#my fanfiction gb

[shellyochunks]

A short and sweet (500 words) Gravesbeaks fic, about Mark narrating a scenario about Falcon being very small.

[starlitangels]

The Spare Room

Alternative title: “[ASMR] Nightmare Comfort With Giant Dad” Well. The new little series for Hades made me want to write a short but sweet direct sequel to the episode we just got because I was feeling ✨inspired✨ I know there’s not a lot of GB fans around here but those who are around are delightful people and I hope this makes you happy! Despite how short it is 1.3k words

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“Hades? Oh, Hades?” the beautiful, familiar voice singsonged softly. “Have you fallen asleep in your workshop again?” A gentle brush of fingertips down his cheek accompanied by light laughter like the wind through budding trees. He stirred slightly, but his eyelids were too heavy to open.

“Per… Persephone…” Hades mumbled.

“Yes, my darling,” she said. He felt her kiss press to his hairline. “You’re working too hard again.”

“No, I… I’m not.” But he knew his voice was too tired to be convincing.

Persephone twisted the ends of his hair through her fingers. “Oh, my dear Hades. I do worry about you.”

“Don’t worry about me, Persephone. I’m alright.”

“Is that so?”

“Mmhmm.” He definitely sounded sleepy.

“Alright then. I’ll believe you.” There was a smile in her voice. She placed a kiss delicately to the corner of his mouth. “And who is the little one in the spare room?”

“P… Pandora.”

“Oh what a delightful little name. Where did you find them?”

“Ess…”

“Esselheim?” Persephone gasped softly. “How lovely. Are they a friend of Prometheus?”

“Yes, my dear.”

“How wonderful. You’ll have to introduce us when you wake.”

“When I… wake…” Hades agreed, nodding. “When I wake!”

His eyes snapped open and he was instantly alert.

His workshop was empty, precious Persephone nowhere to be seen. The fire had burnt down to embers and charcoal. She had been another wishful dream lingering on the edges of his consciousness. Making his heart ache, yearning for her return. One he sometimes wasn’t sure would ever happen.

Hades got to his feet and heaved a sigh.

He left the workshop, moving as quietly as one his size could, toward the now-occupied spare room.

He pushed the heavy door open just enough to peer in. To check and make sure everything was alright.

Compared to the giants the bed was made for, the sleeping Joten was minuscule. Despite the darkness, Hades could see them sleeping peacefully. Unaffected by anything around them. The more mechanical of their biomechanical functions in stasis for the night.

Pandora.

They’d allowed him to choose their name by the culture and conventions of his people. Hades still wasn’t entirely sure what about the gesture had touched him so deeply on an emotional level. Perhaps it was the trust. Perhaps it was whatever connection of responsibility he’d developed for them back when Odin first brought their head to him and he’d done his best to bring them back to life. The little Joten, small even for their own kind, who bore a name with no meaning. Now bearing a name of his kind.

Pandora…

He really needed to write to Persephone. To let her know about his new assistant. He had a feeling she would adore them, just as she had in the dream, still tugging gently at the edges of his mind. How he wished she was home with him.

Pandora shuffled in their sleep, cooing quietly. Hades smiled, fondness fluttering in his chest. How sweet and serene they looked. So unlike the worry that had plagued their features through the entire adventure they’d shared with him, Odin, Ulysses, and Fenrir.

They deserved the rest. Uninterrupted by woe.

He thought to leave them, but just as he was twisting to go, he heard a slight yelp. He whirled. Their face had twisted. Stricken with stress. “Fen… Fenrir!” Their whisper was urgent and terrified. “No… no! Leave him alone!” They started squirming, mechanical functions activating. “Odin!”

Hades hesitated only for a moment at the threshold to their room before slipping in. He crossed to the bed and crouched beside it. “Little one, it’s okay,” he soothed. “It’s just a dream. Come back to the waking world. Sh, sh, sh. You’re alright.”

They gasped, eyes flying open and sitting bolt upright in bed. “T—Hades!” They almost seemed surprised, stumbling over not calling him by the name they were used to.

“You’re alright now, little one. It was just a bad dream.” He opened his arms, offering them a hug.

They scrambled out from under the blankets and crawled over to him, grabbing him in a hug. They were too small to fit their arms all the way around his waist or shoulders, but they could almost reach around the circumference of his neck. So that was where they held on. He held them against his body with his hands, too much larger than them to even use his arms.

“There we go. It’s alright. You’re alright, little one,” he reassured them. “I promise. It was just a bad dream.”

Their heavy breathing slowed down a bit as they clung to him. He didn’t even mind the way their hands had caught in his hair in their haste to hold onto him. Making sure they were comforted was more important.

“Hades… you’re shaking,” they said quietly.

“I had a dream as well.”

“A bad one?”

“No. A sad one. But only because I woke and it ended.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Oh, Pandora, do not be sorry for me. I’m alright. I just want to make sure that you are also alright.”

They didn’t respond immediately. “I’m… I’m okay,” they said softly. “I dreamt about one of the times Fenrir found out what had happened to him. The time he attacked Odin.”

“Ah. I can see why you were so distressed.”

They nodded, their chin digging into his shoulder with the movement, but it didn’t hurt. “Yeah. It wasn’t… wasn’t fun.”

“No. But you’re alright now.” He placed a hand carefully on the back of their head. “I’m here. You’re safe. I promise.”

“Thank you,” they whispered. Still a bit shaky.

“Of course, little one.”

“Will… will you stay with me until I fall back to sleep?”

“If that’s what you wish, I would be happy to.”

They nodded. “Please.”

“Of course. I’ll be right here. Would you like me to continue the story I was reading earlier?”

They shook their head. “Not this time. I don’t think I’d be able to listen properly.”

“That’s alright. We can just stay here until you drift off.” He moved so he was closer to the bed, waiting for them to climb away from him and get back under the blankets. But they didn’t. They just held onto him and rested their cheek against his shoulder, eyes closed.

He rocked back and forth, comforting instincts activating, holding them close.

The trembling in their limbs from their fear eased to stillness after a while. When Hades looked down, he saw the peace had returned to their face. Their breathing had deepened and the soft lights of their mechanical functions had faded back to stasis.

A soft smile tugging on his mouth, Hades leaned forward so their body tilted back into his hands, letting go of his neck. He gently set them back down on the bed much too large for them and pulled the blanket up to cover their body.

Their small hand took a fistful of the top blanket and they burrowed beneath it, snuggling up.

“That’s it, little Pandora,” he breathed. “Get some sleep.”

He used the barest tip of his finger to brush a bit of the blanket off their face before getting to his feet and easing out of their room and shutting the door. As quietly as someone his size could, of course.

He thought for a moment to return to his workshop, but decided, after taking time to ponder, to go to his own room instead.

It would be preferable to dream about Persephone in bed, rather than dozing off in a chair. He just hoped that she would grace him with her presence, even in sleep, once more.

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Tagging some GB Fans who might enjoy this: @palilious @gwenifred @ryn-halo26 @daveyistheloml

[marycecilyy]

OUR LIFE MASTERLIST

Late Night Snacking (Cove x Reader)

I'll be with you on every step (Cove x Reader)

Never Enough (Cove x Original Female Character)

Rubber Bands (Cove x Original Male Character)

[whoops-im-obsessed]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Lockwood & Co. - Jonathan Stroud, Lockwood & Co. (TV), Ghostbusters - All Media Types, Ghostbusters (1984-1989; 2021) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Lucy Carlyle & Anthony Lockwood, Lucy Carlyle & George Cubbins | George Karim, George Cubbins | George Karim & Anthony Lockwood, Lucy Carlyle & George Cubbins | George Karim & Anthony Lockwood Characters: Lucy Carlyle, Anthony Lockwood, George Cubbins | George Karim, Ray Stantz Additional Tags: Crossovers & Fandom Fusions, Ficlet, Oneshot, whoops theres a ghostbuster in your lockwood and co fluff, Fluff, ray is just being nostalgic at these kids Summary:

“Ray?” Lucy asked, cheeks still stretched with the echo of laughter, “You got any stories?” - Ray has a moment watching the trio laugh.

[spacehareart]

I always head cannon Golden Bonnie as nonbinary (in return, william too, lol) just mainly because GB doesn't really be a characteristic of or the other, kinda both (like eyelashes. Well queer works too more for Will than GB. Idk I'm weird and probably reading into it too much...

YEAH !!!! YEAH!!! You're so valid!!! I agree, Spring Bonnie / Gold Bonnie IS nonbinary !!

Nonbinary Bunny!!!!

Give me a pride flag/headcanon and I'll draw icons any of the animatronics with related colors!!!

Alts so you can add other flags!!! ( do not remove my water mark )

Please consider reblogging, it'll help me as an artist ! /nf /gen

☆☆☆

Note: i Do NOT consent my art to being used for: NFTs/AI Art, Tracing/Stealing/Reposting, Youtube/Videos/Tiktok etc, a thumbnail for fanfiction, roleplay of any kind, etc.

I DO consent my art for: Being tagged as kin/me/IRL/F/O, etc, Used as an icon (as long as you credit/link back to me (you MUST reblog the art first so i know (unless we are close), Draw fanart in general / our designs interacting / oc interaction.

[pleasureribs]

speaking of lost hazbin hotel media, years ago I paid Michael Kovach (Angel’s old VA) on a livestream to say that he (as Angel) busts a fat nut to Alastor fanfiction. I have a screen recording of it. the things you can get people to do with a fiver is INSANE. thanks michael

EDIT: when I say “lost”, I mean it was in my text chat history and I couldn’t find it until now. behold:

featuring him calling GB pounds “European money” im fucking cracking up

[thighzp]

What kind of kindle do people have?? I want to get back into reading (rather than audiobooks - I feel like my brand of adhd has shifted where I get more distracted listening than I do reading. Thank you fanfiction I guess???)

Also kindle books are always cheaper plus I can have more books without taking up more space.

Anyway, any recs on model/GB/features are greatly appreciated!!

[diana-fortyseven]

I currently have the old "Fanfiction Writing Masterclass" in my Dropbox because someone needed access to it.

This used to be a premium course that was made available for free two years ago, before the site that offered it went offline forever. It's not pirated, and sharing this doesn't hurt the creators who gave it away for free when they pulled the plug.

The course is 1.4 GB of worksheets and videos... And it's taking up way too much space in my fandom Dropbox, that's why it needs to go, so I can put the stuff I usually keep in there back in. xD

Before I remove it in a few days, I give you the opportunity to grab it for yourself:

Some of it might be of use to you, some of it might not. It's worth having a look at the stuff, though.

You don't need a Dropbox to download it!

BUT! If you don't have a Dropbox (or want a separate fandom Dropbox for more anonymity etc), why not use my referral link to get one? :D

You'll get a 500 MB bonus if you sign up via a referral link and complete your registration, and I'll get 500 MB too. If two, three mutuals sign up with my link, I might not need to remove the course from my Dropbox.

PLEASE KEEP IN MIND that I will be able to see the email address you used for your sign-up! Use your fandom address, not your wallet name address for this.

If you just download the course or move it to your own Dropbox, I won't see anything. This is just a heads-up for the referral link.

[thiefoflight68]

Just A Silly FanFic Writer! My Masterlist

Hello and welcome to my Tumblr account. I post all my writings in Fanfiction, A03 & Wattpad. Everything is under my user id Thiefoflight68.

I consider myself a girl but use She/They as I am pansexual. I generally write Fanfiction, play Dungeons & Dragons and walk on the beach all the time with my dog listening to music for my fics. I love music and try to put some good songs into my stories to help get the vibe of the scene. I do try to keep characters as canon as possible but I like to change up personalities so that it's not always the same for my readers (and myself). I mainly write MHA at the moment. I've also started doing Fem Reader Inserts and am enjoying those.

It's finally happened - I wrote a fanfics that are not MHA!!

Current WIPs:

ITBD - Born half-human / half-dragon and cursed for eternity doesn't do much for your self-esteem. Katsuki Bakugou discovers that not only is he cursed to be brutally murdered by humans his entire existence, he manages to make other half-dragons along the way. Now they have to find a way to fulfill the prophecy of love… if you believe in that shit. Which Katsuki doesn't. But he does want to find the one dragon that has managed to get away. In their search they end up working at a new restaurant started by Shouta Aizawa, a Greek literature professor? Is he a chef? Or is this a front to take down one of the most powerful mafia bosses in the city, Kai Chisaki? Are you confused yet? So am I… but damn this is fun.

The Kingdom of the Six Pillars - Being pulled into another world through a magic portal only happens in stories, right? Not for Izuku Midoriya. Finding himself in a strange realm, he has been brought to the Kingdom of the Six Pillars as a Magical Transfer. This world only is able to survive by the magic created between a bonded pair of a Transfer and a Pillar. Except Transfers must have magic to be bonded and as Izuku steps into the dark water, it shows... nothing. Now stuck in this world for as long as it takes for a bonded pair to form, Izuku decides to explore and discover the world around him.

My Current Works:

One Shots -

Waiting for The Ghost King - Fluffy one shot of Xie Lian on Mount Tiacang alone.

Broken Heat - MCU Bucky Barnes x Sam Wilson. Omegaverse plot bunny challenge.

A Cowboy in Chaps - A fun Sero x Reader off of my new Western AU Second Chance Ranch (not yet posted).

Taming Of The Crew - Sequel to @succibisblog story 4M/1F Bakusquad GB with fluff (gotta have my fluff) Bakugsqaud x Fem!Reader insert

The New Employee - Reader request for an edgy but soft 6M/1F Bakusquad gangbang with fluff Bakusquad x Fem!Reader

The Drop - Baku/Eijiro x Fem!Reader - A BDSM series Part One

The Scene - Part Two

WIP Third Part - Someday, I promise. It's written but I don't love it and I won't publish what I don't love! SIGH

Kirishima Drives Like A Maniac - Highjacked from I Will Always Love You. Funny one shot - Kirishima x Fem!Reader

What If You Couldn't Sweat Kacchan? - This is a K+ (language) silly one shot for a competition - Baku/Deku

Reaching For Gold - Shoji's Wish - This is a request from a reader for a one shot from Reaching For Gold - Baku/Deku/Shoji Smut

My long Fics -

Second Chance Ranch - When life hasn’t gone the way you wanted, shouldn’t you get a second chance? Bakugou found himself trying to get a job to restart after being released from prison but fate had other ideas. A chance meeting brought him to the Midoriya Family Ranch, also known as Second Chance Ranch by the ex-convicts that had made a new life there. But is he the only one needing a second chance? Destiny seems to have brought him here to be the rescuer as much to be rescued.

If I Have a Quirk, Then Why Do I Need a Gun? - Baku/Todo After the loss of their friend and the government revoking their Pro Hero licenses. Several members of the 1A class have become detectives. During their investigation they began unraveling a mystery that may lead them to understanding what happened to their friend or to their own deaths.

I Will Always Love You - Baku/Deku Bakusquad on tour as a professional music band. Super hot Shinso/Ojiro side ship, they about steal the show.

Let's Give Them Something To Talk About - A Small Town Romance- Baku/Deku with side ship of Sero/Kiri

Reaching for Gold - Baku/Deku with side ship of Miro/Sero - Sports Romance

A Succulent Prize - The Anti - Cupid (Written in a COVID Fever - so just...) Baku/Deku strange little story - Romance + ? (I adore all my fics but this weird ass story is my low key favorite.)

Open For Business - Baku/Deku - My first and super sweet Romance - Hurt Comfort but a little rambling LOL

[doctor-badadvice]

29, 30, & 39 for the tmnt ask!

I'm doing this thing

29.) What is one headcanon that you have?

For the funsies, I like the idea that Touch and Go's powers are a result of some messed up experiment. Was it aliens, some deranged scientist, their own idea? It doesn't matter. What does matter is the fact that they unfortunately never made a comeback after a couple of episodes. The Foot has a tendency to never get rid of anyone deleterious to its operations as long as they are remotely useful (see: Stockman) so they either gave their two weeks notice and got away with it or were recruited by someone else.

I mean, I wouldn't be surprised if two weirdos of their caliber caught the attention of the EPF, you know? It's a matching set for the freak collection.

30.) What is one common headcanon that you reject?

I don't know why so many are convinced that Mikey is an artist past the one show where he declares himself one. He likes comics, movies and video games but you won't catch him draw but rather write. He's so passionate about the stuff he likes he'll be writing about it and for it. Raph won't make fun of him for it because at least it means he'll be quiet for five damn minutes.

So '03 Mikey is definitely posting fanfiction on the internet. Make of that what you will.

39.) Do you have any TMNT OCs?

I have no strictly TMNT OCs to show off but I've been having a great time tossing my own OCs in the mix. Half of the job was done by IDW with the two GB/TMNT crossovers (even if I treat it more of a canovaccio than a canon to keep in mind), I just had to add my own nonsense to it.

And yes, I know it's mostly been a case of "local old man regrets ever crossing paths with local gang of magic weirdos and that one cyborg" but I'm a little past the days of considering becoming a ninja turtle a sensible career path (my references in this regard are still rather promising btw, I just never figured out how to be green). The idea of ladies and boyos fucking with the government is funny because of course they didn't just drop it after the first time (and neither would Bishop, c'mon).

[ladymiraclewings]

Writing my fanfiction “The Change of a Team” was the opportunity to insert an headcanon of mine about Jett:

When he is bored, wants to forget things or clear his head, he usually goes for a ride in the air to forget his worries or bad thoughts (and sometimes he goes really fast than usual). He used to spank it from time to time but after Theodore/GB arrived it became more and more frequently.

[warningsine]

Hi :D do you know if there is a way to find a deleted AO3 fic?

Hey, anon.

Unfortunately, there is no guarantee that you can find it, but you can try:

a) Asking the fandom on reddit and tumblr. A user might have downloaded it and could privately share it with you.

b) Politely asking the author to privately share it with you. Sometimes authors take their pieces down, because they hate their old writing. Sometimes they take them down due to copyright (they change and publish their fanfiction).

c) Using Duckduckgo. Atm I'd argue it's better than Google.

You can type "[name of the author] archive of our own". If the search engine gives you what you're looking for, then you right click and copy the link address.

An example:

Go to Wayback Machine and paste the link address.

Let's say that the author deleted the fanfiction you're looking for in 2017. This means you have to click on either the 2014 snapsnot or the 2016 one. Depends on when the fanfiction was written.

In this case, I'm redirected to:

Say that the deleted/your target fanfiction was the BCS one.

Click on it. If you're lucky, you will be able to access it.

d) If Wayback Machine fails, there's another solution you can try, but it requires many GBs of free space on your drive, some apps to download and a lot of patience.

First of all, download HTTP Downloader and install it. Open the app.

Secondly, go here and click on "Show all files."

The highlighted files are metadata. The second one contains metadata for AO3 fanfiction that was archived until 2020.

The .zip files contain .txt fanfiction files.

Now, right click on one of the metadata files, copy the link address, go to HTTP Downloader, click on File -> Add URL(s)->paste the link address.

Click Download.

Repeat the same process for the other metadata file.

If you do not have a shitty internet connection, you can directly download the files without using an app. If not, HTTP Downloader has your back.

You can pause the download whenever you want and nothing will get lost.

When the downloads are complete, download this app in order to read the metadata files. Install the app and open it.

Go to File->Open Database Read Only->Choose one of your metadata files.

Click on Browse Data.

Now you can search for your target fanfiction by title, author, fandom etc.

If you find it, consider yourself lucky.

Notice what your path says.

In my case, this means I have to download this .zip file from here:

Use HTTP Downloader once again for your download.

You'll need an application. e.g., Winrar, 7-zip, to unzip your .zip file.

Once the .zip download is finished, you can open your .zip file with, say, Winrar and click on Find:

The wildcard symbols before and after the author's name are needed to create a search with unknown characters.

Once you find the file, you can extract it.

It will be a block text in .txt format so you can copy-paste it on Writer (Libre Office) or Word (Windows Office) or another word processor in order to properly format it.

Good luck.

[zee-has-commitment-issues]

zee i’m BEGGING for your dark and mysterious backstory

*sigh*

Alright. I had to ask my girlfriend's advice, but alright.

Everyone settle in. Get some popcorn. This shit is long, and it is batshit. There are five people that know the entire story. Me, the other person it involves, my girlfriend, Dani, and my other best friend who we lovingly refer to on this blog as "the golden retriever." My therapist also knows, but we don't really count that. But that is it. That is everyone who has ever gotten to know.

There should probably be trigger warnings on this, but I don't even know what it could possibly be for. So like TW for mentions of suicide, inappropriate minor-adult relationships, death threats and probably a few other things.

I used to be very involved in the Harry Potter fandom. And some of the fandom still brings me comfort, and I do love a lot of the fan-made content that JK Trolling has nothing to do with. I, however, cannot consume Harry Potter content in the same way I used to after this story, and I'm sure you'll see why.

Now, if y'all were involved in the Harry Potter community on TikTok in 2020, you probably heard about Golden Boy. It was a Fred Weasley fanfiction, for those of you who have no idea what I am talking about. It was... explicit, to say the least.

It was a Fred Weasley sex novel. I'm not even going to try to sugarcoat it. It was a very explicit sex novel.

I heard about it through TikTok, like most people did. The author was named Samine, and she had a pretty decent following on TikTok (150K when I found her I think) and she had a very large reading (about 2 million people when I found it). It was kind of a trend on Harry Potter TikTok to read GB and record your reactions, so I did that. She liked the video and commented on it and that was the first time I interacted with Samine.

I was 16. She was 21.

It was during quarantine, so I didn't have much to do, so I started working on an art piece. I drew one of the original characters from her story. I sent it to her and said "hey I made this. You probably won't see this but thank you for the inspiration" and the whole thing, you know?

Well, she did see it, and that began my very long relationship with the author of Golden Boy.

She asked if she could post it on her Instagram, and add it to the beginning of her new chapter, and of course I said yes. She had almost 200k followers on TikTok and 40k on Instagram and 3 and a half million readers and I was sitting there with my 2000 followers, so of course I said yes. I did not expect the reaction I got. I gained a shit ton of followers overnight and people wanted more art, so I started making more.

Now, here's where it gets a little shady. Samine was 21. She asked me to lie about my age because of the nature of her story. Being the naïve little 16-almost-17-year-old that I was, I, of course, said yes. I told people I was 17 almost 18 for over a year.

I started getting some hate. People kept saying it looked like I was making my headshots on ArtBreeder, but we cleared it up quickly by posting a video of my process and it mostly went to rest. I still got some mean messages, but it wasn't too bad and Samine told me not to worry about it because she "got way worse."

It should have been a red flag, but alas.

After like 5 headshots (unpaid, even though they took 15 hours each, of course) she asked if I would be her official artist. And, again, I said yes without a second thought. We started an Official Golden Boy Art Instagram account, and we started getting followers on there. Her following grew on all platforms, her readership getting to about 14 million reads at some point, and mine was steadily growing as well. I was really excited.

At this point, "Zee" was born. I was going by my actual name, and it just wasn't working anymore. People were finding me, and my friends, and my family. It was uncomfortable. It was scary. I started going by Zee so fewer people would find that shit out about me, but it still happened and if you look back far enough on any of my social medias, you'll find my real name. People found my school. My High School. Someone called my school and pretended to be my mom.

Samine started talking to me about some really personal things. Her mental health, her issues with her family, her sex life. (again, I was underage the entire time I worked under Samine) We had a friendship, as well as a work relationship. Which, I suppose, is why I did thousands of hours of work for her unpaid. Each headshot could take anywhere from 15 to 30 hours and I normally charged for them, but I didn't with her, and they took up way too much of my time, so I couldn't really do commissions anymore. I didn't care. I had a following, and I was getting brand deals and it was super cool.

Then things started to take a turn. There were people who had found details in GB that were... less than politically correct. There were some racist undertones, some mlm fetishization, and some blurred lines of consent. Some of it could be explained away with author ignorance and at that point I was convinced I knew Samine enough to let her explain it all away.

That did not stop death threats to both of us and she got doxxed, but oh well.

She took the story down at 20M and started rewriting it. The whole time she was telling me about her mental health, her family drama, her sex life and romantic relationships. I would like to put here that she had a gf and was telling me every detail about how they sexted and shit. It wasn't uncomfortable at the time, but looking back, I want to smack myself across the face.

She reposted the fic after a rewrite, and it was met with mixed reviews. Some people were happy to have it back. Some people were still upset with Samine (FOR OBVIOUS AND VALID REASONS) and some people were just finding out about everything for the first time. And, once again, people found problems in Samine's writing. This time it couldn't be boiled down to ignorance. Because she had been told at this point. It wasn't ignorance anymore.

She was doxxed again. Hacked. Someone was like dead set on making sure she didn't have a platform (and honestly she probably shouldn't have had one). There were like "fandom wars" and stuff. People were defending Samine and people were ripping her to shreds. People were in my DMs every day saying shit and at one point I had to post something saying that I wouldn't be answering or reading any more of them because I was getting too many threats.

I was called... awful things. Things I cannot repeat here. I didn't have anything to do with the fic except the art and the "marketing" for the rewrite but I was friends with Samine, and that was close enough for them. It was really bad. My mental health suffered. But I was more focused on Samine's mental health because she had told me before that she was suicidal.

When Samine went offline for a few days at a time without notice, I was looking up obituaries for her hometown. That's how scared she made me for her. Every time something went wrong, or we disagreed, or I told her she did something ignorant, she brought up the fact that she was suicidal.

Please keep in mind I WAS SIXTEEN AND SEVENTEEN YEARS OLD.

So, one day, when I was with Dani and Golden Retriever, I got a text that say "{her real name} died. She killed herself last night." And I believed it. Because I didn't have any reason not to.

It became a really big thing. I had like 5,000 unanswered DMs when I opened Instagram (it had been a few hours because me, Dani and Golden Retriever were on a day-road-trip), the GB account was blowing up, someone was posting on Samine's account. I got in contact with a few of our other GB "team members" and let them know what was going on. Because I was the Official Artist, they believed what I told them.

THEN Samine's ex-gf texted me and was like "hey, the bitch isn't dead."

When I tell you Dani, Golden Retriever and I were baffled.

But, sure enough, she was posting on twitter all merry and shit. So I texted her on her actual phone instead of Instagram and she answered. I'd spent like 12 hours crying into Dani's shoulder about this bitch being dead and she literally wasn't. She was alive. She was fine.

Samine pretended she didn't know what was going on. She said she got hacked (by a stalker she had conveniently never told me about before). She had me post her statements to the Official Account while she "worked on getting her account back."

Samine eventually "got her accounts back" but decided the drama surrounding GB wasn't worth it and she abandoned the fic. She abandoned her account. She abandoned me.

Turns out: BITCH NEVER HAD A HACKER OR A STALKER. SHE FAKED HER OWN DEATH. FAKED HER RESURRECTION TOO.

She left me alone to deal with the fallout of it all. I still get hundreds of DMs a week asking about if GB is coming back. I have abandoned the GB account, mostly abandoned my original account from before GB and cut ties with all things Harry Potter.

I literally cannot watch Harry Potter anymore. It sends me into a panic. It hurts me. I also don't make art anymore. It feels wrong. For a very long time, I also didn't write because Samine had convinced me that I would never write as good as she did.

I know I didn't do anything, really. I was a kid, and I was being manipulated, just like all of her followers were. I still feel extremely guilty for being part of something that hurt so many people.

I don't know how the fuck I managed to get through it. I was seventeen and receiving death threats for drawing pretty pictures. I was seventeen and reading explicit private messages from a 21/22 year old. I was seventeen and lying about my age so people wouldn't call her out about her inappropriate relationship with me.

I made a few good friends from it. I met my gf because of it. I am literally bonded for life with Dani and Golden Retriever because they are equally traumatized from the day that we all thought Samine had "died."

I find the good in it because it's all I have.

At the height of GB I had about 15k followers on Instagram (more on tik tok and other platforms). I'm down to about 2k now on the Instagram I use, and I am more than happy with that.

So, when someone said earlier that I was "famous" and I said no it is because I know what it's like to be an "influencer" in a fandom, and this is not it. When asked if I would start drama for fun, and I said no, it is because I've dealt with that shit before against my will and it is not fun.

That is my dark fandom past. I feel guilty for it, even though I shouldn't. I'm fucking traumatized from some of the dms I got over the year and a half I was working on that fic.

Overall, YR is better. My 1000 unhinged tumblr followers are better. I am very content to never do a brand deal again.

[unreal-zer0]

Hello! I'm new to Tumblr!

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If you're interested check out my book! It's like an Object Show in book form!:

https://www.wattpad.com/story/311666274?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=EaselWeasel770&wp_originator=vs4IBdeviR6MkN3vyDM1SGjJA1LKEUQxz8GMufv6duvxq4a4Hoq1GLeBVP85jLLlOVyUUxJLtDvmCgGfw6AMqS52cQtbVdVxWRiYex7QoH4vswEDjKhm1EAkURD6fZT1

What's it about?:

Unreal Reality (and it's sequel! Another Unreal Reality!) Is a book series with over 100k words. It follows the typical gameshow plot but with a darker theme. It has Queer inclusive characters, a deep plot, great representation for all LGBTQ members and a fun colorful cast of contestants! With many mysteries to be uncovered! It is recommended for a 16+ audience.

Rules for Art/Writing

I love seeing fanfiction or writing of my characters! Please use the hash tag #UnrealRealityUR when making content of my characters!

I don't mind most content. Heavy gore and NSFW is allowed. But please do not write NSFW of the following characters (reasons are listed)

Popcorn (Minor), Cotton Candy (Minor), 'Fl' (Minor), Cane (Minor), Giftbox (Minor), Puppad (Sex repulsed Ace)

Other than that please do not use my characters for queer exclusive purposes or anything in my DNI. Also please don't write about my characters being abusive in any way that isn't depicted in canon.

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Here's some things about me!:

Comforts:

★Zune, Notepad and Joystick from Object Redundancy ★ Cabby from Inanimate Insanity ★ Leafy, Four, Golfball and Pencil from BFB ★ All the cast from PB and GB ★ any Mspec Lesbian/Lesboy HCs!★

Discomforts:

★TDOS ★ Bot x Anyone ★ Mephone4 X Anyone ★ OLO/OLD ★ Mephone4 x Computer (MAJOR DISCOMFORT)★

DNI list:

★Proshippers ★ Radqueers (Radqueer ≠ Radinclus)★ TERFS (Mspeclesbophobes and Lesboyphobes included ^^) ★

Creators I support!:

Joanstar!

The creator of twilight orchids!

Creators I DON'T support!:

Wuggolo

Bellaisafella/m3c0mputer (DNI IF YOU SUPPORT)

B00_its_Shr00m (DNI IF YOU SUPPORT)

Trlple_hellx (DNI IF YOU SUPPORT)

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[louciferish]

12 and 22 for the fanfiction asks please? ❤️❤️

Ooooh thanks for asking <3

12. Do you outline your fics?  If yes, how detailed are your outlines?  How far do you stray from them?

I always outline these days! I used to not bother, and I also used to never finish stories that I started. Since I started outlining, I don't think I've left any projects utterly abandoned.

My outlines are pretty detailed! It varies, but I'd sometimes say they're more of a "zero draft" than an outline, and some outlines may even have dialogue. Most of the time I stick pretty close to the original outline, but sometimes I'll add scenes or change something for emotional consistency.

I usually kind of delete outlines as I work though them, but to illustrate length, the completed outline for Restless Souls Gone Wanderin' is 38 pages/19k words complete. The current draft of the story is 163 pages/67k words with 4 chapters left to write.

22. Do you title your fics before, during, or after the writing process?  How do you come up with titles?

It depends! It's pretty rare that I know early on what I'm going to call a fic, though. That's more likely to happen with a sequel where I can base the title off other fics in the series. With longer fics, I'll eventually plan a title ahead of posting, but it spends a long time with a working title on the document like "GB Hiking AU." With one-shots, a lot of times I have everything ready to post EXCEPT the title and I end up like... googling "lesbian song lyrics" or something.

I'm a professional.

[llondonfog]

For the fanfiction tropes ask:

What are your thoughts on these two tropes: - genderbend - person a and person b pretend to be in a relationship

Give me a fanfiction trope and I’ll grade it

genderbend — D: Not my favorite.

it's just not my cup of tea and i've never read one that i've enjoyed. i don't actively seek out gb!fics so if i see it in the tags i just scroll past

pretend relationships — A: Love it.

OHHHHH YES!!! i'm such a sucker for the pretend relationships that start off without the two characters having strong emotions for each other, or when one does and is pining heavily for the oblivious other, AND THEY DEVELOP STRONGER AFFECTIONS OVER THE COURSE OF THE PRETEND RELATIONSHIP UNTIL THEY CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT'S PRETEND ANYMORE AHHHHHHH