#pero slight lang lmao

[diahmandis]

January 23 2023 (Monday)

I could say that today was an “off” day. Well, thankfully I got to finish the one task I had assigned for myself which was to finally upload the portrait commission I haven’t done in weeks. Naomi Ng, a returning client, already paid for the artwork weeks ago but Finals Season got in the way. She wasn’t mad though. She already told me that there was no need to rush. BUT it was fully paid so medyo nahiya naman akong late ko nang naupload yung file.

I had a hard time focusing on reading today. I was really distracted by my phone a lot, and since I’m reading Atomic Habits through it, a lot of distractions caught me off guard. I can hold myself accountable though. I know that I get so distracted on my phone, but really, part of me just wants to purchase a physical copy of the book, that’s why I don’t want to read it on my phone. DILEMMA: Books cost so much money now. I remember back in 2016, you could literally purchase a book for only 300-400 pesos!!! Now I can’t even see a book that costs less than 500. Alam niyo, sinisisi ko talaga si 88m for every minor inconvenience that happens to me, and yes, I blame 88m kung bakit ang mahal ng libro ngayon.

Today was really so uneventful. I remember spending most of it on my phone, scrolling on TikTok, browsing for book recommendations and actually searching for them on Shopee to check the prices. I honestly want to read again. It’s such a sweet escape from reality — it gives me so much comfort; it makes me feel like I’m in a different place. Anyway, I also tried helping my sister out for a school project. She has to make sourdough bread, and I, as a self-proclaimed baker, tried the best I can to do so. Although bukas ko pa siguro maisasalang at maiknead dahik di pa nagddouble in size. Okay, that is TOO MUCH DETAIL and this is getting soooo long. But okay, iisipin ko nalang na at least maaalala ko lahat nang to pag binasa ko in the future.

I’m also kinda annoyed at Sean today. But I’m thinking that this is just because I want his attention. Medyo mapapatagalog na tayo dito sa part na to kasi I am now realizing that I am NOT WRITING A BOOK. This is my diary please I wanna be myself LMAO napressure lang siguro ako because of my previous entries here. But anyway, I tried my best to assess everything first before I tell him that I’m pissed pero siyempre di ko naman na sinabi. I really do understand that he’s busy, he has exams pero all I want is just an update of what he’s gonna do. It’s not a hard task to type “Busy ako today so di kita mabibigyan ng atensyon”. The worst part is that sinabi ko na to before. A LOT OF TIMES NA. And because medyo nacloud na ng inis yung judgment ko, nainis lang ako slight na nagpunta siya sa dorm ng friend niya. PERO BAGO NIYO AKO IJUDGE (kung may magbabasa man nito tf????) I realized na deserve niya yun dahil sobrang lungkot kaya manirahan sa condo tas walang kasama, at least man lang may makausap siya okay yun. HAY alam nyo problema kasi kay Sean kapag busy siya di talaga nakakausap kahit anong kalabit mo pa eh ewan ko ba kainis lang minsan gusto ko lang naman makipagchikahan kahit 5 minutes e, pag naguusap kami lately di tumatagal ng ganon yung momentum. Ilang segundo lang wala na ulit paramdam. Pero okay sige HAY iintindihin ko nalang. Pero sasabihin ko sakanya yung nafeel ko.

GOODNIGHT. 1:15AM na nang matapos kong itype to. Bukas ulit. Atomic Habits!!! Everyday kong gagawin to. Kaya ko ito!!!

[morskiecizine]

Pharmacist Licensure Exam Experience: Pamahiins & Rituals

Me and my roomies passed the PhLE November 2022 in one take! Thank you Lord talaga! Ikaw nagpapasa samin! As Filipinos doe, we (though some of these ako lang gumawa) still followed some pamahiins and here are some of them:

RED. Nagsuot kami ng red underwear. Pero actually they said kahit ano, basta red. Pwede nga daw socks or panyo pero as for the panyo naman, hindi mo siya pwedeng dalhin once you are seated na. They will provide tissues instead if kelangan mo ng pamunas ng pawis or whatevs.

RIGHT FOOT first. Nung pumasok ako sa testing center, right foot una ko pinasok para RIGHT answers din daw.

TAP PARA MAG TOP! Tap the board daw para mag top ka. Ginawa ko to pero di ako nag top HAHAHHAHA. Lmao kidding aside, I'm more than grateful na nakapasa ako because I really prayed na di na ako babalik sa testing center na yon. :) (kulang po tayo sa investment phase para magtop po opo hehe a lot happened -chika ko sa testimony ko hihi)

WAG HAHAYAANG MAY MAHULOG NA ANYTHING FROM YOUR DESK. Actually I don't think this is true HAHAHAHHA. Pero I was very careful na walang mahulog, also para hindi madistract yung seatmates mo.

USE PENCILS NA PINATASA NG TOPNOTCHERS OR PASSERS! And they say use 1 pencil each module. Syempre di ko yun ginawa. The review took around 4 months tapos kahit saan ko dinadala envelope ko with pencils so yung iba feel ko nababali na yung lead. and BREAK/DONATE/IWAN mo yung pencils sa testing center. Wag mo na iuwi. Yung envelope ko din, di ko na inuwi. Marami ako snacks dinala sa second day tapos nilagay ko yung snacks ko dun tapos pinamigay ko sa mga bata na nagbebenta ng kandila sa Cathedral.

KICK YOUR CHAIR BAGO MAG SUBMIT NG LAST MODULE. Sipain mo beh pero wag naman yung malakas na rinig ng buong testing center oki? Slight lang na hindi nakakabother sa iba. Yung iba din is sipain pa forward bago mag exam pang good luck daw. Yung after exam lang ginawa ko hehe.

WAG KA NA LUMINGON. After you pack up your things and get ready to go home, wag ka na lumingon sa chair mo and sa testing center pag nakalabas ka na.

Ginawa ko yan lahat but eto yung uulit ulitin mo dapat: PRAY. Pray before entering, before answering, before submitting, before leaving, and whenever you are in doubt. Don't hesitate to call upon His name. Keep in mind that our God is stronger than all of these superstitious beliefs combined. Other things we did are the ff:

pumunta sa Simala (Cebu) before review and nag wish kami na ipagdasal kami ni Mama Mary na God will sustain us for the review season and pumasa kami, tapos after review bumalik ulit kami nagwish/nagdasal at nagpromise na babalik kami pag pumasa na kami

offering eggs sa Carmelite Monastery

early Visita Iglesia sa 7 churches and nag wish/pray din ako sa kada simbahan na napuntahan namin (knock 3x sa pinto ng simbahan saka magdasal o humiling)

I also prayed the novena to St. Jude, St. Rita, and the Miracle Prayer to the Most Sacred Heart of Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. I also prayed the rosary. (9 days straight bago nag Nov 9)

Grabe iba ka talaga Lord. Ang galing mo! Naiiyak pa rin ako pag naaalala ko yung blessings na binigay mo sakin! Thank you Lord! Amen!

Jeremiah 29:11 Philippians 4:13

[hongssami]

Good evening~ Ooh I can imagine 😣Ah your hidden soft spot heh 👉👈So, the new mission :D I think I've kind of already asked you that, but feel free to tell me more if you want to! Hm... my first taste of kpop was a few years ago because at that time some of my classmates would play music videos during breaks and they would kind of dance at the front of the class? But I didn't actually get into kpop until last year when Boy With Luv was released :P 1/? -🌺

I came to know and love ATEEZ through a friend urging me to watch the Answer MV, though I think I actually saw the Wonderland one some time before (without really knowing who they were). I think the first NCT video I saw was Boss? But I also watched WayV's Take Off (don't know which was first ahah) and it was a pretty cool song! ONEUS holds a special spot because I think I stumbled upon them near the latter quarter of last year with their comeback LIT, and they were really good!! 2/3 -🌺

Ahhh oh goodness I nearly forgot to turn on anon just now asjkdfhs but yeah and Seventeen I kind of came across from following blogs that stanned them and I heard Clap and HIT that made me more interested in them! Wait there was also Home I think? (oh I can't remember that well...) The Boyz! I once listened to and liked No Air but didn't really make an effort to get to know them more? But then there was Road to Kingdom and their performances blew me away :o 3/3 -🌺

Oh! By the looks of it, you’re newer to the kpop scene than I am! I started around November of 2016, right around BST was released but I’ve been casually listening to Big Bang’s songs before then.

I can relate to the classmates dancing at the front of the class during breaks hahah! (I used to be one of the people who would rush to the front for random play dances even if I only knew like the point dance and not the entire chorus.) Because of them, I became more open about the groups I followed and I fully blame them for encouraging me to enter ~15 different fandoms (to list a few: i am a Stay, The B, NCTzen, Atiny, MyDay, Carat, Hidden KARD, Monbebe, Aroha, Universe, Wannable, iGOT7, I’m gonna stop there fdskvndf).

Ah, I first came to know ATEEZ through a friend as well! He would tell me about their predebut days, and one thing that keeps haunting me is when he told me how Hongjoong got his laptop stolen when they were in the US jfgvnbfgd (I’m still mad that we can never get to listen to he songs he made predebut. Joong, honey, if only I could avenge u ;-;) I loved their debut song, and I honestly think it’s one of the best debut song a 4th gen group has.

I started following NCT mid-Cherry Bomb era and I remember fully tunnel-visioning on Mark Lee, then Haechan, and finally Winwin (who I named this blog after)! I’ve known ONEUS since Valkyrie but I never got to get to know them more and I feel like I’m missing out lol.

Seventeen was my second ult group right after BTS! Ahhh I remember entering right before they released Al1; I think that was the most excited I was for a first comeback in a new fandom. Seventeen became my ult group for a whole year until Stray Kids took that title from them.^^ But Seventeen is like the group that I can go back to and still feel welcomed however long I’ve been gone from that specific fandom.

It’s kind of weird to look back at it. Well, at least for me. It’s only been 4 years but I’ve shed actual tears for people that mean so much to me, then the next year I’m sending another batch of strangers I’ve come to love to the military. The emotional investment I have for them is quite questionable, but  I wouldn’t have it any other way.

They’ve helped me become stronger and taught me to believe in myself when no one else could through a mere show of their own passion for music and performance. Hope came in the form of Kpop for me, I guess hahaha

[x-infernhoes-x]

Dangerous Game- Dominic x Reader [SMUT]

Dominic aka Hot Aswang Leader, Abswang, Zadddy Aswang x Reader

Warnings (?):  Smut, Blood, Biting, Implied Relationship, Implied Consent, Dominic being slightly possessive? M A R K I N G S, Oral (female receiving), THEY BE GOING AT IT NON-STOP

Genre: Good Ol’ Fashioned Forbidden Love (if there’s a genre like that LMAO)

Description: I wrote this at 3:40 am last night while listening to Dangerous Game from the Broadway Musical, Jeykll and Hyde and my brain immediately went, why not coconut? So have this little brain fart I just got when I’m supposed to be sleeping. Come get y’alls juice Dominic simps. Also, reader is AFAB but I’ll try my hand at a gender-neutral one if ever I get possessed by the spirits of determination, diligence and inspiration. Also included a Bridgerton reference there and maybe an Ang Darling Kong Aswang reference too kasi why the fuck not.

PS. I’ve managed to finish this up sometime around 2:45 am today and yes I did sleep last night/yesterday and no, I didn’t spend my whole weekend writing this fic. Maybe.

He knew this was all sorts of wrong from the start and yet here he was, standing within the bed chambers of the woman he burns for more than anything in this world and a strong and almost otherworldly desire that only could be satiated by being with her. Dominic knew that his kind and his lover’s kind would be at odds due to how their nature was as a creature of the night to prey on humans. Although despite this, he was feeling hopeful that his relationship with his beloved would last. As the Aswang Prince, he was well aware that was happening around the clans he ruled over and he also knew of the union of Elisa who happened to be one of his people and her now husband, Victor. He also knew about the bloodshed that had taken place during that time and how it led to the civil unrest and rebellion within the tribes of his kind that rages on up until this day.

The wind from the open window where he had come from seemed to rage on and about outside as if there was a storm brewing. There before him stood (y/n) clad in her sleepwear with her back facing him, dark eyes wide in disbelief and brows furrowed in uncertainty and the Aswang Prince could tell from the way she stood and presented herself that she was thinking about the same thing as him. Shrugging off his coat, he then took a step forward towards his beloved who seemed to be unmoving before him, strong arms wrapped around her shoulders, his sharp nails gently running down the tense woman’s arms, back before halting to a stop on her neck and stomach with a gentle yet vice-like grip, his face gently nuzzling against her warm skin, breathing in her scent like a drug.

I feel your fingers- Brushing my shoulder- Your tempting touch, As it tingles my spine- Watching your eyes As they invade my soul- Forbidden pleasures I'm afraid to make mine.

“D-Dominic, what are you doing…?” His lover would ask, trying her best to pull herself away from the prince, breath hitched in her throat, soft lips trapped in between her teeth. “Hindi natin tong pwedeng ipagpatuloy….delikado na.” Tilting her head towards him, Dominic responded to her, breath ghosting over her lips, “I know…Pero wala na akong pakilam kung mahuli pa tayong dalawa.” Before he would bestow his lover a searing and passionate kiss hotter than the flames of hell and the santelmo could ever conjure, his hands relinquishing their hold upon her throat as they made their way down past her shoulders, breasts and stomach only to disappear between the valley of her thighs where his fingers would make quick work of her folds, already dripping wet with her arousal, making his lover groan out in pleasure, his hips bucking against her backside.

At the touch of your hand- At the sound of your voice- At the moment your eyes meet mine- I am out of my mind- I am out of control- Full of feelings I can't define!

With Dominic’s left hand still relentlessly working upon his lover’s heat, he could feel (Y/N)’s hands attempt to push him away once more, her chest heaving and skin flushed a deep red, letting out a fragile keen of his name escape her lips before he took a step back once he felt her tug on his jeans, a hint for him to take off what was left of his clothing, the thick plume of desire that once clouded his mind seemed to dissipate when he felt his own arousal escape the confines of his now discarded garments as he let out a moan of his own once he saw (Y/N) drop her night dress to the ground, awakening something primal within him, eyes drinking in every single curve, dip and imperfections that his lover had. To him, (Y/N) was the most beautiful woman he had set his sights on regardless of what she would say and it was pretty ironic to say that an Aswang like him was starting to believe that God was real and that God was definitely a woman that took the form of his lover who was perfect in every way.

It's a sin with no name- Like a tiger to tame And my senses proclaim It's a dangerous game!

With their lips pressed together in a heated kiss that seemed to drive them both wild, the raven haired Prince of the night drew back with a low snarl, his teeth trapping her lips between his enough to draw blood as he pulled away with a smirk, the dark red liquid staining both of their lips as he spoke, voice raspy and deep, “I’ll make sure that you’ll only feel me and only me tonight and leave marks on your skin as a symbol of my love. Sa akin ka lang at ako sayo, naiintindihan mo ba?” his words seemed to send chills down the quivering woman’s spine as he dragged his sharp nails down against her soft flesh, his lips and occasionally his tongue and fangs would trail lower and lower, his face disappearing between her legs, eating her out like a starved beast, his nose brushing against the soft bundle of nerves, hands gripping her thighs and hips tightly with his unnatural strength, his nails dug into her flesh, which left miniscule bleeding marks where Dominic held her, his eyes boring into hers, drinking in the sounds (Y/N) made like fine wine.

It's a sin with no name- Like a tiger to tame And my senses proclaim It's a dangerous game! A darker dream That has no ending Something unreal That you want to be true.

They’ve done this a million of times but Dominic would never get tired of hearing his lover’s needy pleas for him whenever they made love like this, his fingers would tease her entrance relentlessly, watching her squirm and thrash upon her mattress with an almost sadistic delight. He loved how she would beg for him, how her body reacted to his fervent touches and how breathless she would get after he would kiss her. He loved every second of it and it was safe to say that Dominic was proud of himself to be able to make his beloved to become like this and all for his eyes only. After a few more flicks of his devilishly talented tongue, Dominic then pulled away a grin plastered on his face while his partner mewled rather pathetically, almost as if to ask him why he ceased his relentless teasing just as she was this close on reaching her much needed release and was surprised to feel two of his fingers enter her, curling and twisting inside of her clenching walls that made Dominic groan the same time his love had yelped and screamed his name out like a desperate prayer and all at once his fingers came out of her with a satisfying ‘pop’, admiring how her juices coated his fingers and glistened in the dim lighting of her room like ambrosia.

A strange romance Out of a mystery tale The frightened princess Doesn't know what to do!

Does she just run away? Does she risk it and stay? Either way, there's no way to win! All I know is, I'm lost And I'm counting the cost My emotions are in a spin! And though no one's to blame...

“Here, have a taste of yourself.” Dominic stated, pressing his fingers against (Y/N)’s lips, which of course the overstimulated woman took in with such eagerness, sucking on his digits like how she would suck on a lollipop, her gaze hazy and pupils blown, almost turning themselves as dark as the night and that was enough for Dominic to enter her without warning but had enough preparation for him, her moans silenced by the fingers that were still in her mouth, her tongue now swirling around them making him growl against the junction of her shoulder and neck, his fangs piercing the skin there as well before he pulled his fingers away from her mouth, replacing it with his own, not minding the slight metallic taste from the incisions he had left a few moments ago.

It's a crime and a shame! But it's true, all the same It's a dangerous game!

No one speaks- Not one word- All the words are in our eyes Silence speaks Loud and clear- All the words we want to hear! It was an all lips, tongue and teeth type of kiss that seemed to flare both of their senses up into overdrive and making the lovers both drunk and high off of the euphoria they were sharing. Both of their bodies rocking against each other, their hands grasping whatever their fingers could touch, grab and tug at. Dominic could feel (Y/N)’s nails run down from his shoulders and down to his back, edging him to go as fast as he could on her, his hair sticking haphazardly onto his now sweaty skin, hips furiously slamming into her with no breaks at all. Dominic was living for it and this action alone made him hoist (Y/N)’s leg up to rest upon his shoulder while the other one snuck behind her, reeling the woman in closer by her haunches, both of them moaning in delight. At that moment they both couldn’t care less about the sounds they made, the important thing was that they were both here together, regardless of what the consequences that would soon bestow upon them.

What happened next between them was all a blur save for the things they’ve done in one whole night. Dominic took (Y/N) to great heights with him making love to her continuously, he had her pressed against the wall with him taking her from behind, on the floor, on her dresser, on every possible surface and position he could think of down to the point where the two of them did it in front of the mirror where he would watch his length disappear within her and the way her breasts would bounce every single time he would thrust into her, his hand would grip on her throat and would tighten slightly, lips would ghost over her ear whispering a string of curses and words that would give Satan himself a run for his money and his lover would respond to every word he would say with a moan or a mantra of his name and it was a sign that she was close, coming for whatever time that night and he was nearing his climax too from the way he was holding her against him.

I am losing my mind- I am losing control- Full of feelings I can't define! It's a sin with no name Like a tiger to tame and though no one's to blame It's a crime and a shame And the angels proclaim It's a dangerous game!

“D-dom, I-I’m close!!” (Y/N) cried out with tears in her eyes the moment Dominic had thrown her upon her bed, her toes curling and hands balled up into fists, . “Then come with me, my love. I w-want to see you break.” The prince would respond as he pulled her into a tight embrace, still rocking against her like there was no tomorrow and soon enough, they both came together leaving (Y/N) mumbling out his name like a babbling child, her insides coated with his own juices as she shakily held into her, both trembling from the extreme ecstasy they both felt.

Once they both had come down from their respective highs, the Aswang Leader could only pull his face back from its previous position from (Y/N)’s shoulder, his touch soft and light as he brushed away some strands away from her face with a soft smile as the two basked in the afterglow of their passionate love making, the two would merely hold entwine each other’s hands as a silent promise to never let go of each other before Dominic pressed a sweet kiss upon it. “Mahal kita.” He spoke firmly, eyes full of love, warmth and vulnerability that only she was allowed to see as the female responded with a kiss and a soft smile before saying, “Mahal din kita, Dominic.”  And soon the two lovers fell asleep, with their bodies pressed up against each other.

It's a dangerous game! Such a dangerous game...

[ugh-tsumu]

nacurious aq sa game nyo kaya pwede po bang magparticipate 🥺👉👈 *uses this as an excuse to dump a bunch of feelings i ran over with a garbage trak*

dear charo CHOS

consecutively through the years of highschool, wala akong habol sa love life. kahit na nakikita kong nag hhww or motmot mga tropa ko, masaya na akong nakikita na inlab sila. kuntento akong tagabigay ako ng advice, since unbiased nga ako regarding the feelings of being in a relationship; outside person ba?

summer before tenth grade, i bought a couple's bracelet from my friend na nagnenegosyo by selling locally from a larger seller. circular beads with vine-like engravings. ung isa puro white then isang bead is black, then the other is inverse. i joked “my significant other is myself XD”. during that time, my mindset was: i don't need a partner, kumpleto na ako by myself (with the thought na hindi ako magiging complete if may partner ako, as if 50/50 kami and hindi ako 100) tsaka hindi ko priority ang mga ganyan HAHAHAH promise, i don't think i'd do a good job handling one. di na nga ako marunong ng social cues dahil di nga ako tao minsan, kailangan ko pang mapag-aralan ang lablyfe lablyfe na yan huhu kaya wag muna ngauon dahil lahat ng oras ko nakatungo sa pagtatapos lol

of course, influenced yun (wanting to stay single/more like alone) with the fact na i've been going through something big and gradual, affecting my mental health. i was too emotional and emotionally dull at the same time, i was lonely, i was incomplete. i had a lot of pride, and i thought na i wouldn't be a whole person that loved myself if had someone to love me back. kasi tama naman diba? you need to fill yourself with love, bonux nalang ung love from a partner.

then came prom season. may cotillion dance na ihahatid sa prom night in february, so during some day in january, nagstart magsearch ng volunteers to dance for cotillion and practice.

kasali ako dun, kasi i had the lingering thought na “wala na nga akong lovelife, di ako palalabas, tutok ako sa pag-aaral, tapos di ko to susubukan tulad ng iba? hindi ko bama naisulit pagiging sekundarya ko” see the vibe? i was basing values from other people, at hindi ako. it proves na i wasn't content with myself.

i had a designated dance partner, kaso may gustong iba ang gg di ginawang practice lang pero understand ba’t nagback-out. kaso since i was a bit vulnerable then, i also thought na it's also because hindi ako womanly or attractive unlike the others na nag-aayos or may wari. pero di ako madungis no! di nga lang “makadalaga” 🙄 i tried to not let the insecurity bother me, i made it up for my average pero still :/

eh may naging partner rin akong iba na diniditch rin ng partner nya? i was exasperated and told him na maging tentative dance partner muna kami, to which our mentor agreed kasi stressed na sya, umoo nalang kasi nga hagardo verzosa.

he was sheepish, quiet and introverted. he was gentle and awkward, and it was obvious na he wasn't used to interacting with the opposite gender, kasi kalmado naman sya with his friends. but i was calm naman, and that seemed to ease him. i also cracked jokes every once in a while when i felt potential tension, kasi we needed to get the job done. i was also very understanding and patient. (brought 2 u by being ate of the family WHAHAHAH)

his actions were fragile, and he held me as if i was even more as such. (please take note na hindi ako kinikilig huhu cringe lang aq ng slight because of my behaviour back then.) vulnerable, i felt warm at heart when he was gentle, and when he was bashful. the relationship we had was wordless. our connection was gradual; it developed from something to something else real slow yet still very quick for me.

we started from stumbling and chuckling around. yet i'd still guide him kasi he never danced before, and since i had the air of a leader, i knew how to be patient and how to teach him while hand to hand. i honestly don't know where it started to turn, i just wanted to have him as a closer friend, until i suddenly found there was something growing between us.

i spoke softly between us, he spoke more and he laughed more, smiled more. we preferred sitting by the other during breaks, and during last minute discussions before dismissal, we'd sit by eachother. he used discord, e kaso di compatible un sa device ko and magulong maaccess thru chrome kaya naginstall nalang sya ulit ng messenger when our mutual friend told him i sent him a message.

it kept developing by then. our hold started to linger, our touches were soft, and in any way possible, we'd still have skin contact. tuwing magpapause ung music and may icocorrect yung instructor, hawak nya pa rin kamay ko at hinihigpitan ko naman ung sakanya, na ibabalik nya naman. then during water breaks we'd spend the time with eachother. then during last minutes magkatabi kami and our hands secure between us, him hiding it because we both wanted it private without speaking.

it was wordless talaga, kaya nabigla ako when it went towards the more romantic route. he suggested some advances that he allowed enough space for me to rejec, which i did almost all the time unless it's just hand-holding or yakap lang HAAHA d q alam kung ano tawag samin e, sabi ng tropa ko MU daw e di ko naman peg un, pero i was glad it wasnt serious. i wasnt ready kahit na it seemed we had a deep connection. we sat by eachother came prom night, and he wore the other part of the couple bracelet that my friends teased me and they gave it to him. we were quiet and many people we knew teased us since we were the more on the quiet side of the student body.

then came summer vacation and i ghosted him WHAHAHAHAH for a good cause!! nagkalabuan na kami, i always gave him time and made the effort while more often he doesnt reciprocate and sometimes di pansin for weeks. i swear it's nothing like clingy aq and i needed his attention 25/8, i knew my limits and his. well, his loss :// di rin naman ako ready e, so it was bound to happen.

plus, i felt much better after that because i realized i was forcing myself to act more feminine. and that time was years before i realized i was actually non-binary, and more masculine. i knew he was much hetero and he'd rather a true feminine partner. plus, he envisioned the future with me as a housewife tapos sya daw ung nagtatrabaho 🤢 pero anyway, i think i'd much rather have a female partner or actually just lgbt-aware partner.

ty missus!!

- nova

Omg anon, this is so intimate 🥺 thank you for sharing? AND ALSO, I WAS SMIRKING THE WHOLE STORY BUT you lost me at the last part when he said he sees you as a housewife lang 😔👊

Anyways, I'm glad you've moved on from him! And LMAO it's his loss for limiting his self to feminine preferences. Women (and men, tbh) are uniquely different. To limit your choices is stupid Lol 🙄

Also, I tried looking for a female character I know that will do you good talaga but they just don't seem to fit 😔 I ended up with a male character, I hope you don't mind.

I choose Chanwoo for you!

Love Advice from the Single-Ass Duchess of Tumblr

[bigcinnamonroll]

Hi,

So, you found someone else na pala pero im not being bitter here. I'm happy you have finally moved on to the girl na never nakita worth mo. I will not talk further things about her bc pareho natin siyang kaibigan.

But anyways, since u seem to have found the person u've been looking for then, I guess you can stop na being dramatic about me for not getting into the same university as you dahil wala ka ng ka 'bebe time' Lmao pero I know ure just messing around to lighten up my mood.

Well, I know naman you'll meet someone else talaga na pasok sa standard mo but don't worry im not expecting anything or what from you kasi ako lang naman itong umaasa sayon na kahit kunti mag ka feelings ka rin sa akin. I was wrong pala lol. I feel so stupid for making myself believe na you like me too.

Nahulog ako sa mga simpling gesture mo. Napaka gentleman, has word of wisdom, has a sense of humor, smart af, funny, tall, goods in some may ways, and a standard. Every girls would want to be with you.

I'm expressing what I feel today dahil I'm actually ending our friendship. I no longer want to be attached to you bc the more I stay the more painful it becomes. To the point it hurts me seeing u in someone else's arms.

Hindi na kita pwedeng payagan gawin yung mga bagay na we used to do before. I must know my worth as a woman, ndi ako mababang babae para gamitin mo lang to play along with your nonsense & act as your 'gf' kunuhay or couple just bc trip mo lg or whatever your reason is.

tbh, I don't feel comfortable everytime u wrap ur arms around me in public places. My god I'm so dumb talaga pero buti nalang walang nakakita sa atin na relatives ko coz we'll be both dead.

And now that we're finally parting our ways, expect me to put boundaries between us next time.

We're still friends pero I'm not letting you rest your hand on my shoulder ever again, we're not even a thing lmao.

I admit, I felt a slight pain on my chest when I saw you with someone else kanina sa mcdo, it's funny to think that we usually do that 'NOON', kung pwede lang lumipat sa ibang fast food chain para di ko kayo makita kaso may mga kasamahan din ako and naka order na kami ng pagkain.

I couldn't stop myself from glancing secretly sa table niyo bc we used to eat together noun pero ngayon iba na kasama mo kumain at nakakapanghinayang lang talaga, lol. You used to invite me para kumain tayo or gumala bc wala kang kasama.

The way how you look at and converse with her na parang nakikita mo na ang future mo sa kaniyang mga mata kinda makes me wanna poke my eyes with fork.

We'll I don't have rights naman to stop you from being freinds with other girls aside from me, I'm just a mere human na umaasa lang magka feelings ka din sa akin after all the moments we have shared. I know ndi lang naman ako ang naging kaibigan mong babae and I should stop being jealous and dramatic about it.

Impyernes, she's quiet pretty ha, tall, morena, look smart, classy, and chinita. Definitely your type lmaooo.

I'm finally letting you go. You'll be busy na pursuing your dream and so do I. Goodluck to your journey. Hanggang sa muli aking tinatangi.

My L.Habibi—

[clicheyettouche]

AN OPEN LETTER TO TOÑA

Dear Baklang Puñeta,

Oh? You really thought I was going to write you a letter? Akala mo ba belong ka sa pamilyang ito, huh? Ampon ka lang! Anak ka talaga ni Okray na kumanta ng inutil na mahilig sa tongits. CHAROT!

How should I start this letter? Wag na gandahan 'to. Pretty ka ba? Lol. This is by far the hardest letter na ginawa ko, why? Nothing special naman, tinatamad lang talaga ako gawin. Chaka mo kasi. Chariz!

Did you know that when I was young I wish to have a boy bestfriend. And then I realise boys is just too much for me to handle, naumay ako bigla dahil ata siguro may dalawa na akong Kuya. Kaya when I was still in grade school nung time na I met a LOT of funny gays in school. I kinda wish na sana I have at least one gay bestfriend because they're fun to be with. Sobrang natutuwa lang ako sa wit, energy and vibes nila.

Well...

Actually I had a bff before pero he's a bad influence. So, I distance myself from that person kasi masyado akong mabait noon and I don't want to associate myself sa ganung tao na may ugaling mang bully ng tao. I had another one too but too bad he's so problematic at lahat na lang issue. Nagkaroon ako ng gay friends noon pero laging short lived lang at di ako pinapalad sa kanila.

I don't know.

Maybe because nabigyan na pala ako ni Lord ng ilusyunadang baklitang gaya mo na mas attitude at problematic. O' diba eksena ka nanaman. Hahaha!

Alam mo ba nasa tiyan ka pa lang ni Mommy. Hindi ako na-eexcite kasi lagi akong niloloko na kesyo hindi na ako ang bunso. Na may bago ng baby. Nako, hindi naman ako apektado masyado noon ramdam ko lang talaga 'yung masamang enerhiya na nanggagaling sa tiyan ni Mommy. Lamang lupa ka pala. Jok! Lmao.

Medyo nakakatuwa naman sa part ko kahit slight kasi alam ko may bago akong manika at ikaw 'yun. Hindi man na ako mabibilhan ng laruan dahil sa'yo ikaw naman ang gagawin kong laruan pag bored ako.

Nangyari naman pero when you grew up. The age difference made it difficult, you were the annoying little brother that didn't listen and got in the way...hirap na nga maging bunso mas mahirap pa pala maging ate. Pwe!

Kaya noon LITERAL na sa una lang nakakatuwa maging ate kasi you became my biggest nemesis. I will never forget how you stole some of my toys at binabalibag mo pa sa'kin, laging inu-ungusan sa jellyace na pasalubong ni Tito Freddie and you never let me watch peacefully kasi lagi kang epal na makiki-agaw ng remote control at ako pa talaga mapapagalitan sa huli kapag ginantihan kita. And this is a never-ending list. You were an absolute nightmare who got in the way of everything and swear-to-god, all I wanted to do was punch you in the face and break your nose! And I did break your nose. Hahahaha! Di ko naman sadya nadala lang ng bugso ng damdamin. Hahaha! Buti na lang di matangos ilong mo kaya di halatang nabangasan kita.

I'm not really sure if you remember it pero sa sobrang annoying mo at lagi kang nakabuntot sa'kin kaya hindi ako makalaro sa labas dahil it's either isasama kita or iiwan kita sa bahay. Eh, ayaw mo magpa-iwan kasi papansin kang anak. Gusto mo lagi kang may exposure. Bida bida ka kahit noon pa. Haha! Ikaw 'yung unang tao na sumagad sa pasensya ko at naingudngod ko talaga mukha mo sa bato kaya dumugo ilong mo. Take note sa sobrang panic ko pinangpunas ko pa 'yung sinampay nila Tito Pando sa duguan mong ilong. Hahahaha! Ilang araw din akong di lumabas nun kasi naguilty ako. Lolz.

Natuto akong maging bully ng slight dahil sa pagiging atribada mo sa buhay ko. Echosera ka kasi. Dati...I have officially declared my ownership on anything I lay my hand on first. Bakit? Ganti ng isang api. Kaya if I manage to snatch it from your hand, it is mine. Kasi gusto ko lang asarin ka pero ibabalik ko din naman kasi di naman ako sugapa. And then if you poke me with one finger and I'm going to scream my throat out and create a big drama scene. I enjoy it when you get scolded. No happiness compares to it. Pasensya na bakla because the Queen is very impatient sometimes. So bow down. CHAR! I admittedly was a little of a sass growing up so I could be rude to you and make you feel like crap, pero wala ka na magagawa nasipa na kita sa mukha. Minsan talaga sa'yo ko nabubunton 'yung inis ko kay Topak hindi kasi ako makaganti sa kanya kaya kapag binwisit mo ko sa'yo ko talaga ibubuhos lahat ng frustration ko. Sisihin mo sya. Joke. Pero in all fairness ever since you were born, there hasn't been a dull moment in my life. Even though you still make me furious with your impossibly stubborn, annoying, and infuriating acts, I wouldn't have it any other way.

Fast forward a few years and you morphed into a REAL MONSTER! Not a day went by when we didn't fight or gave each other the biggest of ultimatums. We wouldn't stop fighting until someone was crying or in trouble… it almost seems like it was a game to us looking back at it. Palagi naman talaga tayong nag-aaway. They usually are just over dumb shit. They also end in the both of us calling each other names. I’m not sure if I have ever hurt your feelings, but if I have deserve mo kasi matigas talaga ulo mo bakla. Char! I would never want to hurt your feelings. I'm not that petty na akala mo ako si Clara sa palabas na Mara Clara at lagi kitang binabayolente sa lahat ng bagay dahil lang gusto kitang pahirapan. On a good note though siblings fight and we bounce back pretty quick. Kahit naman ngayon, you are probably doing something to annoy me or plotting to do something to annoy me. That is just how things are. You know exactly how to get on every single nerve I have within me. Ganoong level 'yung kahayupan mo talaga.

Anyway kahit naman ganyan tayo. Ako pa din naman lagi mong kakampi sa huli. DUHHH.

And just so you know... I have the best gaydar on earth unang rinig ko talaga sa iyak mo alam kong berde ang dugo mo. Hahahaha! Chariz. Pero sa totoo lang din...I know you're gay and you don't have to tell me. Not sure what's your sexuality pero we both know you're not straight. Lolz.

I know that having a five-year age gap between us sometimes makes our relationship hard pero alam mo naman sa sarili mo na I'm one of your biggest supporter. I am not forcing you to come out of the closet pero kahit magkulong ka pa sa loob buong buhay mo you don't have to tell me. Since I'm your sister I am not going to force you to out yourself, actually I'm one of your person who will be your guard outside your closet. Kasi I know it and it's no big deal. Aside from wanting you to know that you have my full support, I honestly couldn't care less. Ikaw yan. Live your life. Be proud and be happy. You cannot let anything get you down. You are in control of your life.

And It's never a sin. You'll never be a sin in my eyes just because some people look at you differently. You have grown into such a good and caring man and I couldn't be more proud to be your older sister and watch you grow up. Sa totoo lang I was really taken aback by how poised you are, how much better you understood yourself and your own desires than I did at 18.

At hindi lang ikaw ang nag ggrow bakla. Ako din naman. As I watch you grow and be the person that you are today syempre as your older sister I have to realize that I can't control what you do and I know that I have to learn to always trust you, especially since you've never given me much of a reason not too. At wag mo sana sirain 'yun. And to be honest It also scares me that you're already so independent and that I don't know where you are half the time, but I am also happy that you have made so many friends.

Since you have my trust and support. All I can ask for you as we move forward is to PLEASE make good choices. Please lang. You are a smart kid with so much potential, so please never waste it. Even the smartest people sometimes get into the wrong friend groups and peer pressure becomes very real. Don't let yourself hang out with those that don't better you as a person. Wag kang shunga baka ingudngod ko ulit mukha mo sa batuhan.

My last advice to you; talk to people when you need it. Wag ka na gumaya sa'kin kasi it will eat you up and it's draining. If you need help ask for it, the family couldn't be more proud and supportive of you and I hope you realise that. Madalas you'll be annoyed on how I treat you or kung paano ako mag salita sa'yo pero just deal with it kasi kahit gaano ka ka-independent I will forever picture you as my little brother and in my mind, you will never grow up. And that's the reality.

I know most of the time nabibingi ka na sa stupid rants that involve nagging and complaining about something irrelevant which is 50% gossip and 50% dramatic exaggeration but I'm glad you always listen kahit low-key nakakainsulto response mo. Wala ka din naman choice. Tandaan mo kahit mas magaling ka na mag make up sa'kin ngayon. Sakin ka pa din natuto mag make up, dahil sa'kin natripan mo mag maganda. Kasi mukha mo talaga una kong naging canvass. And aminin mo you like it ha. Hahaha!

Kidding aside...

You had a lot of growing up to do bakla and a lot of baggage to work through before you could really feel comfortable with who you are. You'd roll your eyes at me and dismiss it with one of your "Pake ko," pero totoo sinasabi ko. I understand why you think all I do is constantly judge you and tell you what to do, but I truly only do it because I care about you. I only ever want what is best for you. In my eyes you will always be my little brother no matter how tall you get, no matter your age, and no matter how far apart we are.

Anyway masyado na mahaba to echosera ka na masyado. Ipakita mo na lang kung sino ka bakla, not just in the month of June, but everyday in your life. Be proud. 

Be proud na atribida ka sa buhay ko. HAHAHA!

[neo-shitty]

ITS FINE ASFSDFJHDSF pag binubuksan ko den yung ask na ean sa phone ko, todo lag 🕳️🚶 kaya need naka pc para mabasa reply mo HUHU sorry bout that btw! kaya kailangan den ng read me ng asks ih 💀 aaa i feel like mapupunta nga ako kay jaemin dhil sa yt,,,,,, 😭 ito yung inconsistent 😔 anyways, binging nct pa den these past days tas naabot na den s7 ng nct life. productive for kpop only <33

slight cool if ghosts are real kasi it means makakalibot ka pa after death pero 3/4 scary bc ibig sabihin non nandito lng sila,,, invisible... pinapanood tayo. */sniff naur. pero alt world with ghosts would be interesting af. same here with losing interest in bts bc of their songs ;-;; i still keep up with their cbs in hopes na ma tripan ko ulit songs pero yung recent releases nila is di ko vibe sadzzz. after mots:7, nawala na ako Y^Y

thank you aaaaa :">> pero agree den na work hard lng hehezz. btw, my parents bought me an anatomy and physiology textbook and yun yung pinagkakaabalahan ko den since last week. i really love it since with the internet, i dont really know where to start kasi yung mga vid na napapanood ko uses advanced terms ~.~ pero yeee medicine yung gusto kong i take 🤩 if you dont mind me asking, what s your dream? 👀

dbaaa kaya umalis ako ng stan twt agad agad, di ko keri yung toxicity :<< buti nga i came across tumblr kasi i was still able to find friends with same interests as ako pero still, yung environment is safe :>> mga maliliit na bagay iniisyu nila don sa twt 😭 pati mga away with other fandoms, mangddamay pa sila ng groups. mag ttrend silang offensive hashtags ganon e nakikita kaya eon ng mga idols HUHU like legit, andami kong nakikitang na bbash dahil lang multi fan ?? waaaat ?? da fuq ?? (https://ibb.co/rkt5jQs) kaya tuwang tuwa ako dito sa tumblr kasi hindi lang iisang grp yung pwede kong mapag usapan with other people. and very true, deserve nilang lahat yung success <333

AHDHJSADJJHSHJSA relatable yung watching with no subs <//3 makikita ko nlng sa comments na pag uusapan nila yung vid e like "pano nila na ggets ??" tas di pala naka on captions 😭 minsan kasi matic naka turn on if may captions pero minsan naman, tatamarin si youtube huehue. PATI ANOOO i think yesterday lang to, i forgot, nag release skz at nct ng teaser (teaser ba yung sa nct??) at the same time. di ko alam ano uunahin HSDHJFJDHAFFHJD WAIT ANDAMI KONG TANONG TUNGKOL NCT....

fist of all, ganda ng winter falls UGHHH NAIIYAK AKO SA WHITE HIGHLIGHTS SA BUHOK NI SEUNGMINNNN :">> excited nako i cri. yung sa nct, ANOO BA EONN??? teaser ba eon wat. or short film wat. prng like intro sa album ganern kasi diba mag ccb sila ?? ANO yung nct 2021 ?? lahat ng membs nandon e dba nct u na tawag don ? HUHU NAKAKAHIYA WALA AKONG MA GETS 🕳️🕳️🕳️🚶 pasensya na. pati nakita ko sa comments na may theories eme eme den pala nct, binge watching na ulit to 😎 pati asan si winwin ;-;;;

ayy ano kasi, lumipat ako sa school na eon for 7th grade kasi buong elem nasa all girls ako Y^Y want ng parents ko ng exposure kaya linipat ako co ed. okay naman siya kasi yung classmate ko from gr 5-6 dun den pala lumipat kaya charan, besties na kami ngaun 🤩 hinelp niya ako mag adjust since nakakapanibago eh siya like 2 yrs lang nag all girls so mej sanay pa :>> may parang cream section kasi pero transferees bawal pa don kasi prove urself daw LMAO e si student A matic cream ng first yr kasi since elem pa sha nandoon sa school na eon. kaya nung 8th grade, prng naging "transferee" ulit ako kasi napuntang cream sec tas iba na yung classmates na kasama ko. sila, close close na kasi years na silang magkakaklase since bawat taon nasa cream sec silang lahat ganern. yung mga prends ko from kabilang section is tropa ko nung grade 7 AHSHHASHDSAH anyways, thank you for listening sa rant ko pala huhuhuhu <33 pati feel ko kaya naman yan ni student A, sobrang ano lang niya pagdating sa acads pero mabait naman. charac dev otw. CHAROT. 1/2

AHHAHAHADDSHHDSDHHJA BAT KA KINALIBUTAN AHHAHHAHA 😭 mejo surface level den ako sa kanila, na miss ko lang since napanood ko i land <//3 malaki potential nila for me kaya i ll wait for them to grow pa 🤩 HAHHAHAHA INGATT KA TOFFF 💀 ganun den ako nung bata, kung san san tumatama pero di napapansin lol lagi ako nasesermon ng mama ko non kasi bat daw di ko alam san nanggaling HUHU

WHYY ?? opm is great though. i dont think you ll find things na mapapa dislike ka sa opm 🤔 IM SORRY BUT THE ART REALLY IS BAD Y^Y lalo na earlier chapters pero yun nga, plot wise, high tier 👌👌👌 mob pysho is about a student na may powers tas ewan mga ganap lng sa buhay niya,,, hMM ung expla ko made it seem boring pero it s 1000x better than what you would understand based sa sinabi ko lol though na boringan ako sa first 3 eps, worth it na tinuloy ko pa dennn. may listahan den ako ng mga anime at manga na di ko tinloy 💀 PRAMIS punong puno yung notes ko. yung katekyo hitman tungkol siya sa anak ng mafia ganon. i just realized na i m really bad at summarizing LOL namatay kasi yung boss ng fam nila tas biglaan may bumisita kay anak na maliit na baby para i train sya for next boss ganon. sa father s side niya kasi yung mafia and i think di aware yung mom niya ?? di k sure forgot na and havent finished 💀 MAGI IS GREAT AAA adventures siya ni alladin and alibaba tas great plot lng. i ll rewatch bigla kong na miss <33 dw, magic sarap den una kong naisip nung narinig ko eon huhuhu i think mha is nearly done ?? not sure... pero excited to hear your thoughts abt it !

i honestly forgot na why i wasn t satisifed with kny s ending 💀 partly dahil parang sa series, it showed yung importance nung flower ?? and it wasn t really explained deeply kaya :<< if i m not wrong, sabi lng necessary siya for treatment sa past ni michael jackson PERO I THOUGHT IT D BE MORE THAN THAT AAAA yun yung inaabangan ko kasi kala ko may malupitang revelation about don kaya sadge. other than that, nag abang den ako like full arcs about sa past ng lahat ng pillars ;-;; yung war sa end parang ang bilis na nangyayari ang stuff. dba uh !!SPOILER!! naging demon si tanjiro? DI KO INEEXPECT NA MA CCONVERT SIYA BACK INTO HUMAN AGAD AGAD AAAAA pati yung med para maging tao ulet si nezuko,, kala ko mas i eexplain pa ganon kaya ~.~ pero yes puro expectations ko lang yan kaya siguro it felt short for me hhhhhh pero still love it <333

it s fun talking to you kaya 🤩 pati chill lang ako, i dont really feel pressured na masagot ka agad lalo na i know naman na you d understand na i m busy these days. hopefully di ka den na ppressure 😭 take your time answering the asks kasi lahat naman tayo may buhay and busy bc of school and uni so 😎 yun nga, weekend babad nct and reading new text book :>> how bout you??

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mas marami pa ata nasusulat ko dito kaysa sa mga fic ko lately. i think asks have the read me option! i've tried it before pero siguro sa di anon lang. if you ever swerve to jaemin let me know ;) my next big project is for him HAHA productive for kpop only is soooo felt. about bts, mag-ccb pa ba sila before may magenlist? like album cb or something?

i think as a good nawawala yung worldly miseries. but won't you miss out din? you wouldn't need to eat with no physical digestive system to sustain. so what do you do as a ghost? talk to other ghosts? come to think about it, there are more dead people buried in the earth kaysa sa currently buhay. sooooo if there are ghosts around... siguro nakaface palm na sila bc of what we've done to the earth/to the country.

oh god anatomy and physiology ang tagal pa ;n; diba sa college pa yan tinatackle T_T pero it's nice that you're starting early. a lot of my irls wish that they did. what's my dream? tbh, i don't really have one bc i didn't think i'd live past senior high LMAO. i try not to dream or expect a lot bc it hits hard when i get disappointed. i think my only dream is nct dream HAJSHAJH hbu?

i enjoyed my stay sa stan twt bc i never really interacted pero tru, it gets draining sometimes. they make huge issues out of the smallest of things (wait lmao di ko nabasa na sinabi mo dito) and TBH TUMBLR'S A MUCH BETTER PLACE. i'm not being grilled for being a multi here. right :// i'm especially infuriated with stays bc of their tendency to blow things up, WELL AWARE that chan often sees content. i used that mark meme too much last year.

nung napanood ko wala pa talagang captions so. HAHJAH tru youtube tamad. idk when the simultaneous teaser drops happened but YES oml nauna yung notif ng nct so nauna ko panuorin yun then skz.

yung winter falls akala ko soft and fluffy but angsty yung dating??? im excited too pero di ko nga lang alam kung kelan idrodrop kasi wala ako sa twt HAJSAH yung nct talaga ang ganda ;n; regarding sa nct, when all the members are included in a comeback usually ninaname after the year. yung first na cb nila as a whole was nct 2018, then nct 2020, then nct 2021. there are tracks na kasama lahat ng members and nacrecredit yung tracks na yun as nct 2018 (for black on black) and nct 2020 (for resonance). it tends to be nct u kung members from different units are combined into one unit. it's alright, took me a while to learn all of this last year. nakailang beses ko na ring tinuro so sanay na aq. naisip ko kung magkaamnesia kaya ako would amnesiac me bother re-memorizing nct again? and if i do, would i still end up with donghyuck as my bias? 9:30 pm thoughts. nct theories are really nice but COMPLICATED OML DEFINE SAKIT SA ULO. and winwin is in china filming for a drama!!

how was the all girls school experience? hanggang catholic school lang ako. HAHAH ang cute niyo ng cm mo from your prev school. LOL felt yung cream section. i used to belong to one nung elementary ako. i never really realized how separated we were sa ibang sections until ngayong college na ako? the other sections had fun and we were all focusing on grades and shit. CHILDHOOD WASTED. no prob with the ranting. feel free to rant here any time you want. there's a lot of hope for student A. i don't think i had a glow up attitude wise until quarantine started.

i just find it weird thinking about the enha boys na kaedad ko lang. i envision them in the class and how...i don't think i'll get along with anyone. yeah, i think the potential is huge too. sana di masyadong i-hinder growth nila ng company. magiingat na sa paglilinis >:) sometimes we get bruised without us knowing yk, our moms gotta understand than.

HAHAHAH i hope the plot will make up for the bad art of opm. bat ewan na ganap niya sa buhay HAJSHAJ i laughed (this is for mob psycho) anak ng mafia WHEEZE. HAHA it's alright, some things are hard to some up talaga. hala bat left in the dark yung mom o.O hala inchresting yung magi parang retelling. yep! mha is nearly done so inaantay ko nalang talaga.

dude i didn't even realize that a flower was involved in the plot until much later. oo nga no, isa siyang di na elaborate. baka bc of your expectations lang, i get it tho. ay oo nga no it wouldve been better kung lahat ng pillars may arcs o.O but i found myself satisfied with the short background stories lang sjdhksf baka kasi kung patagalin pa demons 1 > tao 0 na HAHAH ang OP kaya ni tanjiro as demon ALSO MICHAEL JACKSON JDSKJAHJA i can't seem to hate him pero im not entirely keen on liking him kasi grabe mangdamay nak nam—

it's fun talking to you too!! studies prio bestie! i hope you get your break soon tho ;n; konting kembot nalang magpapasko na. enjoy your textbook reading along side nct. lately i've been cleaning the house and it's so therapeutic. i rested today tho, back to cleaning naman tomorrow. i'm rereading looking for alaska by john green atm AND I FINISHED YOUR REQUEST FOR THE MILESTONE THINGY HEHE will post within this week. maybe friday or maybe earlier :3 how was your day?

[unmannedspaceship]

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Kapag October, maraming mga TV shows at mga establishments na ang theme ay Halloween bilang pag-alala sa mga namatay (lmao) at speaking of patay, may mga bagay na na namatay o nakalimutan dito sa Tumblr o kung meron mang gumagawa, sobrang kakaunti na lang. Syempre maraming pagbabago, kinain na tayong lahat, pati ako. 1. Pumapatol ang lahat sa mga “Ask Me *insert something here*” na nga posts dati, ngayon kasi kapag nagreblog ka ng ganon, irereblog lang din ng iba, ending walang mag-aask sa'yo. 2. Kapag anon blogger, anon talaga. Hindi ‘yung biglang anon daw tapos biglang nakipag-meetup like anong point mo? 3. “Waht” - isa 'to sa mga namimiss ko sa Tumblr kasi ngayon dito sa tVmbLř 2 0 1 7, wala na 'yung mga pa-jej kuno na nakakatawa, lahat na tayo naging pacool na. 4. “What’s on tumblr, stays on tumblr” kasi tangina fam lahat na yata ng mga ganap dito nakalabas na 🙃 salamat, 2 0 1 7 5. Dashboard fiesta! Meron pa nga dati 'yung #TeamHorror vs #TeamPorn vs #TeamFoodPorn, sabay sabay na may gif ng pinapatay, nag-iiyutan at chocolate na natutunaw sa dashboard. 6. Pagandahan ng blog para sa DB/Rate Blog. Ewan ko kung dapat bang mamiss 'to kasi total BS 'yung rate blog pero nakakatuwa naman 'yung DB kasi ewan ko din basta cute 'yun. May nakaka-appreciate ng effort mo na maglagay ng BGM, magpaastigan ng blog pati 'yung mga counter AHhhhhhh I miss this shit. 7. Kapag tropa, tropa lang. Hindi tinatalo. (Ayoko na mag-explain, direct to the point na naman) 8. Weekly Tumblr Crushes, magpopost weekly kung sino 'yung most liked at may lowkey kilig feeling kaya kapag ikaw 'yung #1 sa Tumblr crushes. Sayang kasi sobrang bagal na ng tumblr sa web, mas okay na sa mobile. 9. Puyatan? Old friends? Bakit parang after 10 PM wala na masyadong ganap sa dash 'di tulad dati na 10 PM nga nagsisimula pa lang. 10. Nakakamiss lahat actually, siguro nagmature tayo (kahit slight lang) kaya may mga bagay na tayong itinigil o naging sobrang busy na sa life (#Relate) kaya wala ng oras sa mga time consuming tumblr things like dis en dat. Disclaimer: No offense mga bagong bloggers. 'Di ito para sa inyo. Take your chill pill everyday, fam.

[iamcarmaaganda]

𝘐𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘭𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦. Closing my year feeling all sorts of emotions but right now I just choose to be happy. I got the chance to spend 2019's last days with my dear friends and family and my dogs! Yeah, well my 2019 has been a real rollercoaster and I learned a lot. 𝗟𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗹𝗼𝘁. I know better now. The already brittle trust I had for people are now reduced to ashes. Hahahaha. Char but not really char. What important is, I learned. :) I met lots of new friends and sort of got reunited with old ones. I had loads of fun with real friends this year. Tried lots of new things with my girls and had lots of new experiences and memories that I will forever treasure. Feeling ko nag mature ako ng slight this year. 🤔 Pero baka feelingera lang me. Lmao. Thank you people who continuing to fight to stay alive during these harsh times. We are all survivors! You are all inspiring and great! I hope we continue this feat until year 2020 to 2100! 😁 Thanks to the amazing people who I got to know and met this year, in a way, you all made changes in me and made me who I am today. I hope the good ones will still be with me and create happy memories with me on 2020. 😊 Okay ang haba na. Hahaha tapusin ko na to by saying that I am ending this year a liitle bit more fatter than I was when the year started. 😂 Congratulations, me. 🤣 Lamon pa more, me. 🤣 You did well, me. You'll be okay, me. I love you, me. Haha! Take care and I hope we all enter the year 2020 happy and healthy! Lets all live our lives to the fullest! Happy New Year! (2 hours advanced, yeah 😆) #stillalive! 😊😊😊 https://www.instagram.com/p/B6vYdW-Aw-T/?igshid=1fd8mctd8iugb

[mattsivan]

Journal Week 9 (01/14-18/19)

01/14/19 (Monday)

Wala pa akong naabutang flag cem this 2019, jusq. Pero atleast, nakaabot ako ng 7 am, hehe.

Walang ginawa sa R&W. May iniwang gagawin lang sa DRRR. Nagset-up kami ng booth nung BaCal time. May iniwan lang ring sasagutan sa GenChem. Ang saya puro walang ganap, hahaha.

Nung break time, something happened. Pumasok ako sa… Nakipag-interact sa ibang tao. Lumipat siya galing sa upuan papuntang bintana. Tumingin ako sa kaniya at napatingin rin siya sa akin. Fu---, nalungkot ako. :(( Nung GenChem, na-kwento ko ‘to sa isa kong kaibigan. Napag-usapan din namin yung ibang naging problema namin about love life.

Anyways, sa PracRes, sinabi lang yung mga kulang na requirements ng iba tapos pinakita rin yung scores namin sa exam. Putangina, 37 ako at kulay blue cell ng score ko na nakalagay sa excel. It means pasado ako, yay!! Sa PagPag naman, sinabi lang yung mga kailangang i-comply until Wednesday. Sa PerDev, wala ako sa room kasi tumulong kami nina Sai at Buh sa pag set-up ng booth. Pagbalik ko naman, nakita ko yung score ko sa exam.. 46 ako!!! Yay, puro pasado at matataas yung mga scores na alam ko, shox.

Uwian na, at nakita ko siya may kausap sa glass area. Tangina, so ‘eto naman akong tanga, nagpaparamdam kunyari sa kanya, tambay ako kunwari sa hallway. Wala akong ganap nung uwian, sad. Sumabay ako kay Sai sa pagbaba, nakausap niya sandali si * habang naglalakad habang ako’y nakayuko. Ayun, lungkot ko ulit. Bumalik ako room, kinuha bag. Naglakad papuntang glass area. Bumalik sa room, nakasalubong siya. Pumunta ulit ako papuntang stairs na para maunahan ko siya pero umakyat siya. Naghintay ako sa labas kung makakasabay ko siya. Akala ko nga siya yung bumaba, feel ko siya kaya nauna ako. Naghintay ako along Verge St. kung pauwi na siya, ‘di ko siya nakita tho kaya sumakay na akong jeep.

Natulog ako around 5 pm. Nagising ng 8 pm. Sinabi ko sa friend ko na I have this stupid idea para makausap si ano and he said na pwede kong gawin yung ng Friday. Sinearch ko FB profile niya and walang lumalabas. Nagpa-favor ako sa friend ko nai-check yung acc ni *. May lumabas. It means blinock niya ako, hahahahah. Sakit na naman. Na-kwento ko sa friend ko and sinabi kong gusto ko na talaga siyang makausap pero sabi niya ‘wag muna daw. Umiiyak ako habang kausap siya. ‘Wag ko muna daw siyang isipin at tanggalin ko daw atensyon ko kay ano. Ang hirap gawin kasi kada oras naiisip ko siya!! :’< ‘Wag munang kausapin kasi daw baka pag nag-usap kami ay madala kami sa emosyon amin lalo na recently lang yung misunderstanding namin and may chance na mas lalo pang masira friendship namin. Um-oo na lang ako, kasi may point siya pero hindi ko na kaya. Alam naman daw niya na kaya ko, so kakayanin ko na lang.

After having my breakdown, gumawa na akong HWs para ‘di ako masyadong busy bukas.

My take-away for this day is think ahead of what might happened and ‘wag magpadala sa emosyon. Ugh!

01/15/19 (Tuesday)

Nag-lesson nung Stats time pero 30 min for BaCal and 30 min for Stats lessons. Mukhang masaya lessons this quarter ,yay!!

Lunch time, and nakita ko siya kasama si “sis”. Tapos nakita ako nung kaibigan ko, sabi niya umiwas daw ako. Pumasok sila sa room, nag-react ako tapos sabi ulit ng kaibigan ko ipikit ko daw mata ko. Nakalimutan ko pero sumilip ako sa room nila, test ng DRRR, tapos tumingin ako sa kanya tapos tumingin rin siya sa akin. Pagsilip ko ulit, nag-iba yung pwesto nung ulo niya. Aw.

Sa PerDev, nag-perform yung 6 groups about sa mga things na nakaka-stress. Sabi ni ma’am, alam naman namin yung solusyon, ang nagiging problema ay hindi naman magawa yung solusyon. Sa BaChem, ngayon ko lang naintindihan yung lesson, sayang late ko na na-gets!! Sa DRRR, nag chapter test, ang baba ko, 36 lang HAHAHAH.

Uwian na at may sayaw yung selected people ng Campos, nanood ako. Nag-vid ako. :)) Angas nilang sumayaw.

After niyan, bumili kami ng groupmates ko ng ingredients para makagawa kamin ng lasagna para sa prosediyural video namin for PagPag. Habang naglalakad, puro sila asar sa akin, grr HAHAHA. Ang sarap ng lasagna, boi!! Sana lahat sa amin na lang, ajuju.

8:30 pm na at sinamahan ko yung kaibigan kong bumili ng pang skin care routine niya, nayz HAHAHAH. ‘Di namin mahanap yung nature republic, jusq. Ayun, nagpalibre ako sa kanya ng oil paper blot eme (?) HAHAHAH Pagka-uwi ko, na-search ko na may bad effects pala ‘to. Shox, pero gagamitin ko pa din. Tapos bibili ako ng magandang moisturizer. Green tea seed serum!!

Habang nagala pala kami nung kaibigan ko, nag-kwento ako about sa problema namin ni *. Ayun, sadderz ulit ako. Hanggang pagksakay namin sa jeep, topic pa rin namin yun. Eh mali pala nasakyan namin, sa buendia kami bumaba. Dahil dito, may naisip akong stupid idea at ginawa namin yun. After naming gawin yun, napadaan kami kina Clyde tapos umuwi na rin kami agad.

01/16/19 (Wednesday)

Late akong nakapasok, around 7:15 am ako nakadating. Buti na lang walang teacher na pumasok sa 1st and 2nd subject. Tapos walang ganap sa PracRes, except dun sa mga may kulang ng requirements. Wala ring ganap sa R&W. Inasikaso ko na lang yung procedures para dun sa Prosidyural na video kasi hindi ako gumawa kahapon kasi inisip ko na walang PagPag ngayon pero pasahan pala ng grades ngayon, lmao.

May ginawa akong katarantaduhan nung lunch time, involving somebody else’s phone. Muntikan na akong mahuli, omg. It turns out na walang yung mga sinend kong… Tsaka same # yung nakuha dun sa existing.

Same thing happened, natambay na siya palagi sa may bintana na area.

Medyo late na kami nakapag-table tennis pero atleast natapos ko na yata yung activity sheet. Nakalaban ko si Ate Catt, wiieee :D Tapos walang ganap nung DRRR kasi wala si Ma’am.

Inasikaso ko yung notes for PerDev kasama si Cot. Sabay uwi na ako agad para maka-edit na akong vid. 2 hours akong nag-edit. Nakatulog tuloy eko, eh aalis dapata ko kasi nag-invite bestfriend ko na pumunta sa kanila kasi anniversary ng parents niya. Shox, huhu. Nag-asikaso na lang ako ng mga eme sa PracRes kasi kami unang magde-defense. Tapos may inayos konti sa video.

01/17/19 (Thursday)

Nag-lesson si Ma’am Rex about sa basic rules a differentiation, ez naman siya. Tapos nagbalik na naman yung First Five, jusq HAHAHAH. Sa PracRes, grupo ko yung unang nag-defense. Kumonti brain cells ko, kasi… basta HAHAHAH Lahat kami naubos brain cells, lalo na si Sheynne at Aaron. Nung R&W, walang ginawa HAHAHA, free time yay. Nanood lang kami ng vid sa DRRR. Nung BaCal, may demo sin Ma’am Rex. Nandun si Ma’am Javiniar, Ma’am Ivy, Sir Canzana. It went well naman, parang normal class lang ganern. Tapos may first five and may pa-bingo eme. Late namin na-realize ni Sai na nakabuo na kami ng diagonal, buti na lang kami yata unang nagpasa HAHAHAH angas. Tapos nag-recite eme ako, pinasulat ako sa board. Bangag ako kasi yung huling term lang sinulat ko, eh mahaba pa pala yung sagot xD Sa BaChem naman, nag frequency of error tapos diniscuss ni sir yung tamang sagot.

Uwian na, and nagyaya bestfriend ko na gumala at samahan siyang bumili ng something. Nauna na ako sa MoA. Nakita ko si Buhay, pinicturan ko HAHAHA Tapos nakita ko ulit siya, ‘di ko na muna siya tiningnan kasi akala ko makikita niyo ako. Umay, dinaanan lang niya ako sa harapan xD Tamang tambay muna ako sa Innisfree, tapos narinig ko yung nagbebenta dun na dapat mas mauna yung Green Tea Seed Serum kaysa sa toner. Nuks, learning. Gusto kong bumili soon.

Anyways, bumili ako tickets ng Glass. Buti na lang naisipan kong bumili ng tickets dun sa walang pila sa may Cinema 7 & 8. 4:50 pm kasi time slot, eh 4:35 pm na yata nun. Nagmadali ako, tapos naiwan ko pa yata yung card jacket ng debit card ko sa counter, zzz. We enjoyed the movie, ang angas kahit na napaka-divisive ng film!! Kumain kami sa Wendy’s, libre niya. Tapos naglakad-lakad kami to talk about things. Sabay na kaming sumakay ng Malibay jeep. Nauna siyang bumaba, tapos siyempre nag-stay ako kasi malayo pa ako. Anyways, tinanong sa akin nung driver kung saan ba daw ako bababa. Sabi ko sa may Evang. Sabi niya, mali daw ginawa ko sana daw sumakay ako ng Magallanes. Sabi ko, sinabayan ko kaibigan ko. Sabi niya, ‘wag ko daw ulitin. Um-oo na lang ako, umay. Anong mali dun? Jusq. Alam kong impractical pero choice ko yun eh. Nakauwi naman ako, nayz HAHAHAH

Lesson ko for this day is sana maka-adapt ako para walang mawala sa akin and mapagpatuloy ang daloy ng buhay, hehe.

01/18/19 (Friday)

Nagturo si Sir Pimentel about sa Maka-Pilipinong Pananaliksik. Angas talaga niya magturo. Break time na and may tinuturo siya sa mga classmate ko, upcoming lesson yata. Tapos siguro nagtanong classmates ko sa kanya dahil may ganap kahapon sa PracRes. Directly sinabi sa akin ni sir na may numbers involved talaga sa Quali Research pero mas nakafocus daw dapat sa sagot. Nalinawan ako, hehe.

Anyways, may program about sa scholarship ng Megaworld. Nakasabay ko si ano sa pag-akyat, huhu. Katabi ko sa Ate Catt, hehe <3 Tapos 1 seat apart kami ni ano, nasa likod siya naglalaro. Natulog na lang ako, tapos nakinig ng slight nung unang part ng program.

Sa BaChem, naubos time namin kasi si Sir nagsasabi ng info about scholarships and stuffs. Etong mga classmates ko, siyempre tanong nang tanong para maubos oras HAHAHA Sa Stats naman may recitation about sa Null & Alternative Hypothesis. Tapos nag-kwento si Ma’am about scholarships din and ano yung mga comments ng mga eme sa demo kahapon. Laughtrip talaga pag may binabash kami eh xD

After BaCal, sabi ko kay Ate Catt na pakingganin namin yung 7 rings ni Ariana Grande. Dalawang beses naming pinakinggan and.. it was meh kasi ‘di bagay ka Ariana yung rap tapos ang generic ng song pero baka magbago namin opinion ko about that song. Tapos, pinakinig ko kay Ate Catt si Ava Max, yung kanta na Sweet but Psycho. Pinakinig naman niya sa akin yung mga kanta sa bagong album ng IVOS. Angas, boi. Excited na akong makinig.. pero baka wala akong ma-downloadan na album kasi local siya, huhu.

Malapit na mag-uwian at lumapit ako kina Allyka, JP, Neil, etc. Narinig ko si Neil na may kwinekwento about sa bear, alam ko nay un. Tapos napa-upo ako sa kanila after nun. Nag-kwekwento bawat isa ng kahit ano, nuks. Pero may naramdaman akong kakaiba… Kaya nagpasama ako kay Ate Catt, buti na lang may nahanap kaming magandang spot, hehe. Pagbalik ko sa room, patapos ng mag-kwento si Loncio. Ako na, next. Nag-kwento ako about sa lovelife ko, hehe. # proud. Basta masasya even though naputol yung kwento kasi naglilinis na ng room and uwian na. Gumawa na lang kami ng GC para matuloy yung 15 Facts eme namin.+

Ang weird, aga kong umuwi. Tapos natulog ako nang hapon and nagising ng 8 pm. Nag-kwento ako dun sa GC about kay ano.. :< Ang sad. Tapos nakita ko pa tweets niya na masaya araw niya and may ganap siya. Samantalang ako… : (( Sakit pa rin, kasi ang sama kong kaibigan. Anyways, nag-kwento rin yung iba ng kung ano-ano. Angazz.

Alam mo kung anong maangas? Wala kaming HW since kahapon so chill lang magiging weekends ko pero boring :(( Sana may ganap ako.

[heloreeses]

Hi Jamiiiii!

Happy recollection!!! Hindi madali napagdaanan nating dalawa bago tayo napunta sa ganito, yung magkaibigan na. I admit sometimes may hesitation talaga ako kausapin ka kase di ko talaga maiwasan maisip na baka may problem ka pa din saken. Pero anyways dito ko nilagay yung sayo para may surprise HAHAHA. Gusto ko lang magthank you sa lahat, thank you for being you. Thank you for making others happy, thank you for being a good friend to people. Pero do this for me, magmahal ka ng ibang tao actually yun na mga ginagawa mo ngayon, but wag na wag na wag mong kakalimutan mahalin sarili mo. You are one of the strongest people I've met; wag mo kakalimutan yon. Magmahal ka pero mahalin mo din sarili mo. Tapos lagi kong napapansin sa room yung kapag ala ka sa mood or badtrip ka, gusto kita damayan kaso nga HAHAHAHAHAH shy aq. To be honest nagseselos ako kay charm kase sya yung us2 mong makaclose mo ulit tas eto aq nageeffort hehe,wala kelangan ko lang yon tanggalin sa loob ko, hehe skl.Yung favorite moment ko nating dalawa is yung matutulog na tayo after uminom, yun yung pinakavulnerable ka tapos ako pa yung kasama mo, yung di ka nahiya mag open up, sobrang natouch ako non kasi sino banaman mag aakala, sobrang buiset na buiset ka saken dati tas eto tayo ngayon, tinatry ko yung best ko para di ka na umiyak. Di ko alam kung naging succesful ba or hindi pero sana naakatanggal sana ako ng slight na sakit sa puso mo. Kung magiging magkaibigan man tayo kailangan mo malaman na sobrang shitty ko magbigay ng advice pero kaya kong samahan ka like literally 24/7 so u dont feel alone. Ilang beses ko na to sinasabe pero sorry talaga sa julia dati hehe i dont know her na. Kahit ako mismo buiset na buiset sa sarili ko. Anyways nanaman, Im happy na nandito na tayo, kailangan ng konting pang eeffort para umangat pa pero masaya naman na ako where we are. Thank u jamesse :) luv u <3.

Ay actually may aaminin pala ako HAHAAH ikaw yung pinakamatagal kong crush sa room like literal na 3rd day palang. Pero di ko pa alam noon na may gusto ako sayo kasi you know the issue, pero saka ko lang sya narealize nung summer kaso hehe straight ka at rule numbah 13 kaya ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.

-julia reese

+ ang cutie ni jingle HAHA

++ chicken wings naman jan oh

++++ wala tayo pic kaya di ko naprint at nasulatan.

SWEET BIRTHDAY BABYYYYY!!!

UPDATE: JUNE 30

Happy birthday jammiiii

Di ako makalapit sayo kanina nung debut mo HAHAHAHAHA naaawkward ako na ewan. Sobrang nafluster ako. Siz like u took mah breath away. ang ganda mo :( sobra sobra sobra sobra. Sabi sayo iiyak ako sa debut mo e pero lowkey lang HAHHAHAH. Anyways here is mah message:

Lmao antagal na nung message ko sayo nyan sa retreat. Well tignan mo kung asaan na tayo ngayon HAHAHAH. It needs work but we gettin there, di na ako MASYADO naaawakward magmessage sayo pero pag personal talaga di ko pa masyado kaya.uhmmm andami naten napagdaanan within 4 months siz,,, from pag-aamin to busted HAHAHASH.

Sobrang thank you sa lahat kung alam mo lang hahahahaha. Naaappreciate ko ng sobra yung mga jokes mo,, galeng nga ng mga joke mo sumasakto kapag malungkot ako HAHAHAHA,, di mo man napapansin pero u r the sunshine sa buhay ng maraming tao. Andaming dumalo sa debut mo siz ganon ka nila ka mahal, ganon ka namen ka-mahal. Naaappreciate ko den yung mga biglaan mong message at tawag,, makes me feel na natatandaan paren ako HAAHAHAHA. Alam kong di ka pa masyado comfortable mag share ng feelings and rants mo saken pero alam mo naman kahit anong mangyare i got your back,, kahit saan kahit kelan. Kahit sa paghahanap ng jowa yan,, kahit minsan masakit HmpP HAHAAHAH joke lang. UHMMM SORRY NUNG SA NANGYARE NUNG MAY AHAHAHA. Peak depression ko yon kaya nasabayan ng tampo ko sayo Heeheehehehe nagulat ako nung nagmessage ka non. Sobrang tapang mo at namessage mo ko AHAHAAH sana oil?.

Magcocollege ka na sis,, sana naman bumawi ka na ng tulog habang maaga pa at walang pasok kase promise mamimiss mo yan HAHAHAH. Di na kita kelangan sabihan na mag aral ng mabuti kase i know u can do it pero it's fine if u get burnt out every once in a while ,magrerefresh tayo with chicken wingsssss.

Uhmmm yung regalo mo hehe sorry talaga wala muna ako money kase andaming bayarin sa tip from books to uni and shit. Babawi naman ako sa planetarium naten promise. Eto na muna for now message ko sayo HAHAHA. Luv kita beri matsss HAHAHAHA.

Happy birthday 🎈🎈🎈🎈 and happy pride 🏳️‍🌈 HAHAHAHAHA

-julyah reese aka wingman ng bayan

+ may picture na tayo HEHEHEHE

++ di tayo nagpicture nung nakadress ka:(

+++ yung mv at vlog sa mga bandang aug na den HAHAHAHA

[tsundokuxsemmelweis-blog]

You (If I want one daw sabi ni Tumblr) 😂

Dear Tumblr,

Ayoko na maglovelife. Landilife na lang o crushlife o basta ayoko na. Maglalaro na lang ako. Walang attachment. Momol momol lang. 😂😂😂

Wahaha chos. Then I met this girl. Hay. Game changer hayop. Hahaha

Pride ko pa din na sya ang una umapproach saken at least gwapo ako sa part na 'yon. 😂😂😂

Siya si ******** ********

Trivias and facts about her;

*22, November 11 ang birthday

*Bunso sa 8 na magkakapatid

*Working sa kuya nya sa umaga

*Nagaaral ng engineering sa TIP sa hapon at gabi.

*Brand nya is regatta.

*Super cool. Game kahit saan, walang arte

*Literal na budget wise. Hahaha

*Panget boses nya wahahaha pero oks lang ganda nya pa din. Haha

*Mahilig sya sa milktea-wintermelon extra pearl 75% sugar naks haha

*Cute nya kapag nagsmile. Kahit may braces. Yie.

*Feeling ko mahal nya pa ex nya hahaha

Ayan masyadong encrypted name nya for security purposes. Hahahahahah.

Ewan ko kung ano meron sa kanya. Ang layo nya sa lahat ng nagustuhan ko, Sya na nga din nagsasabi hahaha She's too far from my standards. Anyways. Dito ko na lang lalagay lahat ng ganap samen. (Kahit wala naman kasi hindi din ako type ni ateng) 😂😂😂

July 27. First Meeting-SOGO. Wahahahahaha sa lahat sa harap pa ng sogo. Jusq. Haha. Tapos bumili tayo ng milk tea. Natapon 'yung saken. Hahahaha tapos nagpunta tayong Paragon. Naksleeve ka tapos pantalon. Medyo nakakakaba tapos hindi kita matingnan sa mata. Girly girly type ko pero medyo siga ka kaya muntik na ako maoff. Hahaha pero okay lang. Hinatid kita sa sakayan after ng slight inuman at walang kahiya hiyang kantahan. Broken ka pa sa kanya. Ramdam ko 'yung sadness sa aura mo. Wala naman ako masyadong interes noong una. Pero somehow hindi ka maalis sa isip ko after that meet up. Lalo't binigay ko sa 'yo 'yung kabibiling cap ko. Umuulan kasi. Hahahaha isang suot pa lang 'yan oy! 😂 Parang puso ko 'yung cap ko-inuwi mo na. Shet. Ang korni hindi naman teenager haha.

After 'nun lagi na magkachat. Pero sinabi mo na 'wag ako maattach. Naaattach na nga yata ako, kahit may warning. Lmao Bakit ba nangingiti ako kapag naiisip kita. Kinukupal ako ng sarili ko. Tapos ayun. Puro sya na naman ang kwento mo. Pero okay lang makikinig ako.

Pumayag kang sumama sa tagaytay. Makikilala mo na ang aking tatay- at ayun pati si nanay. 😂 meeting with the parents hahaha alam ko naman na pagiisipan nila na tayo pero okay lang kahit ganun isipin nila. Hahaha nakakaproud ka naman kung sakali e. Lol

Pangalawang pagkikita McDonalds Farmer's Plaza Cubao. Nakaplaided maroon sleeves ka. Pants at white shoes. Naaalala mo ba? Binilan kita ng kape at fries. Tapos burger na kinain ni Shalom hahaha. Tapos pagdating mo inabutan mo ako ng paperbag from mercury na may lamang tatlong Choc O. First time ako naganun ah. Natuwa ako. Hehehe Choc O is life tapos tatlo pa. Hays. Salamat my heart. My soul charot. 😂

Tapos JAM liner patagaytay. Yas. Wiwing wiwi ka sa bus. Tapos tawa pa tayo ng tawa. Hahaha buti hindi ka naihi sa salawal hahaha. Mapanakit ka! Tuwing matatawa ka sa topic o sa jokes o doon sa magasawang magkaangkas sa motor na yakap na yakap si atih kay koya manghahampas ka. 😐😂, pero ayos lang. Titiisin ko 'yung sakit makasama ka lang. Whut? 😂 tapos sa waltermart balibago tayo nagstay para hintayin si papa. Siya pa din kwento mo. Hays. Kelan ka ba matauhan. Hahahaha dami naman dyan, papahalagahan ka. taena. Nahuhulog na ba ako sa ngiti mo. Ano ba kapangyarihan nyang braces mo? Hahahaha

*plays halaga by parokya ni edgar* hahahaha

Pagod na pagod ka pero active ka naman sa discussion niyo ni papa sa sasakyan hahaha.

Pagdating natulog ka na. Then later that day bumaba tayo sa barracks. Tinour ka pa ni papa sa may Verona kasi nga syempre soon to be engineer. Naks. Hehe sana makatapos ka. Then pagbalik sa barracks nagaayos na sila mama then habang hinihintay sila tuwang tuwa ka sa fog. Ayos. Hahaha I took my very first stolen photo of you. Nakatalikod ka nga lang. Hehe

Tapos that night lumabas na tayo. My family likes you, and so am I. Ano???? Haha baka naman spur of the moment lang kasi pangarap ko 'yung ganun. Makasama ang the one kumain with family. Baka naman nauunahan lang ako ng emosyon. Ang hina mo nga lang kumain. Hahahaha you sat beside me. Naks. Alam mo 'yung tipong typical magjowa with the family dinner. Lol asa.

Then nagmall sa ayala mall, wala namang binili maliban sa discounted price ng tous le jours hahaha. Tapos puro na picture. Dukha lang po kami. Haha kaya ikot ikot lang ikot ikot *insert sara geronimo wahahahahaha* Then ayun uwian na.

We slept sa office. Sa lapag with the AC haha. Napakacool mo talaga. San ka man dalin go ka. Nice. Kahit patulugin sa lapag keri lang hahaha

PS syempre tabi tayo at kinikilig ako kapag dumidikit paa mo sa binti ko. Hayup. 😂

Kinabukasan nagbreakfast tayo sa tindahan ni papa. Natatawa ako bakit tinikman mo 'yung bulalo eme ng mama e nilagyan nya ng malunggay. Hahahaha tapos nagfarm tayo! Hahaha farm sa gilid ng bundok hahaha. Talong, guyabano, dragon fruit, sitaw at saging ang uwi natin. Sana nagenjoy ka. Ako kasi makasama ka lang masaya na. HAYP STAHP. 😂😂😂 Then paguwi from farm, we prepared for church kasi pauwi na tayo later after lunch kasi may pasok pa ako ng gabi.

Ang saya kasi nakasama kita magsimba sa Anglican church. Hehe tapos kinilig naman ako sa Ama Namin part. 😂 hold hands tayo hahahaha langya landi ko nasa simbahan e. Haha kunwari na lang inasar kita na pasmado ka para hindi mahalata 'yung kilig ko. 😂 Then lunch at McDonald's. Libre ni ES. Lakas ni ES ano? Hahaha tayo pa nila mama nilibre haha. Nagcheesecake din ako. Tapos nagfrappe din tayo. Frappe ba 'yun? Ewan hahaha

Natatawa ako kasi favorite mo si Talong. Hehe. Kahit umamin sya na wala syang pundilya 😂😂😂

Nice. Hays. Ang perfect na sana ano? Kaso wala ngang ganun. 'Yung babaeng approve na approve sa pamilya mo. Kaya lang. Ako naman ang hindi approve sa kanya. Anyways. Hahahahaha move on.

Sinamahan muna natin si mama sa ukay ukay ng Olivares bago tayo umuwi. Then sumakay na tayo ng Bus paBaclaran. Wala na finish na. Hahahahaha

Sad.

Charot.

Back to normal na. Sana pati 'yung feelings ko. Ginulo mo na ako e. Hahahahahaha

Kaya mas masarap mangchiks lang e. Talo talaga kapag naaattach. Hmmm.

[fifty-shades-of-potato]

Long caption is back, and it's the longest it's ever been 😂 I had so many scenarios in my head, but everything that happened were totally unexpected and more than I could have wished. Woke up at 5am so I can line up at 7am. My mom went to me and surprised me with a soundcheck ticket na sabi nya pinag ambagan ng buong pamilya ko 😭💚 it was too early to cry, but there was my chance getting a barricade spot!! I was 13th in line for soundcheck and we waited for hours and hours out in the cold while it was raining. I still haven't thought of a question to ask during SC. Around 1pm they made us move to register. Walking there, a question popped in my head out of nowhere. Pakshet nung kami na yung nagreregister, wala yung pangalan ko!!! Kinabahan ako slight pero pinasulat nalang name ko. Magwawala na sana ako nun pls lang. Then we were to write our questions na for the Q&A during SC. There were like a hundred or so of us in the soundcheck and only 5 questions will be picked out. We got in the arena and lined up again outside the venue door. Ang tagal namin naghihintay tapos bwisit 'tong si Niall nag ssoundcheck na sa loob tAPOS NARIRINIG NAMIN SYEMPRE NAKAKAPANIC KASI HE'S LITERALLY JUST THERE, ONLY A DOOR BETWEEN US. Nakailang CR ako non jusko natawa pa nga ako kasi the CR is right next to the venue door tapos rinig si Niall kumakanta sa loob so like, tmi pero I'm pissing while Niall is singing live next door. HAHAHAHA. Anyway so the moment came and we all came in, TAPOS I WAS AT THE BARRICADES. ALMOST RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE BUT NOT QUITE. BUT STILL BARRICADES. AHHHHHH. A few moments later he went out and everyone was screaming and he got shocked and made everyone calm down because we kept on screaming for no reason he can't even hear himself lmao. So ayun he sang a few songs, I didn't expect that I would cry during Fire Away but I did. I legit bawled like a baby as he was singing because I felt every word coming out of his mouth and he was singing it so beautifully and passionately. He has the capacity to make you feel like he's singing it directly to you and only you even if you're practically with a hundred other people. (1/2) #FlickerTourMNL #FlickerWorldTourManila

[neo-shitty]

spent majority of my time these past few days just watching nct 💀

HAHAHHA MOOD YUNG MAGPAPAPATAY PEro same. unahan na nila ako kasi mamamatay den naman ako sa pagod kakatakbo 🕳️🕳️🕳️🕳️🚶 kawawa saagad si reader dito sa kill steal :"<< araw-araw also has a personal spot in my heart kasi that s what got me listening to ben&ben. masyado pang maaga is my 2nd fave huhu LMAO YOU REALLY CAN T GET AWAY FROM WRITING ANGST Y^Y initially, how were you supposed to end araw-araw if ginawa mo siyang malungkot?

ANG LT NI HAECHAN AAAAA grbe nakaka tuwa yung nct members sobra AHHFDAHJFDJFHSJDHFDHJFDFAHDJSJAHDF naka tapos nako ng 3 season ng nct life <//3 HAAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHA "wtf is this about?" 😭😭😭 broo ngaung nabasa ko na kill steal, i don t know which of the two (that and checkmate) yung pipiliin ko as favourite favourite tlga. why not both nalang 🤩

INGATTT DEN SAUU. i DID have the vax nung thursday pero nalaman ko andami pala naming test non Y^Y so pagkauwi, i attended the remaining lessons and only missed 2 classes. I CAN T AFFORD TO MISS THE QUIZ kasi the last time i did, kami lng ng teacher nasa call tas ang awkward af. i wasn t feeling that bad naman so YOLO. DUDEEE EWAN READY TO SACRIFICE MY PAKIRAMDAM (??) TO SPARE YUNG KAHIHIYAN NA PEDENG MANGYARI SA PRIV CALL 😭🤌🤌🤌🤌 cannot lang talaga. kaso yun , siningat ako slight after pero nawala naman agad so 😌 pero ye, last time na yun mangyayari. health first na next time 🤩 other than that, felt productive lng from friday to saturday nights 😎 finished about 5 drawing and writing eme eme requirements kjdasfjdafsjbfd HBUU??

ayy uu shuta tawang tawa ako don sa "it s a bop" 😭😭😭 ang laptrip tlga nila pls bAT NGAUN KO LNG STINAN AAAA

anon same feels, matutuwa ka kasi ang fluffy nung prequel stories ng checkmate, ang sweet ganon tas bigla mong ma rrealize na sa huli, lahat sila,,,,,,, :">>

i read cherry wine, on the rooftop, and crimson respectively. so yung feelings ko is ↓↑↓ i listened to song muna before reading cherry wine tas wow lng talaga. pati para mas feel ko yung gawa mo dbuh. so i basically read comments na "uy the song talks about a girl abusing her bf but what the mv shows is baliktad" -> wala, na amaze lang ako dito sa concept na to. so napaisip ako kung anong path yung susundin mo sa story, perspective ni reader o ni taeyong? damn grabe though, yung pag explain mo na the fact na alam niyang nasasaktan na siya and yun nga, sobrang toxic nung relationship pero chooses to stay dahil sa love is just 👌👌👌 ANYWAYS, di ko siya gaano ma explain pero ang nakita ko sa comments nung KANTA mismo is laging may 2 sides of the story (song shows the side of the bf, mv shows the side of the gf). yung cherry wine, pinakita yung side ni taeyong, kung ano nararamdaman niya eme eme. soooooo ✨deep thoughts✨ ano kaya naramdaman ni reader? what lead to that kind of behaviour? or simpleng, ganon lng tlga siya? 🤷 when i read the story sobrang na intrigued talaga ako. i wanted to know lahat ng nangyari. RANT LNGS LOL

ANYWAYSSSS yung sa on the rooftop, nung napunta sa topic na moon NA REALIZE KO NA NA MAG "the moon is beautiful isn't it?" SILA EEEEE SJADFHASBDJHVFKJD KASI U KNOW, MOON TAS JAPANESE SI YUTA JAFDSDHFJDSHGFIYUFDS TAS UNG REPLY NIYA NA GAGIIII SAFHJAJKFHJDHJFDHJFDSHJJHFDJAHDFJHDAFJHFDS ang gulo ng ask ko. OMFFF NANGYARI YUN SAKEN NOON E DI PAKO CULTURED SA ANIME YA KNOW MALAY KO BA KALA KO NAGAGANDAHAN LNG TLGA SHA SA MOON 😭😭😭 naaalala ko kasi yung nangyari saken noon tas napa "literally me" KASI ANG IGNORANT LNG PAGDATING SA TOPIC NA EON NAKAKAHIYA KAYA ASFHSDFHDSDFSHFDSJKFDDSA omg long story short, ung boy na nagsabi non saken naging crush ko months later nung naka move on na sha 🕳️🚶

tas eto omaygad crimson. second favourite after checkmate and kill steal. yung intro made me forget na it was supposed to be horror xdxdxdxd KAYA CHILL LANG AKO KASI NAKALIMUTAN KO TALAGA TAS BIGLA nA LANG next scene naka shackles sha omayy ANGG COOOLL Ng pag ka describe mo sa mata ni yuta -- "In his eyes, you saw all hell break loose......" -> this paragraph 🤩 amaze na amaze ako grabe huhu AND yung revelation na blood talaga yung gamit niya sa paintings omfff IMAGINE the horror in the faces of the admirers ng paintings niya after malaman nila, which i doubt kasi god si yuta imposible na malalabas yung katotohanan PERO IMAGINE LNG OMGGG. si haechan ba talaga eon ?? o alipin lng ni yuta Y^Y high posibility na si haechan pero if i remember correctly, specified na babae ??? ung mga nawawala e lalaki naman si haechan :">>

ang ganda ng basa ko kahapon neto huhu THANK YOUU ANG GAGANDA AAAAAA and, any nct author recs ?? yung mga peyborit mo lng :>> para once maubos ko yung masterlist mo, meron ng nakapila hehe

great night pala !!!

- 👻

first read half of your ask when i just woke up but i got busy the whole day e.e sorry for the late response!

i think you're spending more time now watching nct than i do xd i'm not even paying attention to kpop anymore T_T but nct 2021 is happening so, i'm looking forward to that (a bit)

kill steal mc really had stamina oh baka survival instincts nalang yun HAJHA awwww! araw-araw hits in the feels kasi. hmmm how araw-araw was supposed to end if malungkot siya? it never would've started. i might write for masyado pang maaga instead where mc sees their ex for the first time after a break up with no closure.

yk i resorted to watching nct videos to get a little serotonin this week so yes i agree, nakakatuwa talaga sila T_T i miss them. and grabe!! three seasons my attention span could never e.e HAHAHAH FOR REAL YUNG ITS A BOP LIKE WHY WERE THEY NOT GETTING IT BYEEEE yall old as hell for that one

HHAHAHAH dude your teachers are strict strict T_T i could never. pakiramdam >> kahihiyan HHAHAH you and i both! the second dose wasn't as bad for me too. i understand pushing through tho. i get it, i think i did that once or twice in high school. sana all productive!! and why do you have drawing requirements omfg

tbh between checkmate and kill steal same! im confused kung saan fave ko. both worlds are close to my heart <33 HAHAHAH the prequel stories were meant to make up for checkmate T_T i kinda regret that they d-worded that way pero that was the plan. late talaga reaction ko to character deaths ALWAYS.

also why would you put yourself through the personal hells that are crimson and cherry wine T_T

cherry wine. cherry wine is such a great fucking song, i SWEAR. yeah the mv and the song portrays that abuse goes both ways and i liked that aspect of it. i decided to show the side of TY going through abuse bc most of the time yung women yung nageendure so i just wanted to tell na it happens the other way around too :// but it's a really sensitive topic so i thought twice abt posting that. i think reader, like most abusers, are unaware that what they are doing is abuse. to them it's just normal or from their own experience. in my head, mc grew up witnessing abuse thrown around normally so they kind of carried it with them — thinking that it's okay even when it isn't. also to offer a bit more insight, here's my log from the day i wrote it.

on the rooftop. HAHAHAHHA YOUR ASK IS A ROLLERCOASTER BUT IT'S FINE XDDDD i enjoy reading through it so no worries :)) naisip q to habang naghuhugas pinggan kasi single si ulol tas kulang ng kilig HAJSHJA LAH SANA ALL NASABIHAN NG GANON???? "omg long story short, ung boy na nagsabi non saken naging crush ko months later nung naka move on na sha 🕳️🚶" PUTAAAAAAA????? NAUR SAYANG NAMAN T___T WALA NA BANG TAKE TWO SAYAAAAAANG

crimson. ASJHAJHA i loved crimson. it used to be my favorite fic esp that i came up with it back in 2018 pa. i could've written this better tho but it went thru two make overs na so tama na, i'll leave it as it is. yUTA IS BIG VILLAIN VIBES XDDD i like writing for him :') or concept building anw. i'm glad it still made a horror impact despite na written lang siya? the faces of his admirers if malaman nila?? hmm if ever malaman nila. i based that off some guy from the lovecraft books but i forgot na kung sino RIP. i should've included it for reference. yeah, that was haechan (also i realized that my bias for haechan shines in my fics kasi if need ng side charac siya first choice ko xd ANYWAY) and he ended up being transformed nalang bc yuta only paints and slaughters wahmen ganorn

thank you for taking the time to read omg!! mauubos mo na masterlist ko i THINK??? idk how many fics are left but i do hope you enjoyed reading through :((( for the author recs *cracks knuckles* i have the following:

doiefy - recent fave bc of their writing style; i recently read 5 minutes and my sci-fi/dystopian loving ass just LOVED it

hannie-dul-set - AAAAA :( I REALLY LIKE HOW THEY WRITE AND THEY HAVE AN NCT SERIES THATS BASED ON THE SONGS OF BEN&BEN. also their world building??? phenomenal.

wincore - author of the first haechan fic (it's called youngblood) that i liked bc of how he was written. they have a TON of works and it's just a fun time browsing through them.

neonun-au - OMFGGGGGG i like her writing so frEAKING MUCH esp her yuta fics i am a SUCKER. has the wide variety i think you will like. can write fluff, can write angst, and has my favorite horror fic — ritual :) (has cult themes, i warned ya)

seungmoe - classic. fave for both nct and skz (has more fics for skz tho) works are semi-short so good to read in between breaks or just a breather. mostly fluff btw so good for less heartache!!

markswoman - the opposite. angst galore. one of the first fic writers i read from. threw my heart on the ground, stomped on it and left it there. personal favorite, yellow — a renjun fic that destroyed me :) i have a screenshot of the last few lines of the fic and i keep it to this day just to hurt myself.

bonus: nsheetee & notnctu because their writing styles DAMN.

sorry again for the late reply!! i hope you had a great day! good night :))))

[mattsivan]

Journal Week 17 (03/11-15/19)

03/11/19 (Monday)

6:40 na ako ginising, umay. Kaya 'di na ako pumasok first subject. Sa DRRR, tamang lesson tapos nagawa ako ng solicited letter. Bumoto kami for SSG elections. Sa BaCal, nagdiscuss ng differentials tapos natusok ko sarili ko ng ballpe, yikes! Nagquiz kahapon sa BaChem and feel ko mali-mali sagot ko. Sa PracRes, gumawa ng requirements. Sa PerDev, nagquiz and tamang gawa lang ako ng Bibliography. Tapos tamang uwi lang.

Natulog ako for 3h pagkauwi. May nagchat sa akin, asking if I'm busy. Sayang 'di ako nakapagreply. Tamang gawa lang ako ng bibliography. Tapos tamang pagiging sad lang, ajuju.

03/12/19 (Tuesday)

Naka-abot ako sa attendance ni Sir Fab. Tapos nagpa-short quiz siya, ez 10/10. Nakalimutan ko palang i-send yung Research Design namin sa PagPag, kaya gumawa ako and nagsend kay Rohi. Sa BaCal, nagspill ng tea si Ma'am about sa passing grades eme and striving hard eme. Nung nag-CR ako, nakasalubong kami, yikes! Sa PagPag, tamang chapter test lang, naka 22/30 ako. Sa Stats, tamang pangtro-troll lang si Ma'am Rex. Nag Groupings eme and discuss sa ANOVA test kasi baka lumabas sa exam. Sa PerDev, free time lang. Sa GenChem, nag-review nang unti tapos wala nang ginawa. Umakyat ako sa Einstein para kay Jam. May nagaganap na sili eating contest, lmao. After nun, tamang usap lang kami ni cot about “things” mHMMMM HAHAHAH may mga tao pa naman sa glass area like sina Ate Catt, Toni, and Aaron lmao. Ang saya pag ganung topic, ewan ko ba, kasi siya lang yata yung taong nakakausap ko about dun. May ibang tao rin naman, but still, kakaiba HAHAHAH. May sinabi siyang sa akin niya lang yata sinabi yung bagay na yun, woah. Sa DRRR, tamang cram lang ng lessons.

Pauwi na dapat kami ni Cot, halos kasabay namin yung ipiseu kasi magrereview sila. Tapos may tumawag sa akin, kaya ‘di muna ako umuwi. Sumakay na si Cot ng Cabrera, ako naman tamang balik lang sa Ato’s and punta sa bahay ng friend ko. Pagkadating niya, nakain ako tapos binigyan k siya and tamang luto lang siya ng pancake. And may nangyaring katanagahan.. Binubuksan ko yung flap sa box ng pancake para ma-flat ko... And nabali kuko ko!! PUTEEKKK!!! ANG SAKIT! Ayun, dumugo and binigyan ako ng first aid ng friend ko. ‘Di ko masagot tanong niya kung ano yung nabali, kasi ‘di ko talaga alm. Sobra akong nagpawis, huhu. Umakyat ako to rest, and ayun medyo matagal rest ko. 7 pm dapat umuwi na ako pero hindi pa eh xD Nag-usap muna kami about problems sa BaCal, yung sphere // cylinder eme, kasi nag-try siyang i-solve. After nun, umuwi na ako and nag-review nang onti. Yikes!

03/13/19 (Wednesday)

9 am na ako nakarating, sakto kasi mag-eexam na. BaCal unang subject and kinaya ko naman, hindi siya super hirap pero ‘di rin super dali. Sa PerDev, ‘di ako nag-review kasi alam kong madali lang exam. Sa PagPag, slight review lang kasi may natutunan naman ako kay Sir.

Gumawa kami ng board game eme ng mga kagrupo ko ft. Silao and Bats. Nauna akong maglakad and nagtaka ako kung bakit wala pa sila. Yun pala bumili silang pagkain. Habang nagawa, kung ano-ano pinag-uusapan: childhood, HS moments, present issues. Dumating rin si Cot, woah. Nung uwian na, sumabay ako kay Cot para malaman ko kung saan siya nakatira. Daming pasikot-sikot!! HAHAHA. Feel ko na-memorize ko naman papunta kanila, lmao. Then, pagkauwi tamang kain, skin care, and gawa ng design sa board game namin, and tamang usap with Cot and sharing of Tumblr accounts. Wala pa akong review!!

03/14/19 (Thursday)

9 am ulit ako nakarating, uma!! GenChem pa naman unang subject tapos sa biyahe lang ako nag-review. Buti ‘di masyadong mahirap, I think?? HAHAHAH. Sa DRRR, tamang scan lang ako ng PPT. Buti na lang medyo madali lang, wala masyadong technical terms shiz. Sa PracRes, ‘di rin ako nag-review kasi common sense lang naman.

Nung uwian, niyaya ko si Cot na mag-MOA para gumastos ng food and drinks pero I decided na ‘wag na lang kasi ang gastos HAHAHAH.  Kaya pumunta na lang ako sa bestfriend kasi puro sakit katawan niya. Iritable siya pero okay lang naman. Gumawa ako ng business letter eme and other works.

03/15/19 (Friday)

Medj maaga ako nakapasok. Hindi natuloy plano namin ni Cot kasi wala siya sa mood,’di na ako nagulat HAHAHAH. Late na rin akong nagising, yikes. Magrereview dapat ako Stats and memorize ng formula, pero buti dumating si Ma’am Rex kasi sabi niya ‘di na daw kailangan ng index cards, yay, and kailangan ng tables. Buti na lang ready ako (sa mga materials)!! Kaya naman yung exam kahit na yung iba dun iba yung pagkakaturo ni Ma’am Rex. Late nang nagstart mag HOPE and ReWri. Kaya tinapos namin yung board game. Tapos after nun, pumunta kami sa birthday party ni Pat. Katabi ko si Neil sa jeep, tapos nilibre niya ako hehe.

After ng party, pumunta ako sa bestfriend ko. Pumunta rin mga SHS friends niya na kaibigan ko din. Nag-injection eme sila, and nag-RE2 ako. Ka-stress maglaro at manood ng may nag-iinject!! Pagkauwi nila, natulog na kami, sad.. :< HAHAHAH