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angry autism is the worst man.
#me when noise >:(((#its overstimulation lead to irritation lead to anger.#bonus of certain people around to up the anger and <33 thoughts of murder and mutalation!! YIPPEE#im home now. im safe. im not going to do anything but calm down.#and maybe cry a little#oh how ive grown.#sillyposting#wish there was a man to beat the shit out of right now.#none of my bfs qualify bc. i could never. maybe.#actually i would really like to bite bits out of levi right now. thatd heal me i think.#hm.#coping with cannabalism YAY!!!#no actually its good bc its calming me down to think about it. + its fiction.#(cannabalism + aftercare situation in the next few tags beware.)#its a bit out of his arm. it tastes really good but after i swallow reality hits.#i have calmed down and now i have a boy to take care of.#id carefully wrap up his arm. it is merely a flesh wound after all.#after having him all bandaged up; sure no blood would seep trough to the surface; it was time to cute it up.#levi has a good stash of ruri-chan bandaids and i draw hearts and stars and emojis anywhere that fits.#....#alr im better now.#my b
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The gang's all here! Decided to practice how I want to draw all of them + testrunning the colors I picked out for them :3 (individuals + sprite edit used for colorpicking under cut)
#codacheetah#my art#isat#in stars and time#isat siffrin#isat mirabelle#isat isabeau#isat odile#isat bonnie#woo i had fun but this tuckered me out lol ms paint is gonna be the death of me#im really happy with these drawings honestly#do you ever draw something and you look at it and it's like oh. my art looks like how i actually want my art to look like#like grabbing your idea straight out of your head and translating it perfectly#idk i feel like ive grown a lot as an artist in the past couple months#i was worried about stagnating because ive kind of been consumed by dailyloops#but i like these a lot. and it felt nice to draw something that isnt loop for once lol
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the "3000 year old child" trope has the possibility to be genuinely intriguing and could explore the way children are treated across time no matter their apparent level of intelligence. it could be funny it could be heartbreaking it could be horrific to think about. too bad 90% of it is just an excuse to be a creep. sad!
#media#txt#er#kinda#i know some people dont like miquella being That Way mostly in relation to everything with mohg#but i think miquella is one of the only examples ive seen where this is taken seriously and like. actually thought about outside of#haha what if this grown woman was in a childs body so she was helpless but also sexualized isnt this groundbreaking#his whole thing is being hypercompetent to make up for being stuck as booster seat size for millenia#i think that its cool that his mind manilpulation powers are likely based partially on a survival instinct people have around kids. he just#uses it to his advantage to start a cult of suicide bombers sometimes because we get a little silly#also the funny factor of seeing this kid and being like 'oh how sweet hes reading his literature :-)' and then you look into his eyes and g#oh.. you have seen the endless yawning void havent you... well.. thats too bad
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I LOOOVE LOVE ALL THE NPCS IN PRIME DEFENDERS!! THEYRE EACH SO UNIQUE AND COOL, WITH THE GREATEST THING YOU CAN POSSIBLY GIVE TO SUPER HEROS IN A SUPER HERO UNIVERSE: WAAACKY FUCKIN SUPER POWERS!!
(MADE WITH ONLY PEN AND COLORED PENCILES, MISTAKES CORRECTED WITH PAPER N GLUE)
#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#QUIIIICK TAKE IT BEFORE I NOTICE MORE PROBLAMS!! THIS TOOK TOOOO LONG TO MAKE#I STRUGGLED WITH THE COLORS BECAUSE you see. i had ONLY red pens and orange pens but NO pencils of the color#ALSO no brown pencil so i HAD TO COLOR MIX FOR THE SHADES. It was only today that i got a brown pencil (not even a good one)#i scribbled on a paper with the red n oranges to put it on lightly and it was HARD but i think it worked okay#NOT BAD FOR MY STUPID SEt up where i only use what i can steals from left over things at the school i work at#ANYWYAY SO PRIME DEFENDERS HUH#SIUDDENLY GOT OBBSESSED WITH IT AGAIN OUTA NOWHERE AUUGHHH THE BRAIN ROOOOTTTTM#I REALLY LOVE HOW THE NEW EPISODES HAVE BEEN GOING TEHEHEHEEE#I LOOVE THAT ALASTYR CROSS IS HERE MY BABY BOOYYY LOOK AT HIM ALL GROWN UP#HES SO STRANGE AND ODD AND SILLY AND POSSIBLY DANGEROUS#I ALSO LOVE FLOW!! IVE ONLY KNOWN HER A DAY AND UHH I WOULD UHH I WOULDD WAVE AT HER N SAY HAIIIII :333#OH ALSO UH#SO THE UH#SO LE FROG AND WORDSMITH HUH#YOU HAD ME AT 'but i LOVE youu'#LIKE IMAGINE RIGHT? LIKE JUST THINK ABOUT IT? JUST PONDER IT FORA SEC#IMAGINE THOSE TWO ON A COFFEE DATE WITH LEFROG IN FULL COSTUME AND WORDSMITH ACTIVELY TRYING TO LEAVE#I SHIP EM NOT BC THEY WORK WELL TOGETHER IM SHIPPIN EM BC ITS SOOOOO FUNNY#BUT REMEMBER. THE SLIPPERY SLOPE OF CRACKSHIPS. CRACKS CAN LEAD TO CAVERNS. AND 40 TO 50 PEOPLE GET LOST IN CAVES PER YEAR#ANYWAY THAT S MY RAMBLE I AHVE TO GO TO WORK TOMORROW#BAIII THANKS FOR READIN MY RAMBLES
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how it started vs how its going (:
(outfit inspired by this post)
#flight rising#when i saw the neon set i was really excited to work on her outfit#i am not sure how i feel abt it yet but i like it a lotmore than previously#her eye wound healed! sdhfjs#i need fr to add a massive hammer next year im on my hands and knees#also i touched up my willow clone bc last time i looked at her i didnt have enough apparel slots (':#the tear is fondness btw. how ive grown <3#scribes#guardians#my dragons#armor smasher#dragon share#oh i want to find her a better primary too so if you have suggestions feel free. shes eggplant/sanguine/cherry i think#eggplant for sure tho
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yknow technically cloning works alot like artificial insemination or like fertilization treatments from what ive seen/been told by my mom so by that logic timkon clone baby absolutely couldve been more than one and has a higher chance of being say twins or triplets than not which means in a dcxdp crossover you can absolutely have dan dani and danny and it haunts me that no one else noticed this
Edit please note that I am not a doctor or anything I just had a slight fixation and tried my best to learn what I could which resulted in me knowing more about surrogates, adoption, and fertility treatments than anything else except I was very much a kid and didn't like knowing the full reasons of things so I'd learn enough and then guess the rest so on one hand I absolutely know how one thing works however I have absolutely no fucking idea how it happens its essentially like how we all treat the Talk I took one look at learning the ins and outs of these treatments and went "I know enough" and dropped it so if anythings wrong yeah that's why
#Like i had a fixation after learning my mom needed the treatments cause my parents have 2 different blood types#It was like ab and a but one was neg and the other pos and we have NO idea who got what#Dcxdp#Yall be sleeping on shit#Like is cloning not just fertility treatments but grown in a test tube????#You start multiple hope one makes it and sometimes they ALL survive or half#Me seeing a timkon clone fic/fanart: i know what you couldve been#I cannot STRESS how often i think about this#Tim expecting maybe one or none to survive: oh no#tim now with like 3 kids: oh my God ive made a mistake#timkon#Tim drake#dc#I want it on record I knew how adoption fertility treatments adoption and actual birth worked#BEFORE I KNEW HOW BABIES WERE MADE#Like I did NOT care for the ins and outs I only cared for the end result#The fact I also knew how sex worked before how babies were made is an outlier and I'm not counting it
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i miss. the vibes of the rpc a few years back
#things just felt more. community based#people interacted more w each other on the dash and it felt like people were really there to interact and not just for a follower count#its probably rose colored glasses in a lot of ways bc thats when i was most active so thats when it was most enjoyable but#idk there was just something ab the days where u could have 50 followers and always be interacting w most of them#these days ill get 200 followers and the same 5 mutuals interacting all the time#and like. huge shoutout to them they know who they are but those people make this site worth being on#its just. idk its tiring when a lot of time is spent yelling into the void that is the dash and getting nothing back#and to some extent timezones r to blame and also my lack of writing but its. its not just a lately thing#its been getting worse for years and i think this is really the first time ive ever been like. not active on tumblr?#like im here but a couple of years ago the idea of me having a main blog and barely ever logging in or writing was absurd#i would be online and writing 24/7 if not here then on discord and wire#bc people were always around to interact with and now its just like. oh weve all grown up and become adults and no one has time#for each other anymore and its very. thats life thats how it is but it sucks idk#maybe this is 2 some extent projection also bc thats how things r irl rn but thats just. tahts not important
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#i just feel like ive changed so much even tho i probably havent#and we remember each other certain ways will she even still think im cool or will i be loser coded now#u see someone u knew ages ago and suddenly ur 14 again and wondering how best to endear them to u even tho it's been forever#i wanted to be liked by everyone and i still kinda do but it's less rampant and idk i just. i just feel some typa way like#we've both grown as ppl gone through our own developments and everything but i look at you and can remember the back of the bus#oh the trials of accepting the flow of time and coming to terms with the past and present
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i want my room super organised and clean but my roommate sucks she's so filthy and pathetic it makes me want to kill myself
#i cannot do this alone im tired#past one year ive taken the incharge to clean the room everytime and all she ever replies when i want her help is#“im tired not right now”#i can't do this anymore i can't live in a dirty room with webs and floors with stains and hair lying around#i cannot settle her on this she doesn't care she never wants to have the conversation#ive grown around people who're innately always more hygienic than me and i can't live around someone who lives like a rat in sewer#and a looot of men are so unclean smelly weird#but neither my brother or friends or father who's actually been in defense so you can guess his obsession with cleanliness#and my bf who has the tidiest room in boys hostel washes his clothes aware about his breath nails his room is so#ugh where the fuck im stuck#how is one supposed to study in a place like this#oh guess it's not a problem for a her because she never fucking studies that's why she's repeating right#but im so so tired of only the doing it
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The first Splatoon game turned 8 yesterday!
#the last (and first) time i drew anniversary art for the first game was when it turned 1 year#imna use the tags to be all sappy real quick:#ive been a huge fan of the splatoon series since the first game & have played it since day one#splatoon is the first time ive grown up with a game series from the beginning#like i knew it was gonna be a successful game that'd eventually grow and become a series w/ a cool fanbase#for first/third person shooter games (esp multiplayer)- i could never call myself a fan of those#but the moment splatoon debuted in an e3 trailer??? it took a concept i'd normally go meh to- but made it into smthn colorful/unique#like??? weeks after the announcement i was already gushing over what the lore would be in their universe#it got really tiring seeing all the hate it received- id watch ppl stream it out of interest and their chat'd be like uggh this ass title?#or id watch gamers do one single lets play of it and be like oh ok i can see how this game is fun (me assuming they'd doubt it's potential)#but to see how much splatoon as a series has grown has me kinda emotional ngl#like yeah sure theres still ppl outside the fandom who has (or still has since the 1st game) sour opinions about it#but ever since the fandom grew over those 8 years- it feels like the love for this series outshines that#but man.... i said this already on twt but i remember going to my first color run event locally w/ my family#(this happened weeks before the game came out btw) -but id have my phone out with the inklings on my screen#and id look at my phone & feel this happiness (that i havent felt in a while tbh) at being in an event that had a lot of colors in it#and at the time seeing all the powdered colors flying everywhere at the end of the race reminded me of splatoon sm i was like raaaaah#WOW SORRY FOR THE LONG TAGS LOL#BUT YEAH- I LOVE THIS SERIES (thats all i wanted to say)#splatoon#splatoon anniversary#splatoon 8th anniversary#fanart#loafbud
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Okay time for elaborating:
IT'S BEEN A WHOLE YEAR!!!!!
I'm shocked, amazed, and so excited!!!
It's been a journey here, honestly!!
I met so many cool people, made so many cool friends, and honestly it's been amazing here!!!
I'm so glad to have met all of you guys!!!
And seeing people (besides my family) who actually like my art, that's so cool!!!!
(I do know some of my irl friends like my art, but it's only some cus like... I've basically only shown like, 4 of em my art in the first place. Idk how many exactly)
I'm not the best with words, but im so glad I met all of you guys, all of my friends, my followers, all of you!!
You guys are amazing, and I'm grateful for all of you!!!!
Also, being able to share some of my silly lil aus, and my silly lil ocs, with other people, that's amazing!!!
But honestly, I really don't know how else to put the words together, but you guys are all so cool, you guys are so grand, and I'm so glad I got the chance of meeting you all!!!
I love you guys!!!
(platonically of course, but I feel like that's kinda implied from me :P)
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#also...#I FINALLY FOUND OUT HOW TO PUT EMOJIS ON MY CHROMEBOOK!!!#I feel like that was a fun surprise to save for my 1 year anniversary!!!#but yeah I just gotta put it in tablet mode#and then BOOM!!#Emojis!!!#so I can put sparkle hearts again!!!#(...I may though stick to putting <3 sometimes instead tho too#since Ive grown to meaning <3 platonically as well as 💖#but I'm so happy I met all of you guys#and I love you all oh-so much!!!#(platonically)#1 year anniversary#💖💖💖#<3 <3 <3
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Starting the year off w a uhhhhh. A creechure of some sort
#oddmew m belove..... looking at old photos then looking back at my canvas bawling bc they look all grown up now#wanna print em out and put in my purse to stare at longily when i need comfort in times of great sorrow#pokemon#art tag#oddmew#ive been consuming enstars pjsk twst deresute and sidem content in unhealthy amounts the past few weeks. In that order#also idk which idolmaster game theyre from but l'antica and that silhouette whatsitcalled song..... ouffhuo stuck in my head#i have mmj art waiting to be posted but i dont like how minoris face turned out she looks funky :( airis so fun to draw tho#going from games where each character is really fleshed out and beloved then to pokemon is so weird its like#oh right half the stuff i know abt my fav characters i completly made up and im starved for content#anyway sorry for talking abt gacha games on my oddmew post i have a disease in my brain#ipad got its screen badly shattered but its fixed and ok...... shes been alive for 4 years and still going strong#update i dont care abt deresute anymore also i heard abt sidem. tragic
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Wanna put your friend in a lil terrarium just to see what wacky things she does stg 😂
i actually Cannot Stress the migraine she gives me every time we hang out. like without fail she'll always say or do something that ranges from mildly questionable or irritating but relatively Whatever to How Have You Survived This Long Without Burning Your House Down Boiling An Egg
#snap chats#and then there's her just forgetting things or being late despite the amount of times ill remind her#and i keep stressing to her i cannot stand it when people are late. and then she shows up to things an hour late anyway#or 'when shes late' by fifteen minutes because she didnt think to text me she's there. and im already stressed and annoyed I. UGH i swear.#LIKE. i have only really had two irl friends and both of them i lowkey had to parent in some way#at least my childhood bestie she's like. she's grown a lot and even if i havent spoken to her in a while im real proud of her right#THIS MOTHERFUCKER THO. OUUUUUGGGH.... youre not supposed to say anythin if you dont got nothin nice to say#which is contradictory to the main body text but point is let me Not be any more mean than how ive been already LMAO#even funnier about her looking at that comic is that LITERALLY masumi says he's talking to jo ☠️☠️☠️☠️#did i already say i have to remind her who jo is every three seconds#like the entirety of chap 2 when ichi's out of jail she was all 'why doesnt he just say who ACTUALLY killed the guy'#and then when we finally run into the fuckass who 'actually killed the guy' she's just 'wait who's that'#then i tell her and shes like 'oh my god he's so old now' IT'S BEEN 18 YEARS DUMBASS#ngl did wanna make a comic based off that LMAO BUT POINT IS she tests my patience every day and i think its good practice#if im going to work with people in the future like ohh.. my god....#she told me once she's never been on a date and its like. yeah i wonder why you can't even be assed to show up on time to hangouts ☠️#like ive never had friends so maybe im just insane.. im not insane for wanting people to be on time tho....#OK IM BEING TOO MEAN LET ME CAP IT THERE
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Hey y'all weed posting on main, hope u don't mind. So anyway, babies first weed plant is working away!!!
#weed#drugs#shes a bit scraggly but also her seed was from a dried up weed branch i found in the back shed#that had been there for god knows how long (at least a year) lol#so im surprised she even got this far WOOWOOO LETS GO GIRL YOURE BEAUTIFUL#also those bulbs with the orange bits are okay and fine right?#my research suggests theyre just female parts but i was like oh god what if shes turning hermaphroditic#i think... i think shes okay tho. honestly i hope she finishes up soon cuz its getting cold out at night... worried for her#sucktacular sucks#ive no fucking clue what strain she is but judging by online research + old roomies weed preferences shes probably a sativa!#which idk how thats gonna go for me cuz im an indica bitch#my anxiety is insane dude im too scared of sativa lol#anyway everyone please give her a kiss goodnight!!!! 💕💕💕#also i hope this isnt the most pathetic weed ever grown LMAO shes doing so good all things considered
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insane meeting people that dont season their eggs......
#bro not even a little salt and pepper??? just plain ass eggs?? christ almighty#made eggs for my date this one time and she was like ''why is it spicy??'' and i was like ''oh sorry i shouldve asked what seasoning u like#and she was like ''why would i season my eggs?'' girl 😐#but i mean she gets a pass honestly bc ive been on dates with grown ass men that dont even know how to cook an egg so
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how long do you guys think i can hide my birthday from my partner
#all they know is that their older than me by a few months lol#ive been tempted to give them the most absurd hints too djsjdjdn more for my amusement then to really help them#ive grown past the need to hide my birthday out of self deprecation. its evolved into pure amusement#ive bribed all the friends i need too :)#at this point i just want to see how far i can take it djdjdjdjfjfj#im even willing to bribe my own family at this point just to see how far i can take this#I know his though :) hehe#SKSJDJJDDJJ OH MY GODS IF WE'D GOTTEN TOGETHER TODAY IT. HEHEHEHEHE IM NOT SAYING IT IN CASE THEY REALIZE IT BUT FUCK IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO#FUNNY NOOOOO </3#rigs your gay
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