#maybe she’s both with it. maybe it’s adhd

[that-dam-loveden-lab]

Introduction!

Hello! Welcome to our super doper awesome blog!

We are both oc making addicts and are here to offer our services of making them and other things!

Let's meet the mods!

Hey, it's your favourite sleep deprived gal, Lovely.

I run @love-lightning-forethought and a crap ton of other blogs you can find here or on my blog (Yes, I can multi task)

Here's some fun facts about me:

✦ I've been rping for about 6 months now (Yes I was here before the database)

✦ I'm autistic and have ADHD

✦ I'm gender apathic. I generally don't care how you view my gender

✦ I'm Australian 🦘🦘🦘

What things am I offering to make?

✦ Oc's (obviously)

Oc's include - concept, name, basic intro (aka basic information), faceclaim, little lore spill

You can add - picrews, full intro and a mood board

✦ Introduction templates (Currently have a basic one and a file one. If you have any over ones like video format or interview or smth I'm happy to supply)

✦ Dividers and moodboards (This might be temporary depending on how overwhelmed I get)

✦ Mortal support

✦ Friendship

✦ A chef to cook with

Contact can be reached via my asks or dms on @love-lightning-forethought

Now moving on to the other mod, Eden!

Hehe

AUGH, it’s the local Trainwreck-Dumpster Fire Mess

Eden✨

I run @if-chaos-was-a-boy and a SHIT TON of other blogs XD

Here’s my fun fact roll call-

↳I’m Genderfluid, so I fluctuate between using she/her and he/him. I am pansexual.

↳Calix is NOT my first rp blog, dare you to find my first~

↳ I am Singaporean 🇸🇬✨

↳ I get my ideas when staring at a wall in my room

↳ I love love love otters and axolotls

↳ I have about 300 hours accumulated on my Animal Crossing Island 👹

What am I offering to make??

★OCs

This package includes:

an oc concept//oc name//faceclaim//2 picrews//lore//personality//general information

★Aesthetic Moodboards

This package includes;

A moodboard of all the aesthetic pictures and quotes you want your oc to have, it’ll be made in Canva

★Dividers and Title Pictures

This includes:

A divider set for your posts that would be made in Canva, I’ll follow your general instructions on aesthetic to make it

★My sagely advice coz I’m so mature frfr

★A place to bullshit [peeps im so silly that bullshit fuels me…..]

You can contact me via tagging me in a post @if-chaos-was-a-boy or dming me via tumblr also @if-chaos-was-a-boy

Call me, maybe?

If you want these too amazing mods brains to combine into one oc send an ask!

If you are DM-ing this account please note you are only reaching Eden

Hope you send in a order!

[irlbop]

[nobodysdaydreams]

Nathaniel Benedict/Ledroptha Curtain (TMBS) and Count Olaf (ASOUE) are proof that mentally unstable former theater kids with sad backstories make the most entertaining villains, especially when their main adversaries are genius children they lose to every episode. And one of them is canonically a literal toddler/baby.

[kikis-dreamscape]

New oc just dropped. I think I’ll name her Maki!

I tried to make her dignified in my head… but she just turned into a goofball (and a menace) 😅 she’s a performer, who specializes in sword dancing :3

She’s a fox yokai as well, specifically a silver fox (black and grey)

[leverage-ot3]

this isn’t leverage related but I want y’all to hold me accountable for the book I want to publish one day

modern fantasy where there is a supernatural world operating under the normal society.

it’s a throuple between a witch art teacher who is on the run after being attacked by a group of anti-witch sentiment werewolves (that murdered her ex girlfriend in front of her), sofia- a werewolf child psychiatrist, and her boyfriend will who is a selkie marine biologist

maura moves into a cottage next to where sofia and will live and she ends up working at the same school sofia works at

quite a bit of angst but also mutual pining and falling in love with the two people that make you feel safest in the world

here’s what they look like:

maura is a mix between these two

sofia

will

they are the throuple of my dreams I want to write them so bad

edit: here is my pinterest board that is organized by plot points

edit 2: if anyone wants to hear more about it PLEASE ask me more about it I would love to rave about them and it might give me more motivation to write

[weedpicnic]

There’s a devil on my shoulder telling me to go off my medication and never medicate my mental illnesses again and it’s my mom and it’s not imagined at all and she’s kind of starting to get to me like idk maybe ur on to something there but I don’t know how to be a person without various intermittent stimulants anymore

[harmoniouseclipse]

MLP Violet doodle bc burnout has hands (her outfit is like an elden ring boss)

[doctorweebmd]

someone pointed out something I did the other day that I didn’t really notice I do and then I was like….. yeah why do I do that and turns out it’s stimming. And apparently I do it. A lot.

[e77y]

I SCHEDULED A PSYCHIATRIST APPOINTMENT 🧘‍♀️🌈✨🌱💫🌊

[foxgirlmoth]

I don't talk about this stuff on here pretty much at all, but a past relationship really broke a ton of bits and pieces of my brain and heart in weird ways (I'm finally thinking about him almost never but the shit he pulled was abusive as hell and still affects me sometimes). Being in love with my current girlfriends for a while felt almost. Painful? Almost like I should be ashamed I can fall so deeply in love with people, and especially how quickly that can happen sometimes too. Thats how it kind of felt. I tend to get overwhelmed with emotions if I'm feeling them very strongly, and that has been extremely embarrassing and also felt almost like I was being a burden to those I love (which love is the main emotion that can 'get dialed up to 11' for me). It IS debilitating in some ways!!! It hasn't gotten bad enough I've been nonverbal in a really really long time but that happened this past week and it was wild to me.

Things are getting better now though! Therapy in the past has helped, and honestly having such patient and understanding partners has made a world of difference ;w;. my wife is someone who was one of my best friends and I had a huge crush on and now I can ask for cuddles and we can nap together and I've fallen so much in love. Her and her presence are literally heaven for me, I don't know if anything has ever made me happier than just laying next to her and feeling her warmth.

Worries of course flare up and I feel like I need to lean on her a lot during those moments, but I don't feel like too much of a burden to her. I love seeing the posts that say stuff like 'Its okay to be a burden' or 'its okay to be annoying' because really truly I think I need to be those things to survive sometimes. I can be 'a lot' and I can be a little bit obsessive and those things aren't inherently bad or evil of me. I just make sure I'm feeling okay during and after and make sure I'm checking in on myself often. I'm a bit of a broken girl, but that doesn't mean I'm not extremely happy and living a life I love. I've written poems and everything about how it feels like it must hurt to love me and my broken jagged edges, but hey, even if it does a little bit, it doesn't mean someone like my girlfriend/wife won't go through a little bit of burden to love me, and I'm more than happy to return all of this and more for her as well if she's ever in need or feels broken ;^;

[little-pondhead]

I feel like as a child I was Strange and Unsettling Enough ™ that my mother had suspicions about how weird I was, but I was her first kid so she just chalked it all up to Normal Child Behavior ™ every time I did something new.

Now we’re both realizing I was just really fucking weird.

[grimmjowjaegerjaquez]

if i was someone with any kind of consistency i couldve been known for ach'm. my stupid sexy frog man. (who is also a cyborg)

[goldiipond]

don and emma best friends. one of my greatest truths

[fishbit]

lmao im poly and queer why is it so hard to be Like That

[scarlettxxtt]

Do u guys ever just ask a college friend out for lunch and then they say they have prior plans with another group of friend.

And they don't invite u and u contemplate which answer to give, either "Oh cool, can i join?" Or "Oh cool, have fun".

And u r leaning towards the latter bc if u asked to join them and their friends, u might interrupt them and make things awkward? And u definitely don't want to make things awkward for them (ur friend and their friends). But this is just speculation and u don't have the guts to confirm if that's true or not bc that would also make things awkward?

Yeah.

So I went with "Oh cool, have fun". And ur friend doesn't try to invite u, and u know this bc they said "sorry :')"

Yeah.

[wigglebox]

Hi sorry I've come to gush in your inbox about how much I love lata. I LOVED the way she talked about choosing peace and anger not being fulfilling because it's super similar to my own philosophy and own happiness in a world where everything seems to always be Going Bad All The Time. Choosing peace is so powerful and freeing because it comes totally from within, you can't change people but you can change how you react to them! And I love how there's a character doing exactly that in this world filled with angry punchy people who never find any absolution.

I LOVE HER SO MUCH AND I LOVE WHAT THE EPISODE DID AND HER ROLE IN IT awlekjfalwekjlawkej

choosing peace and then having John come to her at the end of the episode to choose to learn how to be peaceful and calmer it's just ... idk

we know it doesn't last obviously, but just that she was so centered with herself, and she CHOSE to work on that over the years, and she had every right and was justified if she wasn't, but god she's just amazing.

and so amazing that the character we know to have issues with anger and PTSD and sadness chose to come to her at the end to choose to learn how to start to overcome that.

she's so amazing i love her so much. it meant so much she said that, chose all that, and it meant a lot that john came to her for help.

ugh i'm tearing up lmao

kjlfkawjalfjw nonny you got me in my feels this morning