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a-bluedream-posts · 10 months
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Party Helly by Disharmonica
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moonstruckdraws · 2 months
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ah.. Ah.. AH- SNEEZE
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sorry don't know what happened there, @hellishgayliath-
um- so- yeah I have no reason for this. I saw Clem's future design, my brain made this. so um.. if I have to envision it, so do y'all
I know you joked that Clem claimed Luci as her honorary sister, but they are also 'technically' cousins and would address her as such more than calling her a sister. If not for that reason, then because Luci wouldn't know how to deal with it (as her brain would trail to her then being Pico's sister & both of them would despise that lol) so it's probably done for Luci's sake (with exceptions ofc)
2nd thing; Sugar or Salt If this is an actually thing i don't know where its from because I made it up. But it's their version of saying 'good news or bad news'. I thought it was cute :] Sugar being to sugarcoat the situation & Salt being brutally honest/realistic. I think it'd be a thing Luci made up when Clem was really young & I think Clem would mainly ask for sugar instead of salt.
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triona-tribblescore · 7 months
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TRIONA NEW SEASON OF OFMD COMES OUT TODAY
ARE YOU ALSO EXCITED!? :DDD
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ABSO-FUKIN-LOUTELY !!!! JUST ABOUT TO SIT DOWN AT WATCH THE NEW EPS. SCREAMING CRYING IM SO HYPED
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x-heesy · 5 months
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DΣΣPDΔRҜΔΠDDΔΠGΣRΩUS
O
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Felt wrong - Tell
Turned out to be right - Me
Make me say it - One
Told you twice -Thing
Love ends all - True
Mommy Murder - Fuck
D.D. don't play nice - You
Too strong - Feed
True plight - Me
Sophisticated - Lies
Parasite - Bleed
Love ends all- Me
Love is ruin - Through
Love is the law - Fuck
Love is me and - You
All creation thrown to the fire
Ultimate giver of sinful desires
Price of living, never been higher
All things living, thrown to the fire
Tell me one thing -
Love ends all - True
Love, we saw aggressively
Mutate earth - Fuck
Doomsday Clock runs out - You
All creation thrown to the fire
Ultimate giver of sinful desires
Price of living, never been higher
All things living, thrown to the fire
@seanisnothing @luna---zylum @bigbonzo @boanerges20
Feed by Spike Hellis
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flamingpen18 · 2 months
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Heartbroken :'(
My youngest turns 17 next week. She only asked to have a sleepover this weekend. That was the only thing she wanted, and I can't even give her that.
We are hurting so badly right now that we are living on canned fruit, ramen, PB sandwiches. I don't' have money to even buy a cake mix much less a cake from a bakery.
I had to be the adult once again and tell my daughter that this weekend was not going to work out. I said we can do it next week of the week after, but her friends all can't come. Plus, next week are SATs.
I am so over this. There's just one memory I never want my kids to have and that is the one where there's no food. I lived it as a kid. I never wanted them to deal with it.
@helly-watermelonsmellinfellon
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charpim · 1 year
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perfettamentechic · 2 years
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Stranger Things for Halloween
Halloween Outfit by Paola Moretti #halloween #costume #ootd #wwt #strangerthings #maxmayfield #vecna #rebeccataylor #hellyhansen #pullandbear #prada #lancaster #icewatch #loewe #cruciani #iho #paolamoretti #perfettamentechic
Jeans: Rebecca Taylor T-shirt: Helly Hansen Giacca: Pull & Bear Sneakers: Prada Zaino: Lancaster Orologio: Ice Watch Profumo: Paula’s Ibiza by Loewe Bracciale: Cruciani Fashion Blogger: Paola Moretti Instagram: paolamorettiiho
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Severance is eldritch horror. Dylan meets his son, and, in the blink of an eye, he's back to his outie self and is incapable of coming back at will. Can you imagine that? All you've know your entire life is work. All you know about yourself is what your job is. Then, suddenly, you're aware that you're a father. Your son comes into a closet---your closet, with clothes you've never worn but belong to you. You bought them. You're seeing your style and preferences for the first time. Your son is so happy to see you that he wraps you in a hug. You don't know what his name is. You don't know that you have more children. You don't remember any of them being born. You only know that this boy is your son because he calls you "daddy". And then you're gone. He's gone. You wake up in your office with absolutely no way of going back.
Helly wants to leave. She learns that she's the daughter and heiress to the man/company who is keeping her trapped. Her chance of escaping rests entirely on her outies willingness to let her go. This is never going to happen. Her power rests in the hands of a woman who is her but also not her. She is enslaved to herself. All she has to do is go outside and say "I don't want this anymore" and she will be free! The moment she steps outside, she loses every desire to do that. The person she is when she's outside does not want to do that. She watches a video of herself where she tells herself "you are not [a person]". The person she was when she sat down to record it and the person she was when she watched it are somehow entirely different and entirely the same. She tries to hang herself in order to hurt the version of herself who made that video. I'd like to take a second to talk about the eldritch horror of being an outie, too. Imagine being outie Helly. Imagine walking into work and bring perfectly okay. The next thing you know, you've hung yourself and are actively suffocating. You have no way of saving yourself. Your innie self made sure of that. You are in the process of dying and you don't remember why.
Burt retires from his job. Burt, who has just started to fall in love, is ripped away from the man he loves because of... Well, himself. His outie has decided to retire, and Burt has no choice but to follow him. He is him. Except he's not. Except he is. Except he's not because the man who has decided to retire is married. In Burt's retirement video, his outie states that he's aware that someone is making his innie very happy. He knows that it's another man. That's incredibly scary? Imagine having no memory of the last eight hours but being able to feel the effects that they have on you? Imagine going into work in whatever mood, and then leaving in an elated one and having no concrete idea as to why. Imagine being faithfully married and knowing that there's a part of your day where you don't know that you're married. You have absolutely zero control over whether you cheat on your husband. You do cheat on your husband! You are not aware of his existence while you're living as your innie. You have no clue how devastated you've left the man you're cheating on your husband with. You have no clue why he's banging on your door in the middle of the night. You don't know him. Even without your memories, you can feel how happy he makes you. Your husband is holding you while he bangs on the door.
Mark saves Helly from suicide. He's forced to leave work. If Burt is anything to go by then Mark, the outie, is suddenly extremely distressed and crying while having no idea as to why. He walked into work okay and left with tears on his cheeks. Suddenly, innie mark is at a party. He sees people who he knows but has never met before. He has no idea the woman standing in front of him is his sister. He sees a photo of a woman that all the people in the outside world believe to be dead. He works with this woman. She's alive! He has the power to change the lives of the people outside. He's gone in the flick of a switch. Outie mark doesn't remember shouting "she's alive". He doesn't know why everyone is staring at him funny. He doesn't know that his wife is not dead. He doesn't know that the person he's trying so hard to forget is his co-worker.
Irving. Poor Irving. The man he loves is taken away from him. They will never see each other again. Even if they do, they will not know each other. The man he loves gets to live the rest of his life without the knowledge that he ever even met Irving. Irving has to walk into work every day and mourn the loss of a man who will never come back. This man is not dead. He's just not himself. Except he is. Except he's not. Except he kinda is dead. Without work, your innie is effectively dead. Your innie and outie are two completely different people. Irving used to follow all the rules. Who knew that the heart of a rebel is born from the broken pieces of a good man's? Irving gets a chance to find the man he loves. He finds him embracing another man. This does not deter him. He throws his weight at the door and starts banging on it.
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TORONTO - Canadian Tire Corp. Ltd. has cut about three per cent of its workforce in its fourth quarter as tougher economic times weigh on consumer's willingness to spend. The retailer said Thursday that it also won't fill most of its current job vacancies, resulting in a further reduction of three per cent. The president and chief executive of the Toronto-based retailer, which also owns SportChek, Party City, Mark's and Helly Hansen, characterized the decision to slash jobs as "tough" and said it was made "with a heavy heart." "There's no question that the most difficult business decisions are the ones that impact your people," Greg Hicks said on a Thursday call with analysts.
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nctsplug02 · 2 years
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How about a Nerdy Reader and Jock Jaehyun where the Reader has girls night out and ends up getting drunk and send sext messages that wakes up Jaehyun and she keeps sending the most naughtiest things til she gets to his dorm and Jaehyun happily fucks her into the nearest surface. Only to tease her the next morning about everything she sent him… 🤔😲😝
[2:22am]
genre: fluff and smut
warnings: unprotected sex, creampie, kitchen sex, sexting, teasing, clit play, kissing, fingering, drinking, taunting
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love: coe pck me yp
love: helli?)
love: jae)
love: i’m at bar
love: at bad
love: bad^
love: bar*
love: hello$$
love: i’m rally hormy
love: rally ned toy
love: pik me ip and car secs
love: cae sex
love: meed secs
jaehyun wakes up to his phone going off— buzzing like it was a beetle bug. he reaches over to silent his phone and sees the notifications— from you.
love: sex
love: i wat you
love: miss tour tasty dik
love: wanna be fimled
he chuckles when receiving four more texts. “she’s drunk.” he mumbles and sits up. he rubs his eyes and yawns. “call wife.” he mumbles in a deep voice— his voice raspy.
“call wife with red heart?” jaehyun clicks call and puts the phone to his ear. he pulls the phone away from his ear and hisses when hearing music blasting into his ear.
“hello?” you were totally drunk.
“babe? babe, where are you?” he was frantically pulling on his sweats.
“h—hey, i gotta go,” your voice slurred. “i gotta go find my friends— lisa!” your voice cracks before the other line goes silent.
“babe?! babe?!” he yanks his phone from his ear and groans. “i’m seriously gonna.. hm.” he sighs, squeezing his phone.
he turns his phone when feeling it buzz.
love: hey, this is y/n’s friend. i’ll be dropping her off soon.
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it was fifteen minutes later and his doorbell rang— like crazy. “hey, baby!” y/n squeals as the door is swung open. “awww, ‘m missed you!” lisa makes a noise as you fall out of her arms and into jaehyuns.
“uh, im gonna go. take care of her!” lisa says pulling up her tube top. “yeah, yeah. thanks for dropping her off.” lisa nods and walks back to her car.
“alright, baby. let’s go inside before people think im trying to kidnap you.” he slowly drags you inside and kicks the door shut, making sure it’s locked.
“i’m thirsty, wait.” you push out of his arms and you stumble towards the kitchen. “i need.. i need something sweet.” you open the fridge and you see a bottle of beer. “ooouu.” you snatch the bottle and pop it open.
“ahh, no. i don’t think so, baby.” jaehyun snatches the bottle from you. “aww, you party pooper! i’m thirsty.” you try and reach for the bottle but he holds it up, high above his head. “not a chance.”
“will a blowjob give it back?” you ask in a sultry voice, one hand on his shoulder and the other rubbing his cock. “no, stop. you’re going to bed, now.” you give a light squeeze. “cmon, a boob job? thigh job?” he shakes his head and pushes past you.
“fine.” you huff and grab the keys off the counter. “y/n,” jaehyun shuts the fridge close. “where’re you going, babe.” he follows you and sees you slipping your shoes on. “out.” you reply dryly. “out, where?” you huff and you stand up. “to find someone who’ll appreciate me enough to fuck me.”
he yanks your arm. “you’re not going out.” you give a little smirk. “watch me. i’ll find someone else to fuck me nice and rough—?” you gasp as he yanks you and tosses you over his shoulder.
“jae, put me down!” you struggle. “no, we’re going to bed where i’m gonna fuck the hell out of you.” he brings you to the room and drops you on the bouncy bed.
“mmm, no!” you cross your arms as he undoes every clothing article he had on. “you didn’t want to fuck me earlier so why fuck me now—? oh, fuck!” you gasp and grasp the sheets as he pushes your dress up and your panties to the side and pushes a finger past your folds.
“hm? you were saying, baby?” he tilts his head and taunts you. “y—you—?!” you stutter as he curls his fingers as thrusts. “s—stop, teasing m—me!” you whine, squirming from his touch.
a beam of light causes you to wince and look away. “w—what’re you doing, jae?” you ask, covering your eyes. “ah, ah,” he tuts and grabs your hand, pulling it away from your face. “let me see your pretty face.” he brings his phone to your face, making you whine.
he chuckles and reaches up with his free hand, his fingers capture your hardened nipple and he pinches it, pulls on it as you moan crazily. “and, if i don’t want to?” he taunts you and tilts his head with an evil grin. “mmm,” you whine with pouty lips.
“look at these pretty lips.” he reaches up and cups your jaw, pushing your lips out even more. “want me to kiss them?” with sparkly eyes, you nod. “i’ll kiss you,” your head jerks up as you assume he’s leaning down to kiss you but he smirks at you.
at your neediness.
“only if you cum for me.” he lets your jaw go making your eyes water. “b—but—?” your jaw quivers and the man scoffs. “b—b—but? but, what. i said, if you want a kiss then cum for me.” he mocks you and you whine.
you reach down and you rub your clit in a slight circle. “good girl,” he coos with a half-chuckle. “that’s it.” his hands rub up your hips as he begins to thrust roughly again.
jaehyun slaps your hand away and rubs your clit but with more pressure. his rough circling causes you to squeeze around him, cumming all over his dick while he chases his high.
“that’s a good girl,” his praise makes you flush. “remember what you’ve earned.” he leans down and presses his lips onto yours.
your lips chase him and your hand goes to the back of his nape as you greed for more.
“ah, ah,” jaehyun tuts. “don’t get too greedy.” he looks down at you as he begins thrusting roughly again.
“jae,” you pant, pressing your palm on his abdomen. “‘m so.. so, tired.” he smacks your hand away and slams his hips into yours.
“did you forget who owns this pussy?” you could cry. “y—you.” it came out more whiney than you wanted it to. “right, so i can do what i want. cant i?” you nod, biting on your balled fist.
jaehyun grunts and thrusts his hips several more times before he busts into you. “fuck, baby.” he hisses and clenches his jaw as he runs his hands all over your body. “fuck,” his hip stutters before he pulls out and watches his cum drip from your hole.
“let’s not let this goodness go to waste.” he squats himself down and pushes his fingers into your hole. scooping the cum back into pussy and fingering it back in.
you whine, closing your legs shut and bringing them up to your chest before falling to your side. “stop, ‘m sensitive.” you use your foot to push him back. “that’s even better.” he licks his lips as he grabs your foot and pulls himself closer.
your head lifts off the bed after hearing jaehyun hiss. “noo,” you sit up after seeing him pumping himself. “no, what.” he rubs his tip. “i’m too.. tired.” jaehyun climbs on the bed and hovers over you. “too tired?” you nod in confirmation.
the look in his eyes just make you melt. “i.. hhh,” your eyes twitch and your jaw slightly parts. “still too tired?” he asks you while slowly rubbing your clit. “i… no,” you shake your head.
a grin slowly grows on jaehyuns face. “no? no, what.” his chin jerks up towards you. “i—im not too tired.” he leans down and presses his lips onto yours. “good,” he says softly. “good.” he presses another kiss on your lips before sliding his fingers in your cunt.
the flash of light disappears and a thud on the bed is heard.
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“ugh.. what the hell.” you groan, sitting up.
your head felt like it weight a million pounds. you were so lightheaded.
what the hell happened last night?
“ah, you’re up now.” a voice comes from your left. it was your boyfriend— with a glass of water in his hand and some tylenol. “yeah.. what the hell happened last night?” you hold the temple of your head. “well,” he sighs and pushes himself off the door frame.
he sits on the bed and hands you the glass and two pills. “thanks.” you toss the pills down your throat and you down the water until it’s done.
jaehyun grunts as he tosses himself back and yanks his phone off the charger. “ya’wanna know what happened last night? here,” you take his phone and you read through what you sent him.
“i.. i said those things?!” you cover your mouth in shock. “indeed you did, baby.” he had an obvious smirk on his lips as he saw your frantic eyes.
“i told you to record us?!” he chuckles at your squeak. “d—did you?!” you look up at him and it causes him to raise an eyebrow. “go to my photos and see for yourself.” you chew the insides of your cheeks.
when you go to his photo app, you’re shocked to see a video about fifteen minutes long. “we can delete it if you’d like?” he suggests as you click on the video. “n—no.. i wanna watch it.” you bite your nails as you hear his soft voice, praising you for the little things.
“this is embarrassing.” you giggle. “is it, now? should we make more videos?” he tilts your chin to look at him. “then should we get started?” your cockiness makes him attack you with kisses.
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a-bluedream-posts · 10 months
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Party Helly by Disharmonica
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moonstruckdraws · 2 months
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Vera. Vera! VERA!!
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yeah yes okay, hello. I must ramble, please & thank you. I love this. Helli those head references worked like a dream because my stars do I love these sketches.
okok, there's not much content & info about Vera, but it's enough to work with & for me to make theories & headcanons for. And while Helli is resting, I am making it my personal mission to make content of my now favorite oc of Helli's.
I've always loved her when I first stumbled upon her when browsing through older post you've made. I don't say gorgeous often because I use it to describe something in the highest regard & man is Vera FRICKEN GORGEOUS! STARS
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So Vera is a therapist (dog) & also one of Big Mama's exes. Vera learns that Big Mama was using her to gain information on her clients. We don't know how she found out of her reaction, but I do know she likes ball dancing. Since Big Mama also dances & hosts parties, I'd imagine she & Vera would dress up for the occasion. Maybe Vera was looking for Big Mama during a party & overhears her true intentions. I don't know how Vera would react (like if she's more of the shocked type, crying while running away type, etc) so I went with bitter frustration after crying for maybe 10 minutes.
In this image, it shows her after the fact, deciding to be bitter for the rest of the night. She avoids Big Mama as much as possible, eventually winding down in a more secluded part of the hotel with some wine. Spilling it on the furniture.
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I just wanted to draw her in these dresses I have saved in pinterest lol. Maybe a previous dress she wore on a date with Big Mama? idk. Or maybe the first nicer dress she's worn since learning the truth. She doesn't strike me as the type to go out partying her sorrows away, maybe the night bars she goes to sometimes, but no place that required her to dress nicely. (Also Vera is just stunning in all colors. I didn't even mean to use the color of the dresses to imply emotions lmao, but it happened. She's so cute!!)
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Drew something to fill up the page, as you do, & thought of her job as a therapist. And like most office spaces, has a receptionist. And yes, her name is Karen & is indeed one. She's so much of a headache that Vera would need to get to work early to avoid passing her at the front desk. She already has to deal with her while leaving, she doesn't need it at the start of the day.
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I adore her, I love her, I love her greatly, she's usurped the rest by miles & I mean MILES. Thank you dear Helli for the head references, I can draw her now. I will draw her until my hands break. I am her biggest fan, no contest, & will challenge those who claim the first title I've ever clamed lmao. If there's no content of her, I'll be the one to make it. STARS SHE'S FUCKING GORGEOUS
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iknowthegammer · 3 months
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the horror’s of mario (fnaf and mario 64 based game)
mario (as Freddy)
toad (as Bonnie)
princess peach (as chica)
sonic and Luigi (as foxy and toy Bonnie)
tails (as another toy Bonnie)
pikachu and sprigatito (as mangle)
vaporeon (as toy chica)
sonic.exe (as shadow Bonnie)
bulbasaur (as withered Freddy)
snorlax (as withered foxy)
sonic.exe (as springtrap)
catnap and dogday (as endo 1 and endo 2 because why not 🙂)
yoshi (as withered Bonnie)
unikitty (as another withered freddy)
puppycorn (as another withered Bonnie)
dr fox and hawkodile (they both are withered foxies don’t get me why)
big the cat (as withered fredbear)
blaze the cat (as withered springbonnie)
shadow (as another another another withered foxy)
the supposed character that weirdly fit in The Horrors Of Mario are
Isabell, villager, minecraft steve and Alex, knuckles the echidna, Amy rose, rouge the bat and sliver, doom slayer and master chief, tails doll, metal sonic and bowser, eggman (who is withered fredbear), cream the rabbit and cheese, whisper and tangle, infinite, golden sonic for no reason, somehow SMB 3 Mario, raichu and pichu, sonic from sonic boom!?!!, the rest of the smile critters, Huggy wuggy and kissy missy, some few poppy playtime characters (included the prototype), while also having hog and sunky as 2 balloon boys, catbee, banban!?!??, jumbo josh, opila bird, banbaleena, piggy, green face from geometry dash (I have no idea 😃), medic and the rest of his team, bittergiggle, toadster and toaster, plankton and SpongeBob, mommy long legs and her family, peter griffin and fortnite characters, GRAND DAD, waluigi and wario, helly the bird?!??, tv woman and brown camera man, mika kit and Sam, ai robot (yes), Garfield and odie, stephen hillenburg!?!!, Lin- wait no all the links and Zeldas, DASH spider, BFDI to TPOT characters, movie sonic, tails and knuckles, GPTchat, Walter white and his sidekick (idk his name), Patrick, squidward and the rest of SpongeBob, nectar flies, jon arbuckle, Georgie, phglfilms, Matpat, markiplier, jacksepticeye, DANTDM, most importantly.. the rest of Minecraft YouTubers, Roblox, among us, lethal company, street fighters and mortal combat, the simpsons, palworld (they have guns), smash brothers, gnarpy, doors, player (why is everyone clapping.. what is going on..), Star Wars, you can’t beat us, Minecraft creeper, Choo Choo Charles, Lego, Ronald McDonald, needlemouse, Luther and the rest, nerf, party noob, HL characters, left 4 dead, overwatch, stoppy, murder drones, vizie pops work, BF from fnf (included GF and Pico but not boombox), rainbow friends and all the people I missed or whatever else, DDLC, mlp, ya mama joke Brody Foxx, slender man, tattle tail, CN, Nickelodeon, ant, riggy, Rick and Morty characters, mecha sonic and Godzilla, metal helly the bird, Andy apple farm characters, Pokemon characters and Stacy bacy, Amanda the adventure, A man has fallen in the river in Lego city!, II s1, s2 and s3, disney, most of the fandoms (including all of them if not fnaf series) and characters, brawl stars, troll face and etc, saxton hale and the last 2 are nightmare fredbear and springtrap..
and that it I think I got most of the characters no one will never know when facing the most fear of them all.. now main adjective is to get the security guard which somehow he is the most powerful entity that you can’t defeat or defend yourself.. enjoy..
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communistkenobi · 1 year
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when milchick asks helly what music she wants for her dance party she picks defiant jazz as like a subtle fuck you but it’s completely toothless because it’s still part of the preselected list of music that lumin created
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wild-karrde · 9 months
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One Step at a Time - Part 11
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A/N: HI HELLO I HAVE RETURNED WITH A NEW CHAPTER! This one's been in the works for a while, and I am SO VERY excited to finally share it. STRAP IN FOR AN EXORBITANT AMOUNT OF DOMESTIC FLUFF. As always, thank you to the wonderful @teletraan-meets-jarvis for beta-reading this chapter for me and getting me so very excited to post it!!!!
Chapter Rating: T
Warnings: mention of domestic violence/abuse, language
Word Count: 8.4k words
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Chuckles hardly slept that night, his mind swirling between worry that he’d forgotten something for the surprise party, or that Arni had figured out their plan. When he wasn’t worrying, images of dark curls, golden eyes, purple flushed cheeks, and the smell of cinnamon and vanilla haunted his dreams. 
Once he’d extricated himself from the desk, his goodbye to Endi had been cordial and brief enough. There had been a moment though where their eyes had lingered just a touch too long, and for a millisecond, he’d wondered if she wanted him to kiss her. 
Too fast. Too soon. 
He’d opted to squeeze her upper arm instead, which felt stupid in hindsight. In the moment, he’d left so quickly, he’d forgotten Arni’s gifts were still in her apartment. He’d sent her a message when he’d gotten back to the Starlight and realized, and she’d replied not to worry about it, that she’d have them ready for him tomorrow. 
You’re such an idiot. For so many reasons. 
The kids had only beaten him home by a little, and he’d worked up an excuse about needing to chat with Anj about the schedule next week to explain his absence. Arni had never questioned it, instead opting to regale him with their adventure from that day. Of course, they hadn’t found the mother tooka or her kits, but they’d still managed to find some very interesting insects and flowers, all of which Arni had documented in their journal in careful detail. 
After dinner, Arni went to shower, and Chuckles used that opportunity to fill Nita in on the plan for the following day. He had to shush her when she squealed with excitement about her designated position as Head of Decorations. 
“It’s gonna be so great and they’re gonna be so surprised,” she whispered loudly. 
“They absolutely are. Just make sure you don’t spill the beans before then, kiddo.” 
Nita pulled her fingers across her lips as though she was zipping them shut and then offered Chuckles her pinky, which he locked with his. 
Now, as the sun was just beginning to trickle in through the viewport, signaling the dawn of the next day, Chuckles could already hear the tiny Pantoran shifting around in the bunk. He’d figured she’d be up early from the excitement, and had to chew the inside of his cheek to keep from laughing when he heard her wake up Arni. The Twi’lek was muttering under their breath when they emerged from the shared bunk, readjusting their headgear as they trudged towards the kitchenette. Chuckles reached over for his commlink, firing off a quick message to Helly and receiving an almost instant response. He grinned. 
She may be just as excited as Nita. 
The little Pantoran was already bouncing at his elbow as he rolled over in his bunk. Her golden eyes were sparkling with excitement, and her grin was threatening to split her face in half. 
“They don’t suspect anything!” she whispered loudly. 
“Let’s keep it that way then. Helly’s on her way over, so you gotta keep it under wraps for just a little bit longer, ok?” 
Nita saluted him. “Yes, sir.” 
“Good, now go eat breakfast. It’s gonna be a busy day as soon as Arni and Helly leave.” 
Nita bounded off immediately, her trooper doll dangling at her side. Chuckles just managed to get a quick shower in and get dressed before there was an eager rap at the side hatch of the ship. He opened it hurriedly to find Helly standing there with a helmet and respirator in her arms, accompanied by Anj, who was also carrying a few tidbits of gear. Chuck shot the Nautolan an inquisitive look, and she shrugged. 
“GOOD MORNING CHUCKLES! I’VE COME BY TO DELIVER YOUR NEW GEAR FOR THE MINE!” Helly announced loudly.
“Maker alive Helly, tone it down or the kids are going to think they’re under attack,” Anj muttered with a smirk. 
The Rodian ducked her head shyly. “Sorry,” she whispered. “Just wanna sell it.” 
Chuckles stepped back, inviting them both inside the ship. Helly was practically vibrating as she handed him the gear. Anj set her box down, her dark eyes flitting about the ship, taking in the place Chuckles and the kids lived. 
“Nice place. Corellian?”
“Yeah. Got it for cheap,” Chuckles replied with a shrug. 
A dull thud in the corner made the three of them turn. Arni was trying to shyly shuffle past, and when all three sets of eyes turned on them, their cheeks flushed a dark blue. 
“S-sorry. I-I was just gonna get my sketchbook.”
“Arni, this is Helly and Anj. I work with them down at the mine.”
“Yeah! And we’re just stopping by to drop off some of his new gear!” Helly declared, still a little loudly. 
“What’s this about a sketchbook?” Anj asked gently, clearly trying to deflect some of Helly’s enthusiasm. 
Arni ducked their head bashfully. “I like to draw the plants and animals of the places we visit. It’s kind of like a science journal.” 
Anj crouched down. “That sounds very interesting. May I see it?” Her voice was softer than Chuckles had ever thought her capable of. 
The Twi’lek retrieved their sketchbook and satchel of colored pencils from their bunk, shyly handing it out to the tattooed Nautolan. Anj gave them a toothy smile before she started thumbing through the pages. 
“These are very good, Arni. You’ve got quite the eye for detail.”
It was so subtle that Chuckles almost missed it, but Arni’s spine straightened a little, their mouth twitching upwards at the corners. 
Anj paused on one page, pointing at the sketch of an orange flower with pink pistil and stamens. “This one’s gorgeous. Can’t say I’ve seen it around here before.” 
Chuckles immediately recognized the bloom, and his heart twisted in his chest as Arni’s expression fell slightly. “That was a flower on Sorgan. We used to live there.” 
“I see,” Anj said quietly, clearly understanding there was still lingering grief. “Have you sketched anything since you got here?” 
Arni nodded, stepping closer to flip forward a few pages. Anj grinned as she took in the sketches of the tooka they’d seen the first night they landed. When she turned the page again, Chuckles felt heat rush to his cheek as familiar golden eyes stared back at him from the sketchbook. 
“Ah, I recognize this one,” Anj said. “That’s an excellent likeness of Teacher Endi.”
“I’m just starting to try out portraits,” Arni admitted, their posture straightening further as a hint of pride tinged their voice. “I’m not great at proportions yet though.”
“Just takes practice, I’m sure,” Anj replied. She flipped another page to find the drawing of a small beetle. “Hey, Helly, don’t you have a specimen of this one in your collection?” she asked, giving Chuckles a subtle wink. 
Helly leaned over her shoulder. “You know, I think I might.” 
Just as Chuckles hoped, Arni took the bait. “You collect bugs?” 
“And flora as well. I do some sketching myself if you’d like to see.” 
“She’s being modest,” Anj teased. “Helly here has had a few of her drawings published in some very prestigious science journals.” 
Arni’s eyes were bugging out of their face in admiration. “Whoa.”
It was Helly’s turn to flush with pride. “I’d love to show you, if you’ve got some time. I’d also like to pick your brain on how you did the fur on that tooka drawing. I can never get it to look right.” 
“Right now?”
Helly nodded. “Today’s our day off, and I don’t have any plans. If it’s ok with your dad, of course.” 
“CAN I CHUCKLES?”
Even if they hadn’t been trying to pull off a surprise birthday party, there was no way Chuckles was going to tell Arni ‘no’, not with the way their eyes were lit up. It was the most excited he’d seen them in recent memory, maybe since Sorgan. 
“Absolutely, kid.” 
Arni could hardly contain their glee as they raced to the bunk to retrieve their boots and satchel. Chuckles leaned over to whisper to Helly. “Remember, no earlier than midday. That’ll give us enough time to get everything set up.” 
She winked at him with one of her large eyes. “You got it, boss.” 
“Ready?” Arni was already at Helly’s side. 
“Let’s go!” she giggled. 
The two of them practically raced out of the ship, chattering at one another about what types of bugs Helly liked to collect and what type of pencils Arni preferred for different techniques. When their excited voices finally faded in the distance, Anj straightened and grinned at Chuckles.
“That was easy enough.”
“I thought you were gonna meet us at the school house.” 
The Nautolan shrugged. “Thought it would be best to come along and help reign Helly in. Subtlety has never been her strong suit.” 
“Are they gone?” a small voice asked from behind them. Chuckles whirled around to find Nita peeking out from the kitchenette. 
“Yeah, honey, they’re gone,” Chuckles confirmed, but Nita was hardly paying attention to him. Her large golden eyes were firmly locked on Anj, taking her in. Anj didn’t seem to mind, returning to her crouched position. “And who might you be?” 
The little Pantoran edged forward. “Nita,” she said softly. “I like your tattoos.” 
Chuckles was flabbergasted. He’d never seen Nita be timid around anyone before. 
Anj didn’t seem to mind, chuckling. “They make me look tough so guys like your dad know I’m in charge.” She tossed another wink at Chuck. 
Nita approached her, and Anj leaned her arm closer to show off some of her more intricate ink. “Got that one done when I moved to this settlement,” she said, pointing at a series of squiggles that Chuck suddenly realized were meant to portray the plains of grass and rock formations that surrounded the settlement. It was a bit abstract for his taste, but still undeniably beautiful. Nita reached out to touch it, her tiny fingers tracing the lines dark lines that swirled over Anj’s grey skin.
“It’s really pretty.”
“I think so too.”
“Chuckles has a big tattoo on his back.”
“Does he now?” Anj raised an eyebrow at Chuck. “He never told me.”
“It’s one of the circuit boards in the ship he flew during the war. It’s very confusing, but still cool.” 
Anj grinned at her again. “Sometimes, those are the best ones.” 
Nita giggled for a moment before her eyes fell on one of Anj’s shortened tendrils. “What happened?” she asked quietly, pointing at the damage. 
Anj’s smile faltered slightly, but it didn’t slip from her face entirely. “Oh this? This was a lesson.”
“Did it hurt?”
“It did. Quite a bit, actually. But I learned from it, and will never let it happen again. It’s a good reminder to not repeat the same mistake twice.” 
Nita nodded, apparently satisfied with that answer. “I’m sorry you got hurt.” 
Anj’s grin warmed again. “Ah, don’t be, little one. It makes me look a little tougher anyway. Would you want to mess with a Nautolan that had some tendrils missing?” 
Nita returned her smile. “Definitely not. But you’re nice.” 
“Don’t tell anyone,” Anj whispered behind her hand conspiratorially. 
“I won’t,” Nita whispered loudly back. 
Anj pushed herself to her feet. “Right. Should we get to it then? I understand you’re in charge of the decor, and we must make sure you have enough time to create a masterpiece.” 
Nita’s face grew more serious, and she nodded firmly. “Let’s go then.” 
Anj bowed low, extending her arms towards the door as her tendrils dangled past her knees. “Lead the way, oh fearless Head of Decorations.” 
Nita squared her shoulders and marched out the hatch. Chuckles had to dig his teeth into his cheek to keep from bursting out laughing at her. 
“She’s a cutie,” Anj teased, nudging him with her shoulder. “It’s a wonder she doesn’t get away with everything.”
“Who says she doesn’t?” he snickered under his breath. 
— 
The walk to the schoolhouse was brief, but Chuckles was glad for the time with Anj. He hadn’t had much time to get to know her during working hours, but he’d felt an instant sense of camaraderie with her. A small part of him wondered if it was because she reminded him of Ry a little bit. Anj hung back and kept pace with him as Nita galloped ahead of the two of them, kicking up swirls of dust in her wake as she chased various insects or inspected weeds growing along the path. 
“You know, at first, I didn’t see the family resemblance,” the Nautolan joked. “But I think maybe I do now. She’s got your sense of humor.”
“I’d like to think hers is better.”
“Oh, undoubtedly,” she agreed. 
“So, you have any family out here?” Chuckles asked. “No offense, but I was surprised to find a Nautolan on a world that’s got so little water.”
Anj toed a rock with her boot. “No one blood related. Was orphaned as a kid and have been on my own since then. Ventured out on my fifteenth year and never really looked back.” She pulled her tendrils together over her shoulder. “But, I made family where I could. I think this is the most settled I’ve felt since I left Glee Anselm. Took me twenty years to find a place that felt like home, but here we are.” She widened her steps to lean over and nudge his shoulder with hers again. “I hope you can find the same here. I know it’s not exactly as glamorous as Coruscant or as green as Sorgan, but the people here are good. Mostly.” 
Chuckles was pretty sure the exceptions included the two human men on their crew, although he didn’t voice it. They’d kept their distance from him during the first week, and any interactions that were absolutely necessary were terse and to the point. He wasn’t about to make waves, but he did wonder what the root of the issue was. He imagined it was the fact that he was a clone, but wasn’t going to start pointing fingers without evidence. It could be they just didn’t like him, and that wasn’t anything new, but that opinion seemed to have been formed before he’d even opened his mouth or been given the opportunity to do anything. 
“I hope we can too,” Chuckles agreed. “The kids need to be settled.” 
“And you?”
“I’m a bit more adjustable to what life throws at me.” 
“Seems like life probably threw a lot at you,” Anj noted, her eyes focused on his scar. “Seems you’ve learned some lessons that hurt like hell too.” 
He tapped the scar. “Always wear your helmet while flying a Headhunter, and always check the eject handle before leaving the hangar.” He couldn’t stop his eyes from flicking to her shortened tendrils. “Your lesson was to tie those back when working, right? That’s why you do that before we go down in the mine.” 
“Actually, my lesson was don’t sleep with someone that responds to ‘no’s’ with knives,” Anj joked with a forced levity. Chuckles’s stomach wrenched at the thought, but Anj smiled at him. “But yeah, after doing that, I wasn’t about to get another one lopped off by mining equipment or caught somewhere and ripped off. It is one of the most painful thing a Nautolan can experience. Some don’t survive losing one.” 
Chuckles counted three shortened tendrils, and his throat felt suddenly tighter.
“Anj-”
“You’re not going to be able to think of the words to say, so don’t say anything,” she cut him off with a wave of her hand. “I don’t want pity. I learned. It was a hard lesson, but I know the warning signs and I know what I won’t accept from someone I love. I’ve found peace and someone…”
Her voice trailed off, but Chuckles instantly understood. 
“You walked over with Helly because you were already with her,” he said quietly. 
Anj’s eyes were fixed on the ground and her cheeks seemed to be flushed a darker shade of grey. Chuck almost giggled at how flustered the rugged Nautolan looked. “Keep it to yourself, yeah? It’s… it’s new. And I don’t want anyone getting the wrong idea,” she whispered. 
“You got it.”
They walked in silence for a few more minutes, the only sounds the fluttering of the grasses in the breeze, their footsteps crunching against the rocks and dust, and Nita’s occasional excited exclamation. A gentle breeze fluttered through Chuck’s hair, and he tipped his face back, letting the sun warm his cheeks. 
Settled.
The word sounded nice to him. He’d almost felt that way on Sorgan, and maybe with time, he could have. He’d almost stopped looking over his shoulder when the Empire had arrived. But here, now, knowing that the clone army had been disbanded and he was allowed to just exist, it seemed like they had more of a chance. The community had embraced them for the most part, and it felt like as long as they kept Nita and Arni’s Force sensitivity secret, that maybe, just maybe, they could make this place their home, that they could feel settled. 
Glancing over at Anj, he could see a comfort in her that he craved for himself and the younglings. Her shoulders were relaxed, her eyes weren’t constantly checking for threats around them; she just was. She’d been through as much as he had, maybe even more, and yet here she stood, part of a community on a planet she arguably had no business being on. 
We could make this work.
“I know I’m a looker and all, but you’re staring, Chuck.”
Heat rushed to his face as he fought to recover. “Sorry. I just… I didn’t expect you to be so good around kids.” 
Anj shrugged one shoulder. “Had a younger sister back on Glee Anselm. About a decade separated us. She was an unexpected surprise for my family, but such a light.” Her eyes glistened slightly as she stared after Nita. Chuckles hadn’t missed her use of past tense, but opted not to press it. “She and Lola would have been great friends,” Anj said softly. “She was just as excited about life as that one.” 
“She’s something else,” Chuckles agreed. 
“Her parents?”
“Never knew ‘em. Same for Arni. They were alone, and so was I.” He sighed. “There’s a thing about clones and kids. When you’re training to be a soldier from the moment you come out of your tube, it’s hard. The trainers were rarely sympathetic, and the Kaminoans mostly viewed us as science experiments, so all we had were each other. The older we got, the more protective we grew of the younger cadets. I was one of the early gens, so I didn’t have many older brothers to look up to, but the ones that I did were the closest thing I had to family. When I saw those two, I saw my younger brothers, in need of a family and comfort when life had been hard. And if I’m honest, I needed them just as much. Just didn’t realize it at the time.” His chest was unexpectedly tight, and his voice cracked slightly. 
Anj was watching him. 
“Who’s staring now?” he joked. 
“Fair. I just guess I never thought about what growing up was like for you. Makes me feel like more of an ass for my jokes the first day.” 
“I always figured that was the point, to make us seem less than human so that we’d feel more expendable,” Chuckles replied. “It’s easy not to get invested in our lives when you know so little about us other than we were created to fight, that we were grown in tubes instead of wombs, that we age twice as fast as you. I’ve heard everything from theories that we don’t feel pain to theories that we’re experimental droids with flesh covering our gears. Hell, I’ve even had someone try to explain what sex was to me in a bar once because they figured I didn’t know anything other than how to be a soldier. Told him his mother seemed to think I knew what I was doing the night before. He didn’t take that well.” 
The joke landed, bringing the levity that he’d hoped for. Anj laughed quietly. 
“You’ve got a pretty pleasant disposition in spite of it all.”
“Didn’t always. But it was either adjust or put a fist through every natborn face that looked at me funny. Figured it would be better to just focus on the laughter, especially if I could get a giggle out of my brothers.” 
Anj opened her mouth to reply, but just then, Nita skidded to a halt in front of them, almost tripping Anj with her abrupt appearance. She held a lily out, its petals starting off white and changing to a green at the tips that resembled Anj’s tendrils. The stalk was yellowed and hard, and Chuckles wondered how anything that beautiful had managed to flourish in the dry plains of Lothal. 
“It’s kind of like you,” Nita noted. 
Very like her, Chuckles thought.
Anj crouched down next to her. “Oh, that’s far too pretty and delicate to be like me,” she joked softly. 
“You’re pretty too though. Just in a different way,” Nita countered. Standing on her tiptoes, she tucked the bloom’s stem into Anj’s tendrils such that the flower rested against her face. Something shifted in the Nautolan’s expression, and Chuck couldn’t be certain, but it seemed her dark eyes glistened more for a moment. 
“That’s a nice thing to say,” she said quietly. In a second, the emotion was gone, and one of Anj’s trademarks grins slid into place. “What say you and I race your dad the last little bit?” she asked. 
Nita returned her grin. “Let’s do it!”
“Right then.” Anj scooped the tiny Pantoran up, placing her on her shoulders. Chuckles was relieved that Nita didn’t need to be told to not hold onto Anj’s tendrils, instead resting her palms against her skull. “Last one there’s a tooka’s uncle!” Anj declared before taking off at a surprising pace. 
Chuck smiled to himself, jogging after them. 
Being a dad. Being settled. That all sounds nice.
The next few hours went by in the blink of an eye. Nita took her role of Head of Decorations very seriously, directing the small group of parents and children that had shown up without hesitation. She’d apparently decided Anj would be her second in command, and the Nautolan embraced the role without question, flawlessly carrying out Nita’s directives and ensuring her instructions were followed to a tee. They hung the paper chains and flowers in the classroom along with the lights and glass decorations. Endi had flung the back doors of the schoolhouse open, revealing the small yard that the children played in during their breaks, and the glass pieces made the sunlight dance across the walls of the small room in rainbows and refracted patterns. A table had been set up outside with the cupcakes Endi had baked and other snacks Chuckles assumed had been brought by some of the other families. His heart clenched at the thought. 
Settled.
There was a small rock garden at one end of the schoolyard, and Nita and her cohorts were planting paper flowers in the dust to give the illusion of an actual garden. Anj followed behind the tiny Pantoran with her massive arms full of the crafted blooms, the real one still tucked behind her ear. She dropped the flowers where Nita directed, and the other children scampered behind, pushing wire stems into the dirt. It didn’t take long for the garden to fully take shape, filled with such a variety of colors, Chuckles wasn’t sure Arni’s pencils could have captured them all. As Chuckles leaned against the doorway, watching the Nita and Anj performing their final inspections, he felt a soft hand rest on his shoulder. 
“She could lead an army,” Endi giggled quietly, her breath warm against Chuckles’s ear. 
“Oh, easily,” he agreed, leaning closer to whisper to her. The scent of her perfume inundated his senses, and his head swam slightly from how close she was standing to him. “She’d have given my captain a run for his credits. That is, if he didn’t willingly enlist under her.” He smiled to himself at the thought of Crater. 
He’d have loved her. 
Endi seemed to sense his wistfulness, gently slipping her hand around his bicep. “Come with me,” she said quietly. 
Chuckles allowed her to lead him back through the classroom and through the narrow doorway he knew led to her apartment. He ignored the heat rising in his cheeks as he crossed the threshold into her personal space. 
The dwelling was humble, but everywhere he looked, he saw traces of Endi. She’d done a wonderful job of making it hers, from the blue paint on the doors to the cream colored curtains that hung over the windows, fluttering in the morning breeze. He tried to take his boots off, afraid of tracking dust off, but she waved him off. 
“I’ve been going back and forth all day, so I’ll have to sweep anyway. Don’t worry about it.” 
The entrance of her apartment consisted of a narrow hall with a closet on one side and a wall on the other that had been covered with student art projects. Chuckles examined some of them as he passed before stepping into the kitchen. It was small, containing a refrigeration unit, a warmer, an oven, and a little bit of counter space. A small herb garden hung under the window, and a table and two chairs were pressed against one wall. The smell of chocolate still lingered in the air, along with the vanilla and spice scent Chuckles had come to associate with Endi. Down the hall, he noted a back door he assumed led out to behind the schoolyard, and another door that was closed. 
Her bedroom.
“I hope I wrapped these alright.” Endi’s voice drew Chuckles from his observations. He faced her, noting that she was gesturing at a small stack of presents on the kitchen table. It wasn’t hard to recognize the shape of the pencil and charcoal boxes he’d gotten the day before. Endi had wrapped them in plain brown paper, but the ribbons on it were a rainbow of colors, tied in delicate, intricate knots that made them really shine. Chuck’s throat tightened as he ran his finger along the curl of one of the bows. 
“They’re perfect. Much better than anything I could have done,” he said quietly, giving her a smile. 
She gave him a pleased grin, clapping her hands together. “I’m so glad.”
“What are the other boxes?”
“Anj and Helly both asked me to wrap theirs too. Said I could do a much better job. Helly got Arni some specimen collecting jars, and Anj got them another sketchbook, figuring they’d tear through more drawings with their new supplies.” Her fingers rested on another package. “I gave them a stone I found when I first moved here.” She giggled softly. “I hope they don’t mind me giving them a rock, but Arni’s got such a scientific mind, I assume they’ll know exactly what it is and if it’s a common specimen. I hope I didn’t give them the equivalent of dirt.” Her eyes met his. “It was sitting on the steps of the schoolhouse when I found it, glinting in the sun, but it felt like a sign I’d found my place. I hope you one day feel like this place is yours as well.” 
Chuckles’s mouth had gone completely dry, and his brain had forgotten every word he’d ever learned. Endi’s cheeks flushed that beautiful shade of purple that had been haunting his dreams. He grasped for the right thing to say and came up empty, floundering frantically in his mind. Endi’s mouth quirked up slightly at the corners, the flush in her cheeks deepening. 
“Endi, I-”
“THEY’RE COMING!!!” Nita burst through the door of the apartment, sweating and panting, but grinning triumphantly. Anj was close behind her. She grinned when she saw the two of them standing together. 
“Helly just sent me a comm. They’re heading over now. Probably got about five minutes.”
“Right, better get these out on the table then,” Endi said, handing Chuckles a few packages before gathering the rest in her arms and stepping out past Anj with Nita close on her heels. He couldn’t be certain, but he was fairly sure her voice was a little more strained and breathy than it had been a moment before. When he went to follow after her, Anj was still grinning, nudging him into the wall with her elbow as he passed. 
“What was that for?”
“Don’t know what you mean,” she teased, giving him a wink. 
Chuckles opened his mouth to protest further, but decided it was only fair that Anj know this about him since she’d entrusted him with her secret about Helly. Even if he wasn’t ready to take the next step with Endi, whatever that was.
Anj’s estimate was damn near spot on. They’d all just managed to get hidden when Helly’s excited voice began carrying into the room through the open door. Chuckles found himself squatting behind a row of desks with Endi and Anj. As Endi crouched down, she lost her balance and fell against him slightly. Instinctively, he wrapped his arm around her waist, holding her up. 
“Thank you,” she whispered. He was certain she was leaning into his touch slightly. 
“Of course,” he replied, glad they’d shut off the lights. His face felt as though it was on fire.
Anj snickered next to him. 
“I NEED TO STOP IN AND SEE TEACHER ENDI ABOUT SOMETHING REALLY QUICKLY. SHOULD ONLY TAKE A MINUTE,” Helly practically shouted. Chuckles heard Anj sigh in exasperation next to him, and he bumped her with his hip. She flicked him back in the forearm. 
Helly’s boots thudded against the steps, absolutely louder than normal, and a second later, she ushered Arni through the door. They looked around, their brows pinched in confusion. 
“Why are the lights-”
“SURPRISE!” 
Arni jolted with surprise as Endi threw the lights on and everyone erupted from their hiding places. Nita practically launched herself at the Twi’lek, and Arni just managed to stay on their feet as they caught her. Their eyes found Chuckles, and he felt as though his heart might burst out of his chest as he stepped forward to give them a hug. 
“How did you know?” Arni’s voice was muffled from where their face was buried in his chest. He rested a hand on top of their head. 
“A little bird named Nita told me,” he said quietly. “Why didn’t you?”
“You were busy,” they mumbled, still holding onto his waist. “Didn’t want to bother you.” 
Chuckles crouched down, resting his hands on their shoulders. “Arni, you are never a bother. Ever.” He noticed their cheeks were wet, and he cupped their face, brushing at the tears there. “You ok, kid? Is this alright?” 
They nodded hurriedly, assuaging his worries. “I’ve just never… I never really had a family to celebrate with. Had a few friends at… before. But it was always small.” Their eyes roved over the decorations and the presents and the table of cupcakes outside. “This is so much.”
“All for you, kid,” Chuck said, smiling. He wrapped his hand around the back of their head, pulling their foreheads together to touch. “You deserve all of this and more. Now, go have fun with your friends.” 
They giggled loudly, the deep laughter that came from their belly and broke into a guffaw. Chuckles had only heard them laugh like that a handful of times since they’d wound up together, and it warmed him from the inside out as Arni grabbed Nita’s hand and raced outside with the rest of the children. 
They get to be a kid now. Just as they should be.
“That was PERFECT!” Helly exclaimed, bounding up to him. “I was nervous they were starting to suspect something after the first hour, but then they started asking SO many questions, and it was just wonderful, and…” The Rodian’s chattering faded into the background as Chuckles’s eyes found Endi’s across the room. She was standing near the back wall, watching the scene quietly with a gentle smile gracing her features. 
Thank you, he mouthed at her. 
She dipped her head in acknowledgement.
Chuckles made his way around the room, thanking each of the parents that had volunteered their time or brought something to contribute. He couldn’t help sneaking peeks out at Arni and the kids, watching them run around the school yard together, most of them with chocolate frosting smeared across their faces in at least one place. 
Settled. Maybe. Just maybe. 
And so it went. 
The weeks stretched into a month. The weather began to shift, bringing with it cooler nights and shorter days. Chuckles had always liked milder seasons, preferring them to extreme heat or biting cold, and Lothal’s autumn promised to be just mild enough for his liking, the wind driving him to wear a jacket, but not stinging his cheeks as he walked to work in the mornings. 
With Grinz’s help, Chuckles was able to order clothes for Arni, Nita, and himself that were better suited for the cooler temperatures. They’d needed some alterations, and for that, he’d turned to Endi. Neither of them ever seemed to run out of things for the other to fix, Chuckles trading repairs for Endi’s craftsmanship or baking. While it was obvious to anyone with eyes or the biological equivalent what was happening between the two of them, they still hadn’t moved beyond lingering touches and shared glances that lasted just a half beat too long. 
“Hold still, or I’ll make a pin cushion out of you,” Endi tutted as she made adjustments to the hem of Chuck’s shirt, pulling a pin from between her teeth to hold the fabric in place. 
“Sorry,” he mumbled for what felt like the hundredth time. Standing still for long durations had never been a thing he was good at, and Endi’s fingers somehow continuing to find ways to brush against the skin of his back and stomach did little to make it easier. They’d opted to do the adjustments in the classroom since it had more room and a bit more lighting, and while it had only been about twenty minutes, it felt like Endi had scolded Chuckles plenty for squirming. It was never unkind though, only teasing. Now, an easy silence fell between them as Endi made the final adjustments before straightening and admiring her handiwork. 
“I think that’ll do. Let me have it back, and I should be able to get it finished by the end of the week.” She turned her back to him, replacing items into her sewing kit. “That color looks really nice on you, by the way.” 
Chuckles couldn’t stop himself from ducking his head at the compliment. His fingers fumbled with the buttons. Even though she’d turned around, he still wasn’t used to the thought of her standing there while he removed his shirt. He hurriedly pulled his other one back on before reaching over Endi’s shoulder to hand her the teal garment. She took it, meeting his gaze and smiling in the way that made his stomach flutter. 
“When’s a good time for me to come by and take a crack at your heating unit?” he asked. Endi’s heater had broken down at the beginning of the previous spring, and she’d been putting off having it fixed, but they’d agreed that repairing that would be adequate payment for the alterations to the Ayyshus’ new clothes. 
“Are you going to the festival tomorrow night?” she asked. 
Chuckles vaguely remembered Arni and Nita mentioning something about a festival the week prior. “Yeah, I think the kids were planning on going. I wasn’t sure I would, but I can swing by before you head out and see what I need on the unit. If that’s alright.”
She set the shirt down, crossing her arms and leaning back against her desk. “And why wouldn’t you come? The Harvest Festival is so much fun!” 
“Harvest Festival?” he inquired, raising an eyebrow. “This place has never struck me as a farm town. No crops to speak of.” 
Endi shrugged. “Lothal used to have a lot of agriculture, but the planetwide droughts kind of forced everyone to adjust. That doesn’t stop folks from hoping that the rains and greenery might return, and that one day, farming will be feasible again. Even still, it’s a good excuse to dance and get drunk,” she added with a wink. 
Chuckles tipped his head back and laughed at that. “Fair enough. Alright, what time do festivities start?” 
“Fireworks start just after sundown to kick things off, so maybe just a bit before then if you can swing it. Then we can walk over together. If you’d like.”
The invitation was very obviously there. Her eyes darted from his lips to his eyes, and Maker, it would be so easy to just let both of his hands rest on either side of her hips, to lean in and press his lips against hers. But the doubt lingered, the worries that this was a terrible idea, the concern that he was misreading things entirely. So Chuckles didn’t move closer, not yet. 
“I’d like that,” he agreed. 
Endi nodded, something flashing in her eyes that he couldn’t interpret before it disappeared. She sighed. “Alright, I’ll see you tomorrow then.”
“Yup. Thanks again.”
“Anytime Chuckles.” 
He left, his feet carrying him home as he overanalyzed that moment, tugging on his mohawk nervously as his mind raced. 
Why not? Why wouldn’t you? 
So what if you’re wrong? She wouldn’t make you feel terrible about it. Just apologize and move on.
But what will the kids think?
He almost tripped on the Starlight’s ramp as he finally reached their home. Arni and Nita were already getting out leftovers from the night before, setting the table for and reheating the rice dish. Chuckles smiled. 
This had become a routine of sorts. There had been a few longer nights at the mine recently to meet Imperial quotas, and when he came home late, Arni and Nita had taken it upon themselves to have dinner ready. He’d never even had to ask; they just adjusted, doing what needed to be done. 
One step at a time. Almost settled. 
That wasn’t to say that everything had been smooth sailing. Chuckles had noticed the two younglings starting to bicker more, and after discussing it with Anj and Endi to get their opinions, they decided it might be time to move them out of the shared bunk since it seemed to be the root of the issue. Arni’s limbs were growing at a rate that Chuckles felt would rival his brothers in their growth tanks, and that seemed to lead to frequent disagreements about whose elbows and knees were allowed to go where. It wasn’t unusual for the two younglings to tumble out of the bunk in the mornings, already grumbling at one another in voices that would crescendo to a shouting match if Chuckles didn’t intervene. It had started to wear on him enough to where he’d finally snapped at them, and then immediately apologized. Still, it was a point of contention. 
It was Anj that had recommended converting the main cargo hold to a shared bedroom for the two of them, and Chuckles had been slowly working on sprucing it up the last few weeks. It was an easy secret to keep since Nita and Arni had collectively decided the hold was too creepy to play in their first months on Sorgan, and had since avoided it, keeping the door on the other side of the kitchenette that led to it firmly closed. But Chuckles was optimistic that the lights and strings of reflective stars he’d been hanging up after the two kids had gone to bed would chase any lingering fears away. At least he hoped so. Grinz had also found a pair of secondhand bunks through his network and was having them shipped in the following week. Chuckles still wasn’t sure how he’d get the kids out of the way to install those, but he was confident he could get Helly and Anj to help. Helly had managed to find some unique decorations to hang on the walls, some even coming from her personal collection, and in Chuck’s mind, the hold had started to have a more welcoming feel. The decorations on the walls made it feel less cold and sterile, and the strings of lights cast a warm light around the place, chasing any lingering shadows out of sight. 
Bedtime was a bit of a struggle that evening, with Nita accusing Arni of laying on top of her trooper doll and Arni grumbling that she left it everywhere, so it was bound to get laid on at some point. Chuckles managed to get them to at least come to a truce before they dozed off, collapsing into his own bunk and drifting off to sleep thinking of golden eyes, dark curls, and fingertips grazing his spine. 
Despite the disagreement the night before, the following morning, every hint of the previous night’s animosity had vanished, completely eclipsed by their excitement for the festival. Chuck wasn’t sure how Arni and Nita would manage to wait all day, and finally chased them outside to burn off some of their excess energy. 
After the kids left, he went through his morning routine on his days off, making himself a cup of caf and a quick breakfast as he scanned the newsfeeds. He’d periodically checked things on Sorgan, but at that point, had been almost afraid of what he’d read. Now, he found himself scanning for the names of his brothers or any mention of Force users, but he always seemed to come up empty. It didn’t stop him from hoping. Hope wasn’t something he’d had a lot of during the war, but here on Lothal, he’d felt it wedging itself in the crevices in his heart, taking root and blossoming. He hoped that they’d stay here. He hoped the kids would continue to find their place and be happy. He hoped he’d one day feel safe enough to relax. 
He almost could forget about the Empire and the Jedi at times, forget about the war and the fact that the three of them were all technically fugitives. That frightened him. Crater had always warned the 28th Wing that becoming complacent was when they were the least safe, so Chuckles did his best to remain vigilant. Still, as he sat there listening to Nita and Arni giggle and shout, for a moment, it was easy to pretend that everything was normal as he set the datapad aside and finished his caf. 
He found himself more focused on what to wear tonight, silly as it was. Whatever shirt he’d wear would likely get covered in oil and grease depending on how extensive the repair to Endi’s heating unit was, but her words echoed in his mind as he poked through his meager wardrobe. 
“That color looks really nice on you, by the way.” 
He selected one of the older shirts he had, one he’d traded for their first month on Sorgan. It was more sunbleached and worn, but it was comfortable and close to the color of the shirt Endi was altering for him. He hadn’t worn it in quite a while, and as he pulled it over his head, he caught a glimpse of himself in the ‘fresher mirror. 
His body had absolutely changed in the last month. The muscles that he’d allowed to grow softer on Sorgan were now more defined than they’d been in a long while, maybe since his training days. His shoulders and back in particular had hardened from the work in the mine, and he had a few new scars he’d garnered from bumping up against the rocky walls or having to crawl through a few narrow spaces. The soreness he’d experienced in the first week had long faded, leaving him feeling stronger than he’d been in a while and seemingly dissipating some of the pains that had lingered after his crash. The shirt felt looser as he pulled it on, rolling the sleeves to his forearms out of habit. The fabric hung in places where it had previously fit a little tighter, and now it fit his back and shoulders better. 
Chuckles examined his reflection further, leaning forward to run his fingers through his faded blue mohawk, and eyeing the dark roots that were beginning to show. 
Might be time to re-dye it. Maybe change the color. I’ll let the kids decide. 
It was trivial, he knew, but he was sad at the thought of covering the color Oksann had so carefully crafted with the kids. It felt like one of the last remnants of their time on Sorgan, one of the last things they’d done with Ry and Oks before they’d uprooted and run. He sighed. 
Our life is here now. And that’s good.
Ry would tell me I’m being an idiot anyway. 
He met his own brown eyes in the mirror, the ones he shared with his brothers. It almost felt as if the next thought came from Crater or Howzer or Two-Pint or any of the ones he was closest with that had offered him advice when it was needed. 
You’ll never be settled if you keep looking back.
“Yeah, you just need a new power coupler and heating core. Both pretty standard parts, I think. I’ll talk with Grinz tomorrow and see if he’s able to pull some strings and get them here before it gets too cold,” Chuck informed Endi, wiping the grease off his palms. He’d just crawled out from under the heating unit just outside the apartment’s back door, dusting himself off before Endi handed him a rag to clean off his hands. She stood in the doorway, leaning against it with one shoulder, smiling in that way that made Chuck’s heart flutter. 
“What do you think the parts will cost me?” she asked. 
He shrugged. “Not sure. When I was a soldier, everything was funded by the Republic, so cost really wasn’t an issue. I’ll see if I can barter a favor for Grinz if it’s too bad.” 
“You don’t have to do that, Chuckles.”
“I know, but I will anyway.” He gave her a grin, and he wasn’t certain, but it seemed she flushed a bit. 
“Well, come on in and get yourself cleaned up then. Can’t have you going to the festival with that grease smear on your chin.” 
Chuckles ducked his head, rubbing the back of his neck to hide the heat in his face. Stepping back inside, he squeezed past Endi in the hall, making the way to her kitchen and running the water in her sink to better clean his hands. Glancing out the window, he noted the sun was almost fully below the horizon. 
Better hurry if we’re going to make the fireworks. 
“Here.” Endi appeared at his side, handing him a glass of ice water. He took it and drank greedily, some of the water sliding past the corner of his mouth and running down his chin and throat. When he finished, he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, swiping at the trails of water that dipped below his shirt. He noted the way Endi’s eyes followed his fingers, her pupils seeming to widen slightly when he nudged the collar of his shirt aside to dab at the dribbles. 
“Sorry I’m such a sweaty, dusty mess,” he mumbled sheepishly. “I meant to try and keep myself clean, but I wanted to do that repair right. Or as right as I could right now.” He tugged nervously at his mohawk, trying not to think about how sweaty the roots felt. 
“And I appreciate that,” she replied, taking the empty glass back from him and setting it on her counter. Taking a dish towel from the edge of the sink, she dabbed at his chin. “There, now you’re a little more presentable.” Her eyes flicked to where his fingers were still woven into his hair. 
“That’s your nervous tell, isn’t it? When you tug like that?”
Chuck’s face felt as though it was on fire. “I suppose. I’ve always done it ever since I started wearing it like this, even before I started dyeing it.” 
Endi smiled. “Looks like you’re due for a touch-up soon. Grinz can get you about any color you want. Do you think you’ll change things up?”
Chuckles shrugged. “Not sure. I let the kids pick last time, and I’m a bit partial to it, but we’ll see.” 
Endi set the towel on the counter, stepping closer to Chuckles. He could smell her perfume again, although at this point, he wasn’t sure if it was perfume or just her. It was intoxicating, and he swallowed hard as she reached up to run her fingers through his fading mohawk. “I like the blue,” she said softly. “You should keep it.” Her fingers trailed through his hair, and he sucked in a sharp breath at her nearness. She’d touched him before of course, but it had always been innocent, either a hand resting on his arm or accidentally grazing his skin. This felt intentional, like a test to see how he’d respond. Endi’s eyes met his, gauging his reaction, her golden irises hopeful but hesitant. 
Don’t stop. Please don’t stop.
When he didn’t move, she allowed her fingertips to graze his cheek, tracing the scar at the corner of his mouth before her palm rested against the side of his face. He leaned into it, feeling her warmth against his skin. Her breath stuttered. The two of them stared at each other, clearly waiting to see what the other would do now that lines had been deliberately crossed. The only sounds Chuckles could hear was Endi’s breathing and his own blood pounding in his ears. He was frozen, unsure of what to do until she began to withdraw her hand.
He didn’t want her to stop touching him. 
He wanted her. 
Settled. You could be settled. Maybe with her.
Endi gave him a sheepish grin, opening her mouth to offer an apology, but she didn’t get a single word out. Chuckles crashed his lips against hers just as the festival’s first firework exploded outside the kitchen window.
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Yuletide Recs, Batch Five
16 recs for The Queen's Gambit, Red Eye, Sable, Severance, Sherlock Holmes, Silo, Singin' in the Rain, Some Like It Hot, SurrealEstate, Tenet, Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles, Watchmen, and Worlds Beyond Number
something beautiful, Beth Harmon/Jolene
Jolene remembers the first time she looked at Beth and thought her best friend was pretty. No, not pretty. Beautiful.
Sunk Cost Fallacy, Lisa Reisert/Jackson Rippner
The Keefe job gets cancelled. What's a guy to do?
No Straight Roads, Gen, Sable + Original Characters
Five paths taken, six masks cast. Or: On a particularly windswept morning, a young girl comes a-knocking on Sable's door.
O, Lazarus!, Helena Eagan + Helly R.
Losing oxygen slowly as she hangs in the elevator up from the severed floor, Helly’s fractured mind confronts itself.
Double Tongued, Irving Bailiff/Burt Goodman + Burt Goodman/Burt Goodman's Husband + Irving Bailiff & Irving B.
Irving's falling asleep – he almost misses Burt leaving forever. Can his outie make it up to him by reuniting them, one last time? Or, MDR decide to test the Overtime Contigency Protocol on Irving before the Waffle Party, and the code detectors are only equipped to handle certain types of ink.
Indispensable, Gen, Sherlock Holmes + John Watson + Mrs. Hudson
Holmes' gift attempts have fallen through, so he offers a letter instead
her dust was very pretty, Gen, Original Female Character(s)Juliette Nichols
Dore was six when she told Missus Park that she wanted to be her shadow. “You want to work in recycling?” “I don’t want to shadow garbage,” Dore said, nose wrinkling at the thought. “Your art. Art that stays.” Missus Park repeated the words silently, then her mouth dropped open in understanding. “You mean tattoos.”
Working Honeymoon, Cosmo Brown/Don Lockwood/Kathy Selden
If you weren’t getting married, you didn’t get to go on the honeymoon. Wasn't that how it was supposed to go?
That Wondrous Thing, Cosmo Brown/Don Lockwood/Kathy Selden
2 + 2 + 2 = 3. This math works. Really it does.
Girl Talk, Gen, Jerry "Daphne" & Sugar Kane Kowalczyk + Jerry "Daphne" & Joe "Josephine" + Jerry "Daphne"/Osgood Fielding III + Joe "Josephine"/Sugar Kane Kowalczyk
Sugar wants to know if she should be saying "Jerry" or "Daphne" and, since Joe and Osgood don't seem to agree and can't be relied on to tell her which is right, she goes to get it right from the horse's mouth. The horse needs to think about this for a bit.
did we get there yet (somehow), Luke Roman/Susan Ireland
It shouldn’t be a surprise, is the thing. Luke’s always been attracted to smart, competent women. It just hadn’t occurred to him to look at Susan that way until now.
Coffee Meeting: 11 o'clock, Gen, Susan Ireland & Zooey L'Enfant
Susan has a mysterious coffee meeting on her schedule.
pull up if i pull up, Neil/The Protagonist
A safe house in the sea of time. (You’re trying to remember if Neil was smiling the last time your eyes met.)
and in the daylight, you're crossing all your wires, John Connor/Cameron Phillips + John Connor & Derek Reese & Kyle Reese + John Connor & Sarah Connor + John Connor & the Specter of His Future Self
No one’s ever died for him, here.
Across Vistas, Dan Dreiberg/Laurie Juspeczyk/Rorschach
Laurie and the boys take a roadtrip across the country to see her mom.
Charted, Gen, Ame & Suvirin "Suvi" Kedberiket & Eursulon Toma + Grandma Wren
All stories started somewhere, even if that somewhere is far from here.
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