#never gonna be happy with how this is done

[abiatackerman]

Everything for peace, for humanity

Warnings: Angst

"You look.... Nice."

You smile sadly as you watch Levi in his wedding suit.

"You'll scare the guests off if you're gonna keep that scowl on your face. Try to smile. It's your wedding day. Don't ruin your soon to be wife's day at least."

You say as Levi’s eyes flicker to meet yours, his usual stoic expression unwavering. That is a look you know all too well. Still, you know you are right, he has to at least try to look the slightest bit happy, even if he clearly doesn’t want to.

"I actually didn't want to come here today... To your wedding."

You chuckle as you speak even though your heart is bleeding.

"But we're colleagues, we've been working together for a long time. As a member of the Survey Corps, I had to come."

You smile as you look at him dreamily, leaning on the door.

Oh how bad you imagined that how he would look on his wedding day. You knew he would look handsome. And he's looking handsome too. More than you imagined.

But the difference is he's marrying a beautiful girl from a powerful family of Marley instead of you. To make a truce between the Paradise island and Marley.

For peace. For humanity.

Levi slowly takes a few steps closer to you, his eyes fixed firmly on yours, his voice is low and rough.

"And yet, you still came here."

The sight of you leaning against the door, smiling at him with that look in your eyes, is too much to handle. His heart is pounding painfully in his chest, a feeling he knows all too well.

"I just wanted to see the grumpy-rude-scary captain, who is known as humanity's strongest soldier, to get married."

You say still smiling as your eyes tears up.

"Anyway... You didn't want me to come?"

You say blinking your eyes as Levi’s expression hardens. At the sight of the tears beginning to form in your eyes, his jaw tightens. He can practically feel his heart beginning to crack.

He can’t stand the sight, nor can't he stand the thought of you thinking he didn’t want you here. Which is true... He didn’t want you to be here. It hurts to see you.

"Of course I don’t want you here."

He says, his voice is cold, harsh. You chuckle sadly.

"Don't worry, I'll leave before you get married then. I was just hoping to see you in your wedding dress actually. I wanted to take a peek at you."

You try to sound funny like you always used to. You point at his tie.

"You're used to wearing cravats. You shouldn't be wearing a tie. Look, it's messed up."

Levi’s eyes flicker down to look at the messed up tie, the tie that his fiancé and her family had insisted he wear for the occasion. He hates it. He hates the way it feels around his neck, he hates the way it looks like it is being strangled around his throat, he hates to wear it. He lets out a quiet scoff.

"I’d much prefer to wear a damn cravat but apparently this is what she wanted."

You feel jealousy hitting you like a brick of a truck. You never once told Levi to change his appearance or anything just because you thought he'd look good in that way. You never wanted him to change. Now he's already changing himself for another girl... Who's not you?

"You should have told her to teach you how to wear it then. It's messed up."

You say in a jealous tone as Levi's chest aches in response. He knows this is difficult for you, he knows you are unhappy with his decision, but what can he do? The deal had already been done. There is no going back now.

Everything is for peace. For humanity.

"She did teach me, but it doesn’t matter."

He says, his voice comes out as a grumble as he undoes the tie, tossing it on the nearby desk instead.

"I hate these damn things. Stupid useless pieces of fabric."

You smile softly hearing his curses.

You'll miss it. You'll miss his grumpy behaviours, his rude-insulting words... His glare to the every male cadet who wanted to be close with you. His scent, kisses, touches, bites, thrusts, whispers, "I love you"s.... Calling you doll, Y/N, brat...

You'll miss him... Everything about him.

"I have one final request."

You clear your throat to prevent your voice from cracking and speak professionally.

"And that is?"

Levi looks at you, his expression is cold and stoic as usual but his eyes are filled with pain.

A part of him is selfishly happy to see you suffering, the other part of him wants to pull you into his arms and never let you go, to tell you that he wants you, he loves you. But that isn’t something he can't do now. He has to watch you walk away.

"I want to be your child's godmother. And I want your wife to be my patient when she gets pregnant. I want to be the doctor and the first person who'll pull your child out of your wife's ovary into this world."

You say calmly as Levi’s eyes widened. Not only do you want to be the godmother of his child with another woman who isn’t you, but also you do want to be the one to deliver his child.

A pained expression crosses his face as he realizes what you are asking for. He takes a step towards you, his eyes searching your face.

"You’re asking me... To let you witness me having a happy family... With another woman?"

You roll your eyes, desperately trying to stop your tears from falling.

"I just want to see your kids growing up and want to be the first person who'll see your kid's face. That's it."

Levi is silent for a few moments, his eyes never leaving your face. Despite how badly he wants to lash out, to be angry, he can’t. The way you are looking at him, the raw emotions behind your words... He can’t be angry at you. With a sigh, he takes another step closer to you and slowly reaches out and grabs your waist, pulling you closer.

"You’re masochistic. You know that?"

You pull yourself back from him, pushing his hand away.

"The last thing I want you to be a cheater, Levi."

You say with a soft tone as you look up to him. Levi’s eyes flicker over your face as you pull his hand away from you, his fingers slightly curled as he tries to reach out for you but manages to restrain himself. He wants to reach out for you, to take you back into his arms but he knows he isn’t allowed.

"Watching me raise a family, watch another woman have my children, you truly want to subject yourself to that kind of torture?"

He tries to keep his expression neutral, but the coldness of his eyes fades slightly. You shake your head.

"No... It definitely won't be painful for me to watch your kids growing up."

You smile softly looking up at the ceiling as you lean on the door completely.

"I just want to be a part of their life. That's it. Though it totally depends on you to accept my request."

Levi’s gaze softens slightly at your response, his eyes watching as you look up to the ceiling, he wants to reach out for you, to grab you and pull you into his arms, to lean his head down and press kisses along your neck and whisper soothing words in your ear.

But he can't....

He lets out a soft sigh, his expression darkens again as he spoke.

"Of course it depends on me to accept your request, you idiot. And you’re crazy if you think I’m going to say yes to you basically being the third wheel in my family."

You feel his words stabbing your bleeding heart making you hurt more. Bleed more. Third wheel? Your face twitches at his insults.

"Ok... As you wish."

You smile fakely as you open the door.

"Congratulations to your marriage, Levi Ackerman. I hope you'll have a happy life."

You say smiling softly as you take your last look at him again. Last look at him as "Your Levi" And everything starts to flash in front of your eyes.

Your first meeting, funny fights, him saving you from death, you treating his wounds, your first kiss, first confession, first time making love, the amazing time you two have spent with each other.

Tears start to fall on your cheeks as you close the door slowly. You sigh as you start to walk away with heavy breaths.

But if you would have looked back once again.... Maybe you could have seen the drop of tear falling from his dry eyes.

Just like you, he's not happy with his marriage. He never will.

But both of you are the previous members of the survey corps. You guys know very well what the pain of sacrifices is... You all have sacrificed a lot. And that's why neither Levi or you opposed to this marriage.

Because humanity means everything to you. If peace will be ensured by sacrificing love... You both will gladly accept that. No matter how much that's gonna hurt you both.

Everything is for peace.... For humanity...

Masterlist

[henneseyhoe]

Just One More. | 2

Lewis Hamilton x BLACK!FEM!Reader

WARNINGS: short, no smut! (surprisingly), just fluffy shit for father’s day <44 😘

SUMMARY: Congratulations! You had the twins! time to deal with lewis and his new dad antics (again), but first, here’s two cute moments.

(1)

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“You happy now?”

You stare at your husband through tired and teary eyes, watching him cradle your daughter in his arms. You had just gone through twenty hours of labor, spending half of those hours at home and in pain and the other half in the hospital. When you got there you could barely walk, every contraction you felt striking your belly and back which made your knees weak. You swore hours earlier it was just braxton hicks, but your twins soon proved you wrong. Very, very wrong.

When you heard both their cries erupt in the room, you smiled in victory as you were finally done with the most crucial part.

“You did so good, love”

Lewis praised you with stray tears he could no longer hold in trailing down his cheeks, a sweet kiss being placed on your forehead before he did the same to the twins. The boy who was born first, with no surprise, looked exactly like Lewis. He was a spitting imagine of your other set of twins when they were babies, but that daughter of yours? All you. Exactly three minutes apart, when she arrived the nurses were starting to wonder if Lewis was in the room at all when she was conceived.

You looked at the two newborns, just as proud of your work as god himself was.

“You know, I was gonna lose it if she was a boy” You spoke while gently brushing your fingers through your son’s soft hair. Lewis chuckles and lays besides you in the hospital bed, his eyes switching attention from baby to baby, but never letting go of his babygirl. You smile and let him have his moment. You knew the hogging was mostly because of him being in shock that he actually got his girl, He’d be all over your son also come morning time.

“I’m in awe how much she looks like you. Usually they don’t look like anyone right away but wow…she’s all you, Y/N” Lewis expresses, a finger caressing her blushed cheek. You just nod in agreement, laughing at how her hair stuck up in the front like spikes while everything else laid down. Lewis was too busy gushing over both of them to point out how silly either of them looked.

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When you two took the babies home, it was hard to keep the twins away from them. Your boys were there peeking over your shoulder at every feeding, every burping, every changing, even every bath. They had started to ask when they’d be big enough to play with, a toy in both of their hands as they waited for your answer. Before you could speak, Lewis was already speaking, serving them with the facts while simultaneously burping the baby in his arms.

“They won’t be able to play with you two for a while. They’re too small right now and they don’t do much but sleep and eat”

Your boys pouted, one rolling his eyes back dramatically. “Well, that’s boring! They’re boring!” Silas, the older one huffed, sitting on the coffee table in front of you. Both you and Lewis cackled, but the boys found nothing funny. “Yes, babies are boring for the first few months”

“Why’d you go and get two more then?” Silas’s face scrunched as he asked and you tried helplessly not to laugh so loud at the poor baby that the infant in your arms would jump out of her sleep.

“Yeah, Lewis…Why did we ‘get’ two more?” Egging it on, you look back at your husband for another answer, your face riddled with amusement as he completely curves the question. “Any questions other than that? Saint?”

“So they can’t throw a ball? or catch it?” Saint inquired as he went back to the previous topic, sitting next to his brother. You shake your head ‘no’ and they both sigh.

“And they can’t talk either?” Silas asks, earning another laugh from you and Lewis. You two thought the constant questions would stop at three, but your boys were a curious pair. You’d only hope the next set were a bit more tame but with how the universe humbled you the last time...

“If you hear them talking before they hit nine months then please inform daddy so he can call Guinness world records”

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💌: again, superior trope, dad!lewis for the win, muah!💋

[pink-amethyst-tarot]

Have you given up on love? This is for you - Pick A Pile

take a deep breath and choose which pile you think is the best for you

I know I channeled these songs but I'm pro-boycott

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P I L E 1 ~ P I L E 2 ~ P I L E 3

P I L E 1 - Go Through Something To Get Somewhere

Three of Wands, Page of Cups, Four of Wands, The Lovers

Signs this reading is for you: 111, 11:11, classic books, jewelry (especially rings), money/coins, coffee, tea

You about to be mad at me.... Thing is, this big love you're looking for can't come in right now. It's being blocked because you still need to work on yourself. I feel like some of y'all already knew I was gon say that anyway! Fall in love with yourself and not for the sake of getting closer to falling in love because then your effort is meaningless. Do it for you and if you don't want to do it for you, figure out why. Do the shadow work. You need you more than you know. Figuring out what is so lovable about you will show you what you really deserve in a relationship, not what you have always thought that you deserve.

Once you do, it's going to happen when you least expect it and when it does you will be swept away in this amazing love. The kind of love that changes you for the better. The kind of love that you grow old with. The kind of love that you have always wanted but never believed that you were good enough to have. This person is your soulmate and they want to be with you just as much you want to be with them. Don't let something good pass you by and then you have to wait another entire lifetime to get it again. The first step starts with you.

Also, you cannot be afraid of change if you want this to work. You can't expect thing to change while everything stays the same. Accept that change can be uncomfortable, challenging, and sometimes, downright hellish. You have to go through something to get somewhere.

Channeled Song: End Game by Taylor Swift ft. Future and Ed Sheeran

I wanna be your end game // I wanna be your first string

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P I L E 2 - It's Gotta Get Bad Before It Gets Good

Wheel of Fortune, Six of Pentacles, The Emperor, King of Cups, Eight of Swords

Signs this reading is for you: Heart Chakra, 222, frogs, owls, hears, butterflies

You're heart is still broken from your last relationship and you're convinced that there isn't anyone who will give you the love that you want or deserve. There is someone for you who want to take care of you and be your rock. This love that wants to come in is very mature and long-lasting but it can't come in if you don't try to move on. I know it's easier said than done but at some point you have to choose yourself; at some point you have to choose your happiness.

You could also be someone that is trying to ignore how you feel about the end of a relationship so that you can get to the good part. I hate to be the one to tell you this, but, it doesn't work like that. You have to go through to get through it.

All in all, you may feel stuck or trapped by your emotions but the way out is more obvious than you think. Maybe not easy but definitely obvious. Once you get through the bad part, there is good ahead for you.

Channeled Song - Better In Time by Leona Lewis

thought I couldn't live without you // it's gonna hurt when it heals, too // it'll all get better in time // and even though I really love you // I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to // It'll all get better in time

P I L E 3 - You're not looking for love but love is looking for you

Ten of Wands, Three of Pentacles, Knight of Wands, Nine of Cups

Signs this reading may be for you: pink, boy bands, joking and laughter, pickles, oranges, Vaseline weird dreams

So, off the bat, this reading feels different from the other two because it feels like it doesn't matter what your reason for giving up on love is because love is coming your way, whether you like it or not! You have probably been through a lot in love and in life but you never gave up. You have always keep going despite what you have been through but that may have led you to feel that some things just can't have your attention right now because shit needs to get done. Great news! The shit is done! You're ready! This person is coming in quickly and is someone that supports you and wants to be the person that you come to when life is hard. This person is a dream come true. You may have not be actively focusing on what you want in a person, but sometimes our hearts speak louder to the universe than we do. I can see your guides kind of seeing you get this and you being surprised but your guides are looking all smug like "hah! bet you didn't see that comin did ya!?" Even though you're reading this, you may still be surprised when it happens because you may not 100% believe this reading. But it's true and it's yours! Love is on the way, baybee!

Channeled Song - Case 143 by Stray Kids

why do I keep getting attracted? // 자석 같이 끌려가 // I cannot explain this reaction // 이것밖에 one-four-three // Why do I keep getting attracted? // 네 모습만 떠올라 // I cannot explain this emotion // one-four-three I love you! //

translated lyrics:

why do I keep getting attracted? // I'm drawn to you like a magnet // Why do I keep getting attracted? // you're the only one on my mind // I cannot explain this emotion // one-four-three, I love you! //

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[owardsgirl]

Lucky

Warnings : mentions of cheating, Megan moroney face claim, some slander of another driver

Pairing : Oscar piastri x singer! Reader

“I can’t fucking believe you Pierre!”

“Yn look I really didn’t mean too”

“You didn’t mean too cheat yeah okay” I yell tears falling down my face “you know what get you’re stuff and get the fuck out I can’t believe I ever trusted you on the road”

“Yn look we can figure this out” Pierre says crying at something he created.

“Nope get out”

And he does and the minute he leaves I start bawling

I can’t be alone right now

I pick up my phone to call Oscar

“Hey yn what’s up it’s 12am?”

“Can you come over please I need you” I say through sniffs

“Yeah I’ll be there in like 10 minutes”

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I lay there on the couch crying into Oscar’s arms

“Yn it’ll be okay he wasn’t worth your time anyways he was a dick and a pretty girl like you doesn’t deserve this”Oscar says rubbing circles on my back

“And you know what this gives you something to write an album about” Oscar says trying to cheer me up

“You know what you’re right” I say getting up

I come back to the living room with paper and a my guitar

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It’s about 3 hours later and we have 2 songs done im making a whole album about this plus a love song for Oscar that he won’t know is about him but I’ll know it’s about him.

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It was about a week after the whole Pierre situation and I’m pretty much over it

Me and Oscar were on our way to the studio to record my last songs that’s when I got a notification.

Pierre’s new girlfriend liked a post of my

I clicked to see which one it was and it was a photo from 2016 which sparked a new song.

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“Oscar what song do I name the album from?”

“Umm? Lucky!” He says with a big smile “that one is my favorite”

“Alright perfect!!”

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Ynln : new album July 4th🤍🍀

Oscarpiastri : I picked the album name!!!

Ynln : yes and you did a great job 🫶🏻

Username: Oscar and yn flirting in the comments!?

Taylornation : collab of the century!🤍

Username : Pierre is over for

Logansargeant : oh yeah!🍀

LewisHamilton : why am I not on the album?? Jk 🤣 i know this is gonna be so good

Ynln : you type like a dad

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I was singing some cd inserts for my new album and I got a call from Oscar

“Yn I have to tell you something”

“Okay?” I say worried

“I love you like I have feelings for you and I was curious do you wanna go on a date”

I was shocked.

“Oscar i’d love too how about next week since I’m busy with album stuff this week.”

“That’s perfect!!”

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My album debuted and hit 1 on top 100 billboards within one day and so did every song.

“Yn I’m so happy for you!” Oscar said “I can’t believe this!”

“I’m so happy too I’d never thought this would happen”

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Me and Oscar went on three dates and on the third one he asked me to be his girlfriend and I obviously said yes!

I was now on tour for my album and tonight was the first show that Oscar could go to

“I’m so excited to see you perform” Oscar said through the phone

We were on FaceTime while I was getting hair and make up done

“I’m excited that your here” I say with a big smile

After my show I joined Oscar back stage

“You did so good” he said as I sat down on his lap

“You wanna know a little secret” I say giggling

“Well of course I do”

“Tennessee Orange is about you I was gonna call it McLaren Orange but that doesn’t roll of the tongue very well”

“Papaya” Oscar says laughing

“Shut up” I say kissing his cheek

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Oscarpiastri : waiting to get an album written about me🤍

Ynln : maybe you’ll get on🤔

Oscarpiastri : you know who gets one and I don’t not fair !! (Love you)

Username : why is she homie hopping.

Username : theyre so cute hello??

Landonorris : Instagram official??

Logansargeant : tell yn to give me free tickets

Ynln : I’ll think about it

Username : girl pick a driver.

Username : who’s next Lando??

[thecapricunt1616]

Bestie! Dad Carmy

Surprise! Dad! Carmy is still rotting my brain. Just thinking about Carmy during the 12-18 month stage with his first baby (more btc). 

Bc like I don’t have kids myself yet but have been around them a lot and 12-18 months is when things start getting fun. Babies are laughing and starting to talk a bit more and show interests. 

He would absolutely be a clingy dad. Like the first year I absolutely think he would have Syd take the reins on the restaurant and he would more handle the back of house book type things so he could just stay home more, but if he did have to go to the restaurant - I can see his little angel being The Bears mascot. 

Like he would walk in, sunglasses on, baseball cap, dad mode activated wearing his baby on his front like in one of those stretchy carriers. His baby even would have on little sunglasses herself bc she gotta twin with dad, that’s her bestie. He would walk in through the back and go into the office just to grab something on his way to run some errands but would run into Tina or something and it would become a whole ordeal. 

If it’s pre-service time everyone is taking turns holding her and playing with her, Carmy is proudly showing off as soon as she can say ‘dada’. You can bet if it’s pre-service he’s getting her all dressed up in a cute outfit before he goes by because he knows everyone is gonna gush over how cute she is. He would be so blushy and proud and happy whenever he has his little mini-me with him, his mood would be a full 360 from when he’s just there to work and get shit done. 

And don’t get me started if one day you went for family dinner as a surprise and they’re all sitting at the table and his baby just toddles in holding her baby bear in one hand and some random kitchen tool like a whisk she picked up as you snuck in through the back and just gently taps his side and offers it to him bc she just associates cooking tools with daddy since he’s always holding them. He would be sooooo happy like the esp if it was the first time you had surprised him with her at work- Syd would be like 

“I dont think I’ve ever seen him smile that way - it’s kinda creeping me out” but he doesn’t even notice enough to tease her back because he’s so entrenched in making his baby giggle and having her try the food they’d been eating to see how she likes it since at that age they’re old enough to eat solids. 

Don’t even get me started on music that baby would love music all babies do but really anything art because I mean look who her dad is but never in his life did that man ever think he would WILLINGLY dance around especially in a silly way but MAN as soon as his baby starts dancing to music he can’t help himself he’s up copying them, showing them his own dad moves to make them giggle, AUGHHHH 

Also ofc your baby would want to be like her mama as well, so she would play in her kids makeup sets and show her work off to him and when he is over the moon and tells her how pretty she is and how well she did, shes gonna puppy dog eye him into allowing her to do his makeup, so one day you just come home and carmy has a head full of butterfly clips, cherry red lipgloss, and bright blue sparkly eyeshadow as well as pink blush and a tiara on with your daughter in a matching one fallen asleep infront of the tv with tangled playing or some other disney movie omggggg ugh i love him 

Okay guys let me get back in my cage I just had to come out and share my thoughts hahahahaha 

[kuniihoonii]

Overstimulating sub!aventurine // HC

Minors DNI // 18+

Warnings: overstimulation (obviously), nipple play, praising, handjob, aven goes into subspace <3. Not proof read.

N/A: It's been a hot minute since I wrote anything, specifically smut related so I decided go do a headcannon to kind of ease myself into writing again 😋. If you have any ideas for headcannons you'd like to see, feel free to send me an ask !

I feel like he's already pretty sensitive... like.. everywhere. So when I say overstimulate him, I don't only mean his pretty cock. Overstim his cute nips too~ suck on them or roll your thumb of them, it'll drive him insane <3. If you're giving him a handjob while also playing with one of his nips.. oh god 😵‍💫. He'd let out such loud moans if you do that <3. He'd already be quite loud, he just can't help it~ he's also going to try and pretend what you're doing doesn't effect him but that won't last long.

Now... when he cums the first time and you keep going, he'll whimper out "wait I just ahh came." He'd get so whiny <33. He'd try to grab your hand but he'll stop himself because he wants to be good for you. If you wanna be mean, keep playing with his nips too. If you wanna be a little nicer then just focus on his cock <3. Either way he'll be a moaning, broken mess <3.

Praise him while doing this !!! He'll completely melt. Tell him how good he's doing for you, how good he's taking you. Call him a good boy <3. Your angel <3. Mixing the overstimulation with praise will break him further <3.

That makes me think... Aventurine going into subspace 😵‍💫. He'll start begging and not even knowing what he's begging for. All he knows is the pleasurable pain he's feeling along with the praise you're giving him. Cup his cheek with your free hand and kiss him <3. Let's say you already made him cum twice. Tell him "just one more, yeah? You can do that for me, angel, can't you?" He'll whine but he'll nod "mkay." Call him a good boy for going so long <3.

Keep kissing him <3. Kiss his cheeks, lips, jawline and his pretty neck <3. He'll be grabbing onto you, wanting to keep you close <33. God and his fucked out face when he cums for the last time 😵‍💫. His eyebrows furrowed, eyes rolling, that cute blush on his face and his hair disheveled. He'd hold you tighter and let out such a pretty whine <333.

Once you're done with him. Clean him up and let him know how good he's done and how proud you are of how long he lasted <3. It'll feel strange to him, being taken care of so well. He loves it though, he loves being loved and he hopes you never stop loving him. Actually... tell him "I love you" after that, he'll be so happy <3. He's probably gonna pass out after all that. Almost resting his whole body on yours and his face in your neck as he dozes off.

[mrsbsmooth]

S6 headcanons

The guys finding out she’s pregnant.

This is @caitkaminski and @ellegreenwxys fault

(Note from today I found this in my drafts and never posted it???????)

Jamal

Thrilled. Really excited, but doesn’t want to show it because he’s certain it’s gonna be a prank. One hand over his mouth. “Really? No— no— be serious. Be fucking for real right now. Are you really?”

Ryan

Is this gonna get in the way of his music aspirations? He’s a little hesitant. Probably puts his foot in it.

“Oh, wow, okay, and it’s… mine?”

Lewie

Stares at her for a full minute. Then cries (happiness). Hands over his face. He’s a sobbing mess and won’t be letting her out of his sight for at least a week. She won’t be lifting anything heavier than a cup of tea. If they’re not married, watch out because he’s proposing within hours.

Ozzy

Breaks out in a huge smile. He’s down, straight away. Hugs her tight and keeps whispering ��I can’t believe it. I can’t believe it’ into her hair. Calls his mum, has a really hard time keeping it to himself.

Roberto

He’s hitting the airport. Immediately. No, he’s not running. He’s dragging her by the hand back to Portugal to meet his Vovó and his parents and siblings. They’re probably gonna move there. MC is not gonna lift a finger for three years they are all so excited, especially him. He is waiting on her hand and foot.

Elliot

Absolutely floored. Pulls her into the biggest, all encompassing hug he can manage. Holds her for what feels like forever. MC realises he’s shaking. She tries to pull away, but he’s just like.

“Mm-mm. Not done.”

Then he’s planning how he’s gonna reveal it to his subs and he’s gonna have the BEST time doing it.

Andy

Grinning and jumping around, “Ahhh!!! Ahhh!!! Are you serious???” He picks her up and spins her around, before realising he might be being a bit rough, and puts her down as gently as possible. She catches him an hour later with his nose buried in his phone and she rolls her eyes thinking he’s researching medical stuff. He’s actually reading about prams/strollers. He’s starting a comparison table in his notebook that he can add to between clients.

Marshall

If they’re not together: 👻👻👻

If they are together: he freezes. Like mid bite of his dinner, he is so still you can barely see him. “Are you sure?” She says she is, and he gets a bit shaky. “And you want… that. With… me.” He can’t believe someone would want him in their life long term like that and it forces him to really think about what he wants. When it sinks in, he’s gonna smile, and go…. “I kinda don’t hate that.”

Hamish

Empire building, right away and immediately. Names the baby “Hamish Albert Mountbatten Bertrand Reginald Gregory Lennox-Ross the second, otherwise known as junior.”

MC suggests it could be a girl, Hamish chokes on his tea and stares at her until she backs out of the room.

Francis

“A blessing from the universe,” he says. Doesn’t even break his meditative state. She curls up next to him, to try and get his attention, and he rests his hand on her arm really softly. “A blessing.”

Toby

“Wow someone wanted to sleep with me that’s so cool.”

[nordidia]

I need to preface by saying that the following words are fully complimentary bc when I read it back I realize it sounded kind of insulting and I really really like your work (that's two reallys)

I find that in the... year (?) I've been following you you've inspired me as artist in a lot of ways. You've encouraged me to represent my genuine self in my art more, you've encouraged me to draw for myself more than other people, and, most importantly (and the reason I'm sending u this) you've encouraged me to post unfinished work more. I'm a perfectionist and I get really anxious about starting a comic or drawing but never finishing it, because I think people will think my work doesn't have the heart put in if I never finish it. But you post a lot of art that's kind of "unpolished", and I LOVE it. I reread your raph comics everytime I'm sad and either need cheering up or something I can relate to in that moment. I've never doubted the heart behind your work just because it's a sketch, and it's inspired me to post more, which inspires me to CREATE more. So thanks for being an inspiration, even if you didn't mean to. <3

oh im gonna cry /pos

this means alot to me,,, i realised a while before i got into tmnt that when i stopped caring too much about how well done or polished my comics looked, it was easier to focus on the purpose and expressions. the less lines, the more purpose each single line has. one line can change the entire face, expression, intent behind it. and i really like that!! i decided then to instead brand myself as a "sketch artist", it's more comfortable for me! the love people have for my art also proves to me and everyone else that art doesnt have to be incredibly complicated or intricate to get the message behind the art out.

i really appreciate this, like REALLY REALLY (that's two reallys)

im happy i can influence you to be kinder to yourself and your art, perfect doesnt exist, draw it!!!

i've been pretty mentally stumped comic/art-wise for the past year, but its really nice to hear that my posted art can continue to bring comfort, until i find the time/energy/motivation to draw and post more turtles <3 thank you so much

[yuutito]

annoying you all with more yutaleks nonsense this morning

cw: reader is pregnant

“A girl…”

The words feel foreign on Yuuta’s tongue. It’s been over an hour since you both came home from your most recent check-up, the doctor gifting you with your very first sonogram photo. Yuuta hasn’t let go of the poor thing since you placed it in his hands, your misty-eyed husband plunged into a state of wonder as he lays back on your bed, staring at the photo like it will reveal anything other than a shadowed blob on a black background.

You find him like that, mumbling to himself, when you walk into the bedroom to join him in his reverie.

“Are you happy it’s a girl?” You ask him once you sit down on the bed cross-legged, taking a spot beside his head. You reach over to brush your fingers through his dark hair. He doesn’t peel his eyes off the photo for a second, even with you now sitting beside him.

“Of course—I mean, it wouldn’t have made a difference what it was but… a girl… it’s different...”

“I know.”

Yuuta shifts around on the bed. He places the photo on your bedside table, and then lays back down on the bed in a position where he can place his head on your lap. That’s seems to be his favorite place to rest these days.

He wraps an arm around your side, bringing his face close to your tummy.

“You’re so excited about this, aren’t you,” you chuckle, to which he nods against your stomach.

“Can’t help it,” he mumbles, his voice muffled. There’s not much of a bump on your stomach, since it’s still quite early, but Yuuta’s been glued to your midsection so often these days. You fear he won’t even let you go once it becomes more visible.

After a moment he rises from your lap. It’s easier to deal with him when you can’t see him; now that he stares at you with the lovesick look on his face, it’s makes you flustered. He practically has to chase down your avoidant gaze as he adds, “if she’s even a fraction as beautiful as her mother, she’s gonna be so perfect, I know it.”

“Yuuuuutaaaaa,” you whine, bringing your palms to your warm face. “Enough of that.”

He takes your hands by the wrists, pulls them away from your face, and smiles. There’s so much love worn into his face—into his smile lines, his rosy cheeks—it makes your heart feel so full.

“There is never enough of that, actually.” He says, leaving a light kiss on your palm. “I owe you every praise I could think of, especially for doing this with me all over again.”

“… are you worried?” You ask him, voice warbling just a little as he reminds you of the age gap between your son, now practically an adult, and your daughter.

“We’ve done it before—it was rough, back then.” He replies, as he remembers the first time you were pregnant: very young, and very unsure of your places in the world and your ability to bring a life into it. “But Akihiro turned out great, at least I think so…”

“He’s lucky he had you.”

“If you weren’t here he’d be walking all over me,” Yuuta chuckles. You shoot him a look and he adds, “more than he already does.”

“Okay, you’re right about that.” You laugh. “Not sure how it’ll turn out this time, though. This little girl is gonna wrap you around her finger, I know it.”

“I’d argue with you but, honestly, you’re probably right,” he sighs, bringing your hands to his chest. “Is it crazy that I already love her so much?”

“I do too,” you look down at your hands, held in his own. “Her, and Hiro, and you, too.”

Yuuta leans into you, responding to your words by putting his feelings into a kiss. It’s sweet and warm as his hand cups your cheek. Even after so much time it still brings butterflies to your stomach.

“We should call Hiro,” Yuuta says suddenly, as you break apart. “He was texting me all morning begging for an update.”

You can’t help but giggle, imagining Hiro’s reaction to the baby being a girl. Though he grew up an only child, he’d always wanted a sibling—his excitement over his future sibling is palpable, the number of texts and phone calls growing by an exponential number once you told him the news.

“Between you and Hiro that girl is going to be so spoiled. Like a little princess.”

“Is being loved such a bad thing?” Yuuta pouts, though you can hear the tone of laughter in his voice.

“Absolutely not,” you loosely wrap your arms around his neck. His hands instinctively go to your midsection, a gentle hand coming up to press over your growing bump.

You kiss his cheek, and he welcomes your affection easily. You tell him, “Being loved by you is never a bad thing—I would know.”

[royoko-enthusiast]

Rain code Spoilers below!

I made it guys, took me 2 weeks and 3 WIP posts but here it is, the final version!

Details are a bit blurred because tumblr pixelated the living hell out of this but I am so happy it's finally done!

Ramble down below about the whole piece, it's pretty long.

This piece was a journey, this started at a much smaller piece with just Makoto and Swap!Yuma (I have no idea how to refer to him) sick and just that, then my brain wanted to add caretakers, which then lead to the desk, shinigami and everything else.

About the actual process but I definitely will not do pieces like this any time soon. I sadly didn't plan ahead and had to make up the anatomy as I went, definitely should have gotten references, both would have made it easier to pinpoint the anatomy and I wouldn't have spent so long. The sketch phase was definitely stressful but I feel like it was worth it, Spending hours on getting the hair how I like and cleaning it up was definitely worth it, made coloring easier and more fun with the colors and cleaning the sketch eliminated the need I always feel for rendering.

Moving to what possessed me to add about 4 additional characters into this (if shinigami and amapal can be considered characters). Yuma and Makoto (the non sick pair) were the first two to be added, they were added pretty early when I still had my composition sketch and were easily to put in, what reason for them? Pure need for my brain, there is no other reason. Ama-pal and Shinigami were added just from a stray thought, not much to them. The desk is an amalgamation of all the knowledge I could gather and fit, the papers I decided to never add text to, the wet cloths, the stray tissues, the 2 thermometers, 2 cups/mugs, some medicine as well, and of course, the last resort paper towels when it's truly desperate. This was definitely a challenge, I don't usually draw props, so doing this was fun (I gave up mid way on truly doing details, they aren't the main focus so less detail). I also added temperature on the thermometers but it might be too blurred, pixelate, or something else.

Generally tried to give more casual outfits, Makoto and Swap!Yuma are just in a T-shirt, the colors being a darker and more de-saturated versions of the colors of their original colors. Yuma is just wearing a regular business? shirt and the shorts from his WDO uniform. The shirt on non-sick Makoto just felt like it fit, the vampire shirt will forever haunt me. Tried to make them look as sick as possible (I added extra red on the nose but idk if its visible), definitely fun experimenting with what color the flush should be and what opacity it should be, there is also the sweat (Hopefully it's still visible, there are also either details I won't mention).

This took me 12 hours in total and 30 layers of madness to fully finish this but hey, I had a good time in the end. I am going to add the "no dramatic lighting " version or the one before all the color adjustments and effects:

And last for the whumpcode CEO; @pixelatedraindrops

Thank you everyone of the patience and the support, I am going to doodle now! Byee!

(Officially my poster child, so proud of this one, gonna ramble about to my friends guys)

[chimkin-samich]

Hiya! It’s been a while since I asked you lot a question. (Also I’m sorry if I ask to many questions. My friends call me Whiskers cause I’m curious like a cat 🐈.)

Anyways, I have two strange questions: 1. In the Mermaid AU, are Sun and Moon more fish-like, reptilian, or mammal-like? Also, how exactly do mer people… breed/reproduce? It’s a weird question, I know. It’s been bugging me for a while. If you don’t know, just say nothing or make shit up.

I also created characters inspired by your artwork for my fanfic The Royal Blooded Assassin. Thank you for creating such amazing artwork and stories, I really enjoy them 🫶

Aaaaaa so happy you asked since we got into the deep world building of this not long ago, ima put it under a read more cuz it’s prob gonna be long lol

Also added some merboys lore at the end of how they met since with the world building it makes more sense

AND AAAAAA VERY HAPPY WE INSPIRED YOU TO MAKE CHARACTERS BITING BITING

The merboys are a combination of fish and reptile, their skin is more reptile scale like (think of a shark skin but not as sharp) since it helps them cut through the water much easier which allows them to be able to shoot through the water with a sudden quick flick of their tail (especially Moon since he hunts like a great white, attacking with a burst of speed from below)

Although there are mammal like Mers based on whales and dolphins that have blubber like skin, mers come in large variety’s just the boys are in the similar subspecies Sun is a lion fish, moon is an angler and eclipse is a hybrid of a non-venomous lion fish (that’s why he doesn’t have spines like sun) and angler

As for mating and breeding, fish like mers like the boys are polyamorous, they tend to mate in groups of 3 and more with usually 1 female and multiple males, the males aren’t always mates with each other but it’s not a must, it’s usually done since it allows them to provide for their young and the female more efficiently as well as genetic diversity (a mer can genetically have 3-4 parents)

They are able to change their sex so if their are say 2 females and 1 male one of them will change to make the ratio be 1 F and 2 M and vice versa If say it’s 3M one of them (usually the most dominant) will become the female, the only difference is those that swapped sex aren’t as fertile but it’s not a major issue just a bit more difficult to conceive (females that were originally male do have smaller clutches tho so instead of the usual 5-6 it’s 2-4)

Mammal like mers are the opposite but they do have larger family pods with more generations, they are also matriarchal like the boys pods (it’s the majority but not the rule that all mers are matriarchal)

Fish mers either group in just mated partners like Moons pod was only his parents and siblings, but sometimes another group will be in the same territory, its never more than 3 family groups to a pod, Suns pod was the opposite being a much more social species they group into large groups of up to 3-5 family groups

Gonna add some more stuff like their habits and such since ima already typing lol,

Mers stay in their pods up until their about 12, once they reach that age their forced out to prove themselves in the wilds on their owns, and they can’t attempt to return until their at least 18, it’s a way of both making sure the most adaptable make it to adulthood and population control, they want to make sure the mers in the group are able to help sustain the group, but most mers usually end up forming their own groups since it’s also a period for them to find possible mates, sometime (in Suns species case at least) mers will return with their partners to add into their original family group, making the pod a bit bigger but it’s not very common

Mers also begin having heats near the age of 14 so that’s where the mate finding part comes in

And for a bit of lore with the boys now that y’all know this

Eclipse was a hybrid, his mother (sun sub species) was attacked by a lone desperate mer (moons species) in heat and eclipse was the only one to survive in the clutch, he stuck around until the age of 10 due to his mother protecting and teaching him, but when she was killed in a hunt he was casted out by the dominant male (rare but it happens that a male can lead the pod), he was already nearing the size of an adult (he has gigantism and double arms due to being a hybrid) at that age so it felt like a threat to them, so off he went into the wild until later finding Sun at the age of 15 and Moon at the age of 17

Sun was separated from his pod during an attack when he was about 10 and was on his own for a few months before Eclipse caught him snooping around his territory, Sun would have been terrified of Eclipse if weren’t for the fact that the fins around his head look similar to his own, so he figured it was someone of his species and latched on immediately, Eclipse being lonely and a complete sweetheart adopted him into his solo pod on the spot

Moon joined the group at around 13-14, he had been having a horrible time during his coming of age trial since he was a bigger loner than his species already once and refused to really sit down and listen when his parents tried to teach him survival skills, He meets sun first when he enters their cave looking for food, which Sun was eating, Sun seeing him starving hands it to him and once he’s finished Moons exhaustion and loneliness catches up and he cuddles up to sun, Eclipse finds them and just adopts Moon on the spot as well

Their ages go (at least once they mate with Tari)

Sun:32 Moon:33 Eclipse:37

Sun and Moon were separated from Eclipse when they were 15 and 16 when they were captured, Eclipse does end up finding them since a few years after they disappeared he goes back to his nomadic lifestyle of before, so they rejoin together when sun and moon are about 30-31, Since he caught their scent when they went back to their old cave hoping eclipse would be there before beginning to look for Tari after she helped them escape the aquarium

Eclipse does end up trying to kill Tari when he sees her for the first time cuz he smells their scent on him and assumes she did something to them, she blinds him for a few days cuz she pokes his eyes escaping his grasp before getting attacked by Sun and Moon, Hes cold towards her the first few months but warms up as he sees the interactions between her and the other 2, his hard shell fully cracks tho when she first says she thinks he’s pretty

The only others that had called him pretty were the researchers constantly searching for him (he has forums dedicated to him cuz of how unique he is) but it felt detached like just saying a painting is pretty, and Sun and Moon but they preferred calling him cool, so when someone hes starting to get along with calls him pretty that hard ass attitude basically disappears and he begins his own courting not long after lol

Eclipse isn’t considered attractive by his species standards because of the discoloration and double arm mutation so he has some self esteem issues in that regard, they went away when Sun and Moon were in his pod since they never judged him but came back in his isolation, Tari helps to ebb that away again once they start getting along and more when he begins his courting

Also Their basically immortal (like lobsters) but it’s really rare to find one that’s lived longer than 2 centuries most tend to die at the age of 70-90 due to you know living in the wilds

[pinkorchidsinspring]

Liverpool Night 3 Surprise Song ✨Breakdown✨:

A lyrical breakdown of course…

Let’s get started on the sheer importance of this combination of songs- CAUSE WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT THIS

Carolina + no body, no crime

Carolina as in KARLI-e??

Anyway, she had that smirk on her face and called this the “murder Mash-up”?!!! Murder of what darling? Possibly Taylor Swift™️? I digress, lyric time:

Lonesome I'll always stay / Carolina knows / Why for years I roam / Free as these birds, light as whispers

Translated to: Karlie knows why Taylor roams from man to man and is so “lonesome” in the public eye. After all she’s just as free as any musician right…?

And you didn't see me here / No, they never did see me here

Translated to: the fans didn’t see her there with Karlie, no they never really saw her with karlie. Most of them never saw the intent behind Taylor’s eyes when she looked at Karlie, and vice versa. :(

And she's in my dreams / Into the mist, into the clouds

Oh, Carolina knows / Why for years they've said /That I was guilty as sin / And sleep in a liar's bed /But the sleep comes fast

Translation: Karlie knows why the fans have said for years that she’s gay and sleeps in another liars bed (aka Karlie’s), however she lives peacefully when she’s alone with her lover, and simultaneously lies to the public weekly about her real lover.

No body, no crime as in if there’s no evidence than it never happened??

Much like how she emphasized “infidelity” when she sings

Her husband’s actin’ different and it smells like infidelity.

How very telling of whether or not the same muse in the first song (Karlie) has a ‘faithful’ husband (-when you’re in a lavender marriage it is different morally, but to the public it is disloyalty to even consider he is with anyone other than her)

I think I’m gonna call him out

Maybe as in… I don’t know… 🏳️‍🌈call her husband out of the closet… coughs in coumingoutlor*

ALSO just an added bonus is the sheer amount of times she emphasizes the word “SHE” in the performance… there’s way more than just this short clip 🏳️‍🌈✨💅

The manuscript + Red

The Manuscript as in the ENTIRE torrid affair?!

Whilst reading this part of the analysis keep in mind that I believe that the manuscript is most likely from Karlie’s point of view in the future, it may be from Taylor’s, but it makes the most sense as Karlie’s POV.

Now and then she rereads the manuscript / Of the entire torrid affair

Now and then Karlie remembers (aka rereading) a time (a manuscript) full of ‘difficulty and tribulation’ (the definition of torrid), that was her lavender marriage to Josh.

They compared their licenses

I believe that this could possibly be about Taylor & Karlie in the way that Taylor has a drivers license but Karlie has a Marriage License in the era of this memory.

He said, "I'm not a donor but / I'd give you my heart if you needed it"

Gay best friend offers to give Karlie his heart, or at least his legal (-and for show) heart if she needs it.

And the years passed / Like scenes of a show

From there the marriage begins, and much like a show, Karlie and Josh are constantly performing.

Then the actors / Were hitting their marks/ And the slow dance/ Was alight with the sparks / And the tears fell / In synchronicity with the score

This is her looking back at the lavender marriage/ bearding time of their public relationship. The actors (aka the girls and their men) truly were hitting their marks and convincing the public of a romance worthy of a small Nicolas sparks novel. Obviously this isn’t a happy thing to look back on, and with the pretend comes all the times she wished she could just be done with the agony of pretending all the time. The agony that caused her so many years at the time.

And at last / She knew what the agony had been for

At last, present day (the future) Karlie knows why they did it, she looks back and knows they made the right decision because something good has clearly come from it.

The only thing that's left is the manuscript / One last souvenir from my trip to your shores

The only thing that’s left are the memories of this time.

Now and then I reread the manuscript / But the story isn't mine anymore

Now and then she remembers, but she’s out now. The story isn’t hers anymore. She isn’t in the closet anymore.

Red as in

Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes / Tell myself it's time now gotta let go/ But moving on from him is impossible / When I still see it all in my head

IF you have read this, tell me how I’m wrong when this entire combination of surprise songs so obviously has an invisible string CONNECTING THEM all together. (not so invisible now 😉) Because no I didn’t pick and choose what lyrics from red Taylor sang night 3. She did that herself. AND THESE WERE what TAYLOR Alison SWIFT chose to play directly after the manuscript.

Happy pride month people 🏳️‍🌈✨💗

[lovesicklovermia]

𝙧𝙚𝙙𝙣𝙚𝙘𝙠 𝙤𝙡𝙮𝙢𝙥𝙞𝙘𝙨

﹒﹒ ﹒summary - from a forgotten memory, to a memory never forgotten.

﹒﹒ ﹒set in - season 3, season 7

﹒﹒ ﹒pairing - daryl dixon x reader

﹒﹒ ﹒ content inclusions - pre relationship!! angst!! feelings!! fluff!! terrible singing!! baby jude!!

‘i live to entertain!’ had been the joyous words that had escaped your lips, back in the prison, many months ago. judith was terribly upset, and solace was yet to be found by the young girl, who, for once, didn’t even seem entertained by the plastic red cups that beth usually placed on the floor for her.

no, today judith was angry, and sought seething revenge on every individual in the prison, by making it practically impossible for anyone to sleep at this late hour. even rick was trying to get a decent nights rest, so it was obvious to tell the seriousness of the situation.

you, like many other nights, had not snuck into thin covers. instead, you’d wandered the open space of the prison cell, the cramped space all too claustrophobic for such a wearisome night. the screams grew louder and louder, and as carl shushed his sister gently, almost embarrassed by her wails, you figured you may as well help.

so, here you were. 

you’d placed judith in her carrier, a baby car seat that now sat on a table in the general prison area. you’d tried with all your might to send the poor girl to sleep, various soft yet likely damaging songs practically infiltrating the poor babies ears, then a bottle - which she’d refused with a sharp scream. 

so, how else could you settle the girl? she wasn’t hungry, clearly wasn’t tired. perhaps she was simply bored.

so, hence goes your previous words.

you had no stereo, nor any instruments, nor an ipod to play music from - so you went acapella. 

first, choices were too difficult. you hadn’t a wide range of knowledge on babys favourite songs - ‘the wheels on the bus’ felt like a smack in the face, for the only baby going ‘waaa waaa waaa’ was judith herself. ‘if you’re happy and you know it’ was bound to make too much noise - you could get awfully vicious when clapping your hands and stomping your feet. ‘row your boat’ seemed too terrifying for a girl growing up surrounded by walkers already, and ‘defying gravity’ (the only potentially family friendly song you could recall) seemed all too operatic for this late night.

so, you’d sang the most god-awful, annoying song you’d ever heard.

‘we’re on easy street!’ you’d started, far louder than you’d hoped for. by now, the whole prison was awake and utterly miserable, and you could practically hear multiple people scoffing from their cells. judith hadn’t so much as cracked anything other than a pouting frown, so you’d continued, the godawful pitchiness you were subjecting to this poor baby causing you to cringe. it didn’t ’feel so sweet’, unlike your lyrics. it felt like torture.

a clank of a cell door opening, but you'd hardly paused in your singing. you valued everyone’s sleep far more than your dignity, no matter how much of an idiot you currently looked. you posed in front of the girl as you continued your pitiful singing, reaching your hands out to the small girl, before you gently took her out from her carrier. judith looked more so traumatised than pleased.

yet, as if she was hoping that by this action it meant you’d stop, a small chuckle escaped her lips.

‘there we go! you really do like easy street, huh?’ you fooled yourself, then reaching out to tickle the small girls stomach. she’d, luckily, not eaten for a few hours, so there was far less of a chance that she’d barf, as you began to softly spin her around, a simple dance to make her laugh, rather than howl.

‘on easy street and it feels so sweet, doesn’t it?’ you cooed, humming the lyrics, before practically half-tripping over your feet as you bumped into a far taller, and, shockingly, laughing man.

‘hell, i dunno what ya’ done to asskicker, but i think she’s gonna laugh ‘erself dizzy.’ came the drawl of the archer you shared a cell with, not that he ever actually went in his cell, of course. you couldn’t help your embarrassed pursed lips at his rare yet obvious chuckles.

‘no, i think, maybe, she’s enjoying herself.’ you’d mumbled in reply, propping the girl up on your hip, who proceeded to drool onto your shoulder. 

‘ya’ can carry on.’ the man shrugged, leaning back on the chair, before holding his hands out to take the baby, a rattle in his hand. where had he gotten the rattle from? perhaps he’d been saving it for a night like this. unfortunately, you’d gone and publicly humiliated yourself before he could even whip the toy out from his backpack of nightmares. 

‘i really don’t think so.’ you'd cooed in response, watching as he scoffed humorously at your obvious sarcasm. yet, judith had reached her small arms out, so you’d passed the girl over, before kneeling in front of the pair, and running your thumbs over the girls cheeks, blotchy from screaming and howling. she was sniffling, perhaps a cold at bay, yet as the poor girl whacked you over the head with her new favourite object, you couldn’t help smile.

‘think she hates ya’ singing.’ the archer teased, yet as the baby giggled and pulled gently at your hair, you couldn’t help but disagree, and his words only retracted his previous statement - somewhat, anyway. ‘but i think she loves ya’.’

the simple words of ‘love’ uttered from his lips practically had you melting like a snowman, yet you managed to only grin in response, tapping at his knee once before you stood up. ‘shut ya’ damn mouth.’

the two of you looked at one another for a moment, tiny awkward glances spared and embarrassed, tight-lipped smiles given.

‘what is this, the redneck olympics?’ glenn had teased, clearly elicited from your previous words, and, well, everything about daryl.

and just like that, the moment had been gone.

daryl had presumed he’d forgotten about it. it was around twenty seconds in total, the entire feeling of you, him, and a baby in his arms, and the hope that one day you’d see him as someone that you had no need to be embarrassed around.

and as the recorded sounds of easy street began once more, for the uncountable time, he couldn’t help but regret never speaking three words. or, maybe even four. maybe if he escaped, or got released, or maybe if you and your godawful singing knocked down cell walls.

those four words, being - ‘this ain’t ya’ song?’

hey, how was he supposed to know? the song was so pitifully awful, he wouldn’t have been surprised.

[russsiangirl]

art donaldson x reader headcanons ( both young and dilf art.. ) both banners by me!

starting off strong with young art ( heheh )

i feel like y'all met for a goofy reason

either he asked you for a piece of gum in a class because he ran out

that boy NEEDS his gum he can't live without it ( oral fixation? idk )

OR he saw you on the tennis court when you were meeting up with a friend of yours

you had heard of him of course, he had won the one tournament with his friend

but,, he sadly had his eyes on tashi duncan, not that you could exactly blame him, you've seen her - all lean muscle and tan skin.

that is until tashi starts dating patrick

he's kinda like a kicked puppy , a very jealous one

he's desperate to get his mind off of them, so he finds you

you're perfect for him, you're sweet, pretty, kind. but you're also pliable.

art's seen the way you'd look at him with those pretty eyes when he asked you a question, the way you would slightly stumble over your words

he would wanna laugh sometimes, not in a mean way, more of a 'how cute..' kinda way, yk?

he's a mastermind,, maybe manipulative but that just makes it better

he taps your shoulder one day and is like "hey so would you like,, wanna go out sometime?"

now you thought that he was just gonna ask for help with the assignment, but this- this was unexpected, but good. really good.

you obviously say yes & it goes great! after a couple dates you two start something that resembles a relationship

art is a sweetheart, buying you gifts, treating you to dinner when he can, taking you to his games - model boyfriend!

he loves being romantic and spending quality time with you

also double dates with tashi & patrick ( tension )

you notice the way patrick looks at art and you suspect something. had something happened between them?

you had heard about how tightly-knit the two of them were and something just didn't seem right

so after the date and you two go back to the dorm or wherever y'all are staying you ask him what was up with him and patrick

art shuts down, not saying anything and goes completely silent.

he's not one to talk about things like these or his past

art likes to talk as much as he loves to listen

like if you found a new interest and/or hyperfixation he would listen to you and find so endearing

he loves the way you get so excited and you just beam at him whenever you do something that makes you happy, it makes him just as equally happy

art also loves when you wear his clothes, he finds it funny how they drape over you since he's like six foot.

art does like being praised ( take that as you will ) but when you're reassuring him, especially after his games or practice or anything he just wants to shower you with all the affection he can muster <3

this is my late fathers day present to y'all.. enjoy

ah yes, art as a father, my favorite

he's not married at this point ( sadly no tashi, they got divorced )

he's a lot more tired than he was back in college, obviously

y'all definitely met at some sort of event, you were a reporter for a sports magazine who had sent you to cover whatever it was that you were there for

you just didn't know it would involve art

when you first see him, you didn't really know what to expect - but not this

art with his short-cropped sandy hair and pretty blue eyes and blonde lashes, he looks ethereal, almost like he doesn't belong here

he was distracted most of the interview, too distracted by you with your sweet voice and nice hands and silly questions

so you two rescheduled, over dinner! win-win, you get to spend more time with him and you get your job done

the two of you connect really easily and you agree to do this again, without the interview part

there's something about the two of you thats so entrancing to each other

IMAGINE WITH AN AGE DIFFERENCE

like you're 21 - 22 and he's like 32.. it only makes him crave you more, he can show you things you've never seen

you might be a bit skeptical, but art is telling you that you can trust him, he won't push boundaries, none of that and you do trust him

he does let you meet lily eventually and when you do, you're enamored with her, she's so sweet and you could see art in her

you knew about his past relationship with tashi, but you didn't mind

but older!art is also romantic, sure the paparazzi is interested in the two of you - so most of the dates are at home. he likes it better that way

ough,, this was a LOT - late father's day present yk.. i love you guys - enjoy this! like and follow if you enjoyed these hehe

[togumie]

POST HORROR MOVIE CUDDLES !

choji tomiyama x f!reader. sfw / fluff. original post

just a quick lil thing i wrote for one of my readers xx

“you're scared?”

choji's attention shifts to you. he had already noticed how you've been inching closer and closer to him throughout the movie, and he's noticed the way you’ve flinched at every jump scare that's come up so far.

even the bad ones, he notes.

it was choji's idea in the first place. he was bored before he came across an article listing ‘top ten scariest movies of all time,’ so of course— he had to crawl over to you, shoving his phone in front of your face and excitedly asking if you wanted to watch it with him.

and he knows you would never turn down such a sweet offer. however, if you had realized just how terrifying this movie would have really been, you would have suggested something else much, much earlier.

“of course i'm scared, choji,” you mumble, leaning into him as another chaotic scene unfolds on the screen. you couldn't help but envy him and the way he's seemingly unfazed by the horrors playing in front of you both. in fact, you think you may have heard him laughing at the jump scares.

choji lets out a little sigh, shifting to switch off the TV before his gaze is back on you. “well,” he says sheepishly, “i guess it's not gonna be fun for you if you're shaking like that.”

“here— c'mere!”

you yelp when he’s suddenly pulling you into a suffocating embrace, enveloping you in his warmth as he giggles. you bury your head in his chest in response, your shaky arms coming to latch onto his jacket to hide. you miss the way he pauses for a bit to glance down at you, his eyes holding a hint of concern.

“no need to be scared anymore, okay?” he coos, “i'm super strong!”

you only nod in response.

choji's embrace stays tight, and he starts rocking you back and forth, humming a happy tune to go along with it until he's sure your racing heart has begun to slow. doing this kind of thing with you doesn't raise his heartbeat the same way a fight would, and it definitely doesn't give him the same kind of adrenaline a horror movie would, but he thinks holding you like this has been the best part of his entire night.

he smiles a little bigger when you finally decide to nestle closer to him, your shoulders beginning to relax in his arms.

“you know…” he breaks the silence. “once you’re done being scared…did you wanna watch an action movie next?”

[confirmeddead]

Okay, I saw the episode. Here are my thoughts (book spoilers discussed)

My GOD.

So much to say but I’m also a little at a loss for words. I’ve sat with the episode for a good couple of hours so here are some of my thoughts.

I was genuinely scared they’d have Armand make Madeleine! I know Sam mentioned a twist so I had a pit in my stomach when it was brought up.

Really love that Armand and Louis told Daniel he’d never turned anyone- I think it’s super important the audience now has that in the back of their head.

Loved the turning scene of Madeleine. The only other turning scene we have is Louis’s horrific church turning and this one felt more intimate and beautiful.

I’m really curious if Louis believed Armand asked him to wipe the memories. There was clear doubt and obviously Daniel didn’t buy it but I’m wondering what the truth was. I don’t know if I believe Armand :(

The whole coven plotting is so, so well done. Every time we got a scene with them I got anxious!

Delainey probably had the strongest performance this episode! Her talks with Louis, her scenes with Madeleine… so tragic. Seeing Claudia happy at the café in the last scene makes it so much worse.

The big reveal at the end made me legit scream. Like I knew it was coming but still! Now to see how they depict him!

I genuinely don’t know how I’m going to make it the next couple of episodes. Claudia and Madeleine’s deaths were so tragic in the books and to me it’ll hit harder in the show. They’ve given Madeleine a backstory and actual lines and we see how much she means to Claudia so it just makes it that much worse. I will say that I hope we don’t see it happen. I know it’s gonna be different from the books, I’m sure, but I just don’t wanna see her death in front of me. I don’t know if I could bear it..