#sh: hannibal/will

[izzymalec]

you and i have begun to blur.

[pesky--dust]

Sometimes I randomly remember that Hannibal and Will became Abigail's surrogate fathers when Will was working on a case of a woman who thought about herself as a mother, so his mind was rather in a motherly mental state, and I'm like: Aha. Okay. :|

[relationshiphell-polls]

WINNER WINNER CHICKEN DINNER

Do you wanna know how I got these scars? My father was a drinker...and a fiend. And one night, he goes off crazier than usual. Mommy gets the kitchen knife to defend herself. He doesn't like that. Not...one...bit. So, me watching, he takes the knife to her, laughing while he does it. He turns to me, and he says, "Why so serious?" He comes at me with the knife - "Why so serious?" He sticks the blade in my mouth - "Let's put a smile on that face!" And... why so serious?

[mintraspberryst]

[decay-of-myself]

I found my dads pocket knife [now mine] and god, I need cut skin and flesh and take a bite

[mrbingley]

i've got to be so honest right now... rapunzel's unwavering chipper front as an impenetrable/charismatic diplomatic mask and hyperaware/precise manipulation is very much doing it for me. her whole deal. i'm unfortunately into it.

[clumsy-inkspiller]

When u are drunk and you see gore stuff u are just numb enough to not realize how gore it is.

[the-boy-king-rp-multi]

Headcanon:

When Will originally got his four year bachelor attending George Washing University and a year abroad at Oxford he got his degree in forensics, but over the years in his spare time out of boredom he went back and got ones in criminal justice and psychology too, getting a fast track degree. He spent a lot of his time doing this when they were on the run from the FBI and were staying with Sherlock and John in London for some time, and he ended up getting his doctorates in a fast track study program. He of course, has told no one about this, not until its of absolute importance. Will has always been mostly humble about his schooling, not wanting to come off egotistical or too rude; Will was also shy and hesitant for a first couple years shadowing Hotch before he really came out of his shell and Hotch really saw what he could do, because will was afraid it wouldn't be taken great because of how he profiles

[wiltgraham]

silent hill is punishing will graham for homicidal h*rny crimes 💔

[mothman-clarice]

Some hurt/comfort/angst hcs to help soothe my depressed ass

WARNING: Detailed descriptions of self harm and panic attacks

Hannibal and clarice as we know have some serious ptsd

Although both of them have done a great job of coping with it there will always be dips with mental health

Sometimes these dips turn into nosedives

Basically they both self harm sometimes

Clarice does it very rarely but hannibal does it more often and his sh is more severe

Clarice will punch walls and bang her fist against her head or bite her hands and arms

Her sh always happens when she has a bad panic attack

Its loud and full of wails and sobs

Hannibal is much quieter with his sh and his ptsd attacks

When he gets flashbacks he becomes completely rigid and cold

When hes stressed or getting close to an episode he will have bad BFRBD (body focused repetitive behavior disorder) episodes

He will scratch at his shoulders and arms, pick at his hands and fingers until they bleed, even then he will continue picking at them

He will pick at every part of his body until it bleeds. He cant help it, it's a compulsion

He goes into a sort of trance, he becomes fixated on picking.

And if he gets stressed enough, hell start cutting

Hes completely silent when he does it. Maybe tears will silently fall down his cheeks but he doesnt sob or yell or even whimper. He doesn't seem to show any emotion

Inside though, hes screaming louder than the souls of hell

Thousands of wails and screams eating away at his mind

His eyes are vacant, empty voids of numbness and tears

Clarice has become very well acquainted with hannibal's sh attacks and she can immediately recognize when one is starting.

If she suspects hes having the start of an episode she will keep a close eye on him and not leave him alone.

Shell ask him if hes ok or if something is bothering him. Sometimes he feels ok enough to vent to her, sometimes he doesnt have the energy to respond

If he doesnt respond then she knows he really needs her help

Shell ask him if he needs a hug or some comfort and shell wait for him to respond in some way, even if she has to use yes or no questions

Shell only hug or comfort him with his consent, she knows he hates having his space invaded

If he doesnt want comfort she will nod and stay in the room with him as much as possible to make sure hes ok.

If he starts to sh she will try to find something to distract him, be it a favorite poem or playing a song for him

It's a long tedious process of gentle coaxing and comfort but the relief of seeing him get thru a ptsd attack without hurting himself is enough of a motivator. It's the little victories.

Now when clarice has episodes, it's a different story.

as I said she has violent and loud ptsd attacks

These episodes are extremely physically demanding and exhausting and often leave clarice very weak and battered

Therefore hannibal knows he needs to derail her episode as quickly as possible

He starts by trying to hug her tightly when he sees the first possible signs

He tries to restrict her arms and body so she cant hurt herself without hurting him too

At the same time he tries to talk her through her panic, using grounding techniques and calming phrases

He makes very good use of his charm and charisma

When hes pretty sure the worst of the episode is over he will loosen his grip to a normal hug and just rub her back

Hell hold her face to his chest and let her cry it out

This method tends to be very effective although sometimes, very very rarely he doesnt stop the episode early enough before shes already started banging her head against a wall

For situations like this he tries to stay away for his own safety and wait for a moment where it's safe for him to grab her and stop her

He has to be pretty rough with this but it's either that or he let's her abuse herself

Either way both of them try their absolute best to help each other in their worst moments

And both of them are equally eternally grateful for the others patience and compassion

It always ends with them both in an embrace, pressing soft kisses on each other's face and a silent but powerful expression of gratitude

I need therapy but I live in America so this is the best I can afford :))))

On a serious note I do have ptsd and BFRBD and the descriptions I give come from my personal experiences. Obviously though not everyone with one disorder will have the same experience.

[lilgynt]

oh and i finished sharp objects in like one sitting at work today bc my brother read it and we talked about it more cause i had the show he had the book and glad he didn’t. but insane he didn’t make any connections to home. like not in an emo everything sucks way but my mom has said exact lines adora has and me well…

[izzymalec]

hannibal season 1 episode 3: potage

are you beginning to appreciate my lack of sympathy?

[cherryheartzclub]

literally watching hannibal is crazy bc i had this guy set as a dad f/o from day 1 but now im like. hm is he really fit to father. and the answer is no but it's ok actually

[doctorwormcore]

THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND TENDER,!?!?!?

I physically am not going to shut up about how beautifully shot and done this is???? Ma heart ma soul dot png

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