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ok ur one of my favorite moots that post Anakin/hayden fics so i have a request 😛
i don’t remember if you write for irl hayden but if you don’t do dilf anakin (it isn’t smut)
basically dads best friend!Hayden/Anakin x bold (kind of grunge/slutty) reader
Hayden goes with reader to get a pricing.
(if you want it to be less fluffy with kinda smutty undertones you can do nip pricing’s but you could also do stomach 🤭)
basically readers dad allows it but dosen’t fully approve so he dosen’t go with her and reader needs comfort as she loves the look of piercings, but is TERRIFIED of needles.
Hayden/Anakin holds her hand and stuff and she makes funny comments like “i just want to look hot for the summer man why does this have to hurt so bad?!” or “do you think ill look sexy with these mr. Christensen/Skywalker?” 
they like gaze into each others eyes and lowk have a cute moment as he comforts her (but if they are nip piercings it would be loving for another reason too iykwim!!!)
and if you do anakin because it would be modern maybe sam monroe (obviously not the character just the look/personality) could be him at lauren’s age so he would relate to her more and be more attracted to her. maybe even on the way to the piercer have Anakin show her his old school photos and all of his piercings and reader tell him she’d do him as a teen (she has no shame and we love that!)
sorry if this request makes you uncomfortable. I just had a daydream about this as i’m getting my stomach pierced soon and thought you were the best person to ask because I love your writing 🙏😛
“one of my fav moots” you will be receiving a big smooch 😆💋
Anakin held your hand while waiting for the piercing lady to enter the small room. “God, I wish there was a way to get his damn piercing without the needle.” A complaint fell from your lips as Anakin read something on his phone with his free hand.
“Aren't magnetic balls a thing? Or some people glue them, I hear.” He replied, still scrolling through whatever he was reading. “Duh, those are a thing, but they're so ugly and fake looking.” Anakin chuckled a little, rubbing his thumb against your knuckles.
“Guess you'll just have to deal with the needle then, sweetie.” He shrugged, finally looking at you. His gaze was soft and caring, but yet so sexy and attractive. “Do you think I'll look good with a belly piercing, Mr. Skywalker?” you bat your eyelashes at him.
“Yeah, I think so. Though, I'd think maybe an eyebrow or lip piercing would look better.” He says, looking all around your pretty face and eyes that were covered in dark makeup. “I remember when I was a teenager, I had a couple of piercings myself.”
“You're such a liar.” You rolled your eyes at him. “No, seriously. I have a couple of photos and the holes to prove it.” He pointed to the small, closed hole under his bottom lip, and then the one on his eyebrow.
“Holy shit, Ani! No way you were cool.” You laughed, still keeping your eyes on the hole in his lip. He quickly pulled up the photos for more proof, too. He showed you one with a cigarette in his hand with his eyeliner, piercings (not just on his face, but ears), and dyed hair.
“Wow, Ani. If you still looked like that, I'd definitely do you.” This made Anakin blush a little and furrow his eyebrows. “Yeah, okay, kiddo.” He says and uncomfortably shifts in his chair to hide his hardening dick.
Soon enough, the lady came in and did what was expected. Ani held your hand extra tight to comfort you. “God job, sweetie. Didn't cry like I expected you to.” He says after the lady left the room.
“Does it look good?” You look at your belly. “Looks super good, honey.” He kissed your cheek before heading to the car.
That night, he touched himself to the thought of you having your nipples pierced. How pretty they'd look bouncing up and down while you ride him. Maybe he'll day something about one of his ex girlfriends having nipple piercings and how he loved them so much.
He knew you liked him. He knew you'd do anything to make him happy even if you didn't notice how good he was at convincing you to do things.
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WAS THIS GOOD? I FEEL LIKE IT SUCKED OMG 😭 LMK IF U WANT ANYTHING TO BE CHANGED!!
#hayden christensen#anakin imagine#anakin skywalker smut#rots anakin#star wars anakin#anakin skywalker#dilf!anakin
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a friendly reminder i have the entirety of @feastofcadavers on a google doc to read :)
#well. except for the asks/fanart#maybe ill make another one for those too...#for now#hehee#cookie run#cookie run au#feast of cadavers#fanfiction#cookie run fanfiction
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watch. I SHall slay each mighty foe who meets me in combat, (Falls face forward in the river scamander ansd is violently swept downstream)
#scamander#book 21#ADRILES NATION hello. this is the reminder that as it is march. i will now be preparing for april fools day#a day on which i change this account and make it themed for another iliad character#so i shall ask. who would yall wanna see#im debating between hector and helen#for context#past ones have been agamemnon big ajax and menelaus#ill accept any suggestion tho#just likely not patroclus or automedon. those r too on brand i think#maybe antilochus? i feel like he also meets the vibe but can differ enough. idk tho#but u get the picture#so glad people are agreeing with the achilles fell in a river and got his shit fucked thesis#another classic joke on adriles.tumblr.com#i love it so much im just gonna make a tag for it actually#achilles falls in a river and gets his shit fucked
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Dude I actually have SO many discarded fankid designs like Emmie has gone by three different friend groups and even for the current lineup there have been some forgotten kiddos you guys actually have no idea how many fankids I've designed NSKXBSKXBKX
#and yet emmie has survived all of this#maybe that's why she has changed the most#because the rest i just dumped JSODJSKDNSKX#no but like#at first i created a group of four kids#there was a knouge kid in there for those who keep insisting for one#i actually dont like these pairings#and so emmie was the one survivor who was joined by sparks#and then with emmie and sparks i made ANOTHER GROUP#which i think consisted of six fankids???#and that's when aim came to be#the other three kids are gone#AND THERE WAS MY FIRST ATTEMPT AT A SALLICOLE KID#her name was techna but looking back destiny is definitely a better character lol#ALSO YEA I DESIGNED AIM WAAAAY BEFORE LASH#lash i designed on her own#then i decided to post aim make him go public BAHBSKZBSKX#and then i created bria tulip and destiny all on their own#AND THEN WHEN DESIGNING SPADES SHE WAS ACTUALLY PART OF A WAVE#she was designed next to two other characters who were later dumped#then i designed another kid that i lost their design -cries- and im not sure if i should actually add them???#and ive been designing some other kids but i dont think ill post them#maybe one??? they're too cute i don't know im tempted#i don't know if they even count as a fankid tho lol#but yeah i just felt like rambling about this BAHZBAHXBSKXNS#shale and mareep aren't the only forgotten kids/hj
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ok but do i want to actually sit and read through all the clockie animation stuff so i have better foundation for what i want to say? i guess
#avil plays hsr#idk if i actually want to write this ramble because i started rewatching a bunch of scenes that i needed to figure my thoughts out#but the more i gather the more im getting lost with myself so im like MMMMM#i gotta line these pieces up first#i think the trickiest thing about gallagher is wondering how much of what he says is true vs false#UH#ill just tag this as#hsr 2.1 spoilers#because thats the ramble in the tags#but like as a follower of enigmata hes prone to lying and conjuring even more riddles to confuse you#so i just have to wonder too#and if his whole facade as gallagher is fake. then how did he actually become part of the bloodhound?#sunday points out how gallagher stoles features from so many members of the family so. i just have to wonder#he couldnt have changed his identity without being noticed#so thats where i get confused. like How did you get in here in the first place using your disguise?#how did you fool people?#ANSWER MY QUESTIONS MAN (SHAKES GALLAGHER)#at the very least though: i think what he says about mikhail is true#i want to believe those are true even despite his false front#the things i want to talk about is like#well first i wanna make a whole timeline of the historical events of penacony#and that will give me a better idea of how things led to one another to present time#and THANKFULLY i rewatched because now i understand what gallagher meant possibly by traitor#but how did the family come to be?#how did the dreammaster come to be? (SHAKES THE GAME)#ok so i have to read more. so this will take longer#unfortunately maybe by the time i get all the information i want itll be too late and someone else wouldve said#SOMEONE PROBABLY DID#but i like the satisfaction of pulling the pieces together myself. thats the satisfaction of solving cases and puzzles ✨#my desk looks ridiculous now because its like. sticky notes everywhere because im like I HAVE TO MAKE NOTE OF THIS
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vanishing without explanation for six days
#river dipping#me editing my i am in eskew pic to say actually yea i was being mentally ill <3#i have an avoidant personality disorder likeeeeee jndgkfjh expect me to disappear semi-regularly honestly#but!!! :))) i've finally finished editing all of the photos from that smoking pose set i made for mattodore back in.....#[checks calendar] ..........march lmao#i'm actually getting the post together for it rn... there are eight photos in total here so...........#i have to stare at them for a really long time to check for mistakes#there's dialogue that goes along w/ the images too but i'm not sure if i want to include it#i probably won't..................... we'll see#but anyway hi hello... i've also avoided simblr entirely while i was gone so 🧍 i'm really behind... hope you're all well <3#i might be busy today so i probably won't be able to play catch up for a while but we'll see...#........aszdKSDJFNGKJD ALSO... i just realized looking at my last posts that i was like okay <3 vampire theo time <3 and then logged out#SAWRRY... i could just post the vampire photos raw but maybe i'll edit them like the smoking photos...#there are six photos from it... it's a sequence of events yk...#some blood drinking takes place <3#...want you all to know that when i make posts i type and then i open another tab then i come back then i open ps then i come back etc etc#so while i'm only just now posting this i actually just finished captioning and tagging the mattodore smoking post jdgkfnh#i just flit back and forth from one thing to another my brain is always going so fast like i HAVE to be doing multiple things Or Else#like those earlier tags are obsolete now but i'll keep them anyway
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#i feel so insecure here sometimes.. like i know you guys see that too#like ill post smth or ask smth and then feel discouraged when i don't get a response#and then i feel so stupid.. but ive been realising how so many here have been feeling that way#bc tumblr changed so much and so many ppl left and every author and creator is suddenly feeling insecure about themselves#and thinking it's their fault or that their content isn't good anymore#anyways thank you to everyone who's still here and supporting my stuff.. whenever i feel down you guys show me that my work's still#worth consuming#and that im appreciated here as a person too#@ mutuals.. i think to bring back a bit of what tumblr used to be we need to support each other too#bc :( i love my mutuals but i also noticed that only a v small number of ppl signal boosts each other's stuff or supports one another#like only a few of my moots read my stuff or talk to me at all and sometimes it gets so lonely#but im one of those who should actively make an effort to support moots too!!#some blogs support all their moots and im like ugh that's so nice#or maybe it's me and you guys just don't like me LOL no but seriously#we don't even have to read each other's stuff i think.. even boosting fics goes a long way tbh#it'd be so nice if we could do this for each other.. yk? gotta bring back the 2021 community feel fr i miss it#ugh so many ppl left lol we're all we've got y'all!!#tdl maybe
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MaDD will fuck up my life in ways I won't even realize like girl wdym you only have 2 friends 💀
#maladaptive daydreaming#madd pains#madd negativity#luka.txt#told my mom one of my friends is moving away n she pointed out that i only hang out w her n another person#theres some people at work i wanna ask to hang out w but idk#for some reason my brain keeps going ''but what if we're not close enough Work Friends to hang out''#i guess i could start messaging them on Instagram?? since were mutuals there???#why is making friends so hard n complicated. why is my brain like this.#maybe i can message those from my old college too...#idk it's so weird ive never really. had the desire for friends? if that makes sense ???#like theyre nice dont get me wrong I love the ones i have#and idk if its the madd or other mental illness skewing it. but part of me is sort of fine being alone?#ive always been of the ''if it happens it happens'' mindset when it came to friend making. does that make sense. probably not!
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today's prompts are spiders and self insert so i've been thinking of drawing nembone and a uh, bunger. but Im still thinking around the uh. ? i cant remember the word HELP the fucking COMPOSITION there.
#luly talks#i was thinking of formating it like a parody of a flash or mobile game where the character is like FEED ME x =D but i cannot find like#references.#btw another ideas i had was doing ONLY self insert and make a character select screen with my sonas#first i thought of a gif where you'd change selection making the border shine and the character change expression and get color#(otherwise they'd be greyed out) and then i thought of doing a more classic smash bros like character screen#but those two ideas would be too hard#i also thought of something more simple like just. my fursonas hugging yuri style#and then i was like no lets go back to nembone (my og idea as mentioned yesterday on the tags of my art post)#and i was CONVINCED today the prompt was path and i was gonna make a very cool scene with Nembone and Keabin sitting on a bar#and i hope yall know why i hope yall are tuned in with the completely neglected bugsnax oc luly lore but in case youre not first of all#shame on you but second its bc keabin actually is my save where ppl DIE#and i spoke in a post that i think is in my oc blog or maybe my self ship one either way im sure is crossposted on both but i spoke about#how fucking Low Nembone would be in a post Shelda's death path <- eh eh get it get it that's where the prompt plays!!#they'd also be saying something about wishing things could've been different or something#it'd have been a cool drawing and a great excuse to draw my guy keabin who has been borderline fucking retconned otherwise but hey#its not the prompt. so.#idk what i will do for tomorrow btw i dont have many complicated fits ocs juan has been in my brain for close to a decade or more#and he has never wore anything but a green tshirt and some pants#but ill figure something i might do Bloody#or i might double the fuck down and if i do bloody i can tie spiders to her and do nembone and keabin today#it is cringetober after all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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some sg palettes
alt versions under the cut
#//kept switching the colors on leviathan and the pigtail holders like no one’s business#//pretty satisfied with the colors i did end up going with for them ngl#//leviathans supposed to be semi translucent but that’s not an option on the palette editor#//oh well#//included the alts because i really liked how those looked too!#//i think i like them a little more than the original ones lol#//was going to make a third palette with another character but after these i just didn’t feel like it#//maybe another time though#//maybe ill make little cards for these too#backup log {ooc}
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me to the doctor, trying to get a referal: yeah i just struggle to talk to people thats all but i would like to be able to please
me, once i actually get an evaluation to get another referal to a psychiatrist: i still feel bad for hurting someone 4 years ago out of the fear that they were going to abandon me. also hey seeing imaginary bugs that disappear when i look directly at them after killing a real one isnt normal is it
#vent#hey these are some serious mental health issues for me so maybe dont talk to me about them? this shits hard to admit to.#wish i had mentioned how i started being convinced there was someone outside my house every night for months after losing a different friend#with occasionally thinking i heard people breaking in to go along with it#oh! or maybe the fact that im fucking pacing around for hours everyday doing nothing but daydreaming even to the point of injury!!!#ooo wait no what about me still being set off by notifications and thinking im about to lose another friend?#or how ive literally been going between being happy and normal to incredibly sad over the course of a day?#that ones been happening for about two months now and it is almost a daily occurrence#wait wait wait what about my feelings of emptiness? feeling like i have no identity?? those are pretty bad too#there is so much shit wrong with me yall <3333#but overall i mostly just want to fix my incredible fear of talking to people#because my brain goes completely blank when i talk to most people and it makes shit so difficult#its impacted my ability to make connections as well as keep the ones i have.#so thats whats most important to me right now. ill work on the abandonment-induced toxicity after.
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when i die I'm gonna see if they'll let me be a grim reaper, cupid, or whoever's in charge of evolution cause I got some really cool ideas a lot of you might not like but maybe you will, let's see
#text post#i like to plan ahead#thoughts#my thoughts#ill take any ideas now so youll be at the front of the queue#im going to devolve (?) mosquitos to mere atoms they have got to go#or maybe i evolve them to bite but to cure#that way i dont have to create another species to pollinate those chocolate flowers#i think mosquitos are the ones that do that...#maybe#if im cupid tho its gonna be great everyone gets a love arrow in the butt#ill make sure there's platonic soulmates too#ok not everyone if they dont want to#and if im the grim reaper ill make the going as easy as possible
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the cross i must bare is being in fandoms where the girl characters are shoved aside for gay ships to be the most popular thing in the tags
#personal#i wanna say its my fault for liking shonen stuff but like. this is a tale as old as time#but im literally sick to death of this one fucking gay ship in one fandom. a ship ill never name bc those people are INSANE#and like whatevrr have your gay ships but there are literally a bajillion other combos and you go with that one??#and then god forbid i like a 'straight' ship#like sorry i just think it makes more sense and they have more chemistry and also I LIKE HER#also just bc a ship looks straight does not mean it is straight#these characters have both shown to be on some kinda queer spectrum#like im a firm believer in bisexuals as a bisexual myself#and im in a straight passing relationship too and i like seeing those#being with someone of the opposite or another gender doesnt mean its straight!!#im getting off track maybe but anyway. i hate the main gay ship but at least the art is nice#i just wish the ship i do like was more popular bc it has potential and showcases the care and love and depth my girl has
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that post i made on my writeblr about how there's this one story i have out with a mag that i want rejected because i have a story i think suits the mag better.....live cam footage of me receiving the rejection email on my rainy evening walk
#IT WAS A HIGH TIER REJECTION TOO LOL LIKE YEAH IVE GOT MORE TO SEND YOUR WAY!#like yes release me from these chains!#also another thing is this story was first drafted in june and i kinda want to...not shelve but put the stories from pre like#september on the top shelf...not putting them away entirely but putting them high up#not because i think they're bad i actually love that story in particular and think it has some rly good lines#its just that was a rly fragile era in my life LOL. i want to revisit them in like a year minimum#i didnt draft any flash in july and one i think ? in august that kinda felt like#the last story of that era IDK IF THAT MAKES SENSE those stories just have#a distinct vibe to my approach that i dont see in 1970s leather daddy and between us girls#which are september and october#anyway this has actually presented a conundrum bc the story i want to submit needs more work#but i'm very intentionally doing nano as a break from 'professional' writing so no flash in nov#so anything i submit will prob be in december not the end of this month but thinking about flash in general has me like#i have a lot more story ideas than i thought so maybe it'd be beneficial to just fast draft/edit all of them#let them simmer throughout november in a word doc rather than just let the ideas rot in my brain#but that'll probably mean not finishing the lb chapter/update but also tbh...maybe ill just do that on the side in nov#i think if i do a rough draft of the lb chapter i can tinker with it/write up abt it during nov when i need a nano break#i did say just no professional stuff in nov so if the lover boy autism calls i will answer LOL#im doing the nano 50k goal for WS but not as high stakes as last year. honestly just 50k over any projects will be cool#also i got hit by an opening line on my walk too so now i have another flash idea i have to investigate
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#before i get over this crush for the sake of my sanity i need to do something dramatic but not too deranged#either i write a poem/song or perform something at a show that may not be happening#is2g if it falls through i might lose it like i might get another date but i already got my hopes up anyways#just feels like a lot is fucked up rn and its making me more deranged about everything#when i confess its gonna be so cringe but tbh eat my ass it was obvious and a 3 month friendship is not that bad to ruin#if it was doomed from the start plus in all of this kanna is still my friend and sympathizes so like we win some we lose some#just needed to ramble to no one#maybe i wont do anything ill just isolate myself except for osh*wa and c*llingwood#and put all my energy into those and getting booked for ptb* pride fuck drag here anyways ahhhhh#if i get rejected for pride tho oop its over
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I HAVE TO LAUGH I HAVE TO LAAUGGGGFHFH
#when i dropped out of school and started working somehow everything started being easier#my social anxiety got soooo much better . my depression got so much better and i wasnt stressed at any giving time and i thought#that maybe all my mental health problems were just a direct consequence of me being undiagnosed nd in an environment that expected too much#from me without offering accommodations for me to reach those goal#like work is still tiring and overstimulating at times but theres no deadlines!!! i dont have to bend n break my back to get certain tasks#done!!!!! like i have a package of tasks i just loop through and i can plan in my own days and weeks and decide what i will be doing when#and how and theres no wrong or right system of doing things as long as the result is just what my boss wishes for and im AUGDHDGFH im so#lucky to be here#To get back to the point im trying to make tho.#as i left an environment that just wasnt good for me and entered another environment that somehow did wonders to my mental health i rlly#thought i would find peace from now on. Like id still get upset and sad or whatever like non mentally ill people do too#but it wouldnt be to an extent anymore where i wanna hurt myself or disappear forever#and for a bit more than a year everything was good!!!!! started to think i made up all my mental problems tbh#but lately things have been so tuff . i havent been this depressed in years#and like i can still physically do things . i can still go to work and clean my room and take showers and whatnot#but im so exhausted. and i keep crying all the time and i feel like everyone hates me for being so . depressed and i cannot physically do#the one thing i love doing (drawing) like nothing i try comes out good enough which just makes me cry again lol#and i dont . i dont understand it#bc i removed all (most?) of the factors that were making me this mentally nauseous and i was supposed to feel better . i was supposed to fee#good now. but i feel like im back at uni sitting on my bed crying over my notebooks trying to cram all the paragraphs into my head not#understanding why i cant remember anything for my classes . why its easy for everyone but me#everything always seems easy for everyone but me#i really dont understand#is this really a part of me . will i really always be this miserable and insecure? will i always hate myself and not feel enough?#im still the same person i was before i just wear different clothes#my body grows but i just dont grow up
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