#seulgi smau

[giselleloversclub]

GG SMAU REC !

YU JIMIN / KARINA

꒰ LOWKEY ꒱　@ninguitar

❛ in which a concert you were tantalized by your friends into attending led to a one-night hook-up with band member, yu "karina" jimin, who was coincidentally a classmate, too. though incredulous and foolish, in karina's eyes, you were way too good to have you slipping through her fingers, but even so, she couldn't just act on it, leaving the two of you in an awkward predicament, and keeping the feelings amidst lowkey. ❜

yu "karina" jimin.　&&　fem. reader

wlw, crack, fluff, angst, school au, youtuber au, band au, & more.

DAYLIGHT @jenscx

park y/n is known for many things. she��s known as a pretty streamer, a popular entertainer and a hothead when it comes to video games. it’s unfortunate that her rash personality erupts when she meets yu jimin in an overwatch match.

influencer!jimin x streamer!reader

⋆･୭ ˚ HARD TO GET @bluebvrry

everyone could easily fall for Yu Jimins charms. Expect one person. Now Jimin finds herself smitten by the girl. It was like she had her wrapped around her fingers.

play girl!karina x f!reader

"IT'S ME BEFORE HER" @uchinagai

kim y/n, #1 soloist currently, known for other than just acting like out of this world and singning like an angel, is also known in the industry as 'flirt' among female idols. A certain world wide idol, got her attention on her, but little did she know, there was another one, more desperate and in love with her before the global it girl.

yoo jimin x fem!reader

don’t tell my boyfriend! @laurentpark

where jimin stalks her boyfriend’s ex-girlfriend after a certain incident happened and couldn’t help but grow hatred over her. coincidentally, her and jimin happen to be global ambassadors of the same famous luxury brand and have to work together for a commercial. at first, jimin despised the girl with all her flesh and bones but soon understands why her boyfriend fell for the young actress in the first place… because she was starting to fall for the young actress as well.

yoo jimin x female reader

smau. drama. rom-com. angst

fool for you @pupuyvs

Aaliyah Hernandez is a popular MY account known for her looks, so when she gets a chance to attend a fansign, fellow fans can’t help but notice that some members of Aespa seem to be a bit more interested than they should be. Taking it as nothing but a stan twitter joke, how will Aaliyah react when she finds herself being contacted by one of the members?

Karina x fem!oc

smau + written, idol!karina, non!idol fem!oc, fluff, slight angst, humor

PAUSE @leeseulss

ou were sm’s new trainee and accidentally hitting the karina of aespa wasn’t exactly on your bucket list. unfortunately, karina holds grudges.

trainee!femoc x karina

strangers to acquaintances to lovers

send nudes? @wintersgff

when yn sees karina's post on instagram, she takes the opportunity to send her a flirty message.

idol! karina x idol! le sserafims member! reader

fluff, suggestive, curses, a little angst

BUSINESS MATTER @aettuddae

two of the most important kpop companies covet a partnership with a huge global brand, only to be surprised when the deal is extended to both labels. fearing potential sabotage and cynical strategies to secure exclusivity for just one of them, both CEOs resort to desperate measures. in a bid to maintain trust and prevent betrayal before the signing, they come up with a pact: forcing a fake relationship between the leaders of their star girlgroups. if one side attempted to fail the other, they threaten to expose it all to the conservative south korea.

karina/yu jimin x fem!reader/oc

social media au, idol au, enemies to lovers, fake relationship, comedy, fluff, angst, slow burn.

a business proposal @yooflm

after begging on ends for what seemed like weeks, you finally accept your best friends request to take her place for her upcoming blind date. the pro? you get a date with a hot CEO. the con? the CEO seems to be none other than your boss at your recently hired job!

yoo jimin x fem!reader

fluff, crack, slowburn (eh..), social media au, romance, strangers to lovers, fake dating, e2l???, non-idol au, college au

– I CAN'T BE YOUR LOVE @mingyushadow

what happens when the boyfriend of your muse invites you to be part of his band?

smau + written, band au, angst, romance, crack.

Rivalries and reconciliations @sapphic-kpop-fics

Y/n and Karina grew up as neighbors, becoming the closest friends until one night in high school when they get too close for comfort and stop speaking for years. Going to the same college was easy until the university introduced a new dance team that both want to join and become captain of.

Childhood friends to enemies to lovers

sugarcoat @izfims

as a way to fix her image, jimin's team decides to host an event where one lucky fan gets to go on a date with the idol to show the world that she's a good person. since y/n's younger sister happens to be one of her biggest fans but unfortunately falls under the age limit, she decides to sign her older sibling up instead. there's no way she actually gets chosen.. right?

idol!yu jimin x fem!reader

I HATE LOVE YOU @jennifestival

Karina has hated y/n ever since she “stole" her place on the team. Karina swore to hate her all her life, since she took away her passion, but as the time passes by, and they have to see each other every day due to university, and some mutual friends, karina realizes she doesn’t hate y/n that much;

Or

When karina realizes she’s falling for the person she despises the most, her enemy;

Yu jimin x Fem!reader

SHE’S MY COLLAR @dollieseo

as the most popular member of the band ‘lucky 8’ and a known playgirl, jeong y/n has many admirers, which she takes pride in. what she didn’t expect is for one of those admirers to be famous model/influencer yu jimin.

smau + some written chapters.

— ･ *･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ SATAN'S SPAWN @patheticallyinfatuatedwithu

yu jimin had everything in the palm of her hands. highest grades in the year, promoted as the captain of the dance team, top of the social hierarchy, and close to having the school's hearrthrob— song kang as her boyfriend. everything was sunshine and rainbows, until song kang's supposed sister, kim y/n turned song y/n— a certified hottie pain in the ass steps into frame, no longer the pathetic, crybaby loser jimin knew her as. and the line between hate and love slowly began to blur.

yu jimin x fem! reader

smau, crack, fluff, enemies to lovers

HIGH GARDEN ACADEMY @aettuddae

a new school year begins at the high garden academy boarding school, bringing with it new students, and among them, the new center of attention for the drama-thirsty student body: the hong sisters. eunchae and her mysterious and unsympathetic older sister, daein, who oddly seem uninterested in the secrets, legends, and gossip of their new school. winter, the institution's top student, and karina, the popular girl and promising pianist, never imagined they would end up so closely involved with hong daein.

karina/yu jimin, winter/kim minjeong x fem!reader/oc

social media au, boarding school au, love triangle, high class au, comedy, fluff, angst, slow burn, non-idol.

JOIN MY GAME @zlut4rina

a famous Minecraft streamer (Y/N) meets a girl on a public server. How will this new found relationship affect y/n and her reputation ... ?

baristas ୨୧ @jongocat

୨୧ you’re hopelessly in love with online friend karina. unfortunately for you, she’s got a crush on some barista.

the idea of yoo @spadesolace

in a small town called kwangya, there's not much going on aside from familiar faces, small annual events, and little to none attractions. what happens when naoi y/n was given an offer she can't refuse? the catch is the job to ghostwrite letters for choi yeonjun's crush, yoo jimin?

highschool au! karina x fem!reader smau

strangers to lovers, fluff, a bit of angst, a short smau

AFTERGLOW @hrtyunjin

after 4 years of no contact with previous ex bestfriend, karina, karina and yn re-connect with each other again. will they remain as best friends or develop into something even more serious that they were longing for since the beginning?

“why’d i have to break what i love so much?”

wlw, fluff, slow burn, smau, best friends to strangers to best friends to lovers, crack.

bound by the rules @eventuallyaugust

txt's oldest member, oh hyunseol just want a peaceful life after pandemic with her members, but it seems like fate wants to shake things up.

lesserafim huh yunjin x txt's sixth member! gp! oc x aespa yoo jimin

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Uchinaga Aeri / Giselle

POINT OF VIEW @amourjins

and by bumping into someone that just so happens to be the queen bee of the school, you apparently made a new enemy.. on your first day of being at a new school.

meangirl!aeri x newstudent!reader

texts w/ gf!aeri @amourjins

“ met thru internet “ @uchinagai

two oomfs and huge Red Velvet fans, seolhee and Giselle, decided to join Selca Day, which caused Seolhee to fall in love with the girl; little did she know, it would go completely wrong

non idol!giselle x fem!oc (seolhee)

Crazy Combo @theofficialnarrator

Aeri “Giselle” Uchinaga, SASA’s queen bee, gets dethroned by her ex-bestfriend, Jang Wonyoung. Out for blood, Giselle decides to run for Prom queen against Wonyoung and Yujin. With who? None other than the campus golden girl, Y/N L/N. Can the crazy combo win the hearts of SASA's student body, or will the two crash and burn before Prom?

non!idol Aeri Uchinaga x non!idol fem!reader

SMAU + Written, fake relationship, enemies to lovers, opposites attract, fluff, slight angst, HEAVY drama, non!idol au

A CHANGE OF HEART @geeminz

mihye has been secretly dating giselle, her best friend’s older sister, for four months. what happens when their relationship turns toxic, and their secrets become public?

toxic!giselle x f!reader oc (mihye)

it’s so over for me @wonysugar

aeri ‘hottest girl on campus’ uchinaga, aeri ‘it girl’ uchinaga, aeri this, aeri that. y/n was sick and tired of hearing and seeing that girl everywhere. what was so good about her? she was a mean bitch, average looking and just a little rich, why were people freaking out over her so bad? aeri knew that y/n didn’t give two shits about her, and she didn’t like that. at all.

nonidol!giselle x nonidol!femreader

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Kim Minjeong / Winter

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐯��𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 @perfectsunlight

𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐣𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐬, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐣𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐠𝐩𝐚 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐞. 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐭𝐮𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧. 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐯𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫.

𝗰𝗹𝗮𝘀𝘀 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗻𝘁!𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗷𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝘅 𝘀𝘁𝘂𝗱𝗲𝗻𝘁!𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿

girls like girls (like boys do) @forwntrx

you are the fifthmember of aespa. one of the aces. loved by the public, the media, and even other idols. you were confident and assured in everything, except...yoursexuality. you were so sure you were straight, just like a pin, until you met yunjin.

huh yunjin. a member of le sserafim. when she slips her number in your cookie at music bank, your whole life is thrown off balance. from that point on, she relentlessly tries to steal your heart, not knowing that winter was the one who set her eyes on it first. kim minjeong has loved you ever since she met you, but she was so sure that you could never see her that way. she lets go of her feelings and chooses to be your best friend instead. that is, until yunjin tries to make you hers. the three of you become locked in a triangle noone can escape. not without getting hurt that is.

- " i wanted her first. "

- " didn’t you ever hear second is the best, first is the worst? "

- " that’s not how that goes. "

(reader x winter / reader x yunjin)

LOVE RADAR @hearts4jiheon

basically your celebrity crush hates you, that’s all!

soloist!reader x idol!winter (wlw)

🗑️ dumpster dive @kissies4jiwon

after getting drunk and attending your boyfriend's party you find him hitting on one of your friends. after crying for a bit, you decide to sleep next to his trash can in the back of his house. little did you know now there are rumors of you being homeless and broke, and some people think you were thrown by your boyfriend in the dumpster. one of these people is winter, and she is determined to treat you better than that scum.

highschool setting, strangers to lovers.

personal fav plot !

THE CHEESE TOUCH @baekwrld

desperately seeking employment, broke college dropout y/n l/n accepts a job at a chuck e. cheese run almost entirely by similarly incompetent friends of friends. upon learning that her coworker is part of a popular local band, y/n attends one of their shows in support of her new friend—only to find herself tangled in a dating rumor with their guitarist, kim minjeong.

kim minjeong x fem!reader

under the moonlight @wintersera

on a cold winter night you were strolling down the street getting some snacks when you spot a shivering puppy curled up outside. as an empath you felt horrible for the poor pup- now… bringing it back home wasn’t exactly the best idea.

wolf hybrid!winter x fem!reader

BUSINESS PROPOSAL (side b) @isaaabbellle

Oh why did you have to meet the woman of your destiny like this? Getting caught being the real Kim.

secretary!minjeong X f!reader

HIGH GARDEN ACADEMY @aettuddae

a new school year begins at the high garden academy boarding school, bringing with it new students, and among them, the new center of attention for the drama-thirsty student body: the hong sisters. eunchae and her mysterious and unsympathetic older sister, daein, who oddly seem uninterested in the secrets, legends, and gossip of their new school. winter, the institution's top student, and karina, the popular girl and promising pianist, never imagined they would end up so closely involved with hong daein.

karina/yu jimin, winter/kim minjeong x fem!reader/oc

social media au, boarding school au, love triangle, high class au, comedy, fluff, angst, slow burn, non-idol.

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Ning Yizhuo / Ningning

when worlds collide @oceanbug

Y/N had never been the type to take life for granted. You grew up with the mindset that if you wanted something, you had to work for it; So getting paired up with the university’s “Rich Bitch” Ning Yi Zhuo for your midterm was the last thing you wanted. Are you willing to step into the world of fame for an A+?

non!idol x reader; fluff; college au; enemies to lovers; wlw; smau

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Kim Chaewon

LOVEBIRDS @celestialsequels

y/n falls in love with chaewon at first sight after seeing her during her orientation day at university but what happens when y/n tries to find ways to approach chaewon…? does she end up with chaewon…? read to see how y/n and her friends figure out ways to approach chaewon.

chaewon x f!reader

GOAL ! @pupuyvs

Yoo Jihye and her friends are the biggest losers in school. Though proud of the title, it seems to bite her when someone decides to sign her up for the school’s soccer team as a prank. Now forced to play the full season, how will Jihye survive, especially when the team’s captain is dating her crush, head cheerleader Kim Chaewon.

cheerleader!chaewon x loser!femoc

The only exception @tuna-gimbap

Chaewon wasn't really fond of love to begin with, as she grew up in the shadow of broken love, and she swears to never fall in love only to find one person who changes everything.

Chaewon x reader smau

CAUGHT @kkrymiii

Hwang ray apart of the schools infamous trouble makers who's in the media club, One day captures a photo for the media club to post for the science fair but a specific person in the photo catches her attention. As she tries to figure out who this pretty girl is it clicks to her. It was the stuco president... Now what will this lover girl do?

Kim chaewon x Hwang ray (reader)

Unexpected @saturnayeon

Chaewon accidentally messages the wrong account, trying to message Kazuha about Eunchae’s account. What she thought would never be brought up again, ends up growing into a great friendship. Will it be more?

Chaewon x fem!reader

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Huh Yujin / Jennifer

For My Eyes Only » @seullovesme

you weren't necessarily famous or anything to begin with. it was only until after the post revealing your amazing visuals that your socials seemed to grow. it certainly attracted people, maybe even a certain someone and their fanclub.

famous!huh yunjin x famous!reader, smau

girls like girls (like boys do) @forwntrx

you are the fifthmember of aespa. one of the aces. loved by the public, the media, and even other idols. you were confident and assured in everything, except...yoursexuality. you were so sure you were straight, just like a pin, until you met yunjin.

huh yunjin. a member of le sserafim. when she slips her number in your cookie at music bank, your whole life is thrown off balance. from that point on, she relentlessly tries to steal your heart, not knowing that winter was the one who set her eyes on it first. kim minjeong has loved you ever since she met you, but she was so sure that you could never see her that way. she lets go of her feelings and chooses to be your best friend instead. that is, until yunjin tries to make you hers. the three of you become locked in a triangle noone can escape. not without getting hurt that is.

- " i wanted her first. "

- " didn’t you ever hear second is the best, first is the worst? "

- " that’s not how that goes. "

(reader x winter / reader x yunjin)

Et puis je t'ai rencontrée... @yunjinpwr

( and then i met you...)

Few days after being back from France, you meet up with your friends at university. Somehow, an important paper fall from your bag… what will happen when Yunjin find it and message you ?

university smau, non!idol x f!reader, wlw, fluff, strangers to lovers, crack

student!yunjin x student!femreader

bound by the rules @eventuallyaugust

txt's oldest member, oh hyunseol just want a peaceful life after pandemic with her members, but it seems like fate wants to shake things up.

lesserafim huh yunjin x txt's sixth member! gp! oc x aespa yoo jimin

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Kang Seulgi

by luck » @seullovesme

You've loved Red Velvet long before you became the current host of your radio show. When its announced that they'll be starred in your next show to promote their new album, you are aghast; Especially when the Kang Seulgi shows interest in you, but without each other's information, you part ways. that's where it ends.. unless?

idol!seulgi x fan!reader

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[seullovesme]

» BY LUCK 19. - a new buddy

masterlist | next

synopsis ⥬ You've loved Red Velvet long before you became the current host of your radio show. When its announced that they'll be starred in your next show to promote their new album, you are aghast; Especially when the Kang Seulgi shows interest in you, but without each other's information, you part ways. that's where it ends.. unless?

(open) TAGLIST: @kimminjswife @cinnamonhaha @ludasgf @wavetoprincessminki @haerinkisser @badasgirlfriend @cosetteco @noarawriteszr @minjeongswife @beawolfbealionbeyou @sewiouslyz @manooffline @lylovw @frenchyypoo @1luvkarina @blue4hour @haechansbbg @lyninabin

[likeysoob]

Y/N thought her days were over when going to college with none of her close friends, but isn’t that the point of growing up? What happens when Y/N hears a girl singing alone in an empty classroom? Will she finally make a new friend? Or maybe something more…

seulgi x f!reader smau + written

ATTENTION !!

1, This is a REMAKE of the first heart attack i made

2, Every character here is not accurate to the actual idols themselves, they will be out of character!

3, Y/NS face claim is Haewon from NMIXX, If there is a problem with that then i will immediately change it!

4, The written parts in between screenshots will be written in very non detailed scenes

STATUS ��� on going

UPLOADS — whenever I can (very busy with school and a musical)

TAGS — smau, written, fluff, sapphic, cuddling, kissing, harsh jokes, suicide/shooting mentioned, more added soon

TAGLIST — please lmk if you want to be tagged for every upload!

CHARACTERS — little mix who? | other characters

EPISODES

0. prologue

1. a date already?!?

2. cafe date

3. guided by angels…or not (TW)

4. i respect privacy #womensrights

more will be revealed soon…

note: mobile layout - true blue color palette

[kyuusberry]

feelings | red velvet seulgi - smau

a/n: this isn’t an actual smau, it’s jst a social media typa thing ig? this is lowkey shit i’m sorry

summary :: falling for your best friend wasn’t on your bucket list. but there was something you didn’t know.

© kyuusberry 2024. no reposts. do not translate anything.

[likeysoob2]

WHOS READY FOR HEART ATTACK TO DROP OUT TOMORROW IN THE MORNING 🫣🫣🫣🫣

[luvyeni]

TWO DUMB VIRGINS ๑. ( 박지성 )

PART ONE. A B friend group …

𝗦𝗖𝗘𝗡𝗘 ──── you wanted to lose it . he was tired of being made fun by his friends. both of you thinking he’d pull out fast enough… but what can you expect from two stupid virgins ? …

( 対 ) park jisung + fem. reader genre young parent au , smau · contains! mentions of sex. pregnancy talk. crude language. jokes among friends mature content

𝕼 ㅤ𓈒ㅤ𓈒 yeni’s note .ᐟ let’s get this going , i’m so excited about this !! the taglist for this is closed tho , i won’t be adding anyone else until the end when it’s fully released 🖤

you weren’t against the idea of losing your virginity; you weren’t innocent by any means , you knew what porn was, you were an adult… but when it came to the idea of losing your virginity the thought of it petrified you. what if it hurt so bad you cried? what if you regret it? what if the guy sucked in bed and only cared about getting his rocks off? everytime you got with a guy these thoughts plagued you and you ended up chickening out , leaving the guy with blue balls. 

“it’s not that bad i swear.” yuna said. “of course it hurts a little , there’s something that’s at least 6 inches going inside you.” you cringed hearing her talk. “but it isn’t supposed to hurt that bad, if it does he’s definitely doing it completely wrong.” yunjin said. “oh my god what if he does it completely wrong and like hurts me to the point where i can no longer have sex?” you stressed , the girls in front of you shaking their head at your dramatics. “i don’t want my first time to be my last time.”  chenle sat down in the booth of the cafe the three of you met up for lunch at. “you three still on the virgin talk.”

“yesterday i invited a boy over, 10 outta 10.” you said. “we were kissing, it was perfect.” chenle nodded. “and then your brain got in the way?” you sighed and nodded. “and he wasn’t mean about it, but like how embarrassing that me,  a 23 year old, is scared of having sex?” 

“look no one is rushing you to lose your virginity now, take as long as you need.” yunjin reassured. “besides , the men out here are trash.” yuna said. “so you really aren’t missing much.” as much as she was probably right , it’s seems like it was all people were talking about. 

meanwhile, jisung sat in a cafe of thel campus, holding his head down low as his friends laughed at joke haechan made — a joke made at his expense… his virginity. “why is this so funny?” he said. “i don’t know.” haechan shrugged. “making fun of the 23 year old virgin is very funny.” jisung rolled his eyes. “haha laugh at the virgin , sorry im not fucking every girl and guy who looks my way.” 

“well yeah , cause you aren’t fucking anyone.” the table erupted into laughter once more. “jisung don’t let them rush you.” mark spoke up. “yeah how many times has haechan found himself sitting in a clinic for antibiotics?” renjun said bluntly. “or in the line of a drug store with a morning after?” jeno followed up. “or a pregnancy test.” haechan sat up to defend himself. “hey i only stood in line for a pregnancy test once.”

“isn’t once enough for you to learn to wrap your dick up or lock it away?” jaemin said. “do i tell you what to do with jeno in our shared apartment?” haechan argued back. “hey don’t turn this on us.” jisung listened to them bicker back and forth. “the point being , don’t just lose your virginity because of peer pressure.” mark said, jaemin stopping his argument with haechan just to speak. “and once you do lose it , don’t go fucking everyone who looks at you.” haechan gasped. “are you slutshaming me?” which jaemin nodded. “yes i am you whore.” 

“there’s a party tonight that a friend of mine is throwing.” chenle said over the phone.. “i’m sure seulgi can let you off for one night?” you really didn’t feel like partying, but the other option wasn’t pleasant either. “i can ask.” throwing your bag down to the ground , your cat coming up to caress your calf with her tail. “im sure she’s gonna say yes , she loves you.” he said. “duh who else is willing to come in on a sunday to do the 79 year old grandma that only wants to talk about how much she hates her children and complains about how much she hates the haircut?”  you spoke sarcastically. “but she keeps coming back?” you snort. “that’s our problem , i’ll text her to see if i can get off.”

to seulgi : night off please 😃 4:30pm read

from seulgi : grandma? sunday? 4:35pm read

“shit.” you hissed. “grandma on sunday.” you whined. “think about it , it’s friday have a good time, recover saturday and make money on sunday.” he said. “think of the jell-o shots , think of the jell-o shots.” you sighed , nodding. “fine.”

to seulgi : you hate me don’t you 😔 ? 4:40pm read

from seulgi : go easy on the alcohol it’s like she can still smell it days later even if you shower 😉

“perfect , i’ll see you tonight!” chenle said. “yuna and yunjin are already on their way over i bet.” you hung up; just as the door of your apartment opened up. “let’s get ready bitch!” they came bursting into your room. “you both set this up.” yuna nodded. “we knew you’d tell us no , but chenle has special childhood friend privileges so we used him.” you shook your head. “also thank you because now i don’t have to work on sunday.” yunjin plopped down on your bed. “you got grandma again?” yuna asked, already going through your closet. “2 whole hours of nonstop yapping about how her kids never visit , only to be cursed at because she hates the hair cut.” you pouted. “lucky me.” 

“whos random house are we showing up to right now?” you asked as the car pulled up to the address. “why does chenle know so many dodgy people , it’s concerning.” yuna said. “maybe he’s the dodgy person in question , we never know, this could be his house.” yunjin said as the three of you exited the car; you could hear the music playing inside. “i wouldn’t be surprised he does stupid shit all the time i wouldn’t be surprised if he somehow convinced his parents to buy him a house.”

you opened the door of the house; the house being filled with people. “stay close by and don’t go home with strangers.” you said. “how about you try going home with a stranger.” you glared back at yuna who was smiling. “love you.” 

“who are you waiting for?” jisung asked chenle as they stood around the party; chenle looking around the party. “my A friend group , i invited them.” he said looking at his phone. “A friend group?” jaemin asked. “so does that make us the B friend group?” he nodded. “pretty much.” he stood up. “they’re here , i’ll see you guys.” and with that, he walked away. “i feel used all of sudden.” renjun spoke up , drink in his hand. jisung stood up. “what you have another friend group you invited?” 

“i wish.” 

you found yourself in the kitchen; looking for chenle after he promised you a drink only to never return with it. ‘it’s not easy entertaining both friend groups.’ he texted you. you scoffed maneuvering your way into the cramped kitchen to the drinks. “oh sorry.” a tall lanky boy was standing around. “you’re fine.” you said with a smile. “do you know what’s good?” he looked around. “um well i don’t drink much.” you smiled , he was cute the way he stumbled over his words. “that’s okay , what are you drinking?” he was so quick to show you his cup it made you giggle; which made his neck turn red. “i-i can make it for you.” you nodded. “thank you.” he sat his cup down; grabbing one for you. “it’s nothing special.” he said , pouring things into the cup. “he-here you go.”

he watched you nervously as you put the cup to your lips; taking a sip of the drink he made you. “do you like it?” he said ; here he was needing the approval of a stranger; haechan would've made a comment about him not having a backbone if he was here. “it’s good.” your voice bought him out of his thoughts. “really?” you nodded. “it’s not too sweet but also my throat isn’t burning from the excessive amount of alcohol.” 

you struck up a conversation with the boy; mostly leading it, he listened attentively as you spoke. “am i talking too much?” you asked , he quickly shook his head. “of course not , it’s just that i don’t normally talk to people except my friends at parties; especially — girls?” you interrupted him. “yeah; especially pretty girls like you.” he scratched the back of his neck. “you’re cute… what’s your name?” “jisung.” 

“you’re cute jisung.” 

he was about to respond when he saw haechan approaching the kitchen; why at this moment? he was so scared he’d say something that embarrassed him and he actually liked talking to you. “are you okay?” you asked. “i’m fine.” he said. “do you want to go somewhere else?” he asked , quickly before haechan reached the kitchen. “oh yeah sure, i guess.” you said , only for him to grab your wrist. “just trust me.” he said , quickly exiting the kitchen , walking straight past hyuck who turned his head like his eyes were deceiving him; but jisung didn’t even say anything, just kept guiding you through the people; and straight up the stairs to his room. 

you didn’t even say anything; and before you knew it, you were sitting on his bed. “how many people live here?” you asked , he sat down on his desk chair, rubbing his sweaty palm against his jeans. “me and five other guys.” you cringed. “frightening —  i am so sorry that was an inside thought.” he chuckled as you tried to defend yourself. “no it’s true , it’s frightening sometimes , but mark knows how to calm the house down , he’s the oldest.” you nodded. “i knew it had to be someone; either that or you have a girlfriend you’re not telling me about.”

“oh no , of course not!” he said. “i don’t have a girlfriend.” he realized how quickly he said that, cringing at how desperate that sounded. “im single.” he said much more calm. “good. me too.” he stood up from his chair. “i-i can put on some music.” he said. “anything you like , the music downstairs isn’t that good , jeno-hyung literally puts a playlist together of things he hears on the radio on the drive to work.” he said hooking his phone up to the speaker he stole from renjun. “anything is fine.” you said , standing up looking around his room; the mangas in the corner of his room , the small pile of clothes halfway kicked under the bed, that he clearly just kicked under there, you laughed to yourself. his school books on the table; he went to a different school than you — that was good. 

“do you like mangas?” he asked , follow behind you. “they’re okay, i prefer regular fantasy books , but i don’t hate them.” you went to turn around , only to bump into his chest with a small umph. “oh shit i’m sorry.” he held you by your shoulders — and out of a whim and probably a little bit of the alcohol; you kissed him.

the boy’s eyes widened; feeling your soft lips on his. it wasn’t his first kiss, but it surely was the best one he’s had. he shakenly put his hands on your waist , trying to steady himself; it’s just a kiss, it’s not a big deal… then why is he getting hard? he quickly pulled away out of shame. “is something wrong?” you asked. “i- i’ve never done this before.” he said. “kissed a girl?” you asked, he shook his head. “no-no i kissed a girl before.“ he stumbled over his words; trying to figure out what to say; but you helped him. “you’re a virgin?”

he sighed; this was his issue, girls didn’t want a virgin. they wanted someone who knew what they were doing; so he fully accepted that you were gonna reject him — but you didn’t , you grabbed his cheek, pulling him back into another kiss , using your other hand to guide his fallen one back to your waist, feeling him slightly grip it , making you gasp. “di-did i hurt you?” he said in between kisses. “no, please keep going.”

kissing him felt good; but you couldn’t deny the racing of your heart. those same concerns floating around in your head as he gently laid you on the bed , climbing on top of you. “i told you; i’ve never done this before , i don’t know what works and what doesn’t.” he confessed. “me either.” you said. “i don’t know what i’m doing either.” he was stunned. “you’re a virgin too?” you nodded. “so i guess we’re about to figure it out together?” 

pulling him into another deep kiss; pulling at his waist both of your hips moving messily against each other. it felt good; but you needed more. which is why instead of pushing him away like you normally did guys when it went too far , you pulled at his pants , signaling him to take them off. “do-do you want me to take them off?” you nodded. “ok-okay.” he stood up , hands shaking as he unbuckled his jeans. “i can take off my skirt.” you reached for your waist, both of you moving with haste but uncertainty, undressing yourselves. 

“can i be on top?” you suddenly asked. “it’s just that in the videos i watch , the girl is normally on too.” he could feel his cock twitching at the thought of you touching yourself to porn; how was it a stranger getting him like this. “su-sure.” he said , and he laid on his back , letting you climb on top of him. “is this okay?” he nodded , his hand coming up being your back to undo your bra. “you’re too good at that.” you giggled , his hips accidentally bucking up making you moan. “oh i liked that.” 

so he did it again , and you moaned again. “jisung this isn’t enough.” you whined out. “i don’t think i have any condoms.” he said. “b-but i think i can pull out in time.” he quickly followed. “you sure?” he nodded. both of you were clearly thinking with you lower parts; lowering his underwear , cheeks flushed with red as his erected cock slapped against his stomach. your eyes widening. “what? what’s wrong?” he said nervously. “you’re kinda big , how am i supposed to fit that inside me?” 

“oh um , maybe we can just try only try a little bit.” you nodded , grabbing his cock; feeling it in his heavy length in your hand. “i guess i just stroke it?” he nodded , moaning out as you slowly moved your hand. “is this okay?” he nodded. “i-i like it , bu-but can you speed up just a bit.” he bit down on his lip to contain his moans. “please don’t hide them , i like them.” you said, and he whined; he was about to cum. “wait fuck , wait let’s try and do it now i don’t think im gonna last if we keep this.” 

you lifted yourself up a bit; hovering over his length. “yo-you can go slow.” he said , you slowly sunk down on him , letting his cock slowly filled you up; just as you suspected it hurt , but not as bad as you thought it would be. “fuck.” he sighed. “fuck that feels so good.” you fully sat down on him. “does it hurt?” you nodded. “a little bit , but it’s fine.” you said , slowly moving up and down on his cock. “you took it all , fuck your really small down there , i can barely move.” he cursed , both of you moaning out as you finally got your groove. 

here you both were music from the outside and in the room fading into the background as you both got lost in each other; two strangers, all those nerves you had about losing your virginity gone as you rode jisung. jisung could hear haechan's voice in his head , it was annoying but he couldn’t wait to tell it to him. “wait wait fuck.” he grabbed your hips to stop you. “i’m not gonna last if you’re on top.” he said. “can i get on top?” 

you both switch positions and he soon was on top of you; slowly pushing himself back inside you. “faster , i can take it.” he let out a whimper like moan as he felt you better , he was deeper inside you , his cock kissing your cervix over and over. “i think-i think im gonna cum.” you gasped out. “really?” he cursed. “me too.” 

both of you now chasing your highs; his hips slapping against yours. “ji- oh my god.” your moans getting louder. “ugh fuck!” you scream as you reached your first ever orgasm outside of your fingers. “ah , fuck fuck fuck.” he moaned , he pulled out , ropes of his cum shooting from his cock on to your stomach. “shit i’m sorry i couldn’t help it.” he said breathlessly. “did you pull out in time?” you asked. “yea-yeah.” he said , you sighed. “shit let me get something to clean you up.” 

your eyes look around the room as you wait for the boys return. “are you okay?” he asked. “you seem to be out of it.” his eyes widened. “are you regretting it? did i do something wrong?” he said. “no no you’re fine.” you said. “it’s just that , i didn’t care when i lost my virginity , but i didn’t think it would be today , let alone with you.” you chuckled to yourself as he handed you a rag. “is that a bad thing?” he said nervously. “no , for a virgin you knew what you were doing.” his face turned red. “th-thanks i guess.”

“so what now?” he asked. “do we just like go our separate ways and forget this happened i’m not sure how this works.” he said , both of you now clothed. “well i don’t know wh—” before you could say anything your phone was blowing up. “oh shit i have to go.” you said , looking around. “here’s my number , use it if you want.” you quickly wrote something down , running out of the room. 

he walked over to the desk , picking up the piece of paper… he couldn’t read the last 4 numbers. he quickly opened the door trying to find you , but he was unsuccessful. “who are you looking for?” renjun came out of the bathroom. “oh no one.” he said. “well come on , walk with me to get another drink.” he silently nodded at the boy , following behind , hoping to find you down there.

unfortunately, you were already out the door , yuma had broken a heel trying to drag a drunk chenle out of the house. “i’m gonna kill him when he’s sober.” you and yunjin grabbed his legs. “i’m gonna kill him when we get into the car.” the three of you tossing him in the back seat. “i love you all.” he slurred. “friend group A for the win.” was the last thing he said , before closing his eyes. “friend group A.” yunjin who was in the front seat over it , waved him off. “it’s chenle who knows.” 

all the way home , you kept checking your phone hoping he’d text you — but he never did , you sighed. “what’s wrong , you keep sighing at your phone.” yuna asked. “nothing , just thinking about the recovery tomorrow.” you said. “you’ll be fine.” you both looking at chenle. “him i’m not so sure.”

“yn!” chenle shouted from your bed. “yn!” you turned facing him. “will you go to bed.” you said , checking your phone again. “and don’t throw up in my bed or i’ll murder you.” he whined , murmuring under his breath. “my bestfriend hates me.” he said. “she cares about her stupid phone.” he passed  back out on the bed. still no call from him. “guess he got scared.” you thought , sighing one last time before standing up , climbing into bed next to chenle. “see here i am.” you said. “good , your bed sucks.” you scoffed.

“i’m gonna wake you up in the morning by banging on two frying pans.”

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[ahhnini]

PILLOWTALK - RAFE CAMERON X READER SMAU

PROLOGUE - THE CHARACTERS

series masterlist

a/n - this chapter is sort of like a masterlist of the characters! as the AU goes on, there will be more people added!

reader is just random faceless gals I found on pinterest! fc for rora is seulgi of red velvet!

travel!influencer!reader & her best friend, rora

the fling, rafe, & his best man topper

[miorrtae]

NEWS FLASH ᥫ᭡ TAEYEON SMAU

NF 23

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The practice room was already half full when Y/N stepped in, the heavy door clicking shut behind her.

BoA was stretching near the mirrors, Hyoyeon and Seulgi laughing at something on Hyoyeon’s phone, and Wendy was mid-sip from a protein shake when her gaze flicked toward the entrance. Karina, of course, was lounging on the floor in her usual dramatic sprawl, acting like she ran the room despite being the youngest of the seniors.

And then there was Taeyeon.

Y/N’s eyes landed on her instinctively before she could stop them. The older woman was seated against the wall, hood up, arms draped loosely over her knees, her expression unreadable.

It had been months.

Months of silence.

Months since that day.

Y/N held her breath for half a second too long, then tore her gaze away.

“Yah,” Karina called from the floor, a smirk already forming on her lips, “look who finally remembered she’s in a group.”

Y/N didn’t break stride. “Look who’s still laying around like she’s in a CF shoot instead of rehearsal.”

Karina gasped, clutching her chest. “I was manifesting stage presence!”

“You should manifest footwork next.”

Wendy stifled a laugh from the corner. Seulgi shook her head but smiled quietly, used to the dynamic by now.

Karina stood up with exaggerated offense, brushing invisible lint off her pants. “One day I’m gonna trip you mid-choreo and pretend it was an accident.”

Y/N dropped her bag with a thud and tilted her head. “You’d have to catch me first.”

Their banter continued like that—sharp, playful, familiar. It filled the space quickly, distracting just enough from the crackling tension that still hung under the surface.

But it was there.

Undeniably there.

Taeyeon hadn’t moved. Hadn’t spoken. But Y/N could feel her gaze. Like static behind her neck.

She didn’t turn to look.

She wouldn’t.

Not yet.

The choreographer clapped her hands. “Alright, let’s warm up. And then we’ll get into unit formations, including the duet pairs for the bridge.”

A ripple of tension spread through the group as the choreographer’s words hung in the air. Y/N didn’t dare glance at Taeyeon, but she could practically feel the other woman’s presence like an anchor pulling at her.

The choreographer tapped her clipboard. “Y/N. Taeyeon. You’re center again.”

The room fell into a hush, and Y/N froze, her hands clenched tighter around the strap of her bag. It was as if the world had narrowed down to just the two of them, even as the others busied themselves around them.

The choreographer, oblivious to the static in the air, continued, “You’ll be working the duet for the bridge. Make sure you’re locked in with the music.”

Y/N nodded stiffly, her mind racing.

She couldn’t do this. Not yet. She wasn’t ready to face Taeyeon. The betrayal still lingered in her veins, a poison she hadn’t been able to purge, no matter how many times she tried to tell herself it was in the past.

As the others began stretching and prepping, Y/N set her bag down with a little more force than necessary and rolled her shoulders. She could feel the eyes on her—on both of them—but she refused to acknowledge it.

A glance at Karina, who was pretending to stretch while barely containing a smirk, told her everything. Karina knew. Wendy, Seulgi, Hyoyeon—they all knew there was something, but they didn’t know the details. They didn’t need to.

Y/N’s heart beat erratically in her chest, and for a second, she allowed herself to feel the weight of it all. The anger. The hurt. The rawness that she was still carrying around like it was fresh.

But when her gaze flickered over to Taeyeon again, she froze.

Taeyeon’s eyes were still on her. Soft, distant, but there—like the quiet before a storm. The same woman who had once held her close, who had once whispered everything would be okay, was now a ghost in the room.

Y/N wanted to shout at her. Ask her why. But she bit down on her tongue instead.

She had spent so long being angry, and yet, it didn’t change anything. It didn’t make the fact that Taeyeon had chosen her career over them any easier to stomach.

“Ready?” the choreographer called, breaking the tension with an impatient snap.

Y/N nodded, her breath catching in her throat. She was ready—for the choreography, for the moves, for the music—but not for this. Not for the closeness. Not for the pain of being near someone who had so easily turned their back.

The music started, and the familiar beats pulsed through the room.

Y/N stepped into position, her movements sharp, purposeful. She felt the familiar pull of the routine, but each time she approached Taeyeon for the transition, her body tensed.

The gap between them felt impossibly wide. She couldn’t bring herself to look at Taeyeon, no matter how much her eyes wanted to, no matter how much her heart yearned to reach out.

It wasn’t just the choreography that felt off. It was the weight of everything they hadn’t said, everything left unspoken.

And Taeyeon? Taeyeon, for her part, was still too silent, still too distant. She was there, physically present, but emotionally? Y/N couldn’t reach her. Couldn’t figure out what had happened. What they were now.

It wasn’t professional. It wasn’t right. But Y/N couldn’t help it. She was too angry. Too hurt. And seeing Taeyeon again… it was like reopening a wound that she had tried so desperately to ignore.

Another pass of the routine. Another step toward the center.

And still—Taeyeon didn’t look at her either.

Y/N forced her gaze ahead, trying to focus on the routine, on the steps, on anything other than the way her chest tightened.

She couldn’t breathe. Not fully.

Not with Taeyeon so close.

She tried to steady her breath, but every inhalation felt like drawing shards of glass into her lungs. The familiar rhythm of the routine that had once been her anchor now seemed to churn up a torrent of memories and emotions she wasn’t ready to face. As she continued the movements, her body moved out of sheer habit, yet every step toward Taeyeon sent tremors through her heart—a silent reminder of a past filled with closeness and promises that had been shattered.

In that charged moment, every fiber of her being pulsed with conflicting impulses. The tactile contact of the dance, the brush of fingertips, and even the subtle shift in weight carried an undercurrent of old affection and new pain. Her mind flickered with fragments—whispered secrets in the dark, intimate laughter shared in quieter times, and the warmth of a comforting embrace that now felt like an echo of something irretrievably lost.

Y/N’s eyes remained trained on the cold floor, but inside, her vision blurred with a mixture of regret and longing, the memory of Taeyeon’s gentle words and soft, reassuring touches clashing against the betrayal she still felt. The physical closeness, meant to symbolize unity and shared passion, instead ignited a storm of conflicting sentiments. Was it possible that the art they created together could ever bury the hurt, or would it only serve as a reminder of what had been irreparably broken?

Each choreographed step, meticulously practiced a thousand times, was now fraught with a desperate search for safety—a way to hide behind the precision of movement while her heart longed to either mend or shatter completely. The music swelled, filling every space around her, yet in the depths of that sound, Y/N could still perceive the ghost of her own heartbeat, marching in sync with an unresolved pain.

It was in these quiet, heart-wrenching instants between the beats of the music that she realized the truth: she was dancing on the razor’s edge of a past she couldn’t escape and a future uncertain of forgiveness. As each movement drew her unyieldingly closer to Taeyeon, she fought an internal battle—torn between the urge to retreat into the armor of anger and the desire to surrender to a vulnerability that terrified her.

And then, as if acknowledging the conflict within her, the pulse of the music deepened, guiding her into a delicate, almost imperceptible pause—an exhaled moment where the world around her receded, leaving only the collision of her whispered memories and the tender trace of hope hidden in the distance.

The second verse ended, and the tempo shifted—slower, softer. The bridge.

Y/N’s mark was center left. Taeyeon’s, center right.

The music swelled behind them, filling the room with breathless anticipation as they took synchronized steps toward each other.

One, two, three…

Y/N’s heartbeat pounded louder than the bass. Her body moved on autopilot—fluid, practiced—but her eyes stayed glued to the floor, locked on the space between their sneakers rather than on Taeyeon.

Their hands brushed, just briefly, as part of the choreography.

It was nothing.

It was everything.

Electricity sparked up her arm like muscle memory, like her body still remembered what her heart tried to forget. She gritted her teeth.

Taeyeon didn’t flinch. She didn’t pull away either.

But when Y/N’s head began to turn, when the part of the routine demanded they lock eyes for the soft exchange before the group reconvened—she couldn’t do it.

Her face tilted left instead. Away. A fraction too late to sell the illusion of intimacy. A fraction too honest to hide what was breaking inside her.

“Cut,” the choreographer snapped, frustration leaking into her voice. “Y/N. Again.”

Y/N swallowed, jaw clenched, chest rising and falling as she nodded silently.

From the corner of her eye, Karina was watching. Arms crossed. Curious. Not smug for once.

Wendy shifted awkwardly on her feet.

Even BoA, who had seen it all, looked between the two of them like she was mentally bracing for something to explode.

“Let’s take it from the bridge,” the choreographer called again. “Just Taeyeon and Y/N.”

No music this time.

Just silence. Heavy and thick.

Y/N moved back to her starting position, her limbs tighter now. Less fluid. The fatigue in her muscles wasn’t from dancing.

She met Taeyeon at center.

And for the first time… she looked up.

It was only for a second. Maybe even less. But it was long enough to see what she didn’t want to.

Taeyeon’s eyes weren’t cold. They weren’t smug, or cruel, or indifferent.

They were soft.

Tired.

Like they were carrying something heavy too.

Y/N blinked, and it was gone.

She turned her head away again, quickly, like looking too long would undo her.

The silence between them said enough.

But as Y/N stepped back into formation, the sting of that brief eye contact stayed with her.

And for the first time in months…

She wasn’t sure who she was angrier at anymore.

The rest of the practice blurred into a haze. Y/N moved through the motions mechanically, focusing on the choreography, the steps, anything that would keep her from thinking about the soft weight of Taeyeon’s gaze. The connection they’d shared, brief as it was, gnawed at her insides, refusing to let her forget.

She tried to block it out, tried to push it back. But the moment kept repeating in her head—those seconds where they almost made eye contact, where Taeyeon’s tired, soft expression flickered just for a heartbeat.

It felt like everything they had been avoiding came rushing back, as if they had never truly been apart.

As the rehearsal drew to a close, Y/N barely noticed the others packing up their things around her. Her limbs felt like they were moving on autopilot, the weight of the day catching up with her. She was exhausted, physically and emotionally.

“Hey,” Karina’s voice cut through the haze, her usual playful tone now absent. She approached Y/N, her eyes searching her face. “Are you good?”

Y/N forced a smile, but it didn’t reach her eyes. “Yeah. Fine.”

Karina studied her for a second longer before hugging Y/n from behind. “I’ll be outside in the van please hurry I don’t wanna be in this unstable place anymore.” Leaving slightly laughing to cheer Y/n up a little.

Y/N bit her lip, resisting the urge to laughing. Knowing Karina wanting to make her laugh but It wasn’t something she wanted to do right now. She didn’t want to feel happy right now. She just wanted to acknowledge how broken she still felt.

Her gaze flickered back to Taeyeon, who was speaking with Wendy and Hyoyeon, already shifting her focus to the next part of the day, already pushing it all down like Y/N was.

But they couldn’t keep pretending forever.

Y/N was about to turn and leave when Taeyeon’s voice reached her ears.

“Y/N.”

She froze.

Her heart raced, and she didn’t want to look, didn’t want to face her. Not now. Not after everything.

But she didn’t have a choice.

She turned slowly, trying to keep her expression neutral. “What is it?”

Taeyeon hesitated, then took a step toward her. “Can we talk?”

Y/N’s pulse quickened, and for a split second, she almost agreed. Almost walked up to her, let her explain, let her say whatever it was that needed to be said. But the anger, the hurt, and the confusion rose up again, blocking any chance for vulnerability.

“Talk?” Y/N echoed, her voice low and controlled. “There’s nothing to talk about, Taeyeon. You made your choice.” She turned sharply on her heel, not waiting for a response.

She could feel the eyes of the others on her as she walked out of the room, but she didn’t care.

She just needed space. Space to breathe. Space to not feel like she was falling apart at the seams again.

But as she stepped out into the hall, she heard it. The faint sound of Taeyeon calling her name again, softer this time.

Y/N didn’t turn around. She couldn’t. Not yet.

Not until she figured out how to stop being angry.

Not until she figured out how to stop caring.

Y/N stood in the hallway’s dim light, her back pressed against the cool wall as she tried to steady her racing heart. The echoes of Taeyeon’s soft plea faded, replaced by a storm of memories and raw emotion. Every step away from the practice room felt heavy, as if each footfall was weighed down by months of unresolved pain, regret, and a longing she’d spent too long burying.

She inhaled deeply, but each breath came jaggedly, as if her lungs were fighting against the weight in her chest. The familiar hum of the building—the clattering of distant footsteps and muted voices—blurred into an indistinct background noise. All she could hear was the internal dialogue: Why did it always hurt this much? Why was it so simple for her to walk away, but so agonizing to let go?

Her mind started to wander back to the day it had all changed, the day when promises had fractured and silence had taken root. The memory wasn’t as sharp as it used to be, yet it was insistent—a constant reminder that some wounds ran deeper than any rehearsal or dance routine. In that moment, she realized that Taeyeon wasn’t just the echo of a past love; she was a mirror reflecting everything Y/N fought to suppress: vulnerability, hope, and the fear of trusting again.

Before she could lose herself completely in thought, the muffled sound of footsteps approached. It was Karina, ever the unwitting guardian of their inner truths, her presence softening the harshness of the hallway’s silence.

“Hey,” Karina said quietly, a hand reaching out, “you alright?”

Y/N hesitated, her gaze still fixed on some invisible point ahead. “I…I don’t know,” she admitted, her voice a fragile whisper that betrayed the storm inside.

Karina’s eyes flickered with a mixture of concern and that playful resilience that so often had masked deeper understanding. “You can’t keep running forever, you know. Not from yourself…or from what’s left unsaid.”

Y/N’s jaw tightened. “What if what’s unsaid is too much to fix?” she murmured, almost to herself.

Karina shifted so they could both lean against the wall, her tone softening. “Maybe it is. Or maybe it’s time you give yourself a chance to learn that some things—no matter how broken—deserve a chance to be mended.”

A painful laugh escaped Y/N, half bitter and half resigned. “What if I’m just too damaged now?”

Karina’s silence spoke volumes. It wasn’t the answer Y/N craved, but it wasn’t an ultimatum either—it was a quiet, unwavering belief that something was still worth salvaging.

In that suspended moment, Y/N’s thoughts wandered back to Taeyeon. It wasn’t just anger or betrayal that defined her now—it was an intricate tapestry of memories and moments of tenderness that refused to be expunged. Taeyeon’s silence, her lingering presence in the room, and even her soft gaze during that brief, desperate moment had stirred something Y/N didn’t want to face: the part of her that still, against all odds, cared deeply.

“I… don’t think I can just forget,” Y/N admitted finally, voice trembling as she spoke into the quiet corridor. “Not now.”

Karina only nodded, the unsaid weight of that admission hanging in the air between them. “Maybe forgetting isn’t the goal,” she suggested gently. “Maybe it’s understanding, accepting, and then...deciding if you can forgive. Forgive yourself, or forgive her. Somehow.”

The words landed heavily, as if trying to peel away the layers of anger that had kept Y/N at bay. She closed her eyes for a moment, summoning the courage to let the pain and hope mingle in the same space. The idea of forgiveness wasn’t a quick fix—it was a path littered with memories, small victories, and setbacks. But for the first time that day, Y/N allowed herself a sliver of possibility.

She opened her eyes to see Karina’s reassuring smile, a small beacon in the twilight of her turmoil. “I’m going to figure it out,” she whispered, more to herself than to Karina, as if acknowledging the messy, unresolved truth within her. “I’ll start by not running away anymore.”

And as she spoke, somewhere deep inside, she knew that sooner or later, she’d have to face Taeyeon. There would come a moment when the heavy silence of their unspoken words had to be shattered by conversation—a conversation that could either mend the broken fragments of their past or lay them to rest once and for all.

For now, Y/N took one more step down the corridor, leaving behind the dim practice room and the weight of unfinished business. The hallway stretched out before her, uncertain and long, yet for the first time, she dared to tread its length with a hesitant hope—a hope that, in time, she’d learn to stop being angry, and perhaps, even begin to care again.

+ just for @w1w2

[saturnn127]

couldn’t make it any harder | LJN smau

>profiles (yn's friends) see masterlist for warnings and details :)

park jihyo, the best friend: yn’s best friend since middle school and personal therapist. they were seat mates and became friends over a shared intrest in webtoon comics. she is a psychology major and leader of the college dance team.

ten lee, the gay best friend: he became an addition to their best friendship after standing up for yn when people were being mean to her in high school. they’ve been inseparable since, even now that they have more friends and go to different schools. he attends wvu and is a dance major, though he spends most of his time at ncu.

jeon soyeon, the girl kisser: the man hater of all man haters. she taught yn everything she knows about hating men, and is only slightly (read; very)obvious about her preference for women. she is studying criminal justice and wants to become a detective for abuse and assault cases. she’s the president of the gamma delta lambda (Γ Δ Λ) sorority and lives in the house on greek row.

yu karina, the half girl kisser: the youngest in the friend group, she’s in her sophmore year. she met soyeon on her first day of campus when the sorority was handing out snacks to students, and was immediately invited to hangout once soyeon’s gaydar was proven correct. lives off campus with three other girls, and is studying music.

bae irene, the surprise gay: she had been straight until she met her now girlfriend. it took her a whole year to realize that the girl was, in fact, flirting with her. it took another month for her to realize that she was romantically attracted to seulgi. now they are happy living together while working under the same company. she is a stylist for the red velvet fashion magazine, though she and her gf do personal projects with their friends sometimes.

kang seulgi, the girlfriend: her stubborn personality and persistence works in her favor a majority of the time. it got her her dream job and dream girl. it also got her a lower lease on their dream home. works as a photographer for red velvet fashion magazine. while she isn’t an official member of their friend group, she is always involved and tags along to their hangouts. a member by extension.

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a/n: the girlies <3 we love girls and gays in this household.

[seullovesme]

» BY LUCK 13. - this has gotta be a joke

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synopsis ⥬ You've loved Red Velvet long before you became the current host of your radio show. When its announced that they'll be starred in your next show to promote their new album, you are aghast; Especially when the Kang Seulgi shows interest in you, but without each other's information, you part ways. that's where it ends.. unless?

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[likeysoob]

HEART ATTACK — prologue

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I looked at gigis response and put it back down on top of my dresser

“A girlfriend would be nice tho…” i say to myself

I scoff

“We all know thats not happening to me”

As i almost finish packing all my clothing, my door slams open scaring me

“Are you ready yet?” It was my mom

“Um..yeah im almost done” i smile at her

She just stands there looking at me

Okay? Bitch..

I stay quiet and continue to grab a few more things

My mom soon leaves the room and i grab all my bags and begin to make my way downstairs

“Took you forever” my mom says harshly

“Are you going to drive me there or not?” I raise my voice at her

she rolls her eyes and walks out the door to start the car

Once we finally got all my stuff in the back of the car and begin to head out

I sighed and closed my phone

Maybe im not talented enough, why else wasn’t i accepted into (dream college)

I think i sing very good…

…Whatever

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It was silent for the rest of the time in the car

Kind of awkward but i didnt seem to notice since i was distracted

“Were here” She says

My mom opens the trunk and we start going back and forth to bring my stuff up to my dorm

As soon as my mom saw there was no more luggage she left without saying anything

Wow…

Wait…shes right

Where is my roommate?

Who is my roommate??

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TAGLIST — none as for now

[kyuusberry]

set up — bae joohyun (irene)

𝘀𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘆 :: 𝘆𝗲𝗿𝗶 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗿𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗲𝘁 𝘂𝗽 𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗻𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀𝗻’𝘁 𝗴𝗼 𝘁𝗼𝗼 𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗹.. 𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗻𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝗻’𝘁 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗽𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹

𝗶𝗯: 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼𝗻’𝘁 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗺𝘆 𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗯𝘆 @/𝗿𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲𝗵𝗿𝘀

© 𝗸𝘆𝘂𝘂𝘀𝗯𝗲𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟰. 𝗻𝗼 𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁𝘀. 𝗱𝗼 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗻𝘀𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴.

[likeysoob2]

Reminder

Ep 2 of heart attack comes out tomorrow!!

[roroswitherose]

HAD ME @ HELLO! - lee Heeseung

SYNOPSIS: verse’s school of arts, a very popular and hard to get into academy, holds a dance competition a few weeks before the start of the new school year. the prize being a free scholarship to the arts academy. enhypen, a popular dance crew signs up, and they win. Heeseung watches as his captain Jungwon bumps into a girl while he was celebrating and heeseung immediately feels drawn to her. 

It's weeks later and school is about to start and Heeseung still can't get the pretty girl out of his mind. After his first day, he checks his phone and sees the enhypen group chat blowing up, and the last thing he expects to see was the pretty girl going viral…for being Jungwon’s ‘sister.’ 

PAIRINGS: dancer! lee heeseung x dancer! female! oc 

GENRE: smau with written chapters, fluff, humor, small bit of angst, college au, dancer au, strangers to lovers, dance crews, 

FEATURING: all of enhypen, mark jeno jisung & haechan (nct dream) yeji chaeryeong (itzy) soul (p1h) wooyoung (ateez) seulgi (red velvet) chaeyeon, more as the story progresses. 

WARNINGS: cursing, some kms/kys jokes and the stupid twt humor, kissing, mentions of alcohol, characters maybe ooc, inappropriate jokes, heeseung is in love with oc and ofc is kinda oblivious, wooyoung gets teased a lot but he’s loved, I will add warnings at the start of each chapter. also ages will be changed.

STATUS: ongoing! I’ll update whenever i get the chance, started = June 29th

ROROS NOTES: hello! omg this is my first smau ever, and I’m kinda nervous because I still don’t know what I’m doing ☺, so please bear with me. this is a work of fiction, and all the characters are not in any way connected with their actual selves, I do not ship these idols irl, this is simply just for my fic. also! lowercase is intended! Please ignore the time stamps! I hope you guys enjoy this, comment if you would like to be added to the taglist! 

PROFILES:

atoms dance crew enhypen dance crew the extras

CHAPTERS:

prologue

act one 🍂

CHAP 1 - cotton candy & mystery girls 📝

CHAP 2 - i’m multitasking fucker

CHAP 3 - sugar crash on the first day

CHAP 4 - jungwons sister is heeseungs gf?!

CHAP 5 -

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Masterlist

New Series

Sakura x Reader: A bird in hand

Yunjin x Reader: In the next life, or the one after that

Aespa as your girlfriend

NewJeans

NOBODY: Kang Haerin SMAU

Haerin x M!Reader: The Villain

NewJeans as your girlfriend(Series)

Minji x Reader: The Chance

Hanni x Reader: Like you wouldn't believe

Minji x Reader: Game On

Danielle x Reader: Lightning and Thunder

Danielle x Reader: Lightning can('t) strike twice

Haerin x Reader: Take a break

Hanni x Reader: Where the river takes you

Minji x Reader: Mercy, the Fools errand

Incorrects can be found under the tag(#newjeans incorrect quotes) in my account

Le Sserafim

Yunjin x M!Reader: Sleepless

Yunjin x M!Reader: Smoke Slow

Chaewon x Reader: The girl I once loved

Chaewon x Reader: In every universe

Kazuha x Reader: If there was an afterlife

Eunchae x Reader: Savior

Yunjin x Reader: Set Go

Le Sserafim as your girlfriend(Series)

Kazuha x Reader: Yellow Ribbon

Incorrects can be found under the tag(#lesserafim incorrect quotes)

IVE

Gaeul x M!Reader: Only Us

Yujin x Reader: The world can wait

Wonyoung x Reader: Tonight

Wonyoung x Reader: Back to you

Wonyoung x Reader: Today, December the Second

Wonyoung x Reader: On an evening in Roma

Rei x Reader: Tingles

Gaeul x Reader: A modern day love story(As told in 9 parts)

AESPA

Karina x Reader: A Star Wars Story

Karina x Reader: Extra #2

Karina x Reader: Worthy

Winter x Reader: Angel Eyes

Ning Ning x Reader: Storia un'altra storia d'amore

Winter x Reader: Let Go

Aespa as your girlfriend

NMIXX

Sullyoon x Reader: Rain

Lily x Reader: Beautiful Stranger

Sullyoon x Reader: I belong with you

ITZY

Yuna x M!Reader: Fallen

Yeji x Reader: A letter I can't send

STAYC

Seeun x Reader: Deadshot

TWICE

Tzuyu x Reader: Run Away

Nayeon x Reader: It's always you

Mina x Reader: la folie d'un(e)

Mina x Reader: When Death comes knocking

Sana x Reader: Under the Moonlight

Momo x Reader: I would

Mina x Reader: Enough

Red Velvet

Seulgi x Reader: Dream Girl

Irene x Reader: Stupid Human

QWER

Magenta x Reader: Of Seasons and Symphonies