It's funny how the leaks subreddit is the safest place if you don't want to encounter leaks or spoilers. Everything is properly tagged and spoiler-tagged, you can choose how much you want to see.
Meanwile the rest of the internet just posts major spoilers with zero warning.
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Liking mxtx books and then checking out erha honestly feels like trying cocaine when so far you've only drank wine socially at functions
LITERALLY. literally. i picked it up bc the name sounded silly and it was recced on lots of reading lists for mxtx fans and the whole time i’ve been like
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gonna make this an actual post so @merddynaladar im treating this like its an ask lol ... thank you for the encouragement! i have some oc rambles under the cut, about these ocs i posted the other day :) my quinn ocs that i love so so so much, ariel alan and maya!!
cw for nsfw and general adult themes !?!? tho im not really going into depth about my story at least Yet....
so, this is ariel!! she is 22, she, 157 cm, and her whole story is about the differences between her online/offline self. she streams online and is a camgirl, and shes very cutesy and pandering there, but irl shes very tough and aggressive, will not hesitate to confront and fight a bitch. shes also a prostitute <3 she was actually the first oc i made for fun one day that started my whole oc universe! so i love her a lot shes my fave oc :) shes very >:3c embodiment, loves chaos, loves fashion, going to bars/clubs, lazing around with the other 2 charas that are her besties! i gave her a carrd, a tumblr, and here is her pinterest board :3
this is alan! he is 23, he, 190 cm. he's went through a LOT of personality changes and its really funny to see what he has become because i originally made him to be a whumper for an old hyperfixation chara...!? but anyway... he's a drug dealer and has a ton of issues. he's very down and gloomy and genuinely depressed as fuck. but he and ariel have been friends ever since they were teens and have grown to adapt around each other if that makes sense? they're very similar in a lot of ways. he loves chaos and shit as well and also would fight a bitch, except he would actually hesitate, unlike ariel. he's not online at all that's just ariel's thing, he doesn't really know how to dress himself, he kinda just fights for his life everyday tbh. he and ariel are VERY GOOD FRIENDS !! they are at the secret third thing stage of their relationship. wlw mlm solidarity. you would not want to be friends with them.
and finally, maya!! she is 17, she, 163 cm. she is very sweet and lovely, deeply traumatized girl (they all are tbh). shes a big factor in my "main" story like, ariel and alan help her deal with something Really Bad, and they fall in love with her, not romantically, just in the I need to protect you and have you live safely and comfortably forever type of way. don't rlly feel like going into main story details tho aghusidfsdf. maya watched ariel and alan from afar in the past, daydreaming of a life where she knew them and she had all these fantasies and thoughts abt them bc she was just so curious abt them. she had a rlly bad home life and they often saw her wandering the streets n stuff but there wasn't rlly anything they could do besides help her out w little things every now n then. she becomes someone whos very silly and sweet with a bit of a dark side bc like shes got ariel and alan as company IHUSDIFHSD. its a whole thing.
little divider hehehe. just wanted to add some context that i made a whole world for my ocs like i mentioned, and this specific city they all live in is called quinn. its a very shady and dangerous town, which is why some charas are the way they are, ariel in particular. shes just had to grow up knowing how to fight for herself. but yeahhh idk what else to say !! im still working on alan and maya's toyhouses shuisdfhd
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Feeling so stressed and tired
My health isn't good and I'm not being seen by doctors because apparently nothing is wrong with me. I hate that face they give, the look as if you're a piece of shit, the smug face of 'that's a you problem'.... I thought these people were doctors there to help people?
My mental health is crap, college is beating it to a pulp, whether it's the purpose fucking up of grading my papers to make me look shit, or just the trauma of having to see the stuff I see on a daily basis. Stuff nobody should have to see.
My partner is ill and is having hospital check ups, being told it's all in their mind when they're up crying in the middle of the night their in so much agony.
Everything is just stacking up, I'm still being treated like a piece of shit by people of the general public at work. I'm so glad I'm changing jobs soon, away from the public.
Everything is so stressful, I'm balancing more than I should have to. It's giving my a headache, it's making me physically feel sick.
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