#sefshipping

[shalomniscient]

shshdhhdjjsjs shalom………….. i miss her 😔😔😔 having so many thoughts about her but mmmm post-canon shalom………..

the past is miles behind you both, and buried deep beneath the soil. its corpse now feeds the fertile flowerbeds of your backyard gardens, encouraging blooms of roses and lillies and daisies and daffodils. shalom tends to her flowers every morning, and drags you out too—lest her notorious anti-green thumb cause her beloved flowers to wilt.

she stays at home while you go out to run a few errands and odd jobs here and there; you may be on a luxurious government pension, but the lack of something to do has never sat right with you. so you leave in the late mornings with a kiss pressed to her crown, and return just before golden hour with another against her lips. but sometimes— sometimes, the house seems a little too quiet when you’re gone. she knows you aren’t truly gone, and that you’ll always come back to her, but, well.

she misses you. that’s all there is to it.

and it’s what moves her to call you on a particularly gloomy afternoon. you were out, as usual, this time helping out a local store with some deliveries. she had smiled, amused, when you told her about the job— you never could turn down a request for help. it’s part of what she adores so deeply about you, enough to defy the will of heaven itself for your sake.

she counts the number of times the phone rings after she dials you—once, twice, almost thrice before you pick up. there’s a slight breathless quality to your voice when you speak.

“hey,” you say, and she can hear the smile in your voice. it makes one tug at her lips too.

“hello to you too,” she hums in return, leaning against the window as she sits in the little alcove, watching the grey sky and the lazy, rolling clouds. “i’m not disturbing, am i?”

“never,” is your immediate, sure answer. her heart jumps a little in her chest at the sound, and she brushes a hand over the firm plane of her breastbone, feeling the pitter-patter of the organ beneath.

“such a smooth talker.”

“i learned from the best.”

her neck and ears warm, and she breathes a laugh against the cool surface of her phone. “is that so?”

“sure is,” you confirm, and she hears vaguely the sound of muffled conversation and the rustle of a bag. you cup your hand over the reciever, speaking to whoever it was beside you, before talking to her again. “was there something you needed?”

was there? shalom ponders the question briefly. the answer comes quickly to her, and she needed not any of paradeisos’s great computational techniques to find it. the answer was always there, locked in her once-unfeeling heart.

i need you, she thinks, always. “no,” is what she answers.

you’re silent for a moment on the other line, then hum quietly. “okay. i’ll see you soon, then.”

“yes,” she breathes, eyes fluttering shut. funny, how she could once rip and tear even the strongest of people into nothingness with just her tongue, but when it comes to saying those words to you she finds it tied into knots, heavy like lead in her mouth. you end the call, and shalom lets her head thud against the wall as she looks up at that overcast sky.

but then, not even a few moments later, she hears the rattling of keys in the door, and a layer of tension settles over her form like morning dew. she can’t help the slight widening of her eyes or the surprised part of her lips when she sees you walk into the room, a knowing look in your eye and a gentle smile playing on your lips. there’s a paper bag in your hands, and it smells like freshly baked pastries.

“you came,” she manages, her voice uncharacteristically small as she cranes her head upwards while you lean down, letting your forehead rest against hers.

“you called,” you answer softly, then let out a tiny chuckle against her lips as your free hand runs through her wine-red hair to settle at the nape of her neck. “or not exactly, but i know you.”

she kisses you instead of saying anything else, because no word that she knows could ever do justice the way she feels about you. she remembers, distantly, reading a poem on love—on a love so much greater than words, that the poet has chosen to fall silent. she did not understand then, but she understands now. your words echo in her mind and the four chambers of her racing heart, carried by her blood to every fiber of her being.

i know you.

yes, she thinks as she parts from you, gazing into your eyes, fathomlessly deep with love. yes, you know her, and for once in her life that prospect doesn’t fill her with something adjacent to dread. for what is there to dread about being known, other than the fact it shows she is loved?

[espresso-ships]

Me after seeing that "canon" ship on my FYP for the 10th time TODAY, although I've filtered their ship name out

Feels like the whole fandom ships them but me 😭

I can treat him sm better and give him the princess treatment he deserves, they could NEVER

I've unfollowed so many people because of it and I feel like a b**ch UGH 🫤

[bittersweet-n-smilin]

What a day, huh?

sketch version:

Also I hate backgrounds :3

[urbodymytemple]

What kind of books does your F/O read?

[echoes-lighthouse]

hey! i love your journal idea, is there a specific tag or anything you have for folks participating in it to post in as we go? i think it could be cute to see each others journals progress, for those that want to share o: -basbearship

Oh, I love that idea @basbearship!! I’ve just been tagging it as #selfship journal on my own page, which is nice and intuitive!

I’m basically always caught up on the #selfship tumblr tag, at least when tumblr lets me see the posts in the tag :P so I’d love to see people sharing journal pages!!!

[vioshipping]

Oh wow I sure vanished again huh. WhOops. Sorry about that

[jun-kys]

OOOOOOO YOU SHOULD MAKE A YUME/SEFSHIP/WHATEVER SIDEBLOG FOR THE QHITE DEMON AND WE SHOULD AMTCCH OOOOOOOO

- alice ^_^!!!!

IM NOT MAKING ONE FOR THE WHITE DEMON. however i have made one fore kira chan and junky look here @ryosukekiras

[lover-cook]

Man. Thinking about how me being AroAcespec really connects with my sefshipping.

Like. It took me putting “We’ll Never Have Sex” by Leith Ross on my AroAce playlist and I’m in shambles just. Considering my f/os not minding my asexuality or even realizing they’re asexual because of me just makes me. An emotional mess <3

Like. My identity as someone on the AroAce spectrum has really made it so if I were to ever date irl again it would have to be with someone on the Ace spectrum at least cause I don’t think I could handle being with an Allo person longterm unfortunately. And just the idea of being in a long term loving and doating relationship brings me such joy even if I doubt I’ll find that for myself in real life, at least not easily.

Even just headcanoning a lot of my f/os as similar to me makes me feel so. Idk. Comforted? Like they’d understand. Like thats an element of our relationship that’s established and makes our situation unique. Idk it brings me a lot of security and joy.

[cutecherryart]

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[youre-ackermine]

Hello my dearest Val 🤎

Your new profile picture is so cute! I think I'm starting to ship LeVal hehe!

The height difference has my heart melting (as with LeviHan) 🤎

Omg Livia, I'm so sorry this ask has been hidden in my overloaded inbox for weeks, I totally forgot to reply 🫣

So I changed it for now but the pfp you're talking about is a sefship art of Levi & me (also known worldwide as LeVal lmao) drawn by the amazingly talented Zen @saenora (please check her beautiful blog & show her the love & support she deserves 🤍)

I love it, it's cute & sweet. The height difference? Yeah, the Short King is 160 cm, I'm 174 cm tall hehe.

Well I don't seriously ship myself with Levi, I prefer to pair him with Hange (& many others, as you can see on my blog), but LeviHan is by far my most beloved OTP. Levihan is life, Levihan is love (for me at least) 💚💜

Thanks for dropping by!

Lots of love Livia ❤️

[kakusboyfriend]

And I would love you in any Form you take 💜💛

[sevbutfandoms]

Edit: It wasn't just a mistake, It was a really big mistake. Peter should have been more careful with it and handle the situation more carefully. I still not think Peter is a p3d0 but I understand people who feel that way. Im so sorry for things I wrote there I dont agree anymore. I didn't knew the full story.

Edit: I know a person who said "16-17 teenagers are adults" didn't mean to say that, but there were admins (Adults) agreeing with that point of view and I think Peter said something similar to that, which makes his actions more questionable.

This is not a post defending the admins.

Peter and the admins had done questionable stuff trying to keep the bridge between adults and minors "more safe". It has failed. Im so sorry for everyone who had suffered because of the admins bad actions. I do not think they are p3d0philes but it isn't safe to be in a server where an adult treats a minor like someone of their age and I understand why people call the admins those names. Im so sorry if at first It looks like If Im trying to defend the administration of the server (It was very very bad), I didn't knew how the people who had access to that channels felt.

Im really grossed about this situation and preparing all the bags to leave. I had experienced gr00ming when I was 10 so I know how this would feel, even more for the people who faked their age for being in those servers.

I wish that all the people who suffered from this shit can find a place to talk about this, and please act safer online, you don't know who is in the other side of the screen. /lh /gen

For the admins, I wish you can learn from your errors and be more careful on how you act with minors. I recommend taking a break from social media for a while and if you have someone to talk about this like a therapist, a close friend and a close family member please do it. They will know how to help or at least can help you better than me.

[jellyluchi]

Focaccia @ Pros

[cryptidships]

Helping your brother figure with his hair after some bitch decides to blow up half his face. Will throw hands at anyone who hurts him since I see him as like... A year younger than me/my sona or smth.

[nerdstreak]

man im just boring arent i

[cutecherryart]

✅ Any gender / oc / fanart / self insert / sefship / kemonomimi / anthro

Send a dm or an email to mokonanegrayblanca@hmail.com

- human/anthro/futa/kemono/fanart

- any clothing, emotion, accessories, boobs,,etc (for complex designs may have extra charge)

- any gender (male, female, femboy, futa)

-Can be oc, fc, ocxcanon, etc

Can ask for an expression change too

Delivery time is between 5 to 2 weeks to be done depending on the commission list

Price ♥

$40USD clean sketch

$45 clean sketch with gray scale

$70 USD Colored sketch

$90 USD full Color

Just 3 slots

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COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN  ♥♥ ✨cutecherryart.carrd.co/#Commis…

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