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Sometimes you just gotta do art for yourself and draw the aroace magical girls
#magical girl oc#magical girl art#asexual#aromantic#digital drawing#digital illustration#ninja sylveon art#ninja sylveon oc#clip studio paint#artists on tumblr#aroace#aromantism#arospec#aro pride#aspec#acespec#aromanticism#digital painting#digital art#digital aritst#ninja sylveon oc: mace#ninja sylveon oc: arrow#project: without attraction
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Absolutely random idea
#The Auditor can control people#Additionally the Maker could help Nevada without attracting the Machine's attention.#madness combat#madness project nexus#2bdamned#the maker
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hello :D please tell me more about your mezalian (is that how you spell it??) smalletho I will forever be indebted to you
(they are gorgeous I love them sm)
hey hi !! it would be my pleasure … (and I’ve been spelling it mezalean ??? but i have no idea LOL. there might be a canon spelling but i havent watched joels esmp1 since… probably since it ended. i will have to check sometime)
apologizing in advance because i will probably get very ramble-y!!
ummm. Oh god. How to start. Lets see. WELL. In this silly little au (i guess it has become a bit more than just me doodling designs LOL) in my head they have like this sort of zelink dynamic? obviously without all the zelda lore & stuff, just that kind of … okay forgive me I haven’t brushed up on my zelink lore for a good many years but. Like the princess and her personal knight that doesn’t really talk much sort of thing.
this made more sense in my head. But yeah. They have the vibes of zelink ? At least if i remember zelink right, I have a really bad memory :’) not exactly the same, i do think etho talks to joel (whereas if iirc link never really talks) - especially after getting to know him a bit - but just. they have the Vibes. You know?
I reckon Joel’s definitely very into sculpting in this au, maybe dabbles a little in painting - I imagine mezalea to be very heavy on art and expression in general. think you’d especially see lots of pottery and textiles all around the place. He probably also has an interest in some form of like. um. whats the word. Some sort of … fighting. lmao. Specifically thinking of fencing, i had this idea in my head that he’s watched Etho practice outside the palace at some point and is just absolutely fascinated and enamored. by both the practice and etho himself haha.
and for etho… talented swordsman? he is Not washed. i dont really have many ideas for his character in this au To be completely honest, mostly just of his personality. Although, I alsooo think he’s probably not actually from mezalea? I like to draw him with those pointy elf ears, and i think mezaleans are just humans. I cant remember if thats canon or not but um. mezaleans have human ears, so i’d imagine etho’s probably from like.. rivendelle? Is that. What it’s called. The elf guys? Are they elves??? Goodness I cant remember. Grimlands would make sense too since i THINK they’re kind of like. technical engineer guys? but i dont know what species they are um so ,,, yeah,,,,
i think joel’s probably a bit put off by etho at first, mostly just because he’s not super enthused about the idea of a personal guard, but also because the guys a bit odd, you know? but he’s also probably suuuper intrigued by him. he wants to figure this new guy out, and when they start talking a bit more, i think. They are both incredibly charmed by the other. head over heels? possibly.
most of my ideas of this au are just little scenes that are cute and silly but dont follow any main plot. I would love to write some one-shots of some of the ideas i have in the future, but as of right now im experiencing a bout of creative burnout and am busy with the holidays - spending time with family, so… not right now lol!
hopefully this is what you wanted,,,, i tend to get very ramble-y when talking about literally anything, so i do apologize for that haha, i am Not good at explaining things in simple ways, as i’ve said many a time before.
#sphynx asks!#sphynx rambles#i guess i’ll tag this as#smalletho#and#trafficshipping#for filtering#when explaining my thoughts on smalletho (or any ship for that matter) i always feel the need to clarify that um#being someone on the aroace + probably aplatonic spectrum#i always put a bit of that into my headcanon of characters#like in my brain they are never sexually attracted to each other or anyone else#and the relationships aren’t ever easily describable. they just exist as they are without a label.#maybe they kiss maybe they like each other but i never put them in any sort of established romantic relationship in my head#it Is my desire for connection and intimacy without the “rules” and lines between platonic and romantic attraction making itself known#because i don’t really. feel. either? I want to love someone but i am not sure what love entails. and i’d reckon that probably shows LOL#dude i could go on and on about how being aroace feels for me and how i project that onto characters. its honestly. fascinating to me lmao?#i find the topic of love and attraction and friendship and connection and intimacy just incredibly interesting as a whole though LOL#sometimes i feel like some alien (not in a bad way!! ..most of the time) looking in on human life like… how very curious this is! wow!#Honestly i could probably talk about anything for hours. i just really like thinking about things and sharing my thoughts#unfortunately im also terrified of sharing those thoughts and being perceived in general ! social anxiety at its finest here!#i spent the whole day working on this answer lmao. which really shows just how much i struggle putting things into words#and then POSTING those words? i have to reread what ive written a billion times to make sure i don’t sound stupid or insane#and even then i still worry. so at this point its just become.. post and dont look at tumblr for the next while to let the anxiety subside#anyway um.! Yeah.#im going to sleep now. Thumbs up.
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*whispers*
what if i somehow headcanon that Lucifer is in the aroace spectrum
#hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#look i know big majority headcanons him as pan#100% that man is queer#but idk i also see him as araoce but in the other side of alastor's#basically luci has the rizz and flirt without the attraction#it's because he knows how to use it#idk like maybe im projecting#because sometimes i KNOW when to be flirty but not because i feel it#you know what i mean right?
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Hunter's Drawings
I wish I had a better screenshot of the ones hanging on the wall in the last picture but they really don't get shown very well.
#yes I am saying he drew the stuff on his cast himself - fucking look at it#metal lords#hunter sylvester#metallords#metal lords hunter#I find these all very endearing btw#tag rambles#the mental image of him just doodling away and liking it enough to put it on his wall is just- idk that's adorable to me#not like I don't have my own drawings on the wall but like#it's a slightly quieter side of him than he puts forward throughout most of the movie - yaknow?#there is stuff you can interpret about his character if you include these kind of things I mean maybe I -overdo it- but there's stuff there#he's not that flat of a character imo#but maybe I'm too stuck in my own hcs and characterization and projection#also when I call him adorable please know it's in a “looking at a slightly younger version of yourself without hatred for once” kind of way#and very much not attraction#I relate to him too much I just couldn't#my post
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♡ yurikiiiins!
○○○○○ | ATTRACTION ●●●○○ | AFFECTION ●●○○○ | INTEREST ●●●●○ | LOYALTY ●●●●○ | TRUST
“ They call her the Mystical Songstress for a reason. Even I was a little charmed when I was younger. ” An odd shift in his expression, quickly brushed away by a smile. “ I much prefer regular old Dorothea's company to the songstress', though, as long as she's not bugging me to burst into song. ”
Doesn't like recognize like, after all? Yuri just hopes her wings don't end up half as mangled and clipped as his.
send ♡ to see what my muse thinks of yours!
a series of written entries in yuri's journal mentioning dorothea, mostly dated some time between imperial years 1171-1174:
brown eyes, black hair, birthmark on the cheek (thank the goddess—all adrestian men look the same). didn't even buy me dinner and kicked me out right after. not worth it. but i learned there's a spot right outside the opera house where you can hear them singing a little if you really listen. hid in the alley so the guard didn't shoo me off and caught just the end of the show. whoever was singing sang beautifully. i know i wasn't actually in the opera house but it felt like i should give her a standing ovation anyway.
brown eyes, brown hair, balding in the back (sensitive about it, don't mention). took me to dinner then the opera first and paid for it all but hard to tell how wealthy. nice enough guy i guess. no one's taken me to the opera before. the songstress on stage sang beautifully. think it was the same one i heard the other night. wonder what it would be like to get to sing on stage like her.
brown eyes, brown hair, still balding but covered it up with a weird hat this time. he said i sounded just like that songstress from before but i don't think it was even her tonight—didn't sound right but i was too busy to actually look. would've been nice to hear her sing again though. wish i could sing like that.
the records continues for several more pages of the journal in much the same manner. halfway through them, angrily scribbled into a margin:
getting sick of the opera. that songstress is all they talk about. don't look like her don't sound like her but if you can hold a note it's close enough. makes me want to rip out my throat
written into another margin on the next page:
maybe i'll cut my hair shorter
the last entry in the journal for a few years, dated some time in 1174:
rowe. he's some count from faerghus. says he needs an heir and wants to adopt me but we both know it's not true. still a noble's a noble—it'll be cushy enough. he took me to the opera as “farewell present.” wanted to laugh in his face but it's too much work to find another count that would want to adopt me, if he even exists.
that songstress was there. she still sings just as beautifully. apparently they're calling her mystical now. good for her. wonder if mystical's just about as far as you can get from the streets short of being born with a golden spoon.
from a to-do list dated early in the most recent horsebow moon:
ladybird's birthday soon—need to find where i hide those coupons and follow up on that bracelet. wonder if she'd have liked some other kind of jewelry? should ask for another time.
#encantresse#╰⠀·⠀02. ❥ 𝑖𝑛𝑏𝑜𝑥 › i worry that love is violence#i feel like i must explain the zero attraction because this is THE dorothea arnault and yuri looks insane otherwise#fwiw they find dorothea objectively very attractive i am just rating it on a scale of would yuri care to pursue anything with this atm#the answer to which is no for basically everyone ftr if anyone gets an attraction point out of them i'd be surprised :crylaugh:#maybe if there's like. insanely politically advantageous reasons or something someone can get like one (1) attraction point from them HAHA#anyway yapping in the tags for a bit now that he's grown up more yuri hates himself not dorothea but i think when he was younger he def--#--had some kind of unreasonable resentment toward her for being the unattainable ideal he was meant to be the good enough replacement for#now though he obv likes her just fine and recognizes this as his own self-loathing that he was projecting onto dorothea#he was a fan before all that built up self-loathing and projection got in the way tho miss thea :]#also theyd still be higher comparatively without but i think east island carries a lot of weight in those trust & loyalty points lowkey LOL#bonded in What The Fuck Was All That
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Something sooooo good and Vital about aromantic Jonelias. They are obsessed with each other. They are the center of each other’s world. Their feelings for each other don’t really fall into any traditional category.
#aro jon especially makes so much sense to me#idk maybe i’m just projecting onto my Favorite Guy but. he reads so strongly as aro i think#like even if he does feel romantic attraction sometimes in my mind he’s always arospec on some level. demi or grayromantic#elias is more fluid. sometimes i like making another one of my faves aro#sometimes i like for him to be allo. no real preference tbh#but aro4aro jonelias is just very good always i think. there is a deep and complex web of feelings laying between them#even when separated they are a Matched Set. they belong to each other#they can’t really be understood through the angle of a romantic relationship.#idk i feel like i’m talking in circles without being able to actually reach The Point. does this make sense?#it’s probably going to end up in the je tag. hope that’s ok
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#god I hate being loney jfc#like I wanna make friends here I really do but also I have horrid time blindness and ADHD and generally suck at normal conversations#idk ive spent a lot of time making friends through vcs where its so much easier to tell tone and whether or not a joke lands so text is hard#and the other way I tend to make friends is through roleplay or working on projects but with the dsmp thats difficult at best#like yeah I have an rp blog but thats only attracted people who aren't on the 'dream' side of things so its just#GAH IM SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED AND I WANNA TALK WITH PEOPLE I WANT TO CHAT BUT IM ALSO SO SCARED THAT ILL FUCK UP BY MAKING A JOKE OR SOMETHIN#and I know theres people I could get back to about things but its been months and idk how to even approach that or reach out#i know im in a hole of my own making but also I don't know if I can just get myself out of this without help#its all stupid and my anxiety makes it so much worse#I just wanna do things and chat and stuff with people in this community but im so scared to do so simultaneously#yeah yeah do it scared but I don't want to do it scared if the anxiety of “did I go to far/say the wrong thing” is gonna eat at me#vent stuff#to be deleted eventually
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hot take, the mcu should’ve stopped at the avengers.
they could have made individual superhero movies without the unnecessary need to connect them all into some deeply convoluted and unnecessary interlinking overarching story.
yeah amazing spiderman didn’t do too well as a new spiderman series (ending on the 2nd one), but I think everyone (well.. maybe most people) still would have preferred they made an amazing spiderman 3 over a lot of this mcu stuff. like.. I, for one, would have been interested in seeing how amazing spiderman would have handled Mysterio more than... what we got with the mcu :/
at least they would have been perhaps more aligned with their comic counterparts? albeit.. with the origin changes they had set up at the end of amazing spiderman 2.
I just think we kinda deserve another unrelated standalone spiderman movie with Mysterio. I just think we deserve something a little more.
heck. it doesn’t even need to be live action! we all got live action fatigue. imagine how crazy and cool an animated spiderman movie with Mysterio could be!!
slap a doc ock in there for good measure and you have a box office hit on your hands. I am 100.000.000% certain of this.
anyways, that’s just me tho.
#Ghostie mumbles#a mysterio that doesn't kill and is actively actually IN the costume and isn't using drone hologram projections.#the man can be a threat without murder!!! HE IS ONE OF THE ORIGINAL SINISTER SIX AFTER ALL! HE NAMED THE GROUP!#I just want an unconventionally attractive middle aged man with a bowlcut. I'm gonna be honest with y'all. L O L#y'all don't see that tag. ignore that tag. it doesn't exist.
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Did an animatic for my storyboarding class of some of the opening scene for Without Attraction, and thought I'd share some of my favorite boards!
#storyboard#animatic#magical girl oc#magical girl art#animation student#project: without attraction#ninja sylveon oc#ninja sylveon art#ninja sylveon oc: mace#ninja sylveon oc: arrow#asexual#aromantic#aroace#space#clip studio paint#artists on tumblr#outer space#art school#digital aritst
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this person has never paid attention to the amount of overanalyzation of the media consumed that goes into the way people make their blorbos hold hands
i think its really funny when people say they don't like political media and just want something 'cozy' and 'discourse free' then the media theyre talking about is like. miyazaki movies. or the moomins
#maybe it's cause i'm built different or something and like incapable of feeling attraction towards ppl without bonding but#the romance plots i craft are woven together by their themes and messages#i have no reason or motivation to project desires onto blorbo..#they're holding hands for the themes of growth and care and progress and humanity slash srs#this applies to everything btw yes you can interrogate me i will be honest
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cant find my post explaining how i view kriselle but thats ok. look at this and you'll understand
#ive said it before i'll say it again#arospec kris who gets weird crushes on their friends and feels catholic levels of guilt over it FOREVERRRRR#they kinda like noelle in Some Way. but they feel bad about it. they just want to be friends again ultimately#same thing with susie just without the guilt i think. noelle comes with baggage so they feel bad but with susie its just like#''hell yeah bro ur awesome we should kiss WHAT. who said that that was crazy''#but of course thats just interpretation and as usual i will prioritize kris' true feelings over anything else#toby please let me know more about kris' sexuality and opinions of the people of around them so i dont feel weird projecting things#onto them. pretty please#the only thing i can say definitively for now is that kris has some kind of attraction to monsters#bcuz of the monsters 4 humans in ur area thing. ive mentioned this many times lol#as for anything beyond that esp when it comes to their relationships with their friends. its not clear at this point#serena.txt
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𝐁𝐄𝐃 𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐌 (s.jy)

PAIRING: nerdy!jake x reader (f)
SUMMARY: well, it’s not your fault that your boyfriend is perfect, good at school, kind enough tutor you in math and so skilled in bed chem.
WARNINGS: smut. freshman college (they’re 19), jake lives with his parents, grinding, dirty talking, pet names (baby, jakey), manhandling, overstimulation, protected sex (wrap your willies guys), missionary, doggy, lmk if more. NOT PROOFREAD.
PUBLISHED: 18th April 2025.
WC: 2.7k
TAGLIST: (permanent) TAGLIST: @stolasisyourparent @jaeyunsbimbo @jwnghyuns @bangtancultsposts @shawnyle @jooniesbears-blog @skzenhalove @ro-diaries @onlyhyunjin @xcosmi @strawberrhypen @heeheeswifey @jakeflvrz @astratlantis @tunafishyfishylike @branchrkive @insommni4 @kirinaa08 @leiclerc @nxzz-skz @laurradoesloveu @beomluvrr @heeshlove @17ericas @riribelle @cloud-lyy @enhamonsterghoul @star-hoon @slut4hee
Jake’s room smelled of books, fresh laundry, and that faint scent of cologne he always wore— clean, crisp. It smelled like home.
His desk was cluttered but organized in a way that made sense only to him: thick textbooks stacked neatly, a cup overflowing with pens and mechanical pencils, and his laptop open to what looked like an impossibly complicated physics simulation.
You, on the other hand, were sprawled across his bed, your maths textbook abandoned beside you as you dramatically flopped onto your stomach.
"Jake," you groaned, voice muffled against his pillow. "I’m going to fail this test, you have to accept that."
You thought that after high school, all you problems would be resolves. What you didn’t expect, though, was to be forced to take an extra curricular trigonometry lecture that made you want to smash your head against the wall.
Jake, who was sitting at his desk, barely looked up. "You’re not going to fail," he said. "You just need to focus."
"I have been focusing," you argued, rolling onto your back and stretching out like a starfish. "For, like, fifteen minutes."
"Exactly," he deadpanned, finally turning to look at you. "That’s not nearly enough."
You pouted. "But I hate math, it’s stupid and unnecessary. When am I ever going to need to find the limit of a function in real life?"
Jake sighed, closing his book with a quiet thump. "Math is everywhere," he said, pushing his glasses up his nose, a habit of his that you found way too attractive. "It’s in physics, engineering, technology, everything that makes the world work."
You rolled your eyes, sitting up. "Okay, Professor Sim, but I don’t want to make the world work.” You scoffed, “i just want to pass this stupid class and never think about numbers again."
Jake gave you a pointed look. "And I want to make sure my girlfriend doesn’t flunk out of college."
You grinned, crawling off the bed and walking over to him. "Speaking of your genius brain," you murmured, sliding into his lap without hesitation, straddling his thighs as his chair rolled back slightly from the sudden weight. "How’s your project going?"
Jake tensed for half a second before exhaling, hands automatically settling on your waist to steady you.
"It’s going well," he said, though his voice was already shifting, lower, rougher. "But I’ll never finish it if you keep distracting me."
You tilted your head, feigning innocence. "I’m just curious," you purred, looping your arms around his neck. "Tell me what you’re working on, baby."
Jake sighed, but you could see the way his lips twitched, like he knew exactly what you were doing and was helpless against it anyway.
"Fine," he said, adjusting his glasses again. "I’m designing a new type of microprocessor, something that can process data faster and more efficiently than the ones currently in use..." Blah blah blah.
You weren’t really listening, if you were being honest.
You liked hearing him talk, loved the way his voice got all passionate when he explained something he cared about, but the actual words? They went right over your head.
Instead, you focused on the way his hands, so warm and steady, were resting on your waist. Absentminded, like he wasn’t really paying attention, he traced slow circles against the fabric of your sweater, fingertips dipping just beneath the hem to brush against your bare skin.
You bit your lip, shifting slightly on his lap. "Mmm, keep going."
Jake didn’t seem to register what you were doing at first. "Right, so, the idea is that instead of using classical bits, ones and zeroes, you use qubits—" Again more smart words.
You rocked against him, slow, almost imperceptible, but enough. Jake inhaled sharply, fingers digging into your skin.
You smirked. "Go on," you teased.
His jaw clenched. "You’re evil."
You hummed, leaning in to press a soft kiss to his jaw. "No, I just really like hearing you talk, baby."
His hands flexed on your waist, like he was debating something. Then, as if giving in, he exhaled a low chuckle. "You’re such a fucking brat," he muttered, and the way his voice dropped made heat pool between your thighs.s
He moved one hand up, running it along your spine, pushing your sweater up just enough to expose more of your skin to the cool air. The other hand slid lower, gripping your thigh as you ground against him again.
"You’re not even listening, are you?" he murmured, his lips grazing your ear now. "Not really," you admitted, breathless.
His grip tightened, guiding your movements now, encouraging you to move against him with more purpose. "You just like teasing me, huh?"
"Mmh," you hummed, pressing another kiss to the corner of his lips, then his jaw, then his throat. "I like how worked up you get."
Jake let out a soft curse under his breath, his hips shifting up just slightly to meet yours. "You’re lucky I love you," he muttered, voice strained.
You grinned. "I know."
Then, finally, he broke. His lips crashed against yours, his hands gripping you tighter as he deepened the kiss, swallowing the little sounds you made as you melted into him.
His glasses pressed against your cheek, cool against your flushed skin, but neither of you cared.
"You drive me crazy," he murmured against your lips, his breath warm, his hands wandering. "Always so fucking needy."
You whimpered, rolling your hips again, and he groaned "Jakey," you breathed.
He exhaled shakily, then kissed you again, hungrier this time, like he couldn’t get enough. "You should be studying," he muttered between kisses, even as he ran his hands up your thighs, pushing your sweater higher.
You smirked. "Make me."
And, oh, he did.
Jake groaned against your lips, his grip on your waist firm as he lifted you from his lap, standing up with you in his arms.
Your legs wrapped around his hips instinctively, and you buried your face in his neck, feeling his pulse race under your lips. Your core pulsated with need, and he could feel it even through your shorts.
"You’re gonna be the death of me," he muttered, his voice thick with frustration and desire as he carried you across the room.
Jake pushed your math book on the floor, and he laid you down, his body pressing against yours as he kissed you again,, like he’d been holding back for too long.
His hands roamed, slipping under your sweater, pushing it up over your ribs. You arched your back, helping him, and he pulled it off in one smooth motion, tossing it aside.
"Fuck," he breathed, eyes raking over you. His glasses had slid down his nose, and he pushed them up absentmindedly before leaning down to kiss you again.
His hands moved with practiced precision, knowing exactly where to touch, where to squeeze, how to make you shiver beneath him.
His fingers brushed over your thighs, pushing up the fabric of your shorts before he hooked his thumbs in the waistband and dragged them down along with your panties,leaving you bare beneath him.
"You really don’t like making things easy for me, do you?" he murmured, fingers tracing up your inner thigh.
You smirked, breathless. "Where’s the fun in that?"
Jake huffed a quiet laugh, but it was strained, like he was barely holding himself together.
He sat back for a second, pulling off his sweater in one swift motion, revealing the toned muscle beneath.
His skin was warm under your fingers as you reached up, running your hands over his stomach, his chest, feeling him tense beneath your touch.
"Condom," he muttered, reaching into the drawer of his nightstand. You groaned, letting your head fall back against the pillow. "You always do this."
"Yeah," he said, tearing the foil packet open with his teeth, "because I’m not stupid."
You pouted. "I’m on the pill."
"And I like knowing you’re safe." He leaned down, brushing his lips against yours, his glasses sliding down again. "Quit pouting."
You sighed dramatically but let him roll the condom on, watching as his long fingers worked quickly.
Then he was over you again, lips on your neck, his weight pressing you into the mattress as he lined himself up. "You have to be quiet," he murmured, his voice rough as he kissed along your jaw.
"Or what?" you teased, just to test him.
Jake exhaled sharply, then pushed into you in one slow, deep stroke. Your breath hitched, your fingers gripping his shoulders as your back arched off the bed.
"Or I’ll make you," he murmured, his lips brushing against your ear.
Your eyes fluttered shut as he started moving, slow at first, like he was savoring every inch of you, but then he set a pace that had you struggling to keep quiet.
He knew what he was doing, exactly how to angle his hips to make your breath stutter, exactly how to roll his hips so you were gripping at his arms, trying so hard not to moan too loudly.
His glasses fogged up from how close he was, the heat between you making them useless, but he didn’t stop to take them off.
You did it for him, reaching up with trembling fingers and sliding them off his face, setting them aside on the nightstand.
He thanked you with a warm smile.
His eyes, dark and heavy-lidded with desire, met yours as he thrust deeper, harder, stealing the air from your lungs. His hand came up, covering your mouth as you let out a soft whimper, muffling the sound.
"Shh," he murmured, his voice like gravel against your skin. "Don’t want my mother hearing how good I’m fucking you, do you?"
You shook your head, but your body betrayed you, your nails digging into his back as he snapped his hips into you again. It was all too much.
You clenched around him, your thighs trembling as pleasure coiled tight in your stomach. Jake cursed under his breath, feeling you squeeze around him, and his grip on your hip tightened as he sped up, chasing your release.
"Come for me," he muttered, his lips brushing against your ear. "I wanna feel you."
That was all it took.
Your body tensed, pleasure hitting you like a tidal wave as you bit down on his hand to keep from crying out. Your vision blurred, your fingers digging in his skin as you came undone beneath him.
Jake groaned, his movements faltering for half a second before he found his rhythm again, his thrusts rougher now, more desperate.
He grabbed your leg, hooking it over his hip, pushing deeper, hitting that spot that had you gasping against his palm.
He hadn’t slowed down. His rhythm was deep, fast, relentless. the bed creaking under both of your weight, the headboard softly hitting the wall in time with his thrusts.
You were still whimpering from your second orgasm, your thighs trembling around his waist, your nails digging red crescents into his shoulder blades. Your breath hitched, another moan slipping past your lips before you could stop it. “Jakey! oh—”
His hand came up instantly, covering your mouth again, palm warm and firm.
“Quiet,” he hissed against your cheek. “You’re gonna get us caught.”
Your body arched off the bed beneath him, mouth smothered by his hand, eyes rolling back from the sheer pressure, the stretch, the heat. Your muffled cries only made him thrust harder.
“You like this, huh?” he breathed, watching your every twitch, every gasp, every time you tried to cry out under his hand. “You like when I fuck you like this.”
You nodded desperately, the pleasure building again even though your body felt like it couldn’t take more. Your skin burned, your thighs ached, but none of it mattered. Jake was everything— all you could feel, all you could hear, all you could take.
You released against him, hard, back arching as your whole body seized up and shuddered. Your vision blurred. You felt tears sting your lashes, your voice cracking beneath his hand as your second orgasm ripped through you.
He grunted, letting his hand slide away from your mouth only when your cries became soft gasps His lips found yours in a hungry, breathless kiss, tongue sliding into your mouth like he couldn’t stand even a second of distance.
“Shit,” he panted, pulling back just a little to brush his hair from his eyes. He kissed your jaw, your throat, sucking a mark just below your ear before whispering, “Turn over for me.”
You blinked up at him, dazed. “Jake, I can’t—”
“You can,” he said firmly, kissing you again. “Just one more, baby, you’re doing so good.”
And because it was him uou obeyed.
You turned, limbs shaky, chest pressed to the mattress, ass in the air as you grabbed onto the pillow and buried your face into it. Jake groaned softly behind you.
“Fuck, you look so good like this,” he muttered, dragging his fingers over your lower back, down to your ass, squeezing firmly. “Messy and fucked out… all for me.”
You felt him line himself up again, the blunt head of his cock sliding through your slick folds before pushing into you in one hard thrust that had you biting into the pillow to stifle a scream.
“Oh my God… Jake.”
“Shhh,” he hushed you, hand curling around your hip to pull you back into him, setting a brutal pace that left your legs shaking, your voice broken into helpless sobs. “You have to be quiet.”
“I can’t,” you cried into the pillow, half-laughing, half-sobbing from how good it felt, how completely he wrecked you. “Jake— it’s too much—”
“You’re taking it so well,” he said, voice strained, one hand gripping your waist while the other slid up your spine, pushing between your shoulder blades to press you further into the mattress. “So fucking good for me.”
His thrusts grew rougher, deeper, dragging cries from you no matter how hard you tried to bite them back. You fisted the sheets, knuckles white, body trembling as he angled his hips just right, hitting that spot over and over again until your legs gave out.
Jake leaned down, chest against your back, his breath hot against your ear as he murmured, “You pretend to be all innocent, all shy in front of everyone… but in here? With me? You just want to be ruined.”
You moaned, louder than you meant to, and he growled, his hand flying to your mouth again, fingers pressing your cheek into the pillow.
“You don’t listen,” he hissed, thrusting harder, until the sound of skin against skin echoed through the room. “You want my mother to hear how desperate you are for my cock?”
You shook your head wildly, sobbing beneath his hand as he slammed into you again, and again, and again, until your entire body clenched and your mind blanked. One last orgasm crashed over you, white-hot and dizzying, tearing a scream from your throat that was completely muffled by his palm.
Jake groaned into your neck, biting your shoulder as he came hard, his body collapsing against yours, twitching with aftershocks as he held you tightly, his breath loud and shaky in your ear.
You both stayed like that for a moment, tangled, gasping, hearts pounding like they wanted to leap out of your chests.
Jake pulled out gently, sighing contentedly as he rolled to the side and took the condom off, tying it quickly and tossing it into the bin beside the bed.
He turned to you immediately, pulling you into his chest, wrapping his arms around your exhausted body. Your skin was damp with sweat, your legs trembling, your eyes heavy with sleep and satisfaction.
For a long moment, the only sound in the room was heavy breathing, your bodies tangled together, sweat-slicked and trembling.
Jake finally lifted his head, his dark hair sticking to his forehead, his cheeks flushed. He looked wrecked, but somehow, still devastatingly handsome.
"You okay?" he murmured, pushing your hair out of your face.
You nodded, still catching your breath. "Mh.. It was so good.”
Jake huffed a quiet laugh, leaning down to kiss your forehead. "You are a menace."
You smirked. "You love it."
"You’re exhausting," he muttered, but his arm was already tightening around you, pulling you close.
You grinned, snuggling into his chest. "You love that too."
Jake sighed, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. "Yeah," he admitted softly. "I really do."
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Maybe I’m doing pretty well at containing this, actually. Or at least not the WORST about it…
#tiger’s roar#…I have. liked this idiot for approximately 2 years now#and a good chunk of that in absense#which like. all the ‘advice’ is for when things are truly one sides and limerantic fantasies. which. I just can’t relate to#but…yeah. I don’t need to be blamed for feeling something I’d already decided not to act on and let them decide if not Friends Good#’cause other people can’t mind their damn business and Stay Out Of It#why do I keep looking up ‘psychology of wuv’ even when it’s allonormative and fixated on limerance and makes me feel like crap?#’cause the Doubts I feel from my own insecurity on days I struggle to trust the idiot at their word are kinda awful#and like. I’d drop my feelings and truly have an uncomplicated friendship if it did get to be that simple#(we all know it’s not. that’s not how humans work.)#but…yeah. we’re both NOT doing the ‘typical attraction things’ and yet it’s so damn obvious by our Vibes it’s caused trouble#and sure. I THINK we finally have an understanding now. have both worked on trusting the other person at their word#(them with no I’m not going to push for more than anything but finding a midpoint that’s comfortable for both of us as friends.#(me at trusting them that when they say they want to be friends it’s not someone being ‘nice’ yet again#and well…best I can tell they’re looking forward to basically being reunited too#I’m just. worried that I’ll get flack again from others + their projections#and then have my own distortions triggered in response to theirs#when. if I don’t ‘match’ an attraction model even if I could express freely without people screwing with me or the other person#then…I have to accept someone else doesn’t either. and believe them at their word#because the respect and care we have for eachother is just as obvious to others as me relaxing and them lighting up
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Monkey Man was...not good.
#was not aware I needed a working knowledge of India's political landscape for context before I began for one thing#was SO confused as to what the hell was going on for such a vast portion of it. 'i gather there is some corruption But Why And For What?'#it's too long and mostly dull and the soundtrack is hell and the gore is well beyond my tolerance level#i would declare it an all time worst without dev patel at the center of it (as he does manage to pull off being devastatingly attractive#in various ways throughout the film including the scenes where he feeds a stray dog)#but it's still on the list of 'worst films I have watched for a fave'#which is a pity as I didn't know this was such a passion project for him (I didn't realize how involved he was until the credits...#we couldn't believe how many roles he was handling behind the camera and of course my response was pretty much:#'stop attaching your name to this! take your name off this party!!')#i'm trying to find decent gifsets because I think that's the best way to appreciate it but tag is scary as people are still giffing The Gor#movie night with televinita
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Placements That Often Get Objectified Throughout Life
These placements typically attract a lot of attention often without trying whether they want this attention or not. These placements can repeatedly be desired or looked at in a lustful way and not taken seriously or seen for who they really are. These people could experience other people objectifying them due to others lusting after them, desiring them or projecting onto them. They can run into feeling objectified because of their looks, appearance, aura, powerful influence & their energetic powers
Leo placements - These people are one of the signs that get the most attention because of their powerful & youthful aura that radiates. Leo energy is childlike, fun & often times lighthearted energy naturally and can treat them like performers and not the emotionally vulnerable & deep people they are as well
Pisces or Libra Moons (especially in 1st or 7th House) - These moons tend to mirror what others want to see, and people often romanticize or idealize them in ways that don’t allow for their full humanity to be witnessed.
5th House placements - The 5th house is the house of dating, flings, orgasms & pleasure and these people often can get a lot of attention because they emulate joy, they shine & accept others for who they are. These people can often be so unserious that others may feel like the 5th houser won't care what they do, but they deserve to be taken seriously too
Neptune in the 1st, 5th or 8th house - Neptune can be where people project their fantasies onto us, and these houses deal with first impressions & sexual energy. They're often seen as muses to others but not always truly seen
Venus in the 1st House or Venus Conjunct the Ascendant - These natives are often seen as walking embodiments of beauty & can be sexualized or adored at first sight, sometimes without people trying to get to know who they really are on the inside
North Node conjunct Mars - this can involve a life path that includes learning about all aspects of Mars, the dark & light side of sexual appeal, power, etc
North Node conjunct Lilith - this can involve a life path which includes learning about all aspects of Lilith, the dark & light side of sexual independence, sexual power, etc
8th House Placements - These are deeply magnetic & mysterious people as well as often sexualized for their intensity or perceived as “seductive” even when they’re not trying to be. There’s a subconscious draw to these people that can lead others to obsess over them or feel entitled to their energy
Mars-Venus Hard Aspects (Conjunction, Square, Opposition) - These aspects radiate sexual chemistry and magnetism. People often pick up on the inner tension and may objectify the native through that raw energy. Especially true when in Scorpio, Leo, Taurus, Libra, Pisces or Aries placements
Chiron in the 8th house - this can be a core wound around feeling desired & objectified
Chiron conjunct Lilith - Megan Fox has this placement, it can represent a core wound around feeling desirable & objectified
Black Moon Lilith at 1, 5, 8, 13, 17, 20, 25 or 29 degrees - these degrees are associated with sexual appeal & degrees that naturally receive a lot of attention
Mars at 1, 5, 8, 13, 17, 20, 25 or 29 degrees - these are the erotic degrees & are noticed for their sexual & sensual appeal
Sun at 1, 5, 8, 13, 17, 20, 25 or 29 degrees - these are the erotic degrees & are noticed for their sexual & sensual appeal
Rising at 1, 5, 8, 13, 17, 20, 25 or 29 degrees - these are the erotic degrees & are noticed for their sexual & sensual appeal
Lilith in the 1st, 7th, 8th or 10th house or aspecting Ascendant/Midheaven - Lilith's energy is undeniably irresistible and often desired by many for the integration of dark feminine energy but is also known to be demonized, suppressed & often a target for her powerful sexual independence & self-defined magnetism
Scorpio Rising / Midheaven - Pluto is the planet of subconscious desire. These people attract a lot of eyes, jealousy, desire & even obsession sometimes from others, especially for their appearance/aura. They can receive a lot of sexual attention (again, unwanted or wanted) even if they want to be private because of their subconscious affects
Aries Rising / Midheaven - This is the sign of power and sex appeal in the location of physical appearances, first interactions and who we are. The signs associated with sex are often times associated with physical appearance, which can lead to being objectified quicker or more than other placements
Pluto in the 1st house or 8th house - these people subconsciously carry a desirable energy and others subconsciously feel it. It can lead to being objectified for their magnetism & their sexual energy, which is a natural part of them
Uranus in the 8th house - I find Uranus can choose the route of freedom, be very influential & powerful in the house it is placed, meaning they can really embrace & crave liberation in their sexual freedom, which can give others the opportunity to objectify them based off of this
Chiron in Scorpio or at 8 or 20 degrees - this can be a core wound around feeling desired & objectified
Mars aspecting Ascendant - similar to Aries Rising and Mars conjunct North Node
Mars in the 12th, 1st or 2nd house - Their sexual nature, sexual power & sexual appeal are often subconsciously felt; it's one of the first things people notice or it's one of the skills they possess
Vertex in the 8th aspected harshly - this can talk about fated experiences and exposure to themes of sexual matters, power dynamics, intimacy & vulnerability which can include being objectified in the process
Mars opposing Saturn - I found this was common in popular celebrities who are often objectified by the public. Whenever Saturn is in opposition to something in the birth chart, it can represent opposing authorities and a lack of respect from others involving the sign & house of the opposing planet. This can manifest as a lack of respect involving sex appeal
Libra Venus, Mars, Stellium, Libra Rising, Libra Midheaven or Libra Chiron - They have a natural sensual nature, they’re charming & they are easy on the eyes. Because of their mirroring abilities, attention to detail & peaceful nature, people can often confuse how they beautifully express as an invitation or flirting without taking into consideration what the Libra native actually wants
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