#non-existent

[captainpirateface]

This street was never here...

We walk through non-existence together.

Hand in hand till we are forgotten by everything.

[twpsyn-who]

Haven't watched the new movie, mostly because I have yet to finish Teen Wolf, but I saw one (1) edit of it on TikTok and you know what?

The reason why Stiles wasn't in the movie is because hell would have broke loose if he and Eli were near each other. You literally can't have them both in the same movie, is like having two Stiles and the world is not ready for two Stiles. It can barely function with one. How the fuck even happen anyway?? Isn't Eli Derek's son or something? Man, you're raising the very thing you threatened with dead and pain a few years ago. I bet this motherfucker sometimes looks at Eli and does have a flashback of Stiles and lowkey regrets his life choices. Unbelievable. Is so fucking funny LOL

[random-xpressions]

It would be a fair deal if I could sign up a contract in which I've nothing to offer this world nor take anything from it. Spare me from your expectations let alone that I be obliged. But that's not how it is. We are just one large complex set of interconnected beings. Trouble is when there's gross imbalance in this natural give and take law, where some end up as selfless givers and others end up as shameless takers...

Random Xpressions

[ceroexistencia]

Y un día todo desaparece...

Ya no hay felicidad, ya no hay amor, ni enojo y ni siquiera ese sentimiento de tristeza que en ocasiones te hace llorar de la nada... Todo está en blanco. Solo estás existiendo en la nada, mente en blanco.

Todo esta bien? Aún no tengo esa respuesta.

Sandoval Montes

[suppuration]

everything i am and am dealing with right now feels like too much to talk about

i appreciate every ounce of patience everyone's had with me, in the past few months especially

[kalpasio]

Heart of Stone, Heart of Fire

D is for Delight

A Kalpas x Apathetic!Reader fic, Chapter 4, the final chapter below!

Aponia may be off limits, but that didn’t stop Kalpas from “protecting” you ever chance he got. Most times, you didn’t even know there was something to be “protected” from. Like the chef that was apparently flirting with you, or the pilot who winked at you when he dropped you of for a mission once. Interactions like those didn’t even register on your radar, but they certainly showed up on Kalpas’.

The chef? Kalpas ate him for breakfast. Pilot? Top of the no-fly list. Any time Elysia sent you a smile, he was glaring at her, flames spreading through his hair the longer she looked. Kosma was an exception—because Kalpas couldn’t even tell when the two of you were talking—and Hua was allowed one conversation a week.

Sakura made fun of him on missions (“If you two can split up for a second—” “No.”), though he never seemed to notice her jabs. It got to the point that he could hold your hand though a busy hall and no one would even glance at you both. Dragging you along became one of his favorite ways to get somewhere because it gave him an excuse to hold your hand, and you never saw a reason to pull away, so he could stay like that for as long as he wanted.

Holding his hand sent a warmth through you that couldn’t be found anywhere else. You knew it wasn’t possible for him to let you experience his emotions through touch alone, but he was certainly making you feel something and that was the best explanation you had. Elysia laughed and told you he just made you happy. You blinked and told her you already knew that.

Calling the two of you ‘emotionally stunted’ would be a compliment, everything beyond rage went over Kalpas’ head, and you weren’t any better. It took you months to realize what exhaustion was, and the differences in platonic love, romantic love, familial love, and so on were completely lost on you.

“If you care for the person then what does it matter?” Hua had nodded in agreement as though you were presenting a solid argument, making Eden wince at the thought of explaining to you both.

Despite your questionable understanding of feelings, Kalpas still had a personal goal of making you feel something. Obviously, rage was at the top of his list, but he’d take anything. Pain, happiness, boredom, fear, anything to spite Aponia, prove to her that you could still break free. It didn’t work very well, his attempts at making you mad often just left you confused and asking him if he wanted you to leave.

The closest he had gotten was when you both had fallen asleep on a couch together. He’d put on the worst movie he could find to try and get a raise out of you, but you’d just leaned onto his shoulder and closed your eyes about five minutes in. When your pillow stood up to leave, you held onto his arm, looking at him with what could maybe, possibly disappointment at his departure. It didn’t last very long, but that moment stuck in his memory, and gave him cause to keep trying.

On missions, you were a powerhouse alone, but working with Kalpas, you had taken out a Herrscher on a mission without even knowing it. Neither of you could take Elysia in a fight, but with you stopping all her attacks, and Kalpas constantly breaking though her defenses, you had a chance.

But even all that power was only enough to slow the Honkai down. It still won at the end of the day. The world was falling apart, and humanity’s only chance was to preserve a select few and try again in the future.

Project SAVE had no room for someone who could endanger the survivors. Without your discipline, you would destroy everything they worked to build. So Kalpas went. And you stayed.  He spat and swore and cursed every name he could, only stopping when you smiled.

Not the fake smile Elysia had been teaching you, a true smile that crinkled your eyes and tore straight into his heart no matter how hard he tried to cover it up. It was the last smile you’d ever give, and the last smile he’d ever see.

I am so so sorry, this took way too fucking long to get written, and it wasn't even written well. The idea in the ask was so good and I was so excited to write it and then I sat down and went "shit. I don't know what to do." I'll probably revisit this work and either edit to hell and back or just completely rework it because it really really could be super cool and I just didn't have that "Oh I have the perfect idea" moment

[marcosvargas97]

Sorry, but this cool art doesn't exist.

[redvelvetwishtree]

[william-r-melich]

Reality & Existence - 05/02/2024

Reality is that which is real. Existence is that which exists. Therefore, reality is the ultimate realm expansive of existence in that it is everything both concrete and abstract, wherein consciousness can accurately or inaccurately reflect upon things and itself by thoughts and imagination as real energy originally non-existent, made actualized into abstraction outside of physical existence. Existence is simply the realm wherein that which exists does so as being physically real and actual. In other words, existence is exclusively the place wherein everything exists, including reality of which extends beyond its eternal origination, e.g., existence is the home, and reality opens the door.

[basshole-astard]

PSA: i keep seeing posts about staying cool in extreme heat that include advice like "gatorade is bad actually!" and "don't drink fruit juice it'll just dehydrate you!" and neither of these are true!

regarding fruit juice: there's apparently a misconception that Any Sugar At All will dehydrate you, and that's simply not true. yes, sugar will make you pee more when consumed in large amounts, but 1) the natural sugar in fruits won't do this to you 2) great news! a lot of fruit juices exist without any added sugar in them! 3) honestly even having a glass of the fruit juice with added sugar won't completely dehydrate you as long as you're also drinking water throughout the day. if its hot you deserve a cold treat of a drink!!! can't go wrong with fruit juice!!!

regarding gatorade: maybe this isn't an every day drink, but guess what: if it's 110F/40C or hotter outside, and you don't have AC, or you're moving around a lot outside of the AC, and you're sweating buckets: that's when you drink a gatorade.

gatorade exists to replenish all the electrolytes (salt) and glucose (sugar) that you sweat out. YES it is meant for athletes to drink during intensive work outs and not necessarily for people who aren't doing that kind of exercise. BUT GUESS WHAT! when you're sweating buckets because you had to walk to the bus in extreme heat, that's intensive exercise. please feel free to drink a gatorade after that! that's its intended use case!!!!

no: neither of these drinks should be a total replacement for water. but drinking a lot of water and then treating yourself to a fruit juice with lunch is a good idea!!! drinking a gatorade becuase you just had to walk for 20 minutes in the heat is a good idea!!!

Please Stop Spreading Misinformation About Drinks!!! It's fine if you drink things that aren't water!!!! Yes you should probably always be drinking water but drinking something else As Well isn't going to hurt you!!!! okay!!!! its fine!!!!!!

honestly so long as you are consistently getting Any (non-alcoholic) fluids in you, you're doing great!!!!!! okay!!!! i love you stay safe <3

[spokenforinvaliduser]

sippin on wintergreen oil

[ppeuppeuppeu]

this was honestly so frickin HOT

[myuminji]

candlelight

this certain dynamic abt millywood that goes beyond wolfwood simply yearning for milly—how he deems her as a mother, a lover, an enemy, a friend, a curse, a salvation—how milly becomes a symbol he can't put into a word, and it scares him and he wants to bury himself in it and beg for forgiveness all the same...

wolfwood knowing he has nothing to be forgiven of (that he's a sinful, sinful man) but THE YEARNING FOR ONE. the thought of how getting close to her feels like it'll melt away his 'impurities' (which is him entirely, he'll be GONE), but still clinging to her as both humanity and a heretic icon of worship......

[wiha-jun]

SAM HEUGHAN

THE COUPLE NEXT DOOR Episode 3

[batgovernor]

Odd poem: 'Sonnets for the Novachord (1.)' by the non-existent Ern Malley

Rise from the wrist, o kestrel Mind, to a clear expanse. Perform your high dance On the clouds of ancestral Duty. Hawk at the wraith Of remembered emotions. Vindicate our high notions Of a new and pitiless faith. It is not without risk! In a lofty attempt The fool makes a brisk Tumble. Rightly contempt Rewards the cloud-foot unwary Who falls to the prairie. ***** This sonnet is by “Ern” Malley,…

[allysketches]

uh, I don't know if crowley and aziraphale know of this popular human custom... um, hugging, I believe – but I think they'd like it a lot actually 🥺

but honestly the fact we never saw them hugging, not even once (yet!!... I hope)... a crime, really 😔