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It's just guys night talk! Don't worry about it!
(Read Tiger Tiger and shake this man awake so he can finish that thought!)
#tiger tiger#remy bonnaire#jamis arlesi#Comics I meant to post a week ago but I have been...extraordinarily sleepy.#Remy is the ultimate yearner and he is about to explode...these last few updates have had the Tigers discord in a vice grip.#We all knew he was going to say something that would devestate Remy.#But this??? This near confession? āI wish you would look at me like that?ā#If I was Remy...well yeah I probably would also just lay in bed. Awake. Pondering and internally exploding.#But ough...the agony...his heart had settled on loving this man from afar and now...now he wonders. If it doesn't have to be so.#The boys are fighting (internally and with themselves).#If you haven't red Tigers yet but are reading this: What else must I do to convince you? Draw more men's tits?#God! If I must [I shake my head at an empty audience] I can't believe I'm being forced to do this!
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Ep 3 AU in which Evan succeeded on his death save but lost his arm, so K made him a prosthesis while the group was still on Galamanis
#Teddy is helping :3#Evan's Shadow still has both arms and he is conflicted about that#initially K tried to make a high-tech automail kind of arm but eventually went with something that works and that Evan can actually use#pondering how the K and Evan fight would have been different if he lost an arm instead of died and was resurrected with both arms intact#misfits and magic#misfits and magic 2#mismag 2#misfits and magic 2 spoilers#mismag 2 spoilers#k tanaka#evan kelmp#art#went through multiple iterations on the shading and hatching and screentones but it slowly came together#I began drawing this after they left Galamanis and it looks like they are returning to Galamanis this week lmao#I want to know who the hell L.O. is#I also wonder what would have been the plan if Evan hadn't died#St. Dotto's works like the Galamanis hot springs - amplifying the healing the body already does - so Evan's arm wouldn't have regenerated..
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#this felt funnier in my head#maddie's probably at least kind of insecure still and caitlyn won't come to bed#id also be wondering if caitlyn is still thinking of vi#but even dictator caitlyn is out here pondering the moral quandry#caitvi#arcane#arcane season 2#caitlyn kiramman#maddie nolan#caitlyn arcane#arcane s2
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Sam will never stop growing because the visitor will never stop thinking about them ā„
#Since the Visitor can only understand Sam through its own experience Sam's always going to be getting more Visitor-like#Top ten observations that probably mean nothing#I believeeeee all the other characters get a growth cap. correct me if Im wrong#once the visitor loses interest in someone they stop mutating#I heard someone mention the delay between the Visitor seeing someone and mutation starting is because its so big#like how even at the speed of light the suns light takes 8 minutes to reach earth. Its so big theres a delay between its eye and 'brain'#which is why characters may continue to mutate even once they are firmly inside#Even Jeanne who has some of the most unruly growth says she doesnt feel herself growing heads anymore after Sam helps her out#She only fears she'd grow more if the Visitor saw her again#look outside#look outside game#look outside spoilers#I wonder if there will ever be a point that Sam is so mutated they can actually comprehend the Visitor in its entirety...#Things to ponder
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something abt mclennon and reflections
#i ponder their divorce often#i ponder johns reaction often my god#like do yall ever think he felt a lil bad#in some corner of his mind#do you ever wonder if he made a villain out of paul and clung to yoko bc it was easier than trying to have both of them#anyway#um#something something theyre literally each others reflection something something#the beatles#mclennon#paul mccartney#john lennon#mclennon fanart
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MAJOR SPOILERS FOR SUPERMAN
I actually think the change regarding Supermanās parents is pretty interesting. As time moves forward, more and more stories have the House of El and Krypton itself be more evil and more colonizing.
And honestly, itās not a horrible choice and it still works well with Clarkās story of being an immigrant. Krypton is a shitty place, and that is undeniable. It is why the planet died and it why Krypton is given a bad rep in the comics.
Krypton was destroyed through generations of work and it died through its actions. My Adventures with Superman actually highlighted this in such an interesting way as well.
On a personal note, often a lot of immigrants leave their homes because they have to leave because the values that are within its government or just in its surrounding are just not good. And that creates a deep feeling of alienation in young immigrants or immigrantsā children.
And it is the shittiest feeling on Earth because that doesnāt mean you wonāt miss them. In fact, youāre going to grieve it everyday. You will miss a language you canāt understand, the smell of a cultureās food and the feeling of belonging that settles right into your bones.
You will spend the rest of your life missing a place that cannot welcome you back. And you will spend your life wondering what your life couldāve been if just somethings were just different.
Often immigrants and especially their children/first generation have to reckon with that and that is what this movie highlights.
The movie highlights that and that immigrants and first generation are often judged on our ancestry rather than our actions.
People see Clark as an outsider due to his blood. That no matter what he does, what he says, he will perpetually be a foreigner in the house that raised him, and he will spend his life trying to change that. It will break him but he will get up back, and he chooses to do so above all. He chooses to believe in peopleās capacity for love rather than hate.
It also highlights how even though we can come from shitty places, we can still be good. We are not defined by generalization, we are not defined by the actions of the past but our own actions. We take in the beliefs of the people around us and that is reflected by Clark.
Clark Kent is Superman because of the Kents, not because of anything Jor-El did.
#sorry if this rambly and weird#but I came back from the movie a few hours ago#and Iāve just been pondering this change for a while#itās interesting because thereās been a shift in how Kal-Eliās parents have been written and shown in modern day#and Iāve always been wondering why#and overall how itās affected Clarkās story#but itās still so interesting to me#because while itās nice that Clark has two sets of incredible parents#ultimately the Kents raised him#and that was his biggest influence#and yet he still longs. he will always be reaching for the stars#and i think that reflects a lot of immigrants or children of immigrants#we will always be longing for what couldāve been our home. and we will always wish just one thing couldāve been different#and we wish to be part of a home that would not accept us#superman#clark kent#kal el#kal-el#house of el#Superman movie#superman 2025#superman spoilers#dc#dc comics#james gunn
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i love that isafrin can be the most straightforwardly romancey, wholesome pairing on a surface level and then you go one (1) level deeper and run into siffrinās seething guilt and convoluted feelings around touch and intimacy and the extent to which they want or donāt want those things in a specifically romantic way or if he was trying to seek connection and love in any way he could once he knew that Isabeau wanted those things from him in that context, and the combined power trip/self disgust at āmanipulatingā Isabeauās desires without his knowledge to make themself feel wanted and in control. and then you keep going and thereās also Isabeauās own warped self image (still, in spite of all his changes, fearing that heās someone that would be shameful to know), his āemotionally stable pillarā role and self-taught therapy talk masking his deep fears of real confrontation (struggling loop after loop to confess, not wanting Odile to confront Siffrin about their weird behavior in the sus quest bathroom talk) and how Siffrinās fear of vulnerability and Isabeauās fear of Pushing Too Hard allow both of their issues to fester unspoken long after itās clear that the problems exist.
all this to say. duality of isafrin. makes my heart full and warm and happy to see the sweet, fluffy, silly love and connection between them (mutually romantic or otherwise). and then also. the delicious, delicious complications. gnawing on them like a dog with a beloved bone
#isat#isat spoilers#mypost#isafrin#loopsafrin#sloopis#<- for what iām about to say because#and then. AND THEN. you add loop in there. and their unique convoluted feelings towards each of them#the pendulum swing between visceral hatred & jealousy & bitterness and overwhelming love & understanding & tenderness.#the guilt of loving a āreplacementā and forgetting the original. trapped in wondering what could have been in another life#if they hadnāt given it up.#AND their feelings towards isafrin as a pairing#[leans forward] itās about the Yearning. and also about how knowing the yearning is mutual doesnāt actually resolve anything#because do you Deserve it. do you deserve to be here and part of this after everything youāve done and failed to do.#is Having it any less painful than Not having it? or is just a different kind of agony#<- questions all 3 of them get to ponder.#bc isabeau is not immune to the guilt of knowing some version of him failed these people he claims to love over and over and over#until it broke one entirely and was almost too late for the other#BUT ALSO. falling in love with the same person twice. not just because of the similarities but because of the differences#<- true for both isabeau and loop#how can they not? but also how can they bear to?#siffrin and loop in a guilt contest about who Deserves happiness and acceptance more without recognizing that it can be possible for both#(not just in a romantic context but in an Everything context)#isabeauās dissonance and isolation when faced with how well siffrin and loop Know and Understand one another#both because of their shared origins and bc theyāre the only ones who know what the timeloop was Actually like#while everyone else is left piecing together scattered clues from the most tight-lipped people in existence#did you think this was an otp post. [rips off disguise] it was an ot3 post all along!!! mwahahaha!!!#to be clear every time i talk about a ship it will never just mean āthis relationship But Romanticā#i mean every facet of what makes them compelling. the love and complications are both there in every interpretation#and thatās what iām chewing on
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Prompt 266
Back on my Danny & Ras frienemies/rivals/maybe-lovers-nobody-can-tell-their-signals-are-very-mixed train.Ā
See, Danny has gone through time a lot. Often. It comes with being Clockworkās charge-son-thing and honestly he finds it fun. And several times heās used this time travelling to get some training in. Enter Ras, stage left, also a teen at the time and also learning swordsmanship from the same person.Ā
And they⦠utterly despise each other. They would kill the other for an apple slice, if the other one would die! But also, only they can kill the other, as it is obviously their right!Ā
And well, they keep running into each other. It has been a hundred years, surely the other would die by now? But of course their rival would live through utter spite. Probably to spite them specifically.Ā
The amount of times they have ended up sparring- trying to kill each other or not- the moment they see the other is actually ridiculous. But time is also passing. And⦠Danny understands, not having another to talk about things people are forgetting, or have already forgotten.Ā
How they ended up actually talking without a murder attempt was a long story that included a demon, a dragon, a pair of fae, some bandits, and a lot of alcohol, but it happened. And then it happens again. And again, and now itās just kind of normal to share a drink after their spars, talking about things that no longer exist, and things they miss.Ā
Sure Danny can go back in time again, but he knows better than to do it willy nilly. Heās matured, heās been an adult for a hundred years now, he knows thereās consequences for messing with time, even with Clockworkās blessings.Ā
The first time they got married was technically for an undercover assassination. Well, Ras was there to assassinate someone, Danny was there to grab an artifact that should Not be in the realm of the living. And they got divorced after, it was fine.Ā
They just, also got married again when they met a few years later, for another job. And⦠okay, so maybe they have gotten married over a dozen times now and only divorced like half of those times. Half of those were for the bit or while drunk!Ā
And even if technically theyāre married or shared a bed, itās not like they're exclusive! As Rasā daughtersā existences attest to (adopted in one case or not). They donāt exactly have a label for their relationship, despite others asking for one or trying to put a name to it themselves.Ā
Now Danny knows Ras isnāt exactly a good dude, or at least on the side of āgoodā as heās a literal assassin. But he also knows that good? Bad? Rather relative. He had gotten labeled as a villain when he was just trying to help all that time ago after all, and really who was he to tell someone else how to live their life?Ā
Which brings him to now, where heās run into his old frienemy-rival and his youngest daughter. Who has a braindead teenager and a small toddler. Which is fine, really- but also, Talia dear, why are you using a brain dead teenager to guard your three year old son?Ā
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Okay, Talia dear, Ras (Derogatory), why are you using your brain dead son and grandson to guard your younger son and grandson? Do you not have the Pits, which you were soo proud about Ras? Yes, he will spar with you, but for Realmsā sake, heal, whatās his name? Ah yes, go heal Jason and heāll actually stick around for a few years, deal? Good.Ā
#DCxDP#DPxDC#Prompts#Deadly Decisions#Danny is Not Ghost King & he doesnāt want to be#Danny isnāt from the same timeline as DC but he hops around so many that heās formed a few favorites#You Know the bats are going to go crazy searching for some sort of proof of Dannyās existence when they finally communicate w/ each other#Why yes Danny is an adult lol (he is also tall but has body more like his mom)#Yes Sam showed him how to do makeup & it was a bonding thing while they bitched#Is Danny Dusanās mom? Wonderful question that the league is pondering themself#Danny introduced Sam & Tucker to Ras once & it was horrific how well they got along#Danny almost forgot that Tucker was once a royal dictator who had constant assassination attempts#Sam & Ras bond over violent love of nature & willingness to kill to keep it safe from assholes#Damian about Danny: Obviously this is Grandmother#Jason after being thrown in the Pit: Who are you Where am I What the fuck#Damian: :O Akhi you can speak now :D Come see my puppy Grandmother gave me for protection#Ras & Danny: Threatening each other#Everyone else: Do they want to kill each other or are they flirting or bothā¦#Space Core Danny#Star Core Jason
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thinking vaguely of sticking Ford in a time loop. Itād be fun. I mean, not for him, but itād be fun. I remember a really good fic where Stan got stuck in a time loop the day of the portal accident, and he kept waking up in his car right outside of Fordās house. If I find it again (it was so so good) Iāll link it.
Sticking Ford in a time loop either when he goes into the portal, or when he gets rescued by Stan. Make him play that day on repeat. Stick him in Weirdmaggedon on repeat? I dunno, actually. Iām just idly pondering time loops, as one does
#Probably wonāt do anything with it#Might rotate it in my head for a while#Time loops are fun#them and other time shenanigans tend to be one of my favorite tropes#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#He goes to sleep in his room and wakes up in the nightmare realm to kill bill cipher#He doesnāt jump through the portal#Kills him#wakes up again#Goes through the portal this time#Doesnāt punch his brother and goes through the day entirely too calm#Heās kind of freaking out but this is also cool??#But how does he get out he canāt stay here forever#What does he need to do#he wonders#he tried everything#Ford buddy. If only I knew. My idle pondering provide no answers
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going to start working on comms again so here's a quick arthur sketchie before i get busy
#guy who picks things up and eats them immediately... no washing or anything...........#that plus the fact that he shoves everything into his satchel... sometimes i wonder if he's gotten food poisoning before#<-questions i ponder about instead of playing the game and doing the main story quests#red dead redemption 2#rdr2#arthur morgan#allyart
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So Iāve been thinking about the boys combining their powers recently and I ended up really wondering about what would happen if a supercharged Mikey (time/dimensional powers) mixed his abilities with a supercharged Leoās (space powers) and all I could think of was:
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt leo#portal pals#oops reality as we know it is destroyed lmao#in Donnie and Raphās corner they straight up make Voltron I bet#bit tired if you couldnāt tell#Iāll make an ACTUAL post pondering the possibilities of combo mystics eventually but alas 2 tired#all the main iterations of tmnt come forward to stop this āsudden multiuniversal tear in realityā and when they wonder how it happened#this is what they see#āI expected this from a Michelangelo - but a Leonardo?āš#āIām more shocked it wasnāt a Donatelloā#āGive it timeā
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"Your pet on Earth"
cell shadingless + lines version :] and fun fact, originally i wanted to caption this with "IT HIT THE SLAY BUTTON, FLEW THE MOTHERSTROID INTO THE EARTH AND CAUSED THE SECOND CUNTACLYSM but a part of me decided against that
#artists dont even caption their art normally anymore. it always has to be shit like this#ghosts art#SAYER podcast#SAYER#SPEAKER ai#hands belong to:#SAYER ai#OCEAN ai#jacob hale#hits OCEAN's right hand with a flyswatter . where do you think youre going#I FINISHED THIS IN THE EARLY AFTERNOON I JUST COULDNT POST IT.... so if you saw this on any servers hi :3#and if youre wondering ''does it have boobs'' then the answer to your question is duh. where do you think it puts all that processing power#JOKING . JOKING#OTHER CAPTIONS I CONSIDERED#''Your favourite tool; yes you deserve it'' (FVCK AI by omnimar)#''I'm just looking for a good time tonight'' (JOYRIDE by kesha)#speakersayer#<- you just Know who will be the one getting a crumb of it#funnnfacttttttt i was pondering song lyrics for like . 10 minutes before i Remembered that line.
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you don't even need to make sifloop extremely toxic by pushing the canon further than it is, you could just follow the self-love/hatred metaphor they are in-game further along and do a mdp x siffrin but y'all are not ready for this conversation
#i myself cant tell if im joking or not. do not ask me#tho i do wonder if mdp passes the harkness test if it can only echo words. what a concept to ponder huh#in stars and time#isat spoilers#oh yeah im maintagging this baby#in stars and time spoilers#isat#isat siffrin#siffrin#isat loop#loop#isat mal du pays#isat mdp#mdp#mal du pays#in stars and time act 5 spoilers#in stars and time act 6 spoilers#two hats spoilers#sifdupays#and. ig as always#sifloop
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Oh I have to ask. In your Things That Crawl AU, what does Lyle think. I could see him having similar reactions to Hellen's. We know that even if it wasn't healthy, Lyle was the one who knew Sam the most, longer then anyone else, his constant stalking means he knew what Sam was like and they may have even actually worked together. I personally just can't see Lyle accepting this "New" Sam but I could be totally wrong, I'd love to here about Lyle in your au.
Oh yeah Lyle absolutely does not accept the new Sam
My first thought was that Lyle does what he always does when the going gets tough, and that's try to steal Sam's soul. I don't really like that idea though... cause either it works as both a cop-out and definitive answer to Sam's state of mind, or it doesn't and that's still an answer of some kind, which I don't want.
The alternative is really dependent on the extent of the powers I wanna give Visitor!Sam(? Idk if this is what I wanna call it but we're going with it for now) and how fucked up I want that to go.
POV: The benevolent god has an audio processing disorder and no idea what a human looks like
#The Visitor would absolutely want to undo the damage it did. How it actually goes about that is still what Im figuring out#Because however it decides to do that it will be *fucking unstoppable*#Answering this ask has actually allowed me to settle on it needing to be in physical contact with things to modify them now#as part of its self imposed limitations#Still I gotta figure out how bad I wanna make it overall#Theres no way this thing doesnt eventually end up with a horrific cult that makes it worse#Also keep in mind this thing has mind warping powers. So turning them into something that makes them 'happy' isnt necessarily a good thing#I wonder if it could even comprehend the complexity of that. Things to ponder!#What am I even saying I always take the most horrific rout its not gonna go differently this time#look outside#look outside game#look outside spoilers#things that crawl AU
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#he didnt even get to eat his dinner. what the fuck narcolepsy cmon#ill be so real i rly struggled w this one. so fun fact the scarabia dorm is SO STRANGE at this angle it looks weirdly empty#still. the night lighting in scarabia is so peaceful its wonderful. i want to have a sleepover there#twst#twstćć”ć³ć¢ć¼ć#twistedwonderland#twstsilver#jamilviper#ruggiebucchi#floydleech#riddlerosehearts#jadeleech#kalimalasim#azulashengrotto#we also hit 50 books ordered earlier today!!!! i need to make an official post abt it this weekend but i cannot thank u all enough! <3#i need to add a sticker to the orders as a thank u. i gotta draw another super cyute silver ^_^#if we somehow hit 100. looks into the distance. perhaps ill announce a stretch goal of another lil item. something fun#i must ponder#suntails
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i love making low effort shitposts instead of properly explaining my ocās lore š„°š„°
#why yes I am ābrainrotting over the wasps in bug fables how could you tell#they are so!! wonderful!!!#also although if you think about it hoaxeās reign was terrifying itās also So funny#like thereās just some weird janitor guy who gets bullied a bit and then he disappears and comes back with a magic crown like bro#like no I know hoaxe wasnāt treated well be he took it out on literally Every wasp calm down lil dude#aanyway heres my beloved oc Zinn who I will do nothing with ever#I have a severe case of oc favoritism#ocs from my own wips? they never leave my mind they are eternally with me forever#ocs from preexisting fandoms?ā¦ā¦ā¦..they getā¦ā¦.nothingā¦ā¦ā¦.#anyway zinn. puts her in a clothes wringer#slaps roof of wasp. this lil gal can fit So much Horrors#my evil diabolical wasp kingdom hc is that before hoaxeās reign there was a civil war between the Yellowjackets and any non-Yellowjackets#(basically Wasp Racism)#and Eventually things calmed down and they were like āok letās not do that again ššooh gods why is the janitor backā#i will shut myself up before I start yapping too much bc wpaaugh my brain has so much useless wasp headcanons floating around#canāt do basic algebra but I Can tell you my extensive hc lore š¦
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š„š„(COUGHS UP BLOOD)#why overcome my dyscalculia when I can instead Ponder Bugs. hm? why should I?#bug fables#bug fables oc
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