#mayoi ayase fanfic

[seangelfish]

Hello! Can I ask for peony and forget-me-nots with Mayoi?

(Peony is done and can be found here!)

Mayoi Ayase

🌼 forget-me-nots: what do they do to get their s/o’s attention?

Mayoi doesn't really beg for attention unless it's his last resort, but he will ask for it albeit through splutters.

"(Y-Y/N)... can you p-please... look at me?"

Sometimes he doesn't say a word at all. He'll just stare at you in hopes that you'll understand what he wants (which you usually do), but when you don't, Mayoi will be honest with you that all he wants is your attention.

Yet there are times when his stuttering words become confident, and this ALWAYS gets your attention.

You were typing away at your keyboard, finishing off a report that was needed this week. You've been at it for days now as if you can't write the words correctly. It was frustrating, but you vowed to get this done soon.

Mayoi had noticed this unusual behaviour from you and suggested that you take a break, but you ignored his suggestion and carried on working.

Mayoi couldn't see you do this to yourself anymore. "(Y/N)," he says sternly.

You turn around, surprised by the tone of your boyfriend's voice.

"You need a break."

His arms were spread out, an invitation calling for you to come in. Usually, it's you who would do this for him, asking him to come into your arms, but being on the receiving end is also nice.

He was right. You did need a break. You approached him and leapt into his arms as he stroked your back soothingly.

"I don't know what's wrong with me today..." you murmur into his chest.

"(Y/N), you're the most amazing and hardworking person I have ever met," he replies. "Sometimes you just need to wind down and rest."

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[chess-writes]

Build-A-Bear

RinNikiMayo

💜 Warnings: Mayoi's usual self hating speech and thoughts, potentially ooc, not proofread. everyone likes each other but only RinNiki is official, everything else is just pining

💜 Summary: Rinne and Niki bring Mayoi to Build-A-Bear, and Mayoi isn't sure how to understand his emotions that night.

💜 Notes: hi. :). idk if Build-A-Bear is a thing in Japan or not but for the sake of this.. it is. RinNikiMayo is so silly and i am so sad there isn't much content for them. it's tragic. also i really rambled at the end and ended up not sure how to finish, so if the last bit is weird to read, i get it.

Rinne and Niki had been dating for a while, and just about everyone knew. It's not like they tried to hide it. Even if they never kissed, Rinne said he would marry Niki enough for everyone to get the point.

When they were finally interacting with ALKALOID more, Hiiro was a bit surprised by Rinne's behavior, and had even taken advantage of them eventually sharing a dorm room to ask Niki about it.

And, as Crazy:B and ALKALOID spent time together, eventually Mayoi would speak to them more and more.

He struggled with it, and seemed to nearly evaporate from Niki and Rinne's loud and extroverted personalities. But he slowly talked to them more and more, to the point that he would sometimes show up nearby them, his way of silently asking if they were okay with him being around.

The Crazy:B members knew each other well, so they didn't need to have a big conversation about their feelings towards Mayoi as they developed. Of course, they made sure they knew how the other felt and what was and wasn't okay.

They didn't want to scare Mayoi away, so they were taking things very slow. Small hang outs, slowly learning about him, and slowly getting closer.

Rinne wanted to yell to the high heavens about how lovely he found both Niki and Mayoi, but Niki made sure to keep him in check.

Of course, Rinne and Niki went on dates on their own still. It was on one such date they noticed a shop in the mall. One where you made your own stuffed animals.

Well, they knew just the person who may enjoy such a thing.

Mayoi was a bit nervous to go to a mall, such a crowded and loud place gave him the chills, but he wasn't going to turn down such an invitation from the two boys.

So there they were. The three had found a day when they had some time and drove to the mall.

"Build-A-Bear..? I've heard of it... it's popular in the United States." Mayoi said quietly, looking up at the sign.

"Have you been before, Mayo?" Niki asked, snacking on a treat Mayoi had brought from the Sweets Club. (He had called them "donut holes".)

Mayoi shook his head, fiddling with his own hands. "No. It's... loud. And scum like me-"

Rinne cut him off, pushing the other two into the store. "Nope, don't talk all sad! Kyahaha, let's find out how we do this!"

Thankfully, the store was relatively empty. They looked around, and went to the boxes of stuffed animal skins.

"Woah..! This one's so soft!" Niki exclaimed, grabbing what would become a panda.

Rinne looked over his shoulder. "It fits you! Panda's eat a lot too, don't they?" he laughed, grinning at Niki's glare.

Mayoi grabbed what would become a white cat, smiling down at it.

Rinne grabbed a fox, and the three moved along to the next area. They were smiling, enjoying themselves.

It was a very sweet moment, the group doing as the employee said, moving around to "give life" to their little creations. Rinne was very energetic, giving such a silly activity his all.

Eventually the time came to put the fake hearts in their creations and finish sewing them up. Mayoi did his best to put the heart where it would be in an actual animal, but Niki and Rinne just put it in the general area. The three animals got stitched up, and they moved to the rest of the store, seeing if they wanted any accessories.

Mayoi silently pointed at little accessories, specifically little bee wings and headbands for the toys.

"Oh, good eye!~" Rinne grabbed both of their hands and dragged them over, excitedly grabbing the little clothes. "They aren't anywhere near Shu's doll clothing quality, but they're certainly cute!"

Niki sighed, shaking his head. "Rinne, it's a bit unfair to hold things to Shu and Kiryu's quality expectations. They've spent days on costumes before, yeah?"

Mayoi gave a small nod. "Mm... my roommate is part of a circle with them. He's talked about the quality of their crafts before..." he smiled, blushing a bit. "Ah... to dress people up like cute little dolls... how sweet...~" he whispered, before realizing he said it aloud. He covered his face and turned away.

"Oh yeah, your roommate is part of the theater group, right? Tomoya?" Niki asked, not caring he let one of his thoughts slip.

Mayoi turned back and nodded, holding his white cat to his chest.

Rinne grabbed one of the bee costume sets, not passing the opportunity to have something match his theme.

He handed one to Niki as well, who shrugged and took it. Then Rinne handed one to Mayoi, who almost seemed off guard.

"We'll all match!" Niki smiled, holding out his panda toy and the costume.

Mayoi looked at the item in his hand and then back at the excited bees. He smiled sweetly, he sharp teeth shining from behind his lips.

Niki and Rinne felt their hearts explode a bit. He was simply adorable.

"Match...? Aah... you want to be connected to a monster like me, even through something so sweet and innocent..?" Mayoi seemed to almost squirm, his thoughts running wild. Rinne threw his shoulder over Mayoi's, grinning at him.

"Don't say that, Mayoi! You're not a monster..." Niki came over as well, placing his hand on his arm.

He squirmed a bit, unused to physical contact.

The two backed off a bit, deciding to pay. Mayoi pulled out his wallet, but Rinne snatched it away before pulling his own out.

"Nope!~ Kyahaha, we invited you, we'll pay!" Rinne laughed again before handing his wallet back.

"Are you... sure? That... almost makes this feel... uhm. Like a... date." he progressively got quieter and quieter, and more and more red.

Niki and Rinne glanced at each other, unsure of how to react or respond.

They decided to just shrug and continue to pay. Very good communication skills, everyone.

The three walked out, and Rinne was quick to rip open the package containing the costume and dress up his fox, even as they walked.

___________

Mayoi was freaking out.

He sat on his bed, staring at the little white cat plush, little bee wings and antenna decorating it.

He didn't know why this seemed like such a big deal to him. Why just looking at the little thing made a certain two idols pop into his head. Why he would think of their loud personalities, their upbeat singing and performances, the way they felt so warm when touching him...

He shook his head, whining. He couldn't help his thoughts, he's never been able to, but he still hated it. He hated how he couldn't stop thinking about them. Their touchiness, their inclusiveness, their looks, their odd kindness...

No matter how much he shook his head or turned away from the toy, his thoughts came right back to the boys.

He couldn't think about anything else. Just grey and red hair, warm skin and strong arms, the smell of their cologne...

How shameful, a monster like him, thinking about the kindness they gave him. He didn't deserve that, but they gave it anyways. They were so sweet, and he felt nothing but admiration for them. He wanted to be around them, to spend all his time near and with them.

He felt miserable, his thoughts violently swapping between pure joy from their existence, and self hatred.

He tried harder and harder to figure out why he felt so... confused. Why the mere thought of the boys made his chest feel like it was fluttering.

As time passed, Mayoi slowly drifted into a light doze. He grabbed his new cat toy, holding it to his chest.

That night, his usual negative emotions drifted away, letting him rest with images of two other idols filling his mind. He didn't realize how hard he had fallen.

[6yuns]

*brokes your window* YOU NEED A SMUT REQUEST ? IM HERE ( btw im rn talking about mayoi nsfw hcs with my friend )

HOW DO I REQUEST help UHHH can you do ( amab ) reader fucking mayoi in a place that there's other people ? how do i explain it .

LIKE a mayoi nsfw hc IS that he cant control his volume when hes overstimulated ( me and my friend has hc that mayoi gets overstimulated with 2 rounds . )

and reader just dont cares about mayois volume . reader is jealous bcuz . yeah . reader WANTS to make scream his name ( nahhh reader name is just the name of who's reading )

ignore my shitty english idk how to request smut 😢

TITLE ; scream my name !

characters : mayoi ayase x male reader

warnings/info ; smut, overstimulation , jealous sex, dom reader, Dacryphilia, Public sex, exhibitionism, mentions of cheaating, Degradation, fem tatsumi( this is probably written badly because im doing everything but sticking to one song )

notes ; listen to baby don't stop by nct. now!!! wait imagine if your name is john. LMFAOO, most likely written badly because I lost motivation in between this

mayoi wasn't expecting to get shoved into a bathroom stall and get fucked. Maybe this was luck?

"ahh... w-wait! I can't, Fuck- Let me! let me cover my mouth please! Ah!" he begged, and begged. and begged, "I want them to hear you. loud and clear, mayoi." You said, speeding your thrusts.. like, by alot. biting onto his neck, he moaned " gonna cum gonna cum gonna cuumm..! " he sobbed as he came. He hasn't once screamed your name. It was all begs and moans, and that ticked you off. You wanted him to SCREAM your name. no more whispers, no more whines. screaming, begging for more. For everyone to hear it. especially tatsumi. " please! yn.. Yn! its too much! " mayoi cried out as you sucked a hickey onto his shoulder. A loud moan of your name came from mayoi as he came all over the stall door, " Yn! fuck.. i- I can't take it anymore! too much... please!. " that was good. One step closer to your goal. He was fighting to suppress his moans. It was funny!

Mayoi was gonna get louder. and louder. and louder. you stopped your thrusts momentarily " I'm gonna let go of your hands, put them on the door and don't move, Okay?" to mayoi. you let go, and he put his hands on the wall. placing your hands on his hips and Moving again. but faster. That sprouted a line of whimpers and moans from mayoi, and a loud yelp of your name and it was too much. " your such a whore... You knew i was gonna get jealous of tatsumi.. why do you hang around her?.. ah fuuck...." you groaned out as you came into mayoi, fucking your cum deep into him. moving a hand to mayois face, you grabbed it and turned it to you. it looked beautiful! Tears, drool, maybe even snot. you looked at him with a smile. "t-too much. I can't cum again.. please!" mayoi whined, but it was futile. You shook your head and let go of his face, placing your hand back onto his hip, Giving his ass a slap. mayoi cried out again. "I'm sorry! I- ah! " You interrupted him with another slap. Not wanting to hear him explain, "I understand she's your unit mate.. but you spend too much time with her, Does she fuck you like I do? does she fuck your face like I do?" mayoi shook his head, whining at how you wouldn't move. he sounded like a bitch in heat, You laughed and continued to fuck him.

"you really just want something inside of you, don't you?. Your so dirty~ " you said as you sped up your thrusts, mayois whines also got louder, still.. none of your name. "cmon... stop being stubborn, Scream. my. name" you said, pairing your last words with hard thrusts and then stopping your hips completely. "I'm sorry... please! I won't do anything with her I swear! f-fuck!" mayoi said, he couldn't think. It was way too much, but he needed more. He wanted more " yn! Yn! Please... g-give me more! wanna... Wanna cum again! " mayoi begged, and all you could do was listen. just hearing him so desperate and tired, just wanting to be fucked and heard.

but what he didn't know was that tatsumi was.. Standing somewhere in this very bathroom. possibly even recording it!

slowly continuing your thrusting, finally speeding up. and mayoi continued to cry. "gonna... cum again, please..!" he groaned out. everything was just too much for him. you stopped your thrusts before he could cum "come on, Scream my name for her to hear. then I'll let you cum" mayois brain didn't register most of it, he just wanted to cum. "Yn! y-yn! please.. gotta cum again- i- please!" his begs were so beautiful, there was no way you could deny him. he looked so messy, So pretty. finally, you got what you wanted. and you'd give back what he wanted. moving your hips, thrusting inside of him slowly. and he came.. untouched. " ah.. I bet that felt so good. right?. such a good puppy. for me and only me. no?" mayois legs shook as more tears and drool ran down his face." I'm yours... fuck.. I can't take anymore- I'm gonna die" his complaints were amusing, you laughed at his Trembling form.

" you look so pathetic. mayoi, I want you to do this more.. just to fuck the whore out of you" all mayoi could do was agree and moan. you fucked him so well. "shit.. im gonna cum." you warned. Not really giving him any time to react before you released a stream of curses and maybe even some whimpers. cum flowed into mayoi at a rapid pace, some even dripped out of his hole and onto the floor. you pulled out of him and tucked yourself back into your pants, and then watched mayoi try to steady himself and eventually fail to fix his appearance. mayoi held on to the door as you pulled up his pants and gave him a light pat on his ass. Eventually leaving the stall together, and spotting tatsumi. um, by the entrance of the bathroom, you glared at her and walked away, not even waiting for mayoi. " i-im sorry. about h-him tatsumi! agh..." he whined, running after you. well, trying to.

after you both made it to the car, you both sat there. mayoi looked absolutely embarrassed and you looked, quite proud.

I pulled the ending from my ass btw

[mu-defender]

@girldotpng here ya go

tatsumayos be upon ye

[dumpsterlmao]

let's show up later - mayoi ayase

summary - you were upset to see your boyfriend not being present for rehearsals again. then you found out that there was another reason behind to why he didn't show up.

genre - VERY SUGGESTIVE! some fluff too! and i also wanna add that this is a gn!reader insert fic :)

"oh right, i forgot about the other costumes!" you had just remembered the clothes that you were suppose to bring over for alkaloid. "hm, are these not all the final touch?" tatsumi asks while holding up the costume to you. hiiro and aira looks over at you with confused looks with regards about their costumes.

"yeah, without those your outfits wouldn't stand out." you said as you began to open the door to leave and get what you've had forgotten. i'll be back you guys." you told them.

"oh and bring your, 'boyfriend?'..." he pauses as he sounded confused with the term. "mayoi too, while you're on your way." hiiro reminded. you heard your boyfriend's name which lead you to a sigh. mayoi had probably gone somewhere to hide and you were obviously concerned. "i'll see if i'm able to convince him." you answered.

"anyway, just wait there while i go get the costumes." you closed the door afterwards. you quickly headed back into the office room to grab what's needed. you headed over to your desk and you picked up the clothes from the box beside it. and while you did that, you noticed a familiar figure under the table. you weren't surprised to see your boyfriend mayoi hiding there. he looks at you with a shocked expression.

"mc? were you looking for me?" he stuttered in his words. you tried to calm him down but you failed to do so. "i'm so sorry for making you look for me, you must be worried too i'm such a terrible-" he goes on about with his rambling. you feel really bad seeing your boyfriend in a position like this. you kneeled down under the desk and began to sat on his lap. you finally attempted to stop him from worrying.

"hey, hey. you're not a terrible boyfriend okay? i totally understand your situation right now, and it's really fine." you cupped his chin to make eye contact with him. "but i do this so often and it's obviously making you worried-"

you let out a "shush" in another attempt to stop him from rambling once again. "still, i would understand and not mind at all. please don't think that i'm mad at you, okay?" you placed a kiss on his forehead in order to calm him down. mayoi's cheeks went red after. "mhm, that just made me feel better." he started to regain his smile. you felt like gushing over his cute smiley expression and with his blushing face. "you needed that, of course." you smiled back at him.

the two of you kept looking at each other with lovey dovey eyes until your head had suddenly remembered about the costumes. you looked away from mayoi to grab the box. "hah, can't you believe that i forgot to bring these costumes over for your group members, as well as yours?" you let out a laugh as you showed him the costumes that you dragged out of the box. "i'm that forgetful, really. how silly of me."

mayoi's expression changed. "what? no, don't say that. you still did a good job!" he sounded worried. you chuckled at his words. "i was only joking mayoi." you assured him since he sort of misunderstood of what you said. "also, i did have the intention of bringing you over to rehearsals today, but it's fine if you don't want to, i also don't want you to be pressured. besides you did all your best in the past days of practice."

but mayoi's decision was not what you expected to come out from his mouth. it lead you to a surprise. "no, i'll attend rehearsals today." he nods. "are you sure?" you asked him again. "yes, i mean it. tatsumi, aira, and hiiro are probably in need of my presence so i must show up." he stated.

you smiled at his response now that he accepted the request to show up on an important schedule. "alright, let's go now-" as you were about to drag him over to stand up, you felt something strange from his crotch. "mayoi?"

he was immediately flustered when you began to notice it. his face had started to blush. "uhm, that was just now. i'm so sorry i really can't control it-" you cut him off from his words as you leaned in him closer. "is this another reason why you didn't show up too and decided to hide here?" you whispered in his ear. "yes, it's true. this is also the sole reason why i didn't show up too." he finally admits to it. "i'm really sorry, this is so disgusting of me-"

you decided to do his unfinished business before you two head back to where the other alkaloid members are practicing. "babe, you don't mind letting the others wait for us, right?" the question made his face went a hundred times redder. the sweat was showing out as well.

"yes, i really need you." he grabs a hold from your shoulders. you cupped his face leaning in for a kiss. you pulled away from the kiss to let him unbutton his pants. "we might wanna finish this off quick, but oh well." you shrugged it off and mayoi lets out a chuckle.

as you were about to do your thing, a noise had interrupted you both from your session.

then a noise from the door was heard as someone had barged in. you and mayoi were startled at the noise."now, where was that drink subaru was talking about?" the voice was from mao. his foosteps were getting closer and closer to where you both are.

you hurriedly helped mayoi button back his pants. "let's leave." you told mayoi as he stood up waiting for you while you grabbed the costumes that was placed beside you. mao had now found you and mayoi and began to approach you.

"oh, hey mayoi and mc." he greeted. mayoi was seriously nervous and didn't know how to act after that incident seconds ago. "i didn't see you guys here the moment i entered. hm, that's weird." he starts to wonder.

you started to nervous start tosweat as you thought about the reason behind that. "yeah, we we're just here to get some stuff. and we have to go now or we'll be in big trouble!" you told mao. you grabbed mayoi's hand, along with the clothes that were held on your other hand.

"okay, goodluck for rehearsals! or whatever that schedule is." mao says goodbye to you both. you and mayoi had already left in a dash to go back for alkaloid's rehearsals. the continuation of what you guys did earlier will still be followed after rehearsals as per mayoi's request.

[zmzebra-writes]

ES Rare Pair Week 2024 Day 3: Wedding

Title: Marriage Fever Relationships: Mayoi Ayase/Tatsumi Kazehaya/Kaname Tojou Additional Tags: Future Fic, Post-Idol Career Summary: Three impulsive and impatient idiots go from dating to engaged to married all in one evening. Click here to see how!

Tatsumi always knew in his heart when he agreed to this that he would need to make compromises. His partners certainly were not short of compromises when it came to him. To this day, he was still surprised they agreed to this arrangement. He felt selfish being allowed to date his two favorite people, much less people he had already hurt so badly. Perhaps they would be better off if he left…

“Hah?!?? No way, Tatsumi!” Kaname had very loud thoughts regarding Tatsumi’s late night musings. He must have been talking out loud when preparing the tea in the kitchen. “We all agreed that all of us are important to each other and that we won’t leave because we think the other two will be better off without us!”

Tatsumi smiled at Kaname. His boyfriend was so sweet. “Yes, yes, I remember. I won’t leave you two. You and Mayoi don’t have to worry.”

Mayoi let out an “eep!” from behind the door frame, but still slinked into sight and into the kitchen next to Kaname’s side. Kaname didn’t look convinced. “You shouldn’t lie, Tatsumi. We promised to be honest about our feelings.”

Tatsumi’s smile became a bit more strained. “Ah… You know I don’t mean to lie to either of you, it’s just…”

“It’s just…?” Mayoi followed up.

Tatsumi’s smile finally fell into something more quiet. “... I visited my parents' church a few days ago. It had been years since we’ve talked, but they had taken an unusual interest in my life. Asking questions about if I had found a girlfriend and the like.”

“I remember that…” said Kaname.

“Did they say something about us?” asked Mayoi.

“Not in so many words,” answered Tatsumi, “I didn’t see much point in confirming what I already know. To them, I am still their strange son who has yet to properly follow the flock.”

“Then…?”

“... I got to see many of my old peers during my stay back home.” Tatsumi turned his eyes to the brewing teapot. “Everyone I met had already gotten married and many of them had started their own families.”

Tatsumi went quiet. Kaname pushed. “... And?”

“And I worry that I am the one holding us all back,” Tatsumi settled on saying, “I am the one who is so caught up in rules that I worry I am hurting you both with my choices. If it wasn’t for me, you two could face the world without a deadweight holding you down and keeping you from living as you like.”

Mayoi moved forward to comfort Tatsumi. “That could never be the case, Tatsumi. We are able to live happily because of your presence in our lives.”

Tatsumi smiled at Mayoi’s touch. Kaname wasn’t satisfied though. “Well what kind of rules? We’ve already gotten over the ‘being gay’ thing so is there another rule I’m missing or…? Your parents didn’t convince you that you’re actually straight, right?”

Tatsumi laughed. “No, I think I’ve reached the point that I don’t think even the Lord above could convince me to stop loving you two.”

Kaname felt more confident now knowing that this wasn’t going to end how his brother used to warn him. “Then what is it?”

Tatsumi glanced away as a blush dusted his face. “... It’s silly to admit.”

Mayoi grasped Tatsumi’s hand tightly to reassure him. “If it matters to Tatsumi, then we care as well.”

“Right!” Kaname agreed as he came over to grab Tatsumi’s other hand.

“Ah… Well if you are both going to insist…” Tatsumi felt warm as he shuffled between his two partners. “... I want us to get married.”

Mayoi and Kaname both turned red. “Married?!”

Tatsumi tried his best to hide his face in his shoulder. “It’s selfish, but while I was back home, I got to help officiate a wedding. The couple was so happy and the moment was so beautiful, but all I could think about was how much I wanted to stand there myself with you both at my sides. I just love you two so much, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you both, no matter what anyone else thinks.”

Tatsumi took a chance to look at his partners. “I’ve overstepped my bounds, haven’t I?”

Mayoi blinked to shake away his shock. “No not at all, Tatsumi! I am so honored that you would want to spend your life with someone like me.”

Tatsumi focused on Mayoi. “You think too lowly of yourself, Mayoi. I don’t want to marry someone like you, I want to marry you.”

Smoke spewed out of Mayoi’s ears as he combusted. Used to this and knowing it was usually a sign Tatsumi needed to step back and let Mayoi calm down, Tatsumi turned to Kaname who had yet to say a word. “What do you think, Kaname? I wouldn’t want to force you to do something you don’t want to.”

Kaname’s grip on Tatsumi’s hand tightened as his eyes began to water. 

“Kaname?!”

Kaname brought their entwined hands up to his eyes as he choked back his tears.

Mayoi snapped back to awareness as both he and Tatsumi began fussing over Kaname, asking him what was wrong and how they could help.

“It’s just…” started Kaname as he tried to speak through his tears, “A part of me never thought I would be able to get married. I’m just… so happy.”

All three of them smiled as they embraced each other. 

~~~

“So when should we get married?” asked Mayoi after they had spent a good portion of the evening being sweet to each other. “Do we need to get rings? I think we may have accidentally missed some steps. Will they still let us get married if we don’t have engagement rings?!” 

As Mayoi began doom-spiraling, Tatsumi began thinking more seriously about their plan to wed. Things couldn’t be this simple, could it? There were still the laws and the more important in-laws. Would they even be able to get married at all?

“Why not right now?” asked Kaname, cutting through the worries of both his fiances. “You’re a priest, aren’t you, Tatsumi? I really don’t want to wait to get married.”

Tatsumi smiled and kissed Kaname on the cheek. “You are so smart, my darling.”

Kaname blushed as he instinctively puffed up. “Of course I am! I am the brilliant Kaname Tojou after all.”

“Are you alright with doing this now, Mayoi?” Tatsumi lifted Mayoi’s hand as he looked at him. “We can wait if you want. Despite Kaname’s words, there is no rush.”

Kaname pouted. “Don’t act like you don’t want to get married right now too, Tatsumi.”

Tatsumi continued to look at Mayoi. “Regardless of my own feelings on the subject, you also get a say in what we do together. Neither of us would want to get married if you did not feel ready.”

Mayoi fidgeted under the attention. His emotions were in a twist, anxiety soaring through the roof, but Tatsumi’s grip kept him grounded. His old self never would have made it this far without his two partners helping him. He looked at Tatsumi and Kaname and knew that this was one thing he didn’t have to overthink. 

If they were together, they would make it through somehow.

“I do.” Mayoi said with a smile.

Tatsumi’s grin grew. 

“Don’t go skipping to the end, Mayoi!” said Kaname.

Tatsumi laughed and beckoned Kaname over. “I’ll get right to the good part for us.”

“Kaname Tojou and Mayoi Ayase, have you come here to enter marriage without coercion, freely, and wholeheartedly?”

They nodded. “I have.”

“As have I,” responded Tatsumi, “Are you prepared, as you follow the path of marriage, to love and honor each other for as long as you both shall live?”

“I am.”

“I am prepared as well. Since it is our intention to enter the covenant of Holy Matrimony, we shall join our hands to declare our consent to one another and God.” Tatsumi grabbed Mayoi and Kaname’s hands as they grabbed each other’s to complete the circle.

“I, Tatsumi, take you two, Mayoi and Kaname, to be my spouses. I pledge to honor, cherish, and love you as my partners today and forever. You two were the first people who saw me as the person I am and met me on equal footing. For that I will be eternally grateful.”

Kaname spoke next. “I, Kaname, take you two, Tatsumi and Mayoi, to be my spouses. I promise to love and defend you both through whatever life throws at us. I’ve spent most of my life working to prove myself to be seen, but I don’t have to worry about that with you guys. I love you two and I know you love me back unconditionally.”

Mayoi sensed it was his turn and spoke up. “I, Mayoi, take you two, Kaname and Tatsumi, to be my spouses. I am yours forever and always, as I swear to love you both until the end of time. I’ve spent the majority of childhood alone and afraid, but since meeting Tatsumi and getting to know Kaname and everyone else I am no longer lonely. You both help me come out of my shell and be a better person.”

With wet eyes and a smile, Tatsumi continued the blessings. “May the Lord in his kindness strengthen our vows we have declared to each other and graciously bring his blessings within us. What God has joined, let no one pull asunder.

“Now we may have no rings, but—”

“Wait!” interrupted Kaname, “Let me just…”

Kaname let go of his partners to remove three rings from his hands. “Rings!”

“Are you sure you are alright giving these to us, Kaname?” asked Mayoi, “Your rings are important to you.”

“It’s fine, I have like ten more in my jewelry box,” waved off Kaname, “This is more important.”

Kaname handed the rings to Tatsumi. “Will these work?”

“They are perfect, Kaname.” Tatsumi took the rings in his hands and began to pray. “Bless, O Lord, these rings, so that those who wear them with deep faith and love for one another.”

Tatsumi lifted and tilted Mayoi’s hand. “Mayoi Ayase, I give you this ring as a symbol of our never ending love and our vow to you.”

Mayoi blushed and blinked back tears as Tatsumi slid the ring onto his finger. He took the remaining two rings and turned to Kaname.

He lifted Kaname’s hand. “Kaname Tojou, I give you this ring as a symbol of our never ending love and our vow to you.”

Mayoi slid Kaname’s ring back onto his finger. Kaname didn’t bother blinking back tears as he’d already lost that battle. He took the final ring and turned to Tatsumi.

“Tatsumi Kazehaya… Tatsumi Kazehaya,” Kaname mumbled to himself as he lifted up Tatsumi’s hand, “Tatsumi Kazehaya, I give you this ring as a symbol of our never ending love and our vow to you.”

Kaname slid the ring onto Tatsumi’s finger as they both teared up. Mayoi grabbed their joined hands to share in the crying fest. 

Tatsumi tried his best to shakily get back on track. “Now, with God as our witness, I pronounce all of us spouses. You may now kiss!”

It was as if all of them had not seen the other in decades as they rushed to kiss and banged their heads together in the process. Tatsumi laughed as Kaname and Mayoi rubbed their heads before using the opportunity to kiss each of them on the cheek.

“Unfair! Sneaking in like that while we were recovering,” protested Kaname, “Mayoi, let’s show him what we think about that…”

Mayoi gave a slender smile and a nod before both of them attacked Tatsumi from either side with a kiss. “Don’t think we’ll let you get away that easily, Tatsumi,” he said.

“Oh, I think I can handle this punishment,” said Tatsumi with a grin, “Don’t feel any need to show mercy on my account.”

“Oh, you can bet there won’t be any mercy here,” said Kaname with the face of a cat who caught the canary, “Now that we’re married, you are never getting rid of us.”

Kaname shuffled up to Tatsumi, Mayoi following suit. “Never~!” he sang.

Tatsumi simply hugged his newly-dubbed spouses and laughed. “I wouldn’t change a thing.”

[pepperspray3020]

The end!! Once again based on my lovely girlfriend’s fanfic, please read it xer writing is lovely I mean amazing I mean beautiful I mean perfect it’s good ok trust me

[mikazuki1709]

The one my heart loves | Tatsumayo Fic

Fandom: Ensemble Stars

Ship: Tatsumi Kazehaya/Mayoi Ayase, Tatsumayo

Rating: G

Words: 1.909 (ongoing, chapter 1/8)

Tags: Shiratori Aira, Amagi Hiiro, Slow Burn, Coming of Age, Coming Out, Feelings Realization, Internalized Homophobia, Christian Character, Forehead Kisses, POV Alternating, Panic Attacks, Other additional tags to be added

Summary: Mayoi falls sick during a job and Tatsumi takes advantage of the situation to steal a kiss. It sends not only him but both boys into an emotional chaos.

Preview:

With a hammering heart Tatsumi closed the door of the toilet cabin behind him before he leaned his back against the wall and hid his face behind the palms of his hands. 

What had just happened was bad. Truly bad, and not just for one single reason, and it was entirely his fault. 

Slowly, he allowed his body to slide down along the small space's wall until he ended up in a slumped sitting position on the ground. There was a tumult inside of him and he desperately needed some time for himself, and the bathroom was the first place in the ES building that had come to his mind. It felt very befitting for someone as filthy as him.

"Oh Lord help me." he mumbled in shock. "Make me forget what I just did. Make it undone. Make this feeling that wants to repeat it go away. And please make that he has not noticed it…"

This 'he' Tatsumi was talking about was his unitmate Mayoi who was at that moment lying in the sickbay just down the floor, feverish and hopefully sound asleep. And the misdeed he had committed against said boy was stealing a kiss from him in his weakened and defenceless state.

It had just been a kiss upon his forehead, but still, everything about it was just wrong - horribly wrong. Nevertheless, Tatsumi was intelligent enough to understand that it had just been the probably inevitable culmination of the feelings which had built up within him during the last couple of months and which he had tried to suppress so hard because they had made him feel torn between two worlds - maybe even three. 

As an idol, falling in love was something his contract tried to prevent. Even if it was of course just a beautiful lie, idols were there for their fans, not for a single selected person.

As a modern human being and a healthy young man, falling in love freely felt just natural and was something that should be appreciated.

However, as a firmly believing Christian, falling in love too freely - or in other words falling in love with another man - was fatal.

And unfortunately, that was just what had happened: Tatsumi had fallen in love with Mayoi.

[...]

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[dddomenstarstwst1]

Hello I saw your riddle afab squirt fic your mind doing mayoi ayase?

Hey hey, I don't mind at all. Thank you for requesting!

First time squirting (ft.mayoi)

Character: Mayoi Ayase

Genre: Smut

Warnings: sub!afab!Mayoi, dom!gn!reader, squirting, vibrator, overstimulation, degradation (mayoi calls himself disgusting), praise kink

Mayoi squirms under your touch, a spreader bar opening his legs. A vibe taped to his clit buzzed quietly in the room. You sat on the chair in front of the bed, watching him struggle.

Mayoi came three times by now, but to him it felt like it was at least ten orgasms in a row. You clicked on the controller, and the vibe buzzed more intensely. Mayoi's legs trembled, hips stuttering, he tried to close them, but couldn't.

"Pah– Please! I can't anymore!" You shake your head, sitting still. Your goal was to make Mayoi cum so much, he'd pass out. He was being harsh to himself, and you wanted to prove him otherwise.

He came once again, his whole body shook violently. You didn't turn the toy off, keeping it on the same setting, which made Mayoi trash his head on the pillow. His voice cracked, eyes rolled to the back of his sculp, the sheets under him were soaked in his cum.

"Hah, w-wait! Mm, please, turn it off!" You ignore his pleas, setting the vibe to the max. Mayoi's mouth opens in silent cry, hips jumping, as he felt the knot of arousal explode in an unfamiliar feeling. You watched as you boyfriend had his first squirting orgasm, which clearly was a surprise for him, too.

"N-no! Don't look! Don't— Ah, I'm so disgusting! S-sorry, 'm so sorry," Ayase closed his eyes as if you were going to hit him, but you turned the toy off and made your way to the bed. You fingers brushed purple locks out of his eyes, wiping tears away. "It's okay, baby. I'm proud of you, you've done a good job receiving all of this. Let's have some snacks, okay?"

"And a movie?" He looked at you hopefully. You giggled at his adorable expression.

"And a movie."

[cl0ckworkpuppet]

MagiStars

Vol. I - Chapter 1

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Aira bolted out of the castle gates, giggling with delight. He gripped his new wand firmly, letting it swing wildly by his side, eyes glimmering in the clear, sunny afternoon. He could barely restrain himself from squeezing the magical tool so tightly that it would have broken his training wand-- except, unlike the black oak branch he'd broken off of his childhood climbing tree, this one could actually perform real magic. He was upset that he couldn't pick the design, nor could he pick the unit he was assigned to, but it looked beautiful and promising nonetheless.

Somehow, he managed to make it all the way to the Heart of the Realm on foot, a decision he would soon regret as his breath was only barely grazing by his lungs. He hunched over for only a moment, allowing his pulse to return to a somewhat-normal state before he frantically searched the crowd of people before him. There, he could see waves of people, many of whom he recognized, but a startling amount of which were completely new to him. Unlike previous years, though, everyone was mixing together and mingling between clans. He could see stoic Warriors aligning themselves with even the daintiest of the Woodsy members, and Trixters nearly biting the ears off of haughty Majestic self-defined "elites". What's more, everyone who seemed to be interacting with one another seemed to have similar weapons they bore: a few arcane-looking canes, twisted wood wands not too dissimilar to an outstretched bony hand, even a few that resembled blunt swords. Aira looked down at his own wand-- it was quite basic compared to all of these, but the bold colours and markings of card suits set it apart from the others, and would be easy to spot for his fellow unitmates. So, he waved it in the air, hoping to use it as a beacon of sorts.

Moments later, the corner of his eye caught a streak of red barreling towards him. Aira yelped, and he stumbled backwards in an attempt to not be tackled to the ground completely, only to fall right onto his back, looking up to find the boy who was racing towards him had stopped mere inches before where Aira used to stand. The boy's piercing blue eyes stared back at him, seemingly startled himself, as he firmly extended his hand.

"Are you alright? Here, let me help you up! My name is Amagi Hiiro, you must be our fourth member! Please, tell me your name!" Hiiro didn't wait for any answer. He simply grabbed Aira's hand, pulling him up firmly, nearly dislocating his arm.

"Ow--! Hey, watch your strength!" Aira grabbed his own shoulder, massaging it to try and alleviate the stinging sensation. In the process of reacting to it, though, he bit down on his tongue, crying out in pain once again while holding his hands over his mouth.

Great first day as an official Magi so far.

"Fufu, are you alright?" Aira heard a deeper, gentler voice coming up behind Hiiro. He whipped his head back around to face the new person, being met with someone he vaguely recognized from within the Majestic clan's borders-- a senior Magi, most widely known for being a pure pacifist. Kazehaya Tatsumi, Aira recalled his name being.

"Mmph, y-yeah! Just-- ow-- a little bruised, that's all!" Aira smiled weakly, still holding his shoulder.

Tatsumi chuckled yet again, slowly approaching Aira on the side of his injury. He reached towards his hip, rummaging around inside of a small woven bag attached to his belt before pulling out a small Rune of Healing, seeming to be well put to use. "Here, would you like some help with that?" Aira nodded, leading Tatsumi to grip the rune firmly, allowing the tip of his wand to glow with a faint baby blue. Soon, Aira saw a glittery flash move slowly towards and around his shoulder, then circling his head, before fading away. In what felt like an instant, Aira could feel himself return back to normal.

"Oh, wow, thank you so much, Kazehaya-senpai!" He swiveled his joint in a few circles, then beamed.

"Fufu, it's my pleasure. And you may use 'Tatsumi' to refer to me, if we're going to be in a unit together." Tatsumi sheathed his wand in a small clip on the opposite end of his belt, and took a step back.

"Oh, Tatsumi-senpai! You said Mayoi-senpai is going to join us soon?" Hiiro chimed in once again, seemingly enamoured by Tatsumi's small feat of healing magic.

Tatsumi frowned. "Given this crowd, I don't think we'll be seeing much of him. But I assure you, he'll be watching us from somewhere closeby.~"

Mayoi-senpai...? That was yet another name unfamiliar to him. It struck him like that belonging to a lost soul, and coupled with the imagery of a mysterious, unseen figure watching him from the shadows, it was enough to make Aira's spine shiver. He began to worry about some kind of rumour he heard, that every single clan was to be included in this assigning of units. Even some of the... less favourable ones. Aira distinctly remembered hearing whispers of Magi hailing from the Shadow Clan, an organization filled with ne'er-do-wells and users of dark magic. From a young age, he was always told to avoid anyone who belonged to it. But he'd never actually encountered anyone who claimed to be a member... that he knew of, at least.

"Are you alright, Aira?" Hiiro tapped Aira's shoulder, snapping him out of his daze.

"Uwaah-! Don't freak me out like that!" Aira jumped back, completely not expecting the boy to come up behind him and speak at a normal volume directly next to his ear, nearly making it ring. "A-And yeah, I'm fine!"

He was about to continue, but was interrupted by the loud jingling of bells emanating from the very center of town square. The three turned to face the source of the racket, locking eyes with a person hanging upside-down from the branches of the Ancient Tree. His attire seemed rather mundane and tidy on first glance, but quickly revealed its true nature with mismatched colours and bizarre pieces of jewelry. He seemed completely disinterested in how many leaves were falling as a result of his tomfoolery, instead shaking a strand of sleigh bells wildly to gain everyone's attention. Slowly, the chaotic conversation of the crowd below him simmered to a whisper, then stopped completely. Some glared at him with irritation, continuing their conversation after only a few seconds. But most listened intently, as they, Aira included, knew exactly who this was.

"Thank you, thank you for your attention~!" Hibiki Wataru exclaimed. "Now! Ladies, gentlemen, and all else who care to listen, allow me, your very own Hibiki Wataru, to be the first to congratulate and thank you all for your participation! ☆"

"Not like we had a choice," a faceless heckler shouted.

Wataru didn't miss a beat. "Your choice to listen is worthy of thanks enough! Now, I'm sure you've already all been well-informed of our greater goals in this program, but here, I wish to present you with an Amazing opportunity, for both your cooperation, and less importantly, access to yet-untapped power!"

A soft murmur fell over the crowd.

"Very exciting, hm~? Well then, if you are interested, I implore you to have your hand at this!"

Wataru hurled himself through the air, flipping himself upright, and landed on the very branch he was once hanging onto. Midair, though, he released a flurry of pieces of parchment, allowing them to flutter to the ground as swarms of hands reached out for them, eager to gain this mysterious power the jester spoke of. But once they retrieved the paper, though, many threw it back down to the ground, and some even ripped it to shreds. The angry mob turned back up to the tree, only to find Wataru was already gone without a trace.

"Classic stunt of a Trixter," one Warrior groaned. "Givin' us false hope, 'n running off before consequences can hit 'em."

Bewildered at this sudden change of heart, Aira slipped into the crowd, kneeling over and retrieving one of the slips of paper from beneath the people's feet. He rushed back to his unit, having not read it yet, hoping that this "untapped power" was just misunderstood to be worthless.

To his dismay, it seems the crowd was right.

"This looks like Dragonscratch," Aira noted, "but the handwriting is so awful I can barely recognize what each symbol is. I don't even think these ones are real." He gestured to a few symbols of the cryptic language that especially stood out. "Not to mention that us people can't really understand this kinda stuff."

"Dragonscratch...?" Tatsumi tilted his head.

"Umu! I might be able to read parts of it!" Hiiro came up very close next to Aira, looking over his shoulder. But as quickly as his enthusiasm came over him, a frown replaced it.

"Completely unreadable, yeah?"

"No..." His tone went quiet and pensive. "This isn't any kind of modern Dragonscratch, I don't believe. But I do recognize these symbols you pointed out. It would take some time to decipher."

Satisfied with Hiiro's small bit of confidence, Aira handed the sheet to him. "Then you should carry it! I think it'll come in handy!" He chuckled nervously. "...Eventually!"

Tatsumi watched as parts of the crowd began to dissipate. "I think we should consider finding Mayoi-san before we begin our journey. I want to ensure we can all be here to experience it. ♪"

"Oh, yeah! I'd love to get started! I think I wanna become a Master Magi, honestly. I know it's super hard, but--"

Aira couldn't even finish before Hiiro grabbed his wrist and ran excitedly ahead of him. "Let's go!"

"W- Hey--!!!"

~

It would be so easy to leave them behind.

His laboured breathing only grew heavier with each passing second. He curled himself into a ball, only peeking outside through the window every few seconds to set himself back into reality. But still, his thoughts crept in.

You're already a danger enough as it is. What if you ended up hurting them? Or worse?

He gripped his new wand tightly, choking on his own building saliva. He suppressed the urge to gag.

Remember what they told you. You're a danger. You shouldn't be around such innocent souls. You'll corrupt them beyond recognition.

He remembered the gentle voice of the man he'd met an hour earlier.

Just quit. It's not worth it. You won't make a difference to the "peace" anyway.

He held his head in his hands, letting his wand limply fall from his grasp and roll across the rotting floor beneath him. The foul stench of waterlogged wood filled his lungs as he attempted with little success to calm himself. Perhaps they would give him a merciful death. Perhaps his end would be peaceful. Perhaps they could let him die with dignity, with the world never knowing to whom he swore allegiance. Or perhaps they'd drag him around for a little while until he proved to have fully served his purpose. He smiled at that thought-- being useful. It was a far-off dream, one that seemed only befitting of a fantastic legend, a myth he would never be.

But just as he was settling into his nightmare of a daydream, he heard the footsteps of whom would soon become his new family.

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thank you to maple for helping me write alkaloid to be Not Trash! next chapter when i feel like it

[seangelfish]

Hi, could I request romantic fluff of the Reader making and giving Valentine’s chocolate to Mayoi?

His favorite chocolate voice line fills me with so much pure joy.

This was such a cute request. I enjoyed writing it, and I hope you enjoy reading!! I did end up using his official Valentines' line from ENGstars too hehe ♡

Mayoi Ayase x Reader

Genre/s: Fluff, established relationship

Word count: 1,084

Plot/summary: Just some casual fluff with Mayoi, making him chocolates for Valentines because you love him so much!

You've been together with Mayoi for a while now, but this is the first time you're actually going to spend Valentine’s Day with him, so you wanted to make the day extra special!

And of course, you were planning on making his favourite chocolate! After browsing the internet for a recipe, you clocked out of work to head to the nearest supermarket to buy all the ingredients.

But something felt off when you stepped outside the building to Star Pro. You whipped around, scanning your surroundings. You clutched the strap of your bag before crying out, "Mayoi, are you around here?!"

You could hear the sound of something shuffling towards you. Mayoi made himself seen as he exited from his hiding place from behind the corner. He looked distraught that you noticed his presence.

"What are you doing?" you asked him curiously. There wasn't any annoyance to your voice, but knowing him, he took it as if you were mad at him anyway.

"I promise I wasn't going to do anything bad, (Y/N)!" he quavered. "Please forgive me...!"

You laughed a little bit and approached him, taking his hand in yours to reassure him that you weren't mad at him at all, but was just curious at the fact he needed to hide himself from you. You're his girlfriend after all! He didn't need to take precaution from you.

"I'm sorry..." he murmured. "It's just a habit of mine... it's hard to break out of..."

"I understand," you said. "Are you done with rehearsals? I thought you'd stay awhile."

Mayoi's fingers intertwined with yours. "The others decided to call it a day, so I was about to go back to the dorms... but then I saw you..."

"Well," you began, pulling your hand away from him and then pointing at the other direction. "You should go back to the dorms."

Mayoi was stunned by your change in attitude. First you showed him such compassion and sweetness, and then the next second, you were acting all stern with him. You WERE mad at him after all!

"So you ARE mad at me, (Y/N)!"

"Yep, now go," you joked. "Shoo, shoo!"

He was absolutely dumbfounded. You were trying so hard not to burst out laughing.

You were only playing with him, but you needed to go to the supermarket before closing time. If you were to tell Mayoi that you were going to run some errands, he was for sure going to come with you to help. You didn't want that! This was supposed to be a surprise for him!

"I need to go," you informed him. "I'm quite busy tonight. So, go back home and get some rest, okay?"

"Okay..." he said with a sad little nod. You were glad he didn't ask any questions.

"And don't follow me!" you added which made him wince. You knew him so well...

Later, when you were finished buying all the ingredients you needed, you returned home. You couldn't meet Mayoi at the dorms anyway, it wasn't permitted. So, you took this opportunity to get the chocolates made for Valentines' Day which was just around the corner.

After preparing the chocolate in which Mayoi had such bitter taste in, you poured the mixture into the cute heart-shaped moulds that you bought at the store. Then you placed them into the freezer to cool.

Once removed from the freezer, you started decorating the chocolates with red and white sprinkles, adding a sprinkle of gold power on top too. They looked so cute that you ended up taking a picture of them.

"Hehe, I hope he likes them!" you exclaimed.

You neatly packaged the chocolates in a box, securing it with a red ribbon. You couldn't wait to give this to him the next day.

After your shift with Trickstar, you clocked out and wandered around Star Pro to find out where Mayoi could be. You were sure that he didn't have anything planned after 5pm, so you scanned the agency until there were no other places you could scan.

"Huh..." you muttered. "Where on earth is he–"

"(Y-Y/N)!"

You looked up to find Mayoi running towards you.

"Ah, there you are!" you chirped, spreading your arms out wide for a hug. However, he didn't really expect that from you, so he was quite hesitant. Though, he did really want to touch you, so he accepted the invitation and brought you into his embrace.

"Niki's right... you do smell nice..." you murmured to yourself, but he was quick to catch on that statement of yours.

"P-Please don't eat me, (Y/N)!" he wailed.

"Oh, I won't... not yet that is," you said. "But I hope you'll be able to eat this!"

You pulled out the box of chocolates from your bag and handed them over to Mayoi with a sweet smile.

"Happy Valentine’s Day, Mayoi," you said softly.

He was astonished. Did he hear that correctly? Well, of course he did. You're his girlfriend. But sometimes it does feel like he's dreaming, and that he should wake up from this dream because it doesn't feel too real. Though, it was real, and your feelings for him were real too. You liked him so much that you were willing to give him chocolates for Valentine's Day...

"I made them myself, you know? I hope you like them!"

He couldn't help but smile at you, his cheeks burning red. "It's hard to find someone this nice to me..." he began, opening the box and admiring the chocolates you made for him. "I'm sorry, I don't know how to respond... Ughhh, I'm on the verge of tears."

"Aww, come on, Mayoi... you deserve it," you said. "I love you after all."

As if his face couldn't get even more redder, it did. He looked at you desperately and you took the initiative to give him a little peck on the cheek.

"(Y/N)..."

You grinned. "Aren't you going to try one?"

He picked one of the chocolates and placed it in his mouth. It seemed like he enjoyed it as he kept smiling at you.

"It's delightful," he commented. "Thank you, my love."

"I'm glad you like it. Now let's go spend the rest of the day together! I was thinking that we could..."

As you voiced your ideas, Mayoi was thinking of what he should do for you for White Day. He needed to make it even more special for you as he loved you too much for it to just be a normal day.

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[chess-writes]

My Beloved

NikiMayo

Tw: Cannibalism, descriptions of cannibalism, multiple descriptions of gore, unhealthy mindsets, slight possessiveness, obsession, murder, blood, neither of them are mentally okay in this, probably ooc.

Note: uhhhhh uh uh also written late at night so possibly bad writing 💀. neither of them are mentally okay and i don't think cannibalism is okay i just wanted to write smth more horror-ish. feedback is appreciated! also the timeline may be messy because they're in school still but also in the dorms and i don't feel like doing research to check if that's right. i'm tired 💔

Summary: Mayoi has shown Niki one of the many secret rooms so he could try new recipes without using up space in his dorm or his workplace. As Mayoi was "checking in" on him, he saw one of the new "recipes" he was making.

The story below has potentially upsetting and disturbing descriptions of cannibalism, stalking, and gore.

Mayoi had heard the rumors that surrounded Niki's family. He had never really cared for such things, as he didn't believe a monster such as himself could judge anyone.

But here he was, in the vents, silently watching the man he had found himself unable to stop thinking about. He had been confused by Niki's behavior towards him, how someone so adorable could somehow be kind towards a monster like him.

So here he was. watching the man that had taken over his thoughts.

And he was eating another human.

Mayoi had shown Niki one of the many hidden rooms in the buildings. Niki had wanted a place to try cooking new foods outside of his workplace and dorm so he wouldn't bother anyone, and Mayoi couldn't help but want to get close in any way to the man he had become obsessed with.

Ah, such a disgusting monster such as him had dared to get close to someone so sweet and precious...

He had felt guilty for weeks for disturbing his precious Shiina-san, even if he had happily thanked him and even promised to cook for him.

He watched Niki pull flesh off of the recently deceased students wrist with his teeth. He hated how such a display didn't disturb him.

In fact... he felt even closer to Niki than ever.

He was filth, but witnessing someone so pure do something so unholy made him feel like perhaps his Shiina-san wasn't so unreachable after all.

Niki seemed happy to keep eating, blood covering his face and hands, and even splattering not just on his clothes, but pooling under the corpse.

Mayoi had seen the student around before. He wasn't anyone important. He wasn't part of a unit, and he was in his first year at the school.

But, even if he wasn't all that well known, everyone would notice if he went missing. And Niki wasn't a very secretive person.

Mayoi felt a horrible chill as he pictured the grey-haired boy getting taken to jail, never to be seen again.

He simply couldn't let someone who was so needlessly kind to a disgusting creature like him face such a thing...! And was it truly that bad for him to eat him?

Shiina-san was always hungry, and his father was also an alleged cannibal... he must not know that it's frowned upon.

Plus, there's overpopulation issues anyways.

Mayoi watched as he continued to devour the body for a few more seconds before finally getting the guts to pop the cover of the vent off and climbing out.

Niki turned towards the noise and was visibly panicking, desperately trying to wipe blood off of his face, but he just smeared it more and more.

"Ah- Mayo-chan! I- I promise! I can explain-! Well... no. I really can't! But-" Niki rambled, looking like he might cry.

Mayoi raised his hands and waved them while shaking his head. "Nngh.., Shiina-san, I'm sorry that filth like me approached you! I promise, I wont snitch...! I'm... I'm here to help!"

Niki went quiet, looking at him. He looked relieved, but still a bit suspicious. "You... you what?"

Mayoi couldn't help but think that Niki looked delightful like that, covered in blood with his attention on him...! Ah, he was so disgusting, liking such a thing...

"Shiina-san... you've been kind to me... I can never repay such a thing in all my life, but i'll do what I can anyways...!" he whimpered, afraid that... afraid of what? That Niki would eat him, too? He had no right to fear such a thing, He should feel honored if someone so sweet wished to consume his disgusting flesh.

"I can help clean up... or even get rid of what you don't eat...!" he looked away from Niki, blushing as his imagination went wild. If Shiina-san agreed, then the two would be permanently bound side by side by a secret that they could never tell...!~

"Mayo-chan..." Niki sounded like he couldn't believe what he was hearing. Mayoi was caught off guard when Niki tackled him into a hug, getting blood on him as well. "Uwahh... you're such a nice person, Mayo-chan!"

Mayoi wasn't sure what to do. He was a horrible person, disgusting, an accomplice to murder, and-

He was snapped out of his thoughts by Niki holding his hands and pulling him over to the body and sitting down, tapping the spot next to him, urging Mayoi to do the same. He did so.

Niki happily kept eating, and even handed Mayoi the other arm so they could eat together.

Mayoi felt like he blacked out, because when he was aware of himself again, the student's body was cut up and placed into bags in the fridge, with bones, fat, and any organs that couldn't be prepared were put in a large trash bag.

"Okay... so you'll go get wet rags, cleaner, and new clothes for us both, and then we'll clean up in here, and throw that away?" Niki recited their plan.

Mayoi nodded. He knew how to sneak around, and he could barely feel bad about the serious crime when Shiina-san looked so happy and was holding his hand like that..!~

Mayoi returned with the supplies in another bag. the two of them cleaned up and used hydrogen peroxide so that even a blacklight couldn't reveal the blood. Then they stripped and used the cloths to wipe off any blood before adding those, as well as the bloody clothing, to the trash bag. Then they got dressed in what Mayoi had brought.

The room was spotless, and the two of them looked as innocent as they could.

Mayoi grabbed the bag and double wrapped it in case it ripped and started to walk out, Niki joining him.

Mayoi nearly jumped out of his skin when Niki slipped his hand into Mayoi's empty one. He said nothing, and neither did Mayoi. He could certainly feel his face getting warmer, though.

The two were barely given a second glance, more people being caught off guard by Mayoi being visible or the two holding hands. But, thankfully, the two were left alone.

They didn't go to the dumpster. They looked up any places that had an incinerator and went there. Mayoi was sneaky, it wasn't that hard for him to get in unnoticed.

The two walked back, Mayoi staying quiet, and Niki happily holding his hand and rambling about food.

The student was declared missing, but Mayoi made sure it was never traced back to his precious Shiina-san.

[zymple]

its a christmas miracle!! my first published completed fic with actual capitalization and grammar!!! hiiai mistletoe baybe!!!!

[subzeromoron]

tatsumayooooo

i finally wrote something for my beloveds. it's a sickfic and probably a little confusing

Frigid Comforts - Fridge_1011 - Ensemble Stars! (Video Game) [Archive of Our Own]

[glazeflower]

Potential fanfic?!?

Alkaloid and The Sinners (obey me bro's unit i created in enstars) having a collab

Aira fan girling about meeting the new found populair idol group

Hiiro is happy to meet new idols

Mayoi hidding in a corner talk himself about that the bro's having a certain aura around them. And there are too many people in the same room

Tatsumi is on edge ready to exercism the bro's because of the amount of demonic aura surrounds them

Should I make a fanfic about this?

[levis-wii-controller]

I see you (Tatsumi Kazehaya x Mayoi Ayase /One Shot Smut/)

Tags: Accidental Voyuerism, Porn Watching, Masturbation, Mutual Masturbation, Gay-M/NB, Mayoi uses They/Them pronouns,

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Tatsumi opens his eyes looking up at the ceiling, nothing there. There’s a vent just on the wall behind him but, he can’t really see that. He and Mayoi decided to switch bunks since he preferred the top one, feeling more open and spacious. That night though, he had an eerie feeling about sleeping up there. He was alone in the room as Kohaku and Aira were meant to hang out and then Hiiro tagged along. To which he got a holdhands message saying that the three wouldn’t be back till tomorrow. This should have left him with Mayoi, though they were nowhere to be found.

Looking around the room he found nothing weird, and, though the feeling was still there, there was something in the air that quickly made his mind move to the intentions he had that night. Shutting the curtains around his bed he pulled out his phone and started looking through videos on a website he had pulled up.

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Mayoi watched through the shadowy lines as Tatsumi clicked on something, quickly pulling the bed sheets off of himself. They’d intended to just watch the man they adored sleep. But, oh god, they did not expect their dear Tatsumi-san to do what he did. Tatsumi’s hand travelled down his chest to his trousers, palming himself lightly as he kept his eyes on the screen. Mayoi couldn’t see what Tatsumi was watching as the screen wasn’t in their view but what they were hearing made their entire body shiver.

“Do you...you filthy little slut, expect to get any praise out of me? All you did was dirty my clothes with your filthy fucking mouth.” Di- did Tatsumi get turned on from this? Mayoi’s mind raced as they watched Tatsumi move his hand down and into his trousers. God damn it, They’d hoped they could take a peek at his dick at least, they really did want Tatsumi to bring them down to their knees and make them regret their entire existence.

“That’s right, you’re such a filthy bitch. Don't touch yourself to that! You’re so fucking disgusting.” Mayoi felt their own cock twitch not realising they’re already pent up a large tent from all of this. They could hear Tatsumi grunt as he stroked himself. It was like music to their ears, loving every second of this beautiful night.

Tatsumi moved his hand to the button on his trouser and undid it, pulling his zipper down then taking them off. This was a view Mayoi could enjoy all day. Tatsumi’s hand moving over his dripping cock, stroking it, his lips loosening with every moan that left his lips.

The room went almost silent after the video ended. Only the sweet, sweet moans coming from Tatsumi. Mayoi moved their hand to pull themself out, stroking themself in time with Tatsumi.

A few words slurred from Tatsumi, mostly curse words and things like ‘oh god’ which wasn’t Tatsumi’s usual vocabulary. Followed by “Mmh~ May- Mayoi-San!~” Mayoi’s name slipped his lips as he orgasmed. Just as the words registered in Mayoi’s brain, their own orgasm followed suit biting their lip so hard it started bleeding but it was worth Tatsumi not hearing their voice. 

Mayoi came over the vent just in front of them, painting it white, like they wished they could do to Tatsumi’s face. It took both of them a while to drop down from their highs, Mayoi was first, as they crawled away fast, they thought it’d be best to just go back to the room because by that time Tatsumi would be clean and going to bed.

They were right when he came in, Tatsumi was placing his head on the pillow.

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'Alright, time to rest' Tatsumi thought to himself as he laid down on his pillow. Just shortly after something dripped onto his cheek from above. He wiped it off like a dumbass tasting it, since it was dark and he didn’t know what else he could do.

Kind of salty he thought to himself as he looked up, seeing more dripping down the consistency and texture of it seeming familiar. Just with the answer connecting with his brain the door opened to the room as Tatsumi looked down to see Mayoi coming into the room.

“...were you in the vents?”