieces that weren't on webtoon #but like . bwah......#genuinely the art style and the lil weeds and the characters were a part of my soul i loved them so much......#i should draw them. or maybe try to mimic the art style. that'd be fun.....

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valentinoappreciator · 5 months

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semi-vent incoming. so sorry you guys

i just miss partying until 4-5 in the morning. i miss drinking with my friends. i miss getting stupidly silly with people i barely know without having to worry that they'll be cunts to me. i just... i miss Those Times, y'know?

anyway. im drinking. ask me anything

#text #my post #negative #alcohol #i should try hard drugs next.#maybe start out with weed tho

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aftermathing · 3 months

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#This shouldn't be a surprise but seriously no one actually cares about my survival yes I've asked for help why would I get help #I'm functionally nocturnal and I keep staying up for like 48 hours and then sleeping for a day and I never know where I am #Or what day it is or if it's morning or night #Normal humans eat three meals a day and snacks right I think I maybe eat a snack every other day #I just don't feel hunger and my body hurts and cooking is so much effort I don't have #Weed used to help me be able to eat easily but now everything is just so hard and no food in house n cant go to store bc of ptsd too scary #I keep telling people when they ask that I am doing badly and need help but they as always just tell me to go to the store and buy food #Because it should be easy for a normal person!!! That would be such helpful and kind advice if I were normal #But I am not I am severely sick and traumatized and driving hurts so bad and stores give me panic attacks #Seriously if literally nobody cares about my struggling why not just be euthanized at this point?#This problem is so inconvenient to everyone and I have done all I can to convince people that I'm worth the inconvenience but :(#If I were worth talking to or visiting or helping people would have done that and I would be fine but I am not and that's okay #I genuinely don't mind being a husk at all #I'm just weirdly sad about it right now maybe because I think I feel hungry but genuinely I can't tell thanks autism #I also haven't been able to do my t shot in like three or four weeks I keep trying but I literally can't get the needle in :((#I imagine less testosterone in my system also makes me tired and lose my appetite #I'm so fucked up and nobody cares that I start my day at 8pm and am active and reply to emails and shit at 4am #Why would anyone notice that first of all but still. I would notice.#When even strangers are struggling I notice and I will do anything for anyone but it's selfish upon selfish to expect it back I understand #I keep looking for arfid and ed affirmations to help me but I can't find anything good #Genuinely . what the fuck #Just fucking need to be someone's dog feed me walk me put me in a cage teach me how to be better and treat me like I don't know shit #Because I don't I'm so stupid I can't even feed myself I'm dying please help me

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rosicheeks · 4 months

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#after I’m done with class for the day I never know what to do #like normally I’d go to my car and smoke #but I’m trying not to be as dependent on weed #talked through some stuff in group #working a lot on friendships and boundaries #talked to them about this situation I’ve been having #and they all agreed that I should just block them and be done #everyone thought that he’s playing games and wants to use me again #soooooooooo I’m good #it’s just hard when you don’t have many friends to begin with?#also it’s hard for me to block people when I know them????#like if I get super pissed off then I can easily block them and say fuck it #but when I’m just mellow chilling #idk idk idk blocking is scary I guess?#anyway #can’t decide if I should take a quick nap #or if I should go out to my car and maybe go for a walk or paint or something #bahhhhhh #shut up rosie

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piplupod · 4 months

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really getting tired of mother aggressively being against non-harmful things only to sloooowly do a 180 on her opinion of it after several years of making everyone else's lives an absolute hell

#shes wanting to try CBD/THC (i know theres a difference but she's interested in trying either/or now)#and she's been aggressively anti-weed for YEARS #and still loudly makes disgusted remarks and noises whenever she smells weed around the neighborhood #like... maam. can u just let ppl live their lives. please.#i guess i should just be glad she's willing to change her mind abt things but I'd love if she'd realize how many times this has happened #and would maybe stop being so fucking aggressive and loud about things she doesnt like or agree with #and then she expects everyone else to be super chill abt her being normal abt it now and immediately trust her #AUGGHHH ofc im not going to trust u abt things when you've spent years making my life hell abt that thing !!!!#(I've never talked abt my weed usage w her lol she doesnt even know I've been high before fjfkdldl)#(but like. with other shit idk. or just me trying to open her mind a little by bringing the topic up irt other ppl or laws or whatever)#pippen needs 2nd breakfast #mother mention

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no-one-hears-me · 1 year

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I feel sad about a lot of different things rn and it feels kinda helpless

#I'm lonely and I miss my friends #but I also feel like my friends don't like me and that makes me wanna stop talking to them #and maybe I should #I wanna do something drastic but I'm reasonable enough to not do that while I'm in my feelings like this #besides idk what I would even do anyways #last summer I was friends with this girl that was kinda a terrible person but she was a friend #and I wanted a friend. I still do #anyways. she hasn't talked to me since like September and we aren't on good terms #idk why tho. she's crazy tho as I mentioned #she got mad at me for being friends with someone else bc he used to smoke a lot and drink #and she's super against that. which is fine she doesn't have to like him or his actions #but I would never try to get them to hang out together or talk to each other so like. idk why it mattered to her so much #and she basically just wanted me to choose her or him #weird. anyways #I don't think that was her main issue just one of them #also worth mentioning that she was friends with me even tho she knew I drink too. she didn't like it but she knew about it #she's just a hater ig #also worth mentioning that weed friend has clearly not had the best life or anything and she knew that too #she is privileged in many many ways and I think that has made her ignorant of what life is like for other people tbh #she couldn't believe that my parents just didn't feed me as a child. like that was so absurd and unheard of to her #like girl... that's pretty mild #anyways. I kinda turned into a hater myself #all this to say that she was not a good friend but she was a friend nonetheless #and I miss having a friend. idk if I really miss her but like #idk I guess I do. I did enjoy our conversations #also idk how to make friends ngl. I'm not really good at that #plus my mother does not let me leave the house which puts a damper on my social life #Sera

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compacflt · 2 years

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so desperately curious what ice & mav would think about the trend of the us military using tiktok e-girls as a recruitment tool

#the problem with writing military fanfic is that you can get lost in the weeds so quick LMFAO #like meeting recruitment quotas is definitely a top-level concern #ice: idk mav our numbers are down again this year no one knows what to do #maybe we should start another war or something #Mav: how about this let’s fund a blockbuster movie and make up an enemy for our pilots to go bomb #super cool #ice: no that won’t work because everyone will try to join the Air Force like last time #how about this; let’s tell all these lonely 18 year old boys that they can meet their dream girl at NAS Great Lakes #it would’ve worked on me #Mav: it would’ve?#ice: ok ill suggest it at our next recruitment standards meeting #and BAM government funded e-girls #alternatively #SECNAV tom kazansky circa 2021: mav can you tell me what an ‘e-girl’ is im lost #Mav: what’s tiktok am i supposed to know what that is either #You guys might have followed me for the fanfic but are coming to learn that i am genuinely insane in the tags

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