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i will say i do get easily overwhelmed in general!!! so if i dont answer ur ask its just that!!! i dont ignore em, i just either keep them if its not a question (so much love mail I LOVE U GUYS?!!?) WAAH IM KEEPING THEM TO LOOK AT WHEN IM SAD!!!!! OR i wait until i actually have an answer to respond!!!
not to be sappy but thank u again for the warm welcome to this site it means alot!!! ur all so nice!!!!! i literally cherish every kind message i get, i just dont want my replies to become repetitive and sound insincere so i keep them instead of replying to them all,,,, smiles so warmly ❤️❤️❤️ you guys are so cool,,, thabk you for letting me make a positive impact
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how are they still gonna do a live action in Voltron when they're pulling it from the Netflix catalogue......
Ngl I’m wondering if the live action movie is part of the reason why they’re pulling voltron from Netflix 😭😭
#something something the studio probably owns rights to a different voltron category than Netflix and they don’t want to confuse audiences#or they want to force a voltron content desert to concentrate interest in the movie#of course this could also all just be part of Netflix’s normal bullshit#Netflix: creates streaming#also Netflix: destroys streaming#it actually is so ridiculous that Netflix is pulling one of its own ORIGINAL shows…#ask#anonymous
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stole this chart from @asubakaa and spent wayyy too much time making my own so. yeah. also i did 6 instead of 5 bc i know no restraint
#aughh i just spent ages typing out an honorable mention list and then i was like i don't like this actually so i deleted it#whatever you're not getting an explanation. unless you ask then i mean sure i don't mind#i find it funny that the straight ship canonicity ratio is lower than the lesbian one. there's just smth about het stuff when it's not cano#each tier had its own challenges with brainstorming which was fun#i don't have a lotta straight ships i think about in a frothing seething howlilng way. fakiru and tamaharu are really the biggest ones atm#gay ships are the most common for me bc i consume a lotta guy-dominated media and things get homoerotic pretty fast#but that also meant there was a lot to sift through and i always felt like i was forgetting something#like i almost forgot killugon. KILLUGON. the same killugon that i was painfully obsessed with for multiple years yes that one#formative to my life in middle school and everything. my little gay guys forever. theyre very sweet how could i forget them#and with sapphic stuff it was various issues in depiction. like 'no one ships these two from this obscureish movie but me' and 'they're boo#characters so how do i depict this visually' and 'no one knows these two the fandom's bone dry :('#there's a lotta ships i like but it was sometimes hard to find ones i LOVEd enough to put alongside the others yknow. a problem with all 3#categories. anyway a fun thing for my brain to do hooray#the most violently snubbed honorable mentions are probably griffith and guts bergerk. i wouldn't say i ship them exactly but they were in#love and should not be together in the present. as far as i've read. complicated but they're in my brain real good real deep in there#and hua cheng and xie lian tgcf. probably shoulda been there over the lawyers now that i'm thinking about it just in terms of sheer brainro#bc they took over my life about as hard as the other mxtx guys did. but yeah anyway#also i realized after this that i forgot horikashi.. which would probably take seowaka's place </3
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More evidence that Alder would have done gangbusters focusing on espionage: Petra notes in 2x4 that "Intelligence does often have a hard time keeping track of the General's comings and goings." Literally the person in charge of keeping track of information and shit says that Alder and her Biddies were giving them the slip all of the time over the decades. It's like the inverse of the Marshal being able to hunt anyone down, Alder is able to slip the leash when she wants. Which kind of goes against the popular fanon of Alder being stuck in meetings and in the unavoidable public eye all of the time, and finding it a burden. It turns out, Alder not only made a habit of getting around surveillance, but the other side of that coin is that what publicity/propaganda/speeching/posters/etc. she did do was of her own desire. If she didn't want to be a public face, she could choose to avoid it all. (To where when Nicte forced her into the Warding Circle and Petra appeared to make announcements with Silver instead, it was notable by everyone, a duty that Alder relinquished reluctantly.)
#motherland fort salem#sarah alder#reinforcing my headcanon that alder makes passionate speeches at the drop of a hat!#category: tv#I've noticed a lot of moments where both alder and other brass pointedly ignore the possibility of demilitarization as a viable strategy#she does not entertain the idea of integration as a goal; whether with conventional military forces or in the civilian population#there is never any desire from them for the government to stop wielding them#in fact most of their chafing is against others trying to hold them back from carrying out more operations#this is obviously the show making a point about the US's modern foreign policy in the WOT era#which can clash with fandom's instincts; see again my comparison to star wars prequel era fanfic#and its tendency to valorize giving the jedi order and/or militant mandalorians more power as the way to solve things#when the actual source material is deeply ambivalent about it#whoops I accidentally a word vomit#example when silver asks if they can keep penelope safe they never say 'well maybe stop sending us into war'#or 'hey maybe dissolve the accords so they don't have to be conscripted'#instead they seem to take deep offense to the idea that witches should not serve#the brass is all hard into the militarism kool-aid#it's not just magical enforcement either; since they could exploit legal loopholes like tally's dispensation if they wanted to#they don't want to#and tbqh they're more interesting characters to be that way#for them to actually believe it and to not lay the blame at the feet of other entities#I believe in women's wrongs
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The 'crushing on Sonic' and 'is rivals with Sonic' Venn diagram would be a circle if it wasn't for Amy and Blaze.
in my beautiful mind amy is a lesbian who hasnt realized it yet and i guess ive convinced myself of this so hard that i momentarily forgot that she actually has a crush on sonic because for a second i was like "labeling amy as one of sonics rivals is a weird take but okay i guess"
#asks#anyway yeah im a supporter of the idea that most of sonics rivals have had a crush on him at some point#whether they currently still like him or got over it very quickly. because its hilarious#the only game/idw rivals i can think of off the top of my head that i actively believe DONT like him like that are surge and metal sonic#they would never wanna date sonic in a million years sorryyyy#but also in my mind theyre just in a separate category . theyre not sonic's rivals in the same way knuckles shadow blaze and jet are#probably because theyre also like. actual villains who straight up hate sonic and want him dead unlike those other characters
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I keep seeing posts of people saying that a term transphobes stole and are using incorrectly to be transphobes is a Horrible Transphobic Term and Anyone who uses it is transphobic and it's Not Real and Entirely Not True when it's literally an actual anthropological term that has studies about it and is actually very useful for Everyone to think about, cis and trans, and be critical of. I hate seeing people respond to dumb hate by entirely writing off everything even remotely connected to the twisted shit bigots use when the shit the bigots are stealing and twisting is still like... a thing?
#how are assigned genders a thing but 'i was raised as a girl and im trans' isnt ?#like thats what socialization is. i was raised as my assigned gender#its not something that i Am. im not Female Socialized. i was [past tense] raised as a girl#and so raised with certain biases that i cant even put into words cuz they are subtle. but still are something i am learning to be watchful#of and shit?#but guess what? i have spent more of my conscious life being socialized as a man since i came out at 14.#socialization is literally just the way others treat you based on perceived social categories like gender#and obviously not everyone was socialized the same ?? its not smth that applies to everyone at all ??#so if it doesnt apply to you then just... dont use it!#but it can be useful for some people sometimes#and its useful for cis people too!!#a cis woman can remind herself that she was raised encouraged to take up less space and so move to counteract that#like fuck idk. i see posts like 'im on the train and a family is across from me#and the little boys are playing and shit but the little girl is being told 'you cant sit like that because youre wearing a skirt'#so she isnt able to play as roudy as her brothers because shes wearing a skirt and certain 'manners' comes with that“#like. THATS socialization its just a bunch of little stuff like that#a cis man can remind himself that he is allowed to express emotions and be vulnerable even after being raised being told that#'boys dont cry' etc like. idk its a very subtle thing and its just messy and cultural and social#and not easy to describe or study#but there are studies of adult participants asked to play with toddlers#in a room of toys. and they encourage toddlers in dresses to play with dolls and toddlers in overalls to play with trucks#and were told afterwards that the toddlers names and clothing was 'switched'#so these adults who thought they were so open minded realized how biased they still were etc etc etc#its super super subtle shit#'i was bullied for being queer' does not mean you were never socialized ? like. that in itself is socialization#and socialization is a term useful for more than just gender and shit id say. like i was sorta raised in a certain culture#and thats the socialization im accustomed to. and so now as i reconnect to a different culture and enter these social spaces#im.learning a different way to present and go about things#idk idk idk i definitely do not agree with calling a random trans person socialized as their assigned gender or anything#i dont make assumptions about the way others have been raised but like. stop letting bigots poison actual real terms please.
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where do white jews go in the white people ranking... do we get incorporated with whatever part of europe we came from.. country of current residence.. do characteristics like stoner or spicy white new yorker supersede jewishness... please i need to know 🙏
ill be fr. i didn't feel comfortable putting white jews as a category because Jewish people are an oppressed minority still and it felt gross to have people vote on and comment on them as a category of people. which may be hypocritical because ive got catholics and orthodox white people as an option but when i was making the initial polls it didn't sit right with me to have people vote on how much they like jews if that makes sense. so they'd have to be lumped with whatever other type of white person they are, like you said residence or personality. also the ranking results are not my choice at all i took them from the results of the poll so i couldn't even tell you where youd go without making another poll
#avds.got.mail#ask#anon#spicy white new yorker was my friends suggestion as a category and i felt uncomfortable with that already bc i feel like the 'spicy' refers#to jewishness when people talk about spicy whites if that makes sense but i needed to include new yorkers in the poll so i kept it#someone in the comments asked what about white israelis and i replied theyre lumped in with white south africans so its largely vibes based#ya know. actually while im here this isnt to you specifically but the whole thing is vibes based. im from the midlands and the midlands isnt#in the poll bc nobody knows or gives af about the midlands so i lumped us and wales with north British bc thats the vibes#australians and new zealanders arent on the poll at all but they give me football hooligan or redneck vibes so thats where they slot in u#know. like white phenotypes are observable worldwide. so like unfortanetly u may have to call yourself a european even if youre not if you#identify with the descriptor given for them#if someone makes a strong enough case in a few years i could remake the polls and make a more substantial ranking#and if by that time i feel its appropriate to have white jews as a category i will
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discourse is the mind-killer, she tells herself, trying to resist the urge to weigh in on a shitty post about restoration
#im glad you have good experience with older members of the restoration community#that doesnt erase their hostility their racism their homophobia and general assholery#theres a reason restoration is only older rich white folks#it doesn't necessarily mean theyre heroes#i stg if i have to hear one more old white dude tell me that i'm being selfish for wanting an income#'well back in my day we packed our own lunches!!! real bootstrap work!!! these kids these days etc etc' <- literal actually said to me#they praise eo wilson then wonder why black students leave the conference#i mean...#its not an accident they call native gardening social justice#if you can call your white safe rich practice 'social justice' then you never have to encounter black brown or gay folks#thats by design#ask anyone who worked on the bell bowl project about 'bee lives matter' in a city full of cop violence#boomers as a category may not be helpful but lets not pretend its just ageism that divides restoration
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daigo for the bingo?
#words cannot describe... how much i love daigo...#like AUGHHHHH#If i think abt him too much i genuinely cry like dawg has gone through so much bullshit and still comes out of it as a decent guy#or well... as decent as a crime lord can be DFSDFGFGH#in the “everyone else is wrong abt him” category its fr just.... nitpicky things and people thinking he's less competent than he actually i#or somehow thinking he's meek or something IDK everyone has different takes but mine is the only correct one#im gonna sit at think about him lovingly for the rest of my life#ask
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fully aware this is probably a pretentious opinion to have but im not really moved by secretly a robot stories yk. like the idea of moving to a no-longer-human state and constantly longing for genuine human experience or human umwelt (computer/sensory interface, as it were) and how significant and special and privileged the human experience is and how alien and foreign and wrong it must be to interface the world as a nonhuman thing. idk i just dont buy the idea that because a thing is nonhuman it must be inherently alien or hellish to experience. but imo thats not super relevant--when i try to think about story types i try to ask like, what is actually being communicated through the central metaphor of the narrative and as close i can figure the secret robot is about belonging and alienation and the dissociation thereof. which is fine theres lots of story types that do this but the secret robot just doesnt speak to me . i dunno. i dont gel with the idea that if you dont 'belong' your whole existence centers around how much you would (should) want to it feels like at some point the secret robot would simply have to live its life right. why are there never proud and noble communities of robots who refuse their dubious connections to humanity and assert their own umwelt as worthwhile huh. but then i feel im asking questions outside the story types ability to answer and totally missing the point. it just doesnt work for me
#myposts#i will concede that this is probably related to me seeing the human unwelt as an inescapable curse so grain of salt#i know the secret robot is very popular w trans people bc of its ability to inhabit dysphoria#smth smth wearing a false skin etc#but it really just has never captured it for me! i dunno!#i dont hate it conceptually but ive never seen it done in a way where im not kiiiiiiinda rolling my eyes#at how self important it is for a human to write a story about how the human experience is the only kind of#experience that really matters or even really exists. and then of course i think about how#conditional the category of human actually is historically speaking but i recognize thats probably too far#either way i think ultimately these stories rest far too much on like. longing for normalcy even as#youre asked to inhabit someone who has only been dispossessed by it. and i cant bring myself to care that much#not to be too harsh but like. theyre kinda assimilationist stories right. or tragedies about the impossibility of assimilation#which is sad because i guess. who wouldnt want to assimilate. i dont buy it
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Hello, would you be willing to share the floorplan for the Walrider house please? /post/734424674208038912
absolutely!! @raventheshadmock
first floor:
second floor:
and there's also a third floor deck that is currently inaccessible lol
#ask#raventheshadmock#wcif#sort of!!!#its going in that general category#thank u for getting me to actually open my game!!! im gonan try to play for a little!#update game already crashed :(((
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If I had the proper equipment for that I would 100% make a career out of sorting stuff on video. It's like one of my favorite activities ever but I rarely have the opportunity to do that. It's like a special treat for special occasions. I love doing it and if I could I'd milk that forever <- is currently sorting a whole jar of plastic gems for fun
#in the last year me and my cousin accidentally formed this silly lil routine where whenever i visit her she gives me some stuff to sort#it started a year ago on her birthday#she was making cupcakes and couldnt buy pink sprinkles so she bought rainbow sprinkles and asked me to separate the pink ones#and she was like you dont actually have to do that i need only a lil bit of those sprinkles you dont have to get all of them#but i was like. sure sure but actually is it okay if i sort the entire package#and i did#i sorted the entire whole package of sprinkles#she let me sort markers or beads or stickers#its amazing i love her#and she always has stuff to sort bc she likes to collect stickers and beads but doesnt really care about their placement#i love doing that so bad its insane#and ive looked for sorting videos on youtube but they rarely scratch my specific itch#theyre like overproduced or not caring enough or focusing too much on asmr and not on the actual sorting#which you know isnt a bad thing i love asmr#but like i need specifically content where someone takes a collection of something and sorts it entirely into specific categories#i suppose its just that different categories are important for different people#i wish i had a camera and like a set for that#like id genuinely love to record that for fun#and also yknow. views and money#i dont like how we kinda have to turn every passion into a career but this is something that id be willing to turn into a job if i could#maybe someday#bee buzz
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soery for the ignorance but what's tma tme ?
no, it’s alright, no need to apologize for asking questions.
to break it down, tma/tme are acronyms for ‘transmisogyny affected/transmisogyny exempt’. they were coined, i must assume, with good intentions as a way to talk about how transphobia affects trans woman/transfems versus everyone else. which, yeah, obviously, how you’re perceived and gendered flavors the kind of violence you are subject to. the problem is that the terms have been used to enforce a new false binary, one in which anyone ‘tma’ experiences a more violent and traumatizing form of transphobia and anyone ‘tme’ just. doesn’t experience that, i guess. this is demonstrably false.
i mentioned intersexism in the post i assume you’re referring to because a lot of the time, what people mean when they say ‘tma/tme’ is ‘person who is amab/person who is afab’. the creation of any sex binary erases that intersex people exist, sweeps the shit they go through under the rug. and enforcing these categories in this way also leads to people’s lived experiences being denied or downplayed, because it turns out that transphobes don’t actually care what a doctor said about your genitals at birth or how you identify now when they attack you, they care about how they’re gendering you right now and how they perceive you as a threat. (there’s this idea that if someone ‘tme’ experiences transmisogynistic violence, that they’re just collateral damage of violence that was actually meant for anyone ‘tma’. that’s, frankly, dehumanizing as hell. it does not stop being transmisogyny directed at you just because you don’t fit a category someone else put on you.)
transmisogyny is real. transandrophobia is real. we are all hurt by transphobia, and having language to discuss the nuances of it is a damn good thing. trying to insist that our experiences all exist in opposition to each other, that for some of us to suffer means that others must be doing great, isn’t helpful. and strict binaries of any kind are only going to hurt people.
hopefully that helped. not exactly in my best essay writing mode. but that’s the basics of it and why i dislike its usage.
#i think ive told the story before about how the people at my local grocery store thought i was a trans woman. for months. unbeknownst to me.#which to mean is like. that’s the reality of the world we live in actually. im not a trans woman. but cis people on the street aren’t going#to automatically clock me as transmasc. they’re probably going to sort me into whichever gender category they’re most familiar with.#and if instead of responding to that idea by being honestly really chill and cool in retrospect? my local grocery store had become a hostile#place? then me saying ‘no guys im actually a dude. its fine.’ would not have made that a safer place for me.#oppression gets to choose what category you’re in. not you. you cannot opt out of suffering under transphobia or what form it takes.#ask
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I know this is prob a dumbass thing to be happy about kinda, but I had a long debate over gender yesterday with a conservative Christian bro, and at the end he said I made good points and he disagrees, but will consider what I said. Like 🥹 did I just throw a starfish closer to the water
#idk i dont need a butter cookie or anything#just its so rare to have a person actually hear what youre saying#more and more ive gotten into the habit of asking questions instead of arguing points#i gave my hair category analogy and he was like#thats nothing like gender and you know it#and i was like#ok how are they different#and he didnt have a response but its not like a gotcha its like#thats something to think about later my dude good luck#if you come up with a response and you wanna discuss it im here#hes engaged some ppl with horrible bigotry and was like#nobody will let me discuss it#and i was like you can discuss it#if you cant do it without breaking hate speech tos thats not the subject matters fault#and he was like fine ill prove it#and idk im just#everything went better than expected
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hi i'm really interested in space lesbians! where are they, who are they? how can i see them? (shows, games, books?) also what are you most excited about in s2 of ofmd?
OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY
soooooo my space lesbian enthusiasm refers to 3 separate medias!! (it used to say gay space vikings bc that was an even more specific niche buuuut im way more into tihylttw these days s o) one day i am going to make a fuckin venn diagram of my girls because they all have so many similarities. (loki/sigyn and angela/sera are basically the same characters change my mind.)
this is about to get real long bc im unhinged about them <3 10/10 would talk about them all day if the communities were there
our first space lesbians are loki + sigyn from the bifrost incident! TBI is an album by the band the mechanisms which you can find wherever you listen to music (youtube here) its a norse mythology inspired rock/steampunk-esque album and it is SO GOOD- it takes place on a train in SPACE in the format of an incident investigation. its a story so you have to listen to the tracks in order :)
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next up! this is how you lose the time war- our lesbians in this are called red + blue because we have deconstructed this trope to its most basic format at this point :') its a short book, and you may be familiar with it as it went viral from a trigun fan tweet a few months back. (my url (and sewing blog url) are actually references to a quote from this book!) you can get it wherever you get books and id recc the audiobook if youre into that i am also in possession of the pdf if you wantto try before you buy.
tihylttw is a story told through the exchange of letters between two agents on opposite sides of a war- it usually gets described as enemies to lovers but id personally use rivals as i think it describes them better. the book is known for being incredibly poetic and sometimes pretentious in its writing and i just think its the most beautiful thing ever. lesbians do it better
honestly theres nothing i could say for tihylttw better than it could say for itself, i just adore the universe theyve built and i want to KNOW MORE. i love you and i love you and i want to find out what that means together
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saving the best for last is my girls angela + sera. the most of all time. nobody compares to them for me. they consume me
angela + sera are from marvel comics and you can find my complete reading list here, but if im talking about them positively, im usually talking about one of the titular Angela comics, and more often than not queen of hel.
honestly i love the angela comics so much that im making myself speechless trying to figure out where to start. Angela falls into the asgard side of marvel comics, though she is a lot more fluid in her affiliations, her whole thing being that she deals in deals- nothing for nothing everything has its price. she is at times described as emotionless and is generally quite a stoic character, especially around strangers. the major exception to this is her wife, sera. seras one of marvels few canon trans characters and i think she is just so wonderfully written. shes witty and cheeky and doesnt take shit from anyone, even when it gets her into trouble- and oh boy does sera find herself in some predicaments! the angela comics are often just as poetic as tihylttw for me, theyll drop an 'as long as you are with me, i am not afraid' and ill need to go smother myself in a pillow for a sec. in QOH they adopt a daughter who is Also a lesbian, shes an alternate version of leah of hel and i ALSO adore her.
im desperately trying to avoid plot points but god. the main arc is 21 issues of smooching Shakespearean space angels what more could you want?
(through sera & angela we get a lot of heven lore and honestly that could be its whole own thing for me im SO fascinated.)
my girls are currently in comic hell, i am praying they will get something good soon 🙏🙏
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and what am i most excited about for season 2? can i just say izzy? can i just say anne + mary? dude im so ready for some lesbians you have no idea actually you probably have a very good idea if you made it this far down. im incredibly excited to be seeing izzy get a favourable arc this season, im really hoping to see him develop relationships with everyone else, see him grapple with feelings around ed (actually im really hoping he chooses not to forgive ed. for growth) im excited to see whats gonna go down with his leg, im excited to see wtf is going on w ed + stede because i have no idea what the continuity is at the moment, im just excited!!!!!! i honestly dont think theres anything im not excited about everything looks so good so far
#category 10 nyx autism moment#i wrote way more for the others than TBI but its not bc i like it less theres just. a lot less lore?#honestly we dont know much about loki/sigyn outside the incident on the train#and talking about that is just. tellin u the story#the angela section just turned into stream of consciousness im sorry i was tryin to avoid just. esplaining the plots ghfnjfnj#if u read angela and u like it please talk to me g o d i am full of thoughts about them#i was trying to be restrained here but but but#god sera sera i love her shes no damsel in distress shes in control of her own destiny!!!#angelas conviction on things!!! itd be easier to argue with a mountain!!!!#i want to know EVERYTHING i want to scream about everything god#[explodes]#i need to lie down now actually im insane about them#if the angela fandom was half as big as ofmd i would probably never consume a new piece of media again#instead i mentally debate myself as to whether the lines about the scent of battle/blood in her eyes are supposed to be read as a#trans women are real women commentary or a rebuttal of hevens misandrist tendencies (i like both)#(its fun to try and read into this i love sera i love how they handled her being trans i love heven lore i love the anchorites#[explodes harder]#ok stopping. to reiterate. category 10 nyx autism moment#nyxtalks#ask#i am so. so sorry
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heyyyyyy <3 <3 i feel terrible.
i had planned to stay off longer but i genuinely have had like three nervous breakdowns since i left bc right as i decided it was abt time i just chill for a little bit everything started happening all at once. so i came back to see my silly little internet friends, but like the second i logged back on some ppl were talking smack abt me sooooooooo... ya know. my day (two weeks) be so fine,, then BOOM my entire schedule fills up and i become hollow on the inside! (hey sorry like vent post n tags i need to get things out of my brain)
#spikes rambles#i was happy there for a minute too :<#heres what its looking like rn....#i have three weddings. one of which i am a bridesmaid for and was left to get my own dress#but i cant afford a nice dress that matches. so i have to make one my damn self. and in two weeks.#i have a graduation.. and a graduation party both for different ppl#even tho i had to push back my own graduation by a full year bc things were just not going as planned. and now everyone thinks im a failure#im volunteering to teach at a kids summer camp like thingy. i was supposed to have a partner but i was told that she actually#wants nothing to do with me and was forced into this but i was under the impression that we would be teaching TOGETHER#and not her being an assistant. so now i have to call her and be like heyyyyy what the fuck is going on i need to know the lesson plan#im also volunteering for a church summer thing. if i could i wouldnt be doing this but my self made mother figure asked me personally#to help and i cant say no to this. we get to hang out and i get to paint like murals and shit and we've been doing this together for years#i have to spend the weekend with my bio mother to go to a celtic festival thing bc my younger brother wants to go.#i'm having some pretty severe best friend problems which i am honestly not well equipped enough to deal with and its eating me away inside#summer has officially started here so that means 24/7 headaches and sensory problems. straight up category 5 autism moments#i had to pick up the slack and become a paternal figure to my youngest brother. which is just sad that i have to at all#my dear beloved friend is trying very hard to make a young adult like hangout (???) thing in own town and really wants me to go#but i just dont wanna. i dont really care for social gatherings#hey guys btw all this has happened or was planned for next month in the two weeks i was gone#what the fuck.
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