#my heart is Hurting

[prideofyunmeng]

WHEN I CATCH U MAPPA WHEN I CATCH U

[amongdetectiveking-or-qu33n]

…..this is it. I guess this is it. Tomorrow’s the day KOSA is going into congress….If it passes, I hope you all have an amazing life outside of the internet…

[its-your-mind]

WTNV really said “there are some things you can destroy through observation.” They said “what’s the point of a world where everything is explained.” They said “what if someone comes in from the outside and pokes too hard at the ambiguities that day-to-day life depends on. what kind of damage can that cause to a community.”

[chaos--gremlin]

Vash....

I have Not recovered from volume 10

[anthemofgvf]

hi this interview just popped up on my fyp and i’m having a jake down🫠

[ah0yh0y]

Please let’s all make dua for the people of Palestine

[fandomjumper]

sometimes my heart is literally *aching* with how much I love that stupid little vampire.

just airing my grievances. carry on with your scrolling.

[urnotquitethereyet]

I’m sorry things are rough right now. Sending you all the love and positive vibes 💕💕💕💕 You are amazing and deserve good things. Your brain is just being mean and is 10000000% wrong on this topic.

Thank you so much for reaching out with such kind words and support for me during a rough time.

To all my mutuals who have sent support and love my way, I can not say thank you enough.

[calibabii21]

I give up on life. how DARE tumblr.

I literally cannot continue writing today. my mind is DONE.

[sv5lh44]

remember the message seb sent to a fan

“go and support mick now”

*pain*

[strangebossyuri]

my gosh

[intergalaticrabbit]

ok finished fionna and cake im not doing too good

[heartistii]

aki – my muse, my favourite boy – the heartache you give me cause of your story 💔

[0rchidm4ntis]

thinking about children who climb mountains that are rumored to make you disappear and never come back

[chaos--gremlin]

i don’t know what’s scarier

i dont know if anyone else has talked about this, i just wanted to ramble, might even delete later if i feel funky (tw: mentions of suicide / suicidal ideation. i will not censor words, for ease of those who mute them)

so nimona. as a transmasc person with a fluid identity, the movie nimona shot me in the fucking heart

the first time nimona says “i don’t know what’s scarier”, i felt seen. i have never felt more seen by a movie before. 

“i don’t know what's scarier: the fact that everyone in this kingdom wants to run a sword through my heart, or that sometimes, i just wanna let ’em.”

the first time nimona says this, it is an indication that she is passively suicidal. she won’t kill herself, but sometimes, she wants to die. she wants to be killed. that is what passive suicidal ideation is. 

https://www.psycom.net/depression/passive-suicidal-ideation

its something that many people experience, including me, but it generally isn't talked about in movies. thats why i felt so seen.

the next time nimona says  “i don’t know what’s scarier”, she is actively suicidal. she has reached her breaking point and is ready to fall on the sword of gloreth’s statue. that is the emotional climax of the movie, a damn good one that made me ugly cry.

“i don’t know what’s scarier” being used to show how she is passively suicidal, and then repeated word for word when she is about to actively commit suicide, was so fucking powerful to me

because its true, those thoughts are scary. to feel hunted for being different (trans) and wanting to die because of it. it hurts and its really fucking scary. it resonates with me deeply.

thats all folks, i promise im okay <3

[elysium-mons]

I just finished reading the saddest (but also so beautiful) fanfic ever. I need to read happy fluff to recover (I'm never going to recover, though)