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liizzarddd · 5 months ago

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#random persistent thoughts #why do p*rn blogs follow me #I’m not even about it anymore #it’s crazy how body and mind aren’t automatically conntected and you spent your whole life tryna comprehend it so you can function #government is trash #I’ll probably elope in December who knows #church #the older you get the more snake and jealous people around you you’ll have #I regret saying yes to breakfast because I’m so sleepy #I wish people would stop commenting about how small I’m getting #I had someone tell me if I got any smaller they won’t like me #and I’m literally not doing anything #it’s called being mentally stable loll

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shakingparadigm · 1 year ago

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horrendously sick and twisted btw

#IT TEARS ME UP TO THINK ABOUT THE METEOR INCIDENT. I AM GENUINELY TORMENTED BY IT #slipping through his fingers.#it's crazy they were actually crazy for the whole meteor thing whoever thought of it needs to financially compensate NOW #i love you so much ill break every rule if it'd mean you'd be happy with me. run away with me #here i am im setting you free im giving you everything you want. could i be part of that? could i be part of what you want #till slips through ivan's fingers. world has now completely shifted #and he can't even be mad. not properly #because this is why he loves till in the first place. he just cant give up on what he cares about. he'll never stop fighting for it #ivan smiles like. this is why it's you #a lot has been said about the meteor scene already but that doesnt stop me from going insane over it #freedom means nothing if till isn't there with me WHAT IF I SHOOK YOU LIKE A RATTLE BOY #ivan was well off. he was eating at feasts. given fine clothes. groomed clean and celebrated for his achievements #yet he was willing to throw it all away #thinking about how they'd probably live on the streets again. struggle to get by on their own as lost little children #their lives would be closer to the one ivan lived in the slums #except the difference would be till. back then he had nothing. if till ran with him he'd have everything #and yet till turns and runs the other way and ivan follows him because of course he does. theres nothing else he'd rather do #any kind of suffering is worth it as long as its for you #till is stubborn. he's persistent. he can't let go.#well fortunately (or unfortunately) so is ivan. incredibly persistent #so here we go again. back in this prison brushing past one another knowing we almost had it all #I WILL GRAB YOU BY THE BOWLCUT AND WRING YOU AROUND LIKE A JOYSTICK BOY!!!!#YOU MAKE ME ILL!!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!#alnst #alien stage #alien stage ivan #random ramble sorry i have Feelings

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telesodalite · 4 months ago

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Hey, uh? Any scavengers fans wanna share their fav headcanons?

#i humbly beseech thee for any crumbs of blorbo thoughts 🙏#no judgment here. go ham. pls. if you ever wanted a chance to ramble. feel free. pls. if not tho. thats ok too <3 #this isnt like. a total desperate cry. i just have no energy to work on my projects involving them. but the thoughts persist in vague ways-#-cant draw/write. so. chipping away slowly on some possible hc posts. but along the way i thought. man. i oughta ask others cuz why not?#so....? yeah. heres me asking lol. first thought of just asking moots. but its an open invitation for anyone <3 #idw scavengers #the scavengers #idw krok #idw spinister #idw misfire #idw crankcase #idw fulcrum #idw grimlock #idw nickel #mtmte #tf idw #tf headcanons #mtme scavengers #lost light #idk what all to tag lol. thaf prob more than enough tho #never wished harder that i could rotate characters in my head like some of yall non aphantasia folks. seems so nice...#instead its jusg noise. like static. no character. just abstract concepts of character lmao #super random. but its part of the noise. but damn. miss/mr fire would br such a funky drag name for human misfire...#aughh. i need to find time to draw. i can feel the fixation slipping bcs of all the stress and stuff and its like fuuuuuck. my escapism😭#fuck brains for trying to discard the things ya love while youre busy and tired. i want my inspo and drive to create back goddammit >:(#its fine.things are fine. the mental health just needs more health and less mental rn ig. got some free time soon to work on it👍

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herrscherofmagic · 2 months ago

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y'know i was pretty confident that I didn't have depression, until i started learning (about 15 minutes ago) that apparently there's more flavors of depression than the usual Major Depressive Disorder.

so that's...

yeah.

okay.

sure.

:)))))))))

#i need to share some of these random thoughts with someone ASAP or I'll fucking explode so here y'all go lmao #apparently there's a few other disorders/conditions that align with MDD but aren't characterized by such brief and strong symptoms #one being Dysthymia/Persistent-Depressive-Disorder (PDD) and the other being Cyclothymia #i really need to sit down and just make a big giant chart and label all these different conditions and study their symptoms and treatments #then go to my therpaist and be like “hey wtf is all this??? can you help me figure out what tf is goin' on w/ me??”#then go to my psychiatrist and be like “hey so i did all this research and then ran things by my therapist so uhhh how do we fix me??”#I am not one to self-diagnose per se but I still think I need to make an effort to research this on my own first #i love both my therapist and my psychiatrist and they've been great help...#...but also i don't think they had the experience necessary to see past my autistic facade #because unfortunately I'm extremely good at pretending things are okay when they are absolutely not okay #and uhhh hit's kinda fucking killing me IRL and i'm not exaggerating when I say that #in a word where a person must expend their own mental energy to seek education and employment to gain financial capital to afford living...#...and where even personal hobbies involve the self-motivation and energy reserves necessary to engage w/ the things you like to create...#...then i kinda need to figure out the true underlying cause of the “low energy and bad at doing everything” situation I have going on #and fix that ASAP #okay thanks for coming to my ted talk comrades

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ultravioletpeach · 6 months ago

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digicam?...(´*ω*`)

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pa-pa-plasma · 4 days ago

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I feel like people who've only ever watched OPLA have no real concept of just how long One Piece really is. I keep seeing people saying they're excited for the New World, specifically Wano. I'm sorry but there isn't going to be a live action Wano arc.

this series is almost 30 years old. even if netflix doesn't cancel it, they simply aren't going to be able to adapt the entire series. it'll keep getting harder & more expensive, they'll have to rely on CGI more & more as everything gets crazier, the actors will age out of their roles, little changes at the beginning will start to have domino effects down the line, queerphobes will start freaking out over all the queer characters, & even if they manage despite all of those things & catch up in record time, then they'll have to wait for more of the manga to release & have the same problem that the anime does with either adding a shit ton of filler so they can still release episodes in a timely manner or risk losing viewership by waiting.

if you want to get into OP just read the manga, it's not as bad as everyone says. or at least watch One Pace, there's a guide on the subreddit for getting into the dub specifically. Wano is awesome but don't wait until they cancel OPLA after the Skypeia arc, or Enies Lobby at the latest, just get into the manga/anime now & by then you'll have already caught up.

#i would LOVE for them to be able to adapt the whole thing but i've never once thought they actually would or even could #& i've seen multiple fans of OPLA who haven't read the manga or watched the anime hyped for Wano & like. no.....................#if they take 2-3 years per season & each season is an arc. dude. i'm sorry but it's gonna be decades. not YEARS. DECADES #i'll be generous & say a year & a half to make 1 season. extra generous & skip Foxy & condense the war into 1 season #16 years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just to get to Wano #you really gonna wait 13 more years or are you gonna just read the manga/watch One Pace & catch up in like. a year if you're slow about it #you can marathon One Pace casually in like 3-4 months. could read the manga that fast too #i read half the manga in that time because that was my reading time before bed every night #& it only took me so long to get to Wano in the manga because i was super duper slow & would take months long breaks #if you really enjoy One Piece don't wait for a live action version that will never come just read the manga i promise it's good #you just have to go in knowing it's a slowburn like the slowest of slowburns #mostly everything is important & they give you all the pieces they're just so small you don't really notice until later #it's not like. a bunch of random shit happening there is plot & character development & world building you just have to persist #it's like doing a massive milk puzzle that turns out to have hidden glow-in-the-dark messages it's super long but worth it in the end

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grumpzone · 10 months ago

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does anyone else remember y’all wanna do any cums

#it was like a meme Brian tried to get going on the nsp and I think the game grumps twitter #he would just. keep posting y’all wanna do any cums #or like he’d put it over random meme that didn’t make any sense #I don’t think anyone thought it was funny but it went on for what felt like a year #the recent hawk tuah trend reminds me of it. everyone said it was bad and now people are doing it ironically #bad memes become funny when they become ironic or whatever and that’s what y’all wanna do any cums was to me. so unfunny it became a funny #or just the sheer persistence was funny idk #nsp #game grumps #riff.txt

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thejournallo · 1 year ago

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Where are you 5 years from now?

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pinkpossession · 11 months ago

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as much as I talk about how I love doing anything I want with manifesting and how you dont have to do shit to manifest, a bitch will affirm when I dont feel like visualizing. While I dont do a lot of affirming and its not something I usually do when manifesting, it takes a lot of less brainpower sometimes to just say a sentence over and over when Im feeling anxious or upset about my manifestations. I still dont like the idea of affriming 24/7 or constantly watching my thoughts, now thats whack for me but, I dont mind it every now and then.

#random thoughts #law of assumption #loassumption #manifest #affirm and persist #instant manifestation #master manifestor #affirmyourreality #assume #success story #void state

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startrekmemequeen · 1 year ago

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Cold Equations: The Persistence of Memory AU where everything is the same except android!Noonien can't change his appearance so when he wants to disguise himself, he just puts on glasses and a fake mustache. It works PERFECTLY and no one ever recognizes him.

#yes i will never shut up about this book #and about noonien #it was just a random thought #it sounded funny in my head #star trek #cold equations the persistence of memory #noonien soong

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byanyan · 1 year ago

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oops, got myself thinking again about byan having a little hoard of weird and random trinkets and shiny things hidden away under their bed in the same way that some cats have collections of bottle caps under furniture.

like, none of it is particularly meaningful and they don't wear any of the jewelry that's under there, but they like to pull it all out once in a while to look at and are always adding more

#there's a lot of jewelry but there's a lot of other shiny things and weirder stuff too #like there's a heart shaped rock they stole from someone in elementary and some pretty feathers they've found on the ground #but then there's also a wrapper from a cute snack they had and a bone from some random animal they found in a park #colourful buttons and cute ribbons and a trading card from a game they've never played #and probably also a pink bottle cap tbh #literally just a random collection of Stuff they like but have no use for #it's a collection they've had to rebuild a few times too #bc staff/caretakers at the group home(s) would find it all sometimes and throw away whatever looked like junk or trash #tbh it's a collection they still have and add to even after they move in w sol and start sharing a bed #and they still keep it under the bed ofc bc it's habit at this point and honestly I'm not so sure they've even told him it's there 🤔#...im rambling bc I'm kinda buzzed but like. idk I love byan and their pile of random shit #I think part of what got them started was want to actually Have Things bc they grew up not having much #and they would ABSOLUTELY get jealous of kids at school who had all kinds of belongings #who could have coherent collections and all the cool toys and shit #so they just started collecting anything that caught their eye #even if it was labels off of bottles or those cheap erasers shaped like animals or food or w/e that don't actually erase anything #and it's a habit that persisted after they started stealing basically anything they wanted/needed #and will continue to persist even once they have a job and money to buy what they want #god I kept rambling even after trying to wrap things up smh #this is the shit I'm talking about when I say I have weirdly specific and detailed thoughts about inane and unimportant aspects of byan #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

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emily-mooon · 2 years ago

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It is 3 am. I listened to both of Joy Division’s albums. I am having blorbo thoughts. I am also tired cause I had work and woke up early. Shadowplay is playing in the background in the form of an earworm, swapping with Isolation every so often. Still super tired.

#the blorbo being Jonathan Byers #I am so tired I need to sleep but the thoughts about music and Jonathan persist #emily’s random thoughts

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durzarya · 3 months ago

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I am not usually swearing on a brand person. But I just got spare glasses very cheap and while it looks great and they are very pretty even if quality is not the best, and I still love my Ralph Lauren og glasses more.

This only has to do anything with the brand because when I choose my sunglasses I accidentally choose a Ralph Lauren then too.

I have forgotten that frames if not chosen correctly are a particular hell of sensory hell for me and my too main glasses are so lightweight I can barely feel them

#random rambles #listen my two ralph glasses were chosen after trying on different frames for an hour and half #this happened both times #i love my new spare glasses and i will get used to it (probably)#but I genuinely forgot about the sensory issues i have with most glasses #which fair because I had permanent prescription glasses since i was 13 #i thought i grew out of the issue but every time i was choosing frames i spent a lot of times getting the most comfortable one #apparently i just choose wisely and the issue persists

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demonlineswhore · 10 months ago

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Oh my god I put waaaay to much salt on my popcorn I am STRUGGLING😖

#I just wanted a snack while I watch Netflix #damn it I know it was too much when I was putting it on #but I still persisted #OMG THIS IS THAT SCENE FROM HTTYD RTTE #where ruff and tuff made them dinner while they were having a holiday on another island #and they made very salty fish with some salt on top with a side of salt and a pinch of salt and salt to top it off #basically there was a lot of salt #AND WHAT I HAD WAS SALT!!#me and my friend quite that any time we can #random thoughts #food thoughts #popcorn #httyd #httyd rtte #ruffnut and tuffnut

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crazy-grrrl-on-the-computer · 1 year ago

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The conundrum of writing rare ships about side characters who appear once in the source material.

Pros: It's free real estate! No stress to live up to expectations!! No one to tell you you're writing them wrong because there's no one else writing fic to compare yours to!!!

Cons: There's no one else writing fic to compare yours to... back to the minimal source material we go.

#random thought #I swear I used to be better at this #this is fine #just gotta persist and get my old mojo back #rewatch Boueibu another thousand times maybe adshklf #eventually I'll capture their voices again ;;w;;

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nymphaura777 · 4 months ago

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Procrastinating? Read this.

So, you wanna manifest your dream life but keep putting it off?

Let’s be real. You say you’re gonna affirm, visualize, and persist, but then suddenly, scrolling through reels, watching a whole-ass Netflix series, or overanalyzing the 3D becomes your full-time job. And then? You freak out because nothing is changing. Sound familiar? Yeah, thought so.

Why do you even procrastinate on something you want?

Your brain is lowkey tripping. It craves instant dopamine, and let’s be honest—staring at your ceiling, imagining your dream life while reality looks the same ain’t always fun. Your mind wants proof, results, and fireworks ASAP, but that’s not how this game works. You gotta train your brain like a puppy: consistency, belief, and a whole lotta "sit down and shut up" energy.

"I’ll start tomorrow" is the biggest scam ever to exist, no cap fr.

Tell me why you think tomorrow will magically make you more disciplined? Spoiler alert: It won’t. Tomorrow turns into next week, next month, and suddenly it’s 2026 and you’re still waiting for "the right moment." That moment? It’s now. Get up. Start affirming. Step into the version of you that already has it.

The 3D is playing with your head, but you gotta play it back

I know, I know, the 3D is looking disrespectful. Your SP is acting like you don’t exist, your bank account is laughing at you, and your dream life feels like a fever dream. But guess what? The 3D is just old news, and if you keep reacting, you’re just keeping the same boring storyline alive. Ignore it. You’re the director here.

How to actually stop procrastinating & start manifesting

Set a deadline for your doubts: Give yourself 10 minutes to freak out, then move tf on cause we ain't gonna suppress our emotions.

Romanticize your manifestation: Act like you’re the main character and your dream life is unfolding.

Affirm like it’s your job: No days off. No breaks. This is your reality, claim it, if you don't wanna affirm it's still alright like I already said in other posts that you need to be the version that already has that. Some people has preferences, some prefer Affirmations, while some prefer subliminals/guided meditations choice is yours.

Stop playing victim: You are literally the creator of your life. Act like it.

Make it a habit: Turn manifesting into muscle memory. If you can scroll IG for hours, you can repeat affirmations.

Drop the obsession: Desperate energy repels. Relax. Breathe. Your desire is already yours.

You either keep waiting, or you wake up and take control

The truth is, your dream life is waiting on YOU. Not the universe, not some random timeline, not "divine timing" just YOU deciding to stop playing and actually persist. So, what’s it gonna be? Are you gonna keep making excuses, or are you finally gonna step into your power?

You already know what to do. Now go do it, embody that version and manifest your dream life!

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