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#pls 😭 brain work pls
stardust-sunset · 2 months
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i haven’t even started school yet and i already want to kill myself 😭
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not me curling my laptop charger wire the way you curl band equipment cords HAHAHA god i miss it
#i really said “okay big performance in the city square let's make this work” and i did but absolute fuckery of the manager just made me...#and she also used to complain about being an opening act-- like come on that's a nationally-renowned band and we're not there yet 😭#we used to fight a lot though so ack i really should have taken that as a red flag#but i was 14 and stupid 🤷‍♂️#being solo way better uM i shouldn't say this yet but i got a commission today audhauagah i don't even have a portfolio#fuck guys i'm so so so nervous from big changes in life because uM god i just came from actual hell with various things working to make me#kms#but uH we're uH not too keen on that anymore atm and uH it's probably going to all fuck up after i share that i have good news in life#but yk what#let's keep challenging god#i know he hates me#but we will not be defeated we will strangle him by the tie#AHHHH help me i want to get into music again pls pls pls pls pls#anyway back to my old band manager#she was known for being a shitwad in the scene anyw but i was young and stupid as i sais#and i defended her and rationalized her behavior because “we're friends right”#i'm starting to get why my mom is wary of people i get to know#i'm tbh a fucking idiot i would never admit that elsewhere (nah i do) uM my brain is bouncing off the walls#i took a bargain with 7pm coffee and look where it got me#i was also getting up there in my 5 days of uni absences agsgshags#DOES ANYONE ACTUALLY READ THESE I KINDA HOPE NOW NO ONE DOES#IM KINDA UHHH MY CHILD THERAPIST SAID UNCONVENTIONAL#I THINK SHE MEANT FUCKING CRAZY#sorry#oh yeah i walked tf out the band after that big performance set up just for us because i couldn't keep working with that kind of environment#other bands started flocking to recruit or proxy after i was let go by my famously fucked-up ex-manager LOL#but um i have issues so i'm not among them and i think they get the message tbh#appears and disappears#that is actually my brand
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zariyen · 1 year
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i will NEVER shut up about this LOOK AT WHAT LUNE MADE ME AAAAAAAAAA 😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖 it's yuu and grim !!!!!!!! 💞💞💞💕💕💕💕✨✨✨✨✨
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kuiinncedes · 2 months
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#up at 4 for no reason lollolololllllll#and my brain has decided to fixate on glowstick club show the moment of like#delaying our show start time and waiting to hear from someone abt if we could start#so i could tell our members when we were starting#and i have thought abt this show sm but i haven’t thought abt that moment lmfao ??????#why am i suddenly only thinking abt that#and also thinking abt the stage manager bc i don’t think we were great w her 😭😭😭#not that we were rude or bad or anything but just personally i feel like i was thinking abt a lot of stuff#ig probably understandably but after the show ppl said the stage manager was frustrated or like#wished we were more communicative#which also lowkey wasn’t my job necessarily bc we have a logistics chair for that#but she was working w the lighting person and lemme not start thinking abt that too bc illl also start feeling bad abt that LMAO#bro like the show was great why am i like brain pooping all over it rn#like tiny little moments that probably no one remembers lol#but aso i need to actually send a msg related to this show that i’ve been procrastinating to shit#abt videos from our show that still haven’t been uploaded that i put audio on and uploaded to drive#overthinking it bc i am not in like a pleadership position anymore so#what am i doing asking them if we can upload these vids soon LOL#but also i asked over a week ago and was ghosted 😭😭😭#so i rly gotta follow up lol ANYWAY#can i pls finish this bedtime fic and have my brain shut up and sleep lol#but also i just don’t want to sleep c:#jeanne talks
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blizzardfluffykpop · 8 months
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you will never believe how much tbz has taken over my world- I am actively finishing a new Hyungwon X Reader work- and my brain keeps going 'hehe younghoon' ... like babe- are we not working rn?...
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godsofwoes · 28 days
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im so stupid
says the guy who forgot to pay their psychiatrist today...idk how we both didn't notice 😭 she prescribed me my meds and left and only realised it this afternoon i feel so stupid
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odoraful · 2 months
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2500 word fic? easy!!
2500 word essay? hard!!!!
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malicemismanager · 1 year
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help 🙃
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hella1975 · 1 year
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LADY NAGANT!!!!!!
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switchytransboy · 11 months
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i really do feel like a big portion of my stress is just my adhd and autism battling it out
i get upset/anxious/stressed at the things in my life that aren’t a part of my usual day to day routine…
but then i also dread and get upset about some aspects of my routine that stay the same and don’t change enough day to day bc i get bored/dread about it
it’s like PICK A SIDE BRAIN!!!!
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2truehearts · 1 year
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life isn’t treating me like complete garbage, yet. but.. farming a set for lyney has been a pain! 💔 i missed you too, though! how have you been?? i’m actually stuck at school as i’m typing this and completely ignoring my work bc someone’s trying to copy me 😾 might as well just do it when i get home 🫶🏼
BUT OMG LOOK. CUTIES ❤️
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imma kick life's non existent ass when it does n save u (alongside lyney but he was only ur emotional support okay) GL BABE ✊‼️ HGSJKDSJKDS FARMING SETS IS SO HARD PLEASEE i die every time i get a def main stat w double crit <//3 AAAAA i'm doing good !! school n some classmates r asses tho but majority r rlly good people n good stuff happens every once in a while so !! can't complain LMAO. ALSO AAAWWWWWW THEY'RE SO ADORABLE N HUGGABLE WHATT ☹️🫶💕
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trainwreckweather · 1 year
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kimmkitsuragi · 2 years
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I COULDNT WATCH MEN SP WHAT HAPPENED TO JUNHWAN 😭😭😭😭😭
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fierrocherz · 1 year
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ok so for those who asked (no one did)
my inspiration is gone, so the mcga musical is stuck in the same three songs and seven scenes :/
really wanting to go on but not a single idea comes to mind
imma cry real hard, there's no one to help me😭😭
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lost-my-sanity1 · 2 years
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gmmtv watchers, what are some things you want to watch? or some story/trope you want them to make a series on? I'm just curious..
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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years
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