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I drew myself a lil kidsona vers of that doodly thing
I think?? The craziest part of drawing something like this for myself. is that my younger self who could barely use a computer mouse would have the same reaction as a starving Victorian child given sour gummy worms and implode if they saw me draw something like this of their oc
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riverashes · 3 months
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Imagine going on Twitch dot com and thinking "ah I'm just in the mood to chill" and going to the Just Chatting tab, only to see John performing necromantic bullshit in the number one spot.
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weightedplushie · 5 months
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🪼 NONA STIMBOARD
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Tlt characters' opinions of gimmick blogs
Gideon: Thinks they're delightful
Harrow: Despises them on principle
Palamedes: Likes ones that involve grammar or identification, runs one with Camilla (she's in charge of finding posts, he does nerdy things to them)
Dulcinea: Could draw up an entire iceberg diagram and has strong opinions on all of them
Ianthe: Thinks a few of them are funny and cyberbullies the rest
Judith: Cannot and/or refuses to compute
John: Witnessed too much mod drama to even think about them without shuddering (Mercy, Pyrrha and G1deon agree, Augustine is still nostalgic)
Ortus: Runs multiple, all poetry-based
Nona: Enjoys them until Camilla makes her get off of Tumblr
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in light of a second migration to this site i just need to speak my truth which is that harrow is a redditor gideon is a twitter user and ianthe is a tumblrina hope this helps
#coronabeth is an instagram influencer obviously#and babs is a tiktok one they collab#camilla is like that one user on that math forum who posts answers to insane equations no one can solve without a proof to explain how#palamedes meanwhile is a quora/yahoo answers (rip) certified expert who gives helpful and detailed answers to everything#slash ao3 writer on the side#i know we all see john as a twitch streamer but i think he's most like a discord mod#wait lowkey that's mercy but i want to give them all unique sites so. ok fine john is the streamer and mercy is his insufferable twitch mod#pyrrha stars in like a woodworking/survivalist skill youtube channel that's filmed and run by nona#who is always giving encouraging commentary from behind the camera she just wants everyone to see how awesome her dadmom is#abigail has a channel where she talks about famous historical events or like analyzes media based on historical accuracy#magnus pops into frame as her every now and then bringing her tea or asking a question. she doesn't edit him out bc the fans love him#augustine is a podcaster. the WORST kind#isaac and jeannemary run a gaming channel where they play the same games as jod and bully him online#one day magnus pops in during a livestream. they are embarrassed but the few crossover fans from abi's channel start going crazy in the chat#judith would just like. write a memoir i think#one of those with a super patriotic portrait on the cover#dulcinea is also an ao3 author she and pal do fic exchanges and she's also like a cool fanartist idk on what platform. maybe here#silas has a girl defined channel or he's one of those people who spends all their time arguing in facebook comments#mercy would also be that person considering she literally references that one church lady. her neuroticism is just peak overly online person#oh oh nona and the gang also get pyrrha to do sexy tiktok dances for her channel they are highly successful#god i haven't even gotten into the BoE characters this cast is so fucking large i'm stopping here#the way i was literally just going to add one tag to this and then i couldn't stop lol anyways we have fun here#tlt#the locked tomb#ntn spoilers#nona spoilers#nona the ninth spoilers#tlt spoilers#the locked tomb spoilers#(just in case bc of a few tags)
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Harrow with Harrow’s body: fuck it I am my own weapon who needs sleep or a regular eating schedule or an unmodified brain
Gideon with Harrow’s body: I’m so fucking sorry you had to regrow your thumb please take your body back
Nona in Harrow’s body: fuck it mods asleep I’m eating pencils
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murfeelee · 5 months
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Aquatic INSP Set Pt1 (Objects)
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🥳 It's my birthday and I'll sim if I want to! 🥳
This set includes 11 recolorable Buy Mode objects directly inspired by an IWTV Mermaid AU I'll be posting gameplay for next month.
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EA Kelp as Edible Raw Meat for Vampires (Nona Dried Food Mod REQUIRED)
Severinka Hippocampus as IP EP Jetski (IP EP REQUIRED)
TheVintageSim Fringe Hammock REDONE (Functional Loveseat)
Pocci Ceiling Lamp Jellyfish 01 & 02 REDONE (Stringless)
Pocci Jellyfish as Teddy Bear
Venus Girdle Inspired Table Light
Wall Mosaics 1x5
Ivy as Ceiling Light
Simszoo Tree REDONE (RECOLORABLE as Outdoor Light)
Pocci Sakura Vase REDONE (Translucent)
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Enjoy!
Download (package files): Mediafire | SimFileShare
Descriptions & preview pics under the cut:
EA Kelp as Edible Raw Meat for Vampires (Nona Dried Food Mod REQUIRED)
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If you use the Nraas Hybrid mod to make mermaid-vampire sims, it's a headache getting them to eat a effing thing that's not plasma-based. So I took EA's Kelp mesh and slapped Nona's script on it, to make it "raw food" that can fill a vampire's Thirst need. (I HIGHLY recommend also using Nona's other raw foods--there's a nice juicy fish vamps can eat, which I used in my IWTV post here.)
Severinka Hippocampus as IP EP Jetski (IP EP REQUIRED)
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(The harness mesh was shamelessly ripped/reshaped from Mermaidia's Seahorse Taxi. I didn't place the handles as well as I probably should have, but oh frikkin well.) I was too lazy to make this fully recolorable (you can kinda sorta recolor it, since I put the textures in the Multiplier not the Overlay)--but it does come in 4 color variations:
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TheVintageSim Fringe Hammock REDONE (Functional Loveseat)
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I've been wanting this decor hammock as a functional loveseat for frikkin ever. This gameplay gave me the perfect excuse to bite the bullet and make it. The mesh is rescaled to fit EA loveseats. Fully recolorable, comes in multiple variations, like the original.
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Pocci's Jellyfish
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I was so jealous that Pocci remade their TS3 Jellyfish ceiling lights for TS4 without the obnoxious strings dangling from the ceiling, so I went and made their Jellyfish 01 & 02 stringless myself. Then I made the Jellyfish as a Teddy Bear. The clipping & joints aren't great, but it works and I'm tired.
Venus Girdle Inspired Table Light
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It's amazing, the kind of IRL deep-sea critters you learn about, just by reading mermaid fanfiction.
Wall Mosaics 1x5
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They come in a bunch of variations. Two are based on IRL portions of the Madaba Map, for no good reason, other than I just needed a medievalesque mosaic map #ForReasons.
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Ivy as Ceiling Light
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I made sure there were no backfaces on the ivy mesh, so you could still see inside the lot from a bird's eye view. (I used these with the TW3 Bulb Lights I converted here.)
Simszoo Tree REDONE (RECOLORABLE as Outdoor Light)
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I made this tree recolorable and an outfoor light--I wish I knew how to make only the leaves glowe, not the whole frikkin trunk. Ah well.
Pocci Sakura Vase REDONE (Translucent)
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All I did was change the texture of the flowers so they were crystal/see-through.
And that's that!
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Enjoy!
Download (package files): Mediafire | SimFileShare
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smokechef-vince · 8 months
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“It’s only the first week..”
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A Dead Plate role play blog
The mod is a minor, please no NSFW, or weird asks. There are boundaries
All the normal rules, please keep the peace.
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vince.reblogs
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Claimed Anons:
🪲- Bug Anon (it/he)
🔪- Knife Anon
- Nona (he/him)
👀 - Eyes Anon
🦅- Eagle Anon (he/him)
Minimum Wage Anon
☄️- Comet Anon (they/it/she)
🃏- Joker Anon (she/they)
-Chef Anon/Elois (he/they/it/she)
☎️-Phone Anon (they/them)
📺-Tv Anon
Pinecone Anon. (He/they)
🩸- Blood Anon (He/xe)
💿 - Disk Anon (It/Xenos)
🐛 - Caterpillar anon (he/it)
🍽️ - plate anons (nya/nyas)
🐀- rat anons (it/itself)
🌱 - Sprout anon (Any)
🎲 - Casino Anon (they/it)
⭐️ - Star Anon (they/she)
🦂 - Scorpion anon (he/him)
🎭 - Theatre Anon
🕷️- Spider Anon
🦊 - Fox Anon
🦈 - Shark Anon
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sevasims3 · 2 years
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TS3 Mods Masterlist (updated 08/03/23)
Welcome to Seva's Mods Masterlist!
Over these two days, I've deleted my mods folder and completely revamped everything inside, so I thought I would share all the mods I use to make my game better~
If you see something that interests you feel free to have a look, as all links are by trusted creators, and they do a better job at explaining the mods than I could. Click below to continue:
UI Mods
Sakura UI Recolor by aecyia
Soft Pink CAS Screen by Kolakanin (There are 9 options, only choose 1)
New CC Icon Replacements by Ninfaryes (I personally use the Folder icons)
New UI Poses by TheSweetSimmer
Game Fixing Mods
Smooth Patch 2.1, Auto-Lights Overhaul by LazyDuchess
No Intro by Rick
Perfect Day Lighting Mod 4.0 (IP Water with Auroras) by BrntWaffles
Reworked & Improved EA Lights by Simsi45
Esstential NRaas Mods
Please note some of these mods are required to run other mods in this list, but not all. However, all mods in this list are compatible with each other. Listed first is the core mod, then after are any modules I use to improve the mods functionality and add features. More information is listed on the NRaas website.
MasterController + MCCheats, MCIntegration, MCProgression modules
StoryProgression + SPCareer, SPExtra, SPMoney, SPPopulation, SPRelationship, SPSkill modules
Careers + CareersAcademics module
Overwatch & ErrorTrap
Woohooer & Decensor
Other NRaas Mods (In alphabetical order)
Dresser
Once Read
Register
Retuner
Saver
Sleep Freedom
Tagger
anissims
Have Coffee with Me
No Fridge Shopping
Sims Drinks
Workout Costs Money
Gameplay Mods
These are listed in no particular order, categories are listed for ease of viewing. As always, please read the descriptions of any mod you download to ensure it will work properly in your game.
Pregnancy
Longer or Shorter Pregnancies, Puddles and More! by AgentTexas
Gain Weight After Pregnancy by FloTheory
Breastfeeding Mod V11, Don't Put the Baby Down by Nona Mena
Apple Sauce Baby Food Replacement by Twinsimming
White Formula Baby Bottle Replacement by daluved1
No Mutant Hair or Eyes by Kitty Carey
Mixed Pregnancy Feelings by lizcandor
Birds and Bees v1.0 by Mingos
Childhood & Family
Acne Mod 2.0 Lite by Twinsimming
Napping Mat by Arsil
User-Directed Scolding by icarus_allsorts
The Journal Mod by Lyralei
All Traits for All Ages by mikey
Better Playdates by MissPat
MakeUp Kit v1.1 by mintbeehry
No Stretch Children Can by kapaer
MoarInteractions by Buzzler
Toddlers Can Ask, More Baby Interactions, Outdoor Activities for Toddlers, Replaced Child Hug, Toddlers Can Sit with Sims, Toddlers Can Sit on Couches, Biggest Little Mod for Toddlers, Toys are More Fun, Homework Tweaks by TheSweetSimmer (bless)
Skills & Careers
Write Scholarships for Money by gamefreak130
Saturday Jobs Pack by missyhissy
Comic Artist Career, IT Career, Modelling Career, Nursing Career, Pharmacist Career by missyhissy
Social Networking Skill Changes by othiym28
Flower Arranging Skill (!!READ WARNINGS!!), Knitting Skill (!!READ WARNINGS!!), Scribbling Pad Fixed by zoe22
Online Center by JunJayMdM
Lose Weight Gain Fitness Slower by Twoftmama Note: you need an account on SimsAsylum to view this mod
Faster Gardening by berryblonde
Degree Credit Hours by Beccapixie10
Others (by creator)
Thank You Note Fixes by gamefreak130
Set the Table & Call to Meal, Vending Machine Tweaks, Autonomous Fun in the Sun by icarus_allsorts
Nosy Sim Interactions by FloTheory
Learn Recipes from TV, Better Bartending, Non-Lethal Vending Machines by Darkcloudwalker
The Randomizer Mod (BETA) by Lyralei
Unrestricted Sponge Baths, Faster Leaf Raking, Painted Frames CASTable, Higher LTR Costs, Unhidden Traits by mikey
No Route Fail Animation by hryniuk
Enhanced Hospitals by PuddingFace
Variety Attraction by Fentonparkninja
Dining Overhaul by WeeAlbet
Sleep on Sofa(see the 7th reply for download) by lytefoot
Cmo Smoking Mod Overhaul by olomaya
EcoFriendly Cars (requires store content) by SimsMx
Taxi Charge by Sleepy-Genius
No Hopscotch Wishes by computeteen5
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echoweaver · 4 months
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Modding status: Doing stuff.
I really got bogged down in trying to get Warrior Cats ready for alpha release, so I gave myself a break and dusted off some old animation projects.
TIL how to do baby-holding animations! That's been the big hurdle to doing the update of Nona's breastfeeding mod with animations from TSM. The adult animations are quite nice and fit the TS3 baby burrito pretty well, but there's no baby animations because the baby in TSM is an object. I'm using some existing baby animations, but they need some tweaking.
I also revisited an old project to create child conversions of a bunch of Handiness animations, using a bunch of stuff I've learned about working in Blender since then.
I am going to get back to Warrior Cats. Getting a few smaller wins under my belt should help.
I'm also brainstorming a physical attraction mod to bring some of the features of Wonderful Whims into TS3. It looks like I could create a preference system where a sim perfers certain eye color, hair color, fitness, body weight, and breast size/facial hair dependent on sexual orientation. A physical attraction score could be derived from how much any given sim meets those preferences, and then romantic actions could be augmented by how attracted the sim receiving the interaction is to the sim doing the interaction.
E.g. if your sim tries to kiss a townie, the townie's reaction would be augmented by how attracted the townie is to you. Then if the townie initiates an interaction, your sim's response would be augmented by their attraction to the townie, which could be positive or negative. I'd like to have the romantic interaction stages, or whatever they're called (flirty, alluring, irresistible) go up faster without actually increasing the sim's relationship with each other, i.e. you can romance/jump in the sack with someone you're attracted to without knowing them very well.
Then the TS3 attraction system could be treated as social compatibility, which is really what it is anyway. Social compatibility is a more mutual thing, while physical attraction isn't.
Still poking around to see what's possible.
I'd probably call the mod Chemistry as a tribute to an old abandoned project of Twallan's.
Also -- this physical chemistry project would involve NO ANIMATING.
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bellakenobi · 1 year
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"Salgados" ~ Four Edible Brazilian Savory Snacks
Lately I've been into Arsil's Generic Food Maker mod and Sandy's custom food and food makers (specially the air fryer 😍), and it's been a while that I've been wanting to bring to The Sims some brazilian dishes, but I still don't have the needed skills to make a proper recipe, so why not bring some popular snacks in the dried food form?
So here are four brazilian popular savory snacks: Coxinha, Pão de Queijo, Pastel and Kibe. These are commonly sold in bakeries, cafeterias and snack bars. They also can be made into smaller portions for parties (specially kids birthday parties), but the ones I made are the bigger ones that can even make for a meal in a pinch.
Technical Information:
Mod Required: Nona's Custom Food Script mod
They can be found in Appliances > Misc Appliances, and each one of them cost $5, except the pastel that costs $6 because it is bigger :D
Arsil's Generic Food Maker mod is not required but strongly recommeded to make things funnier 😁 The NGMPs of each item are in their in game description to make things easier. If you don't know how to set up Arsil's mod, check this tutorial.
Download: Mod The Sims
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thesims3help · 10 months
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Masterlist - Gameplay enhancing mods pt 2. [100+ Sims 3 mods!]
Part 1 || This is everything that didn't fit in part 1.
Celebrity:
Testers Wanted: Harder Celebrity Difficulty & More (Late Night)
Food/Cooking/Eating/Drinking:
Cooking and Ingredients Overhaul + More Nectar Ingredients
Let them eat cake! - Non-Birthday Birthday Cakes
Toddler Food Bowl
Quicker Cooking & Eating OverRide
Breakfast At Twinsimming's (Update 7/8/23) - No Cooking Overhaul Version
Baby Food Default Replacement
Pasteurize Milk Mod (Update 7/18/23) - Tunable Hunger Motive Delta
Buy Takeout And Order Food At Restaurants
Nectar Combinatorics
No More Acrobatics! - bartending animations tweaks
Better Bartending!
Eat & Put Away Your Leftovers
Coffee Ingredients Made Choosable
Gain Cooking Skill Faster At Work!
Winter Holiday Cookies
Quicker Cooking & Eating OverRide
Pets:
Pets Don't Eat Plants
Bathe Animals Correctly
[Pets] Improved Beloved Pet, and other Animal-Related Traits - 1.63 - 1.67 by Nona Mena (simlogical.com)
[Pets] Improved Relationship Gain with Pets by Nona Mena (simlogical.com)
New Pet Genetics - No More Skinny Clones
Minor Pets Won't Run Away
Dogs collecting shinies fills Destruction motive
Cats stalking for crawlies fills Scratch motive
University:
Lost & Found: Honors Scholarship (Plus Other Aptitude Test Tweaks)
Write Scholarships for Money
New Scholarships (Update 10/26/23) - Talent Scholarships & No Store Version
Attend University Online (Update 10/26/23) - Wish Fix
University Life Visual Fixes (Send Insulting Text, Texting Idle, Heat of the Moment Kiss)
Studying Tweaks
Jobs/skills:
Check For Work In Rabbitholes
Observatory Assistant -- Part-Time Astronomy Job
Flower Arranging - Interaction and Skill
Knitting for TS3 - Interaction and Skill
Writing, Painting, Gardening, Tinkering More Fun
Study Skills Online V37
Yoga Mod (Update 3/1/23) - New Features!
Scribbling Pad + Buzzler's Scribbling Pad - Fixed
TS2 > TS3 Functional Sewing table [BETA V2.0.0]
Programming Skill
Investment Mod (Update 9/3/23) - MultiTab Compatible
Lost&Found: Stock Market
Sim State - The Sims 3 Open For Business Mini Expansion v1.4
Layoff Mod
Ultimate Careers (Version 4.3)
Objects:
Functional Washboard - Sims 4 Conversion
Harvestable Tree Default Replacement
Same Energy Gain For Every Bed
Super Hampers -- Automatic Laundry Pick Up (Plus Bigger Hampers) by Nona Mena (simlogical.com)
Spring Harvest And CookBook
Harvestable Flowers
Better Hoverboards
Canning Station Overhaul
Build/Buy:
One More Slot Please! (with vertical shifting)
[TS3] Catalog Search Mod | Patreon
Add Any Lot Size
TS3 HD Textures Series - Terrain Pack [UPDATE: Fixed road tiling]
No more ugly snowprints
Builder Stuff
Reworked & Improved EA Lights
More Light Coming Through Windows
Other:
Write Thank You Notes Fix
Futuristic Transportation Charge
Advice Social Interactions
Have Sim Arrested Mod
No (or fewer) automatic memories (with custom tool to make your own mod) Edited 01/16/2014
nraas - OnceRead
nraas - Woohooer
Retuned Attraction System
More Traits for All Ages
Lot Population Mod
No Social Groups
Random Sim Fixes 2.0
SetHour Cheat
Let Me Take a Selfie (Update 9/3/23) - Pets Fix
Sunscreen
Burglars Steal Simoleons Too
Tooth Fairy Mod
Dirty Laundry Mod (Update 8/8/23) - Maid & Butler Tweaks
Acne Mod (Update 7/22/23) - Version 2.2
Enhanced Hospitals(Updated 30/1/23)
More Senarios Upon Moving
The Journal Mod
[Public Beta] The Randomizer Mod - REWORKED!
Moar Interactions
DouglasVeiga's Dancer Service
Aging Manager
No Car Relationships
Lightning Enhanced Mod (Lightning in the Sky and Strikes)
Realistically Slower Cars, Taxis, and Bikes
Take Sims To Court - Sue Sims, Become a Lawyer, Have Court Weddings and More!
Social Clubs Mod (+ banking) - Grow Memberships, Push Activities, Make Bank Accounts and More!
Deep Conversations
Sleep on the couch, new interaction
o violet on Tumblr - Pure CAS lighting mod
Reduce/Remove Lag caused by Houseboats
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I think there's more room to play around with TLT character designs than most people realize- massive population of humans with better tech than we have today have been out who knows where for 1000 years, and you don't think any gene-modding happened or odd genetic or scifi-space-phenomena-induced mutations bred true? with non-House people we only have nona's descriptions of a handful of people, and even those descriptions leave room for a bit of oddity that slipped mention. And that's not even getting into how weird necromancy lets you get- sure, the heirs and cavaliers primary look normal as far as we know, but there have to be at least some people taking advantage of the unprecedented room for personalization that comes from being able to reshape your form outside of baseline human limitations, presuming your are or can convince a necromancer I personally headcannon that Pash has claws and a small row of spikes down her spine, probably as a a result of genetic modifications generations ago that continued to pass along genetically. Wake had them too, but Gideon didn't inherit that particular trait, sadly.
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rainwaterapothecary · 3 months
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"First Kisses"
#serennedyprideweek prompt: First Kiss
There were many ‘first kisses’ in a relationship as long and as strong as theirs.
Luis had started it, of course. Why wouldn’t he? He sees an attractive yanqui and is not supposed to fluster him after the American saves his life?
So with a wink and a flourish, Luis Serra had kissed the back of leather-clad knuckles before disappearing into the depths of Valdelobos. If Leon heard nothing but the ringing in his ears and felt nothing but the powerful blush coating his face and ears then that was his own business.
But so was Ashley. Right. The mission. Ashley. Adrenaline kicked in and kicked his ass onto the path that led away from the taunting Spaniard and towards the kidnapped and scared Ashley Graham.
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Their next ‘first kiss’ was Leon’s. As the man took in the panting Spanish ex-pat who had just completed a grueling physical therapy session for his back and the nerve damage to his arms, Luis lay in a puddle of greasy hair and unattractive paleness.
Leon had never been softer for a human being in his life.
As the scientist grimaced with pain before shifting on the blindingly white hospital bed, Leon S. Kennedy leaned over him, settled one hand beside one of Luis’, and kissed him gently on the forehead.
It was the sort of thing his Nona would have done for him, but it felt right.
Luis had stars in his eyes when Leon finally pulled away and met his grin with a flicker of a smile.
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Trading back half a year later, Luis settled his hands into Leon’s front pockets and rested his cheek on the agent’s broad shoulder. Leon smirked behind his beer but leaned into the embrace, his back safely bracketed by Luis’ chest.
“¿Qué más, Vaquero?” The scientist questioned softly, lips catching on the back of Leon’s shirt. One shoulder came up instinctively when thick, curly hair tickled his neck but Leon said nothing. He shrugged and lowered his beer can to take in the cookout in front of them.
Laughter filled the air as Claire flung a Frisbee with deadly accuracy at a STAR member who caught it out of the air and playfully chucked it back. Over by the food table, Carlos chuckled while Jill tried to get frosting out of his beard. ‘Congrats Grad!’ decorations filled the small backyard and matched the gaudy badge the president's daughter wore but Leon’s attentions were honed into the soft pair of lips that brushed against his neck.
“Careful, troublemaker.” Leon intoned, smiling into the brunette waves tucked into his cheek.
“Let them look, they should be used to trouble at this point.” The Spaniard growled cheekily beside his ear.
The agent smirked mischievously before butt-checking his partner into the nearby snack table. Luis went down cackling while the rest of the party merrily kept their eyes away from the love-lit look on Leon’s face.
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Part two will be posted tomorrow 😴 [Part 2]!
If my Spanish is wrong be kind to me the best I had was middle school-
Everybody go say thank you to the one-man mod bringing pride week to the fandom: wisecrackingeric-2!
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lady-harrowhark · 2 years
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i wanna know what nona thought of all harrow’s piercings. like presumably she wasn’t actually wearing her little bone studs and whatnot, even if those made it off the mithraeum they’d have been confiscated right off the bat for both not-taking-chances-on-you-using-them-for-necromancy and not-taking-chances-on-you-ripping-them-straight-through-your-ear reasons. but i feel like nona could have some interesting takes on body mods in general, given the complexities of her relationship with her physicality overall.
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yuck-pfaugh · 2 years
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Insomniac thoughts about consistency of characterisation pre- and post-Resurrection, surfacing mid-morning because I couldn’t cope with the post editor in the iOS app at a quarter to three… *ahem*
My impression is that Jod and most of his OG duplicitous sluts were in their thirties, up to fortyish, at the time it was all going down. Old enough for some of them to have multiple tertiary degrees and be leaders in their fields; not quite older adults yet. In HtN Augustine tells us Pyrrha (the “stone-cold fox”) was ten years his senior, so probably in her late forties or fiftyish. In NtN:
I didn't have to worry about the public or the media — we had a pet cop, P—. She'd made detective by that point; was going on to big things in the MoD. Knew G— from way back, and G– and I were both hometown boys, so P– kept the heat down for us.
Later on Jod reiterates that he and G— grew up on the same street.
We also hear that P— “adored being a cop”.
This is of course off-putting for a lot of readers. But I understand that the New Zealand police, while by no means a squad of saints, are not abusive and murderous on the same level as the American kind we may be more familiar with (e.g. they don’t normally carry guns). So I’m fairly sure what we’ve got here is a character who might actually have been a good cop, in a country in which that concept is not implausible beyond belief — who then, crucially, turns her back on the law (and on her own successful career) to protect the kids from her neighbourhood. Because that was what it was about for her all along.
I don’t think the Dad Pyrrha we love to see is separable from Cop Pyrrha. I think in each life she lives her priority is to look after and protect her people, and she does that in specifically masculine-coded, paternal-coded ways. The Pyrrha we get in NtN is — as with the other Lyctors we know, charming Augustine becoming a man of plex, reproductive justice advocate Mercymorn stealing semen, dutiful Gideon obeying even the command to launch multiple violent murder attempts against a tiny traumatised teenager — someone whose best qualities have been worn out and warped by too many centuries of Jod’s unliving, undying empire. But, perhaps because Pyrrha was awake and aware for less time than the rest, that kind of love does palpably linger on in her.
Pyrrha practically stumbled away — she dropped to her knees before the chair and Palamedes — she reached out and took Palamedes's hand, and then Camilla's. Her face and hands showed only dumb despair. "I've loved you two," she said. "Not well. Not even wholesomely. I don't have it in me. But I've loved you — in a better world I'd be able to say, 'Like you were my own,' but I don't know what that would even mean anymore. You've been my agents ... you've been stand-ins for something I haven't had for longer than either of you can understand."
You can feel it every time she bribes Nona into eating, or carries her when her legs fail, or buys a birthday present and hides it away under the sink for the big day. (And when she looks at her lover's daughter with that mute hunger to have been a parent to her, too.) It’s a feature of the system Jod designed, that Lyctors don’t get much of a chance to love anyone but him. His hands, his gestures… raised by him, bound to him, renamed by him… God must be able to touch all of creation... He’s the epitome of the kind of parent who can’t imagine or allow their child to have an existence apart from their own, who’d rather stunt them than let them grow. He claimed Kiriona as his child, but he also made her his construct. And we know what he did to Alecto. But six months with Pyrrha (and the Sixth, likewise good at modeling love) and Nona just blossoms. The betrayed soul of a murdered planet has learnt anger management techniques — and now she’s learning to dance.
It seems as though at every step of Pyrrha’s story (and, just to confirm, I shall be going on a bloody rampage if we don't get the missing pieces in AtN) she knows she can’t save everyone and get everything right. Sometimes she can't save anyone at all. She has often been a casualty of her devotion. But she keeps on and on still trying, also like the Sixth, to make the best and kindest and truest choices she can in this myriadic shit sandwich. And she never stops loving the people she loves. Wouldn't know how to.
In conclusion… since I should probably conclude something… let's see. Whatever she thinks of herself, Pyrrha’s a good dad. Her accidental agents are lucky to have had those six months with her. It's not ‘playing’ house if the love there is real. And you can’t take ‘loved’ away.
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