Missed a call from the hospital today and I am 5000% sure it was from the endocrinologist but when I called back immediately the front desk just gave me shit for it and told me to wait for them to call me back and they just. Didn't. :).
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going on a heavy restriction of the use of my phone because its ruining my life and genuinely not letting me do things that i want to do consistently bc they feel too hard. i wont live my best life and evolve if i check my phone first thing in the morning if i dont let myself be in silence for the most part of the day and have my hands free if instead of journaling before sleep i go on tumblr and ruin my sleep schedule due to procrastination of that and so and so. like yeah i get things done but i dont like the pacing and the fact that even an hour of my day is being wasted on this stupid device in a mindless way i really want to put my whole attention into this ive already been asking myself a lot of the times what is it that i wanna do so ive been using my phone way less compared to previous years but i need to be more concentrated more focused and serious about it its genuinely a problem like what sense does it make to want to do something and then do it half assed and lazily. feel/think -> action -> result i will put my heart into things because its what i deserve to give to myself
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9-1-1 7x05 Wild Theories
Just to be totally self-indulgent for a moment
When Buck tells Tommy he’s never dated a dude before, Tommy asks something along the lines of “Nothing’s ever happened with Eddie?” And is even further surprised when Buck splutters that Eddie isn’t into men.
(This will lead to the natural conclusion of BuckyTommy next episode—I think we’ll only get one more from him—since he really likes Buck and doesn’t want to set himself up for heartbreak, but he won’t do it until he’s relatively certain that Buddie is requited)
Eddie fully spirals over BuckTommy date—but mostly because he already knows he’s in love with Buck and what’s so special about Tommy that Buck would give him a shot and not Eddie???
The poker date actually WAS meant as a date—it was Eddie shooting his shot and Buck being oblivious to it. Eddie will be crushed to realize that if he’d just gone for it and kissed Buck like he’ll find out Tommy did, then maybe Buck would’ve realized he’s bi sooner & wouldn’t have dated Natalia
We’ll get demisexual!Eddie confirmation—implicitly or explicitly—when Marisol tries to sleep with Eddie and he reminds her (bc I’m sure they’ve discussed this offscreen) that he’s not ready to take that step until he has a deep emotional connection to someone. She’ll call him out on not being able to love her because he’s in love with Buck and he’ll admit he’s known for years (my guess is the well or shortly thereafter, although we may not hear that for a while). They’ll fight, she’ll claim that Eddie was using her as a beard to cover the fact that he’s gay, and Eddie will defend himself by saying he loved Shannon but he also loves Buck and he doesn’t know what that makes him. I think this will be a nasty confrontation very different from the Eddie/Ana breakup
Eddie starts avoiding Buck after he witnesses the date and Buck confronts him (gym scene?) to either apologize again (first one was offscreen) about basketball or call him out for being shitty about Buck dating Tommy, but Eddie is just protecting himself, though he doesn’t tell Buck that
The loft scene is Eddie apologizing for taking a beat and he tells Buck he’s proud of him and there’s nothing that will ever break up their friendship. He decides to let Buck and the idea of more go, and the episode ends on a positive note for BuckTommy and an angsty one for Eddie, now single and seeing someone else live his fantasy
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I need to know more abt the apocalypse au now🔪 if you dont mind u.u
To sum up the entirety of the story:
As we know, Kusuke could care less about humans on this earth. Being an intelligent man, he was also known as a mad scientist. He created some type of drug that made another into a zombie. It ended up spreading. Another game of his made for Kusuo, gone too far..! Kusuke does regret it.
One of the goals the group has is to attempt to find a cure, more specifically for Saiki and any other who has turned into a zombie in their circle. (Not revealing the others yet hehe)
I’m still writing lore with a friend, but I will give you some of my character ideas. will only be speaking on the characters I’ve revealed so far!
Saiki: A zombie, I thought it would fit considering he feels as if him himself is “inhuman”
I couldn’t imagine him being jumped by zombies and being infected, so I came up with an alternative. Instead, I made it so Kusuke forcibly injected the drug into Saiki. Will expand on this.
Saiki has some attributes of a zombie, being a psychic he wasn’t fully affected by it. For instance, we know zombies are emotionless. Some days he alternates between feeling and not feeling. Harder to suppress each time. He is of course decaying alike to a zombie, he himself keeping his body intact.
Teruhashi: She’s one of the fighters of the team, I prefer badass Teruhashi so, you know. Thought that would be cool.
Now for her, did you notice she’s missing an eye? That has a meaning. Makoto was led into a hoard of zombies, causing him to be infected. He and Teruhashi came across each other, Makoto, of course being unable to recognize Teruhashi herself and immediately launching at her, that was the cause of her missing eye. She was forced to kill her own brother by her own hands. As much as she hated him, she still cared.
Teruhashi is still herself although she did get moodier, also an indestructible shield while fighting. badass teru for the WIN!🙏💯💯
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