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skenpiel · 2 years

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why is no one petting my head or scratching my chin like a kitty cat. its literally pride month

#might as well fucking die i guess.#edit: hi if youre viewing this through my blogs top post function id like you to know the crux of this post is in reblogs #in this case please check the notes and reblog the version of this post that has an addition by me featuring 2 images. thank you

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anormaladn · 3 months

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would

would Yugo officiate the otomirga wedding

that'd be hilarious

#musing aloud #if none of these words make sense to you don't mind me #I think it's possible Tamirga and Yugo would meet in person during s4 #I should write down some interactions between them I think it could be interesting #Tami spent his life avoiding him but hey #world's about to end #might as well give a hand #help against Toross with Goultard and Joris #he's never calling Yugo “father” or anything of the like ever though #it'd be so fucking awkward to be married by him #but who else in the world would accept to do it #Yugo would have a less muddled view of him maybe even like him okay since he's started to calm tf down by the time they even meet #wakfu spoilers #i guess #am I starting otomirga posting? who knows #the wakfu hype is bound to die down with the end of s4 maybe it'll get quiet enough that I'll get comfortable with the idea #or maybe not #¯\_ (ツ)_/¯#no one fucking cares Anormal

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opens-up-4-nobody · 9 months

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#just an observation bc im avoiding working on stuff but i draw a lot and post basically everything i draw thst gets finished #and its v funny to me how u can tell how out of focus i was based on the quality of the drawing #or like when i post something and its like ok some of that was good but u def gave up halfway thru one of those lol #inconsistency i funny like that. its also funny to me that now a days i get comments like COLORS!!!#which is funny bc i notoriously haaaaaate coloring. like i will sit around whining and complaining when im home with my parents bc i dont #wanna color. its just so easy to fuck things up when u draw traditionally and it takes a million years so its a big ask lol #but i guess i dont hate is so much right now bc i kinda just slap whatever colors i want together like fuck it we ball #and thats kinda fun. reckless i suppose #its agony when u wanna try to do shadows and lights tho. like finding references ugh #or wanting to draw big ideas but then its like oh god its gonna take so long and if i dont do it all in one sitting i might die #im a lil better abt thst now bc it would b impossible but in my head i still hate it #ugh. all i wanna do is draw. theres another universe where i went to art school. or just like took art classes. and i wanna say id b happier #but thats def a lie XD i like learning too much and i dont have the attention span to hardcore learn genetics outside an academic #environment. and i got way too excited abt exploring the genetic traits of my cyano species #like i can make genetics trees for traits and look for. fuck. i forgot the word. how tf did i forget the word. oh god. horizontal gene #transfer. jesus christ its like theres a hole in my brain. well. i guess i did get only like 4hrs sleep. ugh im rambling.#i need to finish getting ready for Monday so i dont have to tomorrow and ill have time to draw. prob wont stop me feeling nauseous abt #teaching tho. OH FUCK. i just remembered i have a new office space now to decorate. fuck i need to hang up pictures and stuff #what would b the funniest way to put narut0 on my deskspace? idk ill have to think abt it. oh god im not ready #my head is like a handbell. one of the big ones when u ring it and it hits soft and u can feel the vibrations. someones wrung my head lol #unrelated

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crazy-fruit · 4 months

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How broken can a system be? Why does my flatmate, with one parent being a vice-dean at a university and really not needing the money get a scholarship for one year with monthly payments. But I got declined. Despite doing volunteer work and being a first in academia. But hey my grade is 0.4 worse than hers.

#fuuuuuuuuuuuuck I am so mad #jojo rambles #I know she is in a super privildge positon and not everyone has that type of parents in academia but fucking hell #the amount of support for academic challenges she gets from that one parent is insane #and honestly I am a tiny bit mad at her as well #bc she just tried to sell it to me as “well I just applied and didn't think I'd get it and now I kinda feel bad”#WELL GUESS YOU MIGHT JUST TOOK THE CHANCE FROM SOMEBODY TO GET MONEY WHO ACTUALLY NEEDS IT BUT HEY YOU CAN WRITE ON YOUR CV THAT YOU GOT #THAT SCHOLARSHIP WHAT A NICE BONUS TO ALL THE SHIT FUCK OF NICE THINGS YOU ALREADY HAVE FOR THAT ANYWAYS #and I am not even speaking about myself - I am still in the lucky position of my parents having the finacial option to support me #was ist das für ein kaputtes Dreckssystem?#ich check aber auch wirklich nicht warum sie sich dann überhaupt beworben hat #das ist so dumm #und sie hat auch noch n Nachrrückplatz bekommen #jeden verfickten Kackscheiß kann sie mit dem Elternteil abklären ganz zu schweigen von der Asche die in der Familie vorhanden ist #aber mir sagen dass sie n schlechtes Gewissen hat - sie weiß ganz genau dass ich gerade von meinen Ersparnissen aus der Sommerarbei lebe

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chalkeater · 1 year

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The groomer you were warned about is now posting in the safeutdr tags with triggering content and using alts to invade anti-proship spaces. Still support them? tumblr(.)com/snowcollector/713865354217144320/

hey can you not fucking accuse me of supporting anyone. good that you made your callout post but dont send me asks about this anymore and especially PHRASED like this??

"Still support them?" I care about the issues. I made my stances about these topics already. Do you care about this problem at all or do you want to point the finger at me now just to get me to reblog your post? For context this makes you sound smug. and i dont appreciate that if you actually want to give me new info to educate me (see what its like to be accused of.)

yeah i agree you shouldnt post unsafe/mature shit in safeutdr. but wow you dont make it any better either. I dont want to be involved in this and I never did so stop sending me anything related to this anymore. Why do you accuse me of being friends with ANY OF THEM I have no idea who they are!!!!!

#get fucking away from me i already had a had a whole episode because of the grooming issue. READ MY POSTS OR GET OFF MY FUCKING PAGE #also yeah letting this ask be published because. rubs my fucking temples. if anyone wants to see the link there it fucking is i guess #might as well let yall judge on your own this fucking shit motherfuckign i hate everyth hashtag emo hashtag scene hashtag anger hashtag die #im mostly just angry about the 'still support them?' get off anon right now. get off anon you coward. why are you afraid?#and putting ME on the line?#might delete later (never does)#ask #anon #grooming #I hate grooming and groomers i hate incest what do you want me to fucking say #fuck everyone who does #and the reason i refuse to reblog callouts is because ive been on tumblr since 2014 and sometimes they go south so fast in MANY different w #ways. pulls at my hair #i dont want my name associated with ANYTHING. FUCK INCEST FUCK GROOMING is that what you want because i DO Believe that

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satonosuke · 9 months

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my mom is so infuriating

#we were doing just fine when she got home from work but then i started to fuss over the fact that my cat hasnt come back yet and im afraid #the other cats will fucking beat him up because it has happened once and it was not nice and she was like well what can we do if #something happens i guess he will just fucking die because i cant deal with this #and EVERY TIME she says this same thing and it just feeds my anxiety and paranoia more and more #like i know it's my fault that he ran away i took my eyes off of him for 2 seconds to take care of YOUR KIDS and that happened it's totally #on me #so. i might as well just be fucking worried if my cat gets hurt too badly because apparently no one is here for him but me #i get the money struggle. i understand you cant pay hundreds on vet and meds and whatever. but does it hurt to just #be a tiny bit just a little bit comprehensive.#do you not fucking know how important this cat is for me. do you know how far i would go for him. what i would do. what he has done for me #just by BREATHING just by sleeping in the same bed as me #i got carried away anyways. im just really anxious and sad and tired and stressed and really really anxious

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hauntingblue · 5 months

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LUFFY PLEAE GEAR SECONDO AND JUMP OVER GARP PLEASE

#coby passed out for being an imprudent ass. helmeppos tears bring him back to life i guess #hancock saving the day again <3 love you girl #are all the marines going to gossip from now on about luffy and hancock being married. i hope so. like my girl is desd serious #the monkeys are bullying little luffy :(#well his grandfather too #little luffy hanging onto his grandpa while falling asleep what if i cry. what if i sob. what if i kill garp rn #i cant do this rn says luffy. me neither my boy #yes luffy yes. hell yeah man you got him.#fuck that old man. fall over and die #well that might have been a show. but as rihanna said. that was quite a show. very entertaining #AAHHHH AAHHH AHHHH FINALLY MADE IT OMG AAAAH HE IS SO HAPPY AAAHHH AAAHA THE DREAD!!!! AAAAH AAAAH AAAAH #SENGOKU FALL OVER AND DIE #SHAT IS THAT WHAT IS THAT #HE HAS SOME DOUBLE DS????!!!!#THE FUCKING KEEEY #MR 3!!!! GET ON SCENE RIGHT NOW #YEAAAAH!!! YEAAAAH!!!! YRAAAAH!!!!!!#little luffy omg nows not the time 😭😭#oh he did it for mr2..... omg...... last honorable man in there bc buggy sure as hell isnt #oh he suffocated that man lmao #candle wall and ace is free for retailation i know it #FUCK YES YEAAAAAHHHH YAEEEAGDJABSJSHSKS #ACE IN A BLAST OF GLORY!!!!!! KILL THEM ALLL #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 481

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butnobodycame627 · 5 months

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hhhhhhh I can't have nice things

#well I can but I'll face the consequences #oh what's that? you wanted to have a nice day and fun times? well you are now cursed with horrible stomach pain and nausea!!#go die in the bathroom and try not to wake up your mom because it's midnight #okay she wouldn't mind if it's for this but I'd feel kinda guilty #I did wake up my dad because I needed. someone. to help me. I might cry fuck #surprised I'm not already crying my eyes out but maybe I'm just too tired #anyone else get that? we're you're too tired to spend the extra energy crying? idk #I think it's mostly over now maybe?? but fuck man it might come back #I guess I ate a lot today so maybe it's from that maybe? or maybe my illness is just being a little bitch for no reason #it could maybe be an allergic reaction I guess but I was just with family and my family is usually careful enough to avoid-#-cross contamination so idk #guhhh I am. dying. I am dead actually. this is my tortured ghost soul haunting my sad little tumblr blog

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peppermintbutch · 9 months

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Sleepover w my probably unrequited crush was NOT good for me

#going insane. i slept for 2 hours mainly bcs i spent most of the time near cardiac arrest #such a cringefail moment nothing has changed since highschool etc. well it has but ive had 2 hrs of sleep and im being dramatic #i dont even know if shes in a relationship i think maybe shes in like a fwb situation w this guy she spends a lot of time with #who is very nice honestly might not even mind that like everyone here is polyam anyway lol but idk if she even likes me that way at all.#and i physically cannot talk to her abt this i think i'd genuinely die of a heart attack and bury myself alive no matter the outcome #but also i guess my life will stay this way forever if i dont eventually do smth abt crushes but im like SO scared #though i guess realistically the worst outcome is that i embarrass myself. like she's bisexual she's not going to kill me or be disgusted #WELL. Maybe I'll do smth abt this tomorrow (probably not)#but also im soo worried that if it's reciprocated it turns out i dont actually want anything from her #bcs that would mean i have Fucked Up Issues and i don't even know how to begin thinking abt solving them #anyway GOODNIGHT. I am tired and not in a state of mind to do deep psychoanalysis on myself 🗣

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weidli · 11 months

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god in my time of dying really does get me Every time

#sam in the beginning going dad? dad?! but when he REALLY gets frantic is when dean doesn't respond. . . hmg yeah #also didn't notice b4 how when Dean's spirit wanders out of the bed and down the hall he's TINY in the hallway shot #and in the foreground is. a great big EXIT sign. oh yeah baby someone sure is going to have to exit #the dean and sam ouija board scene ... it's so. Gentle. dean barefoot crisscross applesauce trying to talk to his brother #every scene with John has so much going on #like. could go on a full page analysis take about each of those #also like am i wrong but when john says if sam had shot him in the cabin dean wouldn't be dying like. that's bullshit right #1. the yellow eyed demon had fucked dean up pretty thoroughly even before sam got a chance to shoot #2. the car crash uh. wasn't yellow eyes???? yeah maybe it was on his orders but it wasn't him doing it and the demon who did it could easily #have said they killed yellow eyes im gonna plow this truck into them. except then dean would be riding shotgun and might even end up WORSE #what could've saved dean is him shooting yellow eyes in the heart when he told him to do it if he's so sure! and you bet John wouldve said #so if dean weren't well. dying. but dean was never gonna shoot we all know that and it wasn't because he wasn't sure if it was yellow eyes #it was because that boy would rather die or worse than be the one to kill family #he'd rather die himself than have to bury them!#and guess what he ends up doing! standing over the dead bodies of all he had left of his family #natural soup

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jonny-b-meowborn · 1 year

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Last night I finally got a 100% with all the road 96 characters, so technically I could finally start engaging with the fandom more, but my completionist ass still wants to see all endings and outcomes and I don't want any spoilers, even though at this point this game is quite predictable and there's not much to spoil

#it feels like im. a doggy. in a zoo. wanting to get into an enclosure to hang out with other canines #but im not like. wild enough yet #i need to first idk get some experience hunting or whatever this metaphor doesnt really work im just always feeling like a dog #anyway #i always got the ending where theres a revolution and florres eventually wins the election after the fighting #ive seen zoe die during the fights and i helped her survive #the same goes for john and alex #i wanna see what happens if you manage to get more people to vote for florres #and i wanna see what happens when you fuck everyone over let zoe die at the border and skiddadle away from petria #also. i joked abt it to my bestie but i should do a run where i let jarod kill me every time we meet. just for funsies for normal reasons #were normal men. were just normal men. or whataver that bear was saying #i guess i could do the 'screw all y'all' and the 'normal about jarod' runs at the same time #i mean if im gonna do the worst possible outcome i might as well see all the deaths for myself #road 96 #bee buzz

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death2you · 1 year

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