#otp: nothing else can break my heart like you

[heroofpenamstan]

MARCUS “THE USURPER” KING, LEAD SINGER OF “RID (ROCK IS DEAD) TONIGHT”

“ [ PAGE 8 ] ...only time will tell if RID Tonight will manage to prevail against their rivals . however, given the various rumors already surrounding their problematic lead singer, not even a day after their astounding win, the least we can expect from them is a good show this season ! “

INFAMOUS IF by @infamous-if

[missing-sock-misto]

Tuggoffelees for the ship meme

29-one headcanon about this OTP that breaks your heart.

30-one headcanon about this OTP that mends it.  

THESE WERE GOOD ONES BOY DID THEY UNLOCK SOME THOUGHTS.

29. A headcanon that breaks my heart

If Misto hadn’t become friends with Tugger, he would have fallen prey to Macavity, much like Demeter did.

Now this is based on a particular set of headcanons that I have. But, basically;

After Macavity ‘leaves’ the tribe, young Misto finds himself treated with suspicion, like a ticking time bomb. Macavity had physical magic more powerful than anyone, perhaps that’s what corrupted him? So now people murmur, ‘what if Misto turns out just like him. What if he becomes a monster?’

So Misto hides his magic, makes it less than what it is. “I can only do lights. Nothing else.”

But he still needs to use it. He feels Wrong if he doesn’t. So he practices, alone, far from the tribe.

Eventually, Macavity finds him. He convinces him that the stories about him were inventions, slander. He offers to train him, to help him.

At first, Misto refuses, terrified. But he comes back. The promise of having someone Show him how to do control his magic is too enticing.

He is a good target. Already a bit reclusive, the aftermath of Macavity has made him an outcast. He’s lonely, craving guidance, craving someone like himself. He has a good heart, and is willing to believe Macavity’s stories. He’s naive. He doesn’t understand that people lie.

Macavity shapes himself into everything Misto needs. A friend, a mentor, a companion. But at the same time, he chips away at his supports.

No one else can be trusted. “Look at how they treated me. I lost control once, and they rejected me, exiled me. And I was the honored heir. What do you think they’ll do to you?”

It isn’t hard. Misto is already painfully aware of how the others look at him. Victoria is the only person he can trust.

And then there’s an accident. An accident that he causes. And in the aftermath, he hears the whispers. “Just like Macavity.”

Misto runs. He runs to Macavity, cries that he should have listened to his warnings, that no one could be trusted. He could only trust Macavity. He begs him to take him away, So he does. Macavity spirits Misto away to his own clowder. Waiting are a pair of mischievous calico twins, a beautiful ruby haired queen, and a golden queen with anxious eyes, all ready to be his new family.

But now that he has what he wants, Macavity no longer needs to play nice.

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30. Something that mends it.

But this isn’t what happens. Instead, Tugger finds Misto in the outlands, practicing his magic.

And so, he’s the one who helps Misto. He too has grown up in the shadow of Macavity. He too has a chip in his shoulder.

He becomes Misto’s friend. He admires his abilities, his talents, encourages him. Though lacking overt magic of his own, his passion and excitement give Misto confidence.

He believes in him. He fosters trust. He thinks the others will accept Misto, and if they don’t, well then he’ll make them see what he sees!

So when Old Deuteronomy is kidnapped, that’s exactly what he does. “I will show them the you that I see. I will make them see you for who you are. And you are going to show them exactly how brilliant you are. I know it.”

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(I did get inspired, I had already wanted to write a fic exploring these dynamics. If I ever get around to finishing them, I’ll reblog this with an Ao3 link. I have 3k of the AU scenario XD)

Thank you for the ask! 😁

[justjasper]

Hellooo! I come with the most basic ask haha

What's your favorite thing about Morgan's character? And about Reid's character? What season made you ship them?

My favourite part about Morgan is his deep, profound empathy, even when it costs him.

Prentiss pegs him early on, when she says "you make the people around you feel good", and that is, I maintain, absolutely central to his character.

An example that stands out to me is his interactions with the unsub Stephen in In Heat (closested gay man who is killing bc of sexuality struggles). And whether you read with with queer!Morgan lenses or not, Morgan being the one to stand there, victimised the way he was, and tell this unsub there is nothing wrong with him for being gay is just... it breaks me.

The way he bears his own trauma, something he buried for 20 years, relives that and hurts himself when he knows it will help someone else, is absolutely heart wrenching.

And I know the other characters share their trauma, but to me personally (your mileage may vary etc), the disclosure of being a survivor of sexual violence (especially in childhood) is such a significant and raw trauma to relive over and over. It's a hard one to speak openly about. And Morgan does it, even when it costs him, because he knows it will help someone.

My favourite part about Reid's character is just how strong he is. I could go on about empathy for him too, but the strength of Reid to keep coming back, fight on, to push himself, that's what gets me.

I believe there is strength in softness, but Reid's the character who I think suffers from the woobification the worst with Criminal Minds, and sometimes that means people's interpretations of him strip him of agency, which I think I identify with from a very autistic point of view.

I don't mean the tendency for Reid to be the focal of "whump" (reid's targetted/kidnapped/hurt) bc I love that shit as much as the next gay, but sometimes the woobification extends to making Reid meek, submissive, helplessness, when it's just not true.

He's smart, quick witted, snarky, can absolutely be a mean git, adaptable to situations, both socially awkward and socially intelligent at once. He knows his worth and knows when people understimate and undermine him. Sometimes it feels like this gets forgotten within fandom. Which isn't a big deal in the end, these are not real people but paper dolls we make kiss, but Reid's strength is so central to why I love him.

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The exact moment it went from "oh that's kinda cute" to "they are in love and i will die for them" was season 2x12, profiler, profiled, when Morgan's sisters and mother absolutely clock Reid.

"Derek talks about you."

I was a goner then, that was it. Forever OTP, canon and increasingly inconsistant writing and a fundamentaly homophobic network (fuck u CBS) be damned. They're it. They're endgame for me.

Related, the closest "canon" moment where I think they could have been made real honest to god canon would have been season 4's Amplification. Should have had them kiss in that hospital room and broken ground for queer rep on network TV.

But at least we have fanfiction!

[aye-aye-captain]

💜: Which character is way hotter than everyone else seems to think?

🤍: Which character is not as morally bad as everyone else seems to think?

💕: What is an unpopular ship that you like? Ship of the lines too :)

For Hornblower and Aubreyard

Most kind regards from @professorlehnsherr-almashy main ;)

First of all, I hope you can accept my humble apology for taking so long to answer this! Life got in the way as usual. 😣 I love getting asks of any kind so thank you for sending this! 🩵 ☺️

💜: Which character is way hotter than everyone else seems to think?

Hornblower: PELLEW! Most definitely! I think you knew I was going to say this 😉 I feel like he often gets overlooked by all the younger men in the show but he has my heart 💙 Robert Lindsay is a very charismatic and handsome man imo.

Aubreyad: My dear Stephen. He also gets overlooked, (I mean, next to Jack everyone would get overlooked 😅) He's aware of this a few times in the books, and it breaks my heart. I like Paul as Stephen even if he's "too tall", his features are kind, and his eyes are stunning.

🤍: Which character is not as morally bad as everyone else seems to think?

Hmm, this is quite a hard question for these fandoms, especially for Aubreyad:

Movie vise, I can't really name a person as bad, no one is bad, only misunderstood, and one can label some acts as "bad" but not the people doing them. I think I would need to dig in the books a bit further. 💙

Hornblower: The morally bad characters in the Hornblower series are indeed portrayed as "bad people". There are some that are "politically bad" ,and some that are "emotionally bad" and they have motives for being like that, so I can't really think of anyone that gets misunderstood by the fandom. Any ideas from you? Who is not as bad as they are portrayed?

💕: What is an unpopular ship that you like? Ship of the line too :)

I have to disappoint you here! 😭 I think that my ship for Aubreyad is the most popular, and it's Jack and Stephen 🩵 #otp

Ship of the line: Jack's first command! A fourteen-gun brig-rigged sloop, HMS Sophie!

My ship for the Hornblower is not as popular, but it's in the top three in the fandom- Edward and Horatio 💙

Ship of the line: Nothing can beat the Indy! HMS Indefatigable, a 44-gun razé.

[incorrect-koh-posts]

Baldwin for the send me a character 💫

Of course! Let me present the tea on everyone’s favourite leper:

favourite thing: his altruism. Baldwin always puts other people and his kingdom first, no matter how fragile his health is and how badly things could go for him if he isn’t careful. His tendency for self-sacrifice makes him both a great king and a very sympathetic (and badass) character, but it also has a heart-breaking quality to it in the sense that he seems to think he has nothing else to live for or look forward to. His role as the king he thinks he must be overshadows all else.

least favourite thing: the leprosy that he's a bit too perfect personality-wise. I know much of it comes down to his sadly very limited screen time in the film, but even in fiction and fanfic, Baldwin sometimes just seems a little too angelic for my taste. He’s clever, he’s wise, he’s gentle, he’s an accomplished warrior and commander, he’s tolerant, he’s kind, he’s witty … you get the gist. I’m not saying that he isn’t or shouldn’t be awesome, because he is, but our man could do with one or two flaws, as far as I’m concerned.

favourite line: "None of us know our end, really, or what hand will guide us there." I mean, all of Baldwin's lines are great and endlessly quotable, but this one has a sweet, wistful, carpe-diem quality about it that really resonates with me.

BrOTP: Baldwin & Salah ad-Din. I love, love, love their dynamic – how respectfully they treat each other and what wonderfully deep conversations they could have if circumstances were just a little different. Their personalities complement each other really well, I think.

OTP: Not sure. At the moment I'm quite fond of the idea of Baldwin x Balian or Baldwin x fem!Balian because I quite like their character chemistry, but I’m still somewhat undecided about the logistics of the whole thing. But in theory Baldwin is quite shippable in general, which opens up a great amount of possibilities yet to be explored. I’ve also encountered some nice Baldwin x Salah ad-Din fics in the wild.

NOTP: Baldwin x Raymond, for reasons I mentioned before.

random headcanon: If I ever were to write a daemon AU for KoH, Baldwin's daemon would be a dove. Not only would it match his aesthetic really well, but the biblical reference would also fit the goal he dedicated his life to quite nicely. Perhaps I'll write a snippet one day.

unpopular opinion: I would probably like him better if the film had presented him as a little less angelic and a little more human.

song: No Light, No Light (in your bright blue eyes) - Florence + The Machine. Or Age of Kings - The Mountain Goats.

favourite picture: These two because they're fancy. 2000s character design really peaked when the KoH costume department created Baldwin's look and you can pry that opinion from my cold dead hands.

[simonxriley]

Ship Songs!

I was tagged by the wonderful @shegetsburned @baldurrs @nightbloodraelle and @leviiackrman to relate 5-10 songs to my ships. Thank you! 💜 (i also got carried away with this 😅)

Tagging @playstationmademe @nightwingshero @detectivelokis @jinfromyarikawa @sstewyhosseini @voidika @corvosattano and anyone else who wants to do this!!

OTP: The Tachanka and his Kotyonok - Alexsandr "Tachanka" Senaviev x Skylar "Phoenix" Jackson

Under Your Scars - Godsmack

Under your scars I pray // You're like a shooting star in the rain // You're everything that feels like home to me, yeah // Under your scars, I could live inside you time after time

Happy Anywhere - Blake Shelton feat. Gwen Stefani

I'm running wide open // I was born with my feet in motion // But since I met you, I swear // I could be happy anywhere // Any map dot location // You're always my destination // You're the only thing that I'm chained to // I could be happy anywhere // I could be happy anywhere with you

Take Me As I am - David Cook

Take me as I am // Right here where I stand // Open up your arms and let me in Out here on my own // I know I'm not alone // Let me in your heart // Right where you stand

Song #3 - Stone Sour

It doesn't really matter what you do or say // I'm never going anywhere anyway 'Cause when I'm dying for you // I've never felt so alive

Truth - Gwen Stefani

So this is what the truth feels like // This is more of what I had in mind // Yeah, this is what the truth feels like // And I'm feeling it, I'm feeling it // Something about this just feels so right, alright? // Something about this just feels so right, alright? So this is what the truth feels like // And I'm feeling it, I'm feeling it

Everywhere I'm goin' - Maddie & Tae

Whole world in my living room // It's all you, babe // If I could paint paradise, it'd be you // It's all you, babe // Every red pin on the map I'm holding // You're everywhere I've been // And everywhere I'm goin' // From backwoods to the neon glowin' // You're everywhere I've been // And everywhere I'm goin'

Dagen Før

If we never change // Then how can we grow and ever live? // Love is always able to // Awaken the soul and leave the blues // There is calmness to a life lived in quiet gratitude // The waiting has brought a little pain // But nothing compared to what I’ve gained

Bind Your Love - Cher Lloyd

Ooh, now I'm found, I'll never be lost // I'll stick with you no matter the cost // Whatever comes we'll figure it out, I know that // Ooh, you and I like Adam and Eve // You lit the fire growing in me // You changed my life, now there is no way to go back

Warmness on the Soul - Avenged Sevenfold

And we have gone through good and bad times // But your unconditional love was always on my mind // You've been there from the start for me // And your love's always been true as can be

I give my heart to you // I give my heart // 'Cause nothing can compare in this world to you, whoa

Nobody But You - Blake Shelton feat. Gwen Stefani

I been thinkin' about what I want in my life // It begins and ends the same // If I had to choose what I couldn't lose // There'd only be one thing

OTP: The Ghost With The Most - Simon "Ghost" Riley x Liz Walker

Livin' On Love -Alan Jackson

It sounds simple, that's what you're thinkin' // But love can walk through fire without blinkin' // It doesn't take much when you get enough // Livin' on love

Break In - Halestorm feat. Amy Lee

You are the only one // The only one that sees me // Trusts me and believes me // You are the only one // The only one that knows me And in the dark to show me

When I See You Smile - Bad English

Sometimes I wonder // How I'd ever make it through, // Through this world without having you // I just wouldn't have a clue // 'Cause sometimes it seems // Like this world's closing in on me, // And there's no way of breaking free // And then I see you reach for me

Home - Corey Taylor

I wanna run away and show you all the things I wanna do // I wanna run away as quickly as we can // You're my home away from home Home's inside of you // But you are not alone, you'll never be alone I'm on my way back home and I've been gone so long

If I Didn't Have You - Randy Travis

If I didn't have you I know I'd be // Floundering around like a ship at sea // Lost in the rain of a hurricane // And that's where I'd have been

Heaven - No Doubt

Magnetic flash, can't stop my domino effect // Just a little give and take // Stops making sense you pull me in // I'm finding out that it's something I just can't fake // But the truth is you're gold // You can find something you already have // I really have you to hold

The Tide Is High - Atomic Kitten

The tide is high, but I'm holding on // I'm gonna be your number one The tide is high, but I'm holding on // I'm gonna be your number one

Crimson Day - Avenged Sevenfold

Dark years, brought endless rain // Out in the cold I lost my way But storms won't last to clear the air // For something new // The sun came out and brought you through

Every Night, Every Morning - Maddie & Tae

He said, "I don't know what I'd do // If I didn't have you" // I said, "I think about that too"

Home - Phillip Phillips

Settle down, it'll all be clear // Don't pay no mind to the demons They fill you with fear // The trouble, it might drag you down // If you get lost, you can always be found // Just know you're not alone // 'Cause I'm gonna make this place your home

[direwombat]

tagged by @inafieldofdaisies, @socially-awkward-skeleton, @roofgeese, and @baldurrs to list 5-10 songs that relate to my otp <3 &lt;3 <3

tagging: @adelaidedrubman, @strangefable, @strafethesesinners, @fourlittleseedlings, @kittiofdoom, @sukoshimikan, @confidentandgood, @detectivelokis, @sstewyhosseini, @aceghosts, @poetikat, and anyone else wanting to share their playlists for their otp (but no pressure <;3)

— r: define your meaning of war [main playlist here]

songs under the cut because baby's LONG -- first three are vaguely from syb's pov, the next three from jacob's, and the last three are mutual feelings &lt;3

heaven or hell - digital daggers

I've got the same deep wounds as you, My love can double as a weapon too Say that you trust it and I'll set it free Turn it back on me Turn it back on me

We trade our secrets when it's safe Our ammunition when the fever breaks Show me the side no one else sees Turn it back on me Turn it back on me

I am exposed, I am undone You tear the walls down one by one We tried to run, we tried to hide in fear of losing ourselves We tried to keep it all inside so we don't hurt someone else When all the demons come alive I'll still be under your spell, This could be heaven or hell This could be heaven or hell

blindfold - sleeping wolf

In the dark I need to taste the blood Go on Draw another line we can cross this time Battle scars Your touch is not enough I need you to pierce my Veins and become my pain

So use your blindfold Cover your hands on my eyes, closed Do it again Tie me up and show me what's real Hate your love, but love how you feel Useless, trying to fight And the truth is, I'd rather be blind I'd rather be blind

not strong enough - apocalyptica + brent smith

I'm not strong enough to stay away I can't run from you I just run back to you Like a moth, I'm drawn into your flame You say my name But it's not the same

You look in my eyes I'm stripped of my pride And my soul surrenders And you bring my heart to its knees

And it's killing me when you're away And I wanna leave, and I wanna stay And I'm so confused, so hard to choose Between the pleasure and the pain And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right Even if I try to win the fight My heart would overrule my mind And I'm not strong enough to stay away

i know i'm a wolf - young heretics

Dear rabbit, my legs are getting weak chasing you The snow fields wouldn't seem so big if you knew That this blood on my teeth it is far beyond dry And I've captured you once but I wasn't quite right So I'm telling you that you'll be safe with me.

on your knees - matthew mayfield

Such a disgrace Thе way the vengeance tastes Best served cold But it's the heat I crave

Took the fall but Learned to crawl up the highest prison wall Yeah, doing my best to keep you pressed In a sunken chest

This is the way to life This is the way to die Darling, I hope you, see what I go through But I ain’t gonna leave you on your knees This is where the love counts Covered in the breakdown I ain’t gonna leave you on your knees No, I ain’t gonna leave you on your knees

afterlife - nothing but thieves

You can tell your God he can keep his salvation And if you like, the angels can fly into the sun We don't, we don't have to do this again Please don't, please don't make me start this again

It was only ever you It was only ever you My baby, it feels like a lifetime Oh God, I don't think I could do two

My soul is tortured with love and lust and hate My cracked lips are unkissed for a million days My infected heart, it's bleeding in this cage I'm losing my dignity, not got long left to wait

iris - diamante + breaking benjamin

And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life And sooner or later, it's over I just don't wanna miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am

marked for death - emma ruth rundle

it was right that we did meet each other in each other’s eyes it was right that we did see each other in our shadow sides it was wrong then too that crazy love, loves crazy as it does and each of us and both of us so crazy; as it was

who else is going to love someone like you that’s marked for death who else is going to be with you when you breathe your last who else is going to take my place and hold and keep you safe/sane who else is going to stay

somebody to die for - hurts

I've got nothing left to live for Got no reason yet to die But when I'm standing in the gallows I'll be staring at the sky

Because no matter where they take me In death I will survive And I will never be forgotten With you by my side

Cause I don't need this life I just need...

Somebody to die for

[foundationbuilt]

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send ⭐ for me to choose which muses i would like to explore <3

i sincerely apologise for the ramble but this is what it came to sjsjsj. i'll put it under a read more so the whole dash doesn't have to suffer a long ass post.

scott & allison, ugh these babies like that was scott's first love and he was a stupid teenage boy with his heart on his sleeve and he made so many mistakes but allison holds so much of his heart. always. even if they break up, or don't get back together, or are just friends now, or whatever. she's so so important to him.

scott & lydia, the best of buddies. like this girl could have been like him, bitten by the same wolf and would've been part of the same pack ( even if it wasn't a pack ) but she didn't turn. she had something else going on, and scott wants to help so much with that and he feels such a connection to her anyway. and later he'll never understand how he could have ever gotten through life without lydia because she is one of the most important people in his life. i also do like exploring the idea of scott and lydia romantically ?? like, interesting how that would come around, but mostly i like them being platonic bffs.

on a role reverse for us muns, i'd like to explore dean and sam winchester interacting with scott because hunters coming across a true alpha like scott !!! that would be interesting, especially considering what part of the timeline dean and sam are at.

klaus & hayley !!!! one of my otp's, whether that's romantic, platonic, familial or enemies. i love these two's dynamics so so much, like it honestly has so much of my heart no matter what is going on with them. i love getting into the gritty realities between them as well as exploring how much they have changed and grown and evolved together. also so much potential for canon divergence's !!!!

hayley & davina's friendship !!! like these girls know what you have to do to survive in new orleans and they just ... help each other out when they can. it's all they can do. I think there's just something so sweet about this and i love it. i'd love to see hayley and davina also being like, older, and sister-in-laws, and being like, ugh, mikaelson christmas.

clary & simon, parabatai! best friends! awkward boyfriend-girlfriend! give me them all, like these two are the sweetest ever and clary loves him so much, and she needs him. he's literally the other half of her soul and, ughhhhhh! i love this dynamic.

clary & jace, another one of my otp's !! like these two angel kids struggling so much in this world with all these lies and pretences and false identifies they had been made to believe about themselves, finding each other amongst it all and finding themselves as well, and being together while doing that. as well as all the angst of course, because we can never get enough of that. but i'm good with angst and exploring that but also a happily ever after where they get to live the rest of their lives together. also would be interested in an au where the uprising didn't happen or happened later or whatever and clary and jace were both raised by valentine ... *side eye*.

jace & alec, parabatai boys!!!! that is jace's best bro, his soul, the first person who ever loved him and jace will never ever ever forget that. like alec is his soulmate and i will always scream about this dynamic. could also explore romantic jalec as well if you were interested in that.

jace & tessa, because herondale family feels !! i would absolutely adore building up a dynamic between jace and tessa like ....!!!!!!

percy & jason, these golden boys of their camps !! like there is so much potential there that's more than the macho falsity that didn't fit either percy or jason in canon that they were forced into. it is a dynamic i've explored in rp before and would absolutely love to do so again, there is so so so much potential. !!!

percy & annabeth, everything absolutely everything. like there's nothing i wouldn't write for these two.

percy & vienna, as soon as i read her about i thought of vienna helping percy control himself during a meltdown. like when he's creating a hurricane because of something that's went on and unable to control his emotions, vienna helped to control the weather even if only a little and it was enough to snap percy out of it and well, i don't know, but that's just what first came to my mind ... we could build on that.

peeta & katniss, again, everything, all the gritty details from the beginning to the end, i am so precious about these two, they hold my heart in so many ways. like they are so so damaged but aaaaaaaaaa !

RIGHT SO. i don't offically have rhode as a muse yet but i was talking with another mun about making her one tonight and then i saw kaia born in rhode island and it just ... felt like fate. rhode taking an interest in this one demigod ...

regulus & draco, like an au where regulus lives and he sees draco going down the exact same path that he did and he's like, no, stop, and that's his cousin's boy ( and he loves him, he loves narcissa, and he loves draco ) and he desperately doesn't want draco making the same mistakes !! ugh, that actually wretches my heart so much to think of regulus trying so hard to protect draco.

there are more but ... yes, i think i rambled enough jsjsjsjsjsjsj.

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dr3 chiaki for the ask game?

CHIAKI CHIAKI CHIAKI CHIAKI CHIAKIIIIIIIIIII

i kinda don't distinguish dr3 and sdr2 Chiaki becuse I close my eyes at the part of the canon that says she's dead lol. it's my world and my rules she's alive and well ok

favorite thing about them

Her passion to her hobby/talent. I relate to that a lot and also find it a very interesting quirk of hers. Like other ultimates don't really lose their sleep and food to do more photos or cooking or else. Other than Ryota and that's why we kin him too. Idk makes me wonder why Nanami is the way she is

least favorite thing about them

Here's two 1) The way fandom treats her. She gets SO much hate and for what? She just wanted to play her silly games all day and have friends :( The "mary sue" treatment like yeah she's not the best written character in the series but she's fine! It's not a crime to not have a detail backstory or character. it's sad we don't have it, but it doesn't make her awful. Oh and I HATE the "waifu bait" thing!! The fact that Kodaka said in the interview that he made a character with similar hobbies as him is not the same as waifu bait! I can relate to this feeling of his and see nothing bad with it. She's not just a pretty looks and "uwu gamer girl" (she doesn't fit the stereotype at all imo) and those who think otherwise didn't really pay attention to her. And 2) How little focus she has despite her role. I wish dr3 spent some time developing her character and story. We know very little about her life before the events! And it's sad! Her behavior gives a lot of food for thought of why she's the way she is and I would love to see more canon material about it. Esp if we consider that in canon it's the real Chiaki. Not focusing on her as a person was a big mistake

favorite line

From sdr2: "Nagito can you please be quiet" like yes girl!! So epic of her. AND THE WAY NAGITO IMMEDIATELY SHUTS UP FDKGMJ. And "How should I lure out Nagito? No, acting sexy won't work..." like girl why was it the first idea you had huh?? Huh?? huuuh??? 👁👁👁👁

From dr3: "I wanted to play games with you... One more time..." and her whole near death speech in general. like GIRL YOU'RE DYING AND YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONE WHO SHOULD SAY SORRY?? Let me hug you T^T I had to rewatch that scene for this and it breaks my heart everytime. ON A BRIGHTER NOTE it's not a line but a k.o she gave Hanamura even tho she was affected by the soup. It was so badass of her like YEES GIRL SHOW HIM!!!! #HanamuraSlander

brOTP

So many honestly... Hinanami and even komanami, her and chihiro and her and sonia... I feel like she would get along with a lot of people

OTP

Komanami 100%. Nanami canonically has always been the only person in their class who didn't hate Komaeda at every point of the story. She has always shown compassion and support to him. While also not approving of his wrong actions and doing her best to show him that there's other way. That he can be their classmate and friend too. There's part in her dr wiki page that says "Even self-deprecating Nagito Komaeda understands that Chiaki would always invite him even if no one else would" LIKE?? And people still say that they canonically hate each other??? I'm sure they were friends in dr3

nOTP

Hinanami lol. Sorry to every hinanami lover here but I don't see the chemistry at all. And I just feel like the impact they had on each other hits stronger if you think of them as friends. At least it's the way I see it lol. Don't think it's bad tho, it's definitely nice. Just not my cup of tea

random headcanon

Autistic!! It makes SO much sense, the most making sense thing possible ever. Gaming is also her coping mechanism and a way to hide from outside world, that feels too unpredictable and scary to her

unpopular opinion

Things i said in "least favorite thing about them" and also does headcanoning her alive and giving her more character traits and more detailed story counts? idk. Also there's no way she's as skinny as in canon

song i associate with them

"Apparently there's a cheat code for happiness" eng cover by Milkychan. Because I heard in a first Nanami edit I saw back in 2019 by an editor that since long deleted their videos... They greatly inspired me to edit too. Other than that it also fits her. The way she also interprets things in life as in video game. I can see her understanding key elements of happiness at life as some video game achievements or boosts klhgbn

favorite picture of them

One apple tall

[eliotheeangelis]

25, 28, 29, 30 for non sedanini verse nigelio bc I like the pain

oh god. you did this to yourself. ciao bella verse it is.

25. Who needs more assurance?

On the surface it's Nigel. He's never the type to be shy, when something is upsetting him. Everyone knows it, if he feels unwell, or there is a problem with the car, or if the food at the hotel breakfast isn't quite what he ordered (we stan a dramatic king lol). And then a quiet word from Elio, a brush of hands or lips against his cheek when he's flushed and furious will always calm him down. But there are times when Elio needs it too, in 1985, and 1986, when nothing's going right, at Lotus or Brabham, and Nigel catches him with his eyes distant and sad. And he'll tell him it's ok, don't worry, you'll be winning races in no time. I need you on the podium, don't I? Who else is gonna keep my teammate away from me? He keeps going, jokes and silly comments, until he gets a smile, and relief flickers inside of him.

28. What do they do when they’re away from each other?

Sometimes Nigel wonders if it's real, what they're doing, when he's back home between races. He can't believe it of himself, surely it's someone else living that life. It must have been someone else, who spent all that time in Elio's bed. Not him. He tries to be normal, whatever that means. Tries to play golf, and play the husband, and tries not think of a dawn with rumpled sheets, and a warm body, and how Elio kisses him when he's half asleep and Monaco is quiet outside their window.

Elio fills the time without worry. He'll see his family, take his siblings on trips out on the boat and listen to them squeal as he goes too fast over the water. Or he'll take a girl out, maybe, without sentiment; it doesn't mean anything, it's just something to pass the time until the next race. They're always the same, the girls; beautiful, and sinuous, glossy-haired. They wear the right clothes, know the right people, and he bores of them quickly. He wonders if it's because he yearns for something else, really; for awkwardness, for an unsophisticated accent, for a body that is strong and soft in equal measure. On one occasion, one of those girls (he forgets which) had pulled a shirt from his wardrobe, an ugly, silly, soft old thing, and she had laughed and said 'surely this isn't yours?'. And he'd shaken his head, and replied 'no, it isn't.'

29. one headcanon about this OTP that breaks your heart

Elio gave him a lift, to Paul Ricard, the morning of the test. Nigel stands in the car park, numb, later in the day, after the helicopter has gone, and looks at Elio's car, left where he parked it that morning. He thinks about telling someone that it needs moving; he should tell someone from Brabham, they'll know where Elio's keys are, and then he is furious at himself, because he's being ridiculous. Elio's going to come back and move it himself. He'll be fine.

And then, a few months later, when they're racing at Paul Ricard for real and the F1 world has already moved on, from what happened in May, he finds himself back in that car park. And the car has gone. Of course it's gone, someone must have sorted it months ago. But that's when it hits him, really. Some part of him expected it still to be there. He wins the race that weekend and feels nothing, on the podium. He's thinking of an empty space, in the car park.

30. one headcanon about this OTP that mends it

Elio already knows who's won the race, before he crosses the line. He's in fifth, lapped, when there is an almighty cheer from the crowd, so loud that it drowns out the noise of his engine for a moment. It can only mean one thing. He pulls into parc ferme, and no-one is waiting for him; the Lotus team have already gone to congratulate Ayrton for his podium, but he can put his feelings about that aside for a moment. In the distance he can see a cheering group of Williams mechanics, lifting someone onto their shoulders. His back is turned, so he doesn't notice Elio watching him. Elio doubts he'd notice anything at the moment, anyway. His heart is singing for him. He makes up his mind about something. He'll get into trouble with the race officials, for not being weighed straight after finishing, but he doesn't care. There's something he needs to get. He dodges through the crowd, away from the podium. He'd like to stay and watch it, to see the expression on Nigel's face, but there's time for that later. There is a parcel in his bag, in the motorhome, that he's been saving for now. It's time it had a new owner.

[averyspoopedcorgi]

for the ask game would you like to do eichi and mayhaps even.. tatsumi…….

atsa!!! i knew u were gonna give me tattsun lol but eichi is a welcomed suprise

i hope u dont mind some of my answers being short or shallow cuz I haven read many stories and most of my character thoughts are gibberish :,)

ok ei-chan first

favourite thing about them: his whole character, how complex he is the guilt he feels for his actions I like that he isn't some irredramable villain but just somebody who wanted to save something he loved dearly by any means possible (I hope I'm correct about the last part I haven't read about the war in a while) also half the batshit insane stuff he says is hilarious

least favourite thing about them : I have nothing I particularly hate about him I suppose he monologues are so long sometimes they make me wanna take a break from reading lol

favorite line: pretty mission epilogue only comes to mind from what I've read

brOTP: hell dorm but mostly aira, something about them bonding over their love for idols also chiaki i wanna see them interact more

OTP: the emperor and the his funny clown (wataei) have a vice on my heart

nOTP: romantic reichi or just him with any oddballs that aren't wataru or keito x eichi idk why they just rub me the wrong way

ramdom hadcanon: hell dorm movie which in reality r just aira and eichi watching idol mvs while rei snnnzzs

unpopular opinion: STOP MAKING JOKES ABOUT HIM DYING WHATS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE YES YOU CAN HATE FOR THE SHIT HE PULLED BUT SOMETIMES YOU NEED TO REALISE THAT YOURE TALKING ABOUT A CHRONICALLY ILL MAN DOSENT MATTER IF HES FICTIONAL <- mad about marriage poll

song i associate with them: im soso sorry ive got nothing ; ;

favorite picture of them: babygirl or tiger eichi i cant pick

ok tattsun time!!!

favorite thing about them: the way he talks about his faith is so interesting....youd expect him to spout bible verses left and right but after reading feather touch and his conversation with aira just reshaped him in my mind, theres so much i like about him but this i what really scratched my brain

(also more meta but i like that him being chirstian isnt treated as a joke if that makes any sense )

also also vehicular manslaughter

least favorite thing about them: bastard will not come home no matter how hard i try. i wasted hot limit funds on his revival still nothing. i have every alk five star except him. what did i do tattsun senpai/hj

favorite line: feather touch but specifically the convo with aira. thats all

brOTP: aira and tatsumi. literally the senpai-kouhai friendship of all time

also christian rock drom with koga and leon theryre all besties canonically what else does a guy need (also they take leon on walks together and i think everyone should know that)

OTP: gee i wonder what it is *standing in front of a pile of tatsumayo fanart*

nOTP: idk really??? any of his juniors ig

random headcanon: koga taught him how to play the guitar!!! now you can always hear the distinct sound of christian rock from thier dorm room

he loves dogs like really loves dogs but could never own one cuz he lived in a church for most of his childhood so hes beyond overjoyed to share a dorm with leon

also cane user and bisexual tatsumi is soso real to me

unpopular opinion: stop treating him like hes some white queerphobic christian whats wrong with you people stop acting ;like every christian is terrible

song i associate with them: ah abuseken's christ and guchiry's orthodoxia

favorite picture of them: naur who let bro drive

[devilrosola]

pairing SinEn ( because I have too xD )

Also characters, Sharrkan pls ( because he is too adorable to not to involve him ) 😉

hooo boy...yeh...

SinEn

002 | send me a ship and I will tell you:

when of if I started shipping it. Probably when we RPed? No, it was probably thanks to that one doujin. 

my thoughts: They can be equal. {Granted Sin has 7 djinn while Kouen has 3, but no one else has had more than these two, so it's as close as canon lets us get. And Sin is a King while Kouen is a Prince, but still seen as king by his people} Point is, Sinbad was this great indomitable perfect mary sue character and then comes along someone that could stand his ground against him. If they ever got over their differences and work towards the same goals together like World Peace, they could be a real power couple.

What makes me happy about them: Fighting over Ja'far ahem I mean, witty banters as they try to be diplomatic. I like how in that one doujin they were in both positions at different times

What makes me sad about them: They don’t get along

things done in fanfic that annoys me: There's fanfics about them? Other than mine I guess where one completely domineers over the other.

things I look for in fanfic: Equality

My kinks: Djinn equips? Now Zepar & Agares equips together would just be cute and innocent but think about Valefor & Asaroth fire and ice dynamics here! And I'm sure Kouen is breathtaking in Phenex equip

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other:  For Sinbad-- myself, um how much can I diverge from the canon for this answer since he expressly said he had no intention of being tied down? Well...give him a big slice of humble pie and then we can talk. (and really, there’s most sin ships I’m be okay with) How about Yunan so he can whap Sin with his fishing-pole-wand whenever Sin does something stupid? For Kouen-- Ja’far, Muu, Yamuraiha, OCs, again I’m generally open Once saw a fic with him and Spartos, and another with him and either Spartos or Mystras. I can’t quite remember and I can’t find the fic.

My happily ever after for them: I haven’t gotten that far... >.>;;;

Sharrkan

003 | Give me a character & I will tell you

How I feel about this character:  Sorry, Imma be honest with you. I hate him. If he wasn't so full of himself that'd be a different story. Little shy SnB Sharr before taking Masrur's advice would have been more bearable. Sure I found him hot when I first saw him, but he lost me as soon as he showed his ego.

All the people I ship romantically with this character:  No one XD Although his love-at-first-site crush with Yam was cute back when they were little

My non-romantic OTP for this character:  Haven’t thought about it. He’s not exactly close with his brother. I guess him and Pisti making trouble together? *Ja’far yeets them out the window*

My unpopular opinion about this character:  I’ll take his brother over him.

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: Wish he didn’t misinterpret Masrur’s advice of being like Sin (give her compliments vs womanize and drink) I know I know Magi came first and that was made later to explain his current personality. I wish he’d realize that insulting Yam is NOT the way to win her heart.

my het ship: Sharrkan with an OC’s sister (but then she breaks his heart bc she doesn’t want to commit--good news for Yam though?)

my fem/slash ship: ig Masrur/Sharrkan is a popular one? You want me to say SharrHa though don’t ya? 😏

my OTP: I suppose mini SharrYam in an AU where he’s gets over his awkwardness?

my OT3: Oh hmmmmm....now we’re talking... (other than that Sin/Mas/Sharr doujin nothing is coming to mind though)

my cross over ship: Haven’t thought about it

my kink: Have him tied up?

a head cannon fact: Belly buttons still bother him? Even with how rampant they’re shown off in Sindria.

my gender bend: Now the confidence would look good on her

[conceptalbummultiverse]

You ever make a playlist for your writing project-in-progress? How about making a playlist for your OTP? I did both at the same time, and because I no longer have any shame, I'm going to share it here for everyone's enjoyment. Click above to listen, click below to read through what songs are on it.

"Love to Be Loved" by Peter Gabriel

And I let go.

I can let go of it.

Though it takes all the strength in me,

And all the world can see

I'm losing such a central part of me,

I can let go of it.

You know I need it!

You know I need it!

I recognize how much I've lost,

But I cannot face the cost,

'Cause I love to be loved.

"Love Like You" by Rebecca Sugar

I always thought I might be bad.

Now I'm sure that it's true.

Because I think you're so good,

And I'm nothing like you.

Look at you go, I just adore you!

I wish that I knew

What makes you think I'm so special.

"One Caress" by Depeche Mode

When you think you've tried every road,

Every avenue,

Take one more look at what you found old,

And in it, you'll find something new.

Oh, girl,

Lead me into your darkness!

When this world is trying its hardest to leave me unimpressed,

Just one caress

From you, and I'm blessed.

"What Can I Do For You?" by Rebecca Sugar (I think... I know she wrote a lot of the music for Steven Universe but idk about this song specifically)

Human man, you are so much fun!

I hadn't planned on finding you quite so entertaining.

I like your band, I like your song.

I like the way human beings play.

I like playing along!

"Who's Gonna Ride Your Wild Horses" by U2

You're an accident waiting to happen.

You're a piece of glass left there on the beach.

Well you tell me things I know you're not supposed to,

And you leave me just out of reach.

Who's gonna ride your wild horses?

Who's gonna drown in your blue sea?

Who's gonna ride your wild horses?

Who's gonna fall at the foot of thee?

"Judas" by Depeche Mode

You can fulfill your wildest ambitions,

And I'm sure you will lose your inhibitions.

So open yourself to me,

Risk your health for me,

If you want my love.

"Song For Someone" by U2

You let me into a conversation,

A conversation only we could make.

You break and enter my imagination.

Whatever's in there, it's yours to take.

I was told I'd feel nothing the first time.

You were slow to heal,

But this could be the night.

"Cosmonauts" by Fiona Apple

When I met you, I was fine with my nothing.

I grew with you and now I've changed.

What I've become is someone I can't be without your loving.

Be good to me; it isn't a game.

Now let me see, it's you and me,

Forgive a good God.

How do you suppose that we've survived?

Come on, that's right, left, right,

Make lighter all the heavier,

'Cause you and I will be like a couple of cosmonauts.

Except with way more gravity than when we started off.

"Someone Who Loves Me" by Sara Bareilles

Surrender's just a word 'til you try it out,

And see how hard it is to hurt with someone else around.

I'm the worst I've ever been,

Afraid of almost everything.

The skies are clear, but storms are always coming.

Your gift to me is just to be

Bracing for the winds I always summon.

My home, my heart- thank God you are

Someone who loves me!

"Absolute Beginners" by David Bowie

I've nothing much to offer.

There's nothing much to take.

I'm an absolute beginner,

And I'm absolutely sane.

As long as we're together,

The rest can go to hell.

I absolutely love you,

But we're absolute beginners.

With eyes completely open,

But nervous all the same.

"All That" by Sparks

All the smiles and all the frowns

And all the ups and all the downs

And all the fears that you would soon be gone.

You ignore my gaping flaws,

And I see you, and I'm in awe.

And look outside, it's very nearly dawn.

I can't believe my luck in meeting you!

Hey, help me out, I can't find my left shoe.

[fang-and-feather]

Ikemen Vampire: Arthur/Isaac/Reader

Written for Year of the OTP November prompt: secret relationship (reveal) from @yearoftheotpevent

There was an attempt of the other guys interacting at the end, but I'm not sure about it, Dazai might be a little off, or I'm just confused...

IkeVamp Masterlist / General Masterlist / AO3 Version

Isaac feared having the others know of his relationship with you, and especially with Arthur. Having two lovers, one of them another guy, was something you really didn’t openly do in this time period, right? And it was Arthur. They weren’t supposed to get along. There was no way the others would accept it. But he was also a little jealous of how his partners could be so open about their relationship and had more time to spend together because of that. How could he solve such an impasse?

He hated that he felt a little jealous of you and Arthur. Sometimes, he would rather not have to hide anymore. He would rather not need excuses to go on dates. Or miss moments like on mornings after you slept separately but had breakfast together, and one of you openly gave the other a greeting kiss. It was embarrassing, but he would like to be able to be acknowledged somehow.

But his situation wasn’t something he could just come out and say in public. When some people who knew you saw you, each time with one of them, or sometimes even with both, it already drew awkward questions.

“Why would it be different here, where some of them are from earlier periods?”

“What would be different, Isaac?”

The sudden question made Isaac jump and spin around. Had he said that one aloud?

At least it was just Napoleon, but that didn’t make things better.

“Nothing. Just thinking to myself.” He started walking back to his room but stopped when Napoleon called after him.

“Did you eat anything?”

“I-I will have breakfast in my room.”

Isaac tried to get away again, only for Napoleon to follow.

“I didn’t want to mention it, but you can’t keep running away like that, Isaac.” Isaac sighed and stopped, Napoleon catching up with him. “Everyone already noticed how you three have been quite strange for a while. They have all sorts of ideas why.” Isaac thought they were being discreet. Then again, sometimes he also thought Arthur made no effort to. Or was it him? He never thought himself very good at lying or hiding things. “You were asking yourself why it is different here? It’s probably because we care about you. Even Dazai, despite his methods. We’re like a family here. I don’t know what your problem is, and none of us will push you, despite how curious some are, but, when you’re ready, I hope you know you can trust us.”

‘I don’t know what your problem is’, but Napoleon spoke of everything else as if he knew.

Or was he just being paranoid now he knew everyone noticed something going on? Isaac had never been good at reading people. It was more likely he was wrong.

But that didn’t matter. Maybe Napoleon was right. Maybe he could trust the people who lived there. You would have told him the same.

“Thank you. I will keep that in mind.”

He nodded in acknowledgement, and Napoleon smiled.

“Trust your heart. And if it’s something you still need to talk to Arthur about, despite his actions, he also means well, and I think he is more fond of you than he seems.”

Napoleon was more right about that than he thought. Or maybe he knew already. Isaac couldn’t help but blush at the suggestion either way.

“He has a strange way to show it, then.” To the point Isaac wondered sometimes why he really fell for Arthur. But although Arthur was still his annoying, teasing self, there were always these loving and tender moments between them that made him certain of his feelings.

“That’s just how Arthur is, I suppose.” Napoleon laughed and ruffled Isaac’s hair. “You’re still going back to your room?”

“Yes. I really have something I was working on and I already took enough of a break.”

Isaac said goodbye to Napoleon and managed to get back to his work without any problem, but he found it hard to concentrate on it. Between missing his partners, his feelings that morning and the conversation with Napoleon, he couldn’t stop thinking about the situation.

The only thing that broke through his concentration was a tray being set in front of him, and the sound of a chair being pulled closer.

“Newt?” Arthur asked, sounding worried as he sat by Isaac’s side. “What’s on your mind? Doesn’t seem to be work, by the way you were staring at it.”

Nothing escaped Arthur, did it? But Isaac wasn’t sure if he was ready to talk about it yet. He hadn’t even sorted his feelings.

“I’m fine. Just a little tired.”

Avoiding looking at Arthur, Isaac examined the tray, finding it a little too full for one person’s breakfast. That made him turn to Arthur, ready to ask, only for his boyfriend to smile at him.

“Do you mind if I join you? Our little bird told me to make sure you eat.”

“Didn’t anyone find it suspicious you left with both our breakfasts?” While he was worried about how and when to break the news to their housemates, Arthur did so many careless things that Isaac wondered why he hadn’t told them himself yet.

“I told them I needed a change of scenery and would bring your breakfast since I was on my way out. But we can eat somewhere else, if you’re afraid someone will come check on you.”

Why would anyone check on him besides their girlfriend? They were all used to Isaac hiding in his room, either to work or to not have to deal with people.

“No. You can stay.” They rarely had the opportunity to eat together, like a couple, because they were keeping their relationship a secret.

Arthur gave him a quick peck, and they started breakfast in silence, Isaac getting comfortable upon realizing Arthur did not ask further about his worries. A little too comfortable.

“Isaac,” Arthur started, and Isaac froze. He was only called by his name when Arthur was very serious. “is it that bad that people know we are together?” Of course Arthur knew. If Isaac could barely keep a secret from the others without them being auspicious, why did he think he could fool Arthur? “Is it that shameful that you love me?”

Arthur’s pout and sad eyes were a trap, right? His boyfriend was trying to make him feel guilty on purpose, didn’t he?

But he had a point. Him being with Arthur was something he didn’t want people to know. One of the reasons, and not even the biggest of them, but still a reason. But no. Shame at being with him was not at the core of it.

“You are still so annoying at times that I wonder why I like you. At others, I still wonder why you like me. But I’m not ashamed of it. A little embarrassed at being teased for it, but that’s not the reason at all. We are…” Isaac tried to find the proper words “so different from the norm. It’s not something we can tell people outside. Aren’t you afraid the others here won’t accept it?”

“I saw you talking with Napoleon. What did he tell you?”

Not ‘what were you talking about’ but ‘what did he tell you’.

“That everyone is auspicious of us, and that I should trust them more. I thought it was something you would tell me.”

“He just beat us to it. And of course he would say that. Do you want to know why?”

At least he was offering, instead of telling it without asking. And Isaac shook his head. If there was something, he would rather Napoleon tell him when he was ready.

“So you think we should tell them?” Isaac tried to change the subject.

“It will be easier if they don’t find out on their own. Besides, I don’t think we are in any trouble. It might be difficult for some of them, but none of us is anything like the norms. And if they still don’t accept it, it will be easier for us to move somewhere together.” Isaac nodded, and Arthur kissed him. “I can’t wait to see everyone’s reactions. And we’ll be able to spend more time together without having to sneak around.” Another kiss. “And speaking of spending time, I missed you yesterday, Newt.”

Assaulted with deeper kisses, Isaac was unable to respond. His mind protested that this wasn’t the right moment for that, but Isaac found himself embracing Arthur, pulling him closer and kissing back, rather than pushing him away to protest. The combination of being busy with work and the rain keeping the other in the house made it difficult for Isaac to spend time with any of his lovers. He had missed them, too.

Isaac pulled away, startled, when the door quickly opened and closed, blushing upon realizing it was just you and that you were grinning at him.

“Sorry for interrupting you two. I came to see if you finished breakfast and I will go back to work. Are you feeling better, Isaac?” You walked behind them and leaned in to give him a quick kiss.

“I am. Sorry if I worried you. I just had a lot on my mind.”

“And did you sort it out? Or was Arthur just trying to distract you with sex?”

“Ouch. You hurt me, luv. What kind of boyfriend do you take me for?”

“A very horny one.”

“Well, can’t deny that. But it’s not my fault I have two very tempting partners.” Arthur tried to pull you into his lap, but you circled around Isaac’s chair.

“Not now, Arthur. If I don’t get back soon, everyone will start to be suspicious.”

You tried to leave, avoiding Arthur, but it was Isaac who held you by the arm.

“Wait. Don’t you have a little time to talk?”

“If it is quick, I do.”

Nodding, Isaac told you of his resolution to tell everyone about your relationship. He was a little apprehensive of your reaction, then relieved when you smiled and reassured him you supported the idea, too.

With both of you by his side, Isaac felt like he could actually do it. Like everything would be okay.

The three of you made sure to tell them on a day you could catch most of the residents together, which happened a couple of days later at dinner, where, surprisingly, even Jean had decided to join them. Only Dazai was missing, but him arriving late wasn’t anything new, and he was someone Isaac wouldn’t miss during this conversation.

Isaac had been feeling pretty confident since you talked that day but, now that the time came, he lingered in the hallway nervously.

On each of his sides, you wrapped an arm around his waist and Arthur around his shoulders, hugging him in silence.

When he looked at each of you, he saw encouraging smiles that, even without words, told him you were there for him. That you were in this together.

He pulled away slightly, so he could hold hands with both of you, instead. He liked the closer contact, but this way was easier to move and especially get through the doorway.

All eyes turned to you as the three of you walked in like that, all of them wide in surprise, some going quickly between Isaac, Arthur, and their intertwined fingers. But they promptly gave them space to sit together. Despite that gesture of acknowledgement and everyone trying to focus back on their dinner, Isaac was still nervous when the silence lasted for a couple of minutes more. Both you and Arthur giving his hands - that you were still holding under the table - a reassuring squeeze as you waited.

It was Theo that, without even looking at you, broke the silence.

“So this is what the fuss was about? You can count on Arthur to make everyone so worried over nothing.”

“Does that mean you were worried too, Theo?” Arthur teased.

“That you had made a mess for us to clean, maybe. It always ends up in my hands when you and Hondje have problems.”

“Because you and Arthur are good friends, so they trust you,” Vincent told him.

Had it been anyone else, Theo would have complained at the notion that he and Arthur were friends, but with Vincent, he only grunted, turning his attention fully back to his food.

“I think everyone here is glad that you sorted it out.” Comte spoke up. “The rumors were getting quite unsettling.”

“You say that like you weren’t taking part in all the speculation on what was happening to them.” Leonardo laughed. “But I guess this wasn’t what anyone here expected.”

“Why would we? Everyone thought Isaac had better taste. But I guess Hondje and her horny dog are a package deal.”

Isaac blushed, although he already expected this kind of reaction. He had questioned his own sanity when he started falling for Arthur.

“You make me sound like a poor bonus in a big prize, Theo.” Arthur complained, a little exaggeratedly.

“And aren’t you?” Theo smirked at him.

“I know you love me, Theo.”

“In your dreams.”

“Arthur! We barely settled this, and you already want one more boyfriend?”

You were kidding. Isaac knew it. Besides, it was Theo you were talking about. He and Arthur got along better than you would guess at first glance, but as friends. But logic didn’t keep him from tensing at the suggestion.

Of course you had the right if you wanted. To add more people, just like you did him, but he wasn’t ready to share, and that possessiveness surprised him.

“Of course not, luv. I already have a wonderful boyfriend I still have a lot to get to know about.” Arthur winked at Isaac, reaching to touch him. Issac was ready to protest that it wasn’t the appropriate place for this, but both stopped on hearing a voice from the window.

“Well, well, aren’t you two sweet?” Dazai hoisted himself through one of the windows. Nothing new at this point, although Isaac wished he would miss dinner tonight. “But so bold of you, Ai-chan. Such an indecent display at dinner…”

“Didn’t you have anything better to do? And Arthur is the one being indecent.”

There was a murmur of “What’s new about it?”, Isaac had no idea from whom.

“Aw, Newt. Don’t be like that. I was just trying to help.”

“Then don’t help.”

Isaac gave you a pleading look and, shaking your head at their antics, you stood up, motioning for him to trade places.

“I always knew Arty had a crush on you.”Dazai told Isaac. “I was rooting for you.”

“Dazai! You better leave Isaac alone for now, or I think Arthur will get jealous.” You tugged him away from Isaac, your tone as playful as everyone else, but Isaac could see the seriousness in your eyes. He hoped the others could too and would leave him alone.

“Only Arty, Toshiko-san?”

“What did I say about all this commotion at dinner?” Comte asked, slightly raising his voice. “I know you have a lot on your mind about this turn of events, but the dinner table is not the place to discuss that.”

With that, dinner returned to normal, and Isaac felt the weight of the last few days being lifted from him. He still expected some curious looks, but all he got was one indecipherable look from Jean, who was practically whispering with Napoleon. Whatever Napoleon said, it got Jean’s attention from Isaac, and when he looked Napoleon in the eyes, Isaac got a smile and a nod of acknowledgement.

Although not everyone had spoken up, even that was a sign of acceptance. And Isaac never felt so much a part of the group as he did at that moment.

Arthur was right. Despite some of them not interacting much, they all supported one another.

And he was surprisingly happy about that. Isaac never realized how he got a sense of home in this place, with these people. It could just be a sense born of years together, but it actually felt like a family. And after tonight, maybe he could start embracing it and trusting them more, at least not to hide as he did with this relationship. He could afford as much, right?

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Update/Trip report 25ish

I have been... severely neglecting this blog. I'm sorry bruh I just now am starting to get out that weird ass funk I was in for the last weekish

My skin hasn't been getting any worse. I can't particularly tell if it's still yellower than it should be or if this is my normal tone but either way not tripping on it anymore. My eyes have nearly went back to their normal hue. The blood vessels in my eyes are a bit more visible but nothing too alarming

I am a lot less exhausted too. I went from sleeping in and lying around alllll day to my normal lazy routine. I don't do tooo much of anything anyway but I at least now have the energy to do other shit without passing out midway through

My acid reflux is weird to sum it up quick. I've been getting full a lot quicker than usual and me attempting to eat anymore than the little shit here and there I've been doing lately makes it hurt hurt.

Uh actually new symptom I've noticed is my heart hurting when I want dph. Well. Not like want.. need? Ig. Dunno. It's fairly new but my chest feels tight sometimes and I'll struggle to feel my heartbeat and I'd usually pop a few to get rid of it. Tho with me and R being otp a lot as of late I have had to be a lot more selective/careful with how much I take and when. I can play it off pretty well with damn near anyone else but my bsf can sniff it out at times. Plus, I'm a lot quieter in general when I'm high which is kinda problematic when I'm mostly otp to comfort/distract R. I wouldn't be all that useful for that if I'm preoccupied tryna play it cool

Me and R have been on the phone damn near everyday since her and her partner broke up. Well. Took a break? I dunno bruh to me I think not talking to your partner at all and actively ignoring them is a nonverbal breakup. Especially with all her health shit. I get the silent treatment and shit but letting that get bad enough where you aint checking in when she has life changing news flung on her is just blatantly showing you don't give a fuck which TO ME = breakup. I can understand a whole lotta disrespect but the moment you let it effect things to the point you're just.. not cooperating. Not bothering to make sure they're okay.. Completely stepping away from yall until you feel like allowing things to go back to how it was. That's a breakup. Plain and simple

Sorry slight tangent. I just.. it's unimaginable imo. I even bothered to do that much when I thought I was dying lmfao. I may've been slumped a good 75% of the time it ain't that hard to shoot a text and keep it moving. If im being real, I wasn't even gonna tell her I was fucked up but I knew it'd make her actually answer my damn texts. It feels.. slightly manipulative but I honestly don't even care I just needed to make sure she wasn't doing anything absurdly stupid.

Uh but yeh. Everyday damn near since as at first I'd be sleep so good I wouldn't notice she texted so she'd call me to make sure I wasn't like dead and shit. Then she'd keep me otp to ease her anxiety on that shit. Ya know. Like making sure if some shit did happen she'd immediately hear it. Then as I got back right I texted back more consistently and I figured we'd stop talking again but then she started doing entirely too much as far as getting high to not think and shit and she'd call cause she knew I knew what's normal and not you know? I'm sure it was partially so she wouldn't feel so lonely but I'm sure she only turned to me cause I wouldn't make too much of a fuss about her getting high. I mean like, course.. I'd prefer her not to do all that period but I know I really can't stop her completely rn. She's going through a lot rn and that's just how she deals with it. I know whether or not I press her on that she's taking em so I'd rather keep her from being too unsafe with it.

Now it's prolly just routine. And I can semi replace her partner as far as constantly being otp. I know she'd pick her over me if she could but for now I can at the very least fill the gap so she doesn't feel like her entire world is got snatched from under her. I know how it is to go from always having someone there to being completely alone (ish. we both have siblings and shit but course aint exactly the same) Shit is hard and it's so easy to spiral and feel like everything's wrong cause so much changes all at once. I feel gross and odd knowing that that's all I am. Shit is gonna be all gone soon as her partner comes back around. But honestly I'd rather just hold my tongue and deal with the reabandoning shit once it comes. No real reason to make her think about that rn she has enough on her plate as is

Actually otp rn lmao. Slightly salty off some shit she said about her partner and shit but.. is what it is tbh. I'm tryna stay quietish and type loudish so she will think I'm just not talking much cause I'm focused on this. I know if I talk rn my voice'll prolly give it away so I'm tryna chill out with this stuff.

Uh but. As for trip report 25. I took 150 last night and passed out not realizing it. Was not the plan at all but not too mad. I woke up forgetting I took it tho no real consequences from that. My heart kinda hurts tho so I might pop a few extra rq. Dunno.

I'm gonna stop that there tho.. I don't wanna be too quiet and have her figure it out that way lol. I think Ima semi tell about this blog but not fully fully as it'd be an EXTREMELY stupid decision on my end lmfao

[simonxriley]

5 Song OTP Playlist

I was tagged by the wonderful @dihardys and @thomrainer to make a little 5 song playlist for a few ships. Thank you! 💜 i went with the two main ships!!

Tagging @playstationmademe @leviiackrman @nightwingshero @chuckhansen and anyone else that wants to do it!!

OTP: The Tachanka and his Kotyonok (Alexsandr “Tachanka” Senaviev x Skylar “Phoenix” Jackson) 

Happy Anywhere - Blake Shelton feat. Gwen Stefani

I'm running wide open // I was born with my feet in motion // But since I met you, I swear // I could be happy anywhere // Any map dot location // You're always my destination // You're the only thing that I'm chained to // I could be happy anywhere // I could be happy anywhere with you

Truth - Gwen Stefani 

Oh it's unexplainable and it's so weird // Woah it's so strange, confusing and I'm so scared // But maybe I deserve this boy after all that I've been through // How can all of this be true? Swear

Take Me As I Am - David Cook

Take me as I am // Right here where I stand // Open up your arms and let me in // Out here on my own // I know I'm not alone // Let me in your heart // Right where you stand // Take me as I am

Warmness On The Soul - Avenged Sevenfold

And we have gone // Through good and bad times // But your unconditional love // Was always on my mind // You've been there from the start for me // And your love's always been // True as can be

Right Here Waiting - Richard Marx

Oh, can't you see it, baby? // You've got me goin' crazy // Wherever you go, whatever you do // I will be right here waiting for you // Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks // I will be right here waiting for you

OTP: The Ghost With The Most (Simon “Ghost” Riley x Liz Walker)

Under Your Scars - Godsmack 

Under your scars I pray // You're like a shooting star in the rain // You're everything that feels like home to me, yeah

Song #3 - Stone Sour 

If you cried out for more // If you reached out for me // I would run into the storm // Just to keep you here with meI have gone beyond my years // I've wasted half my life // But I found it all in you // Did I save you? // 'Cause I know you saved me too

If I Didn’t Have You - Randy Travis

Well it changed my thinking // When you changed your name // And neither one of us will ever be the same // And I swear I'm never gonna be untrue // 'Cause I wouldn't have nothing // If I didn't have you

Fade Into Me - David Cook

When I'm broken // You're the one thing I need // Like an ocean // Feel you crash over me // We disappeared into each other // Colors appeared and bleed into one

Heaven - No Doubt 

I'm like a trend I'm back and forth torturing myself likea modern lady jane // Not satisfied not good enough // I want it all in a old familiar way // I'm at a time // Everythings changed // I've changed alot // I don't recognise this face // But the truth is your bold // You can get something you already have // I really have you to hold