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#but now i really just want to like. slack off entirely for a whole week.
miodiodavinci · 7 months
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astonmartinii · 1 year
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big girls do(n't) cry | charles leclerc social media au
pairing: reader x charles leclerc
charles' gf just can't seem to catch a break
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yourinstagram: weekend breaking with the girlypops
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leclercbaby: so charles is racing in miami and y/n is out spending his money with her friends?
ynandcharles: you know she has a job right? and a life outside of charles?
charlesdefender: let's not pretend her little writing gig covers all of this shit
charles_leclerc: lovely lady
yourinstagram: why thank you my dashing gentleman
ferrarigirl16: imagine dating an elite athlete and smoking? it's so gross charles needs to drop her asap
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charles_leclerc: friday feeling in monaco 🇲🇨
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babygirlpierre NO Y/N ??? DON'T GET ME EXCITED
holacarlos55 do you people not have jobs or ?
yourusername what do they put in the water in monaco woooooof
charles_leclerc says the tall glass of water herself
justleclercthings let's not pretend that her missing his home gp isn't a HUGE deal omg
lordperceval i usually don't care about wag drama but like ... we all know y/n is the worst wag, right? she hardly comes to races, is always spending his money with her friends and is smoking as if he doesn't need to be in top condition?
likedbypierregasly you might have a point
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yourusername: you didn't think i'd forgotten about monaco, did you?
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cl16x mother back to mothering as she should
charlesstan okay well some of y'all are real quiet now
charles_leclerc wouldn't be a monaco race without you (and your stray cats)
yourbff since we're staying at your house i'll keep what i wanted to say to myself
yourbff2 meow bitch
yourusername don't pretend you don't love us
peargasly why can't she go anywhere without her friends it's so weird
pierregaslight because she obviously has no friends in the paddock any time the camera goes to the ferrari garage no one is ever with her
grussy63 she seems super annoying idk what charles sees in her
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f1wagsupdates: y/n y/ln at the release party for her new book sharp objects! this is her third book and it's already a new york times best seller, so happy for her
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howdyricciardo so everyone who gets on her ass when she can't go to races but where's the same energy for charles now - we all know they have the week off cause he's on holiday with pierre.
landonowins it's such a double standard
number16 i still think she's bad for charles her actually doing her job won't change my mind
charlesbaby can't wait for the day when she won't be on this page anymore
perceval16 these comments ... they're on every post i really think charles needs to say something at this point, he's just hanging y/n out to dry
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[caption: lonesome love. i am bored by his heroism, virtue, and honour. i think the best these men can do is not talk about themselves anymore]
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yourbff: since no one else will, LISTEN UP SLUTS!!! this girl is the most talented and kind-hearted girl in the whole entire world. ANYONE would be lucky to be with her, so it honestly BAFFLES my mind that those blessed enough to be with her are so silent when his so-called fans rip a person they do not know apart on social media. i say this sincerely GET A LIFE!!! also she's the sexiest girl in the world and could have literally anyone she wants so PICK UP THE SLACK OR we'll activate operation hot girl summer - YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED !!!
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yourbff1 @charles_leclerc
yourbff2 @charles_leclerc
yourbff3 @charles_leclerc
yourusername i love you all so much - platonic soulmates for real
danielricciardo @charles_leclerc
charlieleclerc oh wow charles just got humbled
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charles_leclerc: i've not been the best of boyfriends in recent weeks, so it is time i say my piece. y/n is the most talented, patient and beautiful individual i have ever met and i won't stand for her being attacked on social media by my "fans". you are not a fan of mine if you attack my girlfriend. i love her and nothing an anonymous comment can say will ever change that. you attack her for not "supporting" me enough and yet none of you know anything from behind the scenes (not that you should need to), if anything i have been the unsupportive one. i love y/n so so much and i will do anything to make sure she knows it. please stay out of our business.
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yourusername: he's mine. cry more.
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lilacleclerc i love them so much PARENTS
danielricciardo WHOOP TELL EM'
charles_leclerc love you too baby
yourusername i love you more
landonorris mic drop
myloveleclerc finally !!!
dutchlion i'm so glad he finally said something - and also me if i were a wag CRY MORE
note: bit of a random one but alas i hope y'all enjoy
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oatsmeall · 8 months
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You and I?
Socially awkward!Jk! X f!reader | college AU
Warnings: Socially awkward jk, very awkward jk, suggestive themes, possible smut.
(人*´∀`)。*゚+(人*´∀`)。*゚+(人*´∀`)。*゚+(人*´∀`)
For as long as you've been coming to this course you've always seen this quiet guy, he always come in 5 minutes exactly before class starts, he brings the same black metal water bottle with one singular sticker, and he's always quiet but always raises his hand to answer questions. You didn't really pay much attention to him untill today specifically though, of course you noticed his usual quirks but today? Man, it's like he became a new man. You never thought the awkward nerdy guy would pull up to class late with new piercings. On his eyebrow and his lip. You were stunned to say the least, he's... Hot? This totally normal thing called being 'tardy' suddenly seamed like a sense of rebellion, especially for this guy, Jeon Jungkook. Wow, such a bad boy.
Throughout the week he'd show up less covered, usually he'd wear sweater vests with a neatly tucked shirt and black or brown slacks or occasionally jeans. Now he's been wearing oversized shirts and baggy sweats and jeans. And not to mention his entirely detailed sleeve on his arm, which has very much been in the works for quite the while you bet. Where was the cute nerdy boy you knew? This was a whole new man. Even the girls that never bat an eye started noticing. You weren't going to lie and say you weren't a little jealous. I mean come on? These girls were ignoring him just 2 weeks ago, now they're fawning over him and his new look.....
"STUDENT SETTLE DOWN PLEASE. today we'll be writing an essay about what we've learned this month. Please be sure to turn the essay in by Friday night." The professor was making y'all write an essay. This is so boring, you were just thinking about that comfortable bed of yours.
While digging in your backpack for your laptop and some paper, you couldn't find any sort of writing utensils. This was so annoying, how is it that Suddenly when you ACTUALLY need a pen or pencil you couldn't find one. Jesus Christ, what a unlucky way to start on homework.
"pssst, hey.. hey, ppsssst" you were trying to whisper call on Jungkook, he was not budging. "Jeon, hey" you were not getting anywhere. Suddenly he side eye looked at you. Okay?...
"what do you want, were supposed to get busy." He said monotoned, he really is still nerdy sounding.
"well I won't get anywhere near busy if you'd just hear me out for a bit. Do you have a pen or pencil I can borrow, please?" You're regretting asking. He's probably gonna decline and say 'you should've brought your own".
"hmm.. I do, but you have to give it back, I always keep 4 pencils exactly." Close to the response you thought.. kinda.
"ugh okay, thanks" ou! Fancy mechanical pencil! And it had a cool retractable eraser!
This essay was gonna kill you. come to think of it what did you even learn this month?....
You and Jungkook had became friends, this past month you slowly would talk to him or try to talk big conversations, you really found him interesting. He was like a new subject you were trying to learn about. You've learned he's quite....odd? He didn't get your jokes sometimes, he was unaware of social cues at times, and he was too straight up. You thought he didn't like you, he was so blunt. on a random day when you guys went to the library he commented on how messy your notes were, how your hair was messy and looked unprofessional for school, and even on how wearing Birkenstocks with socks was strange. He was nitpicking random things, things you wouldn't even pay attention to. This gave you a feeling of self awareness, you felt like he didn't like you, he was making you realize a lot of things you hadn't.
"Jungkook, I really like you but you've got to stop nitpicking things I don't even notice, I'm sure you can keep it to yourself? You don't hear me saying how the way you styled your hair today looks off from yesterday, or how you're wearing two different shades of black and I don't like that."
"why wouldn't you like it? I like it." He said confused and somewhat agitated.
You gave him a knowing look of "do you see now?"
He sat silently before asking
"do you really not like my two different shades of black?" There was a pause before you started giggling. He looked so confused, you couldn't help but giggle.
"alright. Wanna come by my dorm tonight? Study a little and maybe order takeout and watch a movie? Shrek perhaps?" You tried changing the conversation hoping he'd forget the little conflict.
This would be the first time you invite him to your dorm, you were too shy to ask, he was also shy though, more than you probably. You didn't want to make him uncomfortable.
"uhm..sure.. just send me you dorm number." He seemed shy just asking that, you were excited though. He was such a cute and smart guy, he was very helpful when studying. He taught you new things too, the other day he taught you about why pigeons don't know how to build nests.
Around 6:30 he texted you saying he's on his way to your dorm. You were SO nervous for no reason, you tried to tidy up around your room, and by tidy you mean deep cleaned. You've never seen such a clean room, you loved it though.
*Knock, knock, knock*
"Comiingggg" you walked to your door and opened it to Jungkook. In a black tee shirt and grey sweat pants.. you felt your hear beat faster. He looked so.. FINE.
"Hello Y/n, I didn't know what kind of drink you liked so I bought Gatorade, orange juice, and water. I hope you like.. these." He looked so genuine, you appreciate him for trying.
"oh wow! I like all. I wouldn't have minded your pick. Thanks though, come in. Make yourself comfortable." He came in and sat himself on your bed, he was looking around curiously. He was looking attentively, like he was gather information.
"sorry if you might not like the scent in my room, Im trying this mango air freshener out-"
"I like it. It's okay. So where are your notes and stuff, we can get started right now if you'd like, that way we can have more time to hangout..if you want."
This genuinely surprised you? He wanted to spend time with you? Your heart had a sudden rush.
"oh? O-okay, yeah. Uhm let me get my laptop." You hurriedly grabbed your bag, you bent down you're oblivious but your ass caught Jungkook's attention by accident. He stared.. he felt his blood rush down his pants.
"okay I've got my laptop!" You walked to your bed and plopped next to him.
His face was red. Visibly red actually.
"you okay?"
"y-yeah.." he looked away from you in embarrassment. Immediately onto his notes.
After a long hour and a half, you guys were done, you decided to order for delivery instead, Jungkook didn't want to go out anymore, you were tidying around your room, who new studying was messy.
"can't wait for that pasta, I'm hungry. Also hot, this hoodie is too warm" Jungkook look slightly, seeing you take your hoodie off made HIM hot.. his body tensed up. Your black halter top made your boobs look so good, he caught a glimpse of them before you turned to him.
"freeeee!" you said in a giggle.
He was respectful, of course.. but he still IS a man.... with male... tendencies.
"can I use your restroom, please? I need to wash my hands"
"why the restroom? I've got a small sink by the dresser." You pointed to the hidden sink.
"I have to use the restroom too." He said straight faced. He was trying to get away from you as fast as possible or else his print would be visible VERY quickly, maybe he shouldn't have worn grey sweats. Maybe two different shades of black wasn't bad after all like you said.
"okay, yea. It's that door right there." You're not sure why but you have a feeling you made Jungkook uncomfortable, what could you have possibly done.
*knock, knock, knock*
"ouuu pasta must be here. JUNGKOOK! PASTAS' HERE!" you got out of your bed and quickly answered the door. You're excited.
After some very awkward moments of eating and small talk you put on Shrek the movie, you guys were on your bed now. But you felt a sudden rush, you've been avoiding thinking about him but he's so fine. He's hot in this little ensemble he put together, the grey sweats made his print noticable. Your mouth felt dry all of the sudden. You felt and decided to lay down and drape your legs on his thighs. You felt his body tense up. This made you feel butterflies. It's almost like you had an ad advantage.
"uhm.. Y/n.. I- " you cut him off and looked up at him directly into his eyes. Oh those siren eyes of yours.. they're killing him. His eyes began to widen when he realized that you're now turned around facing his lap. More so his crotch.
"Kook.." you start innocently. "Have you ever been... Touched?" You said softly and quietly. You scared him. He can't comprehend how you'd gone from fun from "fun and nice, sweet and understandable" to "horny seduction demon" he's also never had physical Intimacy, only cute kisses and hugs. This was odd, he liked how he felt though. You gave him butterflies.
"N-no" you looked at him straight in his eyes again. This time you say up slightly and palmed his dick through his sweats. He let out an lewd quiet moan. Your pussy was pulsating from excitement.
"mm poor boy. Do you like when I touch you like this?" You say quietly. You began stroking the outline of his dick, then you pulled his sweats down following after, his boxers. His hard Dick sprung up. You were in awe at the largeness before your eyes. You didn't know what you expected.. but surely not this monster. The sayings are true. It's always the quiet and shy ones.
"auh.. fuck" he whispered lewdly. What a turn on.
"mhm? You like that kookie?"
Precum began to slowly ooze from out the tip. Red and sore from the friction being created from your hands. You started pacing faster, stokes becoming gradually faster.
"augh, f-fuck. I don't wanna c-"
You sunk you whole mouth on his cock. Filling your mouth with only half of his cock. You started deep thoating, harder and faster, the lewd noises becoming louder and messier. Chocking on his dick you took him like a champ.
"I'm not done with you babe." You say with saliva and cum dripping from your mouth. You're Cock drunk.
"Y-you're not?!" He seemed genuinely shocked.
You got up and sat on his lap, legs sitting on either side of his thighs. Your booty shorts rode more up your thighs.
You began to ride him. Fully clothed, you began riding, Jungkook instinctively grabbed your ass and pressed you down to create harder friction.
"mm- F-fuck. Oh my, Jungkook augh- you moaned loudly, your pussy was so wet and it was throbbing. Suddenly. Jungkook's switched. He became the lewd one. You never expected to hear something like this come out of his mouth..
"Yeah? You like that you fucking slut? You like seducing quite guys?" He said through his teeth in a hiss. Gripping your ass. Your so turned on at his sudden switch.
"mhm baby" you mewed.
"take the shorts off. Now" yes sir. Anything for Me. Jeon.
You got up off him and you did a little strip tease. It was better that what Jungkook visioned.
You slowly hopped back on him and you grabbed his cock and slowly sat on him. Man was he stretching you out. Nice and good.
"augh fuck Kook. You're so big" you said in a gasp. He just looked at you with a smirk. Man you loved every minute of this.
"that's right baby take me like a fucking champ" you sat on him completely but suddenly.. when you began riding, his speed increased, he began slamming into you.
"fuck, fuck, fuck, augh babe, you're hitting the spot" your moans were something straight out of a porn video.
"yeah? You like that? Look at me when I fuck you Y/n look at me." He said grabbing your face. Who is this man?! This isn't shy little Jungkook with the cute boba eyes?! This was Jeon Jungkook. The fucking man.
After what felt forever, you and Jungkook did some after care. He went and fetched you an after pill at the nearest pharmacy. Yes at 1 am.
You were beat. Inside and out. Literally. You felt numb, could hardly walk. Your pussy was sore. You can't count how many times he made you cum and squirt but he really overstimulated you. You're so ready for a part 2 of this.
The next day you went to class and sat with Jungkook. Suddenly he became shy again?! Two faced much?
Guys... Let me know if you want a part 2 lol, this is my first time writing a fanfic lol🥹
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OBEY || Makima x Fem!Reader
summary: Makima loved girls like you, so pretty and compliant. She had it in her mind that she could get you to do anything she wanted and as it turned out, she was right.
tags: (warnings in red): manipulation, coercion, dubious consent, forced masturbation, some pet play, dom!makima, porn with plot, toy usage, vibrators, one shot
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You messed up this time.
You really did.
You weren’t great at your job, half of the time you wondered why you were even here, but everyone beyond that point was happy to remind you that you were just an intern—of course you messed up, but that’s not something to worry about, they don’t suffer from your mess.
All of your end of the week paperwork was always run through Makima, the one they all warned you about instead. You hadn’t yet experienced her supposed wrath, by some miracle escaping the rumours.
But something felt different this time.
She wasn’t the type to slip up her mood, always so professionally calm and composed as she wore her white button up and black slacks, fiery red hair tucked neatly away into a tailed braid.
She skimmed the paperwork with the tip of her finger, making a smacking noise with her lips as disappointment seemed to brew. She wasn’t happy with you, but her wrath declined, she wasn’t punishing you just yet.
No, there was something playful in her glare instead.
“Your work ethic is lacking,” she simply said, her voice cutting through the air, she tempted you closer as she walked you into her office.
Your heart dropped as she shut the door behind you, swivelling a lock as the key turned, the blinds falling shut against the window. It wasn’t all that late outside, but she made it night.
Listening in, you could hear a button fumble and then flick, a dim light spreading a warm glow around the office space. Next, you watched her move her hands over the drawer of her desk, another key striking into something locked away, pulling something out that she left hidden to you, at least for now.
“Now then…” Makima purred, taking a step closer and leaving the item she fetched on the chair behind the desk. You couldn’t quite see what it was. “Let’s try encouragement in a different way.”
Your heart dropped.
Were you about to get beaten up at your own job? (that you weren’t even getting paid for, it was an internship)—at least not yet, you had to survive the whole assigned duration to land a paid spot in this place.
Still, the atmosphere suddenly became something different entirely, the air thicker than blood, something that stagnated and caused your breath to hitch. Was this her presence alone that made you feel that way? The rumours felt suddenly real, your mind begging for you to run away but your fate already sealed itself the second you stepped inside.
“A-another way?” you asked.
“You’re a pretty girl,” Makima said, approaching closer, the carpet absorbing her steps—she moved quietly like a siren, her intentions feeling seducing almost as she reeled you in with those anchoring eyes, “so why are you trying to get a job here?”
You couldn’t quite reply, you weren’t even sure what to say. You gulped as her touch felt gradually invading, fingertips tracing along your jaw as her knuckles met with your cheeks. She felt soft. Tempting. Dangerous.
Her eyes narrowed as she studied you, the lack of reply grating on her nerves even if it wasn’t shown.
“Well?” she demanded.
“I want to make a difference, you tried to say, what a cliché excuse—oops.
She flashed a curt smile, “Very novel.”
Her fingers drifted down to your chin, pinching it and tilting your head to align with her line of sight. You avoided her gaze but she made you follow it much to your impending dread.
She parted her lips once more.
“You could have been someone’s pretty little wife or a mistress even, life could have been easy, especially for someone like you.”
You couldn’t respond, feeling insulted.
“A shame, but…” she let her words trail off, a glint of pure curiosity sparking in her eyes, the look she gave you was a dangerous one, “at least it means that I can have my fun instead.”
“I-I’m sorry?” you finally replied, fluttering a couple of blinks as your body froze.
“Mhm,” she hummed, finally letting go of your face—her eyes darkened, any light that indicated care now faded away, “so kneel.”
You tensed up even more, unsure how to react.
“I know you’re not deaf, my pretty, so let’s try that again,” she cooed again, her voice flipping a switch, it felt like an illusion though, there was a looming threat in her tone, “…kneel.”
You gulped as you knelt after a long moment, her eyes fixated on yours as she remained silent beyond that point.
Her lips curled as she watched you surrender to her will, “Good, I’m glad I didn’t have to repeat myself again—wouldn’t want to bruise such a face.”
You had no idea how to react, so you simply gulped. All of a sudden, it felt like you couldn’t talk, your replies congested.
Makima moved towards you next, taking a domineering step as she moved your chin to secure eye contact with you once again, her face showed zero praise but the warmth she offered from her touch told a different sort of story.
“So compliant,” she cooed.
She grabbed at your jaw next, fingertips trailing your lips.
“Show me your tongue, my pretty.”
You complied with her for now, showing her your tongue like a dog, panting with the muscle out in the open. You shuddered as you drooled, saliva dripping onto the floor.
She studied you for a moment, making a slight humming sound as she then let go of you and stepped away.
“I’ll go easy on you today,” Makima said, seeming to decide.
You put your tongue back into your mouth, fearful of the consequence but she didn’t seem to scold. Instead, she made her way back to her desk, taking a silver looking object, fiddling with the base as a droning whir emitted from the thing.
A vibrator?
She slid it into your trousers, making you freeze as she just nearly avoided the cotton underwear line that piled at your crotch; she then pushed your knees shut, keeping the vibrator running between your thighs and right next to your heat.
“Let’s keep that there,” She nodded, taking a step back again as though to admire the sight of your gradually undoing being; your complexion slowly blooming into rosy red, your eyes so trusting and so afraid.
Yet observant, so ready to give and to obey.
The setting on the vibrator felt like eventual torture, shuddering against your clothed clit as pleasure built up in between the seams—your thighs attempted to reel it tighter, squeezing the toy to give it deeper focus, but no matter what you did, it wouldn’t go beyond a certain point.
Your hands drifted towards your legs, attempting to alter its course but Makima was quick to deny you such relief.
Her eyes narrowed as her lips crept up into a smile, “Not yet, my lovely.”
She watched as your body began to writhe under impossibly low vibrations, tempting your teased sex again and again—you couldn’t help but squirm as a rising heat coiled in your lower stomach, clenching and tightening as waves continued to roll to a tweezed point.
Crouching down, she cupped your chin and brought it closer, planting a warm kiss upon your lips. You could taste her lipstick, feeling it stick to your own flesh and her breath shudder into your throat; tasting of stale coffee but just barely. Her eyes were half lidded as she continued to press her lips onto yours, her tongue working its way inside pushing—moving, wrestling your own muscle away almost as it dared to follow her lead.
“Delicious,” Makima purred as she pulled back, her amber eyes scrolling to your quivering thighs, igniting a feverish stare upon your body.
You shuddered, both scared and aroused almost, your core tightening against such intense pleasure that it almost hurt. Torture it was as it continued, your legs clenching to burrow the toy in but with no such release.
Makima moved back a little, pulling up a chair to sit right before you.
“Now my lovely, undress for me,” she spoke, demanded almost. Her expression hardened, a faint blush forming upon her skin.
“But, I-“ you tried to retaliate, already feeling so embarrassed and broken down.
“I like my pets compliant, [name],” Makima warned, her tone taking on something colder. You watched as she unbuckled her belt, ever so slightly and as her delicate fingers fumbled the button and then the zipper—fingers slipping into her black slacks.
Reluctantly you nodded in such a stiffened stance that you could have been chiselled from marble yourself. Slowly, you removed your clothes at a slow rate, her eyes silently blessing praise and approval.
Once you were in just your underwear, you stopped and she seemed disappointed.
“I didn’t say stop, my pet,” she warned again, this time oozing much more of a threat behind her tone.
“I-Of course…” you shuddered with a jittering reply, your entire body shaking as you slipped gently out of your bra, kicking off your socks and finally allowing the cloth that clung against your heat to finally drop to your knees.
“So beautiful,” Makima praised as she seemed genuine, “now crawl to me.”
“I-I’m sorry?” you blurred out unintentionally again, feeling your voice next anchor in your throat out of accidental resistance. You knew not to question her and yet you did.
“Obedient pets listen to the commands they’re given, do they not?” she smiled at last, seemingly finally entertained with you albeit at your expense.
You swallowed away the final part of your dignity, surrendering to moving your body into a position on all fours as you leaned towards her. The carpet felt rough against your knees and uncomfortable, your palms barely tolerating the sensation until you were met right by her knees.
“Good girl,” she praised, “now lean back for me and open your legs.”
“But that’s too much-“
“—You misunderstand, I only keep good pets employed,” she smiled, “you want to work here, don’t you?”
You were starting to wonder if you did.
“I…I don’t kno-“
“Beautiful girls like you are wasted on this place, but I can offer you something more,” she said, “if you listen to me then you will be rewarded in much more than a safer world and a mediocre salary.”
“W-will I?”
“I take care of my loyal pets, [name],” Makima promised, offering deceitful hope, “your life is worth so much more when it’s in my hands.”
You gulped, something about her words started to swoon you.
“Now, show yourself to me,” she repeated again, her tone warmer yet lacking patience.
You reluctantly listened as you spread your legs for her; your lips parting by the will of your fingers slipping inside and seeking out your clit.
“Such a pretty cunt,” Makima commented, her own hand exploring below the waistline of her black slacks, “pleasure yourself for me.”
You spat a little on your fingertips, swirling circles on the bud as it slowly grew swollen, your breath heightening in such a bizarre situation that you couldn’t quite tell what you wanted to do.
Surprisingly you were already soaked, seeking lubrication from your sopping sex instead, avoiding eye contact when you could but ultimately going back to her gaze to seek approval.
“A-am I doing good?” you asked, desperate for praise.
Makima didn’t reciprocate your need though, simply offering a slight curve of her lips as her stare intensified. She knew what she was doing though, true praise was given through actions rather than words and as her own arousal grew, her silence was the truest form of praise there was.
You continued anyway as you on and off stole glances at her, certain things turning you on more than other elements. The way her eyes looked down at you, reminding you of your place below her. The way her hand likely was doing the exact same thing, but she kept it hidden from you. The blush that started to form, matching the shade of her hair.
You didn’t quite mind, as it turned out.
Focusing on those points, you felt yourself melt into something that went beyond simple arousal. Your body flushed with fear and warmth and acceptance, almost. Your own stomach coiled as you approached your initial end, your fingertips pushing out an orgasm out of you that your whole body rode out.
Makima’s smile curved again, something devious forming in her eyes.
“Again,” she commanded, “use the toy.”
Still feeling sore but in need of more, you shook as you reached for the toy and held it against your clit. The toy felt sore against your now swollen point, immediately causing you to shudder and whine, a reaction that made her eyes widen with sheer excitement.
Your thighs trembled as you felt your whole body flush with enveloping fire, a shaking release daring to swell within your core. Your thighs clenched as you held the toy to your bud, daring to surrender to yet another climax as it edged near.
Makima kept watch of you the whole time, lips curling to meet a satisfied smile; her eyes were relentlessly boring into yours, as though captivated by your own arousal—her own overlapping, feeling almost vicarious pleasure.
“Cum for me, my pretty,” she commanded, her voice sounding as silky as ever.
You listened without question, finally feeling the coursing waves roll through your stomach and all across your body, leaving you behind as a sweating mess.
“What a sight,” Makima purred, taking her hand out of her trousers and cupping around your cheeks.
You could smell the scent of her, feeling almost intoxicated as she hovered so closely by.
“I-I did well?” you asked in a scrambled way, your mind not fully there just yet.
She continued to talk to you as her body leaned in, her form crouching right beside you as she held your head in between both of her hands, “So pretty, so obedient.”
“I-I-“ you stammered again, feeling something warm from the praise.
“You’re my favourite toy so far you know,” she smiled, pushing her lips up against yours for the second time, “now get dressed, you’re invited for after work drinks with me.”
With your mind still fried, you nodded in a dazed state as you got back dressed again and stood statued into place as Makima brushed you up, straightening up your clothes and brushing any loose strands of your hair out of the way.
You followed her as she walked, your head still spinning from what just happened.
Yet Makima knew exactly what she was doing.
And now, she had a pretty little pet on her leash.
Ready to obey whenever she pleases.
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pit-and-the-pen · 4 months
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But I Have You...
Just a treat for all the angst I've been posting lately! Thank you @daycourtofficial for such a cute idea!
Summary: Date night with Azriel. What could go wrong? Apparently everything...
Warnings: Making out, mentions of food/cooking, allusions to smut, modern-ish AU
Wc: 3.3k
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Date night with Azriel was one of your favorite days of the entire week. Calling it date “night” was an understatement. You and Azriel were normally both so busy with your duties that you tried to make a whole day out of it, or as close as it could be. 
“Go bathe.” You pointed towards the door of the bathroom, brush still in your outstretched hand. 
“Are you trying to tell me I stink?” He quirked an eyebrow at you, stalking closer to you. He wraps an arm around your waist and pulls you against his chest. 
“Yes. Now go. We’re going to be late for dinner.” You squeal when he begins to tickle your side, holding you against him as you try to squirm out of his hold.
“I yield. Please…Az” You manage to get out between your fit of laughter. He plants a wet kiss on your cheek before turning around and dramatically stomps to the bathroom, making a show of the small action. You laugh as he rolls his eyes as he closes the door, a large smile plastered to his face letting you know he wasn’t really mad or annoyed with you. 
Taking the opportunity to finally get dressed, you all but run to the closet. Edgar to pull out the new dress that you had picked out with MOr last week. It was the exact color of his siphons. You greedily ran your hand over the velvet fabric, already loving the way it felt under your hands. The fabric being one of the very few that didn’t irritate Azriel’s hands over a prolonged time. 
You quickly pull your lounge clothes over your head, kicking them off into some random corner of the room to deal with later. The bag holding the dress is discarded in a similar fashion after being torn open. It was just as beautiful as you remember it being and you can’t wait to get it on your body. Even more excited to see Azriel’s reaction. 
.You are practically skipping over to your underwear drawer, picking out a small lacy set that you bought to go with the dress. It slides over your skin like butter, clinging to your body like a second skin. It stops about mid-thigh. Just short enough to be sexy but not too short that you were scared to bend over, which you would definitely be doing if for nothing more than giving the shadowsinger a peak of what exactly was waiting for him underneath the dress.
Pulling the straps over your shoulders, you only need to zip the dress up. YOu managed to tug it up halfway before the zipper got stuck on the seam at your waist. A couple more tugs and the stupid thing still won’t budge. You know you could just ask Azriel. He would never object to zipping you up but you knew there would be no way you would make it to your reservation if you did so. So you tugged once more, twice more, and then. Riiiipppp. Your jaw goes slack as the zipper finally tugs the rest of the way up, taking the other half of the zipper with it. The thin fabric stuck under the teeth and tore a large hole in the brand-new dress. 
“Fuck!” You shout out once you survey the damage in the mirror. You would not have time to fix this before your reservations. 
“Darling, what’s-” You hear your mate's voice filter into the room before he cuts himself off. You turn to face him and he’s gawking at you, towel slung low around his hips. 
“It ripped. I just got this dress.” You whine. A chuckle leaves him and the sound has you pouting. “I just got this. It was going to be perfect for tonight.”
“You know that you could always…not wear anything.” His eyes are still trailing up and down your figure. 
“Az! I’m serious.” You softly shout at him
“So am I.” He doesn’t hesitate to respond. You blush at his words. “Can we just skip dinner?” 
“No sir. It took us months to get this reservation.”
“Rhys could get us in with a snap of his fingers.”
“But I want to go tonight. I already looked at the menu and picked out what I wanted.”
“Of course you did, lovely.” You stuck your tongue out at him, making him throw his head back in laughter. “Just go pick any of the other hundred dresses you have.” He teases and it’s your turn to stomp out of the room. Rolling your eyes at him, a smile so wide it makes your cheeks hurt. Your finger runs over dress after dress and none of them seem to be right. Already having your mind set on the perfect dress, it’s hard to find one to replace it. Your hands finally brush over one that you had forgotten about. A lighter shade than your previous dress, but it would do.
You pull it off the hanger with more force than necessary and peel the other one off, throwing it across the room with a huff. You pad over to Azriel when you have it pulled onto your shoulders, not willing to risk another zipper fiasco. You don’t even have to ask him before he takes the delicate zipper in his hands and pulls it up smoothly in one motion. He presses a kiss to the dip between your shoulder blades as he slides the zipper up into place. You notice his eyes dipping down in the mirror. You’re about to tease him for his wandering gaze when he clears his throat. 
“I think there might be…I don’t even know what that is. Wine?” 
“You’ve got to be kidding me!” YOu shout, turning around trying to see your backside in the mirror and sure enough. There is a random stain right at the small of your back. And then you remember. You wore this dress the last time you went to Rita’s with Mor and you had bumped into someone, someone that was holding a nearly full drink that splashed onto your back. 
“Whatever. What-fucking-ever. We’re going to be late and this was the only dress I liked.” YOu take a deep breath through your nose. “Just stand behind me so no one sees it.” He nods before his eyes drift lower once again, this time pausing when you know he isn’t looking at the stain anymore. 
“Twist my arm, why don’t you?” He grumbled to himself which has you spinning around to wrap your arms around his waist.
“What would I ever do without you, Azzy.”
“Walk around with a stain on your butt.”
“Prick. I was trying to be cute.” You feign insult. He only leans down and gives you a small peck on the lips. 
“Let's go then.” He gives your ass a soft slap for emphasis. You scramble to grab your purse from the edge of the bed and catch up with him. 
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The walk to the restaurant wasn’t bad at all. It was only a few blocks away from the apartment the two of you shared. A pleasant walk with even sidewalks that made it easy for your heeled feet to walk. 
The dull noise of the restaurant filled your ears the moment the door closed behind you. The decoration was very modern but still seemed very homey. Like it had been pulled directly from a cooking show set. Blue and white gingham tablecloths mixed with gold brushed metals. It was one of the newest, and if the wait you had for the reservation was any sign, most popular restaurants in the area. The hostess asks for your name and you give it to her. She scrolls through the tablet in front of her, eyebrows furrowing slightly. She turns to a large book by her side and flips to a page, finger scanning down the lines of names. 
“Would it be under a different name?” She looks up and asks you. 
“It could be under Azriel.” You were one hundred percent you had made the reservation under your name but found yourself giving his name either way. The line in her eyebrow deepens and your heart sinks as she turns back to you.
“It looks like we don;t have anything under that name. And we’re fully booked tonight so we aren’t talking walk-ins.”
“No, I called last month. I know I made a reservation. It wouldn’t be anywhere else?” You keep your voice low, not wanting to let your disappointment make you yell at the poor girl at the host stand. 
“I’m sorry, it’s not in our system and like I said, we’re completely full tonight. Do you want me to make you a reservation for another night?” You shook your head. Too distraught to think about another night. 
“It’s fine. Thank you.” Azriel said, noticing the way tears were starting to swim in your eyes. He took your hand lightly and pulled you out of the restaurant. He wrapped his arms around you and you buried your head into his chest. 
“I’m sorry. I know it’s silly to be getting upset over this but I’m just really…I don’t even know.”
“You’re allowed to be disappointed baby. You’ve been talking all week about this.” He pulled your face up with one of his fingers. “How about we go to that pizza place you really like?” You perked up a little at the thought making Azriel smile at your mood change. “There she is.” He kissed your cheek. “Lets go.” He started walking you in the direction of the small pizza shop. As upset as you might be, you did love this spot. One of the few places that didn’t make their sauce too acidic or too sweet. Perfect crust to pizza ratio. It was always your fall back place and it was a great suggestion from your boyfriend. 
You walked the few blocks to the shop and stood outside the door. One look at the sign made your heart sink all over again. Closed for repairs. Azriel gave your hand a squeeze. 
“Azzzzzz.” You whined, fighting the urge to stomp your foot like a toddler. 
“It’s okay baby. We can do something else.” He pulled you into his arms again, once again calming you down. 
“Can we make pizza at home?”
“Of  course we can.” He smiled down at you. Then you remembered. 
“Shit. Elain used the rest of our flour for some cookies last week.” 
“Then we’ll go to the store.”
“Az we can’t go to the store dressed like this.” You gestured to your dress and his crisp black dress shirt and matching pants. 
“Why not?”
“Because we’ll look crazy.”
“Do you want pizza?”
“Yes.”
“Then we need to go to the store. Come on.” He started pulling you in the direction of a small corner store at the other end of the square. 
You felt so silly, small shopping basket in hand, you in your tight dress and heels and Azriel in his dress clothes. But luckily, no one paid you any attention. Too focused on their own shopping to even notice you. Picking up the bag of flour, you also grabbed some cheese, and some fresh basil to put on top. Azriel led you over to the check out but not before grabbing a bottle of wine as you passed by the section. The cashier rang you out quickly and smiled at the two of you as you walked out of the store. Not once commenting or even raising an eyebrow at your attire, much to your pleasure. 
Your feet were screaming at you by the time you got to the door of your apartment.  Not expecting to walk as much as you did. Azriel, seeing the discomfort in your face, leaned down to undo the straps off your heels. He gave a small tap to your ankle to let you know that you could step out of them before he repeated the motion to your other foot. A sigh left your lips as your feet touched the ground, screaming in relief. Azriel gave you a small kiss on your knee before standing back up. 
“Thank you.” You told him as he grabbed the bag from your arms and walked into the kitchen.
“I should change if we’re going to be making dough.” You said as you followed him into the kitchen. He wrapped his arms around your waist. 
“Or you could keep it on and let me peel you out of it later?” He suggested, furthering his words by kissing along your jaw. You fought the urge to melt against his hold. 
“You’ve convinced me. I’ll keep it on.”
“Good girl.” He spoke before giving your ass a light slap as he released you. You heated up from head to toe at his words. You shook your head as he started to unpack the groceries, trying to clear your head of the less than innocent thoughts rushing through you. So you started to pull out the other necessary ingredients and placed them on the counter next to Azriel. He opened the flour and started to pour it into the bowl you pulled out from the cabinet. He gives you a quick kiss on the forehead as he takes the olive oil from your hands and starts working on the dough. It was soe recipe he knew that made quick, non-proofing, dough. Something he learned from Rhys’ mother he had told you one time. In no time the dough was made and he started rolling it out. You peeked over his shoulder and had to bite back a laugh when you saw the speckling of flour on his cheek. He looked over at you with a raised eyebrow.
“You’ve got something…” You reached out your hand to swipe the streak away. “Right there.” You giggled at his annoyed expression.
“You mean right,” He dipped his hand into some of the flour that had spilled onto the counter and flicked it towards your hair. “There?” You squealed as you realized what he was doing, moving just too late to avoid the flour from getting into your hair. 
“Az!” You said in between your laughing. “You got my hair dirty.” You gave him a dramatic pout, looking up at him which in turn made him start laughing. 
“Oh no, guess I’ll just have to wash it out later.” He nudged you with his shoulder which only made you roll your eyes, a smile plastered onto your face. 
“I guess….” 
“What do you want on your pizza?” He quickly changed the topic. 
“Just cheese please.” You smiled up at him and he nodded. He quickly spread some of the jarred sauce on with the back of a spoon and sprinkled on a handful, or three, of the shredded cheese you bought at the store. You smiled at the heap of cheese on your pizza, just the way you liked it. None of the sauce was visible under the coating and he smiled at you as you helped him slide in onto the pan. He quickly did the same to his own, adding a few slices of the tomato and a handful of basil on top. 
With the pizza’s in the oven it would only be a few minutes until they were ready, just enough to let the cheese melt. 
Azriel leaned against the counter, already holding two wine glasses in his hand. YOu walked over and grabbed them from his hand, placing a quick kiss to his lips and putting them down on the counter. He leaned down and grabbed your face between his hands, pulling your lips back to his. You let yourself sink into the kiss. The first real kiss you two shared all night. His teeth scraped against your bottom lip and you whined against him. He chuckled deeply, the sound reverberating through you and heating your blood instantly. You whined again and you felt Azriel backing you up into the counter across the kitchen. His hands snaked down to your waist and tapped, silently asking you to jump onto the countertop. You obliged and he helped hoist you up so your lips didn't leave his. Your hands snaked into his dark locks, pulling his face even closer to yours. His hands started wandering down your hips, grabbing at the fat of your hips, pulling you somehow closer to him. Your mouth parted in a moan at the tight grip and you used that as an opportunity to slide his tongue against yours. You bit down lightly, pulling away from the kiss. Both of your were panting but he just trailed kisses down your neck, down to the neckline of your dress. He had just snuck a hand up to pull down the fabric when you noticed a burning smell in the air. Shit. You pushed him away, already hoping off the counter. He looked at you, confused at your sudden shift. Then his eyes widened as he remembered the pizza you had both seemingly forgotten about. You quickly grabbed one of the over mitts sitting on the counter and pulled the pizza’s out. If you could even call the nearly black circles on the pan you were pathetically holding out in front of you. 
You really couldn’t find it in yourself to be disappointed. Not when you could still feel Azriel’s lips ghosting along your skin. You pushed the contents of the pan into the garbage can and looked up at Azriel. Both of you immediately bursted out laughing. He walked over to you and pressed a kiss to the top of your head. 
“I’m sorry baby.”
“I’m not.” You winked at him. 
“Well what are we going to do for dinner now.”
“There's ice cream in the freezer?”  You shrugged. Suddenly not in the mood for cooking at all. You bit your lip as you looked at him and he laughed in response. 
“Okay. Ice cream for dinner it is.” 
So the two of you, still in your clothes from the failed dinner reservations, curled up on the couch. Each holding a pint of ice cream and the now full wine glasses on the table in front of you. Azriel had thrown a blanket over the two of you and put on some cheesy movie that neither of you were paying attention to. 
“I’m sorry tonight was such a disaster” You said to him, mouth still half full of ice cream. He shook his head, leaning his face closer to yours until your foreheads were touching.
“I got to be with you, what more can I ask for?” 
The two of you nearly finished the bottle of wine, Azriel had already placed the nearly empty ice cream containers back into the freezer. When he returned to the couch he pulled you against his chest, hand swirling random patterns onto your back. You felt your eyes getting very heavy as you tried your best to focus on the movie in front of you but the wine was lulling you to sleep. It felt like your eyes had closed for only a second before Azriel was shaking you awake. 
“Hi sleepyhead.” He mumbled into your hair.
“I was not asleep for that long.”
“Long enough to drool on me.” You quickly shot up, hand going to wipe away any wetness that might have split from your mouth. Your hand was dry. You stuck your tongue out at him as he gave you a wicked smile. He pulled you back down to his chest, twisting you so you were now straddling him. 
“I think I can find a perfect way to wake you darling.” And that was all you needed to hear before you pressed your lips against his. Very much awake.
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“Please, Villain—” the hero struggled, wrists cuffed behind their back by their very own power suppressors. “T-This, this is humiliating—”
The villain on the other hand looked far too cheery for a criminal only two steps away from their nemesis. Their smile was radiant and they were practically bouncing off the balls of their feet.
“Maybe you should have considered that before you came to me for my help~” They announced, almost licking their lips watching their new prisoner wriggle helplessly on the floor beneath them.
Hero blushed and then stuttered, “I didn’t think you were going to do all this—”
Villain closed the gap between the pair, taking an extra step in order to press their heel into the small of the hero’s back. Effectively pushing them back down into the grime of the alley street.
“Sweetheart, I’m a villain. You’re the one who begged me to kidnap you for a week so you could take a paid vacation, not I. Did you really think I wasn’t going to take advantage of this opportunity?”
The crime-stopper huffed, blowing up some dust from their spot against the floor. “Well, I at least thought you’d be a bit kinder about it.”
The villain almost burst out laughing, it was clear that this whole thing was just a big joke to them. Not so much so to the hero, considering they only got four vacation days a year and could hardly keep from burning out. But maybe the change of scenery would be good for them.
They knew the villain wouldn’t kill them or horribly injure them—in fact, the hero considered the two of them almost friends at this point. All Hero wanted was a few days of peace and quiet, and what better way to get that than to stage a kidnapping?
“You really are as dumb as they say. I mean, you just handed yourself to me on a silver platter and now you’re acting like I don’t try to slit your throat every Tuesday and Friday morning.”
Hero rolled their eyes as the villain yanked them to their feet by their collar, shoving them towards the street. “Cut me some slack, will you? The Agency is pushing my limits.”
The villains hands were braced agains the hero’s shoulders in a second, steadying the other’s precarious swaying. “Oh my… poor little Hero, hm? Are those strong muscles getting sore?” Right on cue the villain squeezed the hero’s shoulders, hitting all the right spots and effectively stealing their breath.
“Or is it more so this genius brain you’ve got locked up in there?” Villain’s hands travelled up the back of their neck to their skull, teasing their touch-starved skin.
“Villain—”
“Or maybe it’s this hot ass that’s tired of the constant spotlight…” With a yelp, Villain’s hands met the base of Hero’s spine, grabbing a handful of their ass without a second thought.
The villain chuckled, pushing the hero up against their car door. They had always loved the sounds the hero made, how they reacted to the villain’s touch—how quickly they folded.
The criminal turned the hero to face them, pressing their bodies up even closer, eyeing them up and down. “I’ll have to teach you to respect your villains time and efforts during your stay, but if you’d let me, I’d love to teach you a thing or two about your body on the side.”
Hero hated the way their entire body lit up as if it had caught fire. They hadn’t expected the villain to be so direct about it, not that that deterred them any from answering.
“Could you teach me a thing or two about yours as well?”
The deal was sealed with a single smirk.
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obsessedelusional · 2 years
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Oblivious
paring ✦ Bella Ramsey x fem!reader
summary ✦ Bella and you have been friends for a few years now. Didn’t take long for them to a form a crush on you. While visiting after not seeing you for a while, they decide it’s time to come clean about their feeling. Too afraid, they keep dropping hints. What happens when Bella finally finds the courage to tell you?
word count ✦ 2,000ish
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“So who’s your celebrity crush then?” Bella asks her best friend of years, intentionally after talking openly about their celebrity crush. You share a striking resemblance too, hoping maybe this information would spark something in you. Your too oblivious to connect the dots.
“Hmm…. Right now?” You pause in a attempt to shuffle through all the random celebrities you’ve found attractive.
“Probably Kristen Stewart.” Bella is surprised by you answer.
“Kristen Stewart?” They ask, slack jawed.
“Yeah I rewatched all the twilight movies last week. I used to be team Edward but now I think I’m team Bella. It’s actually absurd that we let those men get away with everything they did.” You explain, going off on a tangent about Twilight. Bella half listens, trying to understand if you said Kristen because you might be gay or because you liked twilight.
“She has a whole ass fiancé, I’m shit out of luck.” You sigh dramatically before going back to your phone. Bella forces a laugh, more confused than when they started this conversation.
“But doesn’t matter, I got my own Bella.” You tease with a wink unknowingly adding to Bella’s distress.
“Edward was a creep, a whole ass stalker. Imagine if she woke up when Edward broke in to bedroom to watch her sleep. If my boyfriend did that shit, he’d get kicked to the curb so quick.” Bella groans out loud on accident causing you to look up from your phone.
“Okay I know you don’t like him but-“ You speak quickly interrupted.
“Yeah cause he’s a dick. Way worse than Edward Cullen ever was.”
“First of all, you’ve never seen twilight. Second of all, I don’t think you’ve ever liked anyone I’ve ever dated.” You respond, your tone sassy. Bella doesn’t respond only because she cannot pretend why she’s never liked your new boyfriends. Your “love” for them never lasted long, moving onto the next one with ease. They wished desperately you’d forget about the male population as a whole.
“It’s because I like you.” Bella says, not entirely registering the words as they come out.
“I like care about you, you deserve someone better.” Nice save, Bella thinks. Internally screaming to themself you deserve them.
“Aww I like care about you,” you respond sarcasm heavy on your voice, eyes on your phone. Bella rolls her eyes in response. That’s one thing Bella loved so badly about you, you were just as sarcastic and could always banter with you. More often than not they couldn’t keep up with your attitude.
Bella was in town for a few weeks, break between their filming. She had missed you so much the l last few months, promising her self she was gonna do something about it this time. When it’s time for the two of you to part, Bella steals on you hoodies.
“Where the fuck are you going with that?” You ask mostly joking, when you notice.
“I want it,” Bella argues. Not wanting to admit that she’s been stealing from you on the low. Just taking little things, now and then. Nothing you’d ever miss but it means everything to Bella. To have a piece of you while she’s off on her job related adventures. Sometimes even using your shirt as a pillow case when they really miss you.
Bella had a plan to tell you how they felt the next day. Before you spring going to a party’s with you. Bella was older than you, you just graduated high school. Still caught up in the high school bullshit. Thankfully they were visiting during your summer vacation before you headed off to university.
“These are for you.” Bella barley whispers, handing you the bouquet of flowers. Your favorite ones. After you sprung the party on them, they decided they’d just do it before. Maybe it would be enough to convince you to stay in with them instead.
“Thanks bestie,” you respond. Bestie? Bella groans internally, discouraged by your friendly pet name. Chickening out on their original plans, mentally throwing out the monologue they had planned for you.
“I saw them and thought of you.” Bella admits.
Once in Bella’s car, they purposefully play Jenny by Studio Killers. Signing along passionately, hoping maybe you’d hear the lyrics and they’d resonate with you. The songs about a girl having a crush on her best friend. You just nod along, never commenting on the subject of it. Bella doesn’t show it but they irritation is growing. Wanting nothing more than to spill their feelings for you, always coming up short when it’s time to do so.
“Do we really have to go?” Bella whines only to stop when you grab their hand and pull them closer to the door. Once at the door, you face Bella your back to the door.
“It’s just a little kickback, maybe 20 people tops. You’ll be okay! I’ll be by your side the whole time. I promise.” You reassure Bella and they let out a defeated sigh. A small laugh leaves your mouth bringing a smile to Bellas. The door swings open, some dude from your school attempting to leave. He pushes past the two of you, not saying a single word.
“Rude.” You mutter under you breath, leading Bella inside. Finding some of your friends, introducing them to Bella. Bella’s wondering what the fuck she’s doing here? Oh yeah because you asked and that’s all it took. They couldn’t say no especially when you start pouting, eyes staring directly into Bella’s.
“Sorry I really thought it’d be smaller.” You apologize to Bella some time later, the two of you sat in a group of friends and strangers. Bella doesn’t drink so you don’t either, watching everyone get drunk without the two of you.
“We should do something. Play a game.” Someone suggests, everyone agrees.
“We should play spin the bottle.” Some suggests, most people agree. You look over to Bella who’s shaking their head no.
“I think I’ll sit this one out.” Bella says, standing up going to sit out of the group. Still close enough to be part of the conversation but not in the immediate circle.
“You playing?” Some drunk dude asks you. You look over to Bella who just gives you a smile.
“I guess so.” You say, thinking it’ll be a funny story to tell someday.
“Fuck yeah,” he responds. You sit and wait as one of your friends finds a bottle lays in the center of the group all while explains the rules. A player spins the bottle, and must kiss the person to whom the bottle points when it stops spinning. You watch as people take turns, watching as people kiss. Most kisses only last a few seconds. It’s almost your turn, the girl before you spins the bottle. Landing on the boy next to you, she giggles before reaching over you to kiss him. Their kiss is more aggressive than the others, lasting much longer. People cheering them on as they continue.
“I don’t think I’m gonna live up to that performance.” You joke, as they pull away from each other. Nervously you spin the bottle, following it with your eyes as it spins in a circle. It lands on a girl, you barley know. Before you can say anything people are chanting for y’all to just do it.
“I mean if she’s down I’m down.” The girl shrugs her shoulders, looking at you for a response.
“Sure?” you say and for whatever reason it comes out as a question. She starts crawling towards you, when she’s only a few inches away from your face a voice interrupts the moment.
“What about your boyfriend?” It’s Bella speaking. She didn’t care about your boyfriend, using that as an excuse to make you not want to participate in this game anymore.
“What about him? Like you said he’s a dick.” You respond, looking back at the girl sat in front of you waiting for a kiss. Cheering resumes as you two get closer.
“Absolutely not.” Bella speaks over the loud noises, pulling you from the floor with a strength you didn’t know existed. Dragging you through the crowd, straight out the front door. Sounds of booing is all you can hear as you leave.
“What the fuck was that?” You ask, once Bella lets go of you hand. Bella paces back and forth, it’s obvious they want to say something but can’t get it out.
“You’re my best friend. I couldn’t let you do that.” Bella speaks, pacing coming to a stop to face you.
“Actually I don’t want to be your friend anymore.” Bella says, breaking your heart.
“All because I was going to kiss that girl?” You ask, arms crossed over your chest.
“Oh my fucking god. Do you listen like ever? How much more obvious do I have to be?” They ask, louder than before.
“What-“ Your cut off by Bella’s hands cupping your face in swift motion affectionately placing their lips on yours, you move your lips with theirs. Letting your arms fall to your sides. You’re the one to pull away, overwhelmed by all the feelings that came out in that moment.
“I understand if you’re mad at me. But I would of rather died than watch you have your first kiss with a woman not be me.” Bella says before you can fully process what just happened.
“I ruined our friendship.” They say, attempting to read your reaction but your speechless unable to comprehend.
“No you didn’t,” you respond.
“I want to ruin our friendship. I like you.” Bella speaks.
“I like you too.”
“No I like like like you.” Bella says, emphasizing on the last two likes.
“Do you listen like ever?” You ask, mocking their tone when they said that you moments ago.
“I like you.” You say again, emphasis on like. Bella’s eyes narrow on you, looking you in your eyes.
“So if I kissed you again? You wouldn’t stop?” They smirk.
“I don’t know, try me.” You tease, chewing on your lip. They do exactly that, pulling you into their embrace before kissing you for the second time.
After a heavy make out session, in the front lawn of that party you guys head back to Bella’s car. This time they open your door, something Bella has never done before. Stealing a kiss in the process then making their way to the drivers side. Once in there’s a silence between you two, sinking in what just happened. They make the drive home, no words are exchanged. Half way there, their hand rests on your thigh giving it a squeeze before going back to driving. You don’t even realize until it’s too late to turn back but Bella’s pulling into their apartment. This was not the original plan but plans change. Parking in their normal parking space.
“How long have you had feelings?” You ask as soon as the car shuts off.
“Oof,” they think out loud.
“Since forever basically.” They admit.
“Same.” You admit causing Bella’s jaw to drop.
“There’s absolutely no way that is possible.” Bella says, not believing you in the slightest.
“We met right before your career really started to take off. I didn’t think it was right to throw that on you while you were out there living your best life.” You explain.
“My best life would of been you by my side, I can’t believe we wasted so many years.” Bella sighs, frustrated.
“We’ll I guess we’re just gonna have to make up for lost time,” You smile, intertwining your fingers with theirs. Playing with the rings they always wore, something you loved about them.
“We better get started, only have two weeks and six days to make up for three years.” Bella grins before instructing you to get out of the car. You do so and Bella meets you outside of the passenger door. Pushing you softly into the side of the car, kissing you in the process. Hands waisting no time explore your body, taking you by surprise. You had never imagined Bella being so forward.
“Where’s this boldness coming from?” You ask when you pull away to breath.
“I wasn’t kidding when I said, we need to make up for all those lost years.” They grin, leading you towards their front door. Your excitement grows as they lead you toward their bedroom, ready to let Bella do whatever they want.
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angry kisses? number 40 something
i started this fic wanting to write The Conversation & then realized there was really no where else it could have gone. dear lord. anyway, more importantly: juliet, my beloved. like shawn IS a walking red flag but she matches his freak so specifically set immediately after santabarbaratown part 2; psychs tendency to lean really heavily into the show part of show dont tell is usually something i love a lot but in this one (1) single instance this is a conversation i wish had been had a liiiiittle bit more explicitly.
anyway heres wonderwall
By the time they’re finally in the car, making their way to Juliet’s apartment, Henry has been in the hospital for four days. He’s doing much better. He’s speaking, finally, which is a bit of a double edged sword. Shawn’s relief has started dancing a very uncoordinated tango with his temper. Juliet doesn’t think he’s spent this much uninterrupted time in the same room as his dad for years. 
“-- don’t understand because she hasn’t lived enough of life to know the basics. She’s a nurse! She’s the nurse! She’s not here for fun, you’re paying her – and then he starts bitching about how we’d have more insurance money for the good stuff if my appendix hadn’t burst, which is somehow now my fault. You don’t slack off your way into a burst appendix, Henry!” 
Five minutes away from home, Juliet feels wrung out like a kitchen rag. There are only a few things she’s fully capable of processing right now, and driving’s at the top of the list. Not dying would be good, after the week they’ve had. The relief she’d felt at the station has quieted for sure, into something maybe a little zoned out, but Juliet isn’t upset. She’s just tired. She’s tired enough that her focus keeps jumping from the road signs to Shawn’s blustering imitations of his bedridden father to the goofy little voice he’d used for his I love yous yesterday afternoon.
They play over in her head in this weird detached way that still fills her stomach with butterflies. Butterflies, because despite the fact that he’s been taking her hand in his habitually for the entire run of this whole thing, she’s starting to feel a deeper itch to touch him, and it’s not happening. There’s this – space, between them. She thought it would go away once they left the hospital. It hasn’t really.
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Sitting On The Shelf - Marcus White x Reader
Part 40 - Christmas Eve
SOTS Masterlist
"Wait, so, tell me it again." Jonah pleaded, his arms folded and pressed against the side of the customer service counter, doing his best to stare you down where you sat on the countertop next to Garrett. "Please. It's the least you could do."
"Dude, come on, don't you think you've heard it enough yet?" Garrett asked, turning to face Jonah with a frown deeply settled on his face, almost as sick of hearing the story as you were of telling it. "Cut my poor doll face some slack."
"Come on, J." You pleaded in return, turning to him with clasped hands and a pout on your lips.
"No." Jonah walked around the counter top, coming to your side and knocking into your shoulder with his own. "Your eternal apology is to tell me the story whenever I want to hear it."
Letting out a loud groan, you threw your head back exasperatedly. Of course Jonah would somehow find a way to try and forever punish you for your lack of communication one time.
"Like I said the last 12 times, i pushed you into the bathroom and I went into the other one. Marcus came in and offered to help me clean up, and one thing led to another." Jonah urged you to go on, not taking your short lived explanation as a fulfilling enough story. "He told me he was really scared when he thought Kelly 'stabbed' me, and that it made him think about all the things he didn't get to say to me. And then we kissed."
"And they all lived happily ever after." Garrett concluded, rolling his eyes at Jonah who seemed completely enamoured in the re-kindling of your love life. "Can we be done now?"
"No. I need more." Jonah teased, nudging your shoulder with his own yet again as he pushed and prodded for more details about what happened that night and how you and Marcus got together again.
"That's the whole story." You hummed, jumping off the counter and moving to stand opposite your two boys. "Besides, I called him my boyfriend in our fake murder skit. I guess neither of you noticed."
"Wait what?" Garrett tuned back into the conversation with renewed intrigue, his mouth agape. "You called him your boyfriend before you ever went to the bathroom?"
"Well, yeah. We've been dancing around it since Emma's first-"
"-and last-"
"-day here. You were literally there Jonah!"
"Oh. I didn't like that." Jonah frowned, wincing away from you as his arms folded across his chest. "I don't remember the last time you called me anything but J."
"Well, J, my point stands." Jonah's frown quirked up into a smile as you corrected yourself, his entire demeanour softening. "You've been there for practically every time we've interacted in the store over the past few weeks. Anything you missed, you missed on your own accord."
Jonah's eyes left yours, his gaze moving intently to the floor as he recounted every interaction he'd seen between the two of you over the last few weeks, and damn it you'd been right - he'd been there for a lot of what happened. He even gone as far as to - several times - tell you he was sure Marcus still liked you. How could he have forgot?
"Lets just hope he doesn't start asking about trivia night." Garrett joked, however your face paled as you realised that was one event he hadn't been there for that had happened.
"When did I even fill you in on that?" You turned to Garrett with a harsh whisper, unnerved by his knowledge and they way he'd brought up yet another story you'd have to tell Jonah 10 million times.
"I have eyes everywhere."
"Trivia night?"
"Oh no! Look at the time!" You cried, nervous laughter bubbling past you lips in a mannerism you'd sworn you'd stolen from Cheyenne after so many years spent together. "Things aren't going to stock themselves!"
Running out from behind the counter, you headed straight for the stock room in hopes you'd find something to hide behind or busy yourself with enough that Jonah would leave you alone.
"What happened at trivia night?" Jonah asked, following you out of the customer service desk as soon as he'd noticed you were trying to run away from his line of questioning. "What happened? You have to tell me! It's all I want for Christmas! Peach!"
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"Come on, I don't know if it's a bulb or a stripped wire." Glenn whined, passing out heat another set of Christmas lights for the group of you to untangle.
Glenn had gathered as many of you as he could find to help him in his efforts to sort through the stores collection of Christmas lights, even though it was Christmas Eve and he'd never be able to do anything worthwhile with them now. So far this morning, you'd worked through 2 sets yourself and 3 more between you and Jonah, so you'd call it a pretty successful day.
"Glenn, you've been trying for two months to solve this problem." Amy sighed, placing down the string of lights she'd been working her way through for the past 20 minutes. "I really don't think you're gonna crack it on Christmas Eve."
General hums of agreement came from the crowd that had formed to aid Glenn's effort. Mateo folded his arms across his chest, avoiding taking on another set of lights to untangle. "My grandmother would kill me for saying this, but I just don't get why people make such a big deal out of Christmas."
Loud gasps of hurt and betrayal could be heard from all around, your own particularly loud and hurt, the string of lights you'd been feeding through to Jonah coming to a halt as your glared down Mateo. "What? How can you not love Christmas?"
"Yeah, Mateo." Jonah confirmed, looking up at you with a soft smile on his lips as he reminisced on his last Christmas here in St Louis. "Christmas is the best."
"I mean real talk, Christmas is pretty disappointing and over-hyped. It's kind of like "Star Wars."" Yet another controversial opinion had just slipped past Mateo's lips and it wasn't even 8am yet - today was going to be a long day.
Even Dina seemed hurt by Mateo's generally wrong opinions, a gasp elicited from her mouth and a frown settling on her lips. "You don't like "Star Wars"?"
"Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Can we just one-at-a-time this? It's not about a day. It's about looking back on the year we shared and celebrating it." Glenn whined, a deep frown settling on his face as he looked over the group for support in his claim.
"Yeah, let's celebrate the year a tornado hit the store." Dina scoffed, also halting in her efforts to untangle the lights though you were fairy surprised she'd offered to help in the first place.
"My entire apartment got destroyed and I lived with y/n for like half the year." Smacking the back of your hand into Jonah's chest, you turned to him with a glare. "Only the destroyed apartment was bad, though."
"I got a really annoying roommate, and he won't leave." Garrett said next, contradicting Jonah's previous claim of having a good time living with you. You couldn't imagine Garrett's experience living with Jonah was as bad as he was making it seem, not when you'd had such a good time living with him earlier in the year.
"I got a divorce."
"I lost my boyfriend for half the year." Boyfriend. It had a nice ring to it when you said it about Marcus. And though you'd not really discussed whether he was officially your boyfriend or you guys were just 'together' again, it didn't really matter to you, you were just happy to have him back.
"My boyfriend wound up in a coma."
It seemed like a generally bad year for relationships in the store, now that you thought about it.
"I am looking for a place." Jonah threw his arms out, letting the string of fairy lights fall into his lap as he spoke to Garrett, his voice filled with exasperation.
Garrett scoffed, looking away from the brunette with a quite mutter. "Not looking hard enough."
"It's just a sucky year."
"The doctors aren't sure if he'll ever even..."
Glenn quickly moved on from the topic, reaching his hand out towards Cheyenne softly and moving his fingers in a grabbing motion. "Cheyenne, can I have the voltage tester, please?"
Amy was the next to set her lights down as she spoke, no one being able to do both tasks at the same time apparently. Feeding another untangled line of lights to Jonah, you listened mindlessly to the conversation before you. "But I do have to say I'm looking forward to next year. I really feel like it's time to just start living life. You know? Like, I don't know. I feel like I can get wilder."
"Oh, God. You're not gonna cut your hair again, are you?" Mateo cringed, thinking back to the in store haircut Amy had received from Cheyenne just before the tornado. You much preferred the short hair, finding it framed Amy's face nicely, and you'd never be opposed to helping her cut it again.
"No. I mean, maybe. I don't know. I just mean, like finally taking those motorcycle lessons, or skydiving, or like, maybe I'll get a tattoo." Amy wooed, picking up the chain of lights again and going back to untangle them.
Cheyenne let out a low chuckle. "There's just no way you're doing any of that."
Amy responded with her own chuckle, denying any doubt the rest of you seemed to have in her belief that this would be her year to be crazy. "I'm serious. I, I'm going to unleash crazy Amy. You guys can call me "Craymie.""
Letting your head fall into your hands, you ran a hand across your face. As much as you loved Amy, 'craymie' was already too much for you. "Uh, no thanks."
As Amy began to start a chant of her newfound name, no one else joined in, leaving her arms to fall back to her side in defeat. "Amy, Craymie. All right, well that was just a idea."
"Feels forced."
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"And then another time, I thought Jerry came out of his coma and winked at me, but turns out, it was just a muscle spasm from low folic acid."
A few of you had gathered around the stand of hot cocoa Glenn had set up in the middle of the store, the unusually quiet Christmas Eve shift giving you the opportunity to catch up with your coworkers and get a glimpse into their Christmas plans.
Dina scoffed at Sandra's recap of her most recent hospital visit, clearly finding something wrong with whatever she'd said. "Did you check the twitch for Morse Code? He could have been telling you to stop talking, or it's possible he's in so much pain, he's just begging anyone to pull the plug." After another moment deep in thought she seemed to come to a solid conclusion. "I think that's what it was."
Before you could comfort Sandra with a reminder that it was very unlikely to be that and was probably a sign he was getting better and closer to waking up, Amy came running over - Marcus and Corey in tow with a bottle of whiskey in her hands. "Yo, yo, yo. Cheer up, losers! It's Christmas!"
Everyone moved closer to her as she pulled the lid off of the thermos and opened the bottle of whiskey, pouring it into the hot chocolate Glenn had made. "What are you doing?"
"Turning this into a par-tay." Amy whooped, continuing to pour the warm, brown liquid into the cocoa until only a 1/3 remained in the bottle.
"I have ecstasy in my car." Cheyenne excitedly added, already reaching into her Jean pocket in search of her car keys.
Amy paused, shocked by the sudden offering of ecstasy but quickly regained her composure, shaking her head gently at Cheyenne. "We'll start here and then see where the day takes us. Spread the word, bitches. Craymie in the house!"
Linking your non hot cocoa holding arm through Cheyenne's you pulled her close enough that you could whisper in her ear. "We'll see where the night goes, chey." The blonde looked at you with a bright smile, knocking her forehead against yours. "And if it goes nowhere, me and you can always slip out and have some fun.
The pair of you burst into laughter, approaching Amy with your cups of hot cocoa outstretched so she could pour some of the whiskey that remained in the bottle into your already filled cups.
"Yeah, go, Craymie! Go, Craymie! Craymie is here!" Marcus chanted, Corey quickly joining in before they paused, a looked of confusion crossing their face.
"Who's Craymie?"
Marcus then paused his own chant, lowering his fist as confusion took over his features. "I don't, uh...I don't know."
"Hey, you." Slipping out of Cheyenne's hold, you made your way over to Marcus, grabbing one of his hands in you own and allowing him to pull you into his chest. "How's you're shift going?"
"Better now you're here." He hummed, a smirk curling on his lips as he leaned down and connected them with your own in a quick peck. The speed of the action hadn't been enough to stop Mateo shouting at the two of you to 'get a room,' however.
"How about some hot cocoa, hmm."
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You were tucked under Marcus's arm, one of his hands wrapped around your waist while the other poured beer into each one of the cups before him. Letting your head fall against his chest, you watched as Justine did the same at the other end of the table.
"So what you're going to want to do." Marcus whispered into your ear, making sure you heard him over the general chatter of everyone who had gathered around the hot cocoa stall. "Is throw the ball gently, overarm, and aim it directly for one of the cups. In the middle is better, cause if you kiss it'll fall into one of the nearby ones."
Marcus placed the little, orange ping-pong ball in the palm of your hand, cupping your hand in his and guiding it gently into the air. He pulled your hand back slightly, then as he moved it forward, commanded you to let it go - the ball flying forward and straight into justices central cup.
"There we go!" Marcus cheered, wrapping both his arms around you from behind and squeezing you against him. "Easy peasy, right?"
"Right." You whispered, looking up at Marcus, your face flushed. Standing on the tips of your toes, you pressed a kiss to his jaw, not caring that you'd missed his lips, making it his turn to turn pink in the face.
"No, you guys, I'm serious." Amy demanded, her words attracting the attention of anyone who hadn't previously been listening in to what she was saying. "I used to, like, shoplift bulk candy and, like run, and one time I stole a car."
General disbelief ran through the group, mumblings of how out of character that was for Amy travelling the group but not quiet reaching your ears. If your brain wasn't so clouded with alcohol and the feeling of Marcus's arms around you, maybe you would've remeber we when Adam had told you the story when you first moved in.
"No you guys, I did." Amy insisted, standing from her seat with a smile on her face, thinking back on her high school days with a fondness you'd not seen in her in a while. "It was 10th grade. I took my math teacher's Kia, drove it to the Burger King, got some French toast sticks, and then I just left it there like, bounced."
Mateo scoffed at her explanation, rolling his eyes as he shuffled in his camping chair. "The French toast sticks were a little too specific. But nice try."
Cheyenne was next to agree, still in disbelief that Amy would do something of the sort. "Yeah, you would never do that."
"No, I did do that. You know what? I could call Adam." Amy insisted, determined to prove that she had been the so called 'craymie' in her high school days that she was trying to be again now. "He'll tell you the whole story."
"All right. Call him." Marcus countered, his words vibrating through his chest and into your back, your fingers moving to intertwine with his as you continued to stand by the ping-pong table.
"Okay. I will. And then we'll see who's crazy."
The call was answered on the third ring, Amy barely getting passed a 'hello' before she could here shuffling on the other side of the phone - Adam shushing someone before returning to Amy's question.
"Who was that?" Amy asked, words quieter then they had been in a minute, her gaze intent upon her phone screen.
"Uh, that's, uh, that's Bridgett. Emma's friend Crystal's Mom." Though you weren't mad at Adam for moving on, you found it insufferable that this was how he was letting Amy find out. He could've at least sent a text out of politeness so that this wouldn't happen.
"Wait, Crystal's over? I thought Emma was away."
"No, I'm at her place. Um, what did you want?"
Amy was stunned into silence, her mouth hung agape as she bore her eyes into the phone screen. "Nothing." She rushed out, moving to hang up the call despite the fact she'd not got what she'd asked for. "Merry Christmas."
"Ha ha. Chickened out. Couldn't even ask about the car." Marcus laughed, completely having missed what just happened despite the fact that everyone else was staring at her in stunned silence. He raised his arm, having gently pulled the ping pong ball from your hands, and thrown it directly into one of Justine's back row cups. "Boom!"
You congratulated him on his win with a pat to his chest, slipping out from his hold and making your way over to Amy with open arms that she easily fell into.
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You, Amy and Cheyenne had crammed yourselves around one of the computers in electronics, all staring intently at the computer screen with Bridgette's Facebook page loaded on it.
Dina appeared beside you, a notepad in one hand and her drink in the other. "Well, I've come up with my New Year's resolutions. More birds, more sex, more judo." All Dina appropriate resolutions, you thought. You hadn't even started to think about what yours were going to be - but if you had to guess a large amount of them would include spending more time with Marcus. "And I'm gonna try to pepper, "Yas, queen," into conversation more I think it's time."
"We're checking out that skank that Amy's ex-husband is sleeping with." Cheyenne explained the situation to Dina, her eyes unmoving from the screen as she did.
Dina moved to stand beside you, wrapping her arm around your shoulder so that she could squeeze in close and get the best possible view of the screen.
"No, uh-uh. We don't know that they're sleeping together. There's a lot of reasons he could be at that skank's house." Amy stopped scrolling when she landed on a particular picture of the girl Adam was seeing, the three of you bitterly ogling the photo. "Oh, there she is. Always, like, lurking around, waiting for a dad to come on the market."
"Yeah, she's so...basic." You'd wanted to say hot, unable to tear your eyes away from the stunning bikini photo, but for Amy, you'd lie. Hearing you thought she was good looking wasn't exactly what she needed to hear right now.
"Adam got with that? Guy's fighting above his weight class." Dina scoffed, taking another sip of you drink, nodding sincerely. "Good for him."
"I mean, it's just It's messed up." You scoffed, taking hold of the mouse and scrolling through more of the photos. Amy offered you a fill up from the bottle of alcohol she was still caring around and you took it gratefully.
"It is so messed up." Cheyenne agreed, the two of you having linked arms as the alcohol began to set in, standing becoming harder and harder.
"You know what? I'm just gonna say it. Men are from Mars. I just came up with that." The four of your cheered over Dina's new saying, finding truth in it especially when Adam was acting so skanky. You knew your dislike for him was rooted in solid foundations.
"Do you know what I feel like I should do?" Amy slurred, swaying gently from side to side as she continued to take sips of her spiked hot cocoa. "I feel like it's a good idea to, like, go down there. Go to her place."
"To Bridgett's house?" Cheyenne rasped, entire body leaning forward as she tried to listen in to the conversation.
"Yeah. That's exactly what I was thinking."
"No. No, no, no, no, no, no. You should not go over there." Dina commanded with a fast shake of her head. However, a mischievous smile was quick to curl on her face. "We should all go over there."
You tilted your head in confusion, your brain completely fogged up from the mix of alcohol and rapid back and forth conversation. "To Bridgett's house?"
"Just always assume we're talking about Bridgett's house." Dina waved her hands at you and Cheyenne, the two of you nodding at her when you finally understood what was going on.
"Yes, let's do it." Amy gasped, a wide smile on her face.
"Okay. Oh, but how are we gonna get there? Because I try not to drive if I've had more than six."
"Yeah, I don't have a car." You added - you'd drank the least out of all four of you, but you still in no state to drive, however, in the moment that thought didn't cross your mind, the only one being that lack of car to get you there
"Oh, yeah, I should not be getting behind the wheel of a car right now."
The four of you were quick to get into your outdoor coats, hats, gloves and scarfs, riding the mobility scooters out of the store on the beginning on what would surely be a long journey to Bridgett's house.
"And we're sure this is faster than walking?" Asked as you finally pulled out into the main road, immediately blocking a car from going past as the four of you went roughly 2 miles and hour.
As you turned a corner, following Amy and Dina who seemed to know where they were going, your phone buzzed. Pulling it out, you opened the notification, finding a message from Jonah.
The Three Musketeers
J <3 | would you say your life was significantly improved by fajita Thursdays?
y/n | yeah, always. I miss it. move back in pls
Gare-bear <3 | 1 you're a liar and 2 you can have him I want him out
J <3 | oh that is so rich that you would say that
You were glad that you were missing whatever fight those two were having, muting your phone and tucking it back inside the safety of your coat pocket as you carried on with your journey to Bridgette'a house.
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It was a surprisingly quick journey to Bridgett's house  - even given the fact you were travelling there on the cloud 9 mobility scooters - but the cold, night air that was beginning to seep through your clothes was making it feel long.
"This is it. The vulture's nest." The three of you parked up behind Amy's first scooter, each dismounting their respective scooter and standing at the end of the path to Bridgett's house.
"Whoa." Cheyenne and you were dazed by the lights and ornaments that she had on display in her front yard. "Look at all this stuff."
Dina scoffed, hands on her hips as she stared at the yard display in disgust. "Four owls? News flash, owls are notoriously solitary."
"Four-owl bitch."
"All right. I'm gonna do this. I'm gonna go knock on the door." Amy psyched herself up, walking right up to Bridgett's door and raising her hand to knock.
"Great, and then what?"
"And then Adam opens the door, and then I get to see the look on his face!"
"I bet it's gonna be all like, "Whoa, you're a crazy stalker. I'm scared.""
Amy froze in her spot, a terrible, sinking feeling settling in the pit of her stomach as what the four of you were doing really realised itself in her brain. "Oh, my God. This is a mistake."
Dina laughed at the realisation, nodding as though she'd known from the very beginning this would happen. "Uh, a mistake that we're gonna laugh about one day."
"But not today." You gasped, your grip on Cheyenne tightening at the horrific thought of that very door opening and Adam coming out from the other side.
"Oh, no, no, no. Today's gonna be a mess." Dina confirmed.
"We got to go. We got to go. Go, go, go, go, go!" The four of you ran back to your scooters, attempting to make an escape before you'd achieved your plan of confronting them now that you realised how dumb it was. "Get out of here. Oh, my God. My battery's dead."
You and Cheyenne concurred, all three of you heading towards Dina's scooter in an effort to still escape while you could. You could come back for the other scooters later. As Amy tried to climb in the basket, you and Cheyenne balanced on the back, Dina smacked her away. "The max capacity for the basket is a buck-fifty."
"What, are you kidding me?" Amy shrieked, desperate to just get in the basket and get going before anyone noticed you were there. "I don't weigh 150 pounds."
"If you say so, but I'm weighing you when we get back." Dina allowed Amy into the basket, pressing down on the go pedal and moving about a foot away from where she'd parked when the door to Bridgett's house opened.
"Amy? Is that you?"
"Adam? Dubanowski? You guys, you remember Adam." Everyone eyed up the brunette, making noises for way too joyful agreement in an effort to hide the malicious intent you'd arrived with.
As Adam and Bridgette invited everyone in to get warm and talk while the scooters recharged, you opted to sit on her porch step with your coffee, forgetting that coming to confer on Adam actually pertained confronting Adam. You'd much rather sit out on the cold porch, attempting to sober up with your coffee then be in the same room as him.
Fortunately, it wasn't long before everyone came back out of the house. Placing down your half drank cup if coffee onto Bridgett's decking, you joined them as they walked back to the scooters, linking arms with Cheyenne as you went.
Just as you were about to get into your scooter, Amy ran back towards the lawn ornaments, grabbing a snowman and turning to face the three of you with a wicked grin. "I told you. I'm Craymie. Year of Craymie! Quick, take something! Hurry, come on! Go, go! Go, go, go, go!"
As you each grabbed and ornament to put in your basket, Bridgett and Adam came to the door, watching as you made your slow get away with her lawn ornaments in som act of twisted revenge. Finally you pulled out of view, will fill charged scooters, new Christmas decorations and a cry from Dina of 'yas queen!'
Maybe today had been alright.
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"I told you guys. I am a psycho." Amy had a wide smile on her face, her coworkers believing her high school wildness giving her the satisfaction she'd wanted.
"Oh, yeah, you got to let Craymie out more often. But call her something else, 'cause that name sucks." Cheyenne stroked the head of the owl ornament she's stolen, your identical one sat next to Marcus on the floor while you were sat in his lap.
"What's wrong with Craymie?"
Amy's question went unanswered as Glenn appeared with a plug and an extension lead in hand. "Well, I think I finally figured out these Christmas lights. See if you can still call this "fine.""
"Wow. Christmas lights. I've never experienced the miracle of little light bulbs on a string before." Mateo sassed fed up of Glenn trying to convince him Christmas was cool when that's all he'd been doing since this morning.
As Glenn turned on the light display he'd spent all month working on in for the first time, it elicited gasps fro everyone gathered around the Christmas display. The fairy lights covered the whole store head to toe and gave off a warm glow that had your absolutely captivated. Marcus wasn't looking at the lights, however, his head titled up to look at you through hooded eyes.
"Where's Jonah? He would love this."
With a gasp, you stumbled from Marcus's lap, his hand coming to rest against the small of your back as you attempted to stand straight. "That reminds me." Pushing away from the group, you did your best to run for the stores entrance, your bag loosely in your grip as you picked it up from where it had been on the floor. "I'll be right back."
You stumbled into several end caps as you tried to weave your way throughout the store in search of a certain brown-haired boy before it was too late. As you neared the front of the store, you called out in way too over the top whispers, through the alcohol in your system had you thinking you were yelling with all your might. "Jonah!"
Jonah and Kelly froze in the store entrance, both wrapped up to protect them from the winter weather and far too close together for friends to be. Even though you had enough alcohol in your system that you couldn't see entirely straight, you could see that.
Running up to the brunette as the pair turned to face you, you threw your arms around his shoulders, pressing a wet, sloppy kiss to his cheek. As you pulled away your cheeks filled with warmth, a wide smile forming on your face. "I nearly forgot."
Reaching for your bag, you opened it up, pulling out a neatly wrapped silver box and pressing it a little too hard against Jonah's chest. A laugh slipped past his lips at your over the top gestures, him quickly realising that you'd probably consumed more alcohol tonight then you should've. While you had gotten him a physical gift, you weren't going to let him miss out of what he'd claimed he'd wanted earlier that day.
"At trivia night, he waited for me to drop Sandra at the bus stop, and then was going to walk me home. But I got in his car and we went to trivia night. Together." You whispered, pressing another chaste kiss to his cheek then leaning up to his ear. "Merry Christmas."
Jonah pressed a quick kiss your cheek in return this time, the smile unwavering from his face. "I actually ordered your gift to be shipped to your place, it should be there when you get back."
"You got me something?" You awed, pulling him into a hug, your arms hanging loosely around his waist. "That's sweet."
"And so are you, peach."
"And Kelly." As quickly and intently as your attention had been on him, it had now turned to Kelly, your eyes unwavering from the shorter blonde as the smile on your face only widened. "Kelly." You cooed once more, grabbing the girl by her shoulders and pulling her into a tight hug, pressing a long, hard kiss to her cheek just like you had Jonah's. "You're so nice. And pretty. And cool."
You hiccuped in between your words, your posture was becoming less and less straight and if it weren't for the fact you had such a firm grip on the blondes shoulders, you'd have definitely fallen over by now. "If I wasn't dating Marcus, I'd totally hit you up, doll face."
Jonah nearly choked at your use of the words 'doll face,' years in Garretts presence clearly having rubbed off on you.
"I'm going to leave you lovebirds to it." You whispered, pulling them both into one last, group hug. "Have a very, Merry Christmas!"
As you walked away from the two, you blew them a kiss, waving goodbye for a final time before running back in the direction of the lights and the people you loved so much. When you finally made it back to the winter garden display that everyone had gathered around, Marcus's eyes were quick to meet yours, you quickly staggering over to him and plopping yourself down on his lap with a hard drop.
"Where'd you go there, angel?" Marcus whispered in your ear, the glow of the Christmas lights illuminating his face in the darkness of the store. "I missed you."
"I needed to give Jonah his Christmas present." You murmured back, wiggling the metal flask from between his fingers and taking another swig from it. "Speaking of Christmas presents, yours is back at my place."
"Is it now?" Marcus asked, a teasing lilt to his words, a quick kiss being pressed to your forehead as you let it fall back and rest against his shoulder. "Does that mean I get to come over tomorrow?"
"I was thinking you could come over tonight, when everyone heads out of here."
"Back to your place?" He asked, one hand coming up to play with your hair, twirling them it around his fingers then letting it go, and repeating the action once more.
"Back to my place, and in the morning I can open your gift and you can open my gift, and then to my moms for breakfast and more gifts and eventually Christmas dinner which'll probably be more Chinese food." You mused, sitting up enough in Marcus's lap that you could look in his eyes. Both your arms came up to wrap around his neck, hands meeting at its nape and running through the hair there. As you seemed to think on your next words, you started giggling, a blush rising to your cheeks. "And then afterwards, Amy does this thing - every year - where she goes back and forth between two Christmas movies and she always ends up picking the polar express. It's the best thing ever."
Marcus looked down at you with the softest smile, his eyes filled with adoration that shone under the gentle glow of the Christmas lights that Glenn had coated the store in. Of course when you'd said mom, you'd meant Amy, the way it had so naturally rolled of your tongue warmed his heart - and he was sure it'd have warmed Amy's too if she'd heard.
"Your sure I'm welcome?" He asked, nudging his nose against yours, pressing a chaste kiss to your lips that had you chasing after his when he pulled away in search of another. "I wouldn't want to intrude."
Another kiss was pressed to your lips before you responded, dazed and dreamily staring up at the brunette. "Of course you're welcome to come baby, you don't have to if you don't want to."
Marcus was thankful that everyone else was too wrapped up in their own conversations to notice the way his cheeks flushed a deep red when you'd called him baby. The slightly drunken drawl to your words had only made the butterflies it gave him worse, the fact it was the first time you'd called him any kind of pet name would've been enough to have his cheeks burning alone.
"Of course i want to come, Angel. It's a good thing I have your gift in the trunk of my car then, huh."
"You got me a gift?" You gasped, turning so that you were straddling one of his legs instead, his hands coming to hold your hips so that you were kept steady. "You didn't have to, that's so sweet."
"Of course I had to." Marcus replied knocking his forehead against yours gently. "You got me one last year, and now this year, and I-"
Though Marcus did love you he didn't want to say it again now. He didn't want now - while you were half drunk and looking at him like that - to be the first time he said it again since the two of you got back together. Not when he was still a little bit scared of you not saying it back.
"I care about you. Why wouldn't I get you a gift?"
"What did I do to deserve you?" You hummed, allowing your head to fall into the crook of his neck, Marcus's hands that had been on your hips moved to wrap around your waist, holding you against him in a hug. Nuzzling yourself into the warmth of Marcus, you words came out muffled and quieter then intended. "Merry Christmas to me, huh."
"Merry Christmas to you indeed, angel."
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Latest & Greatest Chapter 1: Moving Up in the World
"Commander (Y/N), you are to report to Commander Sylvester on the 9th floor in the conference room" A white, humanoid robot with a dark green military vest jump scares you in your office. The pencil you were using to write your report flung off your hand to God knows where your other hand clutches your heart. You turn around in your chair after you calmed yourself to respond to the robot "Alright I'll be there in a minute." The robot rolls out of your office as you grab your brown coat off the coat rack in the corner of your office and button it.
You head out of your office and see the neon cyan lights and industrial metal of the plex. As you walk along the cold shiny, floor more white bots haul storage crates filled with either food or ammo toward the east wing of the plex, mainly for storage. Passing by other commanders and bots, you head to the elevator. You wonder what Sylvester wants from you. It's a little strange since you just got out of boot camp a little over a week ago and you were still trying to figure out this place. Seriously, an underground bunker that's over 3 million square feet and 6,000,00 inches deep in the ground with amenities equipped for 1.9 million people, yeah no there's no way you can memorize this place by the back of your hand in a week. Besides, you don't want to ask a map bot for directions 'cause it embarrassing, and those guys are freaky. Not to mention, you're a lower-class commander who's never even been to the surface, no way were you being recognized by higher-ups now.
The elevator's ding snaps you out of your thoughts as you see a pristine ivory floor, bright ceiling lights, and several wooden doors with the names of other commanders. So this is where the elite commanders stay. Completely different from your office on the 5th floor, which was always smelling like garbage and the floors were  You walk to the wooden double doors, where you see a golden sign that says 'conference room'. You knock on the right door only later to be seen by a blonde-haired woman in a short, white lab coat peeking out. She opens the door fully and lets you in. At the center is a large table with a hologram of the entire plex stretching out. (If only you had this in your room).  Around it were some levitating chairs, In one of them was a lean-built, clean-shaven man in the same brown coat as yours as well as black slacks and dress shoes. "Ah (Y/N), nice for you to show up" Sylvester rises from his chair to greet you. You've known Sylvester ever since before the invasion happened. You became friends back in high school, him being involved in more military training groups and camps than you can even count. His father was a soldier, which kinda made him ride along with the whole idea. You haven't seen him until the invasion where you saw him on the big screens of the plex near the entrance.
"I didn't expect you even wanted me in the first place." You smiled.  
"Well, I didn't expect you to join the military, and yet here you are." Sylvester crossed his arms.
It's true, you were never the athletic type in school. (You have PTSD from getting hit with a baseball in the eye). You were more of a history buff, from the Byzantine Empire to WWII to the advancement of technology. Guess seeing Sylvester was alive and how androids had evolved made you believe you could join the military too. At least to see him more often than before. "I bet keeping you cooped up down here gave you a bit of cabin fever, so I asked the higher-ups to give you a mission on the surface." Your eyes widen. Finally, a mission on the surface. No more filing dumb reports about the simulation room. "Really?! Are you kidding?!" You really couldn't believe it. Sylvester smiled at your excitement. 'Course he knew you were tired of your routine. He's been mingling with the higher-ups. And surveillance is big in the plex so maybe he saw you bored out of your mind. "And I even convinced them to give you a little something extra." He turned to the corner of the room. "Vanessa will tell you more."
You look to where he was looking to see the blonde-haired woman, known now as Vanessa, in the corner of the room with her arms crossed, eyeing you. She stepped out of the shadows with a tablet in hand. "You can't be serious Sylvester, you're giving a rookie commander who probably still gets lost in here the newest F.N.A.F and let them go on the surface." "Vanessa, the bosses didn't mind me releasing the squadron early. And I trust them. All those years in the boot camp and simulation room helped them gain more experience." He's right, by now you've mastered survival techniques, first aid, and weapon handling like aiming sniper rifles and reloading rocket launchers at record speed. Vanessa huffed and eyed you again before tapping on her tablet.
"Over the past few years, F.N.A.F's were each installed with hard endoskeletons covered in hard casing and a weapon in their arms." She swipes up on the tablet to show the first-ever version of the F.N.A.F on the center hologram of the table. Four F.N.A.F's, a brown bear with a black bowtie and hat with an assault rifle for a left hand, a purple rabbit with a red bowtie and a double barrel shotgun imbed in his right arm, a yellow chicken with a cupcake with cute blue eyes and buckteeth in her right hand and a rocket launcher for a left arm, and a red fox with a hook in his right hand and a pistol for a left one. They looked pretty old and bulky, though it probably was a durability advantage against raptures on the battlefield. "Freddy, Bonnie, Chica, and Foxy. These were the F.N.A.F V.1. squadron. They were resistant to bullets and tough against scratches. Sadly after a battle on the surface, they withered. The raptures mixed with the storm tore these guys apart."
Vanessa walked to the table and swiped left to show the withered androids. Their bodies are exposed with wiring. Somehow Bonnie's face was ripped off and Chica's arms were gone. "Luckily, we used their parts to create V.2 of the F.N.A.F's." She swiped left to show the next squadron. V.2 had 3 slim models of the V.1. Each had the preferred weapons, though this time it wasn't replacing an arm, they were holding them like a human. She explains how the researchers decided to have them handle weapons as humans would to see if it would be better. She also mentioned that the fourth one was mangled up badly, the fifth one went missing, and the assistants were decommissioned for being unhelpful and annoying. Then move on to V.4 because V.3 went missing on the day of their first mission. V.4 was... something. Vanessa explains that the researchers tried to see if making the androids scarier would cause the raptures to flee quickly. It wasn't until they went rogue, joined forces with the raptures, and killed their commander.
V.5 or The Sisterhood was a completely different set from the previous ones. First, it didn't exactly follow the 'bear, rabbit, chicken, fox' order, it had more androids. A human-like girl with red pigtails, rosy cheeks, and some blue eye shadow in what looks like a nutcracker. She had a red and gold musket in her hands and surrounding her were baby dolls in the same attire. There was also another tall human-like android, but she was much slimmer than the first android. She had the same Nutcracker look, but her outfit looked less stiff than the rest. On her side was a sword in a detailed sheath and surrounding her were little mannequins. The rest were just another Freddy, Foxy, and Chica variation. Vanessa said that these were shipped to us from an unknown location. And when released into the battlefield, they were the best ones they had. She couldn't believe it had to take some random person to make the perfect militant androids. 
With their inspiration came V.6. Back to the 'bear, rabbit, chicken, fox' order but with a better outer casing and better weaponry. The research team also made extra F.N.A.F's like the Mechanical Melees, which consisted of a frog, a pig, an elephant, a hippo, and another bear; AI and assisting robots like the Helpful Engineer Learning Profession Youth or HELPY for short. They were the best teams they had since the casings were durable, quick reaction speed, and overall attack power. There were some flaws and malfunctions here and there but the research team had hope. Which came with the latest version, V.7.
"Unlike the other androids, Dr. Clawthorn wanted these guys to learn like humans. So, the researchers and I gave them the bare minimum of code and threw 'em into the boot camp with people like you." She pointed to you. "After they graduated, we added more armor, customized their weapons, and..." She swiped left showing the V.7 squadron or the Glamrocks. Freddy, the bear, was given a chest plate with a detailed orange and electric blue pattern with his signature black bowtie, darker orange shoulder blades and shin guards, and a custom electric blue M16 with a small symbol of his face in the corner. Chica, the chicken, now colored white with a pink leotard with some plating on her chest and a fluffy pink sweater covering it, some lime green shin guards and gauntlets with leopard print, and a pink scrunchie tying her "feathers" up. Zooming into the hologram shows her voice box that will help with distracting the raptures as well as fry their hearing systems. She wields a pink tiny copperhead with a symbol of her face on it. The next two supposedly replace Bonnie and Foxy in the series. Montgomery Gator, (You thought he was a crocodile) has a green and more bulky version of Freddy's armor except the shin guards are lower than Freddy's, and a belt of shells is wrapped around his waist. Vanessa mentions that his glasses help block flashbangs emitted from raptures. He uses a green Beretta DT11 with the symbol of his face. Finally, Roxanne Wolf, (She's kinda hot) has a red crop top with a black star-like pattern and denim bell bottoms frayed at the edges. Same shin guards but in purple and gauntlets in bright red with black spiked bracelets and a leather jacket hanging off her right shoulder. Her eyes are heat-seeking, so she can see raptures through walls. She holding a purple MG4 with a small print of her face on it.
Each of the Glamrocks is properly equipped with the best protection and unique features on the battlefield. And you, rookie commander you, was going to lead this new squad of the Final Nation to the surface. "I can tell by your face that you're excited." You look towards Sylvester with a grin. "Are you kidding? These are-" You were at a loss for words. Vanessa thinks she found them. "State-of-the-art quality soldiers that could lead us to reclaim the surface." She said matter-of-factly. "And you better not break them." She closes the table hologram off. "They cost a fortune to build, meaning you're paying if there's even a scratch." You promise not to break these guys. "So, where are there? When can I get to meet them?" You were like a kid on Christmas. "Well, they're charging after training in the simulation room. And since it's getting late. You need a good night's sleep for your very first mission." Sylvester smiled. You thank both him and Vanessa for everything and head out the door to your office.
This was it. You're moving up in the world tonight.               
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Book Tour: The Blood That Binds Us by Erin Mainord Review
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✨𝓢𝓱𝓮 𝓲𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓮𝓵𝓭𝓮𝓻 𝓸𝓯 𝓫𝓵𝓸𝓸𝓭 𝓶𝓪𝓰𝓲𝓬, 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓼𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓪𝔂 𝓮𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓶 𝓪𝓵𝓵.✨
I know I am making a later than normal post and that is because I was trying to get further into The Blood That Binds Us by Erin Mainord so I can share my thoughts with you all.
I am around 40ish percent in the book and was hoping to be further in it now that it is almost 9:30 pm my time. I got allergy shots today (I skipped two weeks due to being sick and having an asthma flare up) and then I only got 4 hours of sleep so that combination made me come home and crash. Then, the reason on me slacking on reading has been because I have been on and off sick and me just struggling with focus from my lovely ADHD.
Anyway, I am really enjoying The Blood That Binds Us. Wren is a fun, sassy heroine of the story who lets Sin know how it is. The banter is really fun. It did take me a tad bit to get into since it was a lot of world building going on in the first few chapters but once I got past that small portion of the book, it became very fast paced and engaging. I am looking forward to seeing how everything plays out.
The Blood That Binds Us is noted to be comparable to The Plated Prisoner Series by Raven Kennedy, From Blood and Ash by Jennifer L. Armentrout, and The Crowns of Nyaxia by Carissa Broadbent. I can definitely say I totally get The Plated Prisoner vives when reading this book so it is a definite yes to if you like The Plated Prisoner series then you will most likely enjoy this book.
I’m really loving the enemies-to-lovers, forced proximity, and the one bed trope in this book since they are some of my favorite tropes.
You can find the link to order The Blood That Binds Us by @erinmainordauthor in my LinkTree that is located in my bio. Also, I want to thank Erin and @BookOfMatchesMedia for the opportunity to read and review this book.
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“Monster…”
Wren has never stolen a life, but that doesn’t stop her from believing her darkness makes her a walking nightmare. Harboring a power so lethal, unpredictable, and entirely forbidden by kingdom law, Wren’s spent her whole life hiding what she is—who she is. A bloodwitch.
Meanwhile, a war is looming, and Wren’s feral magic may be the only thing that can stop the uprising from destroying the kingdom, her home, and everyone that stands in their way. After her sister is captured by the rebellion, Wren must seek help from the kingdom’s ruler who would sooner imprison her than offer aid. Except… Singard needs her, and when she volunteers the use of her power in exchange for his help finding her sister, an unlikely alliance is born.
Forced into a reluctant compromise with the “white-haired witch,” Sin finds himself protecting Wren for his kingdom’s survival, but their star-crossed relationship quickly spirals into one straddling the precipice of hate and passion. As secrets are unveiled and loyalties are tested, neither are sure who they can trust.
When hostilities deepen and war draws near, Wren is determined to rein in her wild magic and bind it to her will. With the lives of everyone she loves at stake, Wren must look within and decide if she is the monster she fears, or if there is light to be found in the darkest parts of herself.
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Ope means TEN in the Midwest
It does not, but it's 4.30 in the morning here, so cut me some slack.
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We talked about this one last week, but it's still pretty nifty now, so that's good.
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These two are in sequence, wiv a promised third that unfortunately never materialized; but Welcome feels a lot more like a proof of concept, where Heart is the real shebang. i'd played Heart way back in the way back, and, like many things that struck me hard and i fell in love wiv, i came back to play it many, many times while never actually digging into the rest of Trindall's levels. i guess that worked out, since we could play Lightbringer completely fresh for the review show, but it is a little embarrassing all the same. At any rate, the idea of having the whole level rotate, and parts playing different depending on the current angle of rotation, is so cool, and i don't think i've seen anyone else really go to that well again. The fact that this was all done in LBP1 makes it all the more impressive. It would be years from first playing that i'd actually get to the secret dev room, and let me tell you socks were knocked off. One of the nice side effects of the lack of actual logic tools in LBP1 is everything has to exist somewhere visible in the level, so you could actually show the moving parts. The moving parts here, although i know there are levels wiv more complex set-ups, are really quite impressive.
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Ehhhh... i don't know what so impressed me about this level when i played it back for the old review show that i would have given it a Green Circle when at best it's a mid-tier Yellow Square. i mean, the crabs are definitely cute, i don't want to take that away from it, but the level is, ultimately, just ok.
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This is a cute little one, if maybe a bit chonkier than it really ought to be to hold interest playing by yourself. i kind of feel like the flat light blue background doesn't really serve it well, given the poppier presentation in the build and objects; tho' i'm not entirely sure if any of the backgrounds available when it was made would have been a better fit. i don't know, it just feels like it's floating in space a bit. i did really like the creator showing up periodically through the level to give commentary, tho'; that was really cute.
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i think you can actually see the point where i realized if i had it on infinite checkpoint, i was never actually going to be able to get to the scoreboard. Ope. Otherwise, this is just your deeply average bomb survival level. At least it wasn't 9/11 themed.
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i really, really wound up liking this one. There's so much mechanical motion going on, and that always trips my trigger. This is one where i feel like the limitations imposed by LBP1 really help, because i could see the idea getting really over-elaborate wiv the movement tools added in LBP2. And it looks so clean. A lot of LBP1 levels, they have a certain kludginess to them that you learn to overlook, and sometimes that lack of polish can be its own charm point, but Tony's levels have a certain crispness to them that really makes them stand out. One weird thing, when i came to play this one, i'd had a heart on it already, but no mark that we'd even touched it once, like no silver SackThing that'd indicate we'd played, but not completed? i think it might have been on a stream where the servers were being particularly wonky, because i remember feeling like i'd given it a go and recently.
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We talked about this one Friday. It's still a lot.
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In Trindall's Heart of the Flip-Side dev room, they talked about being inspired by one of tony2k7's levels, but there was just this and a Tetris one up on their moon, and... actually, now that i think of it, they were both pubbed after Flip-side, so the inspiration couldn't have come from here. Maybe there's some level tony2k7 took down and never repubbed. If so, it's lost now, unless they ever come back to it. That's a big reason why i wanted to do this series in the first place. This level here is fine. It's definitely fine.
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This one's alright, i guess. The gear vehicles were kind of cool, and it was funny you could walk behind the level right to the scoreboard. it's just a deeply ugly level that's a little more difficult to traverse than it needs to be for what it's doing. Plus, there are numerous places you can softlock the level if things don't fall right, or get blown up in an unexpected way, and that's never great, especially if you've already devoted a chunk of time to it. The grabbable rocket section was cute, tho' the way the player sensor fades into the steel material of the back wall makes it really hard to tell what you're supposed to be doing to get it to work. Eh... the level's fine. Not the worst i've played of the genre. No collector, tho'; that's a definite disappointment.
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So, that's our TEN. Some real good ones in there, a couple that are ok. Nothing that's really awful, and that's always nice. i got to hustle my buns now; it's Tuesday, and i am, unfortunately, contractually obligated to do a Capitalism if i want to keep these plush digs.
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brick-a-doodle-do · 2 years
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Cheerios!
Mmm tiny worker au! Possible attraction?
Maybe like a timed where s Waldo? A room with a lot of junk/props for tinies to hide in, and the highest score in a certain time gets like prizes like a booth at a amusement park😂
Wilbur abuses the system by going in, finding Tommy and just losing the game, "sorry couldn't find them" and then takes Tommy home or wherever he wants😉 not like the boss is going to make sure the fpund tinies stay in the park🙃
HELLO HELLO! WEIRD UNABLE-TO-ANSWER-ASK-BECAUSE-OF-LOW-MOTIVATION IS GOOOOONE!!
AND I GOTTA SAY YOUR BRAIN IS SO LOVELY, THIS IDEA HAS MADE MY DAY INFINITLY BETTER !!! /GEN
okayokay so yes, this is canon, spoken without hesitance >:]
literally that would be so lovely--and i gotta say thank you for adding another feature cause damn we're running low on them at the moment :'D
okay just imagine this: dream and george doing it. i can so imagine dre doing his 'oh george' bit, and by the end of their time together (which, speaking truthfully, ended so quickly despite george's quick and semi-successful attempts of finding his way out of range) the entire place was entirely torn up, tables and shit knocked over and everything just spread out across the floor because of their game of cat and mouse aaaaa i love them sm
and also imagine in an alternate timeline where dream is tiny (oops going off script, making an au of the au). could you imagine how long they'd be going for. like people waiting in line because these two competitive fucks are racing around the room with each other. in the end dream wins despite being 4 inches tall. :)
anyway back on script, dream would totally just take finding/catching george as a reason to nom him :D
onto the more worldbuildy part of it, i'm thinking there's two main categories, one where it's more of a, like you said, 'where's waldo' type of thing, where the tiny is supposed to just stay hidden the entire time and the round/game is over when said tiny.
the other feature would be a bit more fun (and definitely abused by dream and george), and it's where even if the human spots the tiny, they still have to catch them. (bonus of george brings his beloved car in and they're just fucking chasing each other in circles)
i'd just like to say that this feature was added after dream and george broke the rules of just finding the tiny and is now available and way overpriced, no idiot (other than dream) would pay for it,,,,
also could you imagine this feature around halloween time? you mentioned props and my mind went straight to benchtrio teaming up against wil (or another regular) to scare him. one of them hides and the other two set off traps and shit to scare him. did i mention it's completely dark and wilbur can only use sounds to find his way around? jump scares are going to be fun. i'd also like to mention that this may be kiiiind of set up after hours so they really shouldn't be there (meaning that the whole setup was benchtrio's doing and not at all associated with the park. a parent in the morning gives the manager a piece of her mind after her kid almost pissed himself at a jump scare they left activated,,
oh and totally wilbur would abuse this system as well. tommy and them would do a bit of the game, where tommy hides in a relatively easy area so they can just talk for the remainder of the time, then when they have to go, wilbur walks out in faux defeat, completely aware of the fact that there's a tiny tommy chilling in his pocket C:
boss is totally oblivious to this for the first few weeks they started doing it, because, y'know, he probably is just off somewhere else with another tiny or trying out a new area of the park (or just slacking, which boss is very ready to yell at him for). it's not until he gets a tiiny bit suspicious and starts to investigate. at the end of the day, he doesn't care--sure, tommy's supposed to be working, but he can always lower his pay. it's not like he's giving money to the kid, he's basically just offering scraps. and plus, as long as tommy is back on the property within the next morning, working like he's supposed to be doing, he supposes he can stall telling tommy off
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fakeloveaskblog · 2 years
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(Hi, me again. Awwwwwww! The Rems are both adorable. Also I think it’s really sweet how they got the moment to themselves.)
So I’m going to give them space to have their moment, then quietly be a fly on the wall and observe unless they address me. Let’s let them have time to themselves.
Glow Eyes
(Happy new year!)
Whenever Remus kissed someone his fingers always scrunched together out of excitement. He probably didn't even know he did it. But Remy had noticed.
It had gone a few days since their date at the art gallery and it seemed like a family of butterflies had decided to take nest in Remy's stomach ever since. It was a bit silly but they had honestly forgotten how fun kissing could be. Obviously they loved their sweet Janus kisses but it wasn't the same as them and Remus. The both of them were like excited high schoolers who had just had their first kiss. Remus could barely even remember the feeling of not having to be on edge while kissing.
(Even though his whole body was still tense whenever they kissed. If a movement was even a bit too fast he flinched back and started to babble out barely coherent reasons to why he couldn't do that right now. Baby steps and all that)
The two of them were sitting on Remus' bed while leaning closer to each other in the most awkward ways to be able to make out without clinging all over one another. He was holding his hand against their shoulder while they were bending their arm in a bit of an uncomfortable way to hold his hand.
A shudder went up Remy's back as they stopped the kiss just for a moment to catch their breathe. Their arm slipped around his waist as they moved to kiss him again. He had suddenly turned still to the point of holding his breathe.
"Do you want to stop?" Remy asked as they held up their hands as if to show they weren't going to hurt him.
Remus' eyes were wide but he didn't respond. Didn't even parse his lips.
Remy knew it probably meant he was too afraid to say no so they moved away so their legs were dangling off the edge of the bed. Remus slipped his hand into theirs and squeezed tight while staring aimlessly at a spot on the wall.
"think i got some uhm got some intrusive thoughts" He mumbled while his jaw slacked as it usually did when he was on the edge of falling into memories "know you wouldn't"
"I getya. I think I had like a nightmare last night where it was you..but you were also like a character I saw in a film last week and you were like strangling me I think but my teeth kept falling down my throat so it got like even harder to breathe I think"
"if it wasn't for it being so uhm so trauma that sounds really sick" Remus chuckled lightly while leaning his forehead against the top of their back.
"Ey girlie you're not wrong" Their leg was bouncing at immense speed "Y'know I think dreams get more vivid when the brain isn't like on drugs and stuff. You think my dreams gonna start feeling like they're lasting for days? Weeks?-"
"If you want I can..." His brain had to load a bit until he could continue the sentence "tell you a bunch of gross gore facts so your nightmares at least won't involve real memories" Remus suggested.
"Yeah well like it's like a- a withdrawal center or whatever are we sure they're gonna let me take my hormones still what if-"
"Jannie called and asked them. Remember?"
"Mhm...Right" Remy shut their eyes tight and took a deep breathe "Sorry babe I like didn't think I would get this nervous. Did I pack everything? AH shit my cane-"
"Is laying by the bag. I put a gooey monster sticker on it so you'll know it's yours the entire time" Remus smiled a little as he pressed a soft kiss against their back, right where their spine stuck out the most "Wanna make out again to distract yooouu?"
Remy turned around to meet him in a kiss and smiled when they noticed his fingers scrunching together again.
"Alright darlings I got the monster energies you asked for and Logie found some strange moss he thinks-" Janus' next word got caught in their throat as they stopped in the doorway and looked at the other two.
It still made him a bit flustered to see them kiss simply because he thought both of them were so pretty when they did.
"JANNY!" Remus exclaimed while gladly taking the monsters before kissing them on their cheek.
"BABE!! Savior in snake skin!!" Remy exclaimed just as loudly.
Their legs ached too much for them to run up and kiss him so they waited as he walked up to the bed and leant in to kiss them. They snaked their arms around his waist and jokingly pulled him in so he fell onto the bed.
At the back of their mind a voice told them that Remus would get mad at them for being too affectionate with Janus. Or that Janus would get jealous over them dating Remus. Even though the three of them had sat down to talk about their boundaries in their new poly relationship.
They tried to shake the thoughts away but somehow the words Virgil used to yell in jealous rage about them being a cheating unloveable whore kept echoing around in their skull.
Janus kissed the side of their lips and they smiled into the kiss. It dampened the echoes if only a little.
Logan came into the room carrying his car keys "Is everyone ready to go?"
"LOGIE!" Remus hugged him tightly.
"Greeting Remus. I found a patch of moss I'd like you to see later"
"Great! I made some more sketches for the spider boombox!"
"Fascinating. Remy are you ready to go the treatment clinic or do you have to keep kissing my partner for a while to get your confidence up?" Logan asked with just a hint of a joking tone.
Remy threw a pillow at him in response which he caught perfectly and threw back at them. It hit Janus instead to which they dramatically pretended to roll over and die while groaning in agonizing pain. Remus threw another pillow at them while laughing maniacally.
"Yeah...I think I'm ready to go" Remy said. Their hands where still shaking. Remus took their left hand, Janus the other and the three of them held each other closely.
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By the evening the withdrawal hadn't started to kick in yet but it still felt eerie. The treatment center had a strict lights out schedule but Remy couldn't sleep. All they could do was count down to when the withdrawal would start to kick in. Their last dose had been a mix of ket and xanax and they tried to do the mental math of how many hours they had left but it already felt like their skull had been stuffed with cotton from restless stress.
Their phone had been taken away almost as soon as they signed in. They had known they would only be able to see Janus and Remus at visiting times. They had known that. But it still felt horrible to actually be without them.
They didn't want to wake up their roommate so they reached out for the sketchbook on their nightstand. (Remus had left it for them. He said doodling could be a good distraction). They took a pen and wrote a little message hoping that some watcher would be around.
'i fel kinda alone. could u get a sewing needle for me? for te art thingie remus asked me to do? or jst talk to me? please?'
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angsty-violet · 8 months
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Chapter 2 - Kneel
Chapter 1 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4
Vegas felt uncharacteristically nervous. It wasn’t like he hadn’t done this before. He had. He had had every kind of sex in every position. Yet, the thought of the very vanilla sex he and Pete had planned was enough to make him nervous.
Part of it was his overwhelming crush. The other part was that for the last few weeks, despite being in the lifestyle, he and Pete had a normal relationship. They had gone to restaurants and movies. They had shopped and gone for walks. Vegas hadn’t ever done the traditional boyfriend stuff before. He liked it. He liked Pete. And he wanted this relationship to last.
Which is why this had to go perfectly.
Pete was slightly amused at seeing his boyfriend being so fussy about their first time together. It was cute, of course. How could it not be with Vegas arranging candles and positioning lube? However, neither of them was a virgin, and they weren’t even doing a scene today.
Finally, Pete decided he was letting Vegas get too worked up about the whole thing, and he needed to be calmed down. He grabbed Vegas’ hand and held it tightly. When he was sure he had Vegas’ attention he placed his other hand on Vegas’ cheek.
“Everything is going to be okay. It’s going to be fun, but only if you calm down and let it happen naturally. It’s not a scene. You don’t need to plan every moment from when we lay down until I leave. Things can happen naturally, and they will be more enjoyable if they do. So, take a deep breath and just be with me.”
Vegas bit his lip and nodded. He smiled weakly at Pete. “Sorry, I haven’t done just plain sex in a while, and I’m a little nervous.”
“It’s alright. Now, why don’t we go to the bedroom.”
Vegas nodded again and walked Pete back to the bedroom. He was still nervous, but Pete had calmed him down some.
“Alright, now, let’s undress.”
Vegas went to start on his clothes, and Pete batted his hands away.
“No, let me do that.” Pete ran his hands down Vegas’ chest and then unbuttoned his shirt. The pink silk slipped off Vegas’ shoulders like water and fell to the ground. Pete gripped Vegas’ hips and got so turned on that he could barely breathe. Vegas might be a dom and mostly a top, but he was not built. Pete’s large hands looked obscene on his waist, and Pete could barely breathe; he was so turned on.
Vegas noticed what he was looking at and smirked. “Like what you see, big boy?”
“You know I do. God, Vegas, you’re beautiful.”
Vegas kissed him firmly on the lips, and his hands reached out and unbuttoned Pete’s black slacks. He had to pull back to strip off Pete’s shirt, but he was right back on his lips as soon as it was out of the way.
Pete was so distracted by the way Vegas’ looked in his hands that when Vegas took his cock in hand, he couldn’t stop the moan. His hips jerked forward, chasing the feeling. Vegas chuckled and pressed a final kiss. Pete was slightly embarrassed to find that Vegas had managed to divest him of all of his clothes while he had only managed Vegas’ shirt.
“You’re falling behind,” Pete whispered.
“Well, then, you better catch me up.”
Pete quickly stripped off Vegas’ pants and gripped the boxers. For a moment, nervousness overcame him. This was really happening. This, with his crush, was really happening.
Vegas saw his expression and frowned. “Are you alright?”
Pete nodded quickly, not wanting to make him feel worse about the situation than he already did. “Yeah, sorry, just blown away this is happening with you.���
Vegas smiled suddenly, and his entire face changed. “Well, me too.” Vegas ended the conversation by kissing Pete squarely on the lips. Pete put one hand on his face and an arm around his waist, pulling Vegas close.
They kissed like that for a few seconds, and just as Pete was getting into the rhythm, he suddenly let out a high-pitched squeak. Vegas had taken Pete’s cock into his hand again and was thumbing across the tip roughly. Pete loved that feeling.  
Vegas grinned, regaining his equilibrium. “Cute,” he said softly.
Pete pouted a bit and kissed Vegas hard on the lips. He managed to distract Vegas long enough to get his tight silk underwear off.
Finally, they were both naked and without something to do, they were suddenly at a loss. Pete realized that while Vegas might be more than happy to take charge during a scene, they were going to have a different problem when it came to plain sex. Clearly, Vegas was very shy.
Pete guided Vegas down to the bed and then kissed him. He let himself be drawn into the passion of the kiss, and then he broke away. Pete grabbed the handily placed lube and picked up one of Vegas’ hands.
They were surgeon’s hands. Or, a torturer’s hands. The kind of hands meant to be wrist-deep in someone’s body. Giving life or taking it away. He pressed a kiss to the palm and squeezed some lube onto them.
Then he guided them back to his ass. Vegas finally took a little initiative and rubbed his pointed finger along the tight furl.
“It’s been a while, be gentle,” Pete said.
“Yeah, of course.”
“Good, you’re doing so good.”
Vegas’ cheeks exploded in a splash of pink, and his cock twitched. So, Pete’s boy had a bit of a praise kink, did he? Pete could work with that.
It was an awkward position for both of them, so Pete moved to straddle Vegas’ stomach and started gently rocking into the motion.
Vegas slipped another finger in and stretched him slowly, taking his words to heart. The burn of the stretch faded to the delightful feeling of being full.
“Put another in, baby.”
Vegas did as Pete requested and started moving them in and out. Pete moaned at the feeling and rocked back against it. It had been way too long for even just sex. He was so bound up and horny he could barely stand it.
Finally, Pete was done waiting. “I’m ready, let’s move on.”
Vegas looked uncertain, and he opened his mouth to object, so Pete shushed him.
“Remember, you trust me to know my boundaries. That’s what makes a D/s relationship work. I’m ready, and if you are, it’s time for you to fuck me.”
Vegas nodded, and he gripped his cock. Pete helped guide it in and shivered in delight as Vegas’ large cock entered him slowly.
Once Vegas had bottomed out, Pete stopped. Partially to adjust and partly to enjoy how good it felt. He loved this part the most. When some beautiful man was buried deep inside him, when he felt so perfectly complete and like everything in life was right. He never wanted this moment to end. But, his boy had not yet learned the wonders of this moment, and they couldn’t actually stay like that forever. So, Pete rocked down on him.
Vegas threw back his head, whimpering high and loud and exposing that length of beautiful neck. Pete wanted to cover every inch of it in hickies. He wanted to proclaim to the world that he had been given the most wonderful boy on the planet, and he was not giving him up.
But they had agreed that while Kinn didn’t know about them, he wouldn’t do anything that would show too much. So, he settled for Vegas’ nipples.
Pete loved having this done to him and always liked to surprise Doms with it. It was enjoyable and made everything just a little more erotic. Sure enough, Vegas moaned at the feeling, his eyes locking with Pete’s.
Pete had been controlling the pace, and apparently, Vegas felt like it was time to take a little of his control back. In a fantastic show of strength, he flipped them over and started fucking Pete hard. Delighted that he was getting into it and doing so wonderfully, Pete decided to let him have the lead for a while.
Vegas was pretty quiet in bed, which was adorable. Often, doms and tops felt the need to express loudly how good it felt. Often, it distracted Pete from the wonderful feeling of fullness and rightness.
It was no earth-shattering orgasm. Pete rarely had a really fantastic orgasm without a scene, and Vegas was very focused on doing a good job. Pete would have to get him to relax more in the future so he could enjoy it better.
Pete simply came. He arched his back, and Vegas pressed deep inside of him. It felt nice, of course, and definitely something he’d do every night if Vegas would let him, but not world-changing.
Vegas followed after him a second later. He was just as quiet having an orgasm as when he had fucked him. Vegas stilled and rested, pressing Pete down into the bed. The weight and warmth were lovely, and having Vegas buried in him was fantastic. Pete wanted to live in this moment forever. Or for at least as long as he could.
Pere was idly wondering what it would take to get more noise out of him next time when the door opened. Vegas shrieked and pulled out, which made Pete pout. Not that he didn’t enjoy the burn of being so abruptly vacated, just that he didn’t appreciate being empty.
“Kinn! Get out!” Vegas demanded while pulling the discarded sheets over their bodies.
Pete lay flat, hoping Kinn couldn’t see his face. They still hadn’t told anybody, and this was not the way he wanted his boss to find out he was dating the younger boss.
“Is that Pete?”
Mission failed. Pete sighed and sat up. The mood was officially ruined. He usually liked to lay there enjoying the afterglow and reveling in the burn of a good fuck, but that wasn’t going to happen.
Vegas sputtered. “Get out! I will talk to you in a minute.”
Kinn gazed at both of them, narrowing his eyes. “You have ten minutes, and then I’m coming back in. I don’t care what you are or aren’t wearing.” He stepped back out of Vegas’ bedroom.
Vegas buried his face in his hands. “I am so sorry.”
Pete felt the laugh start in the base of his chest. First, a snort escaped, and then after, he was full-on laughing. He continued to laugh for several minutes, chortling delightedly to himself.
Vegas turned to face him, his face burning in embarrassment. “What’s so funny?”
Pete shook his head, trying to stop laughing. “He has either the worst or the best timing in the world.”
“He came in while we were both naked,” Vegas pointed out.
Pete took a deep breath and tried to stop laughing. “Yeah, but he came in after we came, so there’s that at least.”
Vegas shook his head and moved to get dressed.
“You’re dating my little brother,” Kinn growled.
Vegas looked embarrassed, but Kinn didn’t care. This was Vegas they were talking about. The only person Kinn could imagine being more protective over would be Khun. He was more fragile than his position in the family would indicate, especially when it came to relationships.
“Yes, I am.” Pete didn’t see any point in denying the truth. Kinn knew what he had walked in on, and there was no changing it.
Kinn glanced between Vegas, still trying to bury his face in his hands, and Pete, not at all scared of Kinn.
“You hurt him, you die.”
Vegas’ head shot up. “Kinn!”
Kinn held up a hand. “No, he needs to know what will happen. He hurts you, he dies, end of story, and I won’t hear anything about it.”
Vegas looked like he was ready to protest, but Pete spoke up before he had the chance.
“I understand.”
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springends · 9 months
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December 31, 2023
worry no longer i have not abandoned this virtual diary
i’m back at the last day of the year and i’m here to vomit out everything that has happened since i started university (that i can remember off the top of my head)
firstly. this is probably the worst i have ever done academically and it scares me that i could not give two shits that i definitely bombed all my exams and will have to retake the classes especially since i am on scholarships and heavily dependent on financial aid so i have no business slacking off like this since i can’t afford to fail.
i also went to a zoo back in october and it could’ve been a better experience if it wasn’t raining the whole time and the fact that everyone had their own little groups to split off with and i wandered around the zoo TWICE by myself looking like a complete idiot. despite this i had an amazing time when i finally found the sand cats >.<
i went to at least like 3 football games and 4 basketball games which were sorta fun but we stood the whole time and my feet where always aching by the time i got back to the dorms but just being with other people and having fun like that is so fulfilling because at least i’m not crying in my dorm because i get left out all the time by my suitmates whether they realize it or not so i try to make the most of those times
november was meh i finally got to go back home for a week and to my surprise my veteran cat max still remembered who i was and was so clingy the whole time i was there. unfortunately the new addition rambo hid away from me the entire time and it’s the same now that i’ve been home for at least two weeks :(
christmas came around and it’s not the time of year that i really like so there isn’t much to say about that and then i turned 19 the next day and i didn’t do anything that day which is the usual because i’ve never had a birthday party and it’s been that way ever since i can remember it but it’s okay i’m still here to say that i turned 19 and not someone saying it on my behalf
*now that i read back on this i really didn’t do shit in 4 months but i made it through the year a little battered but that’s okay hopefully i can say i made it through the year next time.
*also to make up for the gap in posting i think i should post some things i’ve had in my notes for a while and want to share even if it’s not good
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