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Team Leaders.
#rwby#ruby rose#jaune arc#my art#yeah so#i miss when they were happy silly kids#i meant to add this to the other post but oh well#more pain
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#the terror#the terror amc#henry peglar#john bridgens#bridgens x peglar#more pain#Here with Me - Susie Suh#It is absolutely criminal that there are not more scenes
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Pain, Pain, and more Pain
My husband has a lot of medical problems right now that is making life very difficult. One of his ankles has been hurting all year long so far, and the podiatrist he's seeing still doesn't know what's going on. He's had an x-ray, an MRI with contrast, and he has surgery in a week to take bone, tissue, and fluid samples. We *think* cancer is ruled out by looking at the MRI, but it's possible he has an infection in the bone that will require hospitalization.
He's in so so so much pain. He says it feels like a broken bone that isn't healing (he would know, and yes a broken bone has been ruled out). The doctor gave us the go-ahead to lean on the really heavy pain killers for now, since he can't sleep through the pain. I've moved his computer upstairs into my office so he doesn't have to do stairs anymore. He has a medical boot on to support it. He uses a walker to get around. I help him with absolutely everything right now.
Somehow, he has been able to rally to stay relatively normal in his streams, but he spend the rest of his awake time in agony or zooted out of his mind on pain killers.
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Oh, and tomorrow he has surgery on his eye to dig out a scarred up cyst that has been causing repeated infections since the beginning of October.
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that moment when you're drawing something and the sketch is looking 🥴🤪 trusting the process is hard sometimes 😂
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Sirius' last word was "James" when he said "nice one, James" to Harry.
I hc that in the second between seeing the green light of the avada kedavra curse and it hitting him, James whispered Sirius' name in an apology for leaving him when he promised he never would.
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i made the mistake of reading the last 2 pages of Dark Heir before finishing it, and had to take a break at page 200 to read 3 brain-off mafia romance novels to feel better about the situation. i do not feel better about the situation. and will now be finishing up a four novel romance series to cope.
my current feelings, (until i find a way to be ok and finish Dark Heir) depicted in color:
#dark heir#why does it have to be like this#im going to go park my car somewhere and cry while drinking a baja blast#booklr#bookworm#pain#sorrow#more pain#dark rise
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any time super eyepatch wolf uploads a new funger part:
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Logan Will never be like James... 🫥
#Logan#wolverine#edit#menofmayhem#keşfet#shorts#trending#hayatın içinden#sigma#günlük#monday#x men#hugh jackman#action#actress#deadman inc.#suffering#more pain#self love#love quotes#love this movie#legends#badass#claws#love#alone with my thoughts#leave me alone#sex and drugs#beer#to be continued
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*wakes up in a cold sweat* I have GOT to brand myself again
#I have a paw from two weeks ago healing right now but...#it's not enough. I want more#more marks#more scars#more pain#tailtalks
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"There's going to be long aftercare scenes at the functio-"
Me:
#on my way#might crash the car trying to get there#for the love of Pete people write out your aftercare scenes#smut#black writers#ahs coven#ahs apocalypse#american horror murder house#american horror story#fanfic#fandom#no more and i kissed his head and fell asleep the end#more energy#MORE PASSION#more pain
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@dogsrotten / closed .
she's spiraling , again . had been the last few months , drowning sorrows in liqueur and quieting down thoughts with pills or lines . anything to get by . it started of as some harmless fun with the dustin , the same guy who’d ditched her for her friend just now , but samantha was too fucked up to even realize the gravity of current situation . femme was laying on the couch , vision blurred , tears trickling down her cheeks . but then taller figure is towering over her , manicured brows creasing to gaze up at home . it takes her a moment , two , before hues finally focus , recognizes him instantly . “ j – jasper . ” looks around herself for a moment , to find dustin or ginevra . . . but neither of them were around . had already left together . but that wasn’t something sam was aware of . “ why are you here – what are you – ” she pushes herself off the couch , but as soon as she’s on her feet she’s stumbling forward , hands curling around biceps to steady herself . “ shit – shit . i'm sorry . i'm so fucking sorry . ”
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Chilly
November 4th, 1981
Sirius never struggled with the cold. If anything, he quite liked it when the dorm was a bit chilly. The others would grumble at him, until eventually the rat would get up and close the window. Now Sirius wishes he could’ve cherished the warmth a bit more.
The wind is howling through what is supposed to be a window, but in reality is just another hole in the stone wall. Just big enough to see the moon -just past full- and feel the wind, but too high to actually look out of or escape from.
It’s getting colder, and Sirius finds himself cowering away. He’s fairly sure his birthday is long past now and if he had any tears left, he would have had a good old pity cry.
Maybe Remus has figured out his innocence and is working to get him out as soon as he can. Or maybe he’s too busy taking care of Harry now that… well, he’s probably busy with that. Did they pay the rent this month? Remus should still have access to his vault, so he should be fine for a long time. Maybe it’s just taking him a while to find a way to at least hear Sirius’ side of the story.
Padfoot keeps creeping closer to the front, his mind already fully in tune with the darkness that keeps creeping in every hour or so. He doesn’t feel like he deserves the relieve, but hasn’t tried to stop it either. Maybe it’ll keep him sane for just long enough.
James would’ve been delighted if he figured out he was right once again. The bastard always did say that Sirius would be the one to get thrown into Azkaban.
The moon keeps rising, the dog howls, he wants to go home.
@wolfstarmicrofic prompt: chilly
#britt writes stuff#wolfstar#wolfstarmicrofic#chilly#sirius black in Azkaban#i warned yall#more pain#:)#my microfic
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#the terror#the terror amc#more pain#I made pain again#John Irving#george hodgson#edward little#thomas blanky#thomas jopson#john bridgens#henry peglar#Fall into Me - Alev Lenz#Rest now boys#rest
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Okay, I know I’m super late to the party but I finally started watching What We Do in the Shadows and less than a week later I am now up to date and ready to be hurt again let’s gooooo
#you know what will make good omens pain better#MORE PAIN#well potentially#probably?#what we thinking?#sorry i am so late to this party#but hey i made it#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#guillermo x nandor#nandermo
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I Promised You the Moon starter pack
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#im not having a good time#take it back lord#pain#suffering#more pain#I Promised You the Moon#i told sunset about you#why cant i just get what i want#PLEASE
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OKAY IM BACK WITH LUCEMOND!!! BUT NOW WITH TAYLOR SWIFT SONGS AS THEIR THEME SONGS. HAHAHAHAHA IM EVIL AS FUCK.
Cardigan. That's it. Cardigan with lucemond.
~Sequin smile, black lipstick
Sensual politics
When you are young, they assume you know nothing~
This but Lucerys and Aemonds relationship, Rhaenyra pushes the fact the Lucerys isn't ready and he's making a mistake getting into a relationship with Aemond. Lucerys who defies his dearest mother for the first time ever and chooses to love and stay with the person he's hurt the most.
~But I knew you
Dancin' in your Levi's
Drunk under a streetlight, I
I knew you
Hand under my sweatshirt
Baby, kiss it better~
Aemond who's definitely toxic but still loves Lucerys in his own way. Aemond who manipulates Lucerys, he doesn't realize this at all btw. He doesn't realize that he's guilt tripping Lucerys into staying with him.
" After everything you've done, my eye, and your neglect. You'd still wish to deny me of you?" Aemond's voice is quiet, but the anger and resentment proves itself.
" Stay with me Lucerys, you wanted my forgiveness right? Let me love you, love me as well Lucerys." He's desperate now.
Lucerys who wants Aemond to forgive him, in the process he slowly believes that everything that Aemond demands is something that he should give wholeheartedly. Lucerys deludes himself into loving Aemond. He loves Aemond, because he needs to, because it's what's being asked of him.
Lucerys who slowly drifts away from his family, his sweet mother slowly accepting his relationship. His older brother who slowly loses connections with him. His step-father who continues to hate the prospect of his relationship with Aemond. Rhaena who tries her best to understand Luke, Baela who despises Aemond as much as her father. Lucerys who slowly looses connections with his family. The dinners they use to have on a daily basis became weekly, then monthly, then suddenly he's not included anymore. Lucerys who's only seeking Aemond now.
~But I knew you
Playing hide-and-seek and
Giving me your weekends, I
I knew you
Your heartbeat on the High Line
Once in 20 lifetimes, I
And when I felt like I was an old cardigan
Under someone's bed
You put me on and said I was your favorite~
Aemond who truly believes that Lucerys belongs to him, Lucerys needs to pay his debt, Lucerys needs to be with him. Lucerys who doesn't need anyone but him. He isolates Lucerys to his best, drives him away from the people who truly loves him. Drives Lucerys into himself, to love him, to complete him.
In his mind he's being reasonable, he would still let them see Lucerys, but no one, no one will ever love Lucerys as much as him. His love that's slowly suffocating Luke, he's enclosing him, his little bird. Lucerys should be protected, should be loved, should be owned, all by him, all by Aemond's love and possession.
~To kiss in cars and downtown bars
Was all we needed
You drew stars around my scars
But now I'm bleedin'~
#lucemond#aemond x lucerys#aemond targaryen#lucerys velaryon#hotd aemond#hotd lucerys#hotd season 1#taylor swift#haha pain#pain#more pain#he's toxic#lucerys just wants to be forgiven#i will strive with this.
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