#or any of his other friends for some reason? because he and his gf broke up and they took her side (allegedly)

[the-kneesbees]

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[shawtuzi]

Can you do something where plug!eren is fresh out of jail and is absolutely feral for his gf cause he hasn’t seen her in so long. Love u and ur writing :).

oh my god yes i most definitely can!!!! and thank u sm i love u more *kiss kiss*

this is 18+////cw include: black coded reader, unprotected sex, creampie, some mushy stuff at the end i couldn’t resist///wc: 1.5k+

let’s say eren did get busted and this is no beuno at all because everybody know most states be tripping over a simple weed charge. and unfortunately for this simple weed charge eren got sentenced three. fucking. years. to say it broke you was an understatement and what broke you even more is that eren didn’t expect you to wait on him. but you did of course because that is your man, your life, your cinnamon apple and he is worth waiting for.

eren stayed on his best behavior hoping to get out early for any reason they’d let him if he was the “model prisoner” and it paid off. eight months later a guard came up to eren and told him to get his affairs in order because he’d be leaving the next day. when eren told you the good news you couldn’t help but bust into tears. it was an extremely lonely eight months without him, yes your friends were around and kept you company but after spending months practically joined at the hip with eren it was very hard to adjust without him around :((

you showed up at the prison at exactly twelve sharp like eren instructed and five minutes later you finally saw him in all his glory. “eren!” you squealed running into his arms, wrapping your arms around his neck. “hi baby,” eren sighed dreamily nuzzling his face into your hair, the familiar smell of your coconut scented shampoo nearly bringing him to tears. “‘missed you so fuckin’ much jesus christ i’ll never leave you like that again i promise y/n,” he muttered squeezing your smaller form closer into his body. you couldn’t even speak afraid your voice will crack due to the happy tears streaming down your face. “missed you too eren it was so lonely without you,” you whimpered burying your face in his chest.

the two of you stayed like that for a good ten minutes, just embracing each other and whispering sweet nothings to calm the other down until you finally pulled away taking in eren’s figure. he’d gotten extremely fit, the white t-shirt he’d worn going in prison now nearly bursting at the seams from how swole his biceps had gotten. “you look good,” you trailed your finger down his arm making him give you his award winning smirk.

“yeah? how good?”

those three words were how you both ended up on the side of the rode, eren dragging you to the backseat so he could finally have his way with you after eight grueling months. “e-eren it’s only about twenty minutes till we’re…home,” your voice trailed off towards the end once you felt his lips on your neck. eren shook his head now yanking down your tank top to expose your breasts, “fuck no i waited eight months for this i’m not waiting a second longer, now lift up a sec so i can take these off” he rasped tugging at the waistband of your shorts. you immediately lifted your hips up bringing a loving smile to eren’s face, “still such a good listener huh? trained you real well didn’t i” he chuckled before pressing sloppy kisses all over your tits while also yanking your shorts off.

“yeah just for you eren all for you,” you whined tangling your fingers in his hair which was now slightly longer. “m’skipping the foreplay jus’ wanna fuck you right now,” he yanked down his sweats letting his dick spring free of its confinements. he was a lot bigger than you remembered. eren pressed a soft kiss to your cheek after seeing the slight fear in your eyes, “it’s okay i’ll be right here to take care of you when we’re done and if it really hurts too much just lemme know okay?” the softness in his tone had you feeling more relaxed already especially after hearing ‘i’ll be right here to take care of you.”

you were so lost in thought that he actually here in front of you you forgot to give him the ‘okay’ to continue. “y/n? you okay baby? do you want to stop?” eren was about to lift you off his lap but you quickly snapped back to reality (oh there goes gravity) shaking your head that you in fact didn’t want to stop. “no! no it’s okay i’m fine i’m just really happy to see you is all,” you smiled giving his lips one, two, three kisses before pulling your panties to the side, “now please fuck me….been waiting eight months for you rennie.” eren mumbled a quick “goddamn y/n” before rubbing his tip between your slicked folds before slowly pushing it in the both of you gasping in unison.

“s-shit okay i’m gonna go slow- fuck i don’t wanna cum too fast,” eren shuddered at the feeling of how warm you are, internally cursing at himself for already being at the brink of cumming. you brought your hands to his cheeks rubbing slow circles on them with your thumbs, “s’okay babe we have all the time in the world now, well kinda what we’re doing is pretty illegal and we should hur- oh shit!” you cried feeling all of eren’s dick enter you at once.

eren dug his fingers into your hips so hard you felt the bruises already forming but you didn’t care—what’s a couple bruises when you have the love of your life back in your arms? “goddamn y/n have you always been so tight?” eren grunted now moving you up and down at a steady pace, “and i don’t give a fuck about none of that that’s what we got tinted windows for,” you wanted to roll your eyes at his words knowing if it wasn’t so deserted where you were now you would’ve made him wait patiently. but it was so you could quite honestly care less about anything besides the man in front of you.

“eren,” you whimpered wrapping your arms around his neck. “i know baby i know i’m here just lemme make you feel good—that’s it there you go take this fucking dick,” he grunted taking one of your nipples into his mouth. eren began to grow impatient taking it upon himself to begin bucking his hips up, the tip of his dick now kissing your cervix in the most delicious way possible. your moans were like music to eren’s ears, each sharp gasp and little whimper you let out only fueling him to go harder and faster. “fuck fuck fuck i’m cumming s-shit,” eren growled slamming you down one last time before spurts of his warm cum began to fill your needy pussy.

you had never felt more comfortable and happy than you were now fucked out and stuffed with eren’s cum, “‘feels good…missed the way your cum feels in me ren” you sighed dreamily burying your face in his neck. “mhm ‘n i missed the way your pussy squeezes me so good, now i want us to cum together this time—think you can do that for me ma?” he ran his fingers gently up and down your back making shivers creep down your spine. you nodded quickly beginning to grind you hips slowly in his lap, the mixture of your wetness and his cum slowly trailing it’s way down his thighs and into the car seat.

“feel so damn good-shit i promise i’ll never leave you like that again y/n i swear. fuck i’ll stop dealing, get a job at the auto body shop connie told me about, get us a bigger ‘n better house and we can start a family yeah? give you a couple of my babies?” eren was completely fucked out babbling whatever came to his mind and he meant every single word. he didn’t care that he wouldn’t be making as much money all that mattered was you and you only. he didn’t care that he was only 23 talking about starting a family because he knew one day he would make you a mother to as many kids as you wanted.

a dopey smile made its way onto your face but you didn’t have time to savor the sweet moment your brain turning to mush when you felt eren’s thumb on your clit. “f-fuck eren yes that’s all i want with you please don’t stop!” eren didn’t plan on stopping either. he planted his feet more firmly before fucking into you with everything he had, “so fuckin’ wet” he muttered to himself, his head lolling back in pleasure. a few more harsh thrusts and soon you and eren were cumming at the same time, eren letting out the most pornographic moan you’ve ever heard. “shit—c’mere lemme hold you for a minute….missed being together like this,” eren wrapped his arms around your waist pulling you close.

you rested your head on his chest, the steady beat of his heart making it hard for you to keep your eyes open. “did you really mean what you said earlier, you know about getting a job at the shop and a new house and the other stuff?” your voice was strained and whisper like but eren caught every word. “and by other stuff you mean starting a family? yeah i did, i meant every damn word too,” eren chuckled pressing a kiss to the top of your head. “you cool with being the mother to my devil spawn?” he giggled giving your ass a playful slap.

“i’d be more than happy to eren <333”

[cloudsmateria]

that one summer in 2003 - leon kennedy x reader

im planning on continuing this, but this is just a short start.

words: 939

basically i was thinking, what if leon kennedy ended up with an avoidant attachment after everything he went through? which is a reasonable conclusion as he never ended up with anyone, and couldn't go for claire because he had an avoidant attachment (or just couldn't get ahold of ada).

it would be perfectly reasonable to suggest that he had an avoidant attachment or for him to have ended up with one after both his parents died due to gang violence and now he works in an incredibly violent job where people he knows and is close to die around him all the time.

AND his fucking ex gf left him (one that he really loved since he was fucking drinking all night because of it and the consequences of that were mad since he had to experience raccoon city which fucked up his whole life). Ada pretended to kill herself in front of him after they started something and for years he thought she died.

he would be scared of whoever he's interested in getting hurt because they're involved with him, or just innately scared of losing them after everyone else. so i just thought it would be cute to write a little prologue about a romance w an avoidant leon kennedy.

i would love to see more fics w an avoidant leon kennedy

Leaning against his shoulder, both at the top of the edge of a cliff, the sun just starting to set. He took another sip of his beer, passing it to you. This was a common weekend since the start of summer, finding some music festival or a nice beach to camp in. 

"So, where's the party tonight?" He asked, the breeze pushing back his hair.

"The city. Jill's friend's birthday, and she's rich." You answered.

"Is that the one you want to go to?"

"Not today, I like us like this." 

You heard him laugh quietly. "Adorable."

You smiled, leaning your head on his arm, his hands wrapping around you. "I hope this never changes."

He kissed the top of your head. "I'm glad we did this."

"Getting drunk and looking at the ocean?" 

"Looking at you… And other things." He whispered into your ear, making you laugh.

"Like what, hmm? Kissing you?"

"A bit more than that."

You had no idea how you ended up with Leon. You had no idea why he chose you. He was so out of your league but in your friend group that you couldn't even have a crush on him because it was certain that it would never work out, but he was an easy friend. Freakishly easy to speak to, although slightly edgy and relatable. Everyone loved him. Even worse, he was attractive and good at everything he did. Any time he was around people were laughing, someone would always choke on their laughter when he was there. 

Although you knew you were at least one of his favourite friends, always passively trying to be in your group when it came to group events, although you didn't realise it was because he liked you until you started speaking. The competition between you was palpable, everyone loved watching you both fight at every competitive night out. Rock climbing? Laser tag? Kayaks? Sandcastles? Somehow you both managed to make it competitive. For 4 years you kept that type of friendship until you broke up with your boyfriend at the end of spring.

It was raining that night, walking home from the karaoke bar since this time your houses were in the same direction. He gave you his jacket, although you didn't think twice about it. From there, it was more natural for you both to speak one-on-one and then you made plans without the others... You thought it was friendly, again, why would he pick you? You knew he had a line of girls for him in his other groups. In fact, it took him a week of flirting for you to realise that he was actually trying to be romantic and not trying to make a joke. Swept off your feet in a heartbeat, he came out of nowhere. How stupid.

And after that week, he asked. 

"Are you sure about this?"

"About what?"

"Doing this. Us."

"I don't think I've ever liked anyone this much." Instead of what usually would've gotten a laugh, he nodded with what was almost a grimace. 

"I need to warn you before this goes anywhere."

"Okay."

"When I get close to people, I get distant. I can't do anything about it. It just happens, I try to stop it, but all I can do is warn you."

"That's fine."

"I don't want to hurt you, especially not you."

"What about me?"

"You're kind, not like the other girls I've met, you don't deserve that."

"Why would you hurt me?"

"I just have a bad feeling."

"I would give you space if you needed it." 

"That’s not the problem. But can we do this but not put a label on it? We'll be exclusive, act like a couple, but not a label." In your head, that was a relationship. You were screaming inside, he finally asked.

"Can I ask why?"

"If there weren’t a label, maybe I wouldn’t get distant since it’s not official. Every time I’ve been in a relationship it hasn’t ended well, I’m scared of getting too close and people leaving me."

"I wouldn't do that."

"I know but it's just a gut feeling when I get close to people." He never went into detail but some of his self-deprecating jokes made it clear, at least to you that his life was fucked. You knew he struggled to get too close as even when a conversation about the death of someone close came up when you needed to let it out, he immediately shut it down, changing the subject without making it awkward. He was uncomfortable with all that personal baggage, his own, and everyone else's. You wished you were that socially adept to so casually manipulate a conversation. 'I can fix him' was the only thing you were thinking of, the only red flags you saw were heart-shaped. Two fucked up people would be perfect for each other. 

"Let's do it." 

Bit by bit, he gave you tiny fragments of the shitty parts of his life, not enough to know what had happened to him at all, but to know that he was depressed although you couldn't believe it from how lively he was. You knew that the years of his life since he was a child were full of despair although you never knew why. He was a rebellious boy, getting into fights, and substance abuse, and he was trying to leave it behind. All of the mystery just drew you in further. He was all you could think about, gushing at even the thought of him, checking your phone every 3 seconds even though you knew he couldn't have messaged that fast. 

No one knew about it in your group as it just never came up, and you both spending a lot of time together was normal. The little glances and comments at each other kept it exhilarating, sometimes his hand would rest on your thigh at dinners which made you go silent. 

[seltzer-tastes-pretty-good]

Some Pico, Darnell and Nene headcanons

-Pico stims by scratching the side of his gun with his thumb. In the events he's without a weapon, he'll just scratch his own palm.

-Darnell is the smartest among his friend group. He also serves as most of his group's impulse control.

-Nene has a mild case of spectrophobia. Her bathroom mirror is covered up by a hand towel, and she'll generally avoid rooms with mirrors unless she needs to.

-Pico has a small hard drive connected to his PC. on it, contain a shit ton of sfw files of various flash pieces, mostly from Negrounds, as his own private archive. His long standing grudge at Adobe for killing flash is, thus far, unsatisfied

-Darnell, whenever he's home, will put on one of those "ambient fireplace noises background noise" Youtube videos. He can't really sleep or even relax without one of those playing

-Nene was really big on the show '1000 Ways to Die' while it was still airing. She bought a bootleg 'complete series DVD' of the show once.

-Pico's favorite food is macaroni and cheese, Darnell's is onion rings and Nene's is cinnamon toast

-Pico and Darnell spar kind of a lot. Sometimes when angry, sometimes when just bored. Darnell is usually the one to patch both of them up afterward

-Darnell usually walks Nene home at the end of the day, once the three are done hanging out. He's mostly just wanting to make sure she doesn't try to hurt herself on the way back. Pico tags along too, just in case anyone else tries to jump on them. Safety in numbers and all that.

-Nene can and will run her mouth off to anyone to listen to her special interest, seals. Usually, that person is Pico. He doesn't exactly care for the animal, but he hates not having any noise going on, to keep any bad thoughts away

On their relationship with Boyfriend (when not hired to kill him at least):

-Boyfriend and Pico, of course, dated for a bit of time, having met when BF was on an unguided tour of (read, broke into) the Newgrounds hq. The two hit it off pretty good, at least, at first. Boyfriend found Pico's contract killer life a bit too much for him, something that gave him a mild case of insomnia. Pico, having experienced what he did and having never forget what it did to him, agreed he didn't want BF to go through what he did and agreed to break it off after they talked it out. He didn't exactly feel he could leave the life behind, anyways, what would his friends say?

-Darnell and Boyfriend get along great. The two of them follow each other on Soundcloud at least, and they often hang out. The two actually collabed on a song. "Fresh - Boyfriend Mix" - which was a gift for GF.

-Nene, as soon as he heard BF and Pico broke up, immediately went like, "Oh, you want me to kill em then?", something Pico had to correct pretty fast. BF thankfully went by unharmed, mostly, but still gets a little nervous around Nene. Pico assures him that Nene won't just up and kill him without reason, but BF likes to play it a bit more cautious. She does love her knives after all.

On their relationship with Girlfriend:

-when the ex of your lover is still their friend, things can usually be a bit contentious, but GF doesn't want it to be that way. This is why she's usually super nice to Pico whenever he's around. She's usually the one to pay for stuff when she, BF and Pico's crew hang around, rich parents and all. Pico finds it a bit odd, but isn't gonna just turn down her hospitality. He does find it odd, though, that BF broke up with him because his lifestyle was too much...and then went on to date a demon.

-Darnell and GF both have a mild fascination with fire, so they usually bond over that. Sometimes, they go out back to her family's trash pit just to throw shit in and watch it burn. Boyfriend sometimes joins as well, but he has a bit habit of leaning too close in and getting his hat caught on fire.

-Nene and GF are fairly good friends. The two hang out a lot for 'gal's nights out', where they chat about their friends, family, and usually just watch shit on Newgrounds together. One special time, GF was going on about how BF and GF protect each other, and Nene mentions her contract killer gig, and brings up if anyone wanted to hurt Boyfriend. Girlfriend shut the idea down there, stating 'if anyone tries to hurt boyfriend, their not even gonna have time to smell his breath before I come in to take them out.' Nene was all, 'heh, yeah right. I'm sure if I wanted, I could kill 'em', Girlfriend wanted to challenge that, something that Nene agreed to and, no less than twelve hours later, Nene woke up in a hospital bed from the fight she tried to start with her. Thankfully, GF agreed to pay the medical bill.

[findafight]

The "Robin would never date Steve's ex who broke his heart" take is FUCKING stupid for a lot of reasons.

First of off, the autonomy you're taking out of Robin with this.

Like she's not Steve's sidekick, she's not his yes man, she's an indepent girl who should be free to date any girl she wants.

She would never let her friendship with him ostacolate her love life.

Why the fuck she should do that?!

No one would.

And also, Steve is actually the one who hurt Nancy the most (slut Nancy Wheeler).

And if you think for a second that Robin would ever take Steve's side, then you're wrong.

Just stop centering everything around Steve, and stop reducing Robin to be just his sidekick, 'cause she's FUCKING not.

Hi! So. Pretty sure you found the most recent post I made (on April 6th) tagged anti rnce (and ONLY anti rnce. Not even stranger things. Just anti rnce and my personal original text post tag and a quip about choosing violence. So clearly if that’s how you got here you chose to not just send a post you disagreed with to your friends to rant about but came into my inbox and tried to start shit)And if you didn’t I truly don’t get how you, clearly a rnce fan, found me.

I’m going to be honest. Neither of us are going to change each other’s minds. I don’t like rnce for a lot of reasons, from i just don’t see a romantic spark there to a lot of the shippers being kinda shitty. I don’t care what you ship, really, just that. Claiming it’s canon or should be canon endgame etc gets annoying. And that a lot of the times the way I’ve seen the relationship portrayed (because, contrary to possibly popular belief, I have actually tried to read some fics for them. It’s also such a commonly untagged side or background pairing that I am subjected to it like that often as well) there’s so often weird terf or radfem red flags and alarm bells going off. I’ve seen someone harassed by rnce shippers for calling them out and then those shippers loudly regurgitating terf talking points like it’s fucking funny. I know all fandoms and ships have bad eggs but holy shit.

There’s been a few posts about how for some reason rnce fans try to portray people who don’t like it as making Robin Steve’s sidekick, when really we are acknowledging the facets of her characterization other than her lesbianism. Just because she likes girls doesn’t mean that’s the only thing that matters to her!

Yes, Robin liking girls is part of who she is, it influences how she acts and what she talks about, but it’s not the ONLY thing about her. She likes old movies, she enjoys pop and new wave music, she does her make up in her best friend’s car, she forgot to mention she never learned to drive because he forgot to ask if she could, she thinks combining into a super being with said best friend would possibly solve most of their problems.

Robin is a character who makes her own choices! She chooses to butt in at scoops, chooses to stay with Steve in the bunker to hold off the Russians, chooses to tell him her deepest secret, chooses to apply for jobs with Steve once they heal from the mall, chooses to spend a lot of time with him! And that’s rad. It gives us insight on who she is!

Whenever I’ve written or talked about Robin choosing not to date Nancy, I’ve always made it perfectly clear that it is Robin’s choice. Because given what we see of her in two seasons, Robin is loyal, and greatly values her friendship with Steve. Like. Regardless of how Steve feels about it, and I do think of Robin was legitimately interested in Nancy and Steve thought she had a chance, he’d encourage her to go for it. (Steve isn’t blindly encouraging Robin to hit on Vickie. He has high suspicions that Vickie is queer in some way too! She likes boobies!) I think Robin would think twice about it just because how much she encouraged stancy to get back together in s4.

Honestly, it makes me sad seeing how many times “why would robin choose her best friend’s feelings over getting a gf” is said because like. I value my friends’ feelings all the time. If I thought something I was doing was or would hurt them, I would reevaluate. Why WOULDNT Robin consider her best friend’s feelings? The first person she ever came out to? Who made her feel safe and accepted? Who made her laugh when she felt most vulnerable? Who she encouraged to get back with his ex? Romance is not a level up from friendship, it is not the endgame of life, it is not superior to any other relationship type. Treating friendships as less important to romance is something to reconsider and reevaluate.

Your last point. Anon, who is centring Steve now? Sure. He fucked up in s1. Literally no one denies that. He fucked up and he worked to make things right. He cleaned up the graffiti, he went to apologize to Jonathan, and he presumably apologized to Nancy, because she decided to date him for eleven months after that. I highly doubt there wasn’t heavy gossip about the graffiti or their breakup/makeup. I do agree that before Tina’s party Steve wasn’t helping Nancy as much as he could have, but Nancy wasn’t communicating to him either. They weren’t in the right place for each other. If we consider the alley the breakup, how is that not still breaking his heart? Yes Nancy was on a noble crusade, but it still had collateral damage. It’s something interesting about her character!

Robin wouldn’t be on board with the graffiti. But like. Steve’s changed and apologized since then. And She wasn’t there? She’s just here for the aftermath of Steve’s reignited feelings for Nancy. Idk. Both Steve and Nancy hurt each other in s1/2. It’s not a Steve v Nancy thing? It’s just an acknowledgment that of the two, Robin is closer to Steve. She’s more likely to consider him. She’s not omniscient to everything that happened or the persons feelings and reasons for doing it.

I’m sorry you don’t think friendship has an equal or greater value than some romantic relationship, it must suck. I also hope you find better things to do than to come to someone’s inbox and try to start something over a ship you like that they don’t.

[meteor752]

Spent a whole week binging rwby because why not

Here are mah thoughts

Very interesting decision of the show to open on literally the best character, like I’ve heard of peaking early but come on

No but fr Roman is actually so special to me

I just finished volume nine and I broke down crying at his and Neo’s final moments

Thing is, I’m a person with daddy issues and my favorite family member is my uncle so like of course Qrow is second favorite guy

We love us a bisexual subby whore

Ozpin is number three so like guess what my favorite ship is

(Side note, My Own Worst Enemy by Elektric Angel is one of the best fics I have ever read and I cannot recommend it enough)

Why the fuck did this show start out with having one of the four main characters be racist?! What a bold choice

I hate Jaune so fucking much. If you like him, cool, but he’s one my most hated fictional characters ever, not just him but like what he represents

Tho it is worse with Neptune, who’s also like why tf are you here bruv

It’s very funny to have a borderline kinda racist character and a literal meme from 2014 be drafted into war

It took me five days to break and create ocs. They’re called Lemon Lime, Azure, Iris, and Koral. Team LAIK. Maybe I’ll talk about them more at some other point

Listen okay I know that animated shows like to have your hero be depressed in a whole arc, but like god Ruby was kinda grating in season 9.

Blake is kinda rolling with like, one personality trait, but ya know good on her for getting a cool gf

Yang is also the best out of the main four girls

So is Tai, Summer, and Raven’s relationship supposed to be a polycule? That must have been awkward for poor Qrow back in school

Why the fuck is everyone so mad at Ozpin all the time. Like boohoo, daddy didn’t tell you Santa isn’t real, get fucking over yourself Qrow you’re forty three

But fr what is the animosity about. I think Jelloapocalypse summarized it the best in his rwby video

Also did you know the top comment on there is from Technoblade? Check it out, it’s true. No idea he was a rwby fan, but like good for him

Season 6 episode “Alone in the woods” is the best episode by far. I really like when they do more unique stuff with the Grimm, other than just ‘monster’

That being said I’m always a sucker for a space whale

But the line from that episode, “No one was angry or sad or scared. No one was anything. And then, no one was left” is so powerful

Season nine is like fully a fever dream, but it helps with connecting to the main four again, so I like it

Also they need to stop introducing characters we don’t need any more it’s so cluttered

Why the fuck did the tree have Summer’s weapon? What the fuck was she doing there, frolicking in wonderland? Gurl…

I miss Oobleck. He hasn’t been around since like season 4, like what the hell man

What the fuck is Cinder and Emerald’s relationship supposed to be? Are they sisters? Friends? Is Emerald in love with her? Because she seems to be.

Emerald and Mercury are fully siblings tho. Also I love Mercury

Arthur’s monologue to Cinder was one of the best scenes in the show. I loved it, I’m sad he died

The character I relate the most to is little scorpion freak, because honestly dude saaaaaaame

God I want Salem to fuck me

The motivation of the villain being that they’re an immortal being, who wants the world to end because then they can die, is so fucking interesting and I’m surprised I don’t see more of it.

Do you guys think the only reason that Jaune was made leader of team JNPR was because they couldn’t think of a colour with those letters that started with P?

Do you think that’s how they choose all leaders?

How the fuck is Ren supposed to be a version of Mulan? Apart from him being Asian, there’s no correlation. Jesus Christ…

Him and Nora are very t4t tho. Very glad that they established boundaries about their relationship tho, like open communication is all I need

Why is Ambrosius kinda 💅

This isn’t related to rwby but there’s like a bird or smt screaming outside my window and it kinda sounds like a ghost girl and now I’m scared…

I feel like Salem and Ozpin’s relationship is very uncomfortable with Oscar stuck in the middle. Like why did they have to make him fourteen

Pupsicle!!!!

If I had a child in this universe I would absolutely name them something that starts with a vowel. Some of these team names are a fucking stretch, I mean SSSN?!

Another bold move by the creators is having the first few seasons villains be minorities fighting for Justice and equality. Like idk anything about these dudes, but it’s a little yikes

The fact that everyone in this world is an X-men and the show took four seasons to actually explain that is hilarious

Actually the show taking its time to explain anything is hilarious

Like, six seasons in and we find out the villain’s motivations. Hell four seasons in and we find out the villain

The first opening song was easily the best. Like I said, peaked early

The ship names of this fandom are fucking baller dude. Very creative

[kingwuko]

Do you think Wu ever feels like an outsider in the Krew? Because all his friends are in some shape related to( bro, ex gf ) mako so if they broke up he would be friendless. Or like it would be awkward because they might take his (makos) side more in situations where they fight

I think Wu does feel like an outsider in the Krew. They've all known each other longer, and they share that battle comraderie that he can't be a part of because he doesn't fight. BUT I think that Korra really has gotten closer to him and I think out of everyone, he feels closest to her as a friend.

I actually think everyone is more likely to take Wu's side in a fight lol. If not for any reason other than to give mako a hard time lol. In all seriousness though, I think Korra and Asami especially have a good enough understanding of Mako and his relationship to know when he's in the wrong and tell him.

And I think Bolin and Wu get close once they get to know each other and realize how similar they are.

it doesn't matter though because they'll never break up and they'll all be friends forever 😊

[nekomimithoughts]

hey neko, i've been reading your recent posts and i'm sorry to see all this happened to you 💔 you deserve sm better. what exactly happened between you and the guy, if you don't mind me asking? seems like a huge fuckup on his part :/

Oh well. Long story.

Met someone online, we chatted for two months on and off before meeting, and got along great. I was really careful not to trust someone too easily or fast but he was consistent and respectful and genuine, or seemed so, we had a lot in common, I always felt completely accepted and appreciated no matter what I told him about me. He seemed to have a lot of integrity. We also shared a lot of kinks and interests and outlooks on relationships. He matched my dream partner in so many ways but I didn't want to believe at first I could be so lucky, and told him I'm just looking for a queer friend to go out with to parties (we are both bi). He didn't pressure me for anything.

When we first met, I had planned to just meet for a few hours, chat and maybe let him give me a massage. We chatted about nerd topics and I found myself very, very attracted to him in person, I couldn't help myself escalating it and asking him for more and more, which he happily complied with as he was also very attracted to me, and we ended up having amazing sex all evening, night and morning, with lots of cuddling and heart to hearts in between and I couldn't help but bare my soul so easily, which very very very rarely happens to me irl with someone. I've never experienced such a connection to a man especially not so easily or fast and I never had sex that felt so amazing and meaningful either.

Right after, we chatted everyday and couldn't wait to see each other again, there was a lot of affection, horniness and soul bearing mixed together in our messages. I felt like it was a bit of a mutual obsession but it also felt very easy and light like we had known each other for ages. For the first time I wasn't scared to just be completely authentic and vulnerable. We communicated very well about what we like, need, enjoy, how we feel, etc. I was very happy, especially whenever we could meet and he would absolutely shower me in attention and affection. I felt that we had mutual feelings.

He did tell me he had a gf the day we met and a rough outline of how their relationship works, I already new before that he's poly, he said she isn't but that she doesn't mind him dating and that we could hang out together too and he'd like us to meet. I have friends that poly works out well for and I genuinely didn't mind and was ready to meet her, even though it was very new for me to have him sit next to me on the phone with her and tell her about how his date with me is going. It seemed like they got it figured out and that he was very transparent so I didn't worry.

It took me a few weeks to realise I was falling in love with him, and it was around the same time I realised that he suddenly started to act weird and distant and I felt like he was honest before but now he was keeping something from me. I called him out on it. He told me he's been throwing his principles over board with me and things feel different with me than with his usual casual dates, more intense and like he's lacking control over himself when it comes to me and he needs some time to figure that out. I didn't really know how to act and we started to only talk about everyday things, every few days. So i thought he might be falling for me too but has attachment issues kick in. Things were feeling more normal again and I started to be flirty with him again and he flirted back but still acted strange.

A few days later he confessed that he had had a fight with his gf over me (who had for some reason not taken up any of the chances to meet me that I/we offered) because he broke a rule/boundary they have established, with me, and that she felt upset and betrayed. That he feels guilty for fucking up and loves her, doesnt want to lose her but really likes me too and doesnt want to lose me either. I responded that I don't want to come in between them but I'm falling in love with him and don't want to lose him. He said he wants to talk to her and try to find a solution that makes all of us happy.

Then a few hours later he texted me that after talking to her he decided to cut contact with me, that I did nothing wrong but it's for the best, and that he'd block me if I tried to contact him again. My heart broke. That was the worst case.

I still sent him a last message with everything burning on my soul and he gave a strangely polite and compassionate answer, thanking me for the message, that he's sorry I have to suffer due to his mistake, and that we could talk about my open questions. But after that I never heard from him again and he didn't open my message asking when we could talk. I know I won't hear from him again.

First I just felt that I lost a great match, friend and person, almost a soul-mate and grieved him. But now I know he still posts date offers after what just happened and still calls himself single on the kinky dating site and his gf "a friend" and I know both is a lie. So wtf is he doing. And how much of what I thought was real with him was fake. Idk. I just know that after taking ages to be able to trust and open up to someone he crushed my trust. Again.

[jassygay]

New oc! Gore(Genderbend version)

so yea in the original and genderbend version of Gore(Gore is the name of her genderbend and also her in original) Gore hates people SO MUCH cuz it reminds him of his abusing parents so he kill them and leaves all by himself but he friends with Darker and the other villains and a few of other characters that are kinda heroes but for Johnny(Jassy’s genderbend) Gore doesn’t hate him he likes him and had a crush on him because Johnny is the only person that Gore can talk with because Johnny’s quite and confident personality help him from Gore’s family issues.

Him with Johnny:

Gore keep his feelings a secret from Johnny cuz Johnny had an ex gf but they broke up cuz she just CHEATED ON HIM(Gore didn’t know that but he knows that Johnny is bi) so yea Gore is gay, Gore is a gorgon which is base on Greek mythology some of you guys know about Greek cuz the reason why I made him a gorgon becuz I haven’t made any Gorgon ocs and any other myths cuz it’s my choice ok. (Don’t mind him hating people)

[georgianadarcies]

My advice is always to shoot your shot if you've been in love with someone for a long time because it gets to the point where it's clear you're never gonna be able to move on any other way. Like if even him having a gf didn't give you enough closure to move on then shooting your shot and getting a definitive answer might be the only way. So regardless of whether he likes you or not I would still think that's the best move. HOWEVER if he just broke up then now might not be the best timing.

Follow-up question though, can I ask why he stopped being friends with you and how/why you became friends again, cause I do think that might be relevant info to whether he might have been interested

so what happened last year happened for a couple different reasons. I don’t know for certain, I’ve only guessed that he figured out or found out that I liked him. at the time he was still with his girlfriend and we had become friends to an extent at least. I think for whatever reason that made him pull back. and it wasn’t the best way for him to handle it, but I’d also like to say that he’s matured a lot in the past year. that’s not to say that something like this couldn’t happen again but considering that and the fact that he is single now, it’s more up in the air than it might’ve been even at the beginning of this semester.

our dynamic right now is… in a weird place. he seems to be past whatever happened — he’ll talk to me and strike up a conversation when we’re around one another, and he’s been a great teammate and captain. things have gotten back to the point where he gave me a half hug (fully his prompting, I did not instigate this one bit) at a team party the other night. which doesn’t mean anything other than the fact that he’s the most comfortable with me he’s been all year.

I’ve been in love with him for the better part of two years now and it will bother me never knowing. and I know the whole “he wanted to, he would” but I never really put myself in his line of sight other than as a friend. and yeah, as our mutual friend/teammate said to me, I may not have a good chance, but he also doesn’t think it’s zero. the breakup is kinda a gray area because that relationship was over for a while and he broke up with her/it was never that serious.

what I’ve been thinking is that we’ll both be in the area over the summer and I’ll be living a five minute walk away from him. if I attempt to spend time with him and he rejects it point blank/gets weird/isn’t interested, I have an answer immediately, and if not, we can hang out. ideally there’s a few drinks and I have an excuse to flirt, and things go from there lol. and like, if he reacts poorly/shuts it down, there’s the excuse of being drunk, and I have my answer. and the same teammate really doesn’t believe that would cause many problems, he has a lot in faith that this boy will handle it well. it’s not like a master plan but I wouldn’t be careless about it anyway.

so… I have some stuff to think about. but I’ve been sitting on these feelings for so long and they haven’t gone away, I’ll always wonder if something could’ve happened. and if it doesn’t, it’ll suck, but I’ll still be hurting otherwise. and on the smallest, slightest, tiniest, 2% chance something great could come out of this… is it worth it?

I really appreciate you like listening to my stupid silly ramblings and giving an answer because, as crazy as it is, I am genuinely considering it and it’s something I should really give good thought to. the consequences scare me considering we’re teammates and will be on e-board together but everyone else seems to think that taking the risk with someone in the friend group/on the team isn’t as awful as I think it is, so. there’s that.

[powerpuffobsession]

I just read the most hilariously extremistic "Charlie breaks up with Vaggie and leaves her for Alastor" fanfic ever (or at least its initial few chapters since the later ones focused on Charlie x Alastor only)

Tw: Vaggie abuse, defacement of chaggie

Everything was just the paragon of the "we hate a lesbian character for being in the canon pairing instead of a male character we love so much" genre:

- demonizing Vaggie to the point where her anger problems are simply an unrealistic caricature, meaning she attacks everyone around her like a crazy banshee and even tries murdering the two hotel clients eventually (wtf totally OOC) for humiliating her in front of the others

- during their break up Charlie is shitting on Vaggie verbally for the latter being "too angry and unsuportive" and then going off on her way to trust Alastor who's mocking the princess every chance he gets and is openly sadistic to others. Instead of you know just talking to Vaggie about the issues bothering her, like, through calm and reasonable speech, before it's too late? Nope, too healthy of a behaviour for this version of our beloved princess of hell. Charlie instead chooses to conceal her worries all the time and then, during that one moment when minor inconvenience with Vaggie attacking the hotel guests occurs (seriously, plenty of sinners murder each other in hell! And your gf IS a sinner. What did you expect gurl), Charlie rants about how her gf isnt a perfect angel, then plays a victim card and ditches her gf for a demon who's a known serial murderer. Totally hypocritical and groundless. Canon Charlie is in no way that fucked up;

- Alastor torturing Vaggie and le manipulating her into not telling on his attack on her to Charlie while of course peppering her with insults and giving the so called "jerkass has a point" lecture to convince her how she was trying too much to protect Charlie, was holding her back, and how that was what led their relationship to its downfall (while uh hello that's what partners do? Protect each other? How is that holding someone's back). And guess what. Vaggie actually falls for his manipulations that would've never work on person like her, and obediently acts all guilty and miserable right in front if him. Lol. The author dumbed her down so much too. After Alastor harms Vaggie physically (in very graphic details), she just succumbs to his plan and doesnt even try telling Charlie about that. Just like that: no motivation, nor is the manipulation tactic that well written or thought out. Vaggie is forced to suffer and be devoid of any help or support because the author needs it to happen. Because apparently this version of Charlie wouldn't care about Vaggie at all, and wouldn't believe her, like, take her word for what the latter could claim happened (Charlie is a mf princess of hell and Lucifer's daughter, why not just use her connections or magic to see into the past for the evidence of Alastor abusing Vaggie or some shit), or protect her, regardless if they are in a romantic relationship or not anymore (after all, this Charlie said "let's stay friends" after she broke up with Vaggie)

Just... why do people in this fandom still create shitty plotlines like these. The answer is obvious

I could easily visualize the author jacking off to Vaggie torture porn he truly dedicated a whole ass few chapters to as a way to have at least any sort of revenge on lucky chaggie fans who got their pairing to be canon much to the toxic part of charlastor fans' dismay. Looks like those particular chalastor lovers just can't go through one creative process without HAVING to belittle and destroy Chaggie as a way to praise charlastor. Such saltiness

Why not... avoid mentioning the charlie/vaggie relationship in your work at all. Try making them friends to begin with. Or you could break the girls up in a more dignified way, like emergently sending Vaggie to heaven or something. Ooor you could be honest with your readers and put "vaggie torture porn" in your work's tags so Vaggie fans wouldnt have to abruptly stumble across all the above mentioned scribbled filth when checking out your fic

Idk, charlie/vaggie AND charlie/alastor in the tags for the same one fanfic is sometimes a huge red flag. Watch out for those

[bbina]

here’s my situationship drama from a few years ago

this guy and i used to be bf gf but he broke up with me. but he couldn’t let me go completely i guess so we became fwb . and he started using my feelings for him. we started acting like bf gf again and he kept saying shit like maybe we can be together again, but not officially yet. and then suddenly he would be like no we are not together and we won’t ever be. it was like this back and forth, constant hope and then tearing it down to only give me hope again and again. so we weren’t together together but we did agree on not doing stuff (yk) with others, so we were still kinda exclusive?? it was weird.

he went on a trip to japan with some friends and all was well and he sent me lots of pics in the beginning but he suddenly gave shorter and shorter answers and went no contact in the middle of it. he said one day we needed to talk after he gets back and when he got back i asked about talking and he was like we have nothing to talk about. so i moved on and he was the one chasing me desperately after that but i did not give in even though i was heartbroken 💪🏻

years later when i coincidentally met his friends who were on this same trip they snitched on him and told me he went behind my back to sleep with someone there. i think he felt so guilty and thats why he cut contact so suddenly and idk it was nice to have some kind of closure with a reason on that part because i was just so lost and sad. so thats that.

this situationship lasted a year and i never felt more horrible in my life because of the constant push and pulling, don’t do it folks!!!

also user bbina feel free to use any of this as inspiration in an upcoming smau, just dont make wonbin the asshole who is pulling this shit!! 😄

- 🎀

the way he just kept you just for safe keeping in case if he wants to try again you’ll be there omfggggg im glad u moved on from that!! pls never put urself in a position like that ever again!!!

it was good u stood ur ground!!! i hope ur all healed now and happy with ur life 🎀 anon!

idt i could use this for inspo bc u might get reminded of it and i dont rlly want to do that to u 😅 but the least i could say is that the next wonbin smau.. wonbin isn’t that much of an asshole per say… we all just have to stay seated when it drops!

[psychic-refugee]

A few new developments…Shitshow 1 might be in some legit deep shit if she released those photos.

I have posted previously that the accusers may not ever see a suit from him because they literally aren’t worth it.

For the CSAM, I was really hands off because I hadn’t seen the photos, I didn’t see the original tweet spreading them, and didn’t have any of the facts. Perhaps it was my naivety, but I had assumed two things. 1) these images had been made as a “gift” to a girlfriend of his. 13 is really young IMO, but I was like, ok that’s the world we live in these days, and I didn’t actually know how old he was in the photos. 2) I thought the first instance of the pics being shared online or the police made aware was recently.

In general, I thought how it went was PHW gave these pics to a GF. The GF maybe shared with someone as a “OMG, look what PHW gave me, should I send him mine?” So, someone in that friend group more or less kept the pics because…??? Pics go from friend to friend bc kids are dumb and have no real sense of consequences yet, then they somehow made their way to Shitshow 1. My assumption was that an actual friend had leaked those pics, hopefully without malice, and Shitshow for her own reasons didn’t want to bust them out. So, she made up the “chatroom” excuse.

I am of the belief the reddit post was her, and so maybe she had also secretly posted on the other website hoping someone would recognize him and point it out for her.

I was of the opinion that PHW wouldn’t waste his time because he’d have to press charges and then go through the whole ordeal of verifying/giving testimony of when those pics were taken and who he shared them with. If he pressed charges, then it’s his and the Crown’s burden to prove that the pics are indeed CSAM.

The pics were already taken down off the one website and I thought more or less scrubbed from Twitter piecemeal as soon as the images were reported. I didn’t think he would get restitution, again the accusers are broke. He makes more acting and networking, so perhaps he hoped he could just wash his hands of this once the circus ran its course.

Even if police want to press charges, it’s hard to get a conviction if the victim in question won’t cooperate.

Now we have new facts.

I’ve seen posts where his mother (whom I would call a reliable fact witness) says neither was the case. The reality was that he was victimized, and the police had been involved several years ago.

Why would this matter? It matters because the police already have on record PHW’s age and victimization. These photos are probably in a CSAM database and have been since he was 13 (late 2014ish). PHW isn’t needed to establish anything and may not even need to attend court at all. The court will already know these images are for sure CSAM.

There are also special task forces continuously tracking down known CSAM, so the police might have been on Shitshow’s trail from the get go. As soon as they’re alerted that a known CSAM has surfaced, they get a warrant to monitor your shit to track it down and see if you have more. See generally Josh Duggar case.

Because of the nature of CSAM and how nothing can truly go away on the internet, the courts aren’t going to make the victims show up every time they bust someone with the shared material. Unfortunately, some CSAM is very well known and “popular.” They have the facts and can proceed without the victims.  

If he doesn’t have one already, then at most PHW would give a Victim Impact Statement via letter and the judge will read it out loud and take it into consideration when sentencing. Given the absolute shitshow Accuser 1 made of the whole ordeal and how bad she looks, I have high doubts the judge will be lenient to her.

We also have to question how Shitshow got her hands on these if he had only given them to someone who had catfished him.

I think we can agree the whole “chatroom” excuse is bullshit.

I think some really shady shit has gone down, like maybe someone gossiped about his victimization and then someone might have gone to the dark web to find them kind of shady shit.

We’re talking about photos that are ~8 years old with limited people who would have had them or even known about them.

Shitshow 1 made up the origin of those pics for a reason.

Chica Shitshow…you have some explaining to do.

I say this with utmost seriousness, sincerity, and the deepest belief that everyone deserves to be rigorously and genuinely defended in court…you need a lawyer.

[buckttommy]

Okay but way back in 2014-2015 ish I think? When Chandler Riggs who plays carl grimes (lmao Carl auto corrected to crap I had to share that) on twd had an actual fandom, he starting dating this clout seeking girl he met on a cruise after he broke up with his girlfriend. We’ll get to that point later. Anyways he had a friend who had a fan account (how they met was her having a fan account) for him like I mean she was An OG fan and they even had each others phone numbers and were friends for so long. I mean since he probably had social media. and I joined in 2013 with a fan account and became mutuals with her and some other OG fans at some point. So they would always make jokes this fan and him and would roast each other (in a not super mean way) and once he started dating this girl, she kept calling most of us fans bullies mostly even though if you date any kind of semi famous actor, that has a fandom there’s always gonna be weird jealous fans, but I think she was jealous of this fan girl friend of his even the chill ones of us. Anyways she made a picture of him edited with Dora’s on everyone else faces because his hair at the time was long and looked like Dora’s in that specific photo. Then the gf told him to call the police on her because she was “bullying him”. So he like an ass blocked her instead without reason or talking it out. Anyways me being pretty big in that fandom on Instagram after the whole thing spun out of control on their end, changed my username to dora (carlsboots for example was dorasboots) in solidarity for my mutual, and my profile pic to the Dora of chandler. And let’s just say I got a whole bunch of ex loyal fans to join in, and there was at least 30+ accounts that I know of that did it, probably more. And I got blocked by him lmao. To this day he doesn’t have the fandom he had (at least not loyal) and he got to 1m followers at the time and lost it to under 1m again lmao.

There also was rumours at the time he broke up with his long time GF because he was pressuring her for sex. So when he went on the cruise everyone was pretty sure they had sex which was weird cause she was almost in uni or was already and he was 15? 16? i don’t remember.

now this is tea

[yapsession]

Not a good feeling and just overthinking for no particular reason

It’s probably my hormones but i genuinely feel so unlovable, i know there’s probably someone capable of loving me but gosh, I really feel hopeless rn. All of my past relationships / (people I’ve spoken with romantically) have gone horribly, well of course saying that would be kinda unfair; like all relationships have their up and downs and yeah ! I did have some good moments but I’ve had more negative experiences than positive.

Some examples of shit I let slide

This dude I was dating had a whole other girl as his wallpaper (no it wasn’t a family member.)

He insulted me so much while we were friends that i genuinely believed that he despised me as a person (I don’t know why but I still liked him! And I ended up telling him my feelings mainly to get it off my chest not thinking we were going to date or anything)

I still fucked around with him months after we broke up, mainly cause I still wanted him romantically but he just wanted to fuck and go since he was already talking to some girl he actually wanted (his current gf) 🤑

He told me about all the stuff he thought about getting me for my birthday and got upset when I wasn’t enthusiastically thanking him for thinking about me ! (I wish this was a joke!!!)

Literally asked me for advice with another girl because he was genuinely scared of fumbling her while he was aware that I still wanted him (I don’t know how or why i let ts slide cause ooooo boy.)

When he started posting his new girl he lied to me that it was just his his girl bestie (this was before we FREAKED.) and I believed him

He never posted me and his excuse was because he just wanted to keep our relationship private (but posts his “girl bestie” without hesitation 🤣 ! What the sigma)

Side tangent; that shit made me feel so fucking hideous, I know I’m not pretty or anything like that but god damn I’ve never felt so ugly in my entire LIFE. His new girl is so beautiful and the first time I saw her I almost threw up because of how disgusted I felt with myself, like when I found out they were actually dating I drank and fucking cried myself to sleep. Shit like this makes me feel so unmotivated and insecure, like I’m really into this new dude and the fact I’m practically below average makes me feel genuinely hopeless. I know looks aren’t everything but I feel like a lost cause, I’m very average when it comes to everything ! As much as I’d love to be in a relationship with this guy I know I’m not good enough nor am I his type. It makes me want to cry typing that out but I know that I’m not his type and knowing that kills me.

I’ve spoken to another friend about this and he’s questioned me multiple times why I’m so insecure about myself and how the way I am even effects how i interact with this guy but I don’t know how to explain this feeling. The immense amount of anxiety I felt trying to communicate with this dude knowing I don’t have a chance with him just felt / still feels like actually torture. Like I could get embarrassed at some stuff he says and i cannot explain why I feel that way because if I even TRIED to flirt I’d make myself look like an idiot.

Sorry, that I start this blog off with a vent but it’s been on my mind and I just really wanted to write about it to feel better.

It’s like when I look back at all this disrespect I endured, i just question my worth. Like, this happened because i didn’t deserve anything else like it sounds ridiculous but people can treat you so cruel just because they don’t find you attractive. The moment i broke up with that man he was so disrespectful towards me I question why i even gave him any form of respect (JUST FOR HIM TO NOT RECIPROCATE) and I PUNCH myself knowing I came back and let him use me and how degrading and disgusting I felt after, the sex wasn’t even good and he made me feel so insecure that entire time we messed around. Like WISHHH ohhh I wish I could slap some sense into my head.

[dumbbitchfrommars]

Tonight has proven to have many many more developments than I expected cringey, awkward, Annoying Noah is apparently admired by many more than just me. Two girls who are very much taken have both expressed their interest in him. He’s a fuckboy to be certain. He flaunts his bachelor status as much as possible to us all. The interesting this is how deep he’s got his hooks into the girl who’s very much taken. But it’s interesting because I noticed their chemistry from day one. In fact - I think she didn’t like me initially purely because he had chemistry with me too. And he withdrew, or he noticed my interest and withdrew - to prove to her his desires are strictly for her. GOD. This is deep and complex and so fucking messy. And Amy on the other hand… the sweetest most innocent girlie pop. She’s had a sex dream with him?! It makes complete sense to be fair. He’s tall and he has a dominant, cocky energy that is irresistible. But at the same time.. we can all do better. He’s awkward and pathetic. But something about it is so fucking sexy. And I know that he noticed my attention was on the other guy the other night. It’s the only reason be fave me that much attention for the first time in tbe many months we’ve known eachother. And after Hannah left! How fucking predictable. It all makes so much sense and it is so frustrating and disappointing that it does. I hate men. I hate men! They aren’t even creepy anymore! They’re just toxic and manipulative and pathetic!!!!!! But to be fair, I knew from day one I can do and want better, so he is entitled to his own romantic interests. But Tom on the other hand.. I can’t believe he’s single now and I had no idea. How interesting. I wonder if I can pretend I don’t know. I can’t but I’ll try!! How interesting tho.. I wonder who ended things? It must have been his gf. Of course it was. He seems like a bit of an annoyance to be completely fair. Men at 22 are kinda pathetic and annoying.

Anyway. Everything about tonight has been so enlightening. It almost makes the tinnitus worth it. I guess I’m still relying on the idea that one day (soon!) they will invent some kind of treatment fkr tinnitus to either reduce or fix it. Anyway.

NDJSKDKKDKDFJKEJ. Whether or not he’s single… it’s fucking humiliating.

I was under the impression no one was around and I was changing in front of him. Ass out and everytbing. And god knows he looked. My dumb ass just kept changing despite him being ther. But tbh.. why did he stay instead of immediately leaving ? Because my instinct would be to leave immediately. But he lingered. And I turned my back to him tk keep changing. Ass out. Wow. I really be unintentionally flirting with every guy. Particularly the ones I like.

I still can’t help but wonder about the one who was friends with joe. Who are you! What’s your name? Why are you lowkey clapped but with good style. Are you in honours too? Phd? Are you marine? Who are you? Sexy man… I just wanna admire you a little bit more. Big arms are always and forever my weakness. Pin me down, child me, literally do nothing at all. Flex. Fix your hair. Put something somewhere. Just let me admire your beautiful sexy amazing arms. IM SO HORNY. I can’t help it. Single for many years now. And always sexually active. Even at my detriment. I traumatised myself to teach myself what I’m worthy of. Because I KNOW I’m worth hot, sexy, steamy, naughty, gorgeously magical sexual encounters. Anyway. I’m gonna try forget the fact that he broke up with his gf. Too fresh. I am sick of being the rebound. I’ve been the rebound for two guys now. One was truly pathetic. The other was concerning and pathetic. And he Matched my energy to fuck with me. Any way. ANYWAY!!!!!

I hate men I hate men I hate men I hate how much I love stupid silly disgusting pathetic men. Because in their weakness, they are inherently always going to be so powerful and sexy and desirable. Juicy. Firm. Strong. Powerful. Powerful……

AnywY. Ugh ughuchbbbbbbbbdjsjwkwkxjdjwnwnxjdjsjsjjsjsjdjd

How annoying. I need to ask for an extension on my assignment. Sfjdpjd chckicn assignment. I am sleepy. Please. And I have some dreams tonight. !! I know I was nIght and I had many drinks but I’m okay!! I promise I’m okay. I would like to have some dreams. Thank you. I appreciate it. I can’t believe I took on another shift without even have a confirmed extensifik. Djjddjjdjdnend xjdjdjdnsndhdndnxnjdwjmemsndnfjdjejfncnkwkskfnnfhtfijfjfhdjdhd