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i am a child of divorce.


#okay but jacemond situationship where aemond still kills luke (whether accidentally or intentionally—dealer’s choice!)#jace being consumed by grief and betrayal throws himself into this war#gaining alliances and advising the war council with vicious and strategic tactics#he doesn’t realize something is amiss until they’re several months into the war#and he’s being hosted in winterfell for negotiations with a baby bump#rumors quickly begin to spread of the targaryen prince and the wolf in the north despite all of jace’s efforts to hide what he can no longer#purge himself of#he leaves the relam to their assumptions—too focused on war efforts to care what is said of him: the people of kingslanding already whisper#whisper speculations of illegitimacy but all that matters is he wins his mother her throne#that is until aemond comes to him one night—before the battle of the gullet with warnings of his grandfather’s plans…#oooo i’m cooking#mpreg#jacemond#jaemond#aemond x jacaerys#aemond targaryen#jacaerys velaryon#hotd#yuri rambles#something something dragon blood something something targ men can get pregnant something something
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also re: the earlier deleted lines post, i'm also thinking about this more heavily emphasized spiritual thread in the original script..
#shadow of a doubt#🎬.mp4#(i mean not all of this was deleted obviously but yk)#christ-like...how much of it was a lie even if to himself as well...#charlie telling him she prayed for him and him laughing is sooo sick and twisted bc on the one hand it does feel like another iteration#of the psychosexual powerplay they're continuously at in the third act#but on the other hand it's just very bittersweet bc while he could not care less about the women he's murdered#what he does seem to feel is regret in his metamorphosis in the eyes of the boy he was#who has been proclaimed to be reincarnated in charlie (“she's like you when you were little.”)#(even if he believes such a change is justified in such a 'rotten world')#the description of an anguished reaction when charlie asks how he could do this when he was the best of men..#losing my religion moment but almost quite literally in this case. she's deified him and he's turned out to be only a man :(#it makes me so sad. where is her miracle!!! ;-;#ok incoherent thoughts have been purged i'm going on my mental health walk now yay
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it’s 3am so watch me commiserate over this clip that’s been living in my head rent free for months now and making me sad once again after recent events
that feeling of it being just dapper and q!bad against the world returns once again
“i’m the only one who can watch you”
it’s the fact that the guy that would sacrifice eveything for any of the kids to stay safe, no matter how much strife or hatred or nasty words any of the parents could throw at him, is the one who feels like he has no one watching out for his own but himself. dapper is only an afterthought to the others. someone to remember only after all the terrible things have already happened. of course the halo family has others who they trust, but over and over again it’s shown that there’s a reason why q!bad is basically dapper’s whole world and why dapper is his sunshine
this is isn’t something new. they’ve both always shared this sentiment. dapper, the sole escapee off egg island, having only his dad at his side as they ran to that boat. and more recently, no one making sure dapper could ride out on the train with the rest of the islanders and eggs into the new server when they left that library

they “left me behind” and “just forgot me”
thankfully q!etoiles started to run back, but the fact that no one checked in the first place, that it seemed like q!etoiles was really the only one to notice even though plenty of others saw that dapper was online and around. q!bad is the only one who’s ever had dapper as priority number one in anything
that poor kid said it herself, she thinks she’s not one of the favorites. he thinks the others will be prioritized first. and they’re unfortunately likely right about that unless it comes to their dad
so the mantra continues; it’s simply dapper and q!bad against the world, to have each others backs, to live and die for each other
#the fact that bad was completely ready to run back for the other kids at the end of purg 1#but decided to place his trust that the parents would do whatever they could to get their kids bc he knew if he wasn’t there for dapper#no one else would and he was right#also#i just got really sad remembering watching dapper walking down those tracks by himself#she’s strong but she’s also still just baby :(#his tendency to think little of himself comes from dad#qsmp#qsmp dapper#dapper the egg#q!badboyhalo#badboyhalo#video#long post kind of?#also i say 3am post but i didn’t finish writing this until like 3:40am so rip
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Cody had succumbed to the darkness and lived in it for the better part of a decade.
Rex knew they would find him, that Cody wasn’t permanently lost to him.
When they brought Cody back—rescued him—Rex would sit with him for hours, just as patient with Cody as he’d been with any of his troops when they needed it. Sometimes Cody would talk. Not much more than a few words, not enough to fix any of it. Not yet.
Every day Rex would sit with him and when Cody was ready, he leaned into him and the tears began to flow. It was instinct for Rex to wrap his arms around him, to comfort him like Cody would always do on Kamino a lifetime ago.
Rex watched the sunset and pressed Cody closer as his own tears formed.
They would be alright.
Everything would be alright in the end.
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Companion/follow-up to my Sith!Cody takes Rex as hostage pic from the other day
See Rex is just fine!
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#sith au#sith!cody#purge trooper cody#rebel captain rex#my art#commander cody#captain rex#things are getting better#now they just have to go rescue sith lord obi-.wan from himself#that’ll be easy I’m sure
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something something 'work song' being the most tatooine husbands song of all time. cody freshly de-chipped feeling like he's crawled out of the grave, grappling with the crushing guilt of what the empire made him do, and finding obi-wan alive is the oasis he never looked for or thought he could deserve again. each of them being the other's safe place to land, both of them fragments of what they used to be
#listening to this song makes me feral#their tatooine arc is crucial to me actually#it's the one place where (canonically) they might get to experience being equals#and work song just has that desperation about it#of an ex-purge trooper who really has nothing left#and then here's this one shining light back in his life that's the only thing worth trying to resurrect himself for#might delete this in the morning because i hate being percieved#but couldn't stop rotisserie chickening this in my head#codywan
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an important thing to understand with qetoiles is that he made every one of his relationships feel special without ever placing the importance of a person over another . he was naturally closer to some people than others but he never had A special person, if you get me
#like i have my favourite etoiles duos obviously but its rly important to remember that the guy Himself doesn’t have a hierarchy#i get that if u don’t watch etoiles pov and only watch a pov of someone he’s close to u could think oh wow hes so devoted to this person in#particular . well good news he is . however he also cares an equal amount about any other POV person !#etoiles is just Very good at reading people and understanding their likes/habits/the way they socialise . so he will cater to a person in#the manner that corresponds best + that’ll create the strongest relationship between them . he is both a loner and a social butterfly it’s#very fun to watch unfold . anw yeah qetoiles’ friends are All very important to him there’s a reason why he has so many#qfrench.posting#jay rambles#also im aware this is a random post unfortunately this is just how my train of thoughts works#vaguely inspired by people posting stuff with the implication that ‘etoiles and This Character have a super special bond better than any#other one’ and well no . etoiles has many super special bonds . this is just how he is . much love in his heart#like im saying all this as a qfrench family enjoyer he also has very specific and special relationships with all of them . yet if there was#a burning fire he would not place anyone’s importance qfrench or not over another yknow#like i think about purg when the eggs were trapped : etoiles leaped in to save richas because richas was the first egg he saw . he didn’t#focus on trying to save pomme . even though pomme is his darling daughter that he’d kill for . so like he doesn’t view people through their#importance to him (even though richas was also very important to him) he’s very much dedicated to everyone no matter how close he is to him#i can think about how whenever new people joined he was the first person trying to give them starter kit items bc he wanted them to be able#to have fun on the server ! like he cares about everyone it doesn’t matter how well he knows them or not
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Made fanart of you-
I'm sorry if this version of you I made you a God-
"I have to say this art is well done! I wouldn't exactly call myself a god though. Still I appreciate it."
#//ooc: hey op you are compelling me to make an entire character essay from your art alone#//my man was involved in the creation of living breathing killing war machines. do you think he has a god complex? does he feel like+#//+the devil himself for making what are essentially agents of chaos? does he harbor any guilt for creating them? is he disappointed in-#//doppels the same way that god was deeply betrayed by the adam and eve's original sin?#//uh i suppose i'm using a more christo-centric view of god for these rambles. anyway as i was saying. do you think he loved his children+#//(doppels) but not enough to save them? do you think he ever feels the need to purge them in the same way god purged out non believers wit#//a great flood.#//oh my god these rambles are too long. sorry everybody#//i love the art op i'll stop here#that's not my neighbor#tnmn#roleplay#dr. w. afton#art#admin took a trip to yap central yet again
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everytime i replay 13 i'm like. man. i love snerah so much, they're so perfect for each other like seriously. and then i replay 13-2 and noerah grips me so much it makes me insane thinking about how much better noel and serah are together. and then i replay 13 and i can't believe i would betray snerah like that, it's clearly superior and snow and serah are so lovely together. and then i replay 13-2 and idk what the hell i was thinking, noel and serah clearly fit each other so much more, like they're meant to be. AND THEN I REPLAY 13 AND
#it never ends#listen if snow hadnt treated serah like That in 13-2 this might be a different story like hear me out#they love each other so much and have gone through too much to not be together after everything#but at the same time theyre not equals!!!! snow isnt accepting enough of serah's newfound independence#and its because hes so protective of her and he doesnt want to endanger her#because snow is snow and he would much rather put himself in danger than have others die on his watch like during the purge#which is an overlooked side of his character in 13-2 ngl i feel like no one takes that into account when they talk about him leaving serah#but anw MOVING ON#and then noel comes around and he encourages her to go after what she wants on her own#instead of taking on her burden for himself he helps her carry it#theyre a team and theyre equals and they save EACH OTHER over and over again hand in hand#theyre so beautiful man#but the way snow and serah are written in 13 is so incredibly beautiful too#when snow tried to help serah fulfill her focus he went WITH her and would follow her to the ends of the earth if thats what it took#and then in 13-2 that changed and he went off alone#again i think it makes sense given what he went through in 13 but its bittersweet#i could make a whole analysis on how snows and serahs relationship changed after 13 istg the shift didnt just happen for no reason#13-2 snow is vilified too much man#final fantasy xiii
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love how the language in 8x01 changes so suddenly it goes from sam saying "I thought you were dead" multiple times to dean being like "we told each other not to look for each other but then of course we always ignored that" as if dean didn't know exactly where sam was after s5 (so not a matter of looking) and as if sam didn't think dean was just dead after s7 (so also not a matter of looking) like don't we even care about the truth anymore!!
#not saying spn viewers don't have their head up their ass but sam getting to remind them that he thought dean was dead in future#conversations especially to dean's stupid face might have helped#but it was like the writers didn't care because of course dean's word is law even if he's contradicting himself (which he does often)#anyway this isn't a “nooo sam obviously tried” kind of take it's an observation of how often dean gets to flip the script#and how often they let him#conversations regarding the gadreel arc after the purge aired anyone!!!
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I had my little duckies from @wonderlandmind4 lined up on top of my monitor and mom accidentally bumped my chair which bumped my desk which knocked one of the duckies down. We thought he'd be on the ground, so we looked, and we looked, only to discover a previously unnoticed open vent.
That's right.
Mom sent my ducky down a hellmouth and into ducky hell.
Who do I call at the Catholic church to get my ducky prayed out of ducky hell? I think that's how it works.
#MY DUCKY IS LOST TO DUCKY HELL#then again maybe i should be more optimistic#maybe my ducky is just in ducky purgatory and will one day purge himself of all ducky sins and ascend to ducky heaven
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i dunno the media but these dragons look sick 👍
YEAHHH, Cynder is the very best 💜🩷🖤
She's from the edgy, grim reboot trilogy of the Spyro games that was done in the mid-aughts. uhhhhhhh TL;DR synopsis in the tags it... it's long. i'm sorry but this series WAS my childhood
#theoneandonlyyeti#cynder the dragon#tl;dr BBEG Malefor is a special ultra-powerful Purple Dragon. he wants to rule the world and doesn't want another Purple Dragon to stop him#sorry — not rule the world. bring about an almighty; world-ending apocalypse#he gets locked away by a bunch of other dragons but still has some influence#he commands his minions to steal 1 egg and destroy ALL other eggs in the world. but spyro(our protag; a Purple Dragon)'s egg is smuggled out#dragonflies find his egg and raise him as one of their own until Destiny Comes A'Knockin and he learns all about his special-ness#meanwhile the stolen egg (Cynder) is corrupted and becomes Malefor's puppet to try and bring him back#Spyro stops Cynder but is merciful. Malefor's influence is purged from her and she turns into a baby again (just like him!)#End Game 1#she's saddled with INCREDIBLE guilt over everything she's done and runs away#meanwhile another of Malefor's cronies is yrying to bring him back. Spyro is young and desperate and starts falling to the same dark powers#that overtook Malefor. he manages to stop Malefor's guy but is falling more and more into darkness. Cynder returns and — knowing what the#corruption is like — manages to snap Spyro out of it#the ritual site around them begins to collapse and traps them. Spyro seals them into a crystal so they can survive it#End Game 2 (my plot knowledge is rusty on this one i didn't actually play it)#*spongebob voice* three. yeahrs. laehtehr.#their crystal is excavated out of the rubble and Spyro and Cynder are captured by bad guys! and Somehow; Malefor Returned.#Spyro and Cynder are rescued and they seek out the dragons that initially sealed Malefor away#they make a plan to stop Malefor but he starts killing the other dragons#*cue me sobbing as the Gary Oldman father-figure dragon sacrifices himself ;-;*#Spyro and Cynder confront and defeat Malefor but he has managed to initiate armageddon. Spyro realizes he can stop it but doesn't know if he#or Cynder will survive. in the COOLEST cutscene ever he begins stitching the world back together... seemingly sacrificing themselves#everyone comes out of their shelters and celebrate that their lives and the world are saved! Spyro and Cynder are mourned.............#but after the Fade to White they are seen playing and frolicking in a meadow; FINALLY able to just Be Kids. be happy and carefree#End Game 3 :)#that's everything she's in we do not mention Skylanders 😌
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mask, rae
mask: Does your OC wear a mask, literally or figuratively? What goes on beneath it? Is there anyone in their life who gets to see who they are under the mask?
Rae puts on a "everything is fine and I know how to deal with people" mask every time he steps out into the world. He LOVES people, yeah, but he also can't stand them. They make his anxiety spike so badly.
On the surface, he's maybe just a little jumpy, but below, Rae is absolutely writhing in embarrassment and agony trying to get words out that don't come off as stilted or weird. The mask also comes into full swing during his performances; kids don't want to watch someone having a panic attack on stage. You're supposed to be a calming, fun presence.
The only people who get to see Rae for all his fully anxious glory are their adoptive parents, Red and Blue. Violet hasn't quite reached that point in their relationship yet.
#oc ramblings#ask game#oc#my oc#oc: rae#anonymous#rae is fun because he looks calm on the outside talking to someone and then inside it's the purge#rae's energy also comes from being around people so it's like#he has to force himself to fill his social battery regularly
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🎤 🎤 🎤
a song that i associate with my muse meme!
AHH, hey, ramone!! thank you for sending in this prompt :D since you sent in three of the mic's, i shall now be treating you to three songs that make me think of blamore when i hear them / that i associate with it. an explanation of why i chose them will be in the tags <3
hozier - who we are.
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icehouse - crazy.
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depeche mode - personal jesus.
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#IT WAS PROBABLY NOTHING BUT IT FELT LIKE THE WORLD: musings.#asks - answered.#ooc post.#okay but ESPECIALLY heavy on the last one because it literally all about the idea of someone that people can turn to in hard times-#like a god or a prophet who will listen to your plights and help you + who you should believe in. and i say this because one major theme-#to blamore's character is the concept of being a false prophet and someone who essentially unfortunately takes advantage of people's-#longing for things to get better in gotham. bc i feel like a lot of people there have either been failed by the system by other's or-#possibly both and this is so that blamore can get people to voluntarily want to consume the 'seeds' it distributes in order to uhh...#well purge gotham of its undesirables basically as terrible as that sounds. but yeah that depeche mode song? it's such a good one for-#him and definitely has helped me before to write things related to him since blamore does sometimes believe in its own hubris.#but as for the second one by icehouse that one i associate with it because although it doesn't exactly consider itself to fully identify-#with the label of being a 'man' i feel as if blamore will still talk about itself that way sometimes. its relationship with its gender-#is honestly a little bit complicated NGL because him using it/its pronouns as well is something blamore adopted recently even-#though he'd always sort of felt like disconnected and/or like it didn't really align with how he saw himself completely. BUT yeahhh#i honestly could start a whole discussion about that but i shall do that another time perhaps ahah. anyhow though besides that-#elephant in the room ever since it has transformed into this half-human half-plant monster being... although it does love any partners-#it has very much (trust me) i feel like it does wonder why they chose to be with him more often than he'd like to admit.#so that's where the whole 'crazy' part comes in and as for the hozier song that song is about how you kind of have to carve through-#this 'darkness' to rediscover ourselves and who we want to be as a result of going through a rough time or just something tough in-#general and that is SO freaking fitting in my opinion for blamore because it definitely had to completely reframe the way it thought-#about itself when it transformed. and he also had to figure out what he believed in / what his values were now which can be suchhh-#a messy process TBH but this isn't the first time that blamore's had to rediscover itself as life is honestly kind of this ongoing-#process of losing yourself and trying to find yourself again you know? but yeah. i hope you enjoyed my explanation here tehe <3#and also that you enjoy the tunes!!
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Purge Trooper thinks he is the Will of the Emperor but he a lackey #starwarsjedisurvivor #starwars
An Imperial Purge Trooper thinks he is the Will of the Emperor but he just a lackey for Darth Vader who himself is a lackey for the Emperor, Darth Sidious.
#An Imperial Purge Trooper thinks he is the Will of the Emperor but he just a lackey for Darth Vader who himself is a lackey for the Emperor#Purge Trooper thinks he is the Will of the Emperor but he a lackey#cal kestis#imperial purge trooper#purge trooper#star wars#star wars jedi survivor#livestream clip#shorts#youtube shorts#youtube#jonberry555
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Sea (Azul bc he's human) but Star Wars. Cringe but free/silly
#if NO ONE ELSE cares; i do :]#oc tag#OC tag: Sea#Sea#au tag: star wars#he's a jedi :] uses sorisu as his lightsaber form (focused on defense)#was a padawan during the jedi purge and hid himself away offworld and stayed off the empire's radar until the rebellion took hold#he works independently but assists the rebellion when he can; just never considered joining it as an official member#his armor is salvaged clone armor from the 501st leigon! the same Leigon that carried out the purge at the jedi temple on Courascant#im mentally ill ab starwayrssss :3
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anyways! it’s herohei hours~~~~~~
#start the new week r i g h t with herohei and nghy!!!!!#truly the ‘everyone supports nghy’ song of all time~~~~~~~~~~~~#waiting for nagisa’s next mv though~~~~~~ i hope ymk illustrates it~~ she hasn’t illustrated any omoiai song mvs after all so~~~~~~#i wanna see nghy in ymk’s artstyle again… they were s o o o o o cute on the sukiitai album cover#manifesting a nghy duet for the next album (delusional) what if it’s called ‘heroine and prince’. or even ‘heroine and chef’. w h a t then#let lxl be nghy’s fairy godmother in this trying time p l s im beggingngng those two idiots are obsessed with nagisa lmao#still thinking about that interview post-1st izumo collab where they talked about how they successfully converted nagisa into their fan#‘nagisa def became our fan. no doubt about it.’ ‘let’s confirm it with him when we next meet him’ ok losers#w a i t (cursed) what if nghy’s first duet turns out to be them going on a date to a lxl concert in their uni arc—#we already have toxic yuri julieta x julieta (chuucon) s o we can totally have childhood friends julieta x julieta too in nghy r i g h t —#though help i think a nagisa solo about a mundane ‘im a loyal sicks… b u t i now have julieta tendencies and i h a t e it help’ crisis#would be very v e r y funny too. j. just imagine him picturing himself being princess carried by aizo despite being like. 10cm taller. l o l#…what am i even thinking how did i go from herohei to nagisa julieta crisis.#(alsooooo being toxic on main w o r k e d lmfaoooooo i haven’t seen hiyoship twt discourse in the hours since i posted it)#h a p p y l u c k y s m i l e h o o r a y ~ !#ig big brother truly is 👁️watching👁️ but hey my dash is purged so im not complainin~~~~~~#anyways!!!!!! herohei and its nghy uni arc hints triumphs all!!! enjoy your week ok byeeeee#the dude from gamushara
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