MY PALMS AND FINGERS STILL REEK WITH GASOLINE FROM THROWING FUEL TO THE FIRE OF THAT GRECO-ROMAN DREAM PURIFY THE HOLY ROCK TO MELT THE GILDED SEAMS IT DONT BRING ME RELIEF NO IT DON’T BRING ME NOTHINGGG
shuriri playlist (for you to listen to while reading)
i got a couple of requests for this so i hope you guys like it! if a song leans more riri than shuri and vise verse it’ll have an R or S next to it, for their names! and if the song doesn’t have either it’s for both of them.
hold on by the internet (S)
N Side by steve lacy
so damn fly by your grandparents (R)
(s)he loves me by jill scott (S)
heaven can wait by micheal jackson (S)
searchin by sonder
special affair by the internet
would you mind? by janet jackson (HEAVY SHURI!!)
slow down by vanjess (R)
i’m yours by isabel larosa (R)
make you feel by alina baraz (S)
into it by chase atlantic
ALL MINE by brent faiyaz (S)
what you need by the weekend
girls need love by summer walker
i was never there by the weekend (R)
no one knows brent fiayaz (S)
collide by justine skye (HEAVY RIRI!!)
get away by the internet (R)
body by syd
girl by the internet
dirty dancer by orion sun
know by syd
often by the weekend (R)
if you let me by sinead harnett
TOO MUCH by zayn
okay that’s all for now, if y’all have any suggestions let me know i’ll listen and add them!
this album is underated as fuck, it needs to be said. like you could study to this album, fuck to it, get high with it and its so fucking good to just listen to its actually mind blowing. and its mind blowing how slept on it is because some bmth fans cant stand anything that isnt just a wave of solid noise and screaming
Oh are Stanley/Kyle a thing here? If not, I’m sorry, I just love them.
To answer the Stanley x Kyle question; Yes. They are a couple in my world.
As for the Emoji’s:
💞-Who's your comfort character?
Um… Yes actually. I have many comfort Characters; My list will continue to grow regardless of what fandom I’m in.
Just to give you a Couple of the Comfort Characters: LineBeck; Gonzo; Alfonzo; Usopp; Jinbei; Fukaboshi; Hachi.
💖-What made you start writing?
It was when I wanted to work more on my whole Gordon and Lil Sammy story. I needed to have a way to keep up with my stuff on the story so I figured “Why not make it as a Story/Fanfic”.
It also led to me to make more story/fanfics.
🎶-Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?
I do actually. I also listen to YouTube videos to get my creativity flowing.
As for the song that has been playing on loop when I write; It’s been several songs. Here’s a small list down below of some songs I listen to.
Passerine is religious trauma the song bro ITS SO POWERFUL I LOVE IT!! I’ve already posted my long ass rant about it but I just love it so much listen to it rn
I made another playlist I wanted to share. This one is smaller but much better, with less random songs or genres thrown in for sake of variety. It can be played in the order I made it or shuffled, I wouldn't mind. I got careless towards the end anyway. It's definitely a golden playlist in my opinion with some good finds. One song by Little tyrant is on here but I'd recommend checking out their album: stop crying/dying. I always make playlists as a way to express myself. So you can guess I've been down bad recently.
i spend my life so preoccupied about not being good enough to deserve their partnership, about being too loving to deserve someone draining my energy, about excitedly telling them how i feel, about crying over their lack of interest in me. i'm so tired of being so lost on love.
"i've spent my life so lost on loving— i could have been a painter or a president— but after 25 years i should be good at something— gone are the days of me being so reticent."
"i can hear my neighbors making love upstairs— their love is amplifying all of my despair— 'cause I was once a lover now I have to listen to my neighbors— making love upstairs from down on the ground floor."