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butchfalin · 10 months

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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hinamie · 2 months

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I don't want to regret the way I lived

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #yuji itadori #gojo satoru #nobara kugisaki #nanami kento #choso kamo #junpei yoshino #jjk leaks #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES #'did you sleep hina' no #ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD #i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew #also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To #he is implied through th dialogue #side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way #pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me #not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap

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isolophilian · 9 months

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something about Hephaestus saying "you're a good kid, Annabeth" really stands out to me. he didn't point out the very obvious about her, like her intellect and interest in his creations, or her hubris in thinking she could dismantle the chair. he said that she's a good kid. because Hephaestus was mistreated by the gods. because Annabeth was shunned by Athena. because he believes that gods shouldn't treat their own children like that and he wants to be better. because he knows how much it means to a little girl who's fought for approval from her own mother her whole life, whose father neglected her. because he wants to break the cycle. don't touch me

#i love him already #can't wait to see more of him #although I fear it might only be in s3 #with Bianca #ahahaha #hahahaha #annabeth chase #leah sava jeffries #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo tv show #pjo tv spoilers #isoceratops

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chloesimaginationthings · 3 months

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Abby could befriend any animatronic from FNAF..

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akanemnon · 5 months

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What is this tension?

FIRST - PREVIOUS - NEXT

MASTERPOST (for the full series / FAQ / reference sheets)

(Chara's dialoge being a different shade of red is NOT a plot thing. It's just supposed to make it easier to read)

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dyke-in-crisis · 7 months

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I have noticed a pattern & I’m guilty of all of these

#no serious art yet only scribbles #I love this godforsaken sketchbook #making self indulgent shit instead of working on actual things ❤️ yay #more gay malevolent fanart coming soon I fear #my art #malevolent #malevolent podcast #john doe malevolent #LOVE seeing john fanart going aww silly guy 😍 and then right under it the most horrific creature #its a little game in my head by now to look for which entity is on what end of the scale #lovecraftian memory cards u might say

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athlast · 5 months

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there's something about butches reclaiming protectiveness and chivalry from an imposed "caring, nurturing" character associated and often forced upon women. something about how while straight men often try to present as careless as possible, masculinity and care are not only not conflicting in the butch identity, but inherent to it. there's something there.

#I've always been very fiercely protective of my friends and family #and i damn hated the idea of coming across as “motherly” so much #so much that i radically changed the way i interacted in fear of being percieved like some sort of mom friend #my views on this radically shifted since i started meeting butches #it also made me open my eyes to how people (esp femmes and other lesbians) actually see me and percieve me #theres an abyss of difference #and its an interesting thought #butch #butch lesbian #lesbian #butchfemme

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wiltkingart · 1 year

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a terrifying presence has entered the room

(bloody ver. under the cut)

#im sorry and / or you're welcome #crow mauler #pyramid head #fear and hunger #silent hill #sh2 #horror #digital #fanart #original art #obligatory i liked funger before it was cool but i've been enjoying seeing all the new fanart #and am now brave enough to send this out into the wild :) hi

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hekatiane · 2 months

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I am absolutely radiating. Why can't you see?

#fear and hunger #fear and hunger termina #samarie #samarie's death as dysmorphia is so tragic to me- asking why we can't see how much she radiates and tbh we can't-#- because dysmorphia's form is not built on self-love but on insecurities and seeing herself as having a flawled body-#- and samarie died believing in these self-harmful views about herself- truly tragic

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anydaynowany · 5 months

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#cant wait to see where this goes #i hope they keep showing up in the most random places lol #need to know if anyone in the oiar has tattoos #new fear unlocked #tmagp #tmagp 11 #tmagp spoilers #the magnus archives #the magnus protocol

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 2 days

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...Turns out gay sex actually was the solution.

(This is basically a redraw, come read the real deal over at Tiger Tiger)

#tiger tiger #jamis arlesi #arno #I like to think Arno meant that as an inside thought but it came out as an outside thought. He's rolling with it though.#He did cause a Catastrophic Yaoi event though.#Jamis my beloved. You have the heart of a maiden. The body of an Ox. The brain of a loyal dog.#This is a guy who's okay being attracted to another man but *NOT* aware he's in love or that he's bisexual.#We love him for this. My god. This man is crafted so perfectly. I need you all to at least give Tigers a chance for *him*.#I'm tricking you a little bit because you will actually also fall for Ludo and Luck and Remy and Honeyfoot and-#okay you get the point. There are so many amazing characters in this comic.#I just.. my joke comic of 'gay sex is the solution' feels so ominous now knowing a few weeks later that was going to be canon.#I feel like a jester and a prophet. I don't know if I should tell anymore jokes in fear of what I may predict.#I am putting my hands together for Ludo to get a good smooch in with [redacted] in dragon form.#Also predicting something very spooky is going to go down with the diving bell. We shall see!

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skullsemi · 2 months

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Couldn't stop thinking how they look like they're just-standing-there in that one promotional poster so I HAD to make it more exciting

Love the terrified duo

#my art #inside out 2 #inside out anxiety #inside out fear #oh yeah I watched the movie!#surprisingly good I'll say. been thinking about it a lot #plus these two #where are the anxifear adventures I want to see them freaking out over the silliest things #and everyone keeping them away from the console so Riley herself doesn't freak out #anxifear

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hinamie · 1 month

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i don't normally participate in these redraw challenges but it's megumi so i'll make an exception

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #megumi fushiguro #fushiguro megumi #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk megumi #megumi #looks at clock UHHHHHHHH oops #i got lost in the sauce that is rendering his gd chin and under his lips.... ive been in stylized anime mouth land 2 long i fear #i had forgotten how much of a pain those shadows are :'>>> eSP at a lookdown angle #fought a bit but little did he know i spent years doing coloured pencil portraits. this is My domain #god but the rest of the skin render was so FUN i love . warm grey in2 brown in2 red/orange fr the deep underneck shadow #lip tint heavy blush freckles glossier model fushiguro megumi...........im a believer i fear #had a bit of a hard time finding a middle ground between how i normally draw his hair and a more Realistic take on it #the model in the og has hair that's pretty close but i think the strands r a bit short n too heavily curved fr my tastes #its my brand im afraid i simply must give itfs both longer hair #nothing else feels Right #but god i underestimated how Good this photoshoot is as megu material . i get the hype now i get it #i did the sketch n i looked at it and i had an oh /oh/ moment #smh megumi put those lustrous emerald orbs away before u hurt some1 #his gaze is too powerful . slaps a red bg on him makes him my new icon :)#anyway its 6am it is morning time do i sleep fr like 3 hrs or do i say megumi voice Whatever we shall see

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tiresomespaceplant · 9 months

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thinks about martin blackwood for the 1892938th time

#if i think about it too hard and im like 'fuck (anguish)'#here's a personal depiction and a sort of test run after seeing fanon depictions #i just ran with the idea that you can't see them but feel them #(and also the idea that the fear is comforting bc it wants you there)#the magnus archives #the magnus archives fanart #tma #tma fanart #martin blackwood #fanart #*boop* art

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chloesimaginationthings · 3 months

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Vanessa TOTALLY got those Tapes for the FNAF lore..

#myart #chloesimagination #comic #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf vanessa #tape girl #glitchtrap #fnaf help wanted #fnaf fanart #TAPE GIRL MENTIONED 🔥🔥#THIS IS AN UNSERIOUS COMIC BTW..#just a lil gaff a goof even #people always ask why Vanessa kept playing the vr game and putting the tapes together #easy answer… she just liked tape girls voice #checkmate theorists/j #NAH fr I actually like that Vanessa’s curiosity truly outweighed fear of any kind #makes sense being a beta tester she of course want to investigate #this comic was kinda an excuse to draw tape girl out #I haven’t seen a ton of fanart of her like ever #so think the girl deserves some love 🩵#she’s similar to phone guy/dude so she deserves more hype me thinks #the fact there’s no can’t of her with a tape recorder as her heard is criminal #she deserved it maybe I’ll do it myself as a bit we’ll see #I love Vanessa being a failgirl 🧡🤍🩷

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lakemichigans · 7 months

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the way supernatural treats food is soooooooo crazy because they establish that sam and dean grew up in poverty and they had such little access to food that dean would have to shoplift bread and go without meals for himself so he could feed sam. but then as the show goes on they make more and more jokes about how much dean relies on food for comfort and can never feel full enough, and how sam stringently follows diets and exercise regiments as a form of control. but it's funny you see because dean likes pie and sam likes rabbit food. it's funny

#i'm going through my drafts lmao #it's funny to see a time capsule of my changing interests #but supernatural is everywhere... it is never leaving me i fear #spn

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