#natuto imagine

[cannellee]

NARUTO OMEGAVERSE ☆

୨୧ alpha!naruto x omega!reader (f)

— how does he act around his omega s/o ?

MY MASTERLIST: ☆

this is my first time writing for anything other than tokyo rev. I've just entered another naruto brainrot and was baffled by the lack of naruto omegaverse content on tumblr, so I decided to diversify my blog and write for naruto too!

I'll post a headcanon about being team 7's omega later in the evening!

ALPHA!NARUTO

naruto truly is an energetic person, the reason why he approached you in the first place is because of your empathy for others.

you know him since childhood, while his personality and his curse might have driven others away, you never treated him differently.

you were kind and thoughtful, but you still stood your ground and never hesitated to speak up for others.

naruto was always by your side. he was a noisy kid and whenever you voiced something, he often felt the urge to say it even louder to make sure people heard you or to back you up. you did feel a bit embarrassed sometimes, but his clumsy actions were endearing in their own way.

you noticed how he always seemed to protect you without never overstepping your boundaries. he wanted you to know he would always defend you, but never overwhelm you with his presence.

he would always challenge the other kids whenever he saw them as threats, possibly taking your eyes away from him.

always your #1 defender, never letting any other kids treat you badly, especially since you hung out with him. he wasn't afraid to get mad and pick a fight if he considered that your pride or integrity was involved.

growing up, he still didn't stop following you like your shadow.. the only difference was the way he carried himself, he seemed so much more reliable you found yourself falling for him.

COURTING

his actions towards you were no longer clumsy attempts to impress you, instead, he started an enthusiastic pursuit, his determination was impressive and you knew he meant every words he ever said to you.

as mindless and forgetful as he might look, naruto is one to spoil you with thoughtful gestures.

during the courting process, he would gift you handwritten notes, try his best to carve a wooden necklace with your initials behind it.

his gifts are surprisingly delicate and he's paying extremely attention to your interests.

naruto is always so supportive of you, cheering you on, congratulating you for any reasons and ready to help you for anything as well.

he's so reassuring, affirming that everything will be fine whenever you're doubting.

if you're in trouble for example, he'll simply tell you to go rest. he'll take care of the rest, you don't have to worry about anything! he'll throw you a big smile and come back with his same happy face, and your problems are all gone in a minute!

even as a teenager, naruto still is pretty jealous, not in a possessive way, but he will get upset when other alphas are looking your way. once again, he will not hesitate to challenge anyone if it means keeping you for himself. yes, he will be the main reason why you don't have any alphas asking you out anymore.

naruto wants to seduce you by showing you how strong and reliable he is, always bragging about his strength and how his training will turn him into one of the best shinobi to ever exist.

he tells you about his ability to protect you, and that he'll never stop working out nor neglect his training. you can rest assured that you'll always be safe by his side!

he is protective of you, that's a fact, although it's not as intense as some other alphas. he trusts you and values your independence, he doesn't want to become a burden or a nuisance to your happiness.

that's why he learnt to take it easy and let you live a normal life most omegas don't even have access to.

but don't worry, naruto isn't scared to step in, in order to shield you from whatever he considers compromising to your safety. he wants you to be 100% comfortable, doing everything in his power to keep you away from harm.

you're his priority and he will offer you his unwavering support in times of distress and doubt.

even during the courting process, you both are comfortable enough to let him spread his scent around you. he'll shower you with his pheromones to calm you down and talk to you in a reassuring manner, so foreign to the naruto people usually have in mind.

RELATIONSHIP

once you get together, he's attached to you, more than before if that was even possible.

he's dragging you to surprise dates, gifting you everything that reminded him of you and kissing your forehead every chance he gets.

his nose is always buried in your neck : he's whipped for you and your sweet scent, and he's shameless about it too.

he takes deep breaths with his face pressed against your scent gland and doesn't stop until you push him away. once you look at him, he has the most satisfied grin ever and profusely kisses your whole face with love struck eyes.

he's crazy about pda and isn't embarrassed at all to initiate it, even in public. you're his omega, why would he restrain himself from showing you his love?

he is so proud to be your partner, everyone knows about it the second you start dating.

you're the prettiest omega he ever laid his eyes on and naruto knows how lucky he is that you have chosen him out of everyone.

that's why he's so desperate to show you that he's the right one for you, that he's trustworthy and that you can lean on him.

oh yes please, he's so devoted to you he'll do anything! especially during your most vulnerable moments, when he thinks he's blessed that you chose to trust him near you when you're in this state.

ask him to bring you this type of snacks and he's running outside to get it! ask him to give you more blankets or soft items for your nest and he'll go straight to your favourite shop to buy them.

he's delighted the first time you ask him to scent one of your clothe. sure, he had gifted you a couple of his shirts when you weren't dating, when he was still courting you, but it was always coming from him, and he didn't really know whether you accepted them or just politely threw them away without him knowing.

to have his beautiful omega, directly ask him to be scented by him is a dream come true and you swear he has heart eyes when he eagerly starts scenting all of your wardrobe.

being in your nest, cuddling with you is quality time he'll never neglect or refuse. he loves it so much! everything smells like the both of you, an intoxicating mix of your flowery scent and his own, which makes him soo dizzy.

he's even happier when you start cooking for him, always packing his lunch before a mission or any normal training.

food is one of the things he loves the most, and to have it prepared by his precious omega is such a blessing. you're the best cook and your food is so delicious he can't get enough!

but you're not the only one who can make him giddy, naruto has his ways when he wants to make you flustered.

he actually doesn't do it on purpose, but when he suddenly acts all serious and talks to you with his reassuring and soft voice, looking at you like you're the most beautiful and delicate thing he's ever seen, you can't help the blush from making its way to your cheeks, nor the rapid heartbeats his manly scent sparks.

he smells it in your scent, it's subtle but he's able to decipher such change in you. when you get shy or a bit more submissive than usual, you scent also gets sweeter and softer. it drives him crazy and he has to dig his nose closer.

he teases you a bit about it, but he doesn't want to ruin the romantic mood so he tones it down for now.

his omega needs his love and attention, and he'll give it to her!

[dark-elf-writes]

No no no cuz imagine Kakashi and Naruto having a call and response thing going on. Like whenever Naruto gets a bit discouraged, he just hears Kakashi’s voice from outside his window or something like

Kakashi: How do you lose a man?

Naruto: You forget to cherish him!

Kakashi: damn right, go sharpen your kunai

Natuto: yes Romance-Sensei!

ROMANCE-SENSEI IM SHRIEKING

Kakashi delighting in both the potential to tease Itachi about Naruto’s absolute devotion and the fact that this is better than any romance novel he has ever seen. How can he go back to his books when this little orange kid is setting the bar so much higher than he ever thought possible. He refuses to let Naruto lose hope or let Sasuke ruin this because is the most fun he’s had in years.

[kimmysiops]

I've changed:)

I miss ate z more extra today:(

Na-miss ko siya syempre gallery tambayan ko, I saw my other videos and pictures before ko makilala si ate Zee. Shet super layo ng Kim na ‘yun sa Kim na ako ngayon. Masasabi ko talaga na ate Z changed me big time. I used to be super jolly but a people pleaser. Bata na laging dapat fit sa lahat. Bata na gagawin lahat maging included lang sa mga bagay. Mahiyain pero gagawin lahat para hindi siya mabalewala ng tao kahit hindi naman niya talaga gusto ‘yung ginagawa niya. And ate Z changed it. Nung nakilala ko si ate mas na-appreciate ko sarili ko. Mas natuto akong i-express ‘yung sarili ko. Naipakita niya sa‘kin na you don't have to change yourself for anyone, lagi't laging may mga tao na tatanggap sa‘yo kahit ano o sino ka pa, just continue being you. Mas nakilala ko sarili ko because of ate Z. Shet, who would have thought na random stranger lang dati sa‘kin, ang laking part na ng buhay ko ngayon. Cliché but hindi ko ma-imagine buhay ko kung walang ate Zendee sa tabi ko. Ang boring siguro, people pleaser, laging drain kaka-satisfy sa ibang tao, and still confused kung anong klaseng tao ba talaga siya. Sobrang grateful ko kay ate, without her I wouldn't have one of the best set of people.

Anong gagawin kung wala ka.

Dito ka nalang habang buhay, please.

[blebstinchen]

I'm watching Naruto openings again, and this wave of nostalgia is stirring up some ancient feelings. My ex best friend and I heavily bonded over anime, especially Naruto. We discussed so much about if Natuto should be chasing Sasuke and try to get him back. We also used to roleplay as Sakura and Ino. The fact that our long friendship broke apart, while back then we used to talk about that same topic with these characters, is really ironic. I don't miss her as a person, there's a reason she's not my best friend anymore, and it was a long time coming. In fact, I felt such a relief when it was finally over because I really got to become my own person. While I chased after her and got disappointed so many times, the good times we had together were one of the best times of my life. We used to call ourselves the 'fighting dreamers', like the Naruto opening (we were the biggest fucking weebs you could imagine I stg) and always cosplayed together. I thought these times would last forever back then. We were weebs together.

[jmeyv]

Forgive

August 10, 2023

Hindi naman natin maiiwasan na maghangad ng mga bagay na sa tingin natin deserve natin. Hindi rin pagkakamali ang magmahal ng sobra sa inaakala ng iba. Sa paghahanap natin ng pagmamahal o kaya ay nahihiwagahan tayo sa salitang pag-ibig at kapag nahanap natin yung taong sa tingin natin "the one" we tend to do things we never imagine we could. Spending much money, time, effort and even energy to talk to them. It is okay. Hindi naman mali na ginawa mo lahat ng yun, ang mahalaga natuto ka. Forgive yourself, don't blame yourself either if hindi siya nag-work. You have no regrets too because you give everything you could. Hindi rin mali na isipin mong kaya mong iligtas ang mga taong nalulunod sa lungkot pero ayaw magpasagip. Hindi mali okay? Tama lahat ng iyon pero patawarin mo ang sarili mo dahil alam ko, madalas mong sisihin ang sarili mo dahil sa tingin mo may kulang sayo o mali sayo.

[bluerthanthebluestskies]

The Joys of Cooking

Bata pa lang ako, mahilig na akong maghalo ng kung anu anong mga bagay. Aksayado sabi ng mga magulang ko, pero sa ganun naman talaga nag uumpisa ang mga hidden skills (wow skills kala mo naman talaga napakagaling 😆)

As some of you might have read, nawala mami ko ng bata pa ako kaya nag aral ako magluto ng basics kasi kung hindi ay mamamatay ako sa gutom 😆 (more on survival pala, di hilig hahahhah jk)

Pero seryoso, dapat matuto tayong magluto kahit ng basics kasi need natin un bilang tao. Pero as for some, they take things up in a notch kasi nga it's what makes them happy. Same sa akin, kasi i know na yung gagawin ko is for myself and form un ng self-care ♥️

Anywaaaays, I started syempre sa pinaka basic, yung pagsasaing. 🍚 Easy.

Next, sumali rin sa mga cooking eme sa school kaya natuto gumawa ng champurado.

Sa prito naman, itlog tsaka tocino.

Imagine, from these 3 basic cooking emerut ay natuto ako ng iba iba pang lutuin. One can cook anything as long as:

1. Internet 😆. Aminin natin, di naman tayo human cookbook e. Hahahaha. Plusssss, same same lang rin sila halos. Nagkakatalo lang sa tawag at ingredients. (Example: baked potato and cheese = potato casserole. Nagkaiba lang ng presentation hahahahah)

2. Ingredients 🥭. Knowing your stuff makes you flexible in the kitchen. Pwedeng sabi sa cook book ay gumamit ka ng tonkatsu sauce, kaso kamo san ka hahanap nun? Syempre you make one from scratch. Knowing how it (ingredients) tastes raw and how to cook it and blend it with the other flavors, it is one of the keys in mastery.

3. Cutting technique and ingredient preparation 🔪. One might follow every ingredient and step in the recipebook kaso kamo ang pangit naman ng hiwa, edi wala rin. 😆 Muka lang pinaghalo halo na ewan. You see, one technique rin also to make someone think na masarap yung food is through good presentation. This is what I do palagi kasi it pleases me and my eyes. Ingredients have specific requirements kaya necessary sundin un kasi it will help you in the long run (like pag pusit, kailangan binablanche para di kumunat etc)

Dunno for some of you pero here are my top tips for cooking. I do hope you enjoy reading this and sana di naman ako nagtunog mayabang 😆 anyways, happy cooking.

[inactiveanimeblog]

ugh not me having a dream that shikamaru and i we’re dating 😭, anyways enjoy these yandere! sai headcanons

tw : yandere, kidnapping, stalking

sai lowkey look like the grudge to me but he’s dead sexy 💀

-sai is 1000% a stalker, and this boy thinks nothing of it. he thinks it’s completely normal to stalk you all day, and not to mention he knows your entire schedule probably better than you

-he draws you on the daily as well, doing different things. walking, sitting, eating, sleeping, etc. his friends (naruto, sakura, and others) question who he’s drawing and he tells them it’s nobody

-he has a whole book dedicated to just pictures of you and he has pictures of you hung up on his bedroom wall

-you notice him staring you down one day at the super market and you smile at him while he just keeps staring at you. “um okay this guys creepy..”

-eventually after he knows you seen him he kidnaps you and locks you in his room and you are scared as hell. is he going to kill me? is he going to rape me?

-when he comes in the room he stares at you for a while before he speaks

-“my name is sai, it’s finally nice to talk to you y/n. everytime i see you i get this warm fuzzy feeling.. i’ve never felt this way with anyone before i just want you to be around me constantly. so i’ve decided to take you. i’ve read about this and i think it’s love.” he smiles with his eyes closed

-oh god this guys a psycho

-sai keeps you chained up to the room, feeds you once a day and lets you shower and use the bathroom once a day as well

-you do your best to try and convince him to let you go. “please let me leave.. i promise i won’t tell anyone you’ve taken me i just wanna go home please”

-he smiles with his eye closed like he usually does “sweetheart please stop, love is being together forever. i will never leave you nor will i let you leave”

-you cry and cry everyday.. is this guy serious is he really gonna keep me locked in here for the rest of my life??

-eventually you get used to it.. if i’m gonna be locked in here forever might as well have fun. sex it is...

[am24x2]

I'm back at it with the Kakuzu asks 😅 Could you do a sfw and nsfw headcanon for Kakuzu with a s/o? I completely understand if you don't want to do anymore Kakuzu ones! I definitely wasn't the one who did the previous Kakuzu ask and I definitely didn't read it 10 times already

Don’t worry about it. I’m glad you enjoyed my previous work 😁

General Kakuzu HCs

SFW

You know he actually cares about you on a personal level when he buys things for you

Or you know, talks to you that’s more than hunting a bounty talk

Kakuzu will argue with Hidan more, only if Hidan is pestering you, there’s no way he’s going to let any of that slide

Especially knowing how blunt and obnoxious Hidan can be

Won’t hold your hand, but won’t protest if you hang onto/hold the sleeve of his cloak

Will also let you use his cloak at night as a blanket if it’s colder than normal

Or will allow you to crawl into his cloak with him

Long story short, the cloak may be his size, but it’s both of yours now

Going back to the money thing tho, after completing a bounty, depending how good/helpful you were, may offer to buy you something

Hidan will ask if he can have something too in a mocking tone, and Kakuzu will tell him to just shut up

And believe it or not, doesn’t care how expensive said item might be

Okay he does, he really does, but he does his best not to show it

May grunt in annoyance, but will sit patiently as you braid or brush his hair

Will pick on you with his tendrils, be it randomly poking you or tickling you or startling you at random moments

And most definitely will always smirk under that mask of his at your reactions

Will also smirk if you pull down his mask for a kiss

Good luck tho, he tall and will not lean down to make it easier for you

Likes to watch you struggle

But will happily pick you up once you do manage to finally touch his lips

Don’t worry, he won’t drop you lol

NSFW

Will definitely use his tendrils in the bedroom

Be it from his arms or from his mouth, that’s always a mystery at the beginning of the night, but they’re sure to be there

Maybe even from his back to pin you down depending on what his plants are for that night

Likes to take his time with you and unwrap you slowly to say

To really get you begging and needy for him

Even then, is still slow with you just to get under his skin

Loves when you get feisty and dominant with him

Allows you to get dominant with him

Also loves your height difference, uses that to his advantage all the time

Calls you suggestive nicknames like kitten, especially because of the age difference

Totally has a daddy kink, but isn’t as obvious about it

…he’s a sugar daddy, long story short lol

[urbanangelz]

Naruto

[not-as-endearing-fanatic]

Imagine Izuku learning Tagalog and researching Filipino text slang so he can better understand Rody but then the latter just goes full jeje typings

Deku: Rody! Natuto na ako mag Tagalog!

Rody: 0uH tlAga sH4rMa!n3 p4kYow!!

Deku: ... What the fuck?

translations:

natuto na ako mag tagalog = I finally learned tagalog

oh talaga sharmaine pakyu = oh really sharmaine fuck you (phrase in the philippines. I honestly have no clue what this means and is usually used ironically so)

[animeomegas]

Who is most likely to forget to pick their kids from school?

For the natuto boys please 🙏

(Pfttt, I imagine most of them have done it once or twice, but I'll put them into a ranking hehe. Enjoy~)

MOST

Naruto - He really, really doesn't mean to forget, and technically he didn't forget! He remembered that he had to be at the academy for 3 o'clock, he just didn't realise 3 o'clock had already gone by... He had heaps of paperwork and then the council were badgering him and then Shikamaru was nagging him and then... it was 5 o'clock... and his pup had to walk home by themselves... and now his alpha is mad at him and his pup is upset... Oh dear....

Kiba - Kiba is honestly so forgetful about anything that isn't part of his daily routine. Unless he's the one who picks up the pups every day, he's likely to forget. And even if it is part of his daily routine, he has so many pups that it takes him ages to get everyone ready to leave the house to pick up the pups old enough to be at the academy, and Kiba always underestimates how long it will take. Once enough of his pups start the academy, he just lets them walk home together. There's safety in numbers, right? They'll be fine!

Sasuke - He sometimes forgets because he doesn't pick up his daughter very often. Sasuke does a lot of missions and so his schedule rarely aligns with his daughter's. So, when he does have to do it... he sometimes forgets and gets too caught up training... He always gets very embarrassed when he forgets and his pup is sure to get a small gift as an apology (probably some sweets or something similar.)

Shikamaru - He doesn't really forget, but he is often late to pick up his pup. His work is very demanding and he finds getting up and walking to the academy difficult on his rare days off. He tries to arrange a system with his friends and their pups so that they can walk home together on the days where his alpha can't pick up their daughter. Work smarter, not harder, is Shikamaru's motto, after all.

Shino - This is the point in the list where forgetting becomes a lot more rare. Shino is a stay-at-home parent, so his schedule revolves around his pup, therefore it's pretty difficult for him to forget. I only put him up a little higher than the rest because I think he might forget if he had more than one pup. Shino is prone to getting a little distracted wandering in the woods or baking with his pup, so if he had more than one, he might forget to pick the older one up from school.

Neji / Itachi - I put these two together because I think they are both in the exact same category. They are both stay-at-home parents (and very dedicated ones at that) and it would take something pretty major for them to not pick their pups up from school. It's simply unfathomable to them. It also helps that they are both very organised parents with fairly rigid routines for their children.

Iruka - I mean, of course he's at the bottom of this list. He's already at the academy, how could he possibly be late?

LEAST

[rig0]

grabe mindset namin ng mga college friends ko now. dati pag nag-uusap kami lagi lang about sa mga kagaguhan namin noong nag-aaral pa kami. ngayon puro na lang trabaho. career growth ganon, business ganyan. yung isa nga sa amin kasal at buntis na? like never ko na-imagine na mag m-mature kami at some point hahahaha halos tambay kasi kami noon sa morato para mag party party. sa kanila ako natuto tbh. yosi, inom, cutting pero never ko yan pinagsisihan. sobrang saya like legit hahaha pero wag kayo, nakainom or lasing man kami dahil mahaba pagitan ng break namin. papasok at papasok pa rin kami sa next subject kahit pulado na mga mukha namin ahha ang saya lang tangina.

nakakamiss aaaa sana magkita na ulit kami soon, sila lang lagi ko nalalapitan pag nababaliw ako. sila comfort ko aside sa family ko aw.

[sasodei-is-real]

Good afternoon💙 Well, or just Hello if you have a different time of day 😅💙

Thank you for your answers!)

And I still can’t reply to comments (I don’t know what is wrong), so I’ll answer like this)

@justanotherblonde thank you very much, it's so nice 🥺💙 And I'm glad that it will be interesting for you) Because the topic is actual and worth discussing.

@movethisalong Thanks for the answer!) I will soon work on the text in drafts, I will publish it today)💗

@bodoquehenko Weeell ... it's not directly related. But indirectly, yes. After all, even though Deidara is an adult, he has a big age difference with Sasori. So, for us - Sasodei fandom, this topic is not completely alien. Anyway, in any fandom, this is a very controversial and interesting topic that is worth discussing. As a sasodei shipper, I was asked questions about this topic. I think it would be nice to say my opinion on this issue and put all the points above and. I will talk not only about the general phenomenon, but also about sasodei separately in this topic.

But of course I will continue the analysis💛. This is not even discussed, because it is for this analysis that my blog was invented. But the point is, right now I only have time for one post. And analysis consists of many parts. And if I had written today about Onoki and Gaara (that is, I would have continued the analysis), I would have been able to move on to the next part of the analysis only in two weeks (this is how long my studies at the university will last). And that's not very good. Because although the analysis consists of different parts, the thing is integral. And it is best to read it without long breaks. I already postponed the analysis for a long time because of the uni , and then I did not want to continue again and stop the two weeks between the next part. I thought, since there is only time for one post, why not write about an actual topic that I would still raise and which would fit into one post. And then continue writing the analysis during the holidays and without long delays between continuation in order to maintain integrity.

Well, then the question was whether it would be interesting for you to discuss the topic of the age difference))

As for the ships, I think to talk after a specific stage in the analysis - when we analyze the characters of Sasori and Deidara. That is, the storage of posts turns out to be something like this - 1 question about the age difference 2 analysis where we left off - Onoki and Gaara (Iva and Suna) 3 The next stage of the analysis is Sasori and Deidara's relationship with the rest of the characters 4 Sasori and Deidarf characters 5 Short conversation about crack ships (which is not part of the analysis of sasodei, but what is worth discussing) 6 Philosophy of Sasori and Deidara, the symbolism of their characters 7 FINALLY 😂 Analysis of the relationship between Sasori and Deidara - Sasodei

Thank you for answer ^w^🧡

@deidaraakasuna Yes, I myself really want to move on to their relationship as soon as possible 🤧❤ Yes, they were created for each other. It is obvious.💫💗

And yes. I agree, everyone has the right to ship whatever they want. I am not against any crackships, or ships with questionable context ... well, any. A person's taste is formed on the basis of his lived life and emotions, and this is too personal to criticize.

But. I'm not talking about WHAT they ship, but HOW they raise their ship, for example, how, by substituting facts, they justify their ships.

I will try to explain what I think about this. The bottom line is that Naruto is a very elaborate and fragile story, the essence of which is her philosophy. Naruto has a very interesting build scheme. Recently I talked with my friend, and she noticed that in its structure Naruto is similar to the Russian classic novel "The Master and Margarita" by Bulgakov. And this is so. The bottom line is that there are a lot of characters in Naruto. Each character has its own story, its own psychology, motivation and internal conflict, the solution of which manifests one thought. The character has a conflict, the opposite or controversial side of his conflict is put in front of him, most often with the help of another character and ultimately, thanks to the contradiction, the truth is found - that is, we get a ready-made thought about any aspect of life. And so on. Everything is connected together, and each such thought, which is formed with the help of the character's life - by doing it with the rest, creates the philosophy of the work.

For instance. Sasori and Deidara degenerate their vision of the world in their art. They were a contradiction, in the end they found harmony, Deidara accepted eternity, and Sasori the truth of transience. Thanks to the fact that Sasori took instant and soul - Kankuro managed to dissuade him and Sasori decided to find eternity in the continuation of generations. During Edo Tensei, we see Sasori no longer hide his concern for Deidara with excuses and aggression - he has evolved. Therefore, Kankuro deals with the question of the soul. Sasori dies while Deidara screams and he pretends to embrace his parents. During the conversation, Edo Tensei, with the help of Kankuro and Sasori, reveal to us the theme of the soul. What is the soul? A haven of pain that poisons the heart, but without which you become a weak-willed marilnet. And Sasori's conflict is directly related to Obito. After discussing the soul issue, we see Obito pointing at the hole in his chest and saying that he doesn't feel anything. This is great preparation for Obito. These two characters are somewhat similar. Both wanted to escape their pain and forget themselves in illusions. Sasori replaced people with puppets, and love with universal contempt and control. Obito wanted to forget himself in the eternal Tsukuemi. Sasori accepted his feelings for Deidara. Obito realized that he shouldn't forget Rin. Sasori died in such a pose like hugging his parents. Obito died again while saving his friend Kakashi. Both died in the same situations that doomed them to suffering and pushed them into the dark. Simbolic 👀.(By the way, did you notice that Sasori's main OST is playing in the background? "Despair"). I mean, in Naruto, everything is very closely related to each other. Sasori and Deidara's relationship is their development. And when, for example, I see the sasosaku shippers dismantle the battle scene and say that Sakura influenced Sasori, proving her validity, it's not very pleasant. Primarily as a Naruto fan. Let's imagine for a minute If Sakura really influenced Sasori.

Sasori would not be able to achieve what he most desired - true eternal art. The role of Kankuro would not be needed and he would not have developed as a character and would not have received future Puppets . Since Kankuro is not needed, then his conversation with Chiyo and her acceptance will not take place. Since Sakura has already influenced him, there is no need to talk about the soul - there is no full disclosure of Sasori and the prologue to Obito's conflict. Complete disregard for Sasori's feelings for Deidara and for finding harmony.

And the most important thing. Sasori is a complex and deep character with his own feelings and motives. Each of his actions is based on his state of mind and thoughts. And when they explain Sasori's decision by the fact that he was influenced by a 15-year-old girl who then shouted that she wanted to get rid of her parents and who was unable to understand Sasori continued to scream, and not his character - this is a spit towards Sasori. As a Sasori stan, I am not pleased.

And so with everyone. I love Deidara. Obito is my heart. But in the pairing, Obiday Deidara is presented not as a deep character with his own conflict, but as a cliché "I behave aggressively, but I like you." Rin and Obito's wonderful story...?? No?😅😂

And yes, of course it is clear that in canon these are all crackships.

And I don't mind when people ship characters for themselves, draw art, write fanfiction and have fun. no, that's cool. BUT when they try to prove the canonicity of such an absurdity ... I'm Here 🌚👍

And after all, philosophy really changes. I was talking to my friend last week and he said, "It would be cool if in the Kazekage arc it turned out that Gaara is Uzuma. It would turn out that Naruto Uzumaki saved Uzumaki." Umm ... no. It wouldn't be.

The fact that Gaara was none for Natuto was done for a reason. From the very beginning, Gaara's history and development prepared us for 1 Pain's Philosophy. 2 To resolve the conflict between Suna and Iva. Two old villages.

Remember the first season? As after the fight Naruto said "I understand your pain, I went through the same." Gaara was not Naruto's relative, his friend from the start, he was from another village and was his enemy because

1. This resolved the conflict between Chie and the conservative villages. Chie asked, "Why does he care so much about Gaara? They are from different villages." Chie of the old school has broken the world into structures, forgetting that, first of all, they are all people and not representatives of countries. Kakashi replies, "He doesn't care what village he is from. They went through the same pain and are the best at each other." Chie dies realizing the old mistakes imposed by generations "You will change this world invented by old and stupid people."

2. Gaara was preparing us for a meeting with Pain. Pain's philosophy was that people who were completely alien to each other could understand each other by knowing the same pain. If Gaara was Naruto's relative, it would destroy the entire structure of philosophy.

3 The example of Naruto and Gaara is Jiraiya's true teaching. "We know what pain is and try to be merciful to others." The idea seems to be the same as that of Pain, but at the same time it is completely different. Pain used pain ( ahh sorry 😂) as a weapon. Against the background of Gaara's example, this looks even more obvious.

4 In the future, just like Naruto changed Chiyo, Gaara will change Onoki.

I want to say that in Naruto everything is very fragilely interconnected. This is the order and the relationship of the characters of the link. So why when the same shippers Sasosaku, Tobidei and Itadei prove their "canonicity" by

1 Sakura influenced sasori

2 Tobi called Deidara his favorite senpai

3 Deidara hates sharingan and talks about Itachi

Well, on the one hand, I don't care as the sasodei shipper , because as many canonical proofs and justifications as Sasodey has, not a single ship has

but on the other hand, as a fan of Naruto philosophy, I hate to see how people are ready to distort the idea of ​​anime and the characters of in order to prove their canon.

So,

In a word, I want to talk about this first of all as

1 A fan of the naruto philosophy that becomes meaningless due to the substitution of facts for some ship

2 A fan of all these characters who are distorted trying to prove their "canonicity"

3 Sasodei shipper

In general, I do not mind "I like this ship and I ship it. Ok"

I do not like "I will ignore the facts and at the same time do not care that I made the philosophy of the anime useless, distort the characters of the persona only in order to prove their some crackship's canonicity 🌚👍"

I hope I could explain why I want to talk about it😶

And this one is so sweet🥺💗Yes, I also know people with a huge difference in age who are beautiful and happy together for a long time. And although I agree that a lot is not visible from the outside, but age really does not matter. It's all about people.

And I'm sorry that it turned out so long 😅

This was a good chance to explain why I decided to talk about other ships (/> <)/

So, thanks again for the answers ^=^ ❤💛

I’ll go and write a post about the age difference in the drafts, edit it a little and post 🐥🦂

[imo-chan-imagines]

『 Haikyuu!! Week 2020 | Day 3 』

· Sept. 27th → Irresistible Force ·

Characters: Karasuno team

Prompts: A. favourite team + B. crossover/AU

Tags/warnings: Haikyuu!! (anime), PG, fluff, crack, a teensy bit of angst (because who doesn't love a sad superhero backstory), headcanons, AU, superheroes, HaikyuuWeek2020

A/N: Again, I love all the teams and didn't want to pick, but life is cruel, so here I am. This is headcanons about my fav team (Karasuno) in an AU (superheroes). I was thinking of a Hero Association, kind of like in 'The Boys'? But less corrupt... Maybe more like in 'One Punch'? I think you get me.

All of my Haikyuu Week 2020 posts will be SFW, but I have NFSW content on my blog if that butters your biscuit. Feel free to check it out! Thanks for reading! Please enjoy ♡ Imo~

Karasuno / Superhero Association AU

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☆ Sawamura Daichi ☆

Powers: nigh invulnerability, super strength, enhanced healing

If he's not the ordinary cop that somehow befriends the heroes I was tempted then he's definitely the leader of the superhero group

Kind of like Superman in the old-school Justice League, just not as OP lol

Looks damn good is spandex those thighs *sweats*

Cape!! so ✨majestic✨

Probably wears dark-ish, neutral colours with a dash of blue

A bit serious. Not the kind of hero to go around making quips all the time, but will make light of his own suffering like Captain America

Takes younger heroes under his wing like the true Dadchi he is

Strong moral compass. Unbreakable

Won't hesitate to lay down his life for others

Who am I kidding. He's basically Captain America with a cape

Poster-boy for the Hero Association

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☆ Sugawara Koushi ☆

Powers: telekinesis

A soft, pearly aesthetic with his suit, hair and skin. Lots of white and silver

A favourite among the ladies he's just too pretty, damm it T T

Very plucky and adorable

People in the vicinity will literally faint when he goes all serious to concentrate and use his powers

Has a duo move with Daichi where he literally throws him like a missle YEET

Has the most followers on Twitter and TikTok and his fans can be pretty nuts

Has a perfume line named after him and models for the adverts

Will smile like an angel right before bringing a building down on top of you fuck, I find this one really funny

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☆ Azumane Asahi ☆

Powers: regeneration, enhanced stength

Kind of like Wolverine or Deapool but, like, much, much softer on the inside uwu

Wears green and black

Messed up big time back in the day and dropped off the grid out of guilt some people died :(

Was convinced to come back when his old teammates finally found him again because they needed his help in a crisis

Literally shed tears of relief when heroes and citizens alike welcomed him back instead of hating him mah heart *sniffs*

Can withstand seemingly anything and fully heal within a matter of days

Doesn't know the full extent of his powers himself. How exactly do one test it? 🤔

Still has to psych himself up for a fight, though big softy, really

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☆ Shimizu Kiyoko ☆

Powers: electrokinesis, flight

Powers like Storm from X-Men, and kicks ass like Wonder Woman

Refuses to wear a revealing suit, but looks bomb af anyway

Kiyoko = absolute queen

One of the most powerful heroes, but doesn't throw her weight around unless she's kicking bady-guy booty

Stella gynamast, and has mastered several martial arts

Can literally throw a guy three times her size, all without any strength powers Tanaka: 👁👄👁

Somehow has perfect hair all the time secret superpower??

Is active on the political stage as a human rights activist, headlining women's rights yes, yes yes

Will strike you with lightning for sexual harassment

Comes up with really good mission plans

Is a soothing balm for Tanaka when he loses it

Black and gold aesthetic✨

Asymmetrical cape! super fashionable

Poster-girl for the Hero Association

☆ Tanaka Ryuunosuke ☆

Powers: fire generation and manipulation

Tanaka brings the heat literally

A bit of a chaotic-good, but what's new there?

Can get out of control if he loses his focus, so his friends have to keep him grounded Kiyoko is a literal angel when that happens

Kiyoko: Sun's getting real low...

Bonus points if you get the reference

Is terrified of hurting innocents if he gets out of control

It rarely happens, but if he loses his self confidence, his powers don't seem to work

Shouts cringy lines at the villains before roasting their asses lmfao

Wears a black and orange flame-retardant suit, and actually looks pretty fine in it 😌👌

Literally head over heels for Kiyoko just imagine it. Biggest hype man

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☆ Nishinoya Yuu ☆

Powers: animal metamorphosis, enhanced speed

Think Beast Boy from 'Teen Titans', but less green he's more likely to be yellow or orange, lmao

Handy in lots of different situations. Very versatile

Incredibly cheeky and joins in with Tanaka's cheesy jokes and one-liners

Absolute maniac, but the people love him, especially schoolkids lmao

Has his own energy drink flavour, and he's STOKED about it

Yellow and black suit, kind of like his hair

Has a surprisingly large following of fans

Laps up the attention, but it doesn't really go to his head

Quiet and serious when he's on a mission/fighting

☆ Hinata Shouyou ☆

Powers: self replication, super speed, levitation

His powers took a while to properly manifest, which left him feeling isolated as a teen

Was pretty lost until Ukai helped train him

Got into a fight with Kageyama in an alleyway when he first met him MET HIM IN THE STREET, LMAO

Argues with Kageyama a lot at headquarters, but they work together like a dream when taking down bad guys

Has a heart of literal gold precious baby

Is contantly amazed when he helps significantly

Was inspired to become a hero by his idol, the Little Giant and it's his dream to inspire someone else 😭😭

Uses his replication ability to confuse the bad guys ULTIMATE DECOY

Levitates around the room when he's excited like Aang from ATLA, hahaha

Wears an orange, white and yellow suit with little wings on his heels cuuuute

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☆ Kageyama Tobio ☆

Powers: water/ice generation and manipulation, breathing underwater, superhuman reflexes

I was tempted to give him fire/ice powers like Todoroki, but I didn't want to detract from Tanaka

Has problems focusing his powers, and can be quite turbulent in the heat of battle

Finds it hard to work well with others initially, but really makes an effort

Has hurt people close to him by accident before and never wants to do it again it would tear him apart

Becomes a power duo with Hinata when Ukai helps train them, even though they don't seem to get on well at first

Broody boi on the surface, but a cinnamon roll deep down

Wears a dark blue and deep purple suit that has fins to assist in underwater escapades which are his forte

Freezes Hinata's feet to the floor when he pisses him off or anybody's feet, tbh

Can dodge almost anything because of his reflexes don't ever try to punch him. You'll look stupid

Is surprised by the number of people in his fan club especially the number of women asking to marry him??

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☆ Tsukishima Kei ☆

Powers: telepathy, superhuman intellect, mind control on weak-willed individuals

Prefers to outwit his enemies rather than getting into a brawl

But his self-designed gadgets and tech help him out if he has to a bit like Tony Stark, wink wonk

Sometimes makes you question if he's really a hero or not Tsukki, please

Doesn't take orders well

Baits villains by insulting them and getting the better of them with his words it's hilarious

Comes up with good plans, but improvises well with whatever he's got

Probably wears suits over his spandex most of the time fancy shmancy

Is prepared to die to protect Yamaguchi waahhh

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☆ Yamaguchi Tadashi ☆

Powers: invisibility, force fields, teleportation

Susan Storm with added teleportation, lol

Often finds it hard to value his powers because they're not as visually strong and impressive as other people's

Rather than squaring up to a battle, he often has to 'hide' from it by literally going invisible

But he gradually becomes aware of how vital his powers can be, and learns to control them and make them as advantageous as possible

Is a highly important and valued member of the team

Soft bean that gets nervous and throws up before a fight

But he's hella determined and won't back down

Honestly, just wants to protect Tsukki and make him proud PROTECT HIM

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☆ Yachi Hitoka ☆

Powers: size manipulation

She can shrink and enlarge herself and objects she touches at will, including other people

Sometimes shrinks really small to avoid social situations she doesn't want to be in samez, honey

The clumsiest and least experienced on the team

But she tries her best, gradually getting to grips with her powers

Sometimes uses her powers by accident, like when she's nervous

Once touched a watermelon slice on the refreshment table and accidentally blew it up to the size of a car Hinata, Kageyama and Noya fully dug in with their faces 😭😭

Nearly passed out when Daichi, the literal god of the Hero Association, told her she had great potential

Don't worry, Yams teleported and caught her

☆ Ukai Keishin ☆

Powers: laser vision, metal mimicry

The has-been hero who lost his enthusiasm for hero-ing and retired some years ago

Was really cool back in his hayday. Big hot-shot with a fan club

Has been working as a convenience store attendant to pay the bills and is bored out of his mind but refuses to admit it

Was convinced to get back in the game when he found Hinata and Kageyama fighting, both struggling with their abilities. He broke up the fight and agreed to coach them

Doesn't do much of the flashy hero stuff anymore, but will occasionally get stuck in when he's needed must protecc his children

Is only, like, ten years older than the other heroes, but they treat him like some fossilised sensei out of Natuto, or some shit

Tbf, he has the back problems of one 😭😭

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☆ Takeda Ittetsu ☆

Powers: power absorption

Transferred from being a hero to hero management after having having issues with the effects of his powers he has a conscience :(

He felt guilty and responsible for permanently taking the powers of others, even if they were criminals

It was like removing a piece of their souls it kind of broke him

These days, he makes sure nobody knows about his powers, so it can't be used against him

He helps in any other way possible

He would only use his powers again in dire circumstances he knows he'll eventually have to

Is generally chipper and good natured, though

If he was ever captured by a villain, they'd probably send him back because he talks too much omg, hahaha

Helps gather info for the team and direct them on missions and in fights

Gives bomb inspirational speeches ✊

© imo-chan-imagines 2020

[petrichorblue94]

Reading narusaku fanfics like it’s 2013 again and I suddenly felt completely certain that they were basically anime stydia. The dynamics are the same.

I’m just so glad Stydia became canon. Imagine Malia winning Stiles for real and Lydia getting back with toxic Jackson. That’s basically the same bitter feeling that I feel with the endgames of Natuto.

[trashypoeticthoughts]

eton edicius ekaf a

IMPORTANT NOTE: this is NOT a suicide letter. this is just a collection of all my pent-up frustrations in life.

First of all, I wanna make it clear to everyone of you that this isn’t your fault. I want to make sure that you all understand that this is all about my failures. All about me failing as a human. I never really wanted any of this to happen, but here it goes.

When I was a child, people had very high expectations of me. I did not understand where did that come from and why was it me that should experience it. Di ko hiningi na maging isang matalinong bata. Napakahirap na lahat ng mata nakatingin sayo at sa bawat gagawin mo. Bawal ka makipag-laro sa ibang bata hanggang magtakip-silim, oo mababaw na bagay pero malaking bagay iyon para sa akin. Bata pa lang ako, lagi na nila ipinipilit sa akin na iba ako. Iba dapat ako. Iba dapat maging kilos ko sa nakasanayan. Maybe I misunderstood what they meant. Siguro di nga talaga ako marunong umintindi. Pinipilit ko naman maging iba. Pinipilit ko naman gawin yung mga bagay na hindi nila gagawin. Pinipilit ko na hindi ako matulad sa iba. Lumaki ako na laging nilalayuan ng mga kaklase ko dahil siguro sa mga bagay na yun. Na pinili ko maging iba dahil iyon ang gusto ng mga magulang ko. Ako yung bata na sobrang iyakin hanggang sa pagtungtong ko ng high school. Ako yung bata na pala-sumbong. Ako yung bata na kain ng kain. Ako yung bata na sobrang mapili sa pagkain. Ako yung bata na puro aral at kung maglalaro man, mag-isa palagi. Hindi ako marunong maki-hati noon. Hindi ako marunong na maging isang bata. They always told me that I think too much. What would I do? I guess I should’ve broken rules when I was a kid. I was too obedient. It didn’t help na lumaki ako sa isang Christian family na ang bukambibig sa akin kapag sumusuway ako o di kaya ay di nakikinig ay “children obey your parents in the Lord for this is right.” Ako naman itong sunod ng sunod. Hindi man mali, pero pakiramdam ko, bawal ako magkamali. Every mistake, mishap, misfortune, lack of effort, disobedience, and what they think is wrong is always a disappointment. I woke up every single day of my life fearing that my parents would be disappointed. Ultimo na kahit sa pagpasok sa school iiyakan ko kapag alam ko na malalate na ako. I always feared disappointing my parents.

Pagkabata ko na puno ng takot dahil sa di ko malamang dahilan. Marahil natatakot ako sa magiging reaksyon nila mama atpapa kapag nalaman nila na inaasar ako. Marahil ayaw ko na sugurin nila ang mga kalaro ko. Marahil ayoko na saluhin nila ako. Gusto ko na matutong ipaglaban ang sarili ko pero hindi, hindi ko natutunan iyon. Nasanay ako na sa bawat pang-aasar at pambubuyo sa akin, malalaman nila at pagagalitan ang mga nang-asar sa akin. Hindi ko naman gusto iyon. Lalo lang napapalayo ang loob ng mga kalaro ko sa akin. Natatakot sila sa inyo. Hindi ko alam kung kanino ako kakampi, sa mga kalaro ko ba na nangaasar sa akin o sa mga magulang ko na handa ako ipagtanggol kahit kanino. Isa akong bata na laging nag-iisip sa bawat igagalaw ko para walang masaktan o malungkot sa mga gagawin ko. Natuto ako na maging masaya mag-isa. Maglaro na lamang sa loob ng bahay dahil hindi pwede lumabas sabi ng aking lola. Ayoko siya na malungkot o mabigo sa akin. Kahit na gustong-gusto ko lumabas, hindi ko ginawa. Natuto ako na maging masaya sa sarili kong paraan. Sa mga kotse na palagi kong pinaglalaruan, hanggang sa mga gadget na aking kinahuhumalingan. Sa bawat pagpasok nila mama sa bahay pagkauwi galing sa iskwelahan at bawat bagay na bitbit ni papa na ninanais kong buksan. I learned to be excited with every new item I will see inside the house. Every plastic bag, every paper bag, every carton. I always hoped to see another toy in those packages. Another toy that will try to fill in the emptiness inside that heart that I do not know what would fill.

I entered high school expecting that I was ready. I never intended to let anyone know in my school that I was a son of 2 teachers inside the school. I never wanted any exposure. I just wanted to be treated like an ordinary student. A student that would get mediocre grades, but no. Almost every teacher inside that school knew me and my parents. My parents expected me to be an achiever. An all out geek. A nerd. An all work no play guy. My parents wanted me to be consistently on the honor roll. The pressure was mounting. I got into a petty fight with my classmate about a puppy love and I’ll always remember what my dad told me back when I was a kid, “ka-lalaki mong tao, iyakin ka. Tumigil ka na diyan sa pag-iyak mo” That one tore through my heart. In this fight, I tried hard to keep myself from crying. But I still broke down. I feared that my father would tell me na “Wag ka nga umiyak, ka-lalaki mong tao, iniiyakan mo yan, ang laki-laki mo na!” Then it happened. He told me “Babae lang yan, iniiyakan mo, ang dami dami mo pang makikilala na babae diyan, high school ka na umiiyak ka pa din!” Ever since that day, I always had a hard time finding myself a good cry. I guess it’s a plus that I don’t cry anymore.

I find myself in a tight situation in my junior high school days. I had to choose between being a normal teenager or should I pursue what my parents wanted, to become an achiever. They asked me one time when I wasn’t on the honor roll saying, “Kulang pa ba yung binibigay namin sayo? Nagkulang ba kami sa mga paalala? Binibigay naman namin lahat ng kailangan mo? Kaya mo pa ba? Para alam namin kung mag-eexpect pa kami.” That put me under a lot of pressure. Growing up they saw that I was an achiever. I saw myself as a guy with no friends. Having friends during this time of my life, is one of those things that I needed. I never really wanted to become an achiever. Everytime I became included into the honor roll, I felt so far from my classmates. Back then they would say “Si Karl na yan sure na.” That did not go with well with me. I felt like the nerd they ridiculed me. I tried playing my parents’ favorite sport, basketball, thinking it would may somehow make them feel proud at least even if I wasn’t on the honor roll, but again, no. They wanted me to excel in basketball, to be as good or better than my dad’s players. They said that they just wanted me to play properly but I think that they wanted more than that. I just wanted to play basketball like literal play, not compete. I know that I haven’t made them proud and made so many mistakes with my life like falling in love with my so called “bespren” and that mamde me realize that not everyone deserves the effort but if I gave them the effort, it was probably worth it.

I thought that doing these things, trying to be a normal kid, treating everyone as friends, easing the academic pressure, would make me more likeable to my classmates but hell no. I was still that weird guy. I still didn’t fit. I cannot fit. They won’t let me fit. A few sides here and there go well but the other sides don’t. I do not have an identity. I was lost. I didn’t know what to do. Self-pitying at night didn’t help either. I was losing myself to the unknown.

In junior high school, I met an unlikely match. I met the most annoying person I’ve ever met. My unlikely love. Justine. We weren’t off to a great start, heck we didn’t even have a start. Sobrang labo talaga na ma-inlove kami noon sa isa’t isa. I never even imagined being with this girl na lagi akong sinisigawan kapag maingay ako. That’s what we both thought. She became my partner nung JS Prom and although hindi talaga siya yung gusto kong partner, I just went with it for fun. I never knew na yung magiging partner ko pala sa prom, magiging girlfriend ko soon. Last prom namin sa school when I asked her to dance with me again. She said na di pa siya sure kung makakasama siya sa ball but I said that doesn’t matter, I just want to dance with her. That’s when it started, I guess. I took her hand and pulled her to practice our dance. It’s like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you. That resonated with me after the dance. To find someone that found the best in me when I myself couldn’t find my worth. She made me realize I could be better. She made me realize that waiting is worth it.

Senior high school comes and boy it made me feel so human. I met so many people, much of them don’t even know me before. I felt so free. I felt so unburdened by things that were bothering me before. I made friends! I met my best friend! How good life was back those years. Although a lot of good things can be said, a lot of bad things went through too. For example, I broke my promise with Justine that I’ll wait for her in exchange of another love I had. I broke up with this love I exchanged for within 9 months. I lost people. I lost myself, yet again. I never knew that this season of my life, the season where I felt so free, would break me so hard that until now I haven’t recovered. I have lost myself far enough that mirages would appear and I would think that I found myself. No, it was false hope. One thing to say, I enjoyed my time in San Francisco High School very much. I never felt so constrained. I never felt watched over. I felt I was free to make choices, there is very little pressure.

Here I am in college, going in while I am the worst version of myself. The mental strain of being alone during the commute, watching people pass me by, observing how I crumble under extreme pressure, meaningless sleepless nights, not having anyone to vent to freely, trying hard but still failing, changing habits but it won’t linger, pressuring myself to get better, always putting too much expectations on myself, making myself feel bad every single day, I’m sure it would really crack me down. I never really understood myself. I fell victim to complacency. I was pretty confident that I can manage yet I failed miserably. I took responsibilities I can’t even handle. I can’t even manage my time. I filled my life by serving others while failing to take care of myself. I was so self-less, it was stupid. You might say that you could have done better, and I agree, you could have done better than I do. That’s how I feel everyday. Backseat living, always following orders, doing things how others want. I never really did my own thing. I owned up mistakes by others, said sorry for things that aren’t my fault because that’s how I felt my whole life has been. A complete disappointment. I’m sorry for that.

To my Heavenly Father, I’m sorry for everything, including this letter. I think life is just too much for me. I am not strong like others are. I am not very dependent on You like others are. I always tried to be better, strived to become more closer to You but I looked and picked up every rock on the way. Now things are heavier than it is supposed to be. I am sorry for not being man enough to admit my own faults and mistakes. I am sorry for not taking care of the flock You have entrusted me. I am sorry for always being so pretentious that even in prayers, I put others first and forget about myself. I am sorry for blaming this disappointing life to You and giving You more burdens. I really hope and pray that You’ll forgive me after all these things. I am really greatful for all that You’ve done for me. 21 years of existence that You’ve given me. From my very wonderful parents who only want the best for me, to my leaders who have seen the best and worst of me and still educates me to this day, to Justine, my love who’s always been supportive of me, to Ann, my best friend that has always made a way to understand me, to my college friends that have been with me during my worst and still stayed, to my SHS friends that are still around, to the flock You entrusted me with, to my churchmates that have lives so encouraging, to everyone that has been part of my life and made me who I am today, people that taught me lessons and showed me a part of themselves, thank You for them, Lord. I’ve always wanted to live with Lord, I hope that You’d still forgive me. I love You, Lord.

To my parents, I am sorry that I did not turn out to be the child you wanted me to become. I am sorry for all those moments that I have disrespected your authority and your wisdom. I am sorry that I can’t show my real self to you. I am sorry that I’ve always hid behind the walls knowing that you’ll never like what was inside. I am sorry for being a disappointment, that I can’t be the person you always told me to become. I am sorry for being so selfish with my requests and wishes. I am sorry that I can’t put you first when you need help. I am sorry that I’ve grown tired of you so quick. I am sorry for all the stresses that I’ve brought you and all the pain I’ve caused you. I am sorry that all your investments in me are not paying off. I am sorry that I’ve always questioned your ways. I am sorry that I wasn’t appreciative of the things you did for me. I am sorry for always comparing the time you gave me versus the time you spent on work. I know that you only want the best for me and you’re doing everything you can to help me achieve my dreams. I am always grateful to have the both of you as my parents. I will always love you both.

To my leaders, I am sorry that I have gone so far away from the path that you have led me to. I am sorry for being such a disappointment after all those promising things I have shown. Sorry for all the times you have told me what I should have done but did not heed your advice. I am very sorry that I couldn’t open these things up to you. I am sorry that all your efforts have gone to waste in me. I am sorry for letting you see this side of me. I am very thankful that I’ve met the both of you, that God has put you into my life and guided me in my Spiritual journey. I am thankful for all the times that you went out of your way to meet me and talk to me. I am very thankful for all the times you’ve been there for me, even with those little things. I really love the both of you.

To Justine, I am sorry for my unfaithfulness to you. I am sorry that I can’t keep my promises to you. I am sorry that I share with you the honor of being my first girlfriend. I am sorry for being this disappointing. I am sorry that you did not see the best of me. I am sorry for being so annoying and being a burden to you. I am sorry for bringing you stress that you should not experience. I am sorry that I cannot give you the best that I have. I never expected that we’d fall in love but I am really grateful to have you. I wouldn’t be here without you. I really like to thank you for being so understanding of me and always being so supportive. Thank you for being my fan at times when I doubt myself. I really appreciate what you made me learn about life. I would have never grown this patient and understanding without you. I will always be happy and proud of you and your achievements. I love you so much.

To Ann, I am sorry that I haven’t been the best of a best friend you need. I am sorry that I have always pushed my agenda on you. I am sorry for being so restrictive with you. I am so sorry for always saying that it was because I love you so much I do these things. I am sorry for all the times that you need me and I wasn’t there. I am sorry for the times that we would have misunderstanding because I am so stubborn with my ideas. I would like to apologize for everything that I’ve burdened you with. I would have never gotten this far without you. I appreciate all the advices you have given me and all the things that you told me. I am really happy that I met you and we became the best of friends. Always remember that I will always be proud to say that you’re my best friend. I love you.

To all my friends, I never would have thought that I would have you. I appreciate all the memories we’ve made. I will always cherish those moments with you. I am sorry that you had to deal with me and my drama. I also apologize for everything that I have not done for you. I am sorry that I can’t mention you one by one but please remember that I love you all and I am very grateful to have you in my life.

To all the people I’ve known, met, and interacted with, I am sorry that you had to deal with me at some point in your life. I am very sorry that I am so undescribably annoying that sometimes, even my mere presence has irritated you so much. I never meant to make you mad and I always regret making you feel mad. I am thankful that you contributed to making the person I am right now.

I feel so tired now that I have written this very senseless letter but I hope that you’ll all be able to forgive me. I am sorry that you had to deal with me and my shenanigans. If I was given another chance, I’ll do my best to make the right choices.

Farewells were never meant to be happy. It’ll always be painful to say goodbye and leave. I don’t want to do this but I think this is the only way. See you again.