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[transmascissues]

Millions of people have died from untreated reproductive issues, and people in other parts of the world are willing to walk hundreds of miles to see an OBGYN, and yet people literally still act like a q tip is scarier than cervical cancer or HIV. Privilege is a weird thing.

normally, i wouldn’t indulge in the desire to respond to bullshit like this but frankly, i just don’t have it in me to be that reasonable at the moment.

so, to be absolutely fucking clear: getting medical care from a place that clearly doesn’t care about its trans patients is scary. suddenly experiencing level ten pain that literally no one prepared you for is scary. being physically penetrated immediately after that pain without warning or prior explanation is scary. having your very visible physical and mental distress completely ignored by your doctor is scary. being left in a room alone in a dissociative state and expected to just pull yourself together with no support whatsoever is scary. knowing your only two options are to relive that trauma every year for the rest of your life or risk not catching a kind of cancer that runs in your family until it’s too late is scary. it’s all fucking terrifying, and i think you and i both know the damn q tip has nothing to do with it.

our healthcare system is incredibly fucked, and that means medical trauma and healthcare inequality are both very possible in any medical setting. i know that, and i know you do. what good does it do the people who can’t access care to harass the ones who were traumatized by it? is this ask paying their medical bills? is it building hospitals in their towns?

anyway, time for me to go to sleep, everyone point and laugh at the asshole for me.

[a-study-in-bullshit]

[thegoldheartlocketandkey-blog]

As someone who has read and enjoys a fair share of romance novels and AO3 Fan Fics, I can’t help find the difference between the two kind of hilarious.

People who only read romance novels always describe the books as steamier than they actually are. They will say the book is super descriptive, and raunchy. But when I read it, the story is more like implied smut. The perfect example of this is Red White and Royal Blue (one of my favorites btw).

But when people who read fan fiction describe a fic they want to recommend, they say things like “it has smut but it’s not really descriptive” then proceeds to be the most descriptive,filthiest, piece of work that you’ve ever read.

The fact that some people actually think RWRB is too much, while I’ve read a lot worse on AO3. There are Buddie Fan Fics that are rated Mature that put RWRB to shame.

[fuckingstartingagain]

I’ve been a little quiet about mw3, which doesn’t mean I haven’t gone feral about it, and because I’m such a simp for him I obviously had to draw him being the pretty man he is. So… yeah, I did this. First time sharing this kind of stuff, please bear with me *breaths into a paper bag*

[starrycosme]

I'm starting to see lots of posts about loveless aroaces or aromantics and I'm starting to wonder... Like, sometimes, I feel disconnected from my friends. I've never really made a very close friendship with anyone, and every time I feel like I'm getting really close to someone, I tend to stress out and want space.

It's like I have a good time when I'm with my friends, but I don't know if I'd use the word love??? Like, I definitely love my parents or grandparents a lot, and I feel like I've never really connected with any of my friends on that level. I sometimes even go through periods of time when I just feel annoyed by some of them... It happens with my parents too, so I guess it's a normal consequence of prolonged contact, right?

But that lack of deep connections in my platonic relationships with my friends paired up with the fact that I'm aroace and living very far away from my family sometimes make me feel so lonely, idk.

Like, I don't think I'm loveless?? But I'm also not the kind of aroace person that "makes up" for my identity with other types of relationships. I just feel disconnected from everyone else, idk if I'm making sense. Does anyone else get what I mean?

[vantasstrider]

(did sys alter art, dont use!!!) live laugh lobotomy

[theroysiblings]

okay just tried to articulate this and then key smashed but tom going from “and I think you’re maybe not a good person to have children with” to “you’ve hurt me in more ways than you can imagine.” like tom is picking everything to intentionally hurt shiv— it’s payback, it’s the only way he thinks he can get through to her. and it’s soooo different than shiv’s casual cruelty to tom. tom’s mean to shiv to hurt her and for the most part, shiv is mean to tom just because she’s mean and it’s how she shows love

[kratioed]

GOW: made fanart depictions of Kratos' future granddaughter. Popular headcanon is that Hel looks like Calliope and Atreus named her after his deceased mother or half sister-

me with Atreus' nonexistence sons from Norse Mythology:

[fryedgreentomatoes]

someone: so yeah danny wagner-

me: cutting them off* jesus FUCK hold on i’ve gotta go jack off

[angeryspeedo]

fanart of @besobendito​‘s forgo dreams ddd au, as well as a design test

no-magic alt below the cut

[sansbydaily]

Sans x Grillby unironically got me through one of the worst depressive episodes in my life ever. I can’t explain why this ship means so much to me despite how much I comedize it but just trust me when I say it reformed the way I viewed love as a whole and taught me how to love myself and others again. I don’t know why I stuck to Sansby out of like literally any ship possible but it just grew on me like it did back in 2017. I guess what I’m trying to say is that coping mechanisms come in different forms for everyone. For a while I thought it was rather silly and really really freaking stupid that I found so much whimsical joy in watching a skeleton and a fire monster fall into super duper gay love. It made me happy though!

Don’t be afraid to allow yourself to indulge in ridiculous tomfoolery or things you find childish because apart of healing is finding childlike joy in the small things in life.  I really do owe a lot of my love for this ship from @perniciouslizard ‘s fic series, though. Show them so love!

[strikes-in-boots]

We saw Godzilla x Kong: The New Empire the other day, and gosh darn was that a doozy.

[tv1xx]

My Invincible OC: Twilia. (A concept,,, sometimes she likes having her hair down)

I don’t quite have a final design for her yet, still testing them out, but I’ll post it when I finally come up with a final design, color scheme and back story to make her seem interesting. (Bear with me my writing skills are not the best). But just wanted to dump this on here.

[an-unknown-writers-world]

[knowinglyweird]

Leaked video nensai fic

One day in third year someone spread a video of Nendou and Saiki cuddling/being sweet together. They hadn’t told anyone they were dating. Saiki immediately thinks Nendou somehow tricked him. Nendou realized some stranger broke into his house and was in his closet at some point

Lots of drama potential. Like I got a whole plot line in my head right now

[trackinglessons]

sigh. when people are getting attacked just for saying that using ai to make “art” is bad. i dont think you guys understand most of us are out here accepting reqs for FREE but everyone is just usinv ai instead of supporting actual artists. the ai in this fandom is making me sad :((