Yin yu tried to speak up the first 3 meetings of overworked immortals support groups but in classic fashion was unsuccessful. He finally manages to say something a month in and nearly gets murdered for it. Hua cheng still makes him go to the next couple of meetings because "yin yu you need friends this is the fifth time you've asked me if you can work 80 hours this week normally I don't care what you do in your free time but that was before you passed out in the scheduled xie lian indoctrination time"
The others let him show up still as long he 1. Pays for some of the drinks 2. Puts in a good word if they ever want to switch sides 3. Ling wen who's boss also has scheduled xie lian rants (though in very different ways) feels just slightly bad for him.
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i'm like. Completely dependent on other people in order to experience any joy, any motivation to live. Which is a bad combination with the fact that I am terrified to let people become too close to me, because then I will disappoint them and lose them forever. So I need people around me all the time but I can't be close friends with them or I'll push them away. Anyways I'm dying
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO REIGEN!
I made this comic for the occasion (I had to rushed it a bit because i only had a day to plan so) XD
Ahshsbdndjkd don't look at my writing-
I haven't really been able to draw them together so why not-?
Also inspired by this-
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I am legit about to cry over how fucking hard this fangame is. I've been enjoying Pokémon Pathways and it's been overall good for my mental health. But it has level caps and I need to beat 5 really fucking hard trainers 7 in game days in a row. I'm on the last in game day of this rage inducing bullshit and after 4 tries I finally beat the first of the last five trainers, but I forgot to save afterwards and then lost to the second trainer of the day. I seriously had to hold back tears when I saw I have to battle the first trainer again.
I've lost 5 more times now and I hate myself. I just want my fucking level cap raised from 85. I don't even like these meant for competitive players challenges because I'm not a competitive player. I actually suck at battling without access to my bag. I need my fucking max revives. I worked so hard on this team and now I'm practically soft locked, unable to progress until I beat a practically unbeatable opponent. The one time I managed to win was literally pure luck. And I do mean literally; it came down to how often my opponent missed. My team doesn't have any accuracy modifiers.
I'm screwed. If I let myself lose I'll have to start over again, battling 30 increasingly frustrating trainers all over again. I'd rather abandon the game, learn how to code, and hack the fucking game than start this bullshit over. Why aren't there fan games for casual players who simply want all the Pokémon in one game? Why are they all for competitive players? Why don't they have an option to be slightly easier. Just let me access my bag damn it!
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God I can't fuckin catch a break my adhd keeps pelting me with so many things to be obsessive about and my autism makes sure that if I don't interact with them I'm gonna feel like my chest is being torn out and I'm dying slowly but my adhd doesn't let me actually choose one to interact with cause it keeps bringing up the others but my autism is panicking about that because I need to have a Thing to do
I just want to like. Read, write or draw in peace. Is that too much to ask for. Five minutes
I missed having a hyperfixation when I didn't for a month or so but I forgot how extreme my brain gets about them ig they're called hyper for a reason
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me: idk i kinda feel like kurama would be a top in any relationship
also me: *writes kurama as the bottom first chance i get*
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Why do authors do this thing where they make a great hilarious wonderful delightful protagonist for the first book- and then never make that a character a POV character ever again for the rest of forever. Like-
The Locked Tomb Series by Tamsyn Muir
The Montague Siblings Series by Mackenzie Lee
The Queen’s Thief Series by Megan Whalen Turner
And I’m sure there’s more. But like…why do they do this?? 😭 I know they get disappointed when the following books gets less hype- once the POV character is revealed anyway- but surely they knew that was inevitable?
Authors should absolutely write what they want and I get that. But damn does it suck when the first book is like, the best meal you’ve ever had, and for the rest of the books you have to like, lick the plate for scraps of whatever’s left of your favorite thing from the first book.
(That’s not to say that there aren’t other good things about the following books. But there’s a lot of good books with good things in them. But each of the first books in the series above introduce such a fantastic protagonist that the readers fell in love with that character and- for me and a lot of other readers- those characters is what pushed those books from “good” to “favorites”. So like, yeah the following books may be good wonderfully written books, but when you take away what made Book 1 a favorite, its only natural that your reader’s investment is going to fade.)
EDIT: I failed to mention when I wrote this that I gave up on Harrow the Ninth early. This was apparently a Mistake because I’m being told that finishing the book might change my mind about including it in this list. So I’m gonna do that!
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