#my fixation within a fixation
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October 8th… I’m likely the only one to remember
Sweet, reformed Dadcode was decommissioned 1 year ago
didn’t get to live a year
didn’t live to see Halloween or X-Mas
I’ve never had a character I felt so bonded to
RIP Kill Code
Close-up and alt version

#death-iversary#cw blood#he deserved better#my fixation within a fixation#sun and moon show#SaMS#TSaMS#tsams killcode#kill code moon#Killcode#kill code#my favorite code#catspaw art
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Playing the undermine campaign had me wondering why Renzik didn't have a voice actor. I now know why but for the time I didn't, I started headcanoning him as being mute. You'd be hard pressed to find another goblin who knows signing but since it's simply in character for Gazlowe, it only makes sense for him to have learned it. That also does mean that Renzik can rip into someone without them ever knowing.
#art#procreate#my art#artwork#illustration#comic#world of warcraft#world of warcarft fanart#The war within#gazlowe#monte gazlowe#Renzik#warcraft#jastor gallywix#gallywix#artists on tumblr#digital art#fan art#I love Renzik sm but holy fuck am I tired of drawing and colroing him#I just had to pick the ONE game that has the most complicated character designs to fixate on bro#AND my only weakness... Armor...
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I LOVE MEGATRON‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖


#My beautiful princess with a disorder#yall actually dont even know the half of it#within the first month of my TF fixation I drew Megatron a total of 60 times#i’m feeling shareful.#i drew alot around the beginning of my fixation but i didn’t wanna show anyone. i have to pussy up#transformers#maccadams#megatron#megs 💖
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tatiana my beloved ❤️
#the evil within#fanart#psycho break#video games#evil within#sketches#tatiana gutierrez#ruvik#not me posting tew fanart in the year of our lord 2025#my 10 year old hyper fixation has resurfaced
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I love this duo. They're so silly
Anyways has anyone done this yet?
#my art#original art#character#world of warcraft#wow art#Brinthe#Skitter#war within#warcraft art#world of warcraft fanart#this fixation is making me go insane#new expansion am i right?
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Josh: I'm disappointed. Simon: Yeah, you disappointed Josh which is just cruel.
#detroit become human#simon pl600#josh pj500#if you disappoint josh thats like. illegal. probably.#simon can be mad or annoyed or tired and its within legal boundaries but you disappoint josh?? jail for a thousand years#p dang tired my guys! needed my blonde fixation to heal the soul before i go to bed#shamelessly drawing my lil blonde blorbo two whole days in a row!#thats the power of november baby!#im v sorry at how tired i am i will try harder the next time i draw josh i just really wanted to include him but#didnt have the energy to actually make it look like him
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Im not sure if anyone else has commented on this or not, but I also really love the set up for Buddie this season. I made a post about how the Buddie facetimes feel like a call back to season 3 where Buck is faced with the fact that he doesn't have a family outside of his job, and how the facetimes highlight how Buck and Eddies relationship goes farther than their role to eachother as coworkers. And I think that the scene where Buck is alone in the Firehouse at the table builds on that, and how its unknown whether the 118 eating together is going to continue to be a thing since Bobby passed, which is a very big thing to Buck and kind of symbolizes his "family" breaking apart.
Like everyone else in the 118 has their families and their partners that they can default to in their grief and Buck very glaringly does not have that.
Except he does, he and Eddie lash out at each other because of their grief, and while that isn't acknowledged in the show due to their lack of a cannon romantic relationship, the implication is still very much there. Buck and Eddie both held in their feelings about Bobbys death for weeks, but when they showed it they showed it to each other.
Also, the scene where Buck was alone in the fire house at the beginning of the episode thinking about how they haven't ate together is obviously a parallel to the end where he's eating dinner with Eddies family.
I just really love how even though it was subtly implied through out the series, this season is heavy on establishing that while Buck doesn't have a partner of his own, he seamlessly is a part of the Diaz family in every way he's lacking.
And I absolutely love how this seems to be how they're setting up Buddie.
#I will die on a hill that Bucks 'Oh' moment will be when he realizes that everything he thinks he doesn't have#due to not having an established partner and family#is made up for with Eddie and Chris#That is such a big part of Bucks arch that if they make anything else the base of Bucks feeling realization#it will seem unfulfilling.#Buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 abc#max thinks shes relevant#911 is my current fixation#unless you cant tell#the fandom is going to get so tired of me within the next few weeks#my mutuals are probably also going to be tired of me bc i have like one mutual that is also active in the 911 fandom#but you guys signed up for this
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jerejean stardew valley au send post
#y’all i’m. so obsessed with stardew valley.#every hyper fixation i’ve ever had has at one point been transformed into a sdv valley farm#as in. i take my favorite guy and try to replicate them as a farmer with their own lil farm#and it has not occurred to me until this very second that jean would be PERFECT as my new farmer#omg next week im creating a lil farm house for jean and getting him dog named jabberwocky#and his favourite thing is jeremy OF COURSE#and the closest dateable character would be… maybe sam? blond guy with the military dad living with his mom and brother#feel free to disagree#personality wise i’m not sure it’s that close but i mean. at least a little bit?#anyway il gonna created a jean farm and it’ll be wonderful#jean is marrying sam/jeremy within the first year FOR SURE#oh i can’t wait to draw this#aftg#jerejean#jean moreau
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Hypothetical question but are we still into windbreaker (nii satoru)? Y'all cool if I put my hyper fixation on center stage?
#wind breaker#windbreaker#wind breaker nii satoru#windbreaker nii satoru#i uh...found my new hyper fixation#once again super late to the party#you would not BELIEVE how long I've been twidling my thumbs waiting for SOMETHING to show up in my dingy space i call a brain to get excited#im gonna be real with yall after writing genshin for 4+ years#(literally started within the first month genshin dropped)#kinda fucking bored of it 👍#not to say im dropping genshin thats my baby#but i would like to uhh branch out you know#i get super brief fixations (literally had a blue lock phase and why i dropped off the face kf the earth that one time) and wrote like 15#fics on bl that never ended up getting posted cause this was a genshin/hsr blog#but i uh would like to possibly change that you know#i just wanna write more things without feeling like i need to create an entirely separate blog ;-;#but yeah uh super brief fixation windbreaker is a temporary thing (assuming there is even a reader base that's interested. if not#(if not. totally fine. back to genshin we go) but im not dropping anything. i just wanna write about more things#psa over
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i think i an finally healed enough to directly reference the events that occurred in the first six months of 2021 to me within this niche
#got cancelled#for something that was truly not csncellable (said i wouldn’t make a fanfic patreon and did not like the concept of them)#proceeded to become a large blogs fixation and#i was constantly posted abt and watched for months#lost mutuals over it but ironically gained readers bc folks came from the drama and liked my writing LOL#concurrently my former best friend from the niche started a several month long manipulative nightmare#tldr she liked me romantically and i didn’t feel the same! she spent months gaslighting and attempting to manipulate me into admitting#feelings i didn’t have#ironically i loved her so much#like maybe more than anyone in my life ever but! it wasn’t romantic!#concurrently with all of that#one of my cats was dying and i spent my days tending to her and keeping her alive and#one of my good friends within the niche passed away due to medical neglect#it was gutting and#i miss nyki everyday#the person who cancelled me turned her death into a drama#the reason i left my old blog was bc i literally could not handle it any more and needed to hide out#it's the reason i didn't connect old blog and new blog for like#several years#in the current day#the person who cancelled me has since deactivated and is now a felon#(unrelated to our drama)#my ex best friend is still in the community and within my circles but the baddies who know know and a mutual block#keeps me from seeing her thank god#and i miss nyki endlessly#i was scared to talk about any of this for literal years! beyond DMs with close friends#bc how does one explain#'oh yeah the first six months of 2021 contained some of the most traumatizing moments of my life'#i am doing much better now#hence why i am lke
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i love how much you love sevika like this is the lesbian equivalent of the leon kennedy epidemic of 2023
IM CRYINGJGJDJF LISTEN i feel like i have to explain myself. um im insane

#no i latch onto a piece of media and fixate on it til i believe its real#then do the same thing to a specific character within that piece of media#it got me made fun of in school a lot bc i wouldnt shut up about my interests#also i have screenshots of her hands saved in my phone. so#i need a lobotomy#asks#anon
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Whatever I caved in..... *kicks rock

Also adding in this sketch cuz I'm not finishing allat
#HES IN MY HEAD GET HIM OUT I CANT DO THISSSJDHKDH#IGRAAAJHJHJHHH GET ME OUT OF HEREREE#Sonic fixation going crazy rn let it pass within another week#its not reigen you can start throwing tomatoes and pulling out pitchforks now#yumeship#yumejoshi#self ship#selfship#selfshipping#selfship community#self shipping community#f/o community#🦈⚙️
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I almost don’t want to put this in someone’s order. 😅
Return of Cutie Code
#he’s so stinking adorable#i adore him#my fixation within the fixation#kill code#killcode#kill code moon#SaMS#tsams#sun and moon show#catspaw art
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I got hit by a huge wave of nostalgia and fell back into the Undertale rabbithole and I just couldn't resist the urge to make a Handplates skeleton lore accurate oc who I am pretty proud of ngl :] adawd
#funnily enough it all started with me finding a commentary of an undertale analog horror#and then i got the mood to play the game and sorta please my inner child by actually completing a true pacifist route#like I shit you not when I first played as a child i just got stuck on the final boss and that was it#i was seething#anyway after that i remembered that a good friend of mine really likes handplates and that I never finished it so I decided#to start watching it and now i'm obsessed X<X#and looking back it's kinda funny how from like my cringey sans fangirl era i grew so much that i can make a balanced and imo well designed#character. still when i was searching other stuff within the fandom it was still nostalgic and sort of heartwarming and interesting to see#how easy it was to impress me at such a young age. man T_T /pos#tbh Undertale holds such a special place in my heart#thinking back if i didn't have these sorta nerdy fixations and interests I would've probably just crumbled and i'm not joking. I'm glad#these things exist#anyway I should probably make an OC intro of this guy sometime#he's called Dr. T. N. Roman btw :] and they're aroace#also they're in a qpr with Gaster bc I love him and yippee#I kinda imagine these silly skeletons like the gems from steven universe (my friend brought this up originally)#like the idea that they have special customs and they probably copulate and multiply differently/asexually.#tbh this kinda skeleverse is steven universe for mlm people /j#auramoeba's art corner#thus spoke auramoeba#auramoeba's ocs#undertale#undertale oc#fan oc#skeleton oc#w d gaster#nostalgia#doomed yaoi
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There's Something Here
Watching Us
#The Dispatch Within#black butler#kuroshitsuji#william t spears#undertaker kuroshitsuji#undertaker black butler#screenshot redraw#black butler fanart#kuroshitsuji fanart#black butler au#tehe :3#so excited to combine my two fixations#TDW!William#TDW!Undertaker
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*clearing out my open ao3 tabs* i shall save these smutty reads for later, for my sex wolf..
#i should explain: i'm ace so it's rare that i actually get the hankering to really delve into long or intensley smutty fic#and recently i was reading an a/b/o fic (which isn't really my bag but some do hit the right notes for me) where the character#mentioned 'his wolf' coming through in desires and things kind of like a secondary personality or presence within him that only#took control once a month (sidenote: i usually only get into smutty fic when I menstruate so like. the blood link is fun. ha.)#and i was like: THAT'S WHAT IT'S LIKE!! it's like i have my own wolf inside me (i shall call her The Red Beast[ie]) who only craves#smut about once a month. for the rest of the month she pokes her snout out now and then to be like: you should read/write some smut.#and i have to swat it away - bc i don't actually feel like consuming or making that content at the time BUT bc i have time#i could so i think maybe i should bc when the hankering hits later maybe i won't have time.#and i've been really struggling with trying to find balance in my life and i know when i fixate or tumble down rabbitholes i get stuck#and i get reallllly moody when i have to get pulled away from it - even if i didn't want it in the first place - and that's my Audhd#so using this kind of analogy to discern genuine want from convenience is helping me cultivate healthier habits and downtime#and ultimately help my mental health and wellbeing as i deal with being both ace and audhd as well as wanting to consume good fanfic#fanfiction#asexuality#aspec#audhd#.txt#neurodiversity#neurospicy#my spicy red beastie
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