#navigating the clouds

[healingherhope]

I hate being scared of my own body but I am

I am terrified of what is happening to me

I’m terrified of what this means

Having your perception distorted because your vision is blurry and you’re lightheaded when you’ve done *nothing* wrong is so fucking scary

I literally think I’m lightheaded because I’m having a heavy period and I’m losing blood

Or is this just psychosomatic? Is my body creating pain and symptoms because I want to believe something is wrong? And then I spiral further? Who the fuck knows! I’m so scared

And I’m so young

This shouldn’t be happening to me

But it is and it’s so scary

Nothing is wrong with me! Except my pre-existing conditions getting worse. Every day I’m reminded that I’m unhealthy and I’m slowly killing myself from the inside out while my coping mechanisms only make it worse

And every day I get more stressed about it. When will I learn? Probably never.

My vision is blurry and I can’t tell if it’s from high blood sugar because of too much coffee creamer or from strain on my body. I’m so tired

And so scared

[kifaprokumiv]

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[cloudxxiia]

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[countfulminus0]

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[cloudgremlin-creations]

Hello There!

Welcome to the art and fandom blog of CloudGremlin, the friendly neighbourhood punk christian here to remind you to drink water and have a lil stretch <3 You’ll usually see me like/comment using my main acct above. Only mutuals can message me but the ask box is open to all!

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Commissions: currently closed. Art trades: feel free to hit me up!

Neocities site coming sometime when I have the energy TwT

Fandom Stuff: Reblogs from other tmnt artists/writers: #get turtled My tmnt art: #Cloud turtles My tmnt AUs: Tattarrattat and tmht:London. GraftedBranchesAU was my first ever AU and is currently on pause. tmnt AU ask game and answers

Art stuff: Reblogs from other artists/writers: #not my art My art minus the fandom stuff: #art

[mikiquette]

MIKI. — you are the main character of your own fairytale.

oc blog. muse/admin 21+, time-zone gmt+8. penned by @sunmerberrie. links and rules under the cut, please read below before interacting!

— &&. general content.

This blog serves primarily as an archive of content pertaining to my OC, "Miki", and especially contains selfship/yumeship content.

This includes: art, oc headcanons/lore, selfship headcanons/lore, selfship drabbles/oneshots, aesthetics, roleplays. Content will be tagged accordingly.

REGARDING ROLEPLAYS ; currently "love and deepspace" is the only verse that is active for roleplay. please be sure to read through the rules below before interacting.

— &&. links/navigation.

admin/operator's everything blog: @sunmerberrie admin/operator's art blog: @cloudxxiia admin/operator's fandom/writing blog: @solifloris other rps (low activity): @kaianqelic @thomasicism @celestialmessage

oc info + verse masterlist rp thread trackerrp memes

— &&. general tags.

blog navigation — navigation about miki — of the muse suggestive posts — cw. suggestive. explicit posts — cw. explicit. queued posts — queue'll be in my heart admin art — admin art 🤍 admin writing — adminwrites 🤍 admin covers — adminsings🤍

selfship content — of the selfship caleb x miki (l&ds) — calmiki ✨ ellis x miki (ikevil) — nightberry ✨ joshua x miki (ff16) — berryflame ✨ kenma x miki (haikyuu) — mikken ✨ (other selfships tba)

out of character — behind the cloud. ooc roleplay — once upon a time reblogs — true love's kiss (reblog) rp meme prompts — a whole new world (prompts) answered — wish upon a star (inbox) rp end — happily ever after (the end) thoughts — a dream is a wish your heart makes moments posts — tale as old as time (moments) main verse — mirror mirror... secondary verse — part of your world

— &&. roleplay rules.

GENERAL

Roleplay on this blog prioritizes my (the admin's) comfort. This means that [1] I may answer slowly/sporadically according to life events; and, [2] I reserve the right to refuse to answer (and therefore delete) any asks that I do not feel comfortable with answering. Please respect my decision and don't take it personally, this is simply for my own personal comfort!

DO NOT...

----- a) Follow or interact if you are either a minor or a blog without any age indicator. If I catch you, you will automatically be blocked!

----- b) Use any writing or art visible on this blog (whether by me or by others) for AI training or other related purposes.

----- c) Godmod in roleplays, or otherwise dictate any actions/thoughts of my muse (Miki) during roleplays.

----- d) Spread negativity, drama, discourse, or disrespect. Please let's all be kind; avoid hate, shaming, the use of slurs or derogatory terms, etc!

FORMAT

You may interact with Miki through asks (whether through anon or not), mentions, replies, reblogs, etc! This blog is mirrored-lit. This means that you are free to interact using shorthand prose, semi-para, multi-para, lit, or semi-lit, or however else you see fit. Whichever way you interact, I will match you!

INTERACTIONS

For now, the only verse Miki has active for roleplay is Love & Deepspace. Anyone in the Love & Deepspace universe may interact with her, including other OCs or canon characters. Miki may branch out into other fandoms someday, but for now she stays within the L&DS universe! I may be selective and I'm more inclined to roleplay with mutuals, but feel free to reach out whenever via DMs!

SHIPS

Miki is primarily shipped with Caleb, secondarily with Zayne. If you wish to establish romantic ships with her as either a canon character or an OC, please discuss with me beforehand! I may be selective, but I'm totally open to hearing out possible dynamics~

NOTE that each ship will be considered in its own universe. You may refer to her verses page.

NSFW

Admin is 21+ years old, and interactions that are NSFW (sexual) in nature will definitely be present. Such content will be tagged appropriately, and nsfw (explicit) roleplay replies will be hidden under either a mature filter or a read more button. PLEASE PLEASE BE CAREFUL OF THE MEDIA YOU CONSUME!

----- Suggestive content : cw. suggestive. ----- Explicit content : cw. explicit.

ART

If sharing art into my asks or tagging me in something, please be careful. CHECK FIRST if the artist allows reposts. If they do not, please only share the art via a link ONLY and do not share the image itself. If they do, please always credit back via a link and a username. Let's respect our lovely artists! (And again, please do not use any writing or art visible on this blog, whether by me or by others, for AI training or other related purposes.)

OPERATOR SPEAKS

This blog is operated by @sunmerberrie. Content will remain mostly in-character; however, if necessary, OOC-related content will be indicated by the following:

----- Posts beginning as: "☁️; text" ----- Posts tagged with: "behind the cloud. ooc" ----- Replies/tags formatted as: "(text)"

[healingherhope]

fun ocd things that have resurfaced since I got back to college (a non-comprehensive list)

even though I have been alive for 19 years and I know how locks on doors work, I still have to lock and unlock the door several times to make sure I actually locked it

did I actually remove the K-Cup from the coffee machine?

are the blinds actually closed. can people see me changing from behind the giant tree blocking my window with the blinds all the way closed? Let’s go outside to check at least twice a day

do they hate me. they don’t hate me! but what if they do

guys what if they hate me

guys.

oh my god WHY CANT I GET OVER MY CRUSH

obsessing over the trash but also forgetting to take the trash out

did I remember to apologize to my roommate about that one thing in my dream that I would never do in real life?

never getting over everything ever and refusing to tell my therapist about it because we don’t want her perception of me to change

being perceived? nah

obsessing over my weight but also never going to the gym when I totally could

putting all of my self worth into what a couple people think about me but also being hurt by literally everything ever and being a fragile little baby about anything that includes feelings

also I’m eating so much sugar dammit

[itsquartzz]

Zoro: Imagine if we could sail the skies with clouds as our sea. Nami: Sailing the skies? Zoro, you can barely navigate on land without getting lost! Zoro: Maybe so, Nami, but at least I'd never lose sight of the clouds.

[kaianqelic]

KAIA MEI. — kai·ah me·i /ˈkaɪ.ə/ /'meɪ/ ; of a joyful and beautiful life.

rp blog. admin/muse 21+, timezone gmt+8. penned by @sunmerberrie. links and tags under the cut, please read before interacting!

— &&. links/navigation.

admin/operator's everything blog: @sunmerberrie admin/op's art blog: @cloudxxiia admin/op's fandom/writing blog: @solifloris other rps (low activity): @mikiquette @celestialmessage

general carrd rules oc info gallery

tracker prompts

— &&. general tags.

about kaia — of the muse out of character — behind the cloud. ooc suggestive posts — cw. suggestive. explicit posts — cw. explicit. queued posts — queue'lque chose reblogs — encore (reblog) prompts — la rêverie (prompts) answered — lire dans mon coeur… (inbox) roleplay — j’écris ton nom thoughts — s'endormir dans un rêve sans fin (musings) moments posts — mots doux (moments) main verse — la vie en rose secondary verse — le coeur a ses raisons royal au verse — emmenè-moi admin art — admin art 🤍

— &&. verses.

la vie en rose. kaia’s main storyline verse follows the tag “la vie en rose”. this is the storyline most in-tune with her character development in relation to canon in-game events, and closely follows her modified lore. in this verse, kaia follows a developing relationship with xavier.

le coeur a ses raisons. this is a secondary verse where kaia falls for neither of the main leads. specifically, this verse revolves around her relationship with jeremiah. usually included under this verse are interactions with other ocs whose main verses/primary ships also involve xavier.

NOTE : For new threads, la vie en rose is the default verse being roleplayed, unless something else was mutually potted beforehand. Any roleplay interaction under either of the tags above will automatically follow their respective specifications. Each roleplay interaction will be tagged with a personal character label (lines taken from French media, usually poetry). If none of the tags above are added to the interaction, the personal character label will serve as its own verse tag.

— &&. character tags. [WIP]

[kareenvorbarra]

Meme: favorite books read so far in 2024 (tagged by @child-of-hurin)

Ju's post doesn't say how many books to pick but she listed four, so that's what I'm doing.

Honorable mention goes to the six other Sayers novels I've read so far this year, because I've been absolutely devouring them and it was hard to pick a favorite (and no I'm not done with the series yet)

tagging @wizardysseus, @anghraine, @yavieriel, @thecrenellations, @roseofbattles, and anybody else who would like to do it!

[miki-files]

MIKI — you are the main character of your own fairytale.

oc blog. muse/admin 21+, timezone gmt+8. likes & follows from @kaianqelic, penned by @sunmerberrie. links and rules under the cut, please read below first!

— &&. rules.

GENERAL

This blog prioritizes my (the admin's) comfort. This means that [1] I may answer slowly/sporadically according to life events; and, [2] I reserve the right to refuse to answer (and therefore delete) any asks that I do not feel comfortable with answering. Please respect my decision and don't take it personally, this is simply for my own personal comfort!

DO NOT...

----- a) Follow or interact if you are either a minor or a blog without any age indicator. If I catch you, you will automatically be blocked!

----- b) Use any writing or art visible on this blog (whether by me or by others) for AI training or other related purposes.

----- c) Godmod in roleplays, or otherwise dictate any actions/thoughts of my muse (Miki) during roleplays.

----- d) Spread negativity, drama, discourse, or disrespect. Please let's all be kind; avoid hate, shaming, the use of slurs or derogatory terms, etc!

FORMAT

You may interact with Miki through asks (whether through anon or not), mentions, replies, reblogs, etc! This blog is mirrored-lit. This means that you are free to interact using shorthand prose, semi-para, multi-para, lit, or semi-lit, or however else you see fit. Whichever way you interact, I will match you!

INTERACTIONS

Miki is primarily a Love & Deepspace OC for now, so anyone in the Love & Deepspace universe may interact with her, including other OCs or canon characters. Miki may branch out into other fandoms someday, but for now she stays within the L&DS universe!

SHIPS

Miki is primarily shipped with Caleb, secondarily with Zayne. If you wish to establish romantic ships with her as either a canon character or an OC, please discuss with me beforehand! I may be selective, but I'm totally open to hearing out possible dynamics~

NOTE that each ship will be considered in its own universe. You may refer to the tags and verses below.

DMs

I am very much open to DMs for plotting! Please don't feel shy to reach out to me whenever! 🥰

NSFW

Admin is 21+ years old, and interactions that are NSFW (sexual) in nature will definitely be present. Such content will be tagged appropriately, and nsfw (explicit) roleplay replies will be hidden under either a mature filter or a read more button. PLEASE PLEASE BE CAREFUL OF THE MEDIA YOU CONSUME!

----- Suggestive content : cw. suggestive. ----- Explicit content : cw. explicit.

ART

If sharing art into my asks or tagging me in something, please be careful. CHECK FIRST if the artist allows reposts. If they do not, please only share the art via a link ONLY and do not share the image itself. If they do, please always credit back via a link and a username. Let's respect our lovely artists! (And again, please do not use any writing or art visible on this blog, whether by me or by others, for AI training or other related purposes.)

OPERATOR SPEAKS

This blog is operated by @sunmerberrie. Content will remain mostly in-character; however, if necessary, OOC-related content will be indicated by the following:

----- Posts beginning as: "☁️; text" ----- Posts tagged with: "behind the cloud. ooc" ----- Replies/tags formatted as: "(text)"

— &&. tags.

GENERAL

about miki — of the muse out of character — behind the cloud. ooc suggestive posts — cw. suggestive. explicit posts — cw. explicit. queued posts — queue'll be in my heart reblogs — true love's kiss (reblog) prompts — a whole new world (prompts) answered — wish upon a star (inbox) roleplay — once upon a time rp end — happily ever after (the end) thoughts — a dream is a wish your heart makes moments posts — tale as old as time (moments) main verse — mirror mirror... secondary verse — part of your world

[sullengirl-888]

☕️ — kat ✧₊⁺ she/her minor infj-t donnie darko fangirl music enthusiast cinephile reader & book addict audrey hepburn’s long lost daughter french new wave & old hollywood enjoyer matty healy defender calico critter mother queen of coney island occasional baker incredibly stupidly sensitive brat pack wannabe henry winter's wife laura palmer empathizer february aquarius hopeless romantic morbidly longing for the picturesque at all costs vinyl / physical media collector born 2 late 4 gregory peck & jfk jr :( thought daughter carpe diem . live forever .

divider credits : @/v6que, @/aqualogia

tags below 4 exposure 🤍

[pocketgalaxies]

everyone: you were doing so good without drinking for a while there, but then you started again

nott: i thought we were doing pretty well the last few days and it was all because of me, wasn't it?

everyone: ???? uh,,no,,,,,???

[yoichls]

﹒𝑴𝑰𝑳𝑬𝑵𝑨 / 𝑴𝑰𝑳𝑳𝑰𝑬. ( 𝑹𝑼𝑩𝑰 ! ) nineteen. east asian. side blog for @6gumi — ✟ occasional writings . . mostly just reblogs 、talking frm the heart ! 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐘 .

× — minors 、ageless & blank blogs 、basic dni criteria.

✟ 𝑮𝑼𝑰𝑫𝑬𝑳𝑰𝑵𝑬𝑺. ┊𝑴𝑨𝑺𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑳𝑰𝑺𝑻. ┊𝑻𝑨𝑮𝑺 𝑼𝑺𝑨𝑮𝑬. : # ༒ milena zip ( talking ) ┊# ༒ lycoris radiata library ( writings ) ┊# ༒ passerby of wandering clouds ( reblogs )

✟ RECENTS.

— “ c’mon baby, just a quick fuck! “ —with ushijima wakatoshi .

[bananacat76]

INTRO! YAY!

hello! i’m fusi! welcome to my little place!

i loove to draw and will post art on this blog! but for now it’s mostly reblogs lol.

i don’t care about pronouns. call me anything! make something up!! get creative! just makes it all the more fun!

i interact with a plethora of fandoms and have many interests. but at the moment i will mostly post stuff related to ISaT, Deltarune, herpetology, pinnipedology, or nephrology/meteorology, as those are what i’m currently obsessed with :3

have fun in my blog ! ♡