#not gonna tag everyone by name this time xdd

[factual-fantasy]

25 ASKS! THANK YOU!! :DD 🚲

Thank you! And welcome back!! :DD Though what a poor time to come back around to the dumpster fire that is Tumblr--

If you haven't heard the news, we got a bunch of A.I. crap goin on. You'd best go into all your blogs settings individually to "opt out of 3rd party something something". Gotta protect your artwork and reblogs from being A.I. data scraped!

@fnaf-smilingcritters0

Thank you!! :DD

That, and also I think they would get more brittle as they age.. :(

Oh yeah for sure! :D Though Seafoam's beard/hair is made of actual seafoam. So its not that tasty- <XDD

That sounds deliciously dangerous! XDD 😋

I do know that Jam is their blood at least! :0 ..at least I think so-

@tallchest13-blog

XDD I give you an E for effort!

@astaherussy (Referencing this post)

XDD I can almost see him doing that as a social experiment of sorts. Just to see that everyone else would say.

Its all fun and games until everyone starts responding with "Oh absolutely" "Everyday matey.." "Oh yeah, all the time!" Peso would be shocked- XDD

He does not handle the separation well <XD

Well "ship" usually refers to head-cannoning/wanting two characters to be romantically involved. Even if they are not in canon. Blue and Seafoam aren't a ship, they just are.. well, together. Its written into the canon that they are together. So its not a ship and its feels a lot different than a ship would..

As for Peach and Mario, a quick google search says they are canonically mutually romantically interested in each other. Same with Luigi and Daisy. I only tagged my posts as "Mario x Peach" and "Luigi x Daisy".. because that's what people search for when they wanted to see romantic content of those characters-

And even if google straight up lied/is wrong and it turns out not to be confirmed? Those two pairings are so strongly suggested/implied in canon, that I don't get any of negative feelings I associate with ships.

I guess what I'm trying to say is, I just don't like ships. It really isn't my thing for a lot of reasons. There's a loooot of not great feelings associated with them. None of my own characters make me feel that way becuase I created them. And their relationships are written into the story..

And the Mario pairings are canon. Or at the very least, they are soooo strongly implied, that I don't get any of the negative feelings associate with ships even if they weren't canonically a thing.. I hope that made sense..?

@citrusfruitman

DUDE THAT SOUNDS LIKE A NIGHTMARE- IM TERRIFIED OF SPIDERS-- <XDD

Huh, the more you know! :0

(Link in question)

XDD Oh yeah absolutely

She will flatten that cake in under 5 minutes. And suffer absolutely no consequences what so ever. Lucky gal <XD

THESE ARE ALL SO GOOD! :DD Rainbow cobbler sounds like it would fit the best considering the ships colors.. But I want the name to relate to coral in some way.. hmm..

@blackcatzcandraw

Uhg.. yeah, I'm aware.. its a good thing I don't plan to post Octonauts content much anymore-

I don't like to think of my OCs as drinkers.. but if anyone did drink, it would be Louis. He's a jolly character that just likes to have a good time with his crew. :)

I do intend for them to raid other ships. :0 But they usually go for ships that can defend themselves to some extent and have loot. You're not gonna see them raid a ship full of orphans and steal their biscuits and pennies-

@yourstrulylightstar283

Sorry, I don't take requests!.. Also considering how tough my DK is, and the fact that he's the alpha- I don't think he would ever get bloody and bruised-

If I remember correctly, the cookie run version of cake creatures are dogs..?

XDD wait doesn't mild dissolve cookies though?-

Hmm.. I'm not sure. I know that there are other cookies in the game that work with metal and stuff. So an electronic toy wouldn't be impossible. If it was small they'd probably assume it was a toy. If it was huge..? Mayyybe they'd think its some kind of malicious machine..? <:0

ALWKNS XDD OH YEAH!

I think Spidercrab is the smart cookie and Louis is the tough cookie XDD

@beryl-shade

Going off of the games.. I thiiiink an "oven" would be like a birthplace..?

[iijadraws]

One minute sketches of them all!

[shadow--writer]

hi! could you maybe write something for muriel where the mc hears him talking to asra about how he doesn’t like the mc’s constant touching and how she talks too much, so the mc completely stops touching him and only speaks when spoken to? and maybe the main six realising more and more that the mc is keeping to herself and trying to find out what’s wrong, but she’s deeply hurt and embarrassed? sorry if that is too specific, it’s a dream i’ve had x

I’m gonna take it you want a she/her apprentice for this one? There aren’t any names here but there are gonna be she/her pronouns! Heads up here!

I wrote a little fic for it. First person since I’m still trying to get a hang of second it’s a work in progress XDD.

This is very angsty with Muriel and Apprentice (kinda ooc Muriel? Idk think of this as towards the start of his route. I love him so much this hurt to write)

Also sorry this didn’t go over everything you asked lol this got a little long but maybe I’ll add more later if y’all want ^^!

Requests are open! Fic and headcanon requests open still check out my pinned post for info! 

I hope I did this ask justice XDD lol have fun with the angst! 

TW: None.

Tags: Angst, tears, hurt/comfort, good friend Asra, great friend Faust. Lot’s and lot’s of angst. 

~~~~

My day started like any other. 

Woke up to Asra’s soft snoring and Faust’s little tongue blepping out as they snuggled together on their half of the bed. I was a bit groggy and my body ached, but I got up and ready for the day. 

Making breakfast I thought about what I would for the day. Nadia and Portia were out. Julian was making housecalls all day, I didn’t know what Asra was going to do but judging by his snores he would be asleep for a while. 

A grin broke it’s way across my face as I thought about visiting Muriel. I’ve been meaning to say hi again to the ladies (the chickens) and give Inanna a gift I had made for her a bit ago. 

I finished up breakfast and hurried to get my things together. Surprised, I found no Asra in our bed. He must’ve left while I was eating. 

It was no matter, I had a mountain man to see! My heart fluttered a little as I thought about him, he just...he made me so happy. 

His little blushes, when he actually smiled. Oh that soft smile was killer. I couldn’t be mad or sad when he gave me that soft little smile. 

My skin buzzed as I thought about touching him. Running my hands along his arm as we talked (me talking more, chattering on about what was going on in the shop and what everyone was doing while he listened, nodding along).

I seemed to skip on my way to his house, humming a happy song I heard a while back from Julian. 

“Hi little Apprentice! How are you?” Selasi called, smiling at me. I waved vigorously, grinning back at him.

“I’m doing great Selasi! Going to see a friend!”

“Would you like some pumpkin bread for the lucky person? New batch is coming out of the oven now!”

I pursed my lips, fighting back another large grin. “Okay! I brought enough for it anyways!”

“Ohh dear you don’t need to pay I’ll make it special for you!”

“Selasi this is a very poor business you’re running,” I chided with a laugh. “Let me pay for it, please.”

He sighed before laughing. “Stubborn as ever, fine. But it’s half off. Just for you.” He winked, making me roll my eyes. I would not win this fight.  

I paid for the bread, Selasi handing it to me in a small bundle. The spices wafted up to my face, making me sigh with happiness. 

Selasi laughed, waving me off as I headed back to the forest. “Have fun up there apprentice!”

I waved back with a large smile. “I will!”

It didn’t take long for me to get to the forest and begin my trek through it. My cloak got caught on a few branches but it didn’t do anything to sway my mood. I was determined to stay happy today.

Today was going to be a good day. 

Turning against the now beaten path, I spotted Muriel’s hut. I picked up my cloak and started to run, the chickens running around my feet, cooing at me. I bent over to run my hands along their backs. Their feathers were so soft, almost like silk. 

I wondered if he used a charm when bathing them, or maybe they just were taken care of so well their feathers reflected it.

“Hey ladies, can you point me in the direction of Muriel?” I asked, one of the chickens squawking like a reply. 

I nodded, pretending to understand. “Oh! He’s inside his hut? Thank you darling I’ll head there right away.” Another squawk. “And bring food out. Don’t worry.”

Tucking the bread into my side, I made my way to his door. I wanted to surprise him with the pumpkin bread, he seemed to like it a lot. Even asked Selasi for the recipe (the former replying with a wink saying ‘that’s a family secret’)

I could hear muffled voices when I got to the door. The door was cracked open. I tensed, magic sparking at my fingertips. 

Then I heard Asra’s voice and relaxed. I smiled again. He was here! Great! He would be ecstatic over the pumpkin bread I brought.

I snuck closer, listening to their conversation. It sounded heated. I stopped moving. “-I just hate how touchy she is!” Muriel’s voice. 

I froze. 

Was...was he talking about me? I was the only person to touch him as often as I did but...

“Muriel she doesn’t mean any harm by it! She’s just friendly!”

“Yes but I don’t like it when she gets so close to me like that. Like she’s always got to be touching me or she’ll die.”

I froze. 

When Asra dropped my name my blood ran cold in my veins. 

“Muriel she’s just being friendly. She loves you and she loves being around you. Touch is how she communicates that!”

“Yes but she talks so much and I never can get away. She always so touchy and always talking. It makes my head hurt. What if I want to be alone?!”

Asra let out a small sigh. “I understand. I know what you’re feeling but Muriel please understand she loves touch and she loves having conversations with you.”

“She just talks too much. Touches too much. It’s all too much.”

Each word was a knife to my heart. 

I did talk too much. I did touch him too much. And he hated me for it. Of course he hated me for it. 

Tears sprung up in my eyes. I didn’t know any of this. He never told me any of this.

I thought he was fine with it, used to it!

It just hurt so badly. 

Swiping at my eyes I turned and started to run. I dropped the pumpkin bread along the way but I didn’t care. I just needed to get away from them. Away from Muriel especially.

I let out a choked sob, tree branches scratching my arms and my cheeks. My tears fell faster and faster, my stomach curdling. All hopes for a good day were dashed. 

Tripping on a branch I went sprawling, my cries getting stuck in my throat as I pushed myself to sit upright. My hands were scratched up and they stung but I didn’t care. My cries were silent, my chest heaved and my body trembled. 

There was a cracking of twigs to my left. I tensed, but it was only Faust.

Friend?

I sniffed. “I’m fine Faust. Go back to Asra.” She flicked her tongue at me.

Friend hurt!

“Faust I’m fine.” I snapped. She blinked, and she stopped swaying. I wanted to bite back my words. Just because I was hurt and upset didn’t mean I could make her feel like that. “Faust I’m...sorry. I just...”

Muriel? Touch? Friend sad.

I nodded. “Nailed it right on the head.” She slithered closer, curling onto my lap. I ran my hand along her head and down the coil of her body.

Faust help.

“I don’t know if you can help...Muriel hates me. I’m so stupid!” My hands shook. My head was starting to hurt. Dizziness would soon set in. My hands, arms and face were still bleeding. 

Friend not stupid! Friend smart!

“Friend hurt another friend by not picking up body language clues.” Faust looked down at my bloodied palms.

Friend needs help.

I smiled, tears rolling down my cheeks. “Yeah. Yeah. I’ll just go home. A-And sleep.” My voice cracked as I spoke. “I want this all to be a dream,” I whispered to the snake on my lap.

The day had just started and I already wanted it to be over.

Faust curled around my arm. Faust come with friend.

I got to my feet, my legs shaking under me. I’d go home, clean up, sleep...and then....figure something out from there. 

“Thank you Faust,” I said softly making my way home.

~~

The days after that moved slow and sluggish. Asra watched me, concerned with my wellbeing. I didn’t eat much. And I was sleeping more. 

I knew he knew. When he brought back the cheesecloth the bread was in I knew he knew. 

He didn’t mention it. We only went about our days. 

Me only talking to Faust in fractured sentences. Whenever I saw Muriel I kept silent unless he spoke first. 

I never touched anyone, keeping my hands curling into my sides, tucked into my arms. 

Just not touching him.

He seemed to notice my behaviour with a wrinkle in his brow and a small huff. 

I didn’t care. I didn’t care.

I didn’t care about how my skin ached without touch. I didn’t care about how I wanted to cry every time to open my mouth to give a short answer to a question or conversation. 

I didn’t want to make him uncomfortable. I didn’t want him to hate me.

So I swallowed into myself. 

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[benhardypout-archive]

Four Meet Mouse

Stepping inside the Ghosts headquarters, Four spotted a new face, he was leaning against the wall with his arms crossed. Their eyes met, briefly.

"Four meet Mouse, the Marksman," One suddenly spoke from behind, spinning himself lazily in the swivel chair and stopped, facing Mouse's direction. "And Mouse, this is Four, the Skywalker."

Four placed his bag down and approached the new guy. "Mouse," he noted as he walked towards him, stopping right in front of him.

"Hi." The man said, pursing his lips together.

"That's a funny name."

Mouse simply gave him a shrug of his shoulders. Four only nodded his head, giving the newcomer a good stare from head to toe. He flicked his fingers towards him. "So, since you're here. It means that you're…"

"...dead." Mouse finished, bopping his head. 

"How?"

"Air strike."

Four continued bombarding Mouse with questions of how he died and all that. And the new guy willingly explained.

"...So, you can say that we were framed. But if my mates learned that Ghosts exist, they would surely turn against you."

"Us." Four corrected. "You're one of us now."

Mouse grew silent. His eyes drifted on the space between them. Four was right. He's dead. Basically, a ghost. He wondered if there were other Joes that had survived, and if there were, how many were they?

"New guy?" Seven came in and propped himself on the desk in front of One who gave a nod towards Mouse's way who was still being interrogated by Four.

"So, are we gonna call him Eight? Did you ask his name?" Seven inquired, as the guy who was against the idea of keeping their identities from each other, he had made a new rule to let everyone exclusive in their circle, to know their real names, because he believed that even though the world knew they're dead, they're still pretty much alive. And One didn't have the right to take that away from them. They're family now.

"He calls himself Mouse. Sneaky little rat." One played his fingers in the air, scrunching his face playfully as he did so.

"He's a mouse, not a rat!"

"Rat and mouse are the same."

"He calls himself Mouse for a reason."

"I can call him Rat, and he won't mind."

"Mouse sounds better. They're like the good version of Rat. And rats are the bad ones, the pests."

"How did you know that? Are you a fan of Mickey the Mouse?"

"It's Mickey Mouse."

"He's Mouse. Not Mickey Mouse!" Four suddenly barged in. Seven and One turned to his direction and One in a suave manner, signaled his finger for Four to continue with his business talking with Mouse, or perhaps he should call him Eight.

Four just rolled his eyes at him and turned back to Mouse.

"So, what exactly does a Marksman do-" Four was cut off when suddenly he was whipped towards Mouse and the buckle of his belt was glued against Mouse's own. "Fuck!"

"What happened?" Mouse panicked as he tried to pull himself off from Four but it was impossible. They're literally stuck like two magnets that had been put together. "How-"

A hysterical laugh.

Both turned their heads and saw One, on the chair, laughing with hands on his belly. His body almost curled as he continued laughing and even wheezing. Seven was stuck on the wall as well, along with the things made of steel and metal.

"Deactivate this thing now!" Seven shouted.

"FUCK YOU!!!" Four cursed, frowning hard at One. Then he turned his head back and tried to pull himself from Mouse. But he soon gave up. "Damn, our bloody crotches literally stuck together!" 

"I… I don't think that's one good way to put it." Mouse, awkwardly, chuckled.

Smirking, Four looked at Mouse and the smile soon faded as he saw how close their faces were. He blinked a few times and swallowed, clearing his throat as he suddenly found it hard to speak. "...yeah." Then he turned back to One again who was now watching them, amused. 

"You really think this is funny, don't you, eh?"

"Well, it looks like you two are enjoying." One giggled.

Seven groaned, rolling his eyes. "Mouse, pardon us, this is just how One greet newcomers. Get used to it. We were all a victim."

"I'm glad that I had done something you guys would never forget." One raised his phone up and finally deactivated the magnet. "Welcome to the Ghosts, Mouse. From now on, you’ll be called Eight." He announced.

* * * 

A/N: So, this is so random! aha! But I just had so much, or few ideas about this Mouse and Four au/arc thingy. I really had fun writing them!!! Can i just say that I also love One and Seven. ksksk  Anyway, Nadia and Allie were the ones to blame I’m so much into Four and Mouse now. XDD 

So yeah, tagging them (along these amazing people): @heybuddy-drabbles ; @halfasleepoetry ; @oniriquex ; @igotsuckedintothevoid

[chaoticspacefam]

Character Traits Meme: The Ahaszaai Twins

I was tagged by @stratosara​ (thank you!) I shall tag (no pressure, as always, feel free to ignore if you don’t feel like it!) @pauletta-00​ , @commander-kulan​ , @mercurypilgrim​ , @a-muirehen​ and anybody else who feels like doing it!

We’ll start with the Ahaszaai twins (of course, they are my favourites), but I’ll probably do this for a couple others and throw it in the queue too, cause this one is fuuuunn :D

Bold for currently applies, italics for formerly or sometimes applies, strike for never applies (AFAIK, that’s what I’m using anyways XDD)

MANDATORY REMINDER THAT MY FICVERSE IS CANON DIVERGENT BECAUSE THERE’S ALWAYS GONNA BE SOMEONE COMING TO COMMENT “ThAt’S NoT CaNOn!” I KNOW! THAT’S THE POINT XD

SAARAI

[WEALTH ]

$ Financial : wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty

[Could technically count as “wealthy” but since most of what they make goes right back into the Alliance I’m gonna call it moderate. When she fled to Rishi with Ty, though, they had very little, she was able to make enough doing odd jobs knocking pirates around etc. for them to get by, but it was a little rough.]

✚ Medical: fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged

✪ Class or Caste: upper / middle / working / transient / slave / unsure 

[If Valkorion hadn’t killed most of their family and she’d stayed as the heir to the Sith throne, she would’ve been considered upper class. She’s not sure what to call herself while she and Ty were on Rishi and once she becomes Empress of the Eternal Alliance she’s technically upper class again, but Saarai doesn’t like to consider herself “above” the other Alliance members and prefers to see them as equals with different viewpoints so she’s not going to label herself as “upper” class]

✔ Education: qualified / unqualified / studying / other

[Technically finished training at the Sith Academy, but because she didn’t stay for long after becoming a Lord it doesn’t count. She has plenty of knowledge of the Force though and is always learning new things when she can (though she’s not the smartest, she tries!) so she gets by.]

✖ Criminal Record : yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crimes / no / classified

[Doesn’t have one, because she ran before it could be traced back to her. If her sister hadn’t taken the fall for her, though, she would’ve suffered the same fate (or worse), for murdering one of Arkous’ apprentices.]

[ FAMILY ]

◒ Children: has a child or children / has no biological children / wants children / has adopted children

[Has a son, Ty. In an ideal world where there was nothing stopping her, she’d want more kids because she loves them. But trust issues and being one of the main figureheads of the Alliance means she doesn’t really have time to be on maternity leave to raise a baby. So she makes do with helping teach the youngsters and/or babysitting her nieces, nephews and grandchildren instead :3]

◑ Relationship with Family: close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no siblings / sibling(s) is deceased

[Saarai only has one sibling, her twin sister Ni’kasi, and they are very close, so close that they have a Force bond, in fact!]

◔ Affiliation: orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parent(s) / not applicable  

[Father was killed when she was a very young child, she only has vague memories of him. Was raised by her mother for most of her life, till things (which she still blames herself for) caught up to them and her mother was killed too. Though they don’t reunite officially till Iokath, the twins are adopted by their uncle Vowrawn and his husband Abaron after their mother dies.]

[ TRAITS + TENDENCIES ]

♦ extroverted / introverted / in between

[Saarai is careful and guarded (but polite, unless you give her reason not to be) with strangers, but with those she is familiar with she is very vocal and extroverted.]

♦ dis-organised / organised / in between

♦ closed-minded / open-minded / in between

♦ calm / anxious / in between

[Only gets anxious in specific situations, otherwise is generally pretty calm.]

♦ disagreeable / agreeable / in between

♦ cautious / reckless / in between

[cautious in certain very specific situations, but when it comes to the battlefield and protecting her loved ones or allies Saarai is very reckless. She operates under the principal of “if they’re hurting me then they’re not hurting you and I can take more beatings than you can”, much to Lana and Koth’s dismay XD]

♦ patient / impatient / in between

♦ outspoken / reserved / in between

♦ leader / follower / in between

♦ empathetic / unempathetic / in between

♦ optimistic / pessimistic / in between

[Since the trauma in her past, Saarai had to learn the hard lesson that she can’t assume someone isn’t going to try and hurt her, so she tries to be more critical of people, but her first attempt is always to see the good in someone.]

♦ traditional / modern / in between

[Holds more to the old old Sith traditions she learnt from her mother (and the few memories she has of her father), than Valkorion’s Empire’s traditions. Is relatively open-minded about adapting and changing her views, within reason.]

♦ hard-working / lazy / in between

♦ cultured / uncultured  / in between

[Has a generally dignified air most of the time. But on the battlefield or when she gets really angry, she’s fucking feral. She has teeth that can crack bones and she will use them on you if she has to.]

♦ loyal / disloyal / unknown

♦ faithful / unfaithful / unknown

[ SEXUALITY & ROMANTIC INCLINATION ]

❤ Sexuality: heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual / other*

[*Polycurious, and strongly woman-leaning, does end up in a closed poly relationship with Lana and Koth mid-way through KOTFE.]

❥ Sex: sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favourable / naive and clueless

[Had to work through some stuff after her trauma, but has managed to work through (most of) it now through the years and is all for it.]

♥ Romance: romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favourable / naive and/or inexperienced

[Saarai is one of the sappiest romantics you have ever met. If she loves you, she’s not afraid to show it in any way possible: cuddles, kisses, dinner dates, stay-at-home-and-watch-movies dates, random flowers, anything you can possibly think of, if it makes you smile, she’ll do it.]

❣ Sexually: adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious

[Absolutely knows what she’s doing (and can certainly give you a good time ;)), but isn’t particularly adventurous.]

⚧ Potential Sexual Partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all

[After her bad experiences with Ty’s father, she’s not comfortable with any sort of intimate contact with men, not even Koth (and she trusts him more than anything - they have it all worked out between the three of them though and everyone’s happy with the way things are). Sticks almost exclusively to women, would probably be okay with fem-presenting people of other genders, but masc-presenting people would worry her.]

⚧ Potential Romantic Partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all

[Heavily female-leaning, but not adamantly against a romantic relationship with a man...it will just take her longer to trust and feel comfortable with them, but as long as they respect the boundaries she sets out (thank you, Koth!), she’s fine!]

[ ABILITIES ]

☠ Combat Skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none  

≡ Literacy Skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

✍ Artistic Skills : excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

✂ Technical Skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

[Do not let her near a computer or explosives, for your own safety, please. Even she will warn you as such and refuse to touch it. She’s not good with them LOL Saarai can do very simple things like plug something into a navcomputer, or scroll through files on a datapad/in an archive but that’s about the limit of what her abilities allow.]

[ HABITS ]

☕ Drinking Alcohol: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

[Social drinker, but never over the top.]

☁ Smoking: trying to quit / never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

✿ Other Narcotics: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

✌ Medicinal Drugs: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

[Assuming this refers to kolto and whatever else they put in the medpacs etc. Then yes. Sometimes if she gets hurt and Lana or her sister isn’t around to fix it for her.]

☻ Indulgent Food: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

$ Splurge Spending: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

♣ Gambling: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

NI’KASI

[WEALTH ]

$ Financial : wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty

[Formerly a slave with nothing to her name, but since rising the ranks of the Dark Council has made quite a name for herself, even after leaving the Empire to join up with her sister in the Alliance.]

✚ Medical: fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged

[During her time as a slave she was deliberately kept sickly/weak to stop her from fighting back properly or trying to escape, but once she was re-entered into the Korriban Academy and started training she gradually re-built her muscle tone. She’s still less bulky than her sister because of this, but she’s got decent enough muscle by mid-way through her canon storyline.]

✪ Class or Caste: upper / middle / working / transient / slave / unsure

[Like Saarai, would have stayed upper if Valkorion hadn’t happened. Spent almost half a decade in slavery, but gradually worked her way up again to make it back to upper class.]

✔ Education: qualified / unqualified / studying / other

[As a Dark Council member (and eventually Alliance Council Member), Ni’kasi is very much one of the leading authorities in her field. That doesn’t mean she’s stopped studying though, not in the slightest. She’s always looking through the archives to expand her knowledge base so she can use it to help her family and allies.]

✖ Criminal Record : yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crimes / no / classified

[Was on the books for Tsâhis (Ty’s father)’s murder, though this was wiped after she became high ranked enough within the Empire as she’d earned that much. What no one but their family knows, however, is that though she confessed to the murder, Ni’kasi wasn’t the one who did it. She simply said she was so she could protect her sister and ensure that she could get her nephew, Ty, out of harm’s way (otherwise Ty would’ve had nobody to raise him).]

[ FAMILY ]

◒ Children: has a child or children / has no biological children / wants children / has adopted children

[I haven’t named them yet (or gotten that far in their part of the story), but she has at least two with Andronikos, maybe a third later on down the line. I haven’t made my mind up yet.]

◑ Relationship with Family: close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no siblings / sibling(s) is deceased

[Her only sibling is her twin sister, Saarai. They’re very close and even share a Force bond. There’s nothing in the universe Ni’kasi wouldn’t do for her sister. If Saarai says “jump”, she asks “how high?”.]

◔ Affiliation: orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parent(s) / not applicable  

[Father was killed when she was a very young child, unlike Saarai, Ni’kasi has very few memories of him. Was raised by her mother for most of her life, till things caught up to them and her mother was killed too. Ni’kasi reunites with their uncle Vowrawn and Abaron much earlier, and they adopt the twins as their own since their mother’s passing.]

[ TRAITS + TENDENCIES ]

♦ extroverted / introverted / in between

♦ dis-organised / organised / in between

♦ closed-minded / open-minded / in between

[Ni’kasi, too, sticks more to the old old Sith ideals taught by her mother, but is far more openly critical of Jedi views. She won’t completely throw them aside but it will take a lot of convincing to get her to come around.]

♦ calm / anxious / in between

♦ disagreeable / agreeable / in between

[Mostly agreeable...but is still not fond of Jedi. Where necessary, she will tolerate them, but she makes it clear that she can’t wait for it to be over when that happens.]

♦ cautious / reckless / in between

[This woman has a back up-back up plan for the back up plan for the back up plan. She thinks through everything before she makes a decision or follows through an action and very rarely reacts on impulse.]

♦ patient / impatient / in between

♦ outspoken / reserved / in between

♦ leader / follower / in between

[Usually a leader and quite bossily so. Except where her sister is involved; she will follow her sister anywhere and listen to any order Saarai gives her, no matter what, because Saarai’s the boss.]

♦ empathetic / unempathetic / in between

[Comes off as unempathetic, but is in fact simply very literal/logical and has a bit of resting bitch face XD.]

♦ optimistic / pessimistic / in between

♦ traditional / modern / in between

♦ hard-working / lazy / in between

♦ cultured / uncultured  / in between

♦ loyal / disloyal / unknown

♦ faithful / unfaithful / unknown

[ SEXUALITY & ROMANTIC INCLINATION ]

❤ Sexuality: heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual

❥ Sex: sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favourable / naive and clueless

[She’s a Sith, it’s like...one of the most important “rules” they teach XD.]

♥ Romance: romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favourable / naive and/or inexperienced

[”Repulsed” is  a strong word, I’d more call it “hesitant”. Ni’kasi is demiromantic, so she needs to know a person well enough before she can actually fall in love with them. When she does, though, and she accepts that that’s what it is, she’s alright with it and comes to enjoy little romantic gestures here and there. Though she and Andronikos are certainly more private about their affections, she prefers it that way (:]

❣ Sexually: adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious

[Relatively experienced and open to try new things, within reason. Won’t do anything too crazy.]

⚧ Potential Sexual Partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all

⚧ Potential Romantic Partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all

[Kas is demiromantic, strongly leaning towards men because that’s who she prefers in bed.]

[ ABILITIES ]

☠ Combat Skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

[Good on the battlefield, as long as she’s not close-range, her footwork is sloppy and she’s incredibly clumsy, despite being the less bulky between her and her twin, Kas is the one that trips over her own feet while duelling.] 

≡ Literacy Skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

✍ Artistic Skills : excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

✂ Technical Skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

[ HABITS ]

☕ Drinking Alcohol: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

[Kas is a lightweight, she can’t hold her liqueour well and gets drunk very easily so she prefers not to drink if it can be helped, but is occasionally persuaded to have a glass or two by Andronikos or some of her other companions.]

☁ Smoking: trying to quit / never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

✿ Other Narcotics: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

✌ Medicinal Drugs: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

☻ Indulgent Food: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

[Didn’t get much of it as a slave, Andronikos likes to surprise her with nice things like chocolate on occasion because her face always lights up when he does (:]

$ Splurge Spending: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

[Not often, due to coming out of slavery, she understands the value of money and is somewhat picky about what she spends it on, but isn’t above picking up something nice if she knows she can afford to spend on it.]

♣ Gambling: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

[asiryn]

tagged by @primrose-path-of-dalliance (!!!!!! thanks!!! (lmao, it’s been so long since i’ve been tagged in anything XDD))

Rules: Name your top 10 favourite characters from 10 different fandoms, then tag 10 people!

i’m putting this behind a cut, bc i rambled on for quite a while XDD these won’t be in any particular order, and the fandoms will be chosen based off of what i’m currently most into/whichever ones i think of first XD

1. Maleficent [Disney]

okay, i lied a little.....she is clearly my #1 favorite character of all time, so of course she’s first (the rest of the list won’t be in any particular order :P). but....yeah, i love her forever and for all time and eternity, i love her class and elegance, my hunt for all merchandise of her that i can get my hands on is legendary and knows no bounds, she’s my forever girl, etc, etc. if you know only one fact about me, it’s probably that i love maleficent. there’s nothing i can say here that i haven’t probably already said a million times over, so i’ll move on XD

(moana has risen to be a pretty close second, tho)

2. Anthony J. Crowley [Good Omens]

i read the book from a library over a decade ago, and i liked it well enough, but it like....wasn’t an instant new fave that i had to immediately buy for myself (tho it is on a list of books that i wouldn’t mind owning...but maybe it’s finally time, who knows). i’m halfway through the show, and i’ve finally fallen in love with it (i think it finally being a #confirmed love story between our favorite ineffable idiots finally gave it the push it needed XD). it’s still a bit early for me to have a solid, definite fave, but lbr, if i know myself at all, it’s gonna be crowley XD i love this dumb demon (who’s rivaled in his idiocy only by his equally dumb angel husband), i love how he’s so soft even as he tries desperately to convince himself and everyone else that he isn’t, that he loves so many things and humanity and an angel even as he tries to say that he isn’t capable of it, that he never stopped questioning even after it had made him Fall. also, i am so thankful that the fandom has really embraced the potential for the shenanigans of crowley’s snake form.👍

(second place is probably aziraphale, but i also really love anathema too)

3. Namine [Kingdom Hearts]

another one that probably comes as no surprise, if you know me. i love this girl to the ends of the universe. i love the way she reclaimed her agency, her selflessness and determination, her empathy and kindness, how she went from a damsel in distress to pretty much saving everyone, over and over and over again. she deserves only happiness and the best things from now on. and please, for the love of god, give her some new clothes, nomura. >_>

(second fave is roxas, tho really, i love 98% of all the characters in this series ;;;)

4. Aerith Gainsborough [Final Fantasy VII]

my precious sunshine girl 💖 i prefer her in the original game, where she was sweet and optimistic, yes, but she was also sassy and fierce and took shit from no one. i love the girl that decided she wanted to wear a sexy red dress just for the hell of it, and threatened to rip off a mafia don’s balls. i love the girl that was confident and flirty with cloud, but never let any kind of bullshit ‘rivalry’ get in the way of being friends with tifa. i love that she always called cloud out on his bullshit, that she never let tragedy and oppressive shinra forces grind out her optimism, that she never stopped dreaming of a better future. i love that she was exposed to the worst of human nature, and yet still believed that they were worth saving. i love all versions of aerith, obvs, but they’ve definitely smoothed out her edges over the years, and i think that’s a shame. so here’s hoping that she’ll be more like her original self in the remake. 

also, can’t wait to see aerith die again :)))))))

(my second fave tends to flip between cloud and sephiroth)

5. Ling Yao / Greed [Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood]

look. listen. i can’t choose between them, i just can’t. and hey....technically they sort of combine into one entity, so it’s totally fine to count them together, right?? XDD so yeah, it’s really fucking hard to pick a fave out of this cast, bc there’s only like....3 characters?? that i don’t love. but ultimately, it had to be these two. every single second they’re on screen, they totally steal the show, and they have a lot of the best scenes and moments in the series. i love ling, how he seems like a total goofball and comic relief at first, but fairly quickly you come to see just how fucking seriously he takes his duties and responsibilities, how selfless and devoted he is to his people, how he would walk through hellfire for the people he loves. he’s just....he just loves, so fiercely and intensely, that he moves even greed into loving him and the people he cares about without even trying. 

and then there’s greed, who even from the beginning, you can’t help but be charmed by, with his sarcastic slow claps and laidback attitude. but over time, you see that he’s just like ling, really, in that he can’t help but get attached to these humans, that he loves them just as fiercely and intensely, even as he desperately tries to play it off. i love the way his character serves as a means for the story to have a really thought-provoking rumination on the nature of sins and desires, and on humanity (as do all of the other homunculi). i could go on forever about these two, and about the show in general, bc it’s just so deep and incredibly layered and complex, so i’ll stop here. 

(next fave after them is winry)

6. Bucky Barnes [MCU]

it’s hard for me to talk about bucky without just dissolving into endless sobbing, but i’ll try my best. he’s just.....he’s someone who has ended up suffering so fucking much, who has every reason in the world to be angry and bitter and resentful and if this was the villain origin story, you’d probably find it hard to blame him. (also, i refuse to say that bucky was ever a villain, bc he never willingly chose to be with hydra, he’s a victim goddamn it--) and yet....he still chooses to be good. to be kind. he could have chosen to go on an endless revenge tour against hydra, but instead he focuses on his own recovery. and always, always, always, he puts other people first. he chooses to goddamn freeze himself, possibly forever, so that he doesn’t hurt people again. he’s truly an inspiration to me, because even after everything he’s been through, he still doesn’t give up. ......and if you’ll excuse me, i need to resume crying about bucky barnes for the rest of eternity 😭😭😭

(next faves are sam and steve. what can i say, i love my caps XP)

7. Keladry of Mindelan [Tortall]

speaking of inspirations, few (if any) characters inspire me more than kel does. unlike every other tortall protagonist, she has absolutely no magic at all, and she starts her story with more odds stacked against her than any of the others. the system and institution are against her, and most people actively, viciously hate her and want to see her fail, all for being a girl and daring to openly step outside of her gender roles. and yet, kel never gives up, and wins through pure will and determination. more than that, she never stops fighting any oppression that she sees, and is always looking out for the abused and marginalized of society. she is fair and just and righteous, and full of a quiet, immovable strength that i, frankly, envy. she’s a fucking mountain; you haven’t a hope of ever tearing her down. 

(other faves....george, raoul, and dom. it’s really fucking hard to choose between them, i can’t even)

8. Oree Shoth [Inheritance trilogy, by N. K. Jemison]

oree is pretty much single-handedly responsible for me loving this trilogy, and is the reason why The Broken Kingdoms (the second book, of which she is the protagonist) is in my top 3 favorite books of all time. she is....just so fucking radiant. she’s a blind artist, and is flung so far out of her depth in the story, and yet she holds her own. in this world of gods, she brings this incredibly human element, and is celebrated because of her humanity. she’s angry and flawed, but also full of love, compassion, kindness, and mercy. she teaches gods the meaning of forgiveness. she takes shit from no one. just....do yourself a favor, and read this series, even if it’s only so that you can read this book. 

(second fave....it’s probably shiny, lbr XD)

9. Sirius Black [Harry Potter]

ahhh, a classic fave. but yeah, i still love him, even after all these years. yes, he’s incredibly flawed, but at his core, he’s just so loyal, and he loves so fiercely, and he tries his absolute best to be there for harry, that i can’t help but love him. also, i have a Thing, for characters who suffer so tremendously, but who don’t give up, and still try their best to be good people anyway. also, wolfstar was the foundation of a very formative part of my life, and put me onto the road of accepting my queer identity, so i’ll always have a soft spot in my heart for the characters who were a part of that. 🤷‍♀️

(other faves are luna and harry, always)

10. Gladion [Pokemon]

mostly his anime incarnation, tho i do like him in the games as well. i love this soft goth boy with all of my heart. he’s so gentle and kind and loving, and i can’t even with him. 

(other faves are lillie, n, zoey, and kukui)

if you guys want to do it, i’ll tag... @dabiden, @green-piggy, @seasbelow, @theroyalweekend, @toomanyfeelings5, @ashetrashe, @neddea.....i can’t think of anyone else, and i’m running out of steam, so if you want to do it, then consider yourself tagged! :)

[laufire]

t100 6x06

(crossposted to dreamwidth, livejournal, and pillowfort)

The Diyoza/Octavia subplot was even more delightful than usual :DD And I might be wearing shipping goggles full time, but c’mon. A “you’re not boring” from Diyoza is PRACTICALLY a love declaration okay? And I loved the “I’m done fighting for lost causes”/”then explain Octavia, she’s as lost as they come” exchange *flails*. I can’t believe that of all my ships, this is the one where I’m getting The Most out of the show lmao.

Yup, I was right, Echo figured it out ASAP. And not because she was paying attention to Clarke, or because Josephine blatantly clued her in like Bellamy or Murphy, but because she’s That Good xDD (Josephine realized this immediately, but underestimated just How Much hehe). I loved when she mercy-killed that guy, and then used THE SAME FREAKING VINES to get information out of Jade (which she basically deduced without her input lol). Did she return for her off-screen? Will she return later? Did she forget with all the excitement? xDDD

Murphy was a surprisingly good coach IMO (the way he step by step told her how to manipulate Abby was hilarious. And I guess everyone knows about ~The Dark Year~, Because), but his student is just TERRIBLE okay?? Like, Josephine is so bad at Playing Emotions lmao. I kinda love how cold-blooded she is? Like when she’s telling her mother they can get better at eugenics!! Or when Bellamy is trying to murder her father and she doesn’t even have a ~pesky and inconvenient emotional reaction xDD Wily emotional manipulation doesn’t work that for her, like with Madi or Abby, because it doesn’t fit her MO. But a direct and cold approach is more than good enough to get her deals with Murphy or Bellamy. And hey, I kind of like how appreciative she is of Murphy lmao. Like, part of me wants to say “stay away, Satan!” lol, but girl’s got good taste.

She gave to data-storage thingies to Murphy, so next week he’s gonna propose offer Emori immortality (which IMO is SO much better than a ring lmao)… oh dear. I can’t wait to see how that goes lmao. Otoh the secret is out, the space fam is on it and Murphy is not going behind their backs any longer (which would be the main obstacle for Emori, I think), though she might not be that happy with his previous lies or the whole situation… But I can’t ignore that her response (“is true? They are immortal?”) mirrored his, or that she found it quite easy to keep things smooth and play nice with Ryker (unlike Raven LMAO). I have other ideas for what reasons Emori would have for an initial rejection (which I think it’s likely), but we’ll see.

I’m LMAO at how easily they gave on revenge for Clarke AHAHAHA. I mean, I’m not surprised, because I think the way they accepted her death in other cases (like the s4 finale) was already a huge blow against her character, but this was BLATANT AF. I’m living for it xDD. OFC, when they find out there’s a chance to rescue her, it’ll likely change (tho I doubt it’s gonna be about how everyone will rush to save her!!! Either), but the damage is done. They think she’s death, that someone else is wearing her face and her body like a costume, and they, as Josephine put it, chose not to cry over spilt milk.

“Where’s Blodreina when you need her?” SEE BELLAMY. I KNEW BANISHING OCTAVIA WAS GOING TO PROVE INCONVENIENT XDD.

Can’t believe an episode so aptly named didn’t have more Memori THAT’S A ROBBERY.

There’s nothing that makes me hate this fandom more than trying to look for content and good meta in Raven’s tag ISTG. I know better, but I wanted to wager the reaction on this one and yup. Predictable AF (btw: can people stop tagging her in content that isn’t even about HER ffs). I’ve also seen people saying that the “I haven’t” doesn’t make sense because Raven has done some shady shit too!! Like torturing Lincoln for information on how to save Finn, or trying to trade Murphy, or causing deaths with her ideas and tech, clearly not being against murder per se, etc. etc. which. First of all, Josie-in-Clarke here was referencing genocide LMFAO.

Second of all, I think that reading misses the point? Raven is incredibly self-righteous, and can be ruthless AF. The difference here is basically the same that she pointed out between Octavia and Clarke: she doesn’t wallow in self-indulgent flagellation, she doesn't make a pity party for herself to make other people comfort HER. She doesn’t preach about how she didn’t have a choice!! She chooses. And a lot of fans seems to think all of this is going to come “bite her in the ass” later, when she has to make an “impossible choice” herself and… idk, maybe?

But my point is that a) Clarke never had “impossible choices”, sorry-not-sorry, she consistently chose to hurt people every time, and b) … I just don’t think that fits Raven character? I do think a ~dark arc could be interesting, but I’m not so sure putting her in a position where she’s “forced” to sympathy with Clarke is where this is going? Not so straightforwardly, I guess. IDK, it’s reminding me of TVD’s fandom during Caroline’s storyline in s5, and I don’t want to jinx it… but I don’t think it’s going to be as clear-cut as fandom is thirsting for LOL.

[maretsuki]

Tagged by @jvplter - I don't usually do tag games but I'll do this one for you bc you're a bro and Ily ♡

Favorite snack? - Probably doritos bc. Doritos.

Favorite place to go on vacation? - Home. XDD I don't like travelling much, I prefer to stay at home and relax when I get the chance.

What's a song that makes you dance immediately? - Planetary (GO!). i'm not emo i swear i just love this song

Tea or coffee? What kind? - Coffee! I usually have half coffee half milk with some sugar, but only because it's super strong coffee. I hate bitter things but I'm addicted to caffeine-

Do you play an instrument? - No. Everyone who does is so talented tho and I'm just here like 'wHAT THE FUCKKK THATS BEAUTIFULLL'

What's your favorite type of personality? - Idk! I tend to like everyone as long as they're not like, a genuinely mean person--

Favorite comedian? - Torn between Bo Burnham and John Mulaney!

Gummy candy or chocolate? - oh noooooo do i have to choose??? If i had to pick one I'd have to say chocolate but I love gummies too--

What did you 'want to be when you grew up' as a kid? - I used to want to be an artist, now I'm working on being an author :3

What's your favorite physical feature about yourself? - Idk, ig my hair is nice sometimes??? I don't like the way I look fbnr

When was the last time you watched a show or movie on the tv? - Long enough ago that I don't remember-

Unpopular opinion? - 4 genders. No more, no less. Male, female, androgynous/hermaphroditic, and neutrois/sexless.

Are you scared of bugs? - Less scared, more grossed out. You don't know where they've been, you really gonna let them crawl on your stuff?

Cats or cats? - Cats. I love dogs too but. CATS.

Are you allergic to any foods? - Red cabbage, but other than that, none that I know of.

Does the description of your star sign match your personality? - Sortof? It matches more if you take into account more than just my sun sign. (If anyone wanted to know, I'm Aries sun, Capricorn moon, Taurus ascendant. Mutuals get to know all 12 :3)

Favorite type of accent? - Idk, all accents are really cute tbh-

Name the first song that comes into your head! - Idk uh- In Flames by Digital Daggers? That's a good song-

Who is the sexiest famous person to you? - Idk, I really don't pay any attention to celebrities so I don't know many but tbch Billie Eilish is really hot (I'm under 18 and about her age so you can't yell at me for this, its only creepy if you're older than her)

Cake or pie? - I'm honestly not a huge fan of either. I love brownies tho ♡

When was the last time you read an entire book? - Uhh Ready Player One for english class a few months ago- (it's a really good book! And I have a whole essay on how the movie ruined it.)

Favorite junk food? - hmmmmm chips ig?

Do you like your height? - No, I'm too short and it triggers my dysphoria rjjs

Apples or oranges? - Apples for eating since there's no pith, but orange juice will always be far superior to apple juice.

What's your favorite personality trait in a person? - Open-minded.

Do you like salad? - Salad is the worst thing to ever claim to be a meal aside from grits. We don't even talk about grits.

What person inspires you the most? - Idk, a lot of people inspire me. I don't think I could pick one who inspires me most, haha-

What's a song that has made you cry? - Waving Through a Window from Dear Evan Hansen. I don't like the musical a lot anymore, but that song still hits close to home with my SAD.

Aaaand finally done!! And I'm tagging @transboisarecutetoo , @kanethetranswolf , and @colliewolf !

[falconemuses]

skip first three paras if you’re reading this because of the #pewds tag

remember when i said i wanted to write more diary-ish posts in this blog to improve my communication skills? heh. i’m absolutely terrible at keeping to resolutions, as it turns out. but we’re gonna improve that. new resolution: improve at keeping at resolutions. starting now. so here we are. writing. probably one day i should start like a blog, maybe not tumblr because it doesn’t seem like the right medium for it, but like just a straight up actual diary, to collect my daily thoughts and preserve them for future me to laugh at. i used to have an old blog and like when i dug it up it was hilarious. deleted it though because one time i got paranoid about being spied on by hackers and blogger staff. 

there’s quite a lot of stuff i’m going through right now that i don’t really want to straight up talk about, cuz like, y’know, it’s like there’s a very thin lid over the bubbling pressure, and if i just lift that lid everything’s going to come pouring out, which is not really something i want to be dealing with. this (and next) week are my designated sort-of relax weeks, and i don’t want to spoil my mood. so let’s talk about something else.

there’s actually been like several topics that have been running through my mind lately but i’ve been putting off expounding on them because of school so now they’re all collected and i don’t really know which one to start off with, or if anyone even cares to know, or why in the heck i developed entire trains of thought around such inconsequential bullshit in the first place. anyway, let’s just have the least controversial topic.

pewdiepie! LMAO. “how is this the least controversial thing you have to talk about?!” believe me, it is. it’s not about the recent tragedy or defending him or putting him down, really. it’s just - well, he says a few times in his videos he doesn’t understand how the heck he got to no. 1 (no. 2 now technically T series passed him a while, but, y’know, whatever, he’s the no. 1 individual channel) and that kinda got me thinking as well, like, yeah, why am i watching his channel? it’s actually a bit sad to me because no one else i know is a huge poods fan so like there’s nobody else to discuss the videos with, which is strange considering the 94mil subs. the people that i *do* know who are into youtube are mostly into markiplier or cryaotic (can’t spell his name right) or jacksepticeye. so like even though, lol, i’m technically in the bigger fanbase, i don’t have anyone else to talk about it to? and so that makes me wonder like, yes, why am i specifically drawn to pewdiepie? what’s the particular appeal that made me sub to him and not the others? because i have watched the others, but somehow i always end up coming back to pewds’ channel.

the reason i’ve come up with is that....pewds is just more relatable, to me, personally. feel like i gotta say this at this point because on the internet people are liable to take you out of context or whatever: i’m not by any means saying that this is the recipe for success or that anyone should change their video style and it’s certainly not a critique of other youtubers - they’re all great in their own ways - i’m just saying, personally, what i like. he just feels more - more of like, a real person? to me? i don’t know how to explain this. it’s like, when i watch his videos, it just feels like y’know, if i met him we could be really good friends, sit down and have a sandwich together and chat about inane stuff, whereas the other youtubers feel more like.....movie stars? i guess that is what i’d call it? like more unreachable, more distant. like if you met them you couldn’t just chill and shoot the shit, you’d have to catch a glimpse while they walk past being swarmed by a whole bunch of bodyguards. 

cry is easier to explain, so i’ll just go with him first. he doesn’t show his face. LOL. i’m not saying he should, god knows if i ever got on youtube the last thing i’d show is my face, but like when watching the lets plays, i prefer felix’s over cry’s because y’know, i can see him. i can see that there’s a real dude there, sharing the experience and reacting along with me. and that makes it feel more comfy, somehow. also cry’s voice is like, the hot-guy voice. which is liable to get you throngs of screaming fangirls, but to me, it just makes him feel more - far away. like the kind of super-cool person that never makes a fool of themselves. which is not a person i can be friends with, because i’d feel intimidated by their perfection xD so yeah, pewds >> cry, because he feels friendlier and more relatable.

markiplier is the really popular one amongst the people i know and i guess why i prefer pewds to him is harder for me to explain because he does show his face and doesn’t have a sexy voice so what’s the problem? idk, i feel like mark....is too intellectual for me xD “but fal, pewds literally just reviewed the fucking republic!” “also, are you saying you like pewds cuz he’s dumb?!” no, it’s not - it’s the difference between highbrow and lowbrow intellectual, y’know? not that i’m saying mark is a snooty stuck up stick in the ass, but - just the difference in the way they talk, like.....literature professor vs thug notes, which is a really great series that i also highly recommend. like, felix understands, but he doesn’t speak fancy, which is also a thing that i appreciate. again, i’m not saying everyone should change their way of speaking, like, formal highbrow intellectual is also great and some people like that, evidently, but just, personally, again, pewds is easier to relate to because he talks simply. it really makes it feel like you’re just chillin’ with a pal when you’re watching his videos. even though you can’t technically respond. but that’s okay. it’s like companionable silence xD whereas for me watching mark is like watching a very - scripted production, or like just listening to someone too smart for me, which is just like, “yeah, okay, i’m gonna feel self-conscious if i try to talk to you”. i mean, the dude actually analysed the gameplay of freakin’ getting over it xD which is like, woah, you care about the physics of this thing?? whereas pewds just.....well.

“gorgonzola! everybody gets a little bit of gorgonzola!”

i think, probably, i am by no means a psychologist or psychiatrist, nor do i wholly believe in the veracity of the mbti, but i feel also like one of the things that draws me to pewds, especially now, is that i think, i think, we have quite similar personalities. i watched his mbti video, and before he was even halfway done i already knew he was going to get ISTJ because like our thought processes are so similar. (except i’m a little more reserved than him, obviously, hence the lack of a youtube channel) again, mbti isn’t like the most - accurate thing in the universe, but throughout all his other videos (and there are a lot) i feel like we have a lot in common. let me try to explain it in coherent terms. there’s the - pigheaded stubbornness - i think the getting over it playlist sums it up pretty well xD and like the uh, while we have a brain, we tend not to use it generally when solving problems, instead opting to just power through it, (again, the getting over it playlist) instead of analysing why the fuck we went wrong, just try to bulldoze the problem xDD and then there’s the urge to keep up the “everything’s fine” face. yeah, i know he did a video about forced positivity and said he’s not faking it anymore, but that’s a different thing, i’m not talking about faking happiness, i’m talking about - well, not exactly faking, but just sort of like - you just don’t want to admit to the actual extent of your feelings, and feel uncomfortable using, idk, is there a term for it? i’m gonna coin one - “emotion-centric” language. like, you never hear him say stuff like “i need to take a mental health day” or something like that, like the kind of “just using that language makes me feel weak and vulnerable and i don’t like that” kind of feeling - don’t take this as truth, by the way, that’s just the vibe i get, i could be projecting, because that’s an issue i have. i’m just gonna - leave it at that because i’m worried the more i talk the more bullshit it’s going to be and it’s just going to be me projecting my issues onto him and it’s not actually true and then people will take it all out of context and run weird articles - lmao.

anyway. this post went on for wayyy longer than i thought it would and there’s other stuff i wanna talk about too so let’s wrap this up. pewds, if you scroll the tag and find this, i - well, i honestly have no idea what to say xD. tell me if i got shit wrong, i guess, and if you’re ever in singapore or i’m ever in brighton let’s grab a macs and chill i guess? xDDD i also want to pet the pugs, they’re so cute.

[d0yenne-archived]

fill out the angst application below.

tagged by: ​  I STOLE it mwahaha..... tagging: The person who just breathed. Yeah. I’m talking to you. OwO 

This is Villain! Kira, btw. Feeling like I should mix things up.

basics

> Name: Kira Black. (Alias, Shadow.) > Age: Depends on thread!! Most of the time 18-21.  > Species:  Hybrid. (Mix between Hylian and Twili.) But she doesn’t know it.

bold what applies

drinker smoker   done/does drugs knows what a broken heart feels like. has committed a crime. suffers a physical disability. suffers a mental disorder.   has experienced severe trauma.

details

> Biggest fear:  Whips. It terrifies her, but sends her into a post traumatic stress rage.  > Recurring nightmare:  Whips, abuse, her adoptive parents. She has learned she doesn’t really NEED sleep like everyone else, so she tends not to sleep. Hence the bags under her eyes.  > Something they miss:  Nothing. She regrets nothing, only because she never had anything to miss.  > Biggest regret:  Same as above.  > Pressure point:  She has a very high pressure point, but when you bring whips into the occasion, she’s gone mad.  > A secret:  Her first murder was her own adoptive father.

pick one

fire or water mother or father or neither to hurt or be hurt eerie or gory unrequited love or no love (Haha, that’s not gonna happen tho. XDD)

[coralsgrimes]

Probably an unpopular opinion but I think his messaging in his interviews has been pretty consistent. His logic is just dumb. He’s basically saying the intimacy he’s revealing is that he was chasing a girl that broke his heart, and the who doesn’t matter so much as how everyone can relate to that kind of feeling.

But like, no shit. Who wouldn’t assume he’s had his heartbroken by now… he’s 40… he’s no spring chicken who hasn’t experienced love. To him tho, I think he thinks that’s revealing a very vulnerable part of himself bc compared to before, it’s actually something personal. Which is true in a way, that is more than what he’s ever said before about his love life, but it’s just information that people would assume anyways so it feels anticlimactic. But everything about Ben is a a bit anticlimactic to me lol. I also hate his singing face, he makes the nastiest looking grimaces 😂

Btw the more interviews he gives about 11:11 the less I think it’s about Ms Inbred Blackface Asshole Exorcist. People keep saying he’s trying to distance himself from her bc of the backlash but when has Ben ever been smart enough to do that?? If anything he’s so stubborn he doubles down. Everyone and their mom was dragging him about his like over her racist activist shit and he not only didn’t unlike, he liked her apology too. He knows exactly how all his fans feel about her. The thirsty gays, the thirsty teens, and the thirsty moms all shade each other about being bad fans but everyone unites to talk mad shit about her and he’s tagged in it too. He’s been fending off criticism about her for 2 years. That hasn’t changed his continued association to her at all.

So I don’t think his trying to clarify that it isn’t about her is him deflecting for an extra 15 albums sales from would be disgruntled fans, I genuinely don’t think it’s about her. I do believe she told him about it tho. She’s the only one of his known acquaintances that’s into this kind of “clap trap.” And it would also explain why she keeps associating herself to it while he really hasn’t. And why 11:11 doesn’t even feel like it’s really part of the song? It feels like he just tacked it onto the first verse to get a theme going about wishes

Not unpopular at all. He is quite consistent, to the point of boring, and it all seems nonsensical if ye think about it. Just said in the ask before. Generic is what it is.

Anticlimactic and underwhelming. All the secret messages and uuuuuu it’s time uuuuu. And we only gonna get an EP, which is fair and fine cuz EP is a debut go to, but some of the fans (darklina fangirls mostly) were hoping for a full album.

The thirsty gays, the thirsty teens, and the thirsty moms all shade each other about being bad fans but everyone unites to talk mad shit about her and he’s tagged in it too.

Beautiful words ngl

And I do think the song is about her. Or at least some parts of it. The 11:11 is apparently the time when ye make a wish (if ye like 11) so it makes sense to call a song about one two three wishes like that?

The chasing part or whatever. The I wanna you but ye can’t be mine. Saw some speculation that it might have been written back in 2020 when she was reconciling with Brooksy.

Who knows the truth. Well, I can point to at least 2 individuals, Brooksy's opinion would be nice too.

Lemme just add that people have been mocking him for almost two years now, for being involved with her. TWO FUCKING YEARS. The 11:11 is so much her thing that it hurts my eyes. YET he decided to name the song like that. No one made him (hopefully lol), he could have called it Never Our Time or Bullshit Lovesong for all I care, and that would fit well too? Maybe lol? But no. He went for the claptrap he does not believe in. At this point not associating the two together is wishful thinking xdd

[janiedean]

book meme

tagged by @robb-greyjoy and @cafeleningrad thank you both! <3

1. Which book has been on your shelves the longest? Uhm. Uhm. That’s... a hard... question... but I think the collection of Irish fairytales I really was into when I was like seven? I probably have older stuff than that but not on my shelves (it’d be stored somewhere) and not that I re-read at this point.

2. What is your current read, your last read and the book you’ll read next? The current read is Stuart Kaminsky’s The Howard Hughes Affair in the Toby Peters series because I need light reading and twenty-four books of down on his luck PI in Hollywood in the forties always dealing with old hollywood cinema stars is exactly what I need for light reading.

Last read: it was the previous in those series, You Bet Your Life, or if you don’t count that it was some medieval history book.

Next read: I’d like for it to be Stephen and Owen King’s Sleeping Beauties but it’s most likely gonna be either roman history or medieval history, again. Or possibly the fifth in that series but it’s really quick reading so. xD

3. Which book does everyone like and you hated? I’m gonna almost quote Damien who said P&P (which I...uh... don’t like lol) and say Emma which is still the Most Insufferable Thing I Ever Read In My Entire Life. P&P is less insufferable but I don’t get the fascination and mist likely never will.

4. Which book do you keep telling yourself you’ll read, but you probably won’t? Idk I eventually get to everything I mean to but I should have read War and Peace like years ago. ONE DAY. XDD

5. Which book are you saving for “retirement?” None, I save anything longer than 500 pages for when I’m on vacation but who even knows when I’ll get to retirement, so...

6. Last page: read it first or wait till the end? I ALWAYS WAIT UNTIL THE END I NEVER CHECK THE LAST PAGE are we srs it’s the last one for a reason

7. Acknowledgements: waste of ink and paper or interesting aside? Always fundamental. I always read acknowledgments. Though I don’t do the mistakes of reading afterwords before the book because I spoiled myself the ending of The Murder of Roger Ackroyd because I had to read the afterword first and I was an idiot xD

8. Which book character would you switch places with? ... honest? Rob from High Fidelty, not just because we’re sadly almost the same person but because I wanna own a fucking record shop and that’d be about the only way I could do it in this lifetime I fear...

9. Do you have a book that reminds you of something specific in your life (a person, a place, a time)? Hmmm, lots I guess, but Different Seasons was the summer when I turned fifteen and it definitely changed my life for the better and I always remember it fondly, same for The Three Musketeers and the 2006 summer which was.. an interesting time I guess xD, latin/greek epics will forever be tied with my father for better or worse and french authors with my mom aaaand beat generation stuff definitely reminds me of my best friend from high school and I could probably say that while I never read hp it also reminds me of people I was better off without so that’s probably another reason why I hate it but never mind that xDDDDD

10. Name a book you acquired in some interesting way. Hmm idk I’m totally blanking here XD I don’t think I have any *interesting* story about this sorry guys

11. Have you ever given away a book for a special reason to a special person? lmao no. The three times I lent book to someone they never came back and I’m really not the kind of person who shares their *special* copies so it’d have to be a really special person to make me give away a book I already own for special reasons xD and I haven’t met that person yet

12. Which book has been with you to the most places? I have a feeling it’d be the second dark tower book or the third for how badly I ruined them

13. Any “required reading” you hated in high school that wasn’t so bad ten years later? If I actually found the inner strength to get over my issues with some teacher and re-read I promessi sposi without bias I probably wouldn’t find it as terrible as I did back in the day but it’ll take me another ten years for that I fear, for the rest I’m fairly good with everything I had to read as a requirement.

14. What is the strangest item you’ve ever found in a book? Someone’s phone number I fear

15. Used or brand new? Don’t care either way but if I have to buy, used because they’re cheaper tbh xDDDD

16. Stephen King: Literary genius or opiate of the masses? Guys. Guys. While I’m the first person who wouldn’t say King is the new Proust, and while there’s a lot of things I dislike about the way he does things (first of all how much he loves his PEOPLE FORGETTING EVERYTHING trope)....

a) when I read Different Seasons I was in a moment where I had fallen out of love with reading stuff for reasons and it brought it back full spades; b) he was the first author I read in english and 90% the person that influenced my writing style more for those reasons; c) he’s a genius at crafting characters/character work/character development way more than a lot of people critics enjoy more than him and since I’m a character driven whore put two and two together; d) he came up with my Favorite Fictional Character Ever (whose surname is half of my tumblr nickname/internet nickname anywhere so...) and with my Favorite Ship Ever and my Favorite Series Ever and a lot of my Favorite Things Ever; e) he’s exceedingly good at his genre and while his endings are shit 70% of the time when he nails it he nails it;

tldr: he might not be the Greatest Writer Ever but he’s my Subjectively Favorite Writer Ever for bad and for good and no one disrespects king in front of me okay? k. I owe his damned books enough to repay how much they made me suffer xD 

17. Have you ever seen a movie you liked better than the book? Blade Runner is vastly better than the book and Maurice is pretty much as good as it but there were changes that imo were improvements over things that were not in the plot so I guess it counts.

18. Conversely, which book should NEVER have been introduced to celluloid? 

...........

THE

DARK

TOWER

I rest my case no one wants me to start ranting again about how much that piece of shit movie should have never existed and idris elba deserved a lot better than ending up involved in it.

19. Have you ever read a book that’s made you hungry, cookbooks being excluded from this question? no but I wrote a bakery au that made people feel hungry, does that count?

20. Who is the person whose book advice you’ll always take? my parents though I’ll take it with a pinch of salt because there’s people they like that I can’t stand (*cough* borges *cough* SORRY I KNOW) and viceversa but let’s say that if my dad said he didn’t dislike it then it’s probably not a bad book in 90% of the cases same for my mom (though she didn’t hate the solitude of prime numbers as much as I did which is why as stated I take things with a pinch of salt xD), then @robb-greyjoy because we basically like the same things so I trust his judgment, my high school bf who’s not on tumblr (the beat generation person) who also had my same tastes so I’d have definitely trusted her, and there’s a few tumblr users I follow for books talking whose judgment I trust 99% of the time xD

also half of the people I wanted to tag got tagged by either of you so hmmm @lordhellebore @slushiebear @blueagia @incblackbird @julesdrenages @julesfelden @ms-mormont and @greyjoysea? if you all want to of course otherwise ignore me xD

[dimethief]

Rainbow six thingy!~

Name: Dimethief (Uplay ID: Callaita)

Nationality: Asian

Pc or console: Pc

Time played: 200+ hours

Highest rank: I’m unranked

Defense or attack: Defense (cuz it’s easier!)

Mains: Alibi, Valk, NØKK, Rook, Ying, Kapkan and Thermite (I really suck at attacking) 

Favorite female voice: NØKK

Favorite male voice: Vigil. (Though I barely play him, but his korean omg)

Favorite ctu: Spetznas

Favorite gun:  MX4 STORM (Alibi’s gun is just amazing. I love this to death)

Favorite gamemode: Bomb 

Season started in: Ember Rise

Favorite ship: It’s very hard to pick my favorite because I almost ship everyone in R6S. So far on my top list im gonna say: any spetsnaz boy/any spetsnaz boy, Jackal/Mozzie, Thermite/Pulse/Castle(it goes both way), Thatcher/Sledge, Any French boy/any french boy, German boys/Non-german boys(i know it’s weird LOLOL)

Least favorite ship: Bliban or Bandit/Marius. I don’t necessarily hate them, but I usually don’t click the fandom if they’re the main ship. I’m sorry. I just.. don’t see them together. Maybe some of you can enlighten me a bit.

Do you write about r6? If so, who and what?

Hell yeah. I got a list for ya:

Kapkan/Bandit, Fuze/Jager, Glaz/Blitz, Castle/Pulse, Blackbeard/Vigil, Jackal/Mozzie, Doc/Rook, Bandit/Rook. I think these are what I wrote so far, but I have more rare ships coming, so be hold XDD

Do you (want to) do cosplay? If so who?

Nah. I can’t...

Do you draw r6? If so, what?

I can’t draw either, sadly.

Do you use vc ingame?

oh hell yeah

Do you cope with stressfull situations well?

It’s alright. I can do 1v3 from time to time.

Do you rather play solo or with friends?

With friends duh.

Do you do anything special with others in the fandom?

Custome game. My favorite is to do a BOSG with ACOG 1v1.

Do you have a r6 oc? If so give a short bio!

I don’t sorry. I still have so many ops to love.

Tag some of your fellow r6 pals!

@something-in-red​ @combat-medic-amity​ @jes-jones​ @glacialispictorem​ @ryadramirezalhassar​

Got bored so I did this~

Rainbow six thingy!~

Name: GlitchKy

Nationality: West-Eu

Pc or console: Pc

Time played: 500+ hours

Highest rank: I'm unranked

Defense or attack: Both

Mains: Iq/Blitz & Jäger

Favorite female voice: Alibi

Favorite male voice: Bandit

Favorite ctu: Gsg-9

Favorite gun: P12

Favorite gamemode: T-hunt/Secure area

Season started in: Grim Sky

Favorite ship: Bandit x Jäger

Least favorite ship: Bliban

Do you write about r6? If so, who and what?

Yes, mostly the gsg-9 being silly

Do you (want to) do cosplay? If so who?

Yes, I do a Jäger cosplay~

Do you draw r6? If so, what?

Bandit and Jäger being dorks

Do you use vc ingame?

Yes I do!~

Do you cope with stressfull situations well?

Yeah, at first not but now I'm good at that

Do you rather play solo or with friends?

With friends~

Do you do anything special with others in the fandom?

Sometimes I hoste custom games, create silly Discord servers or roleplay with the characters

Do you have a r6 oc? If so give a short bio!

I have 3 but my favorite is Festék, a Belgian attack/defense operator from the DAS

Tag some of your fellow r6 pals!

@mirrorworldangel @r6shippingdelivery @rainbow6-haven @pensive-buggo @bandiit0 @sammy4798 @lucykirkland @fivu

[pannacottawarrior]

Tagged by @chchibi

thank you for tagging me Chi!! ;w;

Name: my name is OwO *gETS SHOT* THE DAY Y'ALL KNOW MY FULLNAME WILL BE THE DAY I DIE...or the day i finally feel comfortable enough to be open and stuff

Nickname: Kara or Panna - preferably Panna please though ó-ò''' Kara's usually reserved for close friends and stuff;;;

Reason for url: i wanted to really go on an art stream once, struggled to find a proper name since i had to make an account to join said stream and just thought 'i like Italian food, especially panna cotta so ye' since i was eating some at the time and just added 'warrior' because i’m terrible at naming things and now we're stuck with this cursed URL name...and i don't regret it oddly enough XDD 

Star sign: Aries~

Sexual Orientation: *snaps fingers at you* they say i'm Pannasexual >wo *gETS SHOT* the pan life is;;; pantastic y’know *GETS SHOT MULTIPLE TIMES*

Hogwarts House: Hufflepuff o3o but i ain't got that far into HP so ye i’m not gonna reblog much HP stuff ovo’’’

Ilvermorny House: wat

Favorite color: i'm usually in a battle between choosing purple or blue (and sometimes pink XDD)

Cats or dogs: wHY NOT BOTH

Favorite fictional characters: do you want the whole list or...? imma just list the current ones aaagh; Lapis + Ame from SU, Lúcio is my top top fave in OW, Lance + Hunk + Pidge are all #1 from Voltron but everyone else are close seconds XDDD and no one from Hamilton is my fave ovo oH AND MOANA IS A NEW FAVE DISNEY CHARACTER <3 LOVE THAT GIRL SO MUCH!! ;o; 

Favorite Musical Artist: i don't have one? o-o *shrugs* i just listen to songs and go 'ye that's nice', if the band/group's got a lot of nice songs i just go 'ye that's nice too' but i don't have any favorites??? e-e''' hmm

Dream trip: either an All Caribbean Journey in which i visit all the islands, a trip to Italy, France and then Spain or a trip to Taiwan ;w; with my first mate ofc <3

When this blog was created: i honestly have no idea e-e’’

Number of followers: 180! ovo p sure most are porn bots and stuff XDD love all a' y'all though~ idk what the heckie you porn bots are getting off to though but uh;;; love the rest of you guys that aren’t porn bots XDD

When did this blog reach it’s peak: *shrugs* c’est une mystère et on devra ne savoir jamais 

imma tag these people but y’all don’t have to do it if you don’t want to! ;w; also you don’t have to be tagged here if you guys want to do it too~

@bluetinted-amethyst @nydia-stripedbubble @endercursty @apocahipster @deep-space-ace 

[hongbubs]

@cinnamonsnow sent me an ask thing so prepare for a loooong Haikyuu (AsaDai and Yamaguchi) rant

AKA OHH BOYYYY BUCKLE UP DDDDDDD:

001 -AsaDai

When I started shipping it if I did: Like how many episodes did it take for Asahi to appear? That’s when :D

My thoughts: HAPPY HAPPY FEELINGZ ALL AROUND T.T I ship this ship to the ends of the world and back and it’s both my second favorite pairing for Daichi and Asahi. Because my first favorite pairing for BOTH Daichi and Asahi is AsaDaiSuga and I would die for all of these boys.

What makes me happy about them: That they exist??? Okay, so basically I love how insanely and completely Daichi trusts Asahi and how much he relies on him. Like how there seems to be 0 doubts in his head about Asahi backing him up and holding his ground in his stead and of course we mostly see that during games, but since this is a sports anime games are pretty good parallels for their everyday relationship. Asahi is a safety net for Daichi and when at the beginning he was trying so hard to get him to come back, I believe that was as much for himself as it was for the team - like for Daichi to function as well as a captain as he does, he needs to know that Asahi is there having his back, mentally and sometimes physically. Re: when he had to leave bc of his injury. Daichi puts on the bravest and strongest and most driven front for his team but we know that sometimes hes afraid and has doubts and I believe Asahi is amongst the few that are aware of that and are able to give some strength back to him.

As for Asahi, well, it goes without saying that when you are constantly viewed as one thing while being totally different (re: big scary guy vs actual baby kitten), when you constantly doubt yourself and try your damned hardest to overcome those doubts and fears, having someone trusting you and treasuring you unconditionally can save your life. I believe that Daichi loving and cherishing Asahi (either as just a friend or a lover) is a constant source of confidence and willpower for him, especially since he clearly looks up to Daichi in a way. (As does everyone and rightfully so).

TL;DR: It makes me happier than anything how SUPPORTIVE they are for each other, how much they can mutually rely on each other and overall how everything in their relationship seems to be built on mutual and unquestioned trust and love and respect, which in turn makes them both stronger as individuals.

What makes me sad about them: I’ve seen in mentioned multiple times that Daichi goes to Tokyo and Asahi doesn’t?!?!? And I don’t want them to separate?!?! :((((((((  Also the lack of AsaDai random interaction content : DDD

Things done in fanfic that annoys me: THE FACT THAT THE TAG HAS ABOUT 50 FICS?!? Like honestly I’m not gonna get annoyed because characterisation is the freedom of the artist, but I personally don’t enjoy reading about Asahi as this fragile and shy and insecure quasi-princess character. Sure he is mentally fragile sometimes and he gets shy and insecure sometimes, but he is also a strong-minded person, an ace of all positions, and he fights to overcome his fear of challenge and failure so hard. Don’t erase that part of him. Similarly, I don’t really like overconfident and insensitive Daichi either.

Things I look for in fanfic: basically existence? Xd mutual support and love and lots of caring for each other and just silly boys in love :D but then again I look for that in all fics soooo yeah.

Who I’d be comfortable with them ending up with, if not each other: basically all 4 of the 3rd years (so them and Sugawara and Shimizu) I’d love and support and cherish if they ended up together in any pairing. Other than that I haven’t given it much thought yet I guess? I just want them to be happy T.T

My happily ever after for them: I want Daichi to eventually get a job where he can keep on being a leader/teacher, maybe even a coach later, and before that, play in a uni team for a while maybe too… but I guess I can’t see either of them as Big City Men running around with briefcases. Maybe join one of those neighborhood volleyball teams together for fun… I’d love for Asahi to have his own little something, like a flower shop or a little craft store something equally pretty and cheesy, and Daichi helps out when he’s not coaching/teaching and its the ultimate soothing bliss for him, just arranging bouquets with Asahi, not really talking just being together, enjoying the quiet and the flowers and the company… and living like that until they’re both 200….

Who is the big spoon/little spoon: generally Daichi is the big spoon because even though Asahi is bigger, Daichi is just one of those people BORN TO BE the big spoon. Perfect husband spoon material… but then there would of course be times when he’d just curl up and let Asahi envelope him in warmth and safety and peace.

What is their favorite non-sexual activity: lots of outdoor activities, like hiking and biking and camping? Things where you don’t have to talk a lot to enjoy it, but if you want to, you can have the deepest/ most open conversations without feeling embarrassed. They’d go on these 1 night camping trips, hike somewhere with their stuff on their backs, discover little hidden streams or views from mountaintop, collect wood, build a little fire in front of the tent, watch the stars, talk about memories and future plans, dreams and fears, without having to feel awkward about being honest and vulnerable.

002 - Yamaguchi Tadashi

How I feel about this character: I WILL PROTECT AND LOVE HIM UNTIL THE DAY I DIE AND THEN MY GHOST WILL FLOAT AROUND WHISPERING INTO PEOPLE’S EARS: LOVE YAMAGUCHI

All the people I ship romantically with this character: There isn’t actually that many… YamaYachi is super sweet and lovely, and TsukkiYama is also sweet in its own extremely codependent and childish way :)) I haven’t honestly seen many Yamaguchi ships but basically anyone would be luck af to have Yamaguchi so, yeah.

My non-romantic OTP about this character: I LOVE LOVE LOVE how Shimada teaches him and helps him and believes in him and cheers for him, I love their relationship so muchhhhhhhhhhhhh also I generally see him and Tsukki as a BROTP rather than a couple but yeah that’s a whole different story :))

My unpopular opinion about this character: He is one of the strongest willed characters imo, because he’s technically the least talented and he gets nervous and misses a lot at first but instead of just quitting he struggles to keep up with the team. I was like that once (except I was not simply the least talented I basically sucked xdd) and tho I loved volleyball, I just quit because I hated staying while knowing that I’m the least useful member of the team. Idk what counts as an unpopular opinion since I haven’t read that many posts about him, but it’s certainly a very important one for me.

One thing I wish would happen/had happened with this character in canon: the whole stadium cheering and shouting his name as he gets 10 consecutive no-touch ace points in? :D Oikawa saying that he’s great at serving? Tsukki hugging him and telling him how important his friendship is to him and how much he cares about him? Like, i know i know that THEY BOTH KNOW IT and like tsukki doesn’t have to SAY it for Yamaguchi to know, but I still want him to xd oooops that’s not one thing xd

My OTP: uhhh idkkkk as i said i havent seen that many pairings but out of the ones i saw its the TsukkiYama BROTP. Like if i had to choose one relationship with him and someone else that i love more than the others.

My crossover ship:… SO MANY FANDOMS TO CHOOSE FROMMMMMM but just. Limiting it to the few animes I’ve been watching recently (Shingeki no Kyojin amd Free)… he reminds me of Marco, kinda, so maybe Jean/Yamaguchi… AND ALSO CONSIDER: SMALL FRECKLED ANGEL YAMAGUCHI AND GIANT SOFT ANGEL MAKOTO. ALL THE ANGELS ALL THE SOFT.

One headcanon fact: one stolen (from @topftopf ’s BokuAkaKuuroTsukki series, aka the If You Read One Haikyuu Fic Series Then Make It This One as i like to call it): Yamaguchi grows out his hair, gets some tattoos and a bike, and he’s basically The Dream Guy. Hottest, Sweetest, Nicest, COOLEST by all standards. Get yourself a Yamaguchi.  And one original: sometimes when he just Cant Deal™ with Tsukki’s shit, he’d go to Yachi and BICH freely about how his best friend is insufferable because Yachi will always listen to him but would never say it back to anyone or hold it against Tsukki and Yamaguchi is always careful around others since everyone talks shit about Tsukki and he wants them all to see and love him as he does, rather than how Tsukki wants to seem. This later develops into free bitching sessions with the two of them where they can let out all their frustration about other people that they’d never say out loud to anyone else. (Like Yachi about her mom, or stupid first year boys that keep obnoxiously trying to flirt with her…)

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Tag Game ay

I wasn’t tagged by anybody i just feel like telling everyone way too much about myself

RULES: Copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours. When you are done, tag up to 5 people and also tag the person who tagged you… and most importantly, have fun!

Age: 15

Biggest Fear: being buried alive aha *sweats*

Current Time: 6:14 PM

Drink You Last Had: lemonade

Every Day Starts With: me debating whether i should go to school bc is it rEALLY that important

Favorite Song(s) at the Moment: Dammn Baby by Janet Jackson, Easy Love by SF9, Liar by CLC, 나야나 (Pick Me) by Produce101, Liar Liar by OH MY GIRL 

Hometown: The home of UVA (ah how i miss you)

In Love With: Ahn Hyeongseob, NCT (etc), K anything, music, writing

Jealous Of: other people’s weight/body types

Killed Someone: lmao next question

Last Time You Cried: last night bc of hyeongseob cough

Middle Name: Faith :)

Siblings: Three; two sisters and one brother

One Wish: To move to S. Korea & also meet my idols 

Person You Last Texted/called: last texted my online friend and called my padre

Questions You’re Always Asked: “did you do your homework?” lmao and “Can’t you be quieter?” both by my family

Reason to Smile: K-Pop, my close friends, writing/fanfics, music, dancing, cute animals 

Song Last Sung: Liar Liar by OH MY GIRL

Worst Habits: procrastinating, being indecisive, being bitchy, being way too loud at home, swearing

X-Ray You’ve Had: haven’t that i know of

Favorite Food: oh um mashed potatoes or goldfish crackers xDD

Zodiac Sign: Cancer

im gonna tag @jacksons-smile even tho its annoying asf