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including proper citations where you're not "supposed" to is the funniest fucking thing in the world to me. i just sent an email to my instructor quoting and citing said instructor with a works cited section
#shitpost#it was me arguing that I shouldn't have to go to tutoring for this paper due tomorrow#it's part of the paper requirements but she said we could send an email arguing why we shouldn't have to#and MAN i hope she excuses me because#i was planning to write the whole thing this afternoon and tomorrow#and if I have to come back to campus. just to go visit tutoring for a few minor pointers#i'm going to be miffed#i asked her how many points i'd lose if I just didn't do it#and she was like...i don't know...I didn't think that far ahead...i didn't think anyone wouldn't do it since it's a requirement....#like. love her but also. have you MET college students???#we will skip things sometimes#anyway. she came up with a number and it's not...bad? but it's not great either#so. i'd really just rather be excused#this is what I get for writing my essays last minute. alas#i always do pretty well either way!! so
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oscillating rapidly and producing a low tone in the note of c
#on the one hand i am dying because i am not catching on in this new internship placement#all whilst my professors are already asking me to have my ducks in a row and send them like.#a detailed plan of what i'll be doing for my big final exam#when i don't even know what the schedule is around here or what's already been done and what still needs to be done#on the other hand my brain is so so desperate for goofing around time after spending basically the whole break working#(i took like a week off to be sick in december and then another 5 days to be sick in january)#(and then i Meaningfully took three or so days off to just. relax. in between stages of this other project)#but now i really just want to like. slack off entirely for a whole week.#(i can't do this)#(i need to start writing planning documents and making progress towards my big final exam thing)#so essentially i am weeping and dying#but at the very least a cool thing should be coming around either tomorrow or wednesday so#be on the lookout for that w#a a a a a a a a i hope it goes over well#a friend and i have been working really hard on this since last june . . . . .#(with a huge break in the middle on account of the internship hell)#but wauuughghgh save me from the hell i reside in (burn out from last semester is now following me into this one waughgh)
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What is everyone’s thoughts on the Garuru platoon? Do you guys ever keep in context with some of them?
I'm not personally in contact with those guys often, which is kind of a shame, kero- hang on ending post early, giroro says garuru needs us to track down zoruru again, seriously what is that guys deal,
#sgt frog#keroro gunso#keropost#giropost#tamapost#doropost#and now a word from our host:#sorry for the sloppy and arguably incomplete response#my energy is not high this evening#(giroro voice) HOW DO YOU LOSE AN ASSASSIN#(garuru voice) pretty easily the stealth is kinda their whole thing#also to be honest im just. not very familiar with the garuru platoon really#ive seen them in the manga so i kind of get their vibes#but i havent seen them in the anime. my image of them is incomplete#i should conserve energy for silly day tomorrow :p#is bodyswap still winning? i'll check when im done with this post#originally i had planned to bodyswap them with the pekoponians but several complications arose#not liking to draw humans. not really knowing how to write those kids#DOES HOST TAKEOVER STILL HAVE NO VOTES#ok sorry for rambling byeee
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One of these days I will figure out the secret to turning my brain off to go to sleep when it is in Project Mode and then it's Over for you fools
#ramblings of an arrow#I will be so powerful#as it stands currently I cant sleep because all I can do is think about Trap Troubles#and how damn excited I am to thumbnail this comic#and how much I want to be doing it Right Now#planning panel layouts in my head#is not conducive to actually sleeping#but anyways all of the characters are like blorbos to me#and I cant stop turning them around in my head#and trying to plan visual foreshadowing#soooooo full of project thoughts and excitement do not know how to fix it#perhaps I will post the character line up I did sometime tomorrow#anyways if I can keep this excitement and momentum up for the rest of the month that bodes Very Well for my ability#to eventually pursue something art related for a living#or produce my own webcomic#its also just EXTRA FUN because its a collaboration with my wife and she is SUCH a fantastic writer#she really carries the whole thing#and it helps me be less self conscious because im not worried about whether or not the writing is good#I KNOW the writing is good#and I know my art will be Good Enough#because a myriad of art mistakes can be forgiven when the writing is good#takes a lot of pressure off my brain lol
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i miss akechi goro so much. maybe even enough to finally finish that ladue chapter 3
#speculation nation#ladue shit#listen hes such an asshole and i NEEEEEEED to channel his voice for a bit again#if this urge persists to tomorrow i'll crack open the fic again. for a little reread.#this will satisfy only approximately 53 people (the total subscribers to that fic)#which ok that's actually a good few people when i think about them as actual people#but it's the least amount of subscriptions i have out of most of my multichapters#EVEN STILL. it's a matter of pride and self-satisfaction.#and god fucking damn i have 18k for chapter 3 already written. i literally just need to close the damn scene up#it's been over a YEAR NOWWWWWWWWWW like holy fucking shit. i need this OUT ALREADYYYYYYYYYYY#ladue chapter 3 i will free you into the abyss. i cannot promise more than chapter 3 but i can promise a chapter 3 at least.#i had a whole plan for the fic but idk if i'll ever be able to write it#considering it's taken like. ... years. between chapters.#it took me 2 years to post chapter 2 and it's been a year now since then. ugh.#see the thing is chapter 3 closes the initial arc of them starting to date. and then there's more stuff.#maybe i'll keep it open just in case the urge strikes me to continue it eventually.#and if it never does. i might make a 4th chapter that outlines the eventual plans i had for the fic. so that people know at least.#ive seen that a Few times for discontinued fics.#....but the thing is i dont want to mark any of my fics discontinued!!!! theyre all my darlings!!! i want to go back to them all eventually#i'll just have to see. if a chapter 4 ends up taking several more years. well. maybe it'll be time to call it there. who fucking knows lol#i'll try to get chapter 3 finished sometime soon though. i really want to have it out already.
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The weather needs to stop being cold and cloudy and stupid and miserable so my brain gets back out of fart stink hibernation seasonal affective disorder bastard mode. I gotta draw Sol Badguy but my motivation is directly tied to how much the sun's been out like I'm some kinda sunflower solar panel
#textpost#Winter is ALMOST OVER I saw a dandelion today in the yard and it was over 40f after the sun went below the treeline this evening#HOWEVER. we have gotten snow until May before. Hell on this bitch of an earth#Ordered Loctite for the grub screw on the gear on the extrusion motor shaft for my Ender today#Can't use it til it comes in and I glue it in place...#Tomorrow I gotta work on my 25th anniversary GG zine piece. It's gonna be cool af this whole zine is#Been thinking of things to do to my red jacket too. Might do a design with my brain dog on the back#Haven't thought further than that yet#Haven't worked on translations in a while either. No motivation. Too many think points required to read Japanese#I'll get back into it eventually#I've been keeping up on my kanji studies at least so it's not degrading. God there're so many#Mostly I've been reading a lot. Got a book on dragons. A western. Some books on writing to clean up my technique#Did a little planning for chapter 5 of Interlude this evening too. I didn't get far because I gotta reread Begin's epilogue#and check the actual canon timeline. Though Interlude's got about 5 more months chronologically til it's to the end of the epilogue#Need to clean my pipe (weed) too...#I deleted the Tumblr app off my phone the other day. Need a social media detox. I was wasting a lot of time on here#Getting worked up about shit that doesn't matter
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a word of unsolicited advice....don't do two masters programs and two jobs all at the same time, bad idea
#at least not if you don't live with family or a partner that helps support you a lot with domestic affairs#this shit would be so much more manageable if i still lived at home. or even in a dorm on campus#and didn't have to worry about bills and groceries and cooking and cleaning everything all by myself every day...#i'm not really failing at anything at the moment. but i do really feel like i'm struggling to keep up with it all#and that i should be doing a better job. or at least that things should be easier. that i shouldn't feel so lost#or have to ask so many questions still#or feel so bad when there's food in the cupboard but i'm so exhausted and poorly planned my energy and time etc#that i end up ordering delivery once or twice a week just to keep myself fee after rehearsals. idk man#this would be so much easier if my dad still did the laundry and my mom always made me dinner...#i miss not being in charge of everything myself. it's a whole lot. it's more than i bargained for#but the only people i'm really comfortable enough with asking for that level of help and care from live two states away.....sigh#well. gotta write a paper tomorrow. and go to work at 6pm. and try to dig further in on assigned hw readings. wish me luck ig#i wanna talk about me
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you know how i'm always complaining about how my hyperfocus never kicks in when i need it for uni work? well. be careful what you wish for.
#plant rant#my first time getting to write about hamlet academically#after having sustained a low-level obsession with it for the last four years#i can't turn my brain off of it. i need to go to sleep. why is my essay plan 1500 words long for a 3000 word essay#maybe i'll just basically write the whole thing in a frenzy tomorrow.
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Today I procrastinated so hard on some urgent stuff that I had significant progress with a bunch of stuff that was not urgent at all
#posted a translated vid today.... a whole 1.5 hr vid#and like. figured out the details of some writing im working on#both stuff that are. not due ever#Tho im sure some ppl appreciated the translation being posted quickly lol#smh#i gotta catch up tomorrow omg#the plan is. lesson plans. submit resume. upload presentation thing. 🤡 take the 1 exam i haven't taken yet#we r. booked n busy#praying for some sleep tonight inshallah#💭.txt
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lately my only goal w my writing sessions is just to do whatever i need to feel good and set myself up for success w the next writing session and it feels kind of like basic advice but i seriously never gave specific focus to that and it's kinda life changing lol
#like i'll have specific goals like finish this story draft or write this many words finish this scene/chapter etc#but if i dont feel like i can make that happen i try not to see it as a failure and just reroute it into#okay what do i need to do to make sure i get closer to that tomorrow#or will make it easiest for me to get back into it tomorrow/what will set me up for success tomorrow#actually v clearly focusing on THAT instead of focusing on what i DIDNT do right now makes the whole#thing feel easier overall AND makes me feel like i can actually continue to get closer to Finishing The Thing#and i make it very tangible like how much do i need to write that also accommodates my abilities today. or do i just need to write a quick#outline or just the first line etc#i dont think im gonna finish this micro first draft tonight so i thought what can i do that will help ensure i (hopefully) can tomorrow#and it was just write all the lines that are in my brain out on the page. like no matter what i can do that n i probably can do more#like i have specific goals and self imposed deadlines so im trying to get things done by certain times but giving myself grace with it so i#dont burn myself out in the process#also trying to plan in advance so i never Have to do something By The Next Day that i dont think i can do#this is what helped me finish my dissertation LOL#i realised it was far more beneficial to not force myself over my limits for that day but set myself up for success the next day#i would be like “i need to do this but i know it will be easier to do it with a refreshed mind tomorrow”#and i kept thinking “getting a good nights sleep will help me more tomorrow than forcing myself to write/edit more”#“so i have less to do tomorrow”. like okay maybe id have less to do but id also have less brain power bc i overexerted myself!#which then turned into okay what else can i do to ensure success tomorrow etc#like im tired tonight! my brain isnt working! but i know i can do things that will make me more motivated to write tomorrow#and that in itself is a success. no failure in writing as long as you are taking care of and helping yourself#instead of isolating every writing session into a single Okay How Much Can I Do Today#but acknowledging how a string of writing sessions work together. some have more production some dont#and working with that
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asking about so mordor it is during 24/7 hype is like asking the teacher if there’s hw at the end of class HAHA
nooooo never!!! mordor is my baby
i will be honest — i’ve been avoiding asks about it due to a few unkind ones i’ve gotten recently where people haven’t been the… nicest in the way they expressed wanting an update (but most of you are lovely who ask!! even simple “hey how’s mordor going” is welcome <3). i just haven’t known how to respond i guess.
the short answer is: it’s going! i wish i could give a more definitive answer regarding the next update because i love writing that fic very dearly, but i’ve just worked the last few days and haven’t gotten the chance to sit down and finish the final scene for the next chapter. 😭
the longer answer, which it’s not specifically you that has mentioned this nonnie, but others, is that my process with mordor just takes longer than 24. it’s more involved. when i say i’m working on mordor, it means i am rewatching the show, i am meticulously researching, i am rereading shire and going over my plot specifically for mordor. it’s just a lot more brain power required, which i fully brought upon myself and don’t mind because like i said, i love this fic and getting to write it and share it with you all!! it just means there’s a lot more happening behind the scenes with it on my end. i know it may not seem that way to all of you (as some people have expressed), and i know that maybe some don’t find the writing reflecting all that effort/being up to par, but at the end of the day… i’m trying my best and i’m most worried with my enjoyment. if i’m not enjoying it anymore, then it’ll show in the writing, and that just… isn’t what i want for my fic, y’know?
i really am sorry that updates on mordor take longer, and i am so endlessly appreciative to those of you who are patient enough to wait it out and still show so much support <3 i love y’all. thank you for taking a story that has turned into a very vulnerable part of my heart, and for treating it with care. 🖤
also i’m so sorry for picking on you specifically nonnie you’re just one of the nicer asks i’ve received recently regarding it and i’d rather extend an answer to you then someone being rude!!! <3 thank you for reading and thank you for being excited about it haha ily <3
#basically this is me gently asking to certain anons to not tell me my writing sucks#or that it’s overhyped#or other unkind things i’d rather not ruminate on rn#things like that don’t motivate me as a writer at all#it makes me wanna delete all my work and disappear into a hole lol#which is a tad bit dramatic but oh well#just pls be kind#because i was actually planning to update it very soon now that i have tomorrow off#thank u ily#mordor#AGAIN IM SORRY FOR PICKING ON YOU SPECIFICALLY NONNIE YOU DID NOTHING WRONG IN THIS ASK!!!#it made me laugh!!!#sorry that answer was a lot and really long#it’s possible i’ll delete this later#i sound like a whiny crybaby hahaaaaaaaaaa#also i have gotten a several asks that ARENT rude on anon!!#if you sent in questions about mordor this isn’t about you unless you’ve sent me a whole essay 😅#the rude asks were significantly longer so please know this isn’t about the short and simple and sweet ones!!!!
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Ok. Goals for tomorrow. FJ’s nightmares oneshot.
Five times Franz Josef feared for Rudolf and one time he feared Rudolf.
Nightmare 1: Very young Rudolf dying
Nightmare 2: Slightly older Rudolf being an idiot
Nightmare 3: Teenage Rudolf being soft and effeminate
Nightmare 4: Young adult Rudolf being politically problematic (too Hungarian)
Nightmare 5: Sinking World Nightmare
Nightmare 6: Mirrorverse-esque/The Devil’s Handmaiden/Break the wheel/Reality, after a fashion
#real goals for tomorrow#I have this loosy goosy plan to have each one be right about one k#but like I'm trying to do all these tomorrow#so hopefully this will get published tomorrow#but I make no promises#like I still have to write the whole thing
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damn i hit 1k on this new fic i started today and it's actually genuinely going to be a short and sweet one, and i think i could definitely finish it tomorrow
#did not plan this did not expect it#but the words just keep coming and the whole thing is coming together#so yeah i might be able to finish and post it before i finish and post the 10k+ one ive been working on for like 2 weeks now lol#we shall seeeeee#its 1am & im still writing but im also starting to get a lil tired so im like hm do i power through & try to finish as much as i can#or do i save it for tomorrow and sleep#mack writes
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just finally finished chapter 15........
6 chapters left..............
#miscellaneous#a Lot needs to be streamlined i already know in my heart im going to have to cut out a whole character arch thing#but that is 6 chapters later maddie's problem#this next chapter i have two seperate outline things for but i still dont know how i quite want to approach it#it ends on one of the moments ive been anticipating forever. but it's a lot characters planning stuff and getting prepared before then#which is always a challenge. aaaa anyway more writing tomorrow for now i need to Mull™
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im about to burst into flames istg
#my school is so stupid and bad at planning semester 2 cross curricular projects#all s2 projects have been very poorly planned so far#im grinding out an almost meter long charcoal drawing of the chapter 1 book 1 cover of maus that has to be very accurate and done with#a pantograph but ours broke and i had to take it home and start the whole thing over freehanded ☺️#my legs are dying <3#i also need to finish painting a sculpture#write 3 artist statements#and finish my english project which involves multiple mini essays :)#all before like 3:50 pm tomorrow#at the literal latest#i am so screwed#why am i even on tumblr rn bro i gotta grind
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iiiiiiiii must get to more giffing but i should go to sleep bc i have work tomorrow buuuut i had two lebanese coffees at the restaurant tonight that we had to go to bc of the relos aaaand... lebanese coffees are basically espressos aka yummy soooo.... so i had two... and i also had a cup of (black) tea there........ and i'm not tired. despite having 2h of sleep yesterday, and 9h today, and still waking up tired. but after the coffees? yaaaaaas
#actually it's all been terribly hectic#bton coming out. relos coming over. grandma dying. work requiring awkward emails to be written#which i finally did after like a week#whoops#i dont want to go to work tomorrow!!! i'm all socialed out#i need a hibernation day#but noooooooooooooo#i miss a/b!anthony#and anthony generally. but a/b!anthony is comfort character rn. aka the one i torture just to make myself fall asleep lol#eta: torture as in he got bullied at school lmao. not torture torture. that would be a different anthony for a different fic#me.txt#i have gifset ideas#well. since i have to leave the house so much this week... maybe some of them will actually be done#bc if i'm at home for the whole day then i just write. or try to#anyway tumblr give me a nice anthony or a&b or benedict thing to reblog before i go to bed. orrr i should get into bed first and if nothing#new comes up by then.. then i'll just do some comfort blogging#eyyy a plan
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