Where to begin and end
a man contemplates where to begin
his venture is thought compression
his release to begin again
repeats for sake of perfection
hone process shave time
fiddler crabs die like champions
i drive all the neighborhoods gawking
at all the ugly houses
and write down addresses
like my name is chris cringle
there's money in this i have license
i drew a colorful broken mirror
gold and black triangles outside
a mind that has been tested
a mind that has refused limitation
a mind that has killed fiddler crabs
my friend likes my other friend's seed collection
a pleasant and soothing observation
respect given is a self honor
i have similar fondness for that friend's beer collection
after only three tastings
i killed so many fiddler crabs
long before i knew how awful it was to be desolation
i wasted whole villages of them
called them retreaters
children are barbarians
a child called out to me today with deep voice
from his first floor window
hey buddy, hey buddy
i said hey buddy back
his voice far too deep for a child
i remember the day i strolled silently by
as one fat ugly child beat another skinny child
down to the ground without mercy
both the fat kid and me ignored the skinny kid’s cries
and i didn't even have somewhere i really had to be
the last real walk in the clouds i took
included hearing somebody spray painting the hallway
no one was there but i heard it and then
i became overwhelmed by the fumes and ran out of the building
and fainted on the sidewalk
nobody would help me even though i asked for help
i figured i had journeyed back in time and lost the language
when i could stand i looked down at the asphalt
the ground became a swell of maggots
the maggots were people clawing over themselves to be reborn
electric glistening maggot people pulsing on Cambridge concrete
i saw heat waves rise off my body again
this time instead of roses i smelled
i guess it was brimstone
chalky char hot in the back of my throat
stinging along through my nose
snipping the frequencies shy in my ear
not even the city bus could i hear
yet i declared to the light of day
i am a rose child
come journeying to this hell
come only to bear witness
there's no point to report it
there's no point to even remember it
who remembers or recalls the weeds on the ground
they walk on every day
so common a thing is common is common
is not worth ink is not worth time
timelessness is not worth time
when i returned to the building
i had to re-teach myself the alphabet
took five minutes to write 26 letters
because i thought i had
i had given myself lead poisoning
at least that's what it felt like
based on what i heard it feels like
less on that and more one what i just knew was happening
soon after drove my car with a passenger
who touted the merits of a nothing creed
he claimed to be taoist
what do i know of their creed
he was my first taoist passenger
also the first to say his creed is nothing
i could feel him drain my spirit
or my spirit was draining while he was there
and right when i felt wholly drained and taken
i saw letters on my car stereo display spell out
'here and now'
i was reborn that night by a dream i had departed
had been judged and deemed worthy to return
saw myself from a height walking from the judgment place on toward my body
when i awoke i fixed myself a bowl of oatmeal
but the water tasted like arsenic
two nights earlier
i saw a face in the night's clouds
i sat indian style on the sidewalk outside my apartment building
thinking it would be nice if i could kill death or death could kill me now without futzing about it any longer
could you kill me cloud i thought with the cloud in my eye
felt a sharp pain in the center of my crown
back inside my apartment inside the bathroom
before the mirror i pressed my hands to my face watching the reflection
feeling energy surge and pass through me
the skin on my chin and cheeks bubbled
went into my study and opened the window
lit some candles, took out a black book with gold letters
and read Revelations outloud until I got extremely bored
Revelations has a time and place
but after a self-induced stroke, it’s a bit tiresome and unsatisfying
so I closed the bible and walked away
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"Nightwing."
Dick froze halfway across a rooftop, the lights and gunshots of Bludhaven disappearing in an instant. A scowl flashed across his face, teeth clenched and bared, before he forced it back. His face smoothed back out and his voice took on a pleasant, amused tone. "Slade. How did you get this frequency?"
"Nevermind that," Slade scolded. "We have more important things that need discussing, and information to be revealed."
"Is this about Constantinople?" He asked with a lilt, propping one hand on his hip. "Because I thought I told you, those geese totally counted as villains and deserved arrest--"
"I found a child vigilante. What do I do with it?"
"Ex-cuse me?" His fist clenched. "Is this a trick question?"
"No."
"What do you mean, 'what do I do with it?' You know what to do with it; you become its nemisis when their 15 and haunted them for the next decade." His voice was thinly-veiled rage. He couldn't stop himself from shaking. That poor kid, Slade has his sights set on them. He's going to torture that kid, or worse, and now I have to track Slade's trail back to wherever he found this kid--
"I can't do that! He's only eight years old!"
"What?"
"There's this eight year old meta brat running around a Mid-West town in his pajamas while adults shoot at him. There isn't a mentor in sight, and one of the kid's rogues has threatened to skin him. What. Do. I. Do?"
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once you started seeing stanley cups all over your tiktok for you page you were hooked. you went straight to target and bought the light pink 40oz, so excited about your new cup!
today, rafe was taking you to the beach so that you would finally stop making fun of him for "not going outside". once you got the "i'm outside" text you slipped on your pink flipflops, grabbed your stanley, and made your way out the door and into rafe's car.
once you got in the car, you noticed the confused expression on his face. "why are you carrying a pink metal jug around" he questioned, eyeing the dainty pink ribbon tied around the handle.
"it's a stanley cup! they're all over my tiktok feed i had to buy it. isn't it pretty?" you chirped into his ear, looking up at him while taking a sip from the white straw sticking out the top of he cup. "what's the point? just carry around a regular water bottle like a normal person" he scoffed, a confused expression still on his face as he focused on the road.
"rafe! you're such a guy you'll never get it!" you rant, jaw dropped in disbelief over the fact he insulted your cup. "i-" he laughs, rolling his eyes at you. "just don't understand why you need that big thing, baby it's like half your size" he continues to laugh, peering over your shoulder while trying to find a spot in the crowded beach parking lot.
"i have to stay hydrated! it's cute, pink, and has a bow. what's not to like about it?" you continue, flailing your hands around as you argue with him. "s'all i'm saying is that it's impractical. 'm not carrying it either" his voice slowly drifting out as he gets out of the car walking to the trunk to retrieve your bags and beach chairs.
"but rafe! it's heavy and i have to carry my bag" you argue, giving him your best pout. he grabs the cup out of your hand, toying with the ribbon tied around the handle.
"fine, fine, fine i'll carry it. stop with the pout" he scoffs, placing his free arm around you as you walked up the beach.
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