#s such a fuckinf mess!!!!!

[lecliss]

Sakura gets a second point for being the first to complete the tree climbing at being better at chakra control, but at the same time it just feels like she was made good at it so no extra training segment time would have to be put into her getting good at it and it can be all about Sauce and Nart. Idk that feels too pessimistic but also could totally be true.

[insertmesoftly]

There is the ongoing pattern seemingly that when I'm stuck in a rut I go back to BTD and let out some of the heavy themes from it help me vent. I did it for Lawrence alot, ergo my Puppy Y/N and now Im rightfully on my favorite boy Ren, absolutely obsessed with this dude turned dilf.

I don't know about having any juice left over to write something formal but as it stands what I've always imagined for him has, similar to what I gave Lawrence, been an eager participant. Too eager for Ren to handle, too quick to take advantage of his stumbling. Trapped the wrong prey, they're going to eat you whole.

Also, quick confession.... As much as I adore young Ren, holy fuck Ive had a special kind of obsession with messing with Ren from TPOF. I want this old dog to learn new tricks P L E A S E, and i made a stupid fucking au for a Y/N that was abandoned by him and is the kidnapped victim for TPOF.

Alright brainrot done, sins confessed, I need to fuckinf learn how to sleep again. I am scum

[clearpixellove]

Okay so this was a request that didn’t come through correctly

ushijima with a tall s/o who likes to touch on him inappropriately in public and since they stand out because of their height, people will sometimes see what she's doing and what he'd do to her because i am a sinful child

(Request from @justboredtingz )

He’s unbothered in the beginning

Actually, he’s too dense you’re even teasing him

Like if you’re just kissing his neck or pressing up on him

He would think you’re just being affectionate

But if you’re bold enough, oh my, he will catch on

He won’t show it but he’ll definitely get back at you

Like if your grinding on him, he’ll pull you closer

Probably whisper some dirty shit in your ear

“BabyDoll, keep playing with Fire like this.. and I will drag you away and fuck you until you’re crying..”

Hey, he did warn you

So back out while you can but if you keep going he will get more risky

If you’re wearing something that lets him have access in between your legs, he will find a way to either finger you, steal your panties or make you cockwarm him

Oh yeah, he loves cockwarming

It’s not that he’s lazy

He’s more so.. afraid? To hurt you

Like sex with ushijima takes a hell of a lot of trust

He knows he’s strong and he wants to take care of you

Cockwarming is safe to him

And not to plus he loves when you clench around him while he’s not even moving, big ego boost for him

N e way he’ll only be really risky if it’s around his team or a semi public place

Like, he doesn’t care if his team sees him messing you

Sure they’ll tease him but they still see him as a prideful guy to be admired and respected

They know what the fuck is going on in the locker room

They know

But yeah, that’s one of his favourite public spots

The shower to be specific

Tease him enough whilst he’s at a game or practicing and he will drag you to the locker room

Stripping you as quick as possible and he will push you into the shower wall, water running down you both

Fuckinf you from behind, his giant hands touching you all over

Hell even the random slap of the ass

He actually likes it when you tease him in public though

He’s not really possessive per say

Moreeeeee a secret show

Like yeah

You’re his

Oh yeah, just to add

He has like a thigh fetish

Or a calve fetish

You know what, just a leg fetish

He loves them

So a Tall S/O woth long legs?

He’s head over hells in love with you

10/10 would recommend and promise

~~~~

[ao3feed-p5-boyslove]

by saeyoungs

the squad goes to a casino out of the city and spend a few nights- do some bowling and whatnot. after losing in bowling, akira and goro have to share a room with only one bed. Calamity Ensues.

Words: 6273, Chapters: 2/2, Language: English

Fandoms: Persona 5

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Akechi Goro, Kurusu Akira, Persona 5 Protagonist, Phantom Thieves of Hearts, Takamaki Ann, Niijima Makoto, Okumura Haru, Sakamoto Ryuji, Kitagawa Yusuke, Morgana, Sakura Futaba

Relationships: Akechi Goro/Kurusu Akira, Akechi Goro/Persona 5 Protagonist

Additional Tags: Detective Akechi Goro, as he would be, Porn With Plot, Porn with Feelings, BOTTOM GORO FOR THE HUNGRY ONES, there are. a total of SEVEN FUCKINF WORKS IN B.G, they're all really good go check em out pls, this is a mess, no beta we die like men, shuake, akeshu - Freeform, Shameless Smut, author wants to persona 3 herself, it's just PORN I, shameless doe, dis go out to the blushy akechi lovers, gorolover69's dis 4 u, lowercase intended, bc i suck, lol

[mikasas-boob]

this is call out post to my manager

if you’re not her then keep scrolling

hey fuck you jackie if i said i didn’t know how to do something yesterday that doesn’t mean i know how to do it today i watched u literally move a box of toothpaste so it would fall and u told me i needed to work harder so merchandise doesn’t fall from the shelves and also i’m glad ur husband fucking transferred i was sick of his ass watching us work at 4 in the morning just for a fucking opportunity to say that we don’t fuckinf work like that man would be on his phone before he clocked in because he was already snitching on our department like who comes in three hours before they’re scheduled to do that ? fuckinf nobody i said in my interview that you conducted that i’ve been applying to work at this place for y e a r s and u keep rubbing that shit in my face like it’s something incriminating like i don’t understand how ur gonna come into work and tell me that my area is a mess when u come in an hour after the store fucking opens and since the area i work in is at the registers, all the shit that i cleaned up and made it look like we just opened, is gonna be undone because we get customers. i’m trying my best and i feel like u don’t fucking see it i wish you would tell me i’m doing something right so i know if i’m improving like this is why we keep losing ppl like nobody likes how u fucking talk to them and when u apologize it’s not even a legit apology like u don’t say i’m sorry u feel that way that’s how u would talk to a customer that’s being unreasonable but i’m saying i shouldn’t feel like i’m gonna lose my fucking job every time i talk to you like christmas eve was the worst fuckinf shift i’ve ever worked and i couldn’t stop crying for like two fuckinf days and u didn’t even sign my bday card

[kisskookisremaking]

what did you dream about >:O!!!!!!!!!

❤️KRISTIE💛 ^_______^ i dont know where we e were but we were sitting cross legged on the floor n i tjink jungkooks earrinf broke cause i was trying to fix it ,like messing with the opening of it.. n jungkook noticed i was strugglinh so he scooted to face me n he was watching me wrk with the cuuuuuuu~test expression (he!!!!had black kinda messy hair n he was wearig a black hoodie n black shorts !! !) n i ggave the earirng back to him but he asked if i cld put it on for him ~__~ n i Remember his hair wa s covering the shell of his ear so i gently moved it back n his hair n cheek were so sof t it really felt so real ;-; ;-; n so i was putting his earrinng on for him so we were close to each other n he wldnt stop looking at me with his big fuckinf. eyes n we were jsut so CLOSE n i was nervous n then it got weird cause he farted n i was like “..are u gettong comfortable with me” n he laughed the jungkook laugh

[dayoung-remade]

tea on all moon signs 👀 ,, and also i !! really !! love !! your !! blog !! my heart flips everytime u post ajhssjsjdj 😤💓💘💞💖❤

[agonizinglymusical]

KiNkY [Jared Kleinman x Reader] [PART 2]

warnings:s m u t holy shit man,daddy kink, hard af fuckin, memes, Jared Kleinman

requested: yepepepep

×The Gang™ (Connor, Evan, Jared, reader, Zoe and Alana) are all having a sleepover right? It’s at Jareds house and they’re in the basement, so they’re just like messing around, being Meme Teens™ and the reader jokingly says daddy and gives a huge over exaggerated moan while making eye contact with kleinmeme. And he just,,,,‘holy shit….’ and is fuckinf screaming on the inside because ‘that waS LOW KEY HOT’ and so when everyone else is asleep, reader and j man go upstairs to his room and banG×

I’M SO SORRY THIS IS SO LATE,,,, PLEASE DON’T H8 ME

—————————–

||You slowly opened the door and saw Jared practically sprawled out over the counter, a moaning mess as he ‘cranked his joystick’, your name falling from his lips over and over, making your core heat up slightly, as blood rushed to your cheeks

“So… Daddy kink huh?” You said, quoting him as you broke the silence, locking the door behind you, it was going to be a long night.||

“Y-Y/N? W-what the fuck are you doing in here? Can’t you knock?” He said quickly, getting up and covering himself with a shirt, not doing much to hide his raging boner. His cheeks flushed red as you walked towards him, pulling off your shirt slowly and pressing your chest to his, feeling his length press against your thigh “I never said we couldn’t try it babe…”

“W-whaaaaaat?” He said softly, before you connected your lips with his, his hands dropping the shirt as he ran his hands through your hair tugging gently, slipping his tounge into your mouth as you gasped, a soft whimper falling from your lips

You pulled away reluctantly, panting for air after what seemed like hours “Your room, now.” You said demandingly as he felt himself twitch at your controlling tone, he simply nodded and took your hand, leading you off to his room.

he made sure to lock the door behind you, as you laid on the bed, beckoning him over. His heart was pounding as he moved over to you, and kissed you. Hard. Beginning the battle for dominance as he practically ripped off your shorts and unclipped your bra, throwing it across the room somewhere.

you gently led his hands up to your breasts, tingles running down your spine as you felt his hips eagerly buck into yours, not being able to sit still under you, he flipped you over and pulled off his shirt, hooking your legs over his shoulders, his breath warm against your p u s s [fuck you @problematicc-favs ] he gripped your thighs tightly, his ears brushing gently against them as he literally ripped off your underwear and began teasing you carefully, glancing up at your writhing body with an evil grin

he flicked his tounge over your clit gently, your back slightly arching before he gently pulled you closer “Don’t move baby girl, you wanna be good for daddy right?” He said experimentally, looking up to see your reaction and being pleasantly surprised by your vigorous nod and string of curse words after.

as much as you were enjoying this, you figured that you both would enjoy something else much more, so you gently tugged at his hair, gazing down at him hazily as he looked up, his glasses lopsided and fogged up “fuck me.” You said softly, the simple words going straight to his p e e n [again, fuck you @problematicc-favs ] he moved up “hm? I didn’t understand you.” He said smugly. You knew what he wanted you to say, so you might as well so you can get that D I C C

“fuck me daddy. Are you happy now? ” you said, your cheeks flushing as he moved on top of you, positioning himself “very.” He mumbled before thrusting into you, a breath leaving your body as he began moving agonizingly slowly, but harder than you thought humanly possible, at least for Jared, giving you barely any time to adjust.

“Anything else baby girl?” He mumbled, gently flipping you so that he was on top. You choked out whines and managed to stumble out a soft “No” and he raised a brow, before pulling back out a bit “No who?” He asked innocently, nibbling love bites into your collarbone “N-no daddy!” You said quickly, desperate for him

and he was loving each second of it.

“Good.“he said simply before thrusting back into you roughly, beginning a steady pace, gently running a hand down your side and kissing you passionately, your legs wrapping around his lower back as he picked up his pace

he threaded his hands through your hair, tugging gently, eliciting a moan from you as his thrusts grew more erratic and fast, desperate to get off.

you felt the familiar coiling sensation in your abdomen as he hit a spot deep in you, making you see stars as you came loudly with a yell, just that enough to make him release soon after, slumping slightly onto your chest as you rode out your orgasms

both of you heaved as he pulled out, mentally high-fiving yourself for remembering to take your pill today and Jared mentally high fiving himself for not mentioning any memes during the act.

you flopped down next to each other and sighed. “So, daddy kink huh?” He mumbled softly before you giggled, nodding “we should definitely do this again.” Before you cuddled and fell asleep.

[[And everyone downstairs was awake. Alana now owes Connor 20 bucks. Evan is traumatized.]]

The end.

[marchingfluterino]

band shit from yesterday

I FINALLY FINISHED MAKING BAND BINGO!

the first thing i got to check off: hannah was wearing yet another cavaliers shirt. how many does she have

some of the color guard were playing “band pong”, which is just beer pong except at band with a tennis ball that was presumably found near the tennis courts

the staff who handles the uniforms walked out of the staff office while they were doing this and just said “dont drink” as she continued walking

PSAT MEMES.

fucking NO CHANGE. tomatoes

anyway

max made us flutter-run again. like he had us practice it and made basics like 20 times longer with that

it started raining so we all went inside

obviously i put my flute in my sleeve on the way there

and i was walking with michael and went “WAIT WHERES MAX” bc i wanted to see his reaction to me having my flute in my sleeve

and we end up right next to him and i pull my flute out of my sleeve — BUT HE DOESNT NOTICE

AAGH THAT WAS ENTIRELY TOO DISAPPOINTING

in sectionals. we were counting off for a three-part round. michael was two, mary was three, and then it got to matthew. matthew: twenty-five—er—i mean—three! half the room y elled “ONE!!!” at him and the other half laughed really hard

the saxes were all laughing when we start a scale. clarissa stopped us. as soon as we stopped— jack, in reproachful disappointment: joey

i played the very first scale with my entire right hand backwards

substitute thumb for pinky, index for ring and vice versa, middle stays, and the flute rests on your palm

no one noticed

“if its not an impact it’s not impactful” — clarissa

clarissa has noticed that josh DOESNT HAVE HIS MOUTHPIECE ON HIS SAX clarissa, barely containing her anger: where’s your mouthpiece josh, very quietly: they told me to pull out

daryl gave us a new BACKFIELD WARM UP

for some reason they put all the underclassmen flutes on the alto part and all the upperclassmen flutes on the soprano part

even tho there are fourteen of us and they could have, u know, just split us in half

like it would make sense if they had more flutes on the soprano part but THEY DONT. there are five (5)

like wtf the fuck daryl thats literally such a dumb ratio

during full ensemble we added a visual. all the underclassmen plie while the upperclassmen releve

mr hat trick: i wanna — god i cant say it. i wanna FEEL your tongue EVERYONE FUCKINF DIES josh, loudly: ill tongue u real good mr hat trick hat trick: JOSH

max yanked mots papers out of his bell and put them in his hood but they fell out so matt put them back and then DARYL did it it was so fuckin funny

BAND BINGO (no bingos)

paul and / or max run basics for two hours

mr hat trick tells us to be louder at the end of the ballad

devon does something weird and / or throws and / or loses his hat

john / ben / josh play(s) meme songs

mot squeaks really loudly

hannah (mello) wears another cavaliers shirt

flute twirling (free space)

we add something to the show and everyone laughs at it

mendelson plays when we’re not supposed to

max tells someone to join the cavaliers

clarissa insults one (1) specific person

perez messes up / changes something in his solo

[tsuzuki-moved]

my day's been ,,, a thing. so there i am in chem, minding my own business. we're continuing our thermochem lab. things are fine. only, my lab partner isn't there. okay. i can just latch on to a different group, right? apparently not! my teacher didn't want groups of 3's and me being the only person without their partner, apparently she was left with only one choice.

she was gonna be my lab partner. the teacher of fuckinf ap chem.

"that's great!" you say, "she can give you all the right answers!" wrong. this is ap chem after all. the teacher isn't gonna help me with jackshit unless my arm has been cut off, my lab partner or not. cuz im in ap chem! im supposed to be smart (wrong)!!

so enter me in the chemistry lab. silently panicking cuz my super smart teacher is assisting me and doing stuff real efficient, while i keep measuring the fucking distilled water wrong and being an utter fool cuz im nervous. im not gonna blame her for making me nervous cuz she was a really good lab partner in a way and didn't get mad even once when i messed up. but still hhhhhhhhh ya know? im embarrassed. i probably looked so stupid ,,,

all in all, bad day. not good. especially given this happened after my anatomy class aka i just finished examining a rats guts and getting strong whiffs of formaldehyde

[imnotmeimbpd]

R.

I miss her.

In every second, motion, and gesture

the day brings.

I'm not loveable, and I undoubtedly can not

love right either.

I still miss her.

Most days then not, I'm all "black", and since I've come to know her I've always seen her as all "white". So what's not to love about happiness in human form? But at the same time, how could i not come to seldomly envy her at times when I see my black silhouette staring back at me.

Still, I swear when she touched me, it was like I

was able to feel gray, for the first time, even if not psychologically possible.

I didnt just fall, I swear I tripped and smashed my face directly on the concrete for her.

She doesnt know it, and my "never trust a soul" coping mechanism will never tell her.

It hurts, it all hurts.

I dont believe in right people, wrong time love stories. That's all bullshit.

But fuck, I'd rather feel the agony, then have to put anyone else through it. Its exhausting having to love me. Up and down, left and right, everyday.

Every message she sends, I want to reply, but I'm told not to. It's better, safer.

But I miss her so much, it makes me choke.

As if a empty apartment isn't too much room in itself, I'm ready to just sleep on the couch.

My roommate left his keys with rent, and hasn't returned.

It's just me, the ache in my chest, and my "last resort" writing(s) into a void.

There was troubles, Rachel, but she was good to me. I'm grateful she wanted to even be my friend that day. She took a chance on me, when no one else gave a shit. She respected me from the start, my sobriety, my feelings, all of it, even just as friends.

I try not to think about it, I mean any of it, and I dont know why that is. I run from love, desperately. We both know the real truth behind it all. But I cant admit that.

It's hard when its quiet, I think about it all. I find myself hating me more and more. The things I'd said and done, the rollercoaster she got on in the beginning with a fresh start in mind, not knowing what was to come. I planted pictures in her mind of beautiful beginnings, ideas of the "better" that she deserved.

She threw her hands up in the air, only to be given whiplash, and vertigo from my lifes rollercoaster.

She lost everything she came to know and gain here.

I gave the wrong people the right pieces of me, for her, I had nothing.

I cant even sit with people and have a conversation anymore, all I do is blurt out a million things, or completely shut down.

I couldn't even let her talk long enough, or if at all.

It kills me.

It fucks me up, cause I know she felt she could be herself for once around someone, and I didnt even let her talk.

I remember the night she told me she wrote that partial story about her life, to help her be more open with me. We were in a fight, and I was upset, and I told her I didnt want to here it anymore now. It was never talked of again.

I'm fucking awful Rachel.

So fuckinf horribly awful.

How could I have done this.

Its 335am and I miss her,

just like I do every hour.

I wish she was here.

I wish I wasnt so fucked up, you know.

To have been able to love her back when

I had more to give, I couldnt imagine the

different state she'd be in.

I'm a fucking mess right now of tears.

When we became friends, I told her she

deserved better then what she was getting.

I managed to make it 100x worse.

I failed her, Rachel.

K.

[kyohiba]

Xue Yang’s 420 Punishing Reincarnations AU

REINCARNATION AU

but who is he if he doesnt ruin it all tho

ssyifpfff🌙 OH YES

35m 34 minutes ago yeeting patriarch he ruins some stuff but not on the Did Everything Wrong & Ruined Everything level like he did

he could reincarnate n still find song lan bc hes..... basically immortal now

ssyifpfff🌙 n he helps heal xxcs n a-qins soul

34m 33 minutes ago yeeting patriarch like? mass murder of a sect over his pinky? Ok. using the goodness of xiao xingchen and breaking his soul beyond repair?? Too Much

ssyifpfff🌙 yea tht sect was full of dicks tbh but xxc was Angel

33m 33 minutes ago YES

what about xue yang paying off with some reincarnations

with each of them, he learns something

yeeting patriarch and pays for what he did and starts to Realize

ssyifpfff🌙 SLOW BURN CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT ASDFGHJK

32m 31 minutes ago yeeting patriarch in all those reincarnations, he meets painful ends

ssyifpfff🌙 in one of them he goes blind

32m 31 minutes ago but each makes him Learn And Pay

HOLD UP

and then, in the one where he manages to help song lan with the souls of xxc and a-qing

his next one, where the three meet again song lan

HES BLIND

hes still pretty much a petty grudge holding chaotic bastard little shit but with no murder or scheming

but his pay offs didnt end

yeeting patriarch with xxc and a-qing back, he still gotta pay off for what he did

ssyifpfff🌙 once he helps rebuild their souls they should b able to reincarnate too, n they can find each other u___u

29m 28 minutes ago xue yang: *reincarnates again* ayyy wassup song lan song lan: song lan: There We Go Again

wait i think people shouldn't have their past life memories right

yeeting patriarch BUT XUE YANG GETS THEM AS A PART OF HIS PUNISHMENT !?

xue yang in every reincarnation: ah shit here we go again

YES HE NEEDS TO AS PUNISHMENT

WHO PUNISHES HIM??? WE DO

ssyifpfff🌙 GET FUCKED XUE YANG LMAO

26m 25 minutes ago IFENSKSITNESOZFWJKSHS

yeeting patriarch xue yang we love u but u DESERVE

BITCHES GET STITCHES

in one of his reincarnations he trusts some1 n they betray him by killing him

in another one he is born into a loving family but they all get murdered

ssyifpfff🌙 dam thts a lot of years of damage if hes gonna rmmbr them all lmao

23m 22 minutes ago ssyifpfff🌙

22m 21 minutes ago IGEBEKIDTVEKSOZGBSLSUGWKS

It's What He Deserves

it's all for him to Learn

yeeting patriarch learn to accept his punishment, learn about the wrongdoings he did...

ssyifpfff🌙 learn to love back u_u and to accept kindness

20m 19 minutes ago learn to forgive n move on

"i have nvr in my life yelled at a girl like this. whn my mama yell at me its bc she love me. i was rooting for u we were all rooting for u hOW D

ssyifpfff🌙 LEARN FROM THIS"

19m 18 minutes ago the reincarnation he finally meets xiao xingchen again and a-qing he holds grudges like a normal person. and it's just ur average tsundere

yeeting patriarch we cannot wipe out completely the chaotic bastard essence he has

ssyifpfff🌙 DO THEY RECOGNIZE HIM???

18m 17 minutes ago OH MY GOD

yeeting patriarch DO THEY

mayb its like those AUs where they DONT exactly but

they Know theres some1 in there they met once

theres a familiarity

ssyifpfff🌙 he Knows its them tho

17m 16 minutes ago yeeting patriarch it would be Too Cruel for xiao xingchen to remember him...

TRUUUU

GASP Maybe to help xxc n a-qins soul he has to give up his own

ssyifpfff🌙 i mean, give his life

16m 15 minutes ago so they only get that Familiarity Vibe

maybe some fragmented dreams

yeeting patriarch FUKC

ssyifpfff🌙 YESSSS DREAMS

15m 15 minutes ago then, after he gives his own life to help xxc and a-qings souls

the next reincarnation

where the three are all born again

yeeting patriarch he Finally doesnt remember all his past lives

THEY JUST FEEL FAMILIAR TO EACH OTHER

ssyifpfff🌙 Y A S

14m 7 minutes ago there is still stuff for him to go through

he finally paid off most of his punishment

yeeting patriarch THE STRINGS OF FATE BRING THEM TOGETHER

ssyifpfff🌙 oooOOOOOOOH

13m 6 minutes ago yeeting patriarch im so sorry for song lan tho boi deserves his Rest & Fresh New Reincarnation too :(

maybe this time he has to Work to be loved. whn he met xxc he was just accepted w/o question. this time he needs to earn love

yea............. idk how it would work w a fierce corpse

guess he would have to Perish first

oH MAYBE

bc theres 2 souls to heal (xxc and a-qin) there needs to be 2 sacrifices

ssyifpfff🌙 thus song lan needs to Perish n then he can re enter the reincarnation circle

11m 4 minutes ago yeeting patriarch I NEED TO COPY, PASTE & EDIT THIS WHOLE CONVO. WE CANNOT LET THIS AU BE LOST IN OUR DMS

DO IT NYARI SAFE GUARD IT

ssyifpfff🌙 N USE IT TO CONVERT PPL INTO XUE YANG CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT AU

9m 2 minutes ago WE ARE AT IT AGAIN BEING DOGS

GODS******

yeeting patriarch quite literally being gods and doing what we want with the characters fates

DOGS

the only dog here is xue yang lmao

ssyifpfff🌙 if we dont, whos gonna do it????

4m 6 seconds ago OH ALSO

in all those punishing reincarnations, xue yang has quite a short lifespan

yeeting patriarch he never lives up his 30s

he has to die at more or less the same age as in his first go

so yea not to his 30s

ssyifpfff🌙 "he has to die" lmao sorry boi.............

3m 4 seconds ago how old was xue yang again

hes quite young right

yeeting patriarch on his 20s

ssyifpfff🌙 :/ im not sure

2m yeeting patriarch let's make it up he wont reach the 30s and it's ok

YEA LMAO

tbh idk the ages of any of the characters

only jin ling

ssyifpfff🌙 n sizhui

57s yeeting patriarch going thru the 20s only so many times is some punishment ksjdhgfshdj

LMAO TBH

WE RLY MAKING HIM GO THRU HIS TEENAGE YEARS N THN HIS 20S N THTS IT

ssyifpfff🌙 thts the cruelest thing we ever done

OH

yknow The Final Reincarnation

xxc, song lan and a-qing have this sense xue yang is Familiar

xue yang does as well

but hes the only one who gets the most fragmented dreams

the others get fragmented blurred light memories in dreams

this makes them Question xue yang

and thus this time he has to Work to have their affection

mostly xxc's, ofc

with song lan and a-qing it'll be a bit of a cat and dog frenemies thingy

yeeting patriarch (xue yang as the cat, ofc)

frenemies is all he has lmao + xxc

song lan.......................................... he wont rmmbr righgt¿

asdfghjfhg the fragments he gets are gonna be abt him n xxc too

ssyifpfff🌙 thts gonna Hurt

1m 10 seconds ago YESSSSSSSSSSS

all of them are Clean of Full Past Memories

yeeting patriarch but FATE will bring them all together (modern setting au)

song lan we will find u love this time around

10m 50 seconds ago xxc, song lan and a-qing will all get all the good stuff

only xue yang will still go thru some Missions

well.

if we will have poly xxc with song lan and xue yang

song lan will get some Punishment by default GSDHJFOISU9DYFGHJDS

it's okay, xue yang will be 69x times better this life around, so

he will only have to up with xue yangs dramatic ass in the name of love for xxc

yeeting patriarch i mean back then he did leave xxc and only came back yeeeaaars later in Regret

ssyifpfff🌙 ACTUALLY UR RIGHT HE MESSED UP TOO

6m yeeting patriarch enduring an updated and polished xue yang is OK

ssyifpfff🌙 bsides ..... whn they work together to bring xxc n a-qins soul back they're gonna start getting along a bit more

5m yeeting patriarch YES

ssyifpfff🌙 xue yang will have gone thru development by tht point

5m yeeting patriarch he will witness the path of xue yangs reincarnations

OMG IMAGINE THEM HAVING TO GO ON ADVENTURES TOGETHER FOR XXC

OMG SONG LAN THE SILENT WATCHER OF XUE YANGS STRUGGLES

ssyifpfff🌙 MAYHAPS HE MIGHT EVEN COME TO FEEL FOR HIM

4m by the time they all reincarnate, his sense of familiarity will be Different from xxc + a-qings

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

HOLY FUKC YESSSS NYAURORA YES

we did it, we made this amazing poly fucking work

WHAT ABOUT

THIS FINAL REINCARNATION

they kinda get those Family Vibes

a-qing comes a bit later on

yeeting patriarch 2 and a half dads and their daughter

ssyifpfff🌙 2 AND A HALF DADS ASDFGHGHKLJFA

2m yeeting patriarch (and a half because even so much reincarnations, xue yang isnt a proper dad)

hes like a k00l uncle

ssyifpfff🌙 a bit of a bad incluence uncle

2m yeeting patriarch actually this does song like a father to me

ssyifpfff🌙 but tbh if not for his bastardy, xue yang n a-qing would get along so well

1m the fuck up

SOUND*

LIKE

since he will have to earn for a-qings affection

the start will be rough

but later on, theyll be the Chaotic Duo

yeeting patriarch since this time around our xue yang is updated and polished to be the bastard on the right level

IMAGINE

one day into a distant future

all four together

yeeting patriarch with peace, happiness and warmth

ssyifpfff🌙 listenin to mcr?

3m and then

all of sudden

tears start falling from xue yangs eyes

yeeting patriarch hes all ???? about it

ssyifpfff🌙 NYARI

2m yeeting patriarch and the other three are just as shocked

ASDFGHJHG DONT

HES SO HAPPY

THIS TIME AROUND HES HAPPY FINALLY

ssyifpfff🌙 CENTURIES OF HURT

1m yeeting patriarch he doesnt understand why he got so overwhelmed

ssyifpfff🌙 OF HARD WORK TO BE BETTER

1m he cant make the tears stop

xxc gets super worried asking where it hurts

but... nothing hurts

yeeting patriarch THEN HE CRIES HARDER

ssyifpfff🌙 n thts whats making him cry!!! nothing hurts finally n hes glad!!

26s 3 seconds ago yeeting patriarch NOTHING FUCKINF HURTS NYASSHOLE. THIS IS HAPPINESS

ssyifpfff🌙 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

19s 3 seconds ago yeeting patriarch HOLY SHIT WE DID DONE THAT

the first few reincarnations and how hard it was for xue yang

the stages of grief but thru his many reincarnations

with the last one, before the Modern Setting

him breaking down in front of song lan

finally it all hit him and he gets it

when they manage to sacrifice their souls for xiao xingchen and a-qing's, he even wishes to not be reincarnated again so they can be At Peace without him

yeeting patriarch their lives*

OMG XUE YANG WISHING HE JUST REMAINS DEAD. NOW THT HE HAS FINALLY GOTTEN XXCS SOUL THE LAST TEST IS AN ACT OF REAL SELFLESSNESS.

ssyifpfff🌙 its would b so good?? bc whn he first get introduced to xy his motivation as a character is to get xxcs soul so he can use it for his own good

42m 41 minutes ago n at the end he would GIVE his soul for xxc, for THEIR own good

ssyifpfff🌙 did we just invent character development?

42m 41 minutes ago yeeting patriarch WE MF DID DONE IT AGAIN

ssyifpfff🌙 also purple420 lmao

41m 40 minutes ago yeeting patriarch he Finally embraces all the grief he felt when xxc died

ssyifpfff🌙 HE RECOGNIZES IT AS GRIEF!! BC BFORE HE JUST FELT ANGER AT XXC OF ALL THINGS

41m 40 minutes ago back then, the emotional constipation got in the way and he fucked up

but after so many punishing reincarnations, he finally came to take it all in and Understand

imagine him breaking down so many nights begging to xxc to forgive him in a desperate prayer

and song lan then one day witness it

yeeting patriarch fukc the road with song lan was also such a hard one

song lan seein xy chara development from afar is the best idea weve had in a long time nyari

ssyifpfff🌙 we did that

38m 37 minutes ago in the first few... idk, 10 reincarnations, song lan was so angry. 'why does he keep coming back? why does he have his memories?'

yeeting patriarch fates would always put song lan in xue yangs path

ssyifpfff🌙 Fate (us)

36m 35 minutes ago yeeting patriarch how Dolce it is to imagine xue yang finally taking in grief and regret and it all and breaking down... *kisses fingers like a chief*

by that last time, song lan and xue yang sacrificed their lives, even song lan was already suffering seeing the punishments of all xue yang's reincarnations

he witnessed all of them

yeeting patriarch and saw with his own eyes, ops! with xiao xingchen's eyes, nyeheh. how much xue yang learned and changed

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first of all , Jesus christcant believe im bout to answer 104 questions but Hey i might as well

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say? i would say: dude wheres my clothes2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed? cant think of a clever joke to make about Not having kissed a single soul in my life3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care? wey obviously i fuckin would Christ 4. Is your last name longer than six letters? yeah its 8 5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober? hmm6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up? gmhhh yeah 7. What does your last received text say? “fuck you”8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed? i dont know , many times i hope9. Where was your last kiss at? somewhere nice i hope10. When is the last time you saw your sister? like 30 seconds ago shes brushing her teeth in the bathroom11. What do you drink in the morning? water and green tea always12. Where did you sleep last night? in my Ikea bed ..edgy question though13. Do you think relationships are hard? sometimes14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you? yes15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems? no as a matter of fact the problem is There is no one in the room its so lonely God16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? what kind of fuckin numpty would RATHER it be rainy?17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you? Im sure i do18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants? sweatPants19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now? yeah i do or otherwise..Sad20. Does anyone like you? i dont know i sure hope so21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S? No22. Is the last person you kissed gay? who is this Last Person I Kissed? i dont know them ive never even seen them quit asking me about them23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand? yes. Yes24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo? yeah But i dont care25. In the past week have you cried? yeah but only cause i was Gettin a hard time off Some Bullshit26. What breed was the last dog you saw? Hes a bordercollie.. My Boy27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower? in there28. Have you ever kissed a football player? No.29. Do you think you’re old? i’ll think im old when im 70.30. Do you like text messaging? tell u the truth yes i do i like it a lot31. What type of day are you having? sort of good32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? i have but i decided never to do that33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? cold as long as it isnt I-Cant-Move-My-Fingers cold34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you? of course!!!!!35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling? relationship36. Are you a simple or complicated person? I’ll tell you later when i find out37. What song are you listening to? my ma & sister talking and its Not up there w the favourites I must say38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it? more often than not39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you? no.40. What made you start liking the person you like now? i dont think u can really answer something like that cause sometimes you just like someone and there needs to be no one good reason for liking them you just do41. When did you last receive a text message? hour ago42. What is wrong with you right now? hmm dont open that door43. How well do you know the last female you texted? not too well but i like her44. Does anyone disgust you? yeah45. Would you date someone right now if they asked? well not just anyone !! but someone if i liked them then i guess46. Are you in a good mood right now? yeah i am47. Who was the last person you talked to in person? mawmaw48. What color shirt are you wearing? black49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear? absolutely50. Anyone you’re giving up on? yeah51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? no!!52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t? yeah53. Do you like rain? if i dont have to stand in it then yes54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks? naw i wouldnt mind55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? yeah a lot of times. i nearly never ever tell someone if i like them56. Do you like to cuddle? of course57. Are you shy? i dont know. sometimes58. Do you get along with girls? yeah59. Have you dated the person you texted last? no rip60. What do you carry with you at all times? my phone61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you? supposed haunted house Absolutely. A real one (assuming they exist dhdhd) i dont think i could, not alone62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months? I hope 63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship? no64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute? if that happened. i would suffer from cardiac arrest65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week? i dont recall Im sorry dnjdjd66. How old are the last three people you kissed? boo67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself? do them myself68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print? i hate both but i pick zebra print because i absolutely cant stand leopard print, not on clothes. its so Fuckinf ugly no offence to leopards69. Do you have any stickers on your car? i dont…Have a car70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne? would i rather Fucking what?71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone? god. iphone72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut? in london with my good friends that im no longer friends with rip Brothers in arms i stilll love Yiou lads good ol memories 73. Do you like diet soda? no i wont poison my body w that shite. Diet sodas are just chemicals74. What color are the walls in your room? one of them is brown and the rest are white75. Are you 16 or older? im 1676. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars? no? obviously a fucking do not?77. Do you have a job? no :(78. What are your initials? V. K. H. 79. Did you ever have braces? no my teeth have always been fuckin Perfect no joke80. Are you from the south? no im from the very very north from a global perspective like, but Im from the south of my country81. What does your last status on facebook say? no idea i ditched fb a long time ago82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed? i dont think ive talked to them Yet 83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad? ah i dont know84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics? no im not about tht shit85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters? answered already it was trainspotting86. Do you smoke? No87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops? heels88. Is your phone touch screen? yeah what is this, 2007?89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly? straigth90. Have you ever snuck out of your house? yeah dhdhd91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool? Pool92. Have you ever made out in a car? no93. …Had sex in a car? i can assure you i have not94. Are you single or in a relationship? single 95. What were you doing last night at midnight? i can Say with great pride that i was probably sleeping 96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks? new years eve97. Do you like the camera on your phone? yea 98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits? no 99. Have you ever passed out from drinking? hmm No100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate? sure but isnt everyone 101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare? a what? No102. Name your favorite Kesha song: name my favourite kesha song? name my favourite kesha song?103. Do you have any tan lines right now? No104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts? answered already

[princessbrivee]

I hate myself I hate myself I'm so ugly I wanna be skinny and not thsi fuckinf ugly mess and I NEVER STOL IM S TERHHINLE PERSK I HATE MYSELF

[celestialallstars]

Episode #16: “Well, this is the end folks.” - Stephen

I WANT TO QUIT

I AM GOING TO QUIT

MICHAEL DESERVED BETTER HE WAS MY FUCKING F2 AND BEST FRIEND IN THIS GAME AND IM SO FUCKINF MAD I LOVE HIM WITH MY WHOLE HEART HE DESERVES WAY BETTER THAN THIS FUCK THIS CASST SO MUCH I CANT STOP FUCKING CRYING

#FuckChris

FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST

EITHER IM QUITTING OR IM WINNING OUT OF SPITE WATCH THIS SPACE

Feel like pure shit just want Michael back

Bryce messaging me like “hey bowling ball” SHUT UR FUCKING FACE BRYCE DO NOT START TRYING TO TALK TO ME RN I AM MAD AT YOU

I MADE FINAL FIVE AND I HAVE AN IDOL I LEARNED MY MISTAKES IM MAKING FINAL FOUR I BEAT MY PLACEMENT WOOO I makin sure history dont be repeating doe

Alrighty, I am hoping that one of Chloe or Zach leaves this round. I dont know how the idol is going to go but I think Chloe's the safest bet for us as I still feel Zach could have it. Still, I can't risk a Loris situation so I would prefer it if Stephen won immunity. I do feel bad for him and I just hope he still trusts me even if I lost a little last night. Right now I think if Crystal Clear is the F4 then it could do a lot of good if anyone but Bryce wins it but I hope Stephen is wanting to go to the end still now

So, THAT happened. Chris lied and sided with Bryce and Zach instead of splitting like we planned! Greeaaaaaat.

He says it happened shortly before tribal, but when he told me his reason, he said it was because of Michael attempting to make an F3 deal, which is something that happened the day before.

I did have an interesting chat with Zach where he said me and him are essentially seen as Chris and Bryce's +1's and our chances of winning sitting next to them might be pretty low based on that perception. Obviously I want Bryce out before Chris, but I need to start realistically thinking of cutting Chris at some point. He did go behind my back here and staying blindly loyal despite that just seems foolish. He said he'd use the idol on me this round which is great and all, but if Bryce wins immunity... well... what are my options? Honestly the best case scenario is me or Chris winning immunity just so we can be sure about playing the idol on the one who loses and voting Bryce out.

I hope that bad scenario doesn't have to play out, but let's just say at this point I think Zach and Chloe are my best possible F3. Which is interesting considering I just tried to get Zach out!

It does kinda suck to hear Michael say what he said. I get he was upset but like I dunno. It didnt help but at the same time I don't feel too bad knowing that he made an f3 without me in it. My hope was that it makes the others think more on NOT bringing me to the end so I want to use it to my advantage as much as I can to still win it all if its possible

This vote has been so messy it's ridiculous. I know Chris has the idol and is likely playing it on himself, so I'm trying to get Zach and Chloe to throw their vote on him so me and Chris can decide who goes. I was considering actually voting him out for a bit but I don't think that's feasible without their being an imminent reason for him to use the idol on someone else.

So I told Chloe and Zach the plan, and I told Bryce the plan was Chloe and used idol-fear as my fake reason. Hopefully it's a strong enough justification for him to buy it and just vote for her, but he's immune so he personally has nothing to fear tonight. It's been a hard day and I hope everything pans out as I expect and I'm not on the bad end of all the plans LOL.

im in f4 wooh but no chance at winning i think im gonna be blindsided by zach tonight so thats fun if chris goes im legit over but idk how to fix that i ened to make sure chris votes stephen with me but idt he will

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Chloe: How does michael leaving impact the game?

Michael leaving the game probably means it’s a bit more open for people to make moves and shake things up even more which is TERRIFYING. In my eyes Michael had a lot of control over people that was going unnoticed.

go to an optometrist queen

im trying to do stuff but who knows oh well LOL SDGMLKDSGKDSGKDMSKGDSK i want chris out but he probs has idol all i know is unless theres an idol nullifier i be makin f4 tho

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Chloe is voted out 2-2-1. She becomes the eighth member of our jury.

Watch Chloe’s exit interview take place below:

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Welp! I've survived probably my closest call all game. I wish I could make it to the end while being targeted a bit less but I can settle for this. Anyway, selecting Chloe to be my target ended up being the correct decision, since she was the only person other than me who could be targeted. I'm so close to the end again, and the people still in don't see me as much of a winner threat. I hope they're wrong sksksksksksks

I think winning this immunity challenge and being the reason Bryce goes home could boost my odds quite a bit, but I need to be ready for the possibility of not winning the immunity challenge as well. Still, I have F2 deals with Chris and Zach, so that's another reason to avoid wanting to choose between them here. No reason to make anyone madder than they need to be.

I guess a lot is riding on the last comp and I enjoy it because it does show how it isn't clear cut as far as what will happen next.

ok so results in 2.5 hours and i know im not winning its so sad but its just sth that i have to face. i tried my hardest at endurance but fell alseep. before and after.. i have no brain. counting? literally my least fave thing on orgs the actual anxiety it gives me is unreal. winterbells???? anyways. the puzzle prob the only thign i can do alright at and i just know zach beat me at it too. and like just like my og season i feel like if i dont win i go home.at least there i dont think maynor would have voted me but here i dont have a maynor and i will get 3-1'd even tho i dont think its the right move like ugh this is so sad i rly just wanted to show i deserved my win and my spot on all stars and i cant even win final immunity its so embarrassing why do i even play orgs this will be my last mark my WORDS going out on one of my fave orgs ever will be cute anyway yay wooh haha im so random...

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im so sad like im depressed this sucks im gonna get 3-1'd for WHAT why wont zach take me what could i have done differently except be better at immunity like ive had no agency since f9 rhys blindside and its like that has been annoying but it was always with the end goal being yes i may not have gotten to play how i wanted to but at least ill make ftc how cute. but  i dont even get to do that and its like ppl just say i was a shield well i have feelings and i dont like being used as a shield why am i so melodramatic its literally an online game but im just tired of being used and thrown away and so what if ive listened to liability 10 times since i woke up this morning that has nothing to do with me feeling like im a toy that ppl grow bored of.

Its been one heck of a rollercoaster but I have a little faith for this last tribal.  I was sad to have lost the final challenge but I feel it can perhaps help my overall game if Im able to make it to the final three. With that in mind, its time to enact my final plan. While I have openly acknowledged Bryce's threat level to people I sorta was in need of certain things falling into place- Zach winning was the first part even if it would have been nice for Stephen/myself. Now is the part I pretty much spell it out for him that taking Bryce not only equals less jury votes but also could take votes that Zach would have since Bryce is viewed as the stronger of the duo. I basically have to make Zach be fully on board to get out his biggest threat to winning.

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As for Bryce, it was nice to play with him but I do hope he is serious about voting Stephen because it then guarantees that not only am I safe but that I can get him out. Alas Justice4Mitch has never died but if I can pull it off after basically convincing Bryce I was not against him while also just painting Zach as a necessary meat shield then I have a chance! I dunno how it would go down with the jury but thats moot until I see "18th person voted out and the final member of the jury...@Bryce"

So I made a bit of a mistake last night. Zach won immunity and I assumed it was pretty clear Bryce was gonna go 3-1 no strings attached, and I told him my reasons for voting him. Bryce isn't giving up though. He came up with a plan with Chris to get Zach to put his vote on Chris, and then the 2 of them vote me out. It's not the craziest idea I've ever heard which is why I think I made a mistake telling Bryce the truth.

Knowing this, I went to Zach and told him everything about this plan. Hopefully it makes Zach too gun-shy to consider voting for Chris and, since I don't think he wants me out that only leaves Bryce as an option. I wish I was immune and had nothing to worry about but here we are! If Bryce can dig himself out of this he'll have a really good shot to win though. And Chris/Zach have to be aware of that.

im livid im depressed and my hair is such a mess.

this is likely my penultimate confessional [that is lengthy] so here we go.

i won immunity. im so happy. I MADE FINAL TRIBAL!! even if i lose, i still made it here, in an allstar season - which is just phenomenal. top 3 out of 21... WOO! and i beat my placement and improved my game (in my subjective opinion) and so i feel like i got what i wanted out of this game. i didn't even need the immunity tbh but.. it's just a relief to have it because it secures my game and allows me a bit more control than the average person at F4.

when it comes to the vote, i think the frontrunners are chris + bryce. i think neither are a cut-and-dry win, but i think they are the two people that the jury is currently praising to a degree. it's also known that those two are on the chopping block for this round, and i believe i'm in a swing vote position (stephen/chris voting bryce, bryce voting chris - i can tie it or send bryce home).

this is where it becomes tricky. i love all these people, especially bryce. he's my best friend and we've been through this game hand in hand. i would love to see him win, and i would prefer him as a victor over stephen/chris (no offence to them, just as personal taste obviously). but, i think he's an obstacle for me come FTC. the jury has perceived me to be his goat (or just a follower of his), and while that's not true (both bryce and i have played briefly separate games and have taken some control at varying points), perception matters a lot. like, it's not reality - but it is critical to who wins this game. so i think i need to do my utmost best to reverse that perception.

my main strategy throughout merge (and i mentioned this in early confessionals) was to highlight bryce as a bigger threat [giving him another challenge win, hyping him up to people, etc.] so that in our inevitably perceived duo, he would be the bigger fish to fry. while at times this failed (ie f8 when I was the target of the split vote), i fixed it by ensuring jared's elimination because he was the person keeping bryce alive and that was awareness!! woo!! but overall, with the whole "shield strategy", it becomes redundant imo if you take that shield to FTC. bryce, as someone who's been consistently targeted (him and i both tbh), if he gets to the end, that becomes so impressive. even if he hasn't made many moves or whatever, it's that underdog-like story that likely ensures him the gold in my eyes. i would love to see him win!! he's the best candidate (on a personal level) to be sandra diaz-twine (though he's being so fat to me right now, as i am to him though). but i feel like my prominent strategy only ever comes into fruition if i eliminate him, and that's where i'm leaning (and he knows that).

while chris could win (or even stephen, i won't exclude him), it's all a risk. if they do, then good game!! but i think ive played to a great standard and have proven myself, and i've shown divergence from bryce and others and while some moves failed, i attempted to be flexible and that in and of itself speaks a lot! woo!! this is a deserving final four imo (higher than average for most final ours). this allstar season has been hectic, every vote being so diverse, so regardless of the final outcome, it's an achievement that us four made it here.

i could be majorly misinterpreting this game as a whole, but who cares. chris and stephen are both great speakers, so it'll be a tossup in that regard, but i just have to do what's best. maybe i vote out chris though. i'm torn, and it's not because of what anyone has said, it's just an internalized conflict that's like... do i vote out my best friend but i think it's smarter or do i vote out another threat and just hope the jury can recognize that i had a stronger game than perceived.

i think i know the answer though. and i hope that when he (BRYCE LKSDGLKSD i love him im on call with him ill link a pic below) goes to jury he can be my cheerleader... bc i lav him. if not i understand. but I HOPE he doesn't hate me remotely seriously because i value our friendship immensely... but i didn't come here to play for second. will i get second (or third)? sure. it's possible. but at least i didn't *play* for it, if that makes sense.

link to bryce on cam suffocating himself with a pillow in response to me potentially voting him out: https://imgur.com/BgFRtsK

that's all. MAYBE I DONT WRITE ANOTHER CONFESSIONAL THIS IS TOO STRESSFUL AND LONG AND MY FINGERS ARE CRAMPING. but that's it. love yawls. mwah.

IM SO DEPRESSED IM GETTING 3-1 HOW DO I HAVE SUCH BAD SOCIAL GAME WHY AM I THE WORST PERSON TO EVER PLAY THE GAME WHATS THE POINT OF PLAY 77 DAYS IF I CANT BE A TWO TIME WINNER I RUIN MY SLEEP SCHEDULE I PUSH THROUGH MY EPISODES OF SADNESS TO TRY TO WIN AND ITS ALL FOR NOTHING BC IM AN UNLIKABLE AND NO ONE WANTS TO SIT NEXT TO ME IN THE END LIKE THATS SO CRAZY ITS INSANE I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO LIKE ME https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/613389489154293780/634539770583973888/unknown.png

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i thought most betrayed was jared to me but turns out its zach to me

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Bryce is voted out 3-1. He becomes the ninth and final member of our jury.

Watch Bryce’s exit interview take place below:

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Ahhh I cant believe I made it to FTC. Its pretty surreal to have actually made it after everything's that happened! I am so nervous about FTC because I know a lot of people may not be thrilled to see me and I have to do a lot lf convincing...but this is where I have to try to give everything my all and hope it will work out!

Well, this is the end folks.

My final confessional of All-Stars. Will it be my final Celestial confessional? Who knows. All I know at this point is that my speech is ready and I'm speculating as to what questions I will be asked and what my answers will be. Finally being at the end of an ORG is so surreal but winning this thing after all the nonsense would be so sweet.

Making it to the end with Chris is great too, even if I kinda wish he was just on the jury supporting me. This is our second time playing an ORG together but the first time we played we both went pre-merge, so this really is a big deal for us.

I'm proud of the game I've played though, and I want to make sure that comes across tonight. Even if I ultimately end up losing I won't let myself be called a goat or "just playing for FTC". I came here to win from the very beginning and by the end of the night everyone is going to know that.

I am so nervous for this FTC that I don't think I'll do that good, BUT I'm gonna put on my acting abilities and pretend I am confident and own everything I can! It's do or die and I'm not ready to be six feet under yet!

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So I'm very happy with myself when its all said and done! This was such a journey for me in that whether I win or lose I feel satisfied with myself because I had highs and lows and learned things- wishing my fellow finalists the best of luck and huge thank you to the hosts for allowing this to even exist here :)

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Zach wins in an 8-1-0 vote!