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bro what the fuck are they doing with my package
#fun story#i ordered 3 things from hot topic. they shipped but never arrived so a couple weeks later i messaged them abt it#and went back and forth with them for a while bc their customer service agents cant read apparently#before being told i had to call bc one of the things i ordered went out of stock and i was replacing it w smth more expensive#so i call and im on the phone for like a fucking hour missing the 15 minute window i have to eat between jobs#and being on the phone at work for a while lmao#i finally get it done and the guy fucking forgets my apartment number in the shipping address. it's in the billing address tho??#so i email them AGAIN and im like yo your man forgot my apartment number. they cancel that order and place another#the effect this has is that the $14 payment for the more expensive item is cancelled as well. bc again they don't read#so im like sick i will effectively get these $60 pants for $15 (im very good at sales and also manipulating customer service)#but apparently when they replaced the order they put ny apartment number not in the address‚ but as part of my name?????#so i think its fucking up usps. but it came in 2 packages and 1 has arrived so i still have hope. but thats not the end#yesterday guess who fuckin calls me. its hot topic. my original order arrived to the fuckin store in my local mall#and theyre like i think we fucked up bc we just found this package but it says you picked up your order already. do u want it#and i was like yes? not really sure what package to be expecting and its my ORIGINAL FUCKING ORDER#so once this package arrives i will have gotten 2 of the same shirt‚ 2 kiki sign things‚ a sweater‚ and a pair of pants for $40#and i figure i can return one of the shirts and one of the signs that i have duplicates of for store credit of their full price#so anyway yeah. thats been the past 3 weeks for me.
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i love doodling swapinverse like hello drawing characters aside from the normal mtt is lowkey therapeutic 🧡🧡🧡 anyways i FINALLY FINALLY finished crash's lore!!!! and vice.SER is connected to him,,,, theyre interconnected!!! i forgot how much i liked crash's design (not the design but all the little gimmicks in the design. figuring out all the hanging ribbon bits is annoying but hey it looks good)
#outertale does not exist in swapinverse anymore. how quaint#dude thalia and melpomene are th only ones that r like. 100% good#I NEED TO MAKE MORE GOOD AND NICE CHARACTERS😭😭😭😭#mst..... recreators (qip name 4 siphon n crash?) and vice.SER........ theyre all EVIL (or have evil goals)#i WAS thinking doing something with reaper because i adore his design and aesthetic and i wanna combine it with SOMETHING idk what#anyways if core frisk error which is supposed to be vice.SER exists then should normal core frisk exist too?????#i mean i dont think that just because a core frisk role esque person exists doesnt mean the role is instantly filled up#the mst and mtt co exist in swapinverse but those 3 are like.... NORMAL aus. not outcodss n stuff#i love the giant lance thing i gave crash. i mean the ribbons can form any weapon and take any shape (kinda like puella magi mami's guns)#but like..... it just is so cool i love characters that use multiple weapons#i LOVE (haha) every single little gimmick thing i give swapinverse characters. the tiny details is what i adore giving them#if you catch me not posting 4 a bit its probably just bc im working on swapinverse or jk fashion au. or maybe ive seriously just lost motiva#anyways i have a few banger rants in my drafts ive yet to elaborate om but just like....... i dont feel like it#someon needs to wrangle those posts out of my tired lazy arms#lowkey why do siphon and crash remind me of kanade and mafuyu. idk i cant explain#if you cut vice.ser in half it would be like jelly with binary in it. i wanna eat him#he would tingle on my tongue but thats just the static. eating yhe glasses would be difficult bit they dont have lenses so its ok#i drew them both looking at us but i think that vice.ser is the only true one always looking at US.looking out from inside#god i love swapinverse sooo much i wish i could get it done faster and be goatedly good with motivation. a shame#but i do think that i may be finishing up the character descriptions 500% ish sure#SO THEN THAT MEANS I CAN WORK ON THE ACTUAL STORY!!!! WOOOOO#ive already decided that theres gonna be mentions of me myself and i in it. i love meta storytelling#im cursed with perpetually sweaty hands i hate having to draw on slighty damp paper. nobody understands me#UGH im getting too happy in life im starting to act weird in public and offering to help people. i need to stop#anyways just school doodles!!! because in the period where they take our phones i have naught to do but draw#i need to get back (start) my english reading. and then help my friend with a few questions on her homework. how joyous#and then i can get back to my BETTER homework (working on swapinverse :3)#crash managed to destroy outertale in his lore i wonder how many worlds vice.SER will destroy#actually if hes supposed to be core frisk error then i should make him NOT destroy worlds right???? right#tricule rant
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the goddamn toast water post just made me utter "history is fucking real" in the most solemn and serious tone of voice, out loud, to myself, in the goddamn bathtub
#life is ridiculous and I'm its biggest clown#in my defense it's not even 9 am and I woke up at 6 for some reason (the reason prob being that I start work at 6 atm)#so I chose (violence) reading Stray Gods fic in bed for a few hours followed by the need to just vibe in the bathtub#I've only just had my coffee and a slice of cold pizza leftover from yesterday and it's such a uni-days thing to do#I've kinda missed it. tho I wasn't drinking coffee back then (how the fuck did I survive mornings without it??)#anyway. feeling very soft and tender abt my past self today. I miss her even if she was just as much of a mess. in different ways#the kind of mess who would openly flirt with some strange dude she didn't really know over the phone#the kind of mess who moved across the country just for a chance at trying with sb she liked who really never wanted to date her#the kind of mess who's always fallen for her best friends and who'll likely never stop#the kind of mess who feel so damn hard for a woman 15 yrs older than her just bc she was kind and sweet and a mess herself#the kind of mess who moved in with a friend she was solidly in love with for a bit who had her boyfriend over most nights#just.. it's not all about those feelings but they're decidedly a big part of why I've ever done anything#and I will prob always miss the friend who'd lie on the train platform with me just giggling into the night as ppl walked past#her head on my stomach and me just feeling so high it felt like I'd never stop floating (just for a while though)#I guess what I'm trying to get at here is that Mi miss just letting my feelings take me places even at the risk of losing it all#I'm so much more hesitant and guarded now. and sure part of it is being medicated for my bipolar. it's good that I don't call strangers#and almost invited them over. or that I no longer walk barefoot through the city at night by myself (usually)#but I do miss just idk. intimacy I guess. and how easily it used to come to me to just try and be open abt wanting it I guess#oh well. best be getting out of the bathtub. it's not a good place to be with these thoughts. and it's too early for this anyway#a day in the life of..
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this weekend was…absurdly miserable lmao
#yes I’m being negative again but in a much more general way than usual!#it was foreseeable since I spent the past like 4 weeks at my parents’ house with my sister and yuki#and always had someone around me#so naturally being back at my own flat in the city I don’t know anyone in has been shit#but I also didn’t even do ANYTHING to at least try to keep my mind busy 😭#no giffing no reading no workout no replying to messages and asks#just. laying in my bed and discovering I actually developed a widow’s hump from looking at my phone a lot and stuff#like 😭😭😭😭 that’s the high life my friends. my twenties have been glorious#and let’s not forget the crippling anxiety on top cause my very close future is still written in the stars and I’m coping so well!#someone save me bro#anyway I’ll drive to the library tomorrow and Tuesday and try to get some writing done wish me luck#Wednesday's gonna be so fucking exhausting as well work-wise I can't wait for the coming week :)))
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When a completed fic mysteriously updates with a new chapter, but it is not the final chapter and there are no author's notes about it at the beginning nor end.
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#Latee speaks#...I mean I guess it's good that it's one that I had skim read through the latter half and keep meaning to properly read#because no matter how short the chapters are that's 50+ chapters to sort through#and this is at least the second time it's happened#...just to clarify I don't normally skim read#just a combination of my increasingly wandering attention span and other things#making waaay too many tabs on my phone and loosing where ever I originally was#both me and my pc can barley keep up with the tabs and I've slowly moved to reading more on my phone#making use of a 'To Read' tag to try to focus#...skimming a recent update to inspire myself back to the beginning--which usually works--not always#I am split between making a more obvious tag for fics I've done this too or just sticking with the one#...that i keep forgetting#I just have no idea what to tag it though...#actually I do need to change it because symbols can be weird with the search#.....
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I've got a couple of days left in September when I want to squeeze in some time to finish a couple of books I was reading this month, and Inklings Challenge starts in a couple of days, so of course this was the perfect time to get obsessed with Victober and download a bunch of obscure Victorian books.
#i was in waiting-around situations today where youtube was a justifiable distraction#and unfortunately fell down a rabbit hole#i actually climbed out and threw together an october reading list i was pleased with#a couple of new things but also some things i was planning on reading anyway#some things to continue#some that need to go back to the library soon#almost all very short#i was stupidly proud of myself for coming up with a way to fill all five victober prompts with three books#including two i was planning to read anyway#but then i fell down the rabbit hole again#and downloaded a few more books#see the dangerous thing is that they're all free online#you can pick up books on a whim#and i have so very many whims#the idea is to have them available for future but be aware i likely won't read most of these#but of course now i'm excited for all of them#i need to put down the phone and go to bed and clear my head#but in good news i got the inklings teams posts formatted#i work the next two eves so i had to get it done now#and it's a good thing i was on the ball#because i always forget just how complicated that process is#everything in triplicate#this year all the software worked well thank goodness#no trouble with lost names or lopsided teams#it's just that there's a lot of sections of three different posts to pull together#so it's always more work than i'd expect#i'll still add names if people jump in btw#i just need to have the vast bulk of the work done in advamce
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bite scene bite scene bite scene
#TECHNICALLY not there yet but im in the scene that transitionsninto it so whatever#im writing thebbite scene kn my phone bc i wanted to work on it Now a while ago#if you check the note its in ita funny it starts as a very different scene until i decided to cut right ti skip to the bite#fnaf fan in my brain keeps repeating bite of 87 every time i refer to this shi as just ‘the bite’#anyways when im done with it but before i start editing i might post some snippets for my test audience (interested mutuals) to read#i will also take feedback on it bc PLEASE#im losing jt it have a fucking headache and my fingers are cold whatwver#salty talks#i need to weite a lil more of the bite scene
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omg i get a little stressed and to cope i end up playing esthetician until 130 am and go to bed feeling worse than before. and like id pluck every leg hair out but haven’t brushed my teeth yet. and after that my skin gets soo bad and im like whattttt why is this uappening.
#text#the past couple of months have been crayzeeeeeee but now things are cslm. but im still 🫨🫨🫨 mentally bc im not in a good routine or anything#it always starts bc im like ‘i need to take better care of myself’ and then ends badly. lol#tiktok ‘everything shower’ joke kinda made me get back into the strange habit of doing the absolute bare minimum + doing everything in one#night and feeling worse. instead of like having a more consistent routine#rly i need to start working out again. it helps me regulate things bc i like to plan ahead lol#im on anxiety meds now so im gonna TRYYYYYY to help myself by getting in a better routine#AND BY THAT. i mean SLOWLY bc ive gone through this cycle before and and starting things all on the same day is a variant of this.#and i gotta get off my phone. my neck fucking hurts from sitting weird and scrolling too long#tiny bit cringy to admit but i want to find a stim toy that i could do the same scroll motion on. if that makes sense#like a smooth peice of metal or something. maybe i’ll buy a little keychain and see if that could replace the motion while im chillin doing#something else#SORRY if anyone does read this usually i reread my posts to make sure im coherent before posting but its 140 something am and im high again#ALSO 2024 resolution im done being high on most week nights. i need to calm down w it#ok last thing bc this is funny#phoebe bridgers song came on while i was driving home and the one lyric was like im not afraid of going back to school…….#and it hit me in that exact moment bc I AMMMMMM AFRAID TO go back to school but im not‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ it’s fine‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ i am not gonna#ok goodnight. i brushed my teeth#sabotage this.
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the poems in my notes app are so good oh my god. who wrote these cuz it surely couldn't have been this foggy brained bitch
#mine#I'm glad for whenever i have a concept and i grab my phone#cuz i literally never remember it later#most of these need a little bit more work to be Done#but like god damn. reading them is like :0 oh woah#also damn if she doesn't love a burning metaphor#so many of these include flame burning or ash etc.
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actually should be illegal that i have to go to work and mark during the winter. i should only have to read fanfic, consume excessive amounts of coffee, complete crochet projects, and stare longingly at the sunset.
#can you tell i read a REALLY GOOD fanfic this morning and it's ruined my brain for anything else for the rest of the day#i want to reread the whole thing again immediately#yes it is once more a 'salmon complains about marking' post#you should all be proud of me tho i think it's the first time i've done it since the academic year started!#i grow! i can learn!#(new workplace is... much better for work-life balance bc my timetable is noticeably lighter and we are below our 1265 directed hours max)#(and holy shit can i *feel* that difference)#(which means more marking can get during work hours#as it should and less sunday evening grumpy marking)#anyway i have managed to do three whole sets of marking *not* in a rush this year already i couldn't do all of them this way don't be absur#ok my break from adding up numbers is over gotta go back to it#thanks for listening to me complain gay people in my phone#text post#my post
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365 Days of Writing Prompts: Day 308
Adjective: Kind
Noun: Crow
Definitions for those who need/want them:
Kind: having or showing a friendly, generous, and considerate nature; used in a polite request; (of a consumer product) gentle on (a part of the body); (archaic) affectionate or loving
Crow: a large bird with mostly glossy black plumage, a heavy bill, and a raucous voice; (derogatory) a woman, especially an old or ugly one; the constellation Corvus; the cry of a rooster; a sound made by a person expressing triumph or happiness; a member of a North American people inhabiting eastern Montana; the Siouan language of the Crow
#im very rather late again for this prompt#i accidentally fell asleep (ofc) and when i woke up for the day my phone was fully dead#so i had to wait for it to charge a bit before being able to work on and post this#so big oops for all that#i was so tired last night cos my girlfriend and i had done laundry#and we spent time with my parents (we played some games together which was lots of fun)#then when we got home my girlfriend and i watched some more orphan black and played a gam ourselves#it was a pretty fun and busy day#when it comes to this prompt i absolutely love it#if you couldnt tell from my url 'crows' are my favourite birds#i also dearly love all of the 'crows' from the six of crows duology and grishaverse series by leigh bardugo#when i think of 'kind' and 'crow' together i cant help but think of how helpful and generous 'crows' are to people whove been nice to them#so i may write a poem about a 'crow' returning a favour to someone#or perhaps helping guide someone who needs that type of help#i could also see myself taking inspiration from leight bardugos works (all six of the 'crows' are 'kind' in their own ways)#i am very excited about this one#thanks for reading#writing#writer#creative writing#writing prompt#writeblr#trying to be a writeblr at least#*game#*leigh#(sorry for all the tiny typos i was rushing to get this posted cos i was already late enough)
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I feel like my crown just shifted up oh my god
#i have a cleaning thursday before work so like i can tell someone#but also why did i do that i schedualed it super early like im already regreting it#considering itll be the day after valentines which means my shift ends at 9/9:30#and ill have to be there at my dentist by 7:30am#its whatever i just need to finish my dental work at the office then get my wisdom tooh pulled and ill be done w my teeth health wise#and then its onto the allergy shots which reminds me i have to reschedual my appt w my ent hoepfully its not anything too crazy far out#but i wanna talk w him and be like hey these shits are expensive what are my options or do u wanna be a homie and update my diagnosis#so they can get covered by my insurance cause i think if i can breath at like even 80% capacity my life would immensly change#and i was reading abt how like major chronic allergies lead to inflamation and my drs were concered abt that n i know i need to lose weight#but not being able to breath thru my nose hinders that to a degree#but like severe allergies are horrible for inflamation and like fucks up ur body and its like no wonder i feel horrible all the time#and itll prolly massively improve my sleep which also helps you#and i gotta go see my thyroid dr whos on the opposite end of town and wont answer the fucking phone to schedule and appt#cause i have to do that to renew my prescription and frankly i wish my primary dr could take care of that or get a new thyroid dr in general#but shes on maternity leave so ill have to wait for that#my dentist is also on maternity leave so ill have to see a diff one#i also ghosted my cardiologist but he literally called and was like ur fine the tests we ran showed ur in good health#but u should be more in shape and i didnt want another lecure abt being fat so i didnt go but i prolly should tho my results#prolly arent relavent anymore#and ive attemped ive done my bike workout a bit but its also been winter and i cannot bring myself to do anything besides rot in bed#most of the time and if i am going out its like to the movies or events where i just stand around and talk to people very low effort#i also have to email that lady abt my cetificate i still havent gotten abd the haircut place who charved me twice and write that damn review#that ive forgotten so many times
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supervisors not explaining things clearly at all even when i say hey i have never done this and then i can hear the merchants making fun of how long this call is taking in the background
#personal#at the people complaining one that genuinely made me feel bad so fuck you two you need ur shit to work i’ll break it further.#three i’ve had 6 hour calls im not fucking around this has been an hour relax#no like i get it techs are the like enemy of the common worker any tech call and we shit on the company it’s absolutely harmless#but like we shit talked away from the phone quietly or like. after the call.#but also i’m destroying this supervisor i hate getting him when i need help on calls#like one didn’t read my description giving me advice for unrelated issues#then straight up saying i’m not sure i understand i have not done this before#VAUGE SENTENCE!!!!!!#so i follow up with an in person super visor who confirms it#still wrong#ohhhh here’s the actual step by step way to do it#why didn’t you send that the first time. my god#i mean i guess i could have found it it was in the system but i didn’t#anyway it’s like okay. that solved the issue. why didn’t you send that half an hour ago when i said i didn’t know how to do this#and like i even identified the right issue in my question description!!!!!!!!#and these folks are gonna make fun of the call but then have two more broken machines like why i outta
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two phone calls + therapist session all before noon have resulted in enough fatigue & back pain that I need to go lay down. okay.
#i still have to write up an email for therapist before like 4pm so we can add more evidence to disability claim#but i guess that is gonna be it for disability claim work today my body is enforcing this HARD..lol. okay okay#dial p for post#EDIT: remembered i have phone doctor's appointment tomorrow & pt on weds....auuuuuuuughhh....#i would LIKE to accomplish other goals of Writing Some of Book & Reading Other People's Books#but all i might get done this week is most of this sweater. okay.
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I am stressed :(
#IF YOU READ THESE TAGS DON'T SEND ME KOFI THINGS OR ANYTHING I JUST NEED TO VENT BEFORE I EXPLODE#(I do have stickers and stuff on redbubble tho)#my PC's bsods/crashes are worse (1 every week or so and sometimes 2 a day I've had 2 in the past 3 hours)#and I'm pretty sure the root issue is the RAM is bad#which means it has been this whole time because I no longer turn my PC off at the end of the day like I did before ~mid 2022#and I don't have $300 to buy new RAM#and idk if I can get a replacement 3 years after purchase#and even if I do I will have to open it up and pull the RAM out and have no PC for probably a few weeks#and having just my phone will absolutely fuck with me like it did when I first moved in this house#and I need 2 usb sticks to properly diagnose and possibly need to repair some corrupt windows files#which I haven't done before#And meanwhile my fucked up premolar is falling out of my jawbone and is loose and I keep bumping it and it doesn't hurt as much as it shoul#and I am near to an abscess at any given time because of it and I need to get more shots because I don't want to go#without updated vaccinations but also having a tooth removed and one or two more cavities filled is very expensive#and I don't have any income so I have $4.80 to my name#and I need to work from home because of anxiety and I can't do that while my PC is having issues#I got a bsod earlier and got in Minecraft to play a little and got a second BSOD after just 2 hours#they're RAM related (memory_management and faulty_hardware_corrupted_page#but I am worried about the side effects of this many#I can't find any suitable work anyway and I need a new photo ID and those are $50 and my weekly income from studies/surveys/etc is about#about that and I am already living on about $30 of food a week (frozen pizzas and party pies and stuff + liquid breakfasts so I get some#minerals and vitamins) and I would rather scrape by then sign up for social security because of the horrible draconian shit they put people#though just to keep a payment that is 1/4th minimum wage and not liveable in the slightest#(THE PIZZAS GIVE ME FAT PROTEIN CARBS FIBRE AND A LOT OF KJ they are efficient)#(I would love to cook)#(I budgeted out meal prepping and it came out to costing twice as much for the same food if I bought the cheapest ingredients)#( and also same amount of food I eat once a day (1/2 pizza or equiv ~300g/3000kj/700cal) and use chocolate to carry me through the middle)#(the chocolate also keeps me focused and my mood up)#every single BSOD massively spikes my anxiety and it locks me up and I just fret for a while and I am cautious about drawing because it#can happen at any time and I don't want to lose things I've worked hard on
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Idk how I used to read insanely long, like 50+ chapter fanfics, on my phone and laptop. Hello eyestrain, will you be staying long???
#there’s this absurdly long fic (literally a three parter and each part clocks in at a quarter of a million words or more & like 100 chapters#and i really want to read it but i’m like. how.#i read the first chapter on my phone but it took SO long. i don’t know how people read on these things#i feel like i’m going to have to copy-paste it all; format it into a kindle book and just read it on my kindle lmao#i was trying to discover whether someone’s done half the work for me and made it into a pdf but i can’t find one :/#is there some sort of button on ao3 that lets you copy a whole fic to save it maybe? i mean i feel like they wouldn’t do that#but equally i feel like they would. idk#i just want a .mobi file. i don’t care if it’s organised into chapters or anything. it just needs to be readable on a kindle#i will continue to look into it. i just can’t believe no one’s already made it into a pdf lol.. it’s one of the most popular fics#in that fandom. it has a goodreads page. it might as well be a novel!#personal#edit: oh my fucking GOD there’s a ‘download’ button on ao3. and one of the options is a mobi file. because of course it is#well if you need me i’ll be reading this absurdly long fic for a fandom i’ve been in for literally 15 years
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