#mine are just lyricstucks....

[pipcore]

louie starting yet another animatic no one saw this coming

[nightpool]

a friendgroup of mine is doing a playlist exchange thing where we each submit two songs and vote on them, this week's theme was animatics/lyricstucks and i ended up not submitting this one because it was too depressing for the vibe i wanted to go for so I'm putting it on tumblr instead

tobias animorphs. the first verse is a flashback and it's pretty literaly, we see him waking from a nightmare and staring at a mirror in human form gripping the sink tight but after john says "and nameless things" we get an inverted black background of three or so frames slashed with blood and feathers and dying yeerks. maybe sprout wings. this continues until the second verse and then we jump ahead and he's in bird morph, he's bleeding onto a tiled floor, inside of a yeerk pool somewhere, having just clawed out the eyes of a hork-bajir controller. he's lying there on the ground thinking about his friends. said all their names three times. he's slowly passing out as things go greyer, ghosts and clouds, and nameless things, but as the chorus kicks in they rachel and jake and cassie show up and they pick him up and they wrap him up tight in a blanket and he's warm and safe again. for now.

[wystarrya]

The birthday massacre: to die for

Go-a: SHUM

Bad suns: cardiac arrest

Miracle musical: black rainbows

Ween: chocolate town

The glitch mob: animous vox

Pirates for sail: northwest passage

Paul & storm: cruel, cruel moon

Indigo girls: three hits

Okay under a cut for length

To Die For: couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library

I know TBM mostly through the Kill the Lights lyricstuck from Forever Ago; I like the vocals but I'm iffy on the instruments on this one

SHUM: couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library

Banger.

Not a favorite of mine per se; but it's been in my likes for a while! And strangely relevant

Cardiac Arrest: couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library

Black Rainbows: couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library

Genuinely would've been more enjoyable if not for the English lyrics, but the Hawai'an ones and the beat were good

Chocolate Town: couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library

It just can't compare to Ocean Man, sorry

Not bad; dunno if I would go for 7 minutes of it if we're being honest though

Animus Vox: couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library

Northwest Passage: couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library

I like the song, but I'm not sure if I like this specific cover? I usually tend towards The Longest Johns and Colm McGuiness

Cruel, Cruel Moon: couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library

Kinda too comedy/parody for me and I really don't do anyone other than Weird Al for that :(

Three Hits: couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library

Probably my second favorite from this list behind SHUM, it's got that Good Cadence

[violetkatgrove]

new depresison jam acquired babeyyyyyyyyyy

[splickedylit]

Just finished After the Storm, it has fully colonized my head and will for the foreseeable future, I’m love them all. Do you have a playlist/know of someone else’s playlist for the boys?? I’m looking for more ways to process my feelings. Alternately, what’s your biggest Rich song.

Aw hell yeah, I'm so glad you liked it! And also: actually yes! Some of them are tiny and some of the songs repeat, but I do have a few unlisted youtube playlists I've picked at over the years haha

[Rich][Thena][Basil][Liam]

Under the cut b/c lyric-quoting is long, some special mentions to:

You're Not Alone by Marie Miller, which is a simple little song but also speaks to a side of Liam I hope showed clearly even though his role in After The Storm was predominantly a horny one.

I wanna save you, I wanna save you from the pain. I wanna help you, I wanna help you feel the same again. I wanna fix you, I wanna fix your brokeness. I wanna change it, I wanna change it for the best.

I Hope That I Don't Fuck This Up by Dollar Signs, for being my Rich+Trimmer song

I sat down to write you a love song, and it was full of clichés It wasn't impressing anyone Even though I tried really hard, all I came up with was: "You are a possum living in the trashcan of my heart You're a possum in my heart"

The (afaik youtube-only) mashup of Confident and Womanizer for Thena - the traded refrain of "you're a womanizer, baby" and "what's wrong with being confident? ;D" is *chef kiss*. Either song by itself would work but I just love a mashup okay

Turning Out by AJR is in Basil's playlist but really it's my Basil/Mitch song, and more for Mitch--the heartache of the refrain "I'm a little kid, and so are you--don't you go and grow up before I do" is, ahhh

I hold you I hold you closer then I ever knew I could do But I'm confused I thought I'd recognize when love was true, but I'm confused Am I ready for love? Or maybe just a best friend Should there be a difference Do you have instructions?

16 Tons by Tennessee Ernie Ford--it's in Rich's playlist but I also have an entire lyricstuck in my head for it for the Hastings generally and the Merrill siblings specifically. The chorus is originally referring to mining towns and being paid in company scrip so you get buried in debt you can never escape, but it transposes pretty easily over into 1. the weird horror of your entire genome being purpose-built for war and 2. Rich's situation on the Sympatico

You load 16 tons, what do you get? Another day older and deeper in debt St. Peter, don't you call me 'cause I can't go I owe my soul to the company store

[dragonheart-swtor]

(Finders, keepers! Losers, weepers!) Oh, yeah! The crown! So close I can taste it! I see what’s mine and take it!

Lyricstuck! First of probably many. I don’t have the rest of this done (yet), but if I do more of it I’ll reblog this post and add it that way. The song is Emperor’s New Clothes by Panic! At The Disco.

Duserra goes through just... a lot. I mean, y’all know the Sith Inquisitor storyline and how it pinballs you around.

Also: See if you can pinpoint the point where there was a large time gap between me drawing two parts of this by where the art quality suddenly skyrockets, ha.

Additional analysis:

I’m slowly realizing how devastating Zash’s betrayal must have been after this. The wonder of it - of being told, “This is the lightsaber I had as an apprentice. I want you to have it.” Of being given something sentimental, something precious - and something powerful - when she’s used to owning nothing. It’s old, and simple, and a little too small for her, but it’s hers. That means the world to her.  Zash is one of the only people to treat her kindly in years who wasn't another slave - someone who has power over her and chooses to wield it with compassion and rewards instead of pain and punishment. And then... betrayal.

(Also, contrasting that last bit with her having a vibroblade tossed at her earlier in the lyricstuck - something she wasn't expected to keep, something mass-produced and basically worthless, something only given to her as the barest of courtesies to give her half a chance at survival - is fun.)

Image descriptions are going to be on a reblog for this one because this post is long enough as is.

[ask-these-fantrolls]

i have 2 things. 1. sorry i havent followed alot, did bell and that limeblood split? 2. can we see bell and koko as lil squirts? (this isnt to see bel pre-transition. just fr him younger. how ever you feel comfortable. i swear.) and koko is just... yk.. mama was once a kid

[Hm.  Being that I know who this ask is from I’m not sure why you wanted to ask the first part of this question being that you know very well why Belshn and "that limeblood” broke up, but okay I will answer this.  

Belshn had issues with his mate’s infidelity- not in her polyamory or anything like that, but in how she had on separate occasions taken on a new matesprit without him knowing (which I would say is cheating, because in real polyamory relationships if you do not tell your partner when you take on a new partner, it is still cheating) and would pail people outside of her quadrants even though it was made expressly clear to me by his ex-matesprit’s mun that if Belshn ever wanted to pail someone outside of his quadrants, they would need to have “a long conversation beforehand”.  It felt and still feels hypocritical, but that alone was not what made them break up and I was willing to ignore that fact.  I actually assumed that might just be how polyamory worked (as I’m not polyam myself) until 3 separate friends of mine who are polyam IRL explained that no, it in fact is cheating to do that.

Additionally, I had issues with how the mun was treating me and my character, and how my set boundaries were being broken multiple times and how meta knowledge was being used for the sake of making angst of/with my character.  I had talked in DMs and in general conversation that the other mun was part of that the thought of Belshn dying really hurts me and that I don’t want to touch it on this blog, and the mun turned around and made an entire lyricstuck dedicated to Belshn’s death.  I talked to the mun on a few occasions about how Belshn would not want to ask her to marry him because he 1. felt it would be unfair to her and her other matesprits and that it would be wrong to ask her for a monogamous commitment like that and 2. he would not feel comfortable himself with having an open marriage, and then suddenly I got an ask about that very topic and my answer was used for fairly OOC meta game angst without my consent.  Then the response I got when telling the mun I was uncomfortable with this was “I shouldn’t have shown it to you” and not “I shouldn’t have done that”.  

I was very clear about what I was and was not comfortable with, but I was ignored on multiple occasions which led to me breaking off their relationship and not role playing with that mun ever since.  

  To answer your second question, I’m not in the mood at the moment to draw Belshn and Kokoro as kids, but I may do it sometime in the future.]

[prince-ampora]

Little Lion Man~Cronkri Lyricstuck

INFO -far from canon -sadstuck -lyricstuck -au -was originally an animatic idea but i CANT DRAW

TRIGGER WARNINGS -poisoning -celibacy and breaking vow of celibacy -harassment -murder -gore -heavy angst

***

Weep for yourself, my man, Kankri watched from afar as Latula talked to Mituna. Jealousy filled his heart, seeing the two of them happy. Why did she choose him? She's too perfect and beautiful and he's... Kankri turned away in anger, fists clenched.

You'll never be what is in your heart Kankri grabbed the sleeve of the red sweater Porrim made for him so long ago. Despite his strong crush on Latula, he did find his heart wandering. And where his heart went, so did his mind. Latula hadn't even spared him a glance but... Cronus did hit on him an awful lot. But Cronus hit on everyone, so how was Kankri any different?

Weep little lion man, Kankri jumped, snapped out of his thoughts by an arm violently swooping around his shoulders. He reached for his whistle but the person beat him to it, clenching a hand around it. He noticed the webbed hand and panicked for a second, worried it was Cronus, then noticed the painted nails. Ah, it was Meenah. He looked up at her and saw her mischievous grin. Oh no.

You're not as brave as you were at the start Meenah reached into her sylladex and grabbed a small bottle. Her grin grew as she showed it to Kankri. He looked at the label, big black letters stating how dangerous the substance is. 'Silverpoint Poison'. Kankri's eyes grew wide and he looked at Meenah, shocked and questioning.

Rate yourself and rake yourself, Take all the courage you have left Meenah rolled her eyes and pushed it into his hands authoritatively. She turned him around and pointed at Cronus. "Give it to him, in a Faygo." Meenah reached back into her sylladex and pulled out a purple Faygo. She handed it to him and uncapped it, putting the poison in for him. She recapped it and handed the bottle back, and Kankri captchalogued the empty bottle and the poisoned Faygo. He held his head up and put his shoulders back, putting on false confidence.

Wasted on fixing all the problems that you made in your own head Kankri thought again about his and Cronus' relationship. Kankri had taken a vow to be celibate when he was rejected by Latula, but Cronus' constant flirting had tempted him one too many times. He had questioned his crush on Latula one too many times. Now he could fix that.

But it was not your fault but mine Cronus stood in his spot, chewing lightly on his unlit cigarette. He was blissfully unaware of the plot against him as he thought of things to add to his song. He was snapped out of his musical thoughts by Kankri approaching him, head lowered again, eyes not visible. Cronus felt a pain in his heart at the hunched posture, knowing Kankri usually cared very much about it.

And it was your heart on the line As Kankri walked up to Cronus, poisoned faygo in his sylladex, Meenah's words repeated in his head. "Get rid of him, and she'll be so grateful she'll date you." He took out the Faygo and looked up at Cronus, who gave him a questioning look. He held the Faygo out to him, "Feelings jam?"

I really fucked it up this time Cronus smiled and took the drink, "Sure Kankri, whaddaya need to jam about?" Kankri watched, nervous as Cronus fiddled with the cap, managing to get it off. "I just wanted to..." Cronus took a sip of the purple poisoned drink, and Kankri watched intently.

Didn't I, my dear? Cronus choked and Kankri's eyes widened. The poison had taken immediate effect. Cronus doubled over, in pain and choking. Kankri took a step back in horror, what did he do!? Cronus' head raised and he looked up at Kankri with pleading, saddened, betrayed eyes. 'Why?' He mouthed, falling backward. Kankri couldn't tell if the purple coming out of his mouth was Faygo or blood.

Didn't I, my dear? There is a yank as Kankri is pulled out of the memory. He looks to see Cronus' ghost, covered in purple and glaring at him. Kankri's eyes widen as he takes in the scene in front of him, seeing his past self standing over Cronus' dead body.

Tremble for yourself, my man, You know that you have seen this all before Kankri starts shaking, white eyes filling with tears. His past self trembled as well, leaking red from the eyes, and crumpled next to Cronus' body. He knows the words that played through his head all too well, "What have I done?"

Tremble little lion man, You'll never settle any of your scores Kankri watches as Meenah entered the scene, smiling. She smacked his past self on the back and congratulated him, kicking Cronus' limp leg. A wave of anger flashes across both Kankri's faces. Cronus' ghost places a hand on Kankri's shoulder. Meenah frowned at the sadness and regret that was on Kankri's face and left, huffing.

Your grace is wasted in your face, Your boldness stands alone among the wreck Past Kankri found the strength to look over his shoulder. In the distance, he saw Latula, the woman he fucking did this crime for. She was still with Mituna, giggling as they talked and occasionally gave each other little kisses. Kankri hung his head again, tears falling heavier.

Now learn from your mother or else spend your days biting your own neck Someone had noticed the commotion and walked over. It was Porrim. She placed a hand on Kankri's shoulder in pity, giving him a look of pity once he looked at her. She leaned to close Cronus' eyes and left Kankri to mourn in peace, keeping everyone else away from the scene. No one noticed. Future Kankri turns, hearing Cronus' ghost speak in a sad and angry tone,

" But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn't I, my dear? "

" But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line " Cronus' accusations get louder and louder, filling Kankri's ears. Louder than Kankri's voice was when ranting, louder than Kankri's whistle was when censoring, louder than Kankri's gun was while in a strife, and much, much louder than Kankri's warning ever was to Cronus about the poison. Kankri covers his ears in pain. Kankri's eyes fill with red and his ears leak red and all he can see is red. He crumples to the ground, shaking and crying and breathing rough and uneven and he can only say one sentence;

" I really fucked it up this time "

Didn't I, my dear? Didn't I, my dear? Cronus' face softens as he looks at Kankri, in pain and sorry, being hit with the full amount of guilt and regret he should have felt. His sentences get softer and quieter. He places his hand on Kankri's shoulder as he fades away, hearing Kankri say the sentence he should have said from the very beginning;

" But it was not your fault but mine " Kankri keeps crying but the tears lighten. His ears still ring but they stop bleeding. His heart still hurts but it keeps beating. His breathing still catches but it stops hurting. He did it. He killed Cronus all those sweeps ago, and he has to repent for it. He merges with his past self again, ready to go through the rest of the memory.

And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn't I, my dear? Kankri stood and looked down at Cronus' body one last time. In his heart, in his brain, flashed everything that could have been, if only he hadn't fucked it all up. He grabbed his sweater tight and turned away, shuffling away from the scene, the guilt, the truth. What he had done.

But it was not your fault but mine After that day, Kankri had gotten Porrim to help him make a grave for Cronus. It was shallow but did the job, and no one else knew about what had happened. No one seemed to care that Cronus was gone but Kankri. Kankri walked up to the grave alone, holding a purple flower he found, and placed it on top of the gravestone, crying as he spoke;

" And it was your heart on the line

I really fucked it up this time Didn't I, my dear? Didn't I, my dear? " Kankri dried the red tears on his sweater sleeve, grateful they blended in, and turned away, walking back to whatever awaited him with the others.  

[answrs]

Did I ever mention I once started a lyricstuck MSA comic for Unfinished Business? Because I did and it was lewvithur and yeah guess what i just found.

Cut up under the cut for easier viewing. Also lyrics. And music.

Just give me a second darling, to clear my head

Just put down those scissors baby on this single thread

The sand in the hourglass is running low, I came through thunder, the cold, wind, the rain and the snow

To find you awake, by your windowsill

A sight for sore eyes and a view to kill-

But you’ve got blood on your hands, and I know it’s mine

I just need more time.

(Each of the choruses was a different couple, finalized by Lew visiting a curled up arthur and reaching down, pulling him up into a hug and yeah.)

[castielartandcomics]

OKAY. THE TIME HAS COME FOR THIS POST TO BE MADE. Even if it will be just a bunch of projects and me talking about them, it’s something I’ve been willing to do since a lot of time, mostly for a bit of self-esteem and to let you know that I’m actually working on stuff.

Since this will be a long post with some pictures, everything is under the cut! >:3

Honestly, I could start with a list of all the reasons why I haven’t been posting much, but the main reasons are low self-esteem and little to no time to do my stuff. School has been killing me slowly in the latest times, so the main reason why I post so little it’s actually academic work, nothing more and nothing less. ... this being said, let’s begin from what is REALLY interesting. >:3c

Gastertale

First of all, YES, I’m still working on Gastertale! And I’m extremly sorry for the long gap between the pages: the next page IS done, I just need to add dialogues, but I still haven’t for the simple reason that I don’t want to publish it only to make you wait other three months for another page. Hopefully soon I’ll return to have a bit of time, and at this point I’ll make pages more often and way better. I’ve improved a lot in this months, and despite there will probably be a little gap of style too between one page and another, I think I’ll be able to give you something more! My objective when I’ll restart to post it is to make at least one page a week and give a bit of a regular schedule, but about regularity it’s something that we’ll have to see (again, academic work). But hey, at least I’ll try to make you wait less than three months for the next page! </3

Plus, to confirm that something IS actually done:

preview, WOHOO!!

Sonic Humanitymorph & Sonic Battle Remastered

Basically. I want to draw more Sonic, and I want to draw him with a purpose. It’s... kind of a long story, but I’ll make it short for you because I don’t want to annoy you with melancholic and dramatic stuff (?). In a few words, I want to build new memories with Sonic and company, since my first memories are... kind of lost. I literally grew up with him, yet I remember little to nothing about his stories and about me in that period, and it’s something that makes me suffer a bit. SO! I’d really love to build new memories and honour a hero I’m really fond to, and I’d love to make this with you all! Since I also noticed that you really like my human!Sonic characters, so-! /)u(\

So, basically, the ideas are: MORE human characters. I still have your suggestions, I simply didn’t have the time to think about them, but I will surely do it! I’d love to make a lot more of the characters, if not all of them! And together with it, also another thing inspired by @slightly-gay-pogohammer‘s adaptation of Rayman “I’m Only Human”, which consist in adaptations of some of my favourite Sonic’s games, but in human form. And with some basic differences of course. I’m already working on it - my idea is of comics (as you could imagine, since I’m writing this on my art blog) but with a “much faster” style that will let me publish pages with a pretty fast rate (gotta go fast). Basically, sketches, and my sketches are very clean so the result should be pretty good. I’m working on Sonic Battle (which name will be Sonic Battle Remastered), which... SOMEHOW is still one of my favourite games of ALL TIMES, but in the list there’s also Sonic Riders Zero Gravity. And for the otheeerrrssss... well. I’m open to suggestions? :3

Rick and Morty: Kattebel

Remember him?

Rick I-T2B2, my personal interpretation of Rick Sanchez. WELP, I made him with a story in mind - and I actually thought of this verse’s versions of Morty, Summer, Jerry and Beth, even if I still haven’t drwan them because, again, freaking academic work. I’m tired, guys. What I have in mind with them is telling the story via comics, but in a slightly different way. I have little images with them, nothing that can be considered a full episode “worth” of a classic comic adaptation, that I think would be pretty cool if done in the simplest way, like a series of images without the need of making a full page. ... I’m not sure if I explained myself correctly, but in two word: SIMPLER STUFF. I’d love to make them, mostly because it’s a little and fun way of exploring this verse and its dinamics more than with just drawings of the characters. After all, I do want to tell you stories, and I should start to actually do it FOR GOOD, even in the simplest of ways! ... despite... yes, I actually have a more complex comic with Rick I-T2B2, about the “origin” of the condition of him and Morty (and by reflection of the whole family). So I think you can expect something bigger here too, despite it will be a MUCH shorter comic!

DEPONIA LIKE THERE’S NO TOMORROW

[FINGERGUNS] LET’S TALK ABOUT DEPONIA. First objective: actually finish the games. I have them since... a lot, and I still haven’t finished them for-- well, you know by now. An objective is surely to finally play the last two chapters and cry my eyes out, but we’re here for art, so here’s my project with Deponia:

first, drawing it more. Like... a lot more. I have many little ideas for illustrations and many others for little sequences that I think are pretty funny that I’d LOVE to do. I just need to DO THEM. Also, I have a whole lyricstuck in my mind with the Deponia series, and I’d love to make it! Or at least try, I’m not used to lyricstuck. But they’re so good,, Then, I have two projects comic related: one is... little stories. Pretty much it. Something probably of no more than five-ten pages long per story, little missing moments that might be interesting. And angsty, maybe, probably, I’m not sure. The other is... adaptation. Yes, at this point you might have noticed that I love adaptations. It’s just a little idea, but I’ve always found (probably because I’m a comic artist tbh) that the Deponia games would be... really good in comic format. And mostly for training I thought, “hey, I might try some!”. An idea would be of making the whole series as a comic, but I’m not really sure I can do it - but I’m pretty sure I can make little parts of it! It’s a project I had in mind for quite some months by now, and I remembered about it some days ago since I was looking in my folders and...

a WIP was found. Ten points and a biscuit to whoever guesses the scene. This will probably be mostly training, unless things change or something very cool happens. I lowkey dream sometimes that they’ll hire me, but. It’s just a dream. On the other hand, I might open suggestions for scenes to adapt in the games! uvu ... when I’ll finish the games.

Left 4 Dead 2

Am I late?... naaah. You don’t even have idea of how many ideas I have for this fandom, and all in comic form, just to make my life easier. I have no idea of when I might make these, but will probably be sketchy, pencil stuff, and I will enjoy every moment of them. Boy, I love these characters. I want to tell stories with them,

Oxygen Not Included

I HAVE. A STORY IN MIND. And it will be long, angsty, harsh and tragic probably. I don’t have any WIP nor I can tell many details at the moment because,, I guess it would be spoiler? But, it will be an experiment and something that it’ll be interesting for me to try! All that is needed to understand is,, when I’ll be able to make it, honestly-

And for something less comic-y: references

Because I realized I often post sketches, but not actual references of my OCs. I mean fullbodies fully coloured, with palettes and objects and STUFF. It will be a pretty funny thing for me to do, because the versions I’ll give you of my OCs will be slightly different from the “final” version I’ll show you when I’ll be able to tell you their story - because YUP, I’m working on those too, but for now it’s still a very big work in progress, so I’m still not ready to show you stuff. ;3c But basically, an objective of mine is references. Make those darn characters references with nice palettes and cool stuff, so that you’ll actually have,, at least some more infos than a black and white sketch. ... and a good reference in case you want to draw them? I don’t know just,, dreaming a little bit,, I’ll make the references for the OCs I’ve published (so most probably the ones I’ve put and will put more on @mcmentics, because I’ll surely add someone else in there soon), and after making Leda’s reference sheet (because Gio requested him to be the first >:3c) I might put it “to the vote” to decide in which order make all the others. <3 ... or simply go and make them all with the order I want. I don’t know. Let’s see what the future will offer us. <3

And those other projects?

SECRETS (?) But actually, I have told you just the main projects I have. Some (many, actually) I’ll keep as a secret for now, some are just too vague to make a post about it. But, another project is surely to livestream more! Again, I’ll need to see when I’ll have some time, but as for now I’m starting to have some free moments for myself, and I’d love to share them with you! >:3

AAAAND okay, this post got really really long. </3 Sorry, I thought I would have been much faster, but I had so much to say, haha- I’m sorry if something isn’t explained very good, I’m a bit tired after waking up at 5am for academy (and it’s 10.30pm now so,,), but in case something interests you and you wish more infos, my inbox is always open!! <3

Have a wonderful day/afternoon/evening for now, and hopefully,, I’ll start to make something BIG soon! :D Thank you for reading! <3

[masked-fox-creations]

92 Truths About Me

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. I was tagged by @scarscarchurro

I forgot I had this saved in my drafts to do whoops. 

LAST:

Last drink: Water

Last phone call: 3:03 PM, from my boyfriend

Last text message: to my brother, “k”

Last song you listened to: "Little Clown - A Sober! Gamzee fansong” because I recently became homestuck trash.

Last time I cried: Hm, I actually cannot remember

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice: ha nope

Been cheated on: as far as I know nope

Kissed someone and regretted it: ha Most of my kisses

Lost someone special: Yes

Been depressed: All the time

Been drunk and thrown up: ahahahaha yeah

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

Made a new friend: Yeah 

Fallen out of love: In the romantic sense? Nope. In a more general sense? Yes.

Laughed until you cried: Oh yeah

Met someone who changed you: Probably

Found out who your true friends were: Idk

Found out someone was talking about you: Nah


GENERAL:


How many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: Two as of fairly recently

Do you have any pets?: Two wonderful cats, and a dog who thinks she’s mine

Do you want to change your name?: Legally yes.

What time did you wake up this morning?: Several different times

What were you doing last night?: watching a lot of lyricstuck videos

Name something you cannot wait for: when I have more time to do the things I want to

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: My boyfriend’s uncle

What’s getting on your nerves rn?: too much noise

Blood type: I really should know this but ha nope

Nickname: Foxy, Fucksy 

Relationship status: Aro but somehow has a boyfriend

Zodiac sign: Aries

Pronouns:  Any

Favorite tv show: Currently ongoing? Rick and Morty

College: No but looking into a degree in archeology 

Hair colour: dyed blue, naturally brown with some lighter highlights 

Long or short: short

Do you have a crush on someone: ha nope

What do you like about yourself: My passion

FIRSTS:


First surgery: Probably when I got my tonsils taken out


First piercing: ears

First best friend: hm can’t remember 


First sport you joined: ahahahahahahahahahaha 

First vacation: I really don’t remember, probably like California

First pair of sneakers: Do...do most people remember this? 


Eating: The frist thing I ate or currently eating? I just finished some Mcdonalds fries

Drinking: water


I’m about to: Read

Listening to: Wubalubadubdub, a rick and morty song

Want kids: no

Get married: not particularly 

Career: First and foremost a writer


WHICH IS BETTER:


Lips or eyes: I refuse to choose

Hugs or kisses: depends

Shorter or taller: It’s...it’s harder to find shorter than me

Older or younger: Depends, no younger than 20 for me

Romantic or spontaneous:  Uh, both. I don’t like choosing lol

Sensitive or loud: Sensitive

Hook up or relationship: with regards to my boyfriend, hook up

Troublemaker or hesitant: Idk, no choosing for me


HAVE YOU EVER:


Kissed a stranger: Uh, I had just met the guy that guy and hard hardly interacted with him if that counts

Drank hard liquor: yeah? Oh yeah

Lost glasses/contacts: Nope


Sex on first date: Never actually gone on a date proper thing and never will

Broken someone’s heart: Oh yeah, yeah I definitely have. Once broke a guy’s heart and he burst into tears, he left in the middle of school


Been arrested: 
No

Turned someone down: Yes

Fallen for a friend: Not romantically


DO YOU BELIEVE:


In yourself: Depending

Miracles: Eh, depends on how we define them

Love at first sight: Not for me

Heaven: Nope

Santa Claus: No and I didn’t even when I was little.

And I’ll tag @themadcapmathematician and @rum-and-shattered-dreams

[isa-ah]

hey um,,, do you have maybe a sog that you relate do davekat? maybe a some songs that could fit to thier relatioship arc, something that could be made into a lyricstuck. i'm asking you because i know you like the ship and i'm planning to do a lyricstuck for it but i can't find The One Song that fits it well! if you can't help it's fine :0 you can ignore this or trash the ask if you're bothered

wellllll i can point you towards some broadway karkat davekat music but its all oldschool as fuck cos its a couple years old and was before the retcon timeline by a mile. strider be mines kinda blackrom, gfdi dave is nsfw but mostly just rlly funny, cooler than me this one could go as vacillation tho i dont particularly like the dave voice ngl, and then only exception which was aimed at later gameover when they were starting to get close, so it could potentially be red or pale i guess lol 

as for regular music my big issue is that i just dont fuckin listen to stuff. i listen to fanmixes and whatever my friends give me that sticks? like the only other real song off the top of my head i could give you would be really nsfw lmao and again, more angled towards oldschool more blackrom oriented davekat. so basically what im saying is... im not actually any help.

[headcanons-everywhere]

(Mavii/Joni animated comic / “lyricstuck” type deal to “ Is That Alright? ” by Ashe) --- Love is so different here In another hemisphere View of birds flying above in the sky as if looking up towards them All I can do is sit and stare at your pretty,  scene changes to be inside some ratty motel room, someone watching mavii from behind as he stands in front of a dusty “vanity”-like mirror in the room as if getting ready to go somewhere Stare at your pretty face view changes back to Joni as they sit on the bed, head tilted slightly in curiosity / wonder We've been out every night flashback scene to them at some club, laughing and drinking You're mine without a fight another scene at the same club, making out with Joni pressed up against a wall Holding on to you is simple and new, scene cuts back to present time, a shot of Joni with a hand to their chest I'm dying for you  Joni’s hand clenches as they grip their shirt, shoulders raised from suddenly being so tense Living away from you is killing and bleeding view pans out to show Joni now shaking and on the verge of tears, still clutching their shirt My lungs are receding half-and-half frame of (1)Joni openly crying / (2) Mavii noticing from the reflection of the mirror Something about you just makes me-- another half-and-half frame of (1)Mavii turning and walking towards Joni / (2)Joni looking startled and concerned --whole shot of Mavii reaching out and holding the side of their face as he wipes at their tears, Joni leaning into the touch Come down for a drink or two And sit beside the window's view ((something relatively happy?)) Make room for the looks we'll share scene changes to them at some other joint, Joni sitting back and holding a glass of alcohol in their hands As I focus on you And you comb through your hair view changes to Joni’s POV again, watching Mavii as he gazes off into the distance somewhere, running a hand through his hair as he smokes a cig I know that I'm not your choice shot of Mavii suddenly perking up, standing with a grin as someone comes over to him as if he’d been waiting for them But the boy I was wasn't who you loved half-and-half frame of (1)flashback of Joni when they were younger, sweet and shy / (2) present-Joni (holding the drink) cringing at the memory with a scrunched expression And so I'm gonna sit outside Joni sighs and looks over at Mavii again, a mixture of a sad/tired expression and hopeful love in the sense of “you’re not with me and are with them instead, but that’s ok.” And think of you view changes to Mavii again, laughing with his arm around someone else’s shoulders as he offers the cig to them Is that alright? view changes back to Joni again, glancing off to the side in uncertainty You cannot flee from-- scene changes to another time, now a close up of Mavii grinning --love view changes to show Mavii hitting Joni hard enough to knock them back Knicks and bruises are just trophy cups shows Joni sitting on the floor after the hit, holding their their face with one hand as tears stream down their cheeks I've got your scent embroidered, and stuck in my senses Joni suddenly looks even more startled as Mavii comes into view, Joni looking up at him in fear Latched onto my front brain Mavii suddenly grabs their shirt and yanks them up, seemingly angry Call me never; leave no voicemails view changes to Mavii yelling at them as he holds Joni face-to-face with him, Joni crying even harder by now How can I be sure you're still around? Mavii throws them down to the ground again It's not addiction, Joni looks up from the floor, the bruise from the hit now showing more as they look up at Mavii desperately as they cry out for him I'm just affixed to you  view changes to Joni’s POV again as Mavii ignores them and turns to leave And your open wounds  view changes to another half-and-half frame with (1)Joni as they relax into just crying again with a look of desperation /  (2)the door shutting as shown by the light of the hallway across the floor now being cut off and leaving a darkened room   Living away from you is killing and bleeding Joni continues to lay on the floor in shock, now openly sobbing My lungs are receding view changes to a close up of Joni as the sobbing soon turns into screaming and crying, unable to control their emotions anymore Something about you just quits me cold scene changes to a half-and-half of (1)Mavii just outside the door, listening to their meltdown / (2)Mavii walking away as he pulls out another cig from the pack in his pocket, as if leaving Joni like that were no different than littering with a candy wrapper on the sidewalk Come down for a drink or two And sit beside the window's view scene changes to them at another joint again but now outside in the alleyway beside/behind it, Joni staring down at their glass of alcohol with the dark bruise now showing fully on the side of their face Make room for the looks we'll share view changes to Mavii as he sits next to them, smiling as if chatting up casual conversation with them As I focus on you view changes back to Joni as they glance up at him, eyes still watery And you comb through your hair Joni smiles back through the tears, genuinely happy to just be spending time with him again at least I know that I'm not your choice Mavii grabs their face again like in the first scene, as if with care yet still somewhat demanding, which takes Joni by surprise But the boy I was wasn't who you loved Mavii leans over and kisses them, causing them to tense up again but now in an excited / giddy sort of way And so I'm gonna sit outside close-up view of Joni setting the glass down And think of you another view change of Joni getting up enough to move over, basically crawling onto Mavii’s lap Is that alright? view changes to show Mavii leaning back against the alley’s ‘wall’ as Joni straddles him with their hands now on Mavii’s shoulders (and his now up Joni’s shirt) as they make out again He can't afford what I give you Love that is truly eternal His ring can't mean what you mean to me It's not touch I need  Just for you to know me But you'll never know me 'Cause you're just a fantasy  Come down for a drink or two And sit beside the window's view Make room for the looks we'll share As I focus on you And you comb through your hair I know that I'm not your choice shot of mavii and joni in that same ratty / abandoned hotel room as from the beginning, curled up in the bed together But the boy I was-- shot changes to show Joni looking up at Mavii in quiet thought as he sleeps ---wasn't who you loved Joni looks startled as he shifts and pulls away from them, flopping over to face the other way And so I'm gonna sit outside Joni hesitates before reaching out their hand, as if to gently grab him again And think of you Joni wraps their arms around him and presses themself against his back, their cheek squished against his shoulder blades, looking mildly torn / concerned in a “is this really what we’ve come to?” sorta way Is that alright? Joni gives in and closes their eyes as well, drifting to sleep even as they still hold that same concerned / “close to tears” expression