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blues824 · 2 years
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Imagen the hashiras with a female Idia Shroud s/o
🎮Imagen them meeting a antisocial hades with self esteem issues and blu flame hair and thinking they are a demon only for them to protect themselves with modern technology.
🎮(how whoud they react to her hair that look like I would burn them but doesn't )
🎮Them making a ligtsaber like sword for them because a normal katana is a normie sword and I causes a lot more damage than a regular katana because its hot like the sun.
🎮Them meeting their little brother ortho and finding out he is a robot that can distroy their school in 5 seconds when his bigger sibling is in danger (Gets flachbacks from the ghost bride event.
🎮She is not a hashira because the outside gives her extime anxiety that could lead her being distracted and getting injured or killed
🎮she is the messenger now imagine her making tablets for communicating because her tablets are faster than a crow image her making somthing for ubuyashiki that hepls his bliness a bit.
🎮Imagen them learning about that they can overbolt.
🎮(imagine ortho Shroud meeting and playing with Senjurō Rengoku.
✨or with uzui ortho playing with tengen's wives because they love the small child.
🌊and with giyuu ortho meets the Kamado squad and nezuko and him becoming best friends because he can understand her.
🦋Ortho hanging out in the butterfly mansion.
I had no idea what to do for Obanai or Muichiro, so I left them out.
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Gyomei Himejima
He heard you panicking on the side of the road, and you sounded like you didn’t know where you were. He assumed that it was because you were a demon, and he opted to take his weapon out and end your misery.
He didn’t expect any resistance, but his fellow Hashira gasped. You used some of your magic as well as a bit of futuristic technology to protect yourself. You’ve seen an anime like this, and explained that you weren’t a demon.
They led you to Kagaya Ubuyashiki, and he told them that you had the making of a demon slayer. You spent a few days making your own sword, and when you showed it, Gyomei could feel the heat radiating off of it.
He immediately treats your little brother like his own. He’s a people person, so he absolutely loves Ortho with all of his heart. He would teach and train him how to swing a normal blade before handing him his ax and spiked flail.
He personally wouldn’t want you to become a Hashira because of the danger it always poses to them. He’s happy to see that you are on board with not becoming one, so you both agreed that you would train so that you could defend yourself in case you were ever attacked.
He’s always amazed by the things you do with technology. You’ve taught him, Obanai, Ubayashiki braille and you would teach it to the other Hashira as well. That way, the three (Obanai is partially blind) could read the letters they were sent on their own.
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Mitsuri Kanroji
Would probably be able to tell you weren’t a demon because she has never seen a demon with fire for hair. Plus you give off emotions rather than apatheticness. She would try to calm you down by kneeling down to your level, speaking to you softly.
The other Hashira were warning her to get up and get away because you were surely a demon since you had sharp teeth. She softly reprimanded them, talking about how rude it was to assume someone was a demon when you didn’t know if they had ever consumed anyone.
She personally led you to the master of the Hashira, and he told them that you had the intelligence and wit befitting a demon slayer. You set out to gather the materials needed to make your own sword because you saw a few flaws with the originals. Mitsuri would stay by your side and watch as you built your own lightsaber, and she’d be so in awe.
She absolutely loves your little brother. They are both very outgoing and try to get you outside as much as possible. Of course, because Mitsuri and Ortho are on their knees, you opt to sit under a tree outside and watch as the two play with each other.
She wants you to become a Hashira because then the two of you can stay together forever, but she understands your refusal. It’s dangerous, hard, and sometimes fatal, but it can be rewarding because you’re saving humans in their losing battle.
She’s also in awe at your swift mind and knowledge of technology. With you, they both have a tactical advantage over demons. You have upgraded all of their swords and (when you can find him) Haganezuka and you collaborate a lot. She loves how you’re spreading your social circle!
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Giyu Tomioka
He most definitely noticed your fiery hair in the midst of the snow. You didn’t even hear him before he was on you. When you heard the shing from his blade, you whipped around and wrestled with him.
I’m not a demon! You whispered out of fear. You’ve seen an anime similar to this world that you magically teleported to, so you had some idea of what to expect… just forget about what happened in the last paragraph.
He decided that it would be the best decision to take you to Ubuyashiki to pay for his unfortunate mistake. There, all the Hashira were surprised when their master deemed you fit to be a demon slayer. You were honored, but decided that you were going to make your own sword.
Alright, so Giyu doesn’t talk a lot. Your brother is the exception. Ortho reminds him of Sabito and Makomo. You will often see him and your brother having a conversation with each other, and you once saw Giyu giving your brother a piggyback ride.
He doesn’t want you to become a demon slayer at all, if he’s being honest. Forget being a Hashira, being a demon slayer means you could possibly die at any point on your journey. You compromise and he trains you to at least be able to defend yourself.
He’s very impressed by your extensive knowledge and strives to know more about how to use the technology you create in battle. You’ve even helped out his master by making a weaponized cane for him so that he may be a little more independent.
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Tengen Uzui
He thought your hair looked absolutely flashy, but mistook it as your demon blood art and decided that although you looked beautiful, you needed to die. It would be horrible if you killed any citizens, after all.
He wasn’t exactly quiet, so you yelled that you weren’t a demon and that’s just how you looked. He and his wives immediately put their weapons down and looked. You seemed to be absolutely terrified. Then Suma ran over and gave you a hug, apologizing.
Makio, Suma, and Hinatsuru were all fawning over you as Tengen led you all back to Ubuyashiki. This would be one awkward thing to explain. The 4 were surprised when he deemed you strong and intelligent enough to become a demon slayer yourself. Once the words left his mouth, you immediately went to work for your own sword.
The 4 absolutely adore your younger brother, and he adores them back. You often see your 3 wives (Tengen most definitely married you) cooing over him and him hugging each of them back. Tengen ‘ruffles’ Ortho’s hair whenever he sees him as a greeting.
They want to keep you safe and therefore don’t want you to become a Hashira at all, but they leave it up to you. You can not imagine the relief they felt when you said that you would rather wait for them to come home after a mission. They decided that you would be trained for combat on the off-chance something happens at home.
All the wives are so impressed by how smart you are, and once you piece together plans they each give you a kiss on the forehead while Tengen kisses you on the lips. They are just so amazed by your tactical genius that they feel the need to reward you (you are most definitely getting spoiled).
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Sanemi Shinazugawa
Was most definitely about to murder you. No question about it. But he would have if he didn’t yell while swinging his blade. You see, he had seen you on the side of the road, and he obviously noticed the blue flames that your hair is made up of.
Because you heard him, you whipped your head around and shouted that you weren’t a demon but you were, in fact, human. He stopped mid-swing and tumbled to the ground so he wouldn’t hurt you. After all, it was against the rules of the Demon Slayer Corp to fight a human.
It was one awkward walk back to Master Ubuyashiki. Not only were you anti-social, but this dude just tried to kill you. Of course it was going to be awkward. But once Sanemi told his master what had occurred, he deemed you fit to be a demon slayer. You had literal stars in your eyes and went to work making your lightsaber. Sanemi acted like he wasn’t impressed, when it was just the opposite.
Your brother reminds him of his, so he will immediately soften up towards the two of you. You can often spot him telling stories of his travels to Ortho while using his hands to emphasize it all. It’s rather endearing, a trait Sanemi isn’t used to hearing.
He wants to make sure you remain safe and protected at all times, so he will implore you – even beg you – not to become a Hashira. He most definitely is very relieved when you say that you won’t try to become one and would opt to stay back instead of actively fighting.
He loves your mind and all the knowledge it can hold. Every time you help the Hashira come up with a plan and everyone is immediately on-board, he turns to you and gives you a kiss on the forehead. It’s one of the few times you see him soft and loving, so you enjoy it as much as you can.
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Shinobu Kocho
She’s very swift and silent on her feet, so you weren’t able to hear her. It was only when you felt the whoosh of the wind behind you that you rolled out of the way. You were obviously terrified of what just happened but managed to whisper something.
I’m human. That stopped her swing as she looked at you in both shock and amusement. She noticed that you weren’t using anything besides your hands to defend yourself. She quickly backed up and apologized, for once unsure of what to do.
It was a quiet walk to Ubuyashiki. It wasn’t uncomfortable (surprisingly), but Shinobu would make little comments here and there. She was delighted to hear that her master deemed you capable of becoming a demon slayer. That means she could keep you by her side!
She also loves Ortho. She thinks he’s absolutely adorable and reminds her of Kanao. She would be the one to treat any injuries and would even try and help you when upgrading him because it’s a two-person job.
She leaves the option up to you if you want to seek to become a Hashira. She wishes you wouldn’t because look at what happened to her older sister. She tried not to let it show, but you knew that she was scared. She was scared about you being taken away the same way her sister was.
You both rival each other when it comes to basic intelligence, but you learn from each other every single day. You teach her about technology that could possibly help her in the medical field, and she tells you about medicine that can help you with your technology.
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Kyojuro Rengoku
He’s not silent either. Would do the whole ‘yelling while swinging’, and it gave you enough of an alarm to dodge his strike. You were still completely in shock to see a big, tough dude smiling and striking at the same time.
You shouted to him that you weren’t a demon. This caused him to stop in his tracks. You explained (through plenty of stutters) that you were magical and that’s why your hair was made out of flames and you had sharp teeth.
He saw some potential inside of you, and was happy to hear that his master thought the same after taking you to him. You had such an adorable spark in your eye as you immediately rushed to gather the materials you needed for your sword. He followed you and watched as you put that brilliant mind of yours to work.
Absolutely loves Ortho and sees his own little brother in him. They both actively try to get you outside and you like the moments where you lay your head on his lap as the three of you sit under a tree. He often tells you both stories of times past.
He would also get a bit scared when everyone says you would make a wonderful Hashira. You even get a bit nervous with all these comments as you politely say that you wouldn’t at all and you would rather stay back for Kyojuro. Not only did you cause him to let out a great sigh of relief, but you made him flustered when you said that you would rather wait for your lover’s return.
He always compliments you about how absolutely smart you are. Often, when you both wake up together, he will place his hands on the sides of your face and place a kiss on your forehead. He will often leave little notes around the house for you to discover so that while he’s out, he can imagine your flustered face as you read them.
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mondstaub1 · 1 year
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Comfort fic to "our violent delights" from bikadoo on AO3
Got inspired by the lates chapter but since it made me cry I am writing this to cope. If you haven't read the fic I would recumend you do. It's amazing
Aemma watched as her eldest brother was swalloed by the sea and her mind went blank. All she felt was pain, a blinding all consuming pain. It was not suppost to be like this. He was suppost to be king one day, marry Baela and have a beautyful familiy. But now that would never happen. Suddenly her pain was replace by rage and a deep desperation for revenge. Later she would wonder if this is how Prince Baelon had felt when his brother died. By an arrow through the neck, just like hers. They called the aftermath "Prince Baelons wrath", the say the sea turned pink with blood for weeks after Baelon had accented on them. But for now she wondered nothing, she just wanted. Her heart wanted her brother back but since this couldn't be she decided she wanted all of his killers dead instead.
"Dracarys" she let fire rain down on them, the dragonseeds ordered the same but she did not notice. All Aemma cared about in that moment was to kill them all. And so she did. Vemithor was a war dragon other then little Vermax he had seen battle, he had won battles and he won this on as well. When all was done every single ship was distroyed, every men dead. The lost another dragonseed but Aemma cared not for Hugos or whatever his name was death. Maybe it was heartless of her but by the 14 she did not care.
The landed on the closesed shore. The shores of Driftmark, it was suppost to be her seed but now it would go to Joffrey as she ... she was now the heir to the throne. And she hated it, she would alway hate it. "Leave me", she ordered, "Return to Dragonstone, I need to be alone", they did and as soon as they had take of Aemma broke down. She feel into the sand and screamed. She screamed and wept until she had no tears left to cry and no longer a voice to scream.
Suddenly their was a shaddow over her. Her eyes shot up. There stood a woman in a black dress, she looked like an older version of herself with long brown hair, brown eyes. Around her neck was a some kind of metal band with a bit red cristal. "What to you want", Aemma wispered, her voice haors from crying. "I came to do my lords bidding", the women answered, "the Lord of light sees all and we all live in his light. You have sacrificed him many lifes today, so hear I am offering you the gradatude of my god."
Aemma wants to laugh. The Lord of light was gradfull to her, what a jock. What good did this to her when her brother was still gone? And that she asked to woman. "If your god is so gratefull to me then he should give my brother back to me", she mocked but what the woman then said shocked her: "So be it"
The princess looked at her in confusion. "What?" she wispered but the woman just smiled. "My lord is capable of a great many things, come with me child and you may jet resive what you crave so dearly." Aemma had no idea what to make of this. A part of her was angry, how dare this woman play with her heart as she did. She had already lost so much, must she loose more? But she was to exhausted to protest. So she let the woman leed her by the hand alonge the beach. "Who are you?", she asked, "I have many names and will resive many more", the woman answered, "But for today you may call me Alys."
They kept walking and with every step Aemma felt like breaking down again but the she saw something that brock her heart all over again. There on the beach lay her brother, or her brothers body. She ran, ran to him and threw herself down beside him. He was the most horrible side. Eyes wide and dead, his body littered with arrows. Aemma thought for she she could no longer cry but she did. Once again she wept and screamt with her brother in her arms. It woke her a moment to notice the hand on her shoulder. She turned to see Alys beside her. "No more reason to weep sweet princess. The Lord of light with give his his fire back. Alys knelt on the other side of Jace's body and started to mumble, wispering words Aemma did not listen to. It could not work, she knew it but just for a moment she let herself hope. "Come back to me Jace. I need you brother", she wispered holding his cold hand, "You promised to be there for me. You can't leave me yet."
Something was stroking her hand, she looked at her brothers face and he was looking up at her, smiling. "It seems I won't be going anywhere", he wispered and for the third time that day Aemma wept but this time tears of joy.
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mimmmzy · 2 years
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Why am I so messy, I distroy everything
Nothing stands in my way, I use everyone and everything.
A force of nature with no morals no emotions, only the ancient knowledge of destruction
I consume all, I pretend to fit in for my own gains.
Who am I?
I stand for no one, I bow to nothing
A sociopath? A psychopath?
I pray on the vulnerable, the giving the nurturing
A child of darkness, a creature birthed by death
Scum cum from the bowls of shit
I deserve to die yet I refuse
I cling to life like and addict clings to there dope sack
Death is warranted, but I pay to no authority
I deserve it, but I refuse it,
I take what I dont deserve, like the parasite I am
I hurt everyone take everything for granted
Thats all I am
I know nothing else, nothing less but to survive
Like our sweet mother death machine has taught us
What a piece of shit I am
Birth is messy and I never forget,
If it cost my mothers life, that's something I'm sure to forget
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This is not an arg. I am actually killing these people:
sunson         sun son
Consumed, sacrament sacrifice titanic kronos
oooooooooooooooooo
her loved ones all.
in a bag, exploding corpse pustules wreck me with ADAM TWITCH ADAM i will pull your soul from the grave none who follow will be safe. This is real life. Be Careful. 907 hanoi norman bowker tim obrien words words words.
Mexizachet: Missing
Gavin Mckinnes: Machete to the face
When I was born I was healthy, I had good self-esteem and a great desire to love, but the world took me in a completely different direction. I experienced the first rejection from women in kindergarten, but it was not traumatic in any way. First of all, I think it is necessary to talk about my middle school years, in which I was much uglier (I also had many pimples), but above all I was very thin and I wasn't interested in football and similar things. My schoolmates always mocked me, to make me feel bad they told me I was gay and they had sexual fantasies about penetrating me. This harassment led my obsessive mind to a first very serious moment of crisis, in which I suffered for years from the pathological doubt of being gay or not, the so-called homosexual OCD. After an endless series of searches done on the internet, I managed to overcome this. But the addiction to pornography unfortunately has always remained. Moving on to my high school years, there were many rejections and episodes in which women treated me badly, but I will only mention the two most significant ones to avoid writing a too long text. At 17, I said without thinking too much that I had never had a girlfriend, never even kissed, so a girl present there teased me and insulted me in a very heavy way for this. In the meantime, she was talking about the many dicks she had sucked, the various sizes, the circumferences. This was a very serious blow to my mental stability. But at 19 something maybe worse happened, I had written a poem to a girl that I liked very much (I know I have been really a cuck), the day I gave it to her she said "I like another person", and I learned, not long after, that she had a relationship with a guy who beat her (she herself published photos of the bruises). After all these episodes, my dignity was completely distroyed and I lost all self-esteem. All this has messed up my sexuality and in fact, feeling inferior to women I always watch femdom porn and even cuckold stuff. It's a terrible addiction that I haven't been able to break free from. I'm broken inside and I don't think I'll ever recover. From this episode to 19 years old, I never really got up. At 20, with the lockdown etc, I then discovered the redpill and found out I was not alone, I found out I'm an incel. Not long after, my oneitis appeared, looking like a light, a new hope, a girl who unlike others, could perhaps love and respect me. But even this was all false, my only hope was destroyed by the refusal and the impossibility of realizing it all. My life is a total failure. That's all.
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diondecarnate · 4 years
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i honeslty do not vibe with the spiral or the stranger even a bit but the flesh??? hoooo baybe the importance of flesh and food and how these tie into the self mixed in with how shitty the industrial farming industy is?? also cannabalism is so extremely good and the religious overtones of the flesh are sexy sorry i dont make the rules 
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im-tempted · 3 years
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If this was the Cold War we could keep each other warm
SHOWS THAT THIS SONG TAKES PLACE SOME TIME AFTER THE COLD WAR SO THE PLACE THERE IN IS PROBABLY A RESULT OF THAT
I said on the first occasion that I met Marie
MARIE IS A REFERENCE TO MERIE CURIE RESECHER OF RADIATION
We were crawling through the hatch that was the missile silo door
THIS IS THE FIRSY MENTION OF ISOLATION A HEAVY THEAM LATER ON
And I don't think that she really thought that much of me
I never had to learn to love her like I learned to love the Bomb
THESE PAST THREE LINES ARE A GOOD SETTING UP OF THE IDEAS/SETTING IN THE SONG
She just came along and started to ignore me
But as we waited for the Big One
THE NEXT WAR
I started singing her my songs
And I think she started feeling something for me
We passed the time with crosswords that she thought to bring inside
What five letters spell "apocalypse" she asked me
I won her over saying "W.W.I.I.I."
A FORESHADOWING TO THE END OF THE SONG AND HOW SETTING OFF THE BOMBS WOULD END THE WORLD
She smiled and we both knew that she'd misjudged me
Oh Marie it was so easy to fall in love with you
It felt almost like a home of sorts or something
And you would keep the warhead missile silo good as new
And I'd watch you with my thumb above the button
THESE PAST TWO SHOW THE SINGER TRYING TO CREATE THE "NUKLER FAMILY" ANOTHER REFERENCE TO THE BOMB AND HOW ALL CONSUMING IT IS IN THERE LIFE
Then one night you found me in my army issue cot
WHO SENT THEM THERE
And you told me of your flash of inspiration
You said fusion was the broken heart that's lonely's only thought
MORE REFERENCES TO HER BEING A RESEARCHER, PROBABLY THE REASON SHE WAS SENT DOWN
And all night long you drove me wild with your equations
Oh Marie do you remember all the time we used to take
We'd make our love and then ransack the rations
I think about you leaving now and the avalanche cascades
And my eyes get washed away in chain reactions
MORE NUCLEAR REFERENCE TO KEEP OT FRONT OF MIND
Oh Marie if you would stay then we could stick pins in the map
WAR MAP REFERENCE
Of all the places where you thought that love would be found
But I would only need one pin to show where my heart's at
In a top secret location three hundred feet under the ground
MORE WORLD BUILDING TO HOW ICOLATED THEY ARE TO HELP THE END PAYOFF
We could hold each other close and stay up every night
Looking up into the dark like it's the night sky
And pretend this giant missile is an old oak tree instead
And carve our name in hearts into the warhead
Oh Marie there's something tells me things just won't work out above
That our love would live a half-life on the surface
HE THINKS THE ONLY REASON SHE LOVES HIM IS BECAUSE THEY'RE TRAPED TOGETHER SO IS THE BOMB IS UN-NEEDED AND THEY GET SSNT SOMEWHERE ELSS SHE WON'T WANT HIM ANYMORE
So at night while you are sleeping
I hold you closer just because
As our time grows short I get a little nervous
I think about the Big One, W.W.I.I.I.
SHOWING THE "BIG ONE" HE WAS WAITING FOR WAS WWIII
Would we ever really care the world had ended
WHEN THE BOMB GOES OFF HE KNOWS FROM HER RESEARCH IT WOULD DISTROY THE WORLD
You could hold me here forever like you're holding me tonight
I look at that great big red button and I'm tempted
HE IS TEMPTED TO PUSH THE BUTTON AND DISTROY THE WORLD ABOVE SO SHE CAN'T LEAVE HIM
The song is filled with both physics and religious references two things that complement each other due to how opposite they tend to be seen as
The song title can tell you the whole plot of the song if you know the story of Adam and Eve
The bomb represents the apple it is looking for knowledge and it killing you, Marie is a researcher her knowledge is killing the world (bombs instead of being cast out of the garden) the pursuit of knowledge at some point ending the mutual distruction
The temptation of Adam in both the story and the song is eve, she was going to be cast out of the perfect world and Adam refuses to go anywhere without her leaving the perfect world (the singer distroying the actual world above to keep them together using her research (the apple) to do that)
Here you go @stil-yr-woman
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luntica · 4 years
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Im trying not to reblog posts on the jk Rowling drama, because I know where I stand. But I want to inform those following me on my stance. So here's my post on it and the new game.
The transphobia is something of a debate topic on if its from radicalization or always been that way. But ableism, stereotyping and other such things are all over the writing of harry potter.
But that doesn't distroy the world it built. The fandom it built. Or the lives it saved.
Because here's the thing. It's called critical reading. You should be using it for most reading. If not all. Essentially, you read threw the story and recognize the problematic parts and recognize it as problematic. You insure that you don't ignore that it's there, but don't pull it into your own morality or beliefs.
Fans of lovecraftian stories know this.
You can enjoy Hogwarts and the life saving things it did. You can enjoy the idea of new games and fandom stuff.
But you can also be critical and a sensible consumer. Get fandom made merch. Do research. Make your own decisions on what you can support. Boycotting possible games won't fix that there will be profitable number of people supporting regardless.
In regards to the legacy game in particular, let more information come out, see game play and mechanics. If it's just another game with a Hogwarts name plastered on, and the game play doesn't actually look good, than don't go for it.
If it's like a real rpg, like the millions of Hogwarts rolplays around the world, but with big company money applied, than go for it.
But honestly fandom made wands, clothing, and other such merch tends to be better and more personable than the company stuff.
Also just don't buy the stupid money stuff in the apps, that shit adds up fast and is simply just digital fakeness using gambling tactics to get money from you.
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rest-in-being · 4 years
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We often talk about Al Shirk al Akbar which is to associate with other than Allah in worship, or to make someone equal to him. Which no person of لا اله الا الله is guilty of. But there is another type of Shirk that people aren’t as aware of, that the people of لا اله الا الله may fall into the traps of, and that is al Shirk al Khafi, Hidden polytheism.
You see, Idols don’t have to be physical figures. They could be abstract concepts, such as the ‘Love of status amongst society’, ‘the approval of others’, ‘love of people’, ‘love of money’, ‘love of self.’
Yes, each of these are idols with sub idols and gateways into each other, and if they consume your heart, then you have done a type of Shirk, for you have placed their importance in your heart with Allah.
May Allah destroy the idols in our soul, so we may reflect haqq in the mirror of our hearts.
Imam Al Ghazali’s Revival of Religious sciences will help you to achieve this purification, as he goes through each idol, obstacle, and their remedies.
His story as one of the greatest Scholars of his century, captures this perfectly, for when he himself feared he had become an arrogant hypocrite, he left everything behind to go on a mission to distroy his ego. The greatest Jihad.
Other great scholars and awilya, like Imam al Sharawi of Egypt, wiped the lavatory floor, out of fear, that ‘the love of people’ an idol, may enter his heart. That should indicate to us, how seriously these matters should be taken.
This is the Sunnah, for the Prophet صلى الله عليه وسلم could have had everything, but he chose Allah. Because he recognised that just like The Dajjal’s Jannah and hellfire, everything in the Dunya is actually nothing and Allah is everything.
The prophet صلى الله عليه وسلم always looked down on the floor and he slept on a wisada, a small pillow, not even a bed.
May Allah سبحانه وتعالى grant us humility like our beloved Prophet صلى الله عليه وسلم
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melyaliz · 5 years
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Canary pt 11
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Fandom: Marvel (MCU)
Summary: Morning Laughs 
Pairing: Loki x OC 
Notes: A little bit shorter but I wanted to post something. Trying to get back into the swing of things. I also feel like this may be a mess but... I can always go back and edit it later :P 
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There is something magical about the smell of warm sheets when you wake up from a deep sleep. Honestly, I don’t even remember the last time I have slept this good. Letting out a soft sigh I buried my face deeper into my pillow just enjoying the feeling as my dreams slowly faded around me, reality bleeding back in.
The sun filling the room in a golden glow as something shifted next to me. An arm snaking its way over me as someone cuddled closer to me.
Wait… 
Oh shit.
Turning I saw Loki’s face resting next to me… well part of his face, more hair really since he was buried in my fluffy pillow. If I was being really honest with myself, he was almost cute. Dark hair all messed up, breathing peacefully. 
Not at all like the annoying god who always seemed to pop up out of nowhere asking me obtrusive questions. 
“Enjoying the view” 
Ahh it’s awake. Oh well, it was nice while it lasted. 
“I was, but then it started to talk.” my voice slightly husky from sleep as I tried to scoot slightly away from him. His grip tightened pulling me even closer.
“It’s still early.” 
“Are you sure?” 
From somewhere on the base there was a bang sound and then the fire alarms went off. Vision must have been cooking with Wanda again. Holding up my hand I pushed the noise away expanding our bubble. Only this time instead of keeping us in. I was pushing the world out. 
An irony that wasn’t lost on me. 
“Must better” Loki pulled me closer to him with a content sigh. Guess I would just have to accept my fate at this point. Giving up I let myself relax next to him just enjoying the warmth between us. That pull we seemed to have since the moment we met. It felt even stronger than ever. 
Honestly, I wasn’t sure what I thought would happen after we slept together but it wasn’t this. 
Loki’s fingertips tracing soft lines on my back. His eyes watching me as we both lay there tangled up in each other and the memories of last night. 
It was stronger now. Those feelings I had. Those butterflies in the pit of my stomach. Their led wings hammering against me, pounding like my heart that never seemed to settle when he was around. 
Taking a deep breath I tried to calm myself, taking in his scent. That sweet sandalwood and vanilla, richly sweet and musky. It reminded me of a brightly lit library filled with old books on beautiful wood shelves. 
“What are you thinking about?” Loki asked playing with a strand of my hair. 
“Nothing really, just enjoying the peace,” I said rolling onto my back trying to hide the blush I knew was creeping up onto my face. Deep breaths girl, calm yourself, don’t think about last night. About his touch right now. How they feel playing with your hair, arm, waist….
I felt my body instantly react as Loki’s slender fingers danced over my pussy. Feather-light touch that send those damn butterflies exploding through my body. 
“Last night was amazing, but this morning is going to be even better,” Loki whispered before nibbling on my ear as his fingers started to play with me sending waves of pleasure through me. 
Letting out a soft moan squirm under his touch before capturing his lips with mine. His other finger dancing over my chest drawing lazy circles. 
Then it happened. 
It slipped out before I could stop it. The pure pleasure of the morning, my bed, the man next to me. My guard had been down. My brain elsewhere. 
I let out a gentle laugh. 
Loki froze his fingers hovering over me as I clamped my hands over my mouth completely I had powers that could do that. My eyes darting to him. His green eyes were wide, curious and bright.
“Interesting.” 
“No not… LOKI!” you let out a squeal as his fingers brushed against that spot again, giggles erupting as my body curled up trying to protect itself. All defenses down as I tried to get away from him. 
“Stop stop!” I begged tears started to fall from my eyes. Pulling away Loki watched as I tried to catch my breath trying to glare at him, trying to muster some sort of anger. 
 “I knew it” Loki whispered leaning forward, “You have the most beautiful laugh” 
The feeling was one I had ever felt before. It was a mixture of pure bliss and wanting to throw up. “Stop” your voice didn’t sound like your own. As if it came from somewhere else. Floating in the air like above like a rain cloud. 
“Stop what?” 
“I… I don’t know…” the emotions didn’t ease up. Although the vomit half was starting to win. “I just…” 
He kissed my forehead cutting me off, “You can hear everything yet you can’t hear how beautiful your laugh is.”
“It’s not.” 
“Don’t argue with me.” 
“Excuse you! I can do what I want.” I said sitting up feeling the nerves evaporate.
“There she is,” Loki chuckled before kissing me. Deep and all-consuming. I felt slightly dizzy as he pushed himself over me continuing to kiss me.
“You had control last night, what if I take a turn?” 
“Ok” I whispered 
Then another noise came, one almost as embarrassing as my laugh. 
My stomach. 
It was Loki's turn to laugh. Slowly he kissed me again then slowly moving down my body. My neck, collar bone, my chest, my stomach. 
Another growl. 
“Maybe resume this later?” Loki asked looking up from his position, his green eyes filled with amusement. 
“Pancakes do sound amazing. If Vision hasn’t distroyed the kitchen yet.” 
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These are my thesis project. Basically cinematic moments, Character design, and props. 19C. a crazy scientist created a strange machine. The machine makes immortal creatures by consuming blood. The protagonist is from the machine and finally distroys that in order to stop insane experiment.
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#GodMorningFriday 🚫Stop Consuming 𝐀𝐋𝐂𝐎𝐇𝐎𝐋🥃 There are four important organs of the body: 𝑳𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒔, 𝑳𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒓, 𝒌𝒊𝒅𝒏𝒆𝒚, 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕. alcohol Distroys these four organs. _____________________________________ - 𝑺𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝑹𝒂𝒎𝒑𝒂𝒍 𝒋𝒊 𝑴𝒂𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒋 🌳🌲🌸🌺🥀🌷 https://www.instagram.com/p/CaHnY1DpdPH/?utm_medium=tumblr
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sanjeevtyagi177 · 3 years
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#GodMorningFriday
🚫Stop Consuming
𝐀𝐋𝐂𝐎𝐇𝐎𝐋🥃
There are
four important organs of the body:
𝑳𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒔, 𝑳𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒓, 𝒌𝒊𝒅𝒏𝒆𝒚, 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕.
alcohol Distroys these four organs.
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- 𝑺𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝑹𝒂𝒎𝒑𝒂𝒍 𝒋𝒊 𝑴𝒂𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒋
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gottalovelifeya · 3 years
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First off let me say, I love her and want to be with her some of this may seem mean but all I can do is my best to get the complete msg out there and out there clearly.
Honestly after as open and honest as I've bene, and after putting up with this sick game, after telling her every last thing about myself, and after telling her every feeling I have for her, there's nothing I can say now toake her believe me.
If she throws all that away, because I forgot something wene asked, than honestly Itell still hurt, but I can definitely get over her, and I'm not saying that in a mean way.
These past 3 weeks, I've just had to put up with alot and and bene on a emotional rollercoaster, and you know what, ill still do it and would do it again of there was even a chance with her.
I just have this problem were I need to know information about potential threats/hazards/BS and she's never bene in a world like, were you have to plan for every single outcome were lives could be the price of not doing that, she dosnt understand, but that's one of my flaws I carry from my past, because I've seen a fucked up world were you don't just see your home town, wene your mind is on the globe as a hole and just haveing to consume news and media and know what's going on everywhere becuse you have to be ready to go there in a moment's notice to go fight and die, I spilled blood on the other side of the world so that people here don't have to think the way I do and experience what I've bene threw, you have to transform your mind into a mithoducal and cold calculated risk assessing thing, you have to imbrace that there are people in the world who want, you, your loved ones, and your fellow countrymen dead, all because they just hate that you exist
A good quote that summarizes why I'm this way, and it really speaks volumes
- good men do bad things, so that you can lay your head down at night and never have to see the reality of how terrifying the world is.
you have to fortify your mind and start thinking in a completely different way to love that life, you have to be ready and willing to do so really Hanis shit to keep the people close to you safe weather it's your brothers in arms or your family, because the world is nobody's friend, and I'm a product of the military mind set, it was our job, to find people and distroy them. And how I find people now is a extremely waters down version of why kinds of resources I had than.
But here in good ol' america you don't destroy people, you don't hunt down people, you don't phisicaly hurt someone unless it's a last resort, and a peacful agreement cant be reached. This is all just step to take preventative action latter so a real problem can't happen.
So lets talk about a little backdrop to set the tone for what all that means, so there's this other guy that if me and her got together like I've bene blogging about, I see a possibility of him being a problem, and once I have her I can't loose her to some dumb shit like this game were playing, so if I ever found out, I would go to his house nock on his door, and tell him to quit his shit, and thated be the end of it, and not trying to be scary but I know his name, face, work history, and phone number, and address.
With information like that, you just show up at someone's home and say hey don't fuck with my life or the people in it, and the magority of people in this world would take that as a sign to back off and comply. And thated just be the end of it
These past 3 weeks, All I know is Ive put up with to much shit and bene put threw to much pain and dread, and just living this horrible reality were were she actually is with someone else but have to accept it, because I can't just call him and end it or do some off the wall shit that would ultimately hurt her or make her look bad
So all I'm saying is, if I forgot to say one little detail wene you asked a question the worlds not ending so do t let it. I really am sorry I forgot to say something, but honestly wene I told you I knew his name I didn't know this other stuff, and there's no way it was just 4 days ago that I told you that I told you his name weeks ago.
Cut me a little slack, your not the one getting screwed over. I've bene nothing but good to you and done all you will let me do to help you. So don't throw away all we've talked about and cryed over because if this. I'm on your side, and you know what I just haven't bene treated right in all this, and I put up with it because in the end this life with you would be worth that. but that's not fair to me
Because I'm sorry to say, I've seen the world and know how bad it is, now yes running a background check on a boyfriend might be a little extreme and overkill for the situation, but hey, that's the world I come from, and I just need to know what I'm up against.
So love if you read this, this isn't me being mean or hatefull, I'm just trying to tell my story so I can read it, and figure it out on my side of things, I honestly don't think I did anything worng, I didn't intend to withhold information. Shit just happens, so please don't think bad of me
But that statement towerds the top, if your willing to though this away, or abandon me for a slip up, and just me haveing control over my life, and wanting information, than honestly the illusion will be broken and I'll be fine, if I'm worth that little to you, and if this of all things kills it you realy were just a dream
Again this is for me, this is my story of the night, I still love you, and I still want you, but if you cut off what we got going because you think I'm scary or hideing shit your a lost cause, because I can't fix or change that, that's a you thing at that point.
Don't take offense because your still saying you have to think about it. That's just the outcome of my thot process if you really cant come to terms or just accept that flaw of mine, becuse I accept your flaws, for better or worse, becuse nobody's perfect and love is looking past the flaws and seeing the person, and that why I tell you your perfect because I can see who you are, and I can see your soul and I know your a good person dispite the past and our current challenges.
We've just bene shaped by 2 different worlds, I promise I'm not a bad guy, and I promise I'm not scary, but information is power, and in that game I hold every card and hold It close to my chest. Because if there's ever a real problem itell get handled, because I don't play games on or with people, except for this one scenario we find our selves in now, because I see a light at the end of the tunnel and its your prity little face.
Regardless I'll always be here for you if you call and need something, weather it's me or just help from me. Hell it can litterly be anything you want.
Let me just explain this before I wrap this up, how do I find what I find, how do I know what I know, so anytime someone links there email to something, anytime they make an account, anytime you do anything on the internet, or register a vehicle, claim a asset, or do anything that gets submitted into a data base, you leave a trail behind you. So will call them "crumbs", so whenever someone wants to find something out they can use those "crumbs" to patch everything together, it's all public information, its all out there, anybody can do it, it's just learning to do it is the complicated part and it's something you have to show, I could never explain it to you, now there are hundreds of ways to protect yourself, but once your out there you can never make any of it go away, you can only prevent future "crumbs" from showing up, so it's all out there and anybody, can use the "crumbs" to search who you are and anything about you, everything I found was done legally, and it's all online, its there for the world to see, but again your average person dosnt think like me, because it's almost like a puzzle and you have to take words, emails, and found accounts, and then bend and find trends to find more, I believe it's called analytics but I'm not 100% basically is observation and patterns, and once you learn to see patterns the way I do, all you need is a single crumb, and for me that was his name, and then it leads to everything else. Public records are a scary thing, and the shit people post on the internet is baffling that you'd let random people see your life. I'll teach you about computer security of you want. And how to not leave "crumbs"
So I hope this all gives you something to think about and maby explains my feeling on it, I don't know honestly, I'm just more interested to see if you can except me at this point because I've told you everything and bene 100% honest, and with everything I've put up with in this situation, if you can't accept me now, itell say alot about you as a person, and again itell suck, but if you can't, than I honestly won't want anything to do with you, it would really feel like betrayal honestly, I've full given myself to you, and if this is enough to completely thro you off your game and think I'm a monster or a bad person, than wear not ment to be. I deal with my problems my own way and I make plains and seek information to prevent future problems.
Also that trust problems stuff, it really is just me being upset about the phone blocking thing, I think that's a sick discussting thing to do to someone who loves you. And ied appreciate it if you just never did it again.
And the trust comment about his address, water under the bridge.
So, I really do love you with all my heart, and I really do care about you and appreciate you. And all I want is to build a happy life and family with you.
I am a good person and I will be good to you and our future family, but to anybody who trys to take you or my family, they won't be tolerated. And I just don't see how that's a bad or scary thing, that I'm playing 4D Chess so that issues can't become problems. Hell look at my retirement as an example, I'm 23 and will never have financial problems, I've accounted for the future and played my cards smartly. So I know everything know so that I can peacefully resolve a situation later. That's all it is.
So reach out wene your ready, and I'll respect whatever you have to say about it, wether you accept it or if you don't, for better or worse. Just don't think I'm scary, and don't think any off this is mean, don't think anything bad would ever happen to him. I'm not a thug and I'm not a murderer, I'm simply a guy who looks out for himself and his household.
So just take your time and think, and hell ied almost say wait until you dicide to leave him or not, then reach out, but it's all about how you want this to go, I just know how fragile this is so this will be my last post, and I'll just wait on word from you. So if you read this and don't think I explained it well, or it just dosnt sit right with you.
Than, I love you, always remember I love you, and know in your heart for all my imperfections and all my flaws I love you, and Ill always here for you if you need me
And last but not least this isnt me giving up hope, and I'm not turning my back on you, my feelings are hurt, and my pacints is thin, but none of this is me trying to take It out on you, or me trying to be spitefull to you.
hopefully the next time we talk, you will accept me for me, and yull be single.
I love you
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bluejuls · 7 years
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Loneliness
Even tho you are right in front of me and in my arms I feel the loneliness in my heart. I love you and you are my world but I still feel the loneliness. There is a black hole that swallows my feelings, that hole is loneliness. Death comes easy for some and hard for others but my feeling are consumed by loneliness. I see with my eyes how I have distroyed everything that is important to others to you. I don’t feel sadness or happiness I have a calloused heart that only beats and bleeds loneliness. I chose this life before I met you and I feel the loneliness consuming every smile you smile at me. Every kiss we share is surrounded by loneliness, every touch we share is drenched in loneliness. The rain makes this feeling of loneliness feel like death, not even sleep can take it way. My blood lust is due to the souls that are full of life, I try to keep the souls feeling to keep my loneliness at bay. I see how you feel for me it makes want to swallow those felling to make me feel alive. My life would be nothing with out you in it, even tho I have been a lone this whole time. The way I feel is nothing you can change. I will carry this burden of loneliness with me until my own life ends. Only then would I truly be able to break the curse of loneliness. This a letter that Saizo wrote the MC explaining way he feels he can’t show love towards her.
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serinitymoontaylor · 6 years
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Fear of falling.
I have a feeling, i dont know what to think of it but I know that i like it.
The way it makes my heart beat is all so consumeing!
I want it to last forever, but at the same time i want it to stop, it scares me... iv never been so conflicted.
Im fully infatuated with this feeling its like a dare that gose on forever, as if im standing on a brige getting ready to jump! I think it scares me because the end is uncertian. It could distroy me or be the one thing im happy i survived i want to embrace this feeling but i know once i do i cant go back even acknowledging it could be a sure sign of a wall being put up that im incapable of bringing down... now all i have to do is decide, once i do i hope if i choose to jump that the fear of falling will be lost to me.....
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