The uruk sat, his short calves dangling in the cold water, swirling it around his tight skin, his ears back, eyes narrowed in concentration. or maybe it wasn’t concentration. maybe it was simply thinking thoughts. perhaps happy thoughts. maybe horrific, bloody thoughts, the way you would imagine an uruk to think.
but you couldn’t tell - no one could. he always looked the same. eyes narrowed, thinking. maybe he was hearing voices. voices calling out to him, begging him to come home. but that would be silly. uruks don’t have anyone that would beg to them. for them. he was probably hearing the voices of all the innocent lives he had slaughtered. souls he had dragged away, into the darkness of his wretched heart.
or maybe he was just thinking. it was hard to tell with an orc. honestly, they probably didn’t do much thinking at all. especially if they were all like this one - it acted as though it were an animal. did animals ever hear the voices, you could now so clearly hear screaming from his mind, calling out, calling out for you, begging for you?
“hey,” you murmur, sitting beside him. he doesn’t look up. he usually doesn’t.
you glance up at the sky, the sun hidden, the moon hidden, the clouds gathering like horses around the fresh corpse of one of their fallen. the clouds were dark, darker than the darkest night, promising a pelting of rain. but it never came. it was simply just dark. and windy. so windy, the wind wound around your body, your legs, your body hair and whipped into your face, making your softer eyes narrow just as the uruk’s still were. the smell of rain was heavy on the cursed wind. but still, none came.
the tall, dead grass danced happily, pleased for the rain, and yet, dancing as though it were trying to appease the sky. for the dead grass already knew it was dead, but it still knew the pain of fire. the rain was welcome, but with rain, especially to the dead weeds, came fire.
the uruk didn’t seem to mind, though. in fact, it seemed he was enjoying himself. finally. he glances up at you, gazing into your eyes. not in a lustful way, or a loving way, or even a slightly interested way. just a dead way. the way he often did, even when he was happy.
you simply blink back. “storms coming,” you say instead, looking back up.
“aye,” he grunted. he was silent for a moment. it was often silent, with this one. it was always as if he had to choke his words out, as if it were physically painful for him, as if the words were climbing, strangling, wrapping around his guts, crawling and clawing the way out of his brain, to meet in the middle at his throat, before they choked and killed him altogether. it must be a painful experience, you think. to be constantly tortured, even in the slightest of solaces, like breathing out thoughts into the needy, silent world.
he finally gagged up the words, “i will see many more storms, before my time is up. but perhaps you already know that.”
his voice was odd, for an uruk. it was rough, and demanding, threatening. but it was also soft, and gentle, as if he were demanding your forgiveness, your help, your mercy.
“i did not know you had a time,” you comment instead, side eyeing him. he had been around for the entire time you have been here. you didn’t even realize he had to leave. a time to depart. you wonder if it will be in pain or not.
he glances at you again, his gaze unreadable. “it will be in pain,” he murmurs, before looking away again.
“then why do you go?” you ask simply, not commenting on the fact he had seemingly plucked the thoughts from your mind, the way an uruk never should have.
“i do not have a choice.”
you think about this for a minute, turning the thought over in your mind. “is it a punishment?”
“no… well i would think not.”
you’re silent again. “well, i should miss you,” you finally whisper, gazing worriedly up at the sky, not wanting to get wet, as if that was the only concern you could ever have.
“you should, but you won’t. most won’t.”
“but your most and everyone else’s mosts are not the same,” you argue. “do you have no one that will care? maybe this isn’t a punishment, but a savior.”
he winced, finally showing emotion. “perhaps.” he whispered, his voice like a dark shadow on the gusty wind, before overlooking the water once more.
a sudden salty, watery smell, like the sea breezed in on the storm’s wind. it had an odd citrus tinge to it, and as you blinked your eyes in a distant look of mild intrigue, you missed the only tear that fell from the monster’s broken face.
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